In loving memory of my disfigured, dismembered, poisoned and drugged and covertly MURDERED step-father.

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I just read (for the 2nd time) the highly offensive Daily Illini obituary about my Step Father and his legacy at the years of his graduate, undergraduate and post-graduate lectures which had garnered waiting lines of eager students having to put names on lists and waiting in line to get access to his courses. Reduced by the article's author to being a "Brooklyn Jew" and not more of what he WAS: a Columbia University PhD graduate, an author of a range of literary works and reviews and writings and publications unlisted by this eulogy, a student and community leader in the anti-war movement during the Vietnam era, the president of the local AFL-CIO labor union in Champaign, a father to me and my siblings, and a revered professor students loved. Instead, this skewed review of his life held not much more but a few brief statements about him being simply a professor who was a "Brooklyn Jew" whose loving non-Jewish (read Christian but really Nazi member of this terrorist cartel attacking me) wife devoted her life "lovingly" only to him, focusing on him and his Christian forays into literature, almost exclusively with no mention of his other writings or life experiences or personality other than being a component of Nazi culture and how he adapted to Christian writers as a "Jew" with this most hideously ugly photo attached, as a discrediting attack upon him.

A whole pile of horse radish stained deep brown. Lies lies lies lies about his loving and devoted Nazi wife, no mention of my mother whatsoever. Absolute racist sentimentality driven through the entire short synopsis of his life, which completely bypassed his labor union activism, his anti-war stance, his huge popular stand as a pillar during the Vietnam War in the student community, his activism, his books and writings, and the photos taken of him by this Nazi-era re-fabrication of real-life are the worst I have ever seen of him, thanks to the "loving" devotion of his insulting, nasty and cruel "devoted" bigot Nazi wife, my "step-mother" (8 years my senoir).

You can read parts of this bigoted Illini eulogy describing him as a "Jew" who wrote extensively about Catholic writers, which is just a small snippet of information completely ignoring a wealth of other writings not devoted to Nazi ideological writers. His "devoted" cruel wife who abused and killed animals, Nazi style and what I have experienced for years from this terrorist "stalking" group, which she is a rabid redneck originated member of has done. She has attacked both and my step-father and me AND my family as well in contribution to and with this global Nazi terrorist "gang stalking" organization. Only the lies abound, the reality is filtered through a Nazi bigot lens and my step-father is portrayed as deformed, as he was poisoned, deformed just as I have been by the Nazis and bigots operating for Nazis surrounding me. By the time my step-father was at the threshold of dying, as I met him not long before he died of "diabetes" but also poisoning and drugging by my heinous "step-mother" Nazi bigot lying hateful creep, another agent of this hate organization which has plagued my family all of my life and has brainwashed my family into serving their interests. Obviously they would not have succumbed if people would not endorse these activities but it appears to be a major plague within the fabric of American society.

This lying terrorist organization eulogy piece about my step-father, depicting him in such a racist slant, his photo so insulting to his real memory and how regal and beautiful he was before this step-mother parasite began to disfigure him as these apes are doing to me now using this same protocol and systematic destruction that is adhered to globally: when I had no idea what situation was forced upon me, through her lying fake demeanor and horrid midwestern nasal ugly accent, I had assumed that coming from a religious family she had some semblance, along with her fake clothing of alternative subculture fashion (dyed hippie clothing supposedly to create an image of organic, peace-loving hippie who had only love and peace as her real goals, along with a construed series of lies and performances when I had met her long ago and approved, unknowing of this heinous group or it's practices and never getting any information about it until desperate search on it, decades later. Too late as my step-father had been covertly destroyed and then murdered by her helping or assisting in poisoning. She liked to torture his dogs and create pain and misery in my step-fathers dogs and in other people. This I witnessed first-hand, a reality.

She, this creep as my family called her and I could not understand why at first because she played the game so well--comes from a Methodist Preacher environment out of a small town where Caterpillar tractors used to be based on, before the headquarters became outsourced to another country, red neck style, just before the years of hating foreign imports and outsourcing became popular before outsourcing became popular as they all follow the instructions of their leaders without question.

She rose above it all to exploit, poison and abuse my step-father and possibly to have covertly murdered him (along with at least one of his dogs, my cat who I had grown up with and another dog I had grown up with--a black magick ritual of killing the pets that I and my mother and family had loved which were left behind--to murder us, and finally to murder my step-father who wanted to have access to publishing his books and the only way, as this group has blocked so many people, i.e. jewish men--from having real success in their Nazi-controlled world of commerce, is that they must have a Nazi "handler" control them. Thus he was very keen to marry this creep skank and thus, he was murdered, my dogs and cats I grew up with horribly poisoned to death and left dying agonizing deaths, and my step-father castigated, humiliated and yelled at by this "loving wife" this article so falsely puts as the main pillar of my step-father's life and success and love. NOTHING could be further from the truth. My step-father was drugged daily by his insulin doses and you can believe he was drugged via this portal of direct injection, plus implants and microchips. She essentially chewed him up, got into his nice house out of her mobile trailer home style Peoria lifestyle, was paid to go to Paris and go on vacations as part of this endless Nazi promotional scheme; her only goal was to live and vacation in Paris and in France, as she adopted the mannerisms of hate and supremacy because she was promoted and paid to go to France and promote hate interests of infiltration and brainwashing in America.

The worst, ugliest photo of him I have ever seen. The discrediting of this Nazi organization was completed with him and I know and understand the protocols and what they are doing to me, and plan on continuing to do with forcing me to be exploited by some bigot Nazi forcing a "baby" out of me, and I appeal to readers to stop this crime against me because they are dismembering and disfiguring me every day so I look something similar to my step-father who was slowly eaten-away by the nightly incisions and poisonings and attacks people like my Nazi step-father forced upon him. In his attempt to integrate into this endlessly burgeoning Nazi-based culture that Amerikkka has turned into, is morphing into, and has become. I fight this every day and ask for assistance and help because of the damaged memory of my step-father and because of the ugliness and the discrediting "eulogy" that remains of his incredible life and legacy. The beauty and joy he exuded was literally sucked out of him by Nazis and his nasty hateful violent murdering wife and associates. (This accusation is based on: My belief based on observation and experience of being targeted. Understanding full well that my family has been targeted all my life as well as I am being now).

My step-father disfigured, the worst photo of him I have ever seen, that which the bigot NazI University of Illinois newspaper chose from decades of him living and working at the University. They chose to make him appear in his declining and dying stages (of having been poisoned and drugged and disfigured by my Nazi step-mother, his 'handler" and murderer--in my opinion and awareness I do know this is true but have no evidence of this claim directly). He used to be extremely handsome and fit and healthy and shiny and glowing before his Nazi handler destroyed him and then stole his home and killed my childhood pets and was honored by the Nazi publication making this bigoted Nazi statement about a bigoted synopsis of his "life" which I consider to be factually missing and distortion bordering on sheer lies and containing absolute LIES WITHOUT END about his Nazi wife (not my mother although she is not innocent and neither is/was my Step-father).

So I know intimately what these creeps exploiting me are all about. They have no independent thinking capabilities and I have seen this formula operate throughout my family, people I have known who used to support me fully and are now dead or avoid me (brainwashed I believe). I my family accepted these parasites into my home and their lives and beds only to be slowly poisoned, dismembered and all possible stolen from them (after death these Nazi bigot whores obtained all properties, blocked all inheritance from me and probably much that should have gone to the "good" siblings who went along with watching my father(s) get abused, insulted and then murdered by these rotten whore women who are married to the men who want to force a baby out of me--who are as heinous and evil as the women. I ask once more for this crime agenda and this group to be forced off sucking my life and destroying me.

It is time for this group to be stopped and permanently. If people cannot begin to grasp the importance of not allowing these psychopath parasites to continue to ravage and rape and steal and rob and murder using these protocols, death squads, technology and brainwashing apparatus I have been writing of the alterations in personalities of people utilizing these technologies and how subversive and deadly they become as more and more power is handed to them for committing these crimes after they get wealthier and wealthier by stealing all possible from their victims and laughing with their partners as I stand here alone asking the planet to not allow them to get away with these racist crimes of genocidal proportion any longer.

I also want to add that I tried to change the font color which should have been in the red/pink hue and has been altered by hackers. I have changed the font color 6 times and hackers are blocking the function every single time so nothing whatsoever happens with repeated attempts.

I can only imagine how badly hackers are going to rewrite this post after I publish it. As it stands now, I must fight to backspace while they block keyboard function and my brain's motor skills are being "hacked" into frozen partial paralysis while I fight to type. Can't think clearly--I always "remember" the more excellent phrases I had wanted to write which literally are pushed into my subconscious while other words I had not intended with insults and hate ranting come pouring out while I fight to pound out words on hacked keyboards (also happens when I hand write in a similar fashion).

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Now: to all you disgusting, sleazy, stupid pig apes, even the most famous of you, who are trying to force this contract out on me, who have already tortured, raped, disfigured, tormented me for over a decade without end (and all my life shit like you has done these actions of breaking vertebrae, breaking my body, poisoning me slowly to death, denying me healthcare to heal and money to do so even to this day of billionaires attacking and exploiting me with their rotten ugly whore wives and family members (including the black, Jewish and all the minority minion groups who are at the front of these lines of attack, ALWAYS WITHOUT EXCEPTION)

If you think that your status as big nazi pig ape in society means anything but a false fiction of grandiosity to me, you are deluded just as your officials accuse me of delusion when I try to report your hate crimes of your mentally ill system and broke spiritual power grabbing attempt (and have obtained "power" through your hate crimes and group systematic racist protocols).

You are only pieces of rotten shit in my estimation after a lifetime of pig ape whores like you drugging, raping and attacking me and always when I reach high positions after having competed. Now paralyzed for nearly a decade and telpeorted, raped and tortured by you ugly, disgusting and stupid (on a personal level, in your fields you can perform your jobs and have enough fake panache to be able to lie and fake your competency for which you are so highly elevated by participation in this hate organization instead of having real personal or real merit or credibility).

You are shit, period. I ask this world and planet to get this crap off me I am waiting for the 8th year in a row for Hollywood executives, performers, politicians, presidents of the United States, Senators and so many others who have known and participated in whatever aspect they have, to actually enforce the laws of the United States in protecting my human rights. People like my step-father and so many countless others have willingly or unwillingly participated in their own demise by conforming to the demands of your rotten group so they can pronounce themselves as the superior. I have always competed and gained top or high ranking and for that I am now healing for the tenth year in a row of paralysis due to hard poison I still cannot get out and you block my healthcare so you can try to brainwash me into accepting your murder and theft of everything you want to steal from me. My step-father had at least the chance to publish and was ignored afterwards and then discredited. I am stolen from and silenced to the extreme.

I will not accept your shit system nor any of you ugly and stupid, sick and evil pieces of pure shit and your hate system you are trying to force through violence, dismemberment and torture for me to willingly accept and "obey". You can fuck yourselves into the Hell you have brought upon this planet, which is now laughing at the laughing stock that America presents itself due to this system which no one will actually admit to or acknowledge, but which has ruled politics, the media and our brains for far too long.

"Our" meaning me and those who are in accord with me, as distant as they are, I know they exist. I submit this as an attempt once more to get people to defend my rights as a human being because I cannot accept or obey the bullshit of this shit group or be brainwashed into thinking that a pile of mediocre hate shit parasites constitutes nothing more than glorified shit put on pedestals.

The cursing is due to brainwave altering technology and the endless years of writing these same appeals. My ability to cognitively function has lowered into a range of hate expletives and I do know this is being remotely technologically enhanced although this is part of some internal thought process it has much more to do with subliminal brainwashing and injection of words and thoughts in yet another discrediting scheme by this terrorist group; aka "you".

My feet have been slashed in criss-cross patterns, are infected and swollen and smell infected. All is being cut into every single day to the bone on the fleshy meat areas of my toes every time I sleep, which is now twice a day due to sickness form detox.. I tied two strings tightly around a rubber band, covering a pair of socks, rolled up around the three layers of strings tied and looped around the strings, on top of the socks, with packaging tape tied around my feet. I had to sleep in a sick daze from detoxing from hard poisons entrapped into my body for probably more than 3 decades, coming out after almost 10 years of fighting to get to this level of my body where poisons are literally latched into my spine and flesh at the lowest level of skin and bone. I noticed where the terrorists had inserted their mechanical arms.

 I am not trying to get all the nasty, dirty old "wanker" men reading this sexually turned on by the descriptions of me endlessly fighting for my life in vain as terrorists cut out parts of my body and into my body to the bone daily, while my feet are now incapable of bearing weight, in addition to the hard poisons latched into my hips from a scoliosis surgery that the terrorists forced upon me because their hardening poison has latched into the bone area where surgeons removed bone tissue to fuse the spinal fusion. My spine was put out of alignment daily by terrorists which utilized the MK ULTRA microchipping device which renders me utterly unconscious while every creep, scumbag and whore can do whatever they want (under order from their puppeteers who control them and give orders, otherwise I probably would have been utterly dismembered and murdered a long time ago if these parasites had been given free reign to do whatever they really wanted to do to my body as I lay unconscious and incapable of defense, as I remain).

My room: 2 years of fighting to block off all the panels. I have literally pasted over all the cupboards in the "kitchen" area except for one under the kitchen sink, which is lined with hooks. Regardless, terrorists soften the wood material so the hooks become loose. I can't even use them and can't hook the doors together. The terrorists then shove them out slightly from the interior. The interior has been smeared with softening fluids under the kitchen sink area and I literally cannot block the mechanical arms from entering this area no matter what I do. It is impossible 100% to stop this. The two doors of this under-sink cupboard area are stuffed with rubber matting on the exterior, with items balanced precariously so I can see where mechanical arms have entered. The stealth with which terrorists push up the matting and deflate it and put it back in what appears the same place, but if I touch it I see a huge depression in the matting and that this has been manipulated for entry purposes. There are absolute experts in this area surrounding me in how to manipulate materials to conceal entry or violation of property using these technologies, and my very cheap inexpensive attempts to block dismemberment and disfigurement and poisoning and my door being opened and then raped and my hips and spine being put out of place, and etc. 

There are gaps in the half-inch or one-inch spaces where the doors actually should close tightly against the wooden surfaces of the cabinets but are cut so there are huge gaps although the doors "close" but there are gaps where Mechanical arms of course get through the gaps.

Hackers are now rewriting as I type. The sentences are confusing as hackers delete and repaste wrongly written sentences into huge disconnected and repeat sentence structures.

I noticed today after more huge red swollen internally bloodied cuts were slashed into my pinky, my middle fingers under the cuticles (years of this nightly, the fingernails are partially black and falling out in places, completely broken down and always huge and bloody puffed up and black from deadening nerve endings cut into every single day.

Now my feet are being cut into every single night to cause permanent damage there as well. this is torture from years of parasites being put into lead positions, being paid in millions to torture and extract ideas as they get paid in millions for the ideas, and not a thank you but dismemberment afterwards to this degree because they are torturing me slowly to death to obtain a baby that I would destroy if possible after destroying these creeps attacking me, if at all possible I would do this I swear.

Otherwise, there is one other cabinet that I realize was broken through but done in that stealth way so I could not tell. I literally pasted paper and tape over ever single cupboard in the kitchen area so I have to leave plates, cutlery, food and anything else in crevices of the tiny microstudio instead of being able to use the cabinets, all are blocked off. There is one food storage cabinet area next to the front door which I have left stuffed with rubber matting instead of taping and pasting completely shut so no mechanical arms can pierce through without leaving obvious evidence. In the front door I have stuffed layers of paper with packaging tape covering the paper so inserted they completely block the opening of the door. The terrorists have removed the packaging tape so the paper pieces slide out with ease. I then poured more *(money) and packaging tape over these pieces so they could not be budged and I must fight to insert them into the door. While I was out shopping the terrorists removed the tape from two pieces that stick out covering the last edge gap of the cabinet door, the hinge side which has a half-inch gap where the door should cover the cabinet wood panel but instead closes but leaves this huge gape where mechanical arms obviously got in as I slept today. I detoxed huge horrific poisons that have been glued into my body for decades and was so ill I could do nothing all day but sit in front of the computer writing about torture used against me in teleportation and rape and etc that these parasites used because I am fighting for my life to stop them and get rid of them, asking indefinitely for years for my country to be anything other than a Nazi vassal state utilizing Nazi technology and genocidal hate terrorist groups (mostly comprised of compromised minority minions, so often black people screaming about being victims of hate crimes and Latinos and jews and et al it's disgusting how much hypocrisy I have to be subjected to with these creeple terrorist minions)

The rubber matting, which I had stuffed into this large half inch gap at the last portion of the cupboard door paneling just right next to the door frame had been breached, the padding I had inserted was stuffed precariously (you could say in an amateur fashion from someone who knows very little about defense but also I cannot defend myself in the way I should and would if I had not signed a contract with a violent rapist landlord operating for these violent Nazi pig apes who are profiting off this terror contract out on me and continue to have me dismembered and raped and etc continuously as they have for years--laughing, they laugh about it and gloat they are repugnant, your Nazi heroes of politics and movies and tv you all love so much! Yeay, you all love what they are doing to me otherwise perhaps some one at least one person would at least defend me)

and not to sound like a complaining victim but....I had also stuffed a plastic bead into the rubber matting, to see if the terrorists had uplifted the matting. Lo and behold, after waking up and seeing that the two strings, tied around rubber bands, tied around the socks, covering the packaging tape had been put almost exactly as I had tied and taped them all before falling into a sick and drugged up detox deep sleep of exhaustion and sickness, deadly at that. However, it was all completely removed by solvents and their expert military-grade technology and surveillance capability, put exactly back in the same place to appear as if no tampering had occurred and leaving zero evidence. However, the evidence was that the pieces of paper that jut out from the door frame in this one area which I had three times made so tight you have to pull on the door to remove them, which terrorists had reduced in size so you only have to lightly pull and they fall out. The bead which had been balanced on top of the rubber matting was completely gone because that was the entry point. 

I am detailing this in a way that will be hacked so it's going to become a repetitive exercise in trying to understand what I am trying to convey. I read the first part of this post a short time after beginning to write it, just to check if hacking had changed anything and hackers had changed almost everything into nonsensical repeats, deleted grammar and sentences partially deleted and then pasted together into long and repetitive structures that lost the real context and focus.

This is the extent to which I must fight to not lose my toes, fingers, fingernails--my hair has been made stinking, greasy and balding for years from these people entering my home. My skin is marked completely 100% every inch has scars, blemishes and blots from poisons, chemicals and marks slashed into my body every single time I sleep. This list is too long to elaborate upon at this point.

I have been waiting for over EIGHT YEARS for any politician or personality to defend me as I write and write and write these posts daily and there is NEVER A REAL RESPONSE OF DEFENSE FOR ME.

I wait and wait once more for a change in political presidential leadership to actually NOT SERVE THE INTERESTS OF THESE NAZI AND FASCIST FORCES which have predominated American life albeit in the undercurrents of power all my life. Since my story and my experiences have been completely stifled and silenced and blocked and ignored (mostly the latter) I ask once more for people to intervene and to stop this slow murder protocol. The terrorist rape and torture and assassination death squads are coming to a theater near you and they are not going to entertain you even if you think you will enjoy watching your enemies get slaughtered in the privacy of their own public surveillance death chamber stalking targeted domestic State-sponsored terrorist places of neighborhood rape, torture, disfigurement, dismemberment and murder centers of activities that so many people simply LAUGH about participating in.

You won't be laughing as you community begins to unravel and your society deteriorates and even if you can go out on a shooting rampage calling it a "Civil War" and you are a Right-wing conpiracy theory QAnon, you will f88-ing regret your lack of real pride, you are not proud, you are too stupid to be boys but instead are just dumber than dumb in assuming that this protocol and these technologies are going to bring America into a blissful Nazi state. I have also lived amongst peoples of East Soviet bloc countries who appear to be pale, devoid of blood or life, appear zombiesque and have absolutely mediocrity as the only basis to rely upon as their social structure. They are controlled by despots who rape the finances of the countries and the people wait in lines for state handouts due to fascist tyrannical leadership. These are countries that embraced these State-sponsored terrorist death squad activities (aka STASI surveillance police state tactics and other such nefarious names and titles given to former Communist countries which are not dead and forgotten or gone in these countries and in Europigapeland, and that includes the Western countries where the funds from the Holocaust are still raking in billions for their luxury endless weeks of paid vacation here in Thailand so they can prostitute and use the locals with no restraint by the local puppet authorities--forget about protection for the oppressed or the prostitutes, labor unions or wage protection as there is none whatsoever and the conditions are nicer than slave labor for the prostitutes and that is just about the best for the common wage earner--working 12 hours per day sometimes for less than $20 a day).

That is "Paradise" for the bigot Nazis who come for vacation out of funds they obtained by mass murder of millions of people who actually earned all the gold and millions of dollars by being BETTER than the Europigapes if there was a chance for competition. I see the same slavish tendencies of Americans and a devout adherence to following the protocols of these death squad torture protocols and murder templates using this Nazi/Communist a la Stalin technologies. I really urge you to consider that you all act like Thai slaves in obeying Nazi commands and you are not going to inherit the Nazi gold but the fool's gold of a slave state once you comply and then hand over the United States to there Europigape fascists who are smiling in your face for now and waiting for the time they can reduce your wages, rape and turn women (like me) into sex slaves being raped and tortured as people who I could outperform if I were not tortured into paralysis, I would perform better, are STEALING IDEAS FROM ME and then torturing me for years afterwards. When they are overtaken by their "partners" they will be reduced to the mediocrity that they all are, and the society will become a wasteland like Armenia, Romania, Slovania, Slovakia--but without all the old architecture just a wasteland of ghettoized broken down infrastructure. Oh wait! that is what America has become ALREADY!

Just a further warning to you do-nothing readers that your glib delight at what your minority minions are doing to me on behalf of you WILL result in your utter deterioration and perhaps death if you do not stop these activities and instead of following your usual pattern of greedy, grasping hate activities to steal, rape and rob and murder PERHAPS IT WOULD BEHOOVE YOU TO CARE ABOUT THE UNITED STATES, THE CONCEPTS OF FREEDOM AND THE FREEDOM OF PEOPLE TO LIVE IN PEACE AND COMPETE AGAINST YOUR MEDIOCRITY AND HATE WHO COULD ALSO PERFORM BETTER THAN YOU AND MAKE MONEY INSTEAD OF BEING FORCED INTO DESTITUTION AS THE SOCIETY YOU ARE DESTROYING IS DECAYING AND DYING. 

I am being tortured (in teleportation hate skits) for my thoughts on the election. I am unable to not think about what I believe as I watch YouTube news clips. I can barely express myself in any form as it is, plus not being "allowed" to think in any partisan way except for what the terrorists want me to think and believe about their injustice, hate, violence and misappropriation of technology to torture me (for years upon years without end, night and day without end).

 The attack was very nasty and bad, but I do not want to get into the facts which I cannot prove until someone helps me to provide evidence of teleportation. Suffice it to say that it was very nasty and the person doing it is in a very wicked mood due to my heightened emotions at the election outcome (and the many millions of other people who are reacting to the election results, but I am easily at hand to attack for these thoughts due to this tech and terrorist contract out on me).

If I write my thoughts, which are blocked by NON-STOP hacking interference--as typing is very difficult, I must correct continuously, and all the things I have elaborated upon all these years of fighting to type or think while technology is blocking both simultaneously.

Then, what I do manage to pound out, is STOLEN often verbatim by unscrupulous "liberal" and "alternative" commentators, writers, actors and their managing partners who then glob and latch onto this contract, which entails that I am demeaned, tortured and attacked without end on every level of existence, which culminates in their higher promotion schemes. The revolving list of these terrorist mainstream actors, writers, directors and their very often Europ-a-backed base, which operates often clandestinely even to me from behind protective unseen areas or through video-recording of these teleportation torture and attack skits.

I posted quotes, as now all I can do is post what other, mostly white males have written regarding the thoughts I am trying to convey. If I write my thoughts directly onto any social media or this blog platform, I risk absolutely deadly attacks which so far I remain undefended against.

All I can say at this point in the "narrative" concerning all the commotion is that the Lies and distortions are an almost overwhelming response on both sides of the issues, in the media clips that I see. I agree with some points on both sides and find the puerile responses on both to be embarrassing. I can't elaborate and it's too hard to write anyway to get anything out.

What is at issue is not truth or distortions but power cartels that are vying for power. So many cogent facts and issues are never brought out in any of the discussions, which often focus on the facts but disregard the more pertinent overarching facts that are so overwhelming in influence but so overt that they are hidden in open sight. I won't get into what these are, as I have stated, so many ideas are stolen from my THOUGHTS and not just what I fight to type out here, while I remain absolutely silenced and blocked from all real public discussion. And if I were in America and able to congress with people I think I would be silenced, or the microchip in my throat would kick in and block air passage if I attempted to speak in any public setting. I would be heckled by terrorist/stalkers as they would cough and make endless distracting and interruptive noises and arguments while my brain would be shut down partially and blocked from functioning (neural firing, blocks of cognitive functioning, etc all the symptoms I experience every time I go shopping, making simple calculations literally impossible and speech is remotely generated subliminally into my brain and repeated by me while I laugh and smile as people insult and glare in hate at me into my face and I can't "understand" what is going on but appear lucid and aware superficially--and even to myself and not able to control it).

Thusly, today I wrote posts on Facebook quoting John Milton's Paradise Lost and Paradise 
Regained, amongst Aleister Crowley quotes and beginning with John Lennon & Yoko Ono quotes and Beatles quotes. Beginning from the apex and descending down that hate spiral.  Unable to really articulate my ideas, as just my thoughts have been met by the endless misuse of this technology, specifically the teleportation to assault me endlessly night after nigh for over a decade (much longer than that I am afraid). 

By people who will be forced to hand the technology over to responsible and ethical people who will protect my Constitutional and Human Rights, perhaps? After all these years of writing about this misappropriation of terror and torture technology (which these people are using for their orgies and sex games for themselves, as they say that it is "wonderful" but I think that means that they can destroy people they can't stand to see have a chance to be happy, beautiful, strong and compete against them and by eliminating them using these terror squads and torture and disfiguring tech and poisoning and groups willing to do anything to maim, or torture and murder someone else they think this is just "wonderful" technology and isn't it for people vying to control the planet and it's resources?

That is a main gist of the election that NO ONE is discussing because these operations are so highly coveted and desired on the part of those who build these oppositional and polar bipartisan facades of power that to relinquish this technology is absolutely without question their LAST priority for this next administration. However, it is of the greatest impact on how the 2016 election panned out, and how politics and power structures have been evolving since then (and long before but more overtly than ever before as time goes by).

Yet I must remain "silent" about my reactions to these events that are such digressions from THE REALITY as I have seen it, not conceived it to be but witnessed all these years of being passed around from extreme bigots to "liberals" who all work together in this technological terror operation that no one will comment upon or stop or reveal or expose. This one situation of ME has had such a gigantic impact on the politics of America and of the world and yet it's so silenced that even the commentary that appears to go in line with the usual rhetoric remains in a rut/groove of obscured information that is so ..I can't think of the right word--upsetting? Discouraging (for Democracy) to me hearing all this. The blame, the excuses, the misdirecting of ideas and of focus on what is responsible for all this power misappropriation, the commentary which ignores what the other side is really saying--blame shifted to the losing party, or winning party--but all is such distortion and is still leading the country--on the side of the "Democrats", "Progressives" and other extraneous parties and groups into the same system that existed prior to the 2016 election cycle. Meaning the "authoritarian" and monopolistic "elitist" system is fully disguised and still operates like a "bi-partisan" divide that one group accuses the other of mishandling or turning into chaos or lying about to gain power. The real issues remain silenced just as I remain silenced. I must remain silent because I was raped last night in the teleportatoin so I had to copy and paste quotes by John Milton and only make vague reference instead of directly having the chance to write my own thoughts without being further attacked. I was attacked, I repeat, because of my internal reaction to the election and not for anything I actually wrote or said to anyone else (as I am sick and have been from the poisoning of this terror group for over a decade and remain nearly paralyzed and sick in one single spot all day, too tired and sick to even do anything but sit too exhausted from detoxing poisons blocking my body for decades).

I wait for the Biden team, as it appears inevitable that this is definitely going to happen. I wait for any real concern about how "Democracy" has been threatened in this country AND MY SITUATION IS A DEFINITE CLUE AS TO HOW THIS HAS BEEN ALLOWED AND TURNED INTO A SILENCED PHENOMENON OF ABSOLUTE CORRUPTION, DISREGARD FOR HUMAN LIFE AND HUMAN RIGHTS, DETERIORATION OF THE DEMOCRATIC PROCESS, AND A SERIOUS THREAT TO THE UNITED STATES ON ALL LEVELS AND IS REPEATEDLY IGNORED AND LEFT SILENCED AS ARE ALL THE REAL AND TRUE VICTIMS OF THIS TERROR OPERATION. The "fake news" you will find on the internet and in many sites are disinformation agents for the most part, posing as "targeted individuals" and I know this from years of fighting to gain any support system and all is blocked, diverted and blocked and real victims are absolutely silenced and blocked BY THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT which is decaying because of their culpability in these technological terror, surveillance and torture teams, technologies and "experiments" which extend into highest echelons of power.

Thus I must remain silent and WAIT FOR any truly concerned group which actually cares about freedom and democracy and equal rights instead of focusing on their one group which supports them or for which they represent instead of the collective of human beings--the targets are always isolated and then silenced and blocked from participation or if involved, highly drugged into "brainwashing" behaviors which ultimately are intended to silence and discredit them. Thanks to the US Government for decades and now the "threat to Democracy" is being blamed on all sides with all kinds of lies and distortions when the ultimate reasons and the reality is being silenced and obscured, because really, from what I have seen, the differential between those at "the top" of the main power structure are operating like a two-faced liar which repeatedly steals all it can from the base of it's operations (i.e. "The People"). This is an overarching blanket statement but I am under mind control, the hacking is bad, it is literally impossible for me to write at length to try to back-up my assertions. I have tried all these years and only see my writings and thoughts repeated in the form of million dollar contracts handed out to millionaires who need original ideas to sell of this huge, ever omniscient series of lies to the public while maintaining silence in regard to the reality of the brainwashing and the propaganda and the deals and offers that really buy out affiliations and political bargaining that have almost nothing to do with Democracy. Hearing the excuses and lies being put out now and having to remain silent because I am being maimed, slowly dismembered, raped (in teleportation and often and for years literally due to my home being broken into, and drugged and with the MK ULTRA microchipping I was not aware but saw the evidence upon waking_) and so  yuck yuck disgusting and I remain silenced and can't write my thoughts even though these abusers and users are continuing to torture me to obtain a reaction of hate so they can get more promotions out of me reacting from their ugliness and hate in concert with using this technology. Their inherent need to torture, abuse, rape and create misery for anyone else, probably they would do it to anyone if they could but the tech enables every kind of deviant ugliness to emerge--and the people who are "fighting" for Democracy are gladly watching it all happen. Oh how the commentators in the news also remain silenct but also are aware of this situation of technological torture their leaders are gladly pouring out on me--

all such lies in this wake of the election, so many finger-pointing exercises when I know for certain that most of these personalities actually operate from the same source of "power" which controls them as they control the plurality of oppositional forces which all have the same main theme underlining all issues and all extending back to one main source which buys them out, makes the deals, and issues the rewards and contracts for publicity and power roles.

For me to specifically detail any longer would be more deadly attacks or worse and thus far I have not or ever received any sort of remuneration for these crimes, protection of any kind except through covert support (if at all) and silence.

I can only feel and experience something akin to DISGUST when watching these videos and clips on the commentary and events transpiring after the election and the comments being made on all sides. I can only imagine how much the Nazis in Europigapeland are LAUGHING AT THE STUPIDITY OF THE "STUPID AMERICANS" which to a great extent they control on all these fake "oppositional" sides. Their strategy of "divide and conquer" has so carefully been incorporated into the threads of all dialogues (when I say "Europ-a" I mean also those other countries such as China and Russia but they are more silent partners operating behind the scenes--as they do here in Phuket as well) but they are there laughing alongside the more obvious Europigapes you can be assured. In this sense I can not only remain silent but I adhere to the "immature" name-calling but years of having lived in Europe and here in Thailand around DISGUSTING master-slave operations I can't describe these hateful stupid and sick groups in even the most remotely non-offensive terms as they are highly offensive and I have lost all respect--I can only dehumanize them because in this rage context they have lost all humanity and are utterly repugnant on a grand scale--that is the only grand thing about these groups (not individuals, not people who are soulful and care, but these large post-Nazi operations of brainwashed zombie parasites who helped create all these death squads and this technology alongside their Paperclip American friends at various high offices in their continuing "black op" funded terror "experimental" operations that have had such GREAT IMPACT ON THE 2016 AND CURRENT ELECTIONS IT IS BEYOND DESCRIPTION AND YET IT REMAINS SO SILENCED. The real issues are so completely ignored as to how so many people have participated in these deal-making disasters now facing America. The real problems are being ignored by focusing on details and blaming the other side when all are guilty in one form or another. I can name my situation as a huge factor in the blame game but no one will admit to this and I must remain silent. However, one large personality in this drama of my attack terror situation just had me raped by some ugly rotten creep where I was hypnotized into "believing" while asleep and teleported that I was "in love" with this ugly stupid and rotten creep they sent in to "humiliate" me (and it's never these abusers who are supposed to be the humiliated ones for acting in these ways, no they are the macho men and their beligerant rotten disgusting women behind them claiming they are defending (Nazi) women's rights and their minority minions behind them--in a cascading trickle down hierarchy. However, waiting for the next administration to put an end to these terror operations to in the future the silenced technology outside of the hacking of election machines can also not be used to enhance political careers any longer for unscrupulous aspiring people who understand adeptly how to really manipulate people to perform oppositional tirades which all absolutely LIE about their real intentions.

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*This post was of course, like every single post I have written on all forms, for years and years, rewritten by hackers. Words were changed, deleted, grammar was erased, parts of sentences were deleted and then tied to other partially-deleted sentences. The rate at which I must backspace to correct what hackers have blocked on key function or retyped is at a near 80% rate for all words I type. It's so hard to write and going up into the content above would require at least another hour after having spent nearly 2 hours fighting to type just the few paragraphs above. Normally I could have written the above in less than 15 minutes, or less even if not encumbered with all the hacking. My writing would be extremely different than how it has appeared for years on all Facebook or on this blog (which is relatively "new" in terms of fighting to write). Every post I have written has some explanation (or almost every post) about how hacking and brain-altering tech has affected my ability to write and think and express myself. The situation never ends.

I think and hope that more feminist thought is turned into public awareness that has true feminist content regarding rape. So far, the victims are still blamed and rape is a vehicle of humiliation for the helpless instead of a red zone of castigation or constraint in any form for the perpetrators. They are instead heralded as heroes for having "shamed" women, and many a feminist has written that rape is a war crime akin to a prize to the more aggressive in the arena of war. If I could only think and write clearly I could express this in a more tangible way, but also, the awareness that over a decade of people stealing my ideas verbatim adn blocking my ability to publish openly and have any career has stifled my voice and ability to write and I would be doing much more if this theft and attack were not endlessly continuing. The rape is a consequence of racism, that these white men and their minority minions and their women are glad to see me raped and tortured before and after they steal ideas from me, because they are enraged that people "like me" could ever have a chance to out perform them. I have always been competitive, as I have written so often about this. This concept in itself was stolen by a black male who turned the ideas into another award-winning hate exercise of attacking me with various internet mind control operations that would make me sound "delusional" if I were to repeat how this is being done (as I have before for years). I am waiting for America to actually not allow this to continue any longer and to not promote these groups and people and not allow these foreign influence who make these deals, partition out the contracts and have bought out and are recruiting sell-outs to perform these hate acts while being promoted as the heroes of American Dream franchises which proliferate in Congress and in the H-wood and other media establishments. 

People are now clamoring either for complete control in an endlessly lying fascist control organization where dissent is outlawed and can be criminalized by covert death squad activities, as my situation is an "experiment" of and silenced on all sides, or;

People are clamoring for "Democracy" and "Freedom" but unwilling to give up their own versions of racism and attacking other groups who are also "disenfranchised" because they want to be in powerful positions and thus can attack other members of other groups but still claim they are fighting for "equality" and "Democracy". This sentiment also includes many whites who are of working class or lower upon groups and /or groups which espouse the same label that is continuously being forced upon me, which I have never adhered to but these people who want hierarchical racist structures and power echelons to remain intact, while still being able to rise up above their working class white levels are keen to keep the technologies and the racism and hate alive when it can be expressed covertly in these terror and murder and rape operations such as I am being forced into.

Therefore, the divide betwixt the two factions is almost non-existent and only the details in how much leverage external actors playing their bit parts can be allowed to maneuver within and between.

Blanket statement but not capable of writing to my full extent, and still the hackers and thieves have enough information on what I just wrote to steal more concepts and turn them into their "liberal" fascist output or platform roles while retaining the semblance of concern over society and "Democracy". Some of the Repuglicans right now are openly espousing and expressing outright dictatorial stances and it is supposed to be "alarming" to the "Democrats" who kept silent, obeyed, allowed fascist organizations such as those attacking ME and others in this technocratic authoritarian "experiment" with teleportation, thought-reading, torture, mutilation, death squad torture, etc and all silenced on all sides. I hear some of the most "intellectual" pundits of "liberalism" espousing rhetoric and analysis about how the shift from Democracy to full authoritarianism can be achieved. I believe many of these to be absolutely fascist operators and agents in disguise pumping out brainwashing manipulations disguised as liberal commentary. Reverse psychology pervades all and is the most pervasive operation I see in all the political and media output and it is backed up (for my personal commentary here) by my 7-10 years of experience of this covert torture technology being passed from one famous media personality/political personality to the next (mostly on H-wood, only a small sample size of politicians but that is growing as I focus on the elections). 

This is my very arduously-written response and analysis based on the constraints, hacking and brain-alterations of the tech aimed at me.

I wait for the Biden Administration to fully endorse stopping this tirade of fascism with me as some "experimental" subject and for some kind of protection for me.

In the mean time, I had made the resolve to not respond to torture, because the contract that these personalities obtain so many deals, awards, higher leverages, and "get out of jail" cards involves endlessly torturing me to extract response and information. That is what I surmise from this attack from last night, not only was it a hate response to my thoughts on the election but also because the contract out on me entails abusing me to the point that I react and write and once I begin to write, the thought-creative-concept extraction and tech influence opens the portals of this area of my brain like a sieve. For years these fascist "black lives matter" and "Me Too$" feminists have obtained some concepts and awards adn promotions by simply using this tech. The brainwashing influence on the main public has already been demonstrated and is probably in full effect. They react like absolutely controlled puppets on all sides. That is why I know that this technology must be cherished and kept a secret by these powers, but I ask for an END to my torture if not an end to this travesty of technology for all the targets. AT least LET ME GO FREE TO THE PROMISED LAND OF TRANQUIL DOMESTICITY IN MY OWN HOME WITH MY CAT(S) RETURNED AND THIS HELL OF OTHER PEOPLE NOT INFLICTED UPON ME ANY LONGER. I promise to be "silent" about my experiences just let me live in peace and with privacy, financial remuneration for all this block to my life and career--and to be left the $ $ F alone to not have to deal with these people and to have a decent home, money and health and to enjoy living without the uglinsss, hate, stupidity and hell of other rotten sick people forced upon me THAT AND WHOM I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH EVER--not a person from this huge group--the global group except for relatively obscure purposes like shopping. 

I just ask repeatedly and now for years for this to be stopped and for justice in this sense of me living in peace without their sick and rotten sleazy hell forced upon me ever again but me living with prosperity and peace amongst people who mind their own business.

I wait for the next administration. For now I have tried to not write due to the reasons above, and to not help these people any longer get promotions for "successfully" torturing me into reaction. Being raped and mutilated and having some access to trying to reach out via the internet, as all sources WHICH WERE SUPPOSED TO PROTECT MY RIGHTS ALL MY LIFE HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT CONDONE THIS GROUP AND THESE ACTIONS AND SO DO MOST CITIZENS AROUND THE WORLD. I however know that there are people who do not speak openly against this group but they do not condone this behavior or this torture protocol. I ask that those who are not spouting "Democracy" rhetoric in the Biden Administration to please stand up for me and protect me as I have nowhere to go and no one to turn to.

If you can stop the current culprits please do so IMMEDIATELY so I don't have to wait another TWO MONTHS JUST TO SEE IF ANYTHING IS EVER GOING TO STOP THIS TERROR PROGRAM OUT ON ME WITH COUNTLESS PEOPLE ATTACKING ME YEAR AFTER YEAR. I know that most of you reading this find this wonderful, funny and a great testament to your group's power and the influence you have over law enforcement and the corruption therein (as well as judiciary, executive, military and all walks of life and business and society). 

I wait for a paradigm shift, as I waited FOUR YEARS AGO AND FOR YEARS BEFORE THAT. Must I have to wait any longer just to see if this is never going to be stopped in the next few months?

Corporate interests are not in the best interest of the Biden/United States' Department of Justice pick. Torture prisons for profit have been exonerated and torture of civilians using the mind programming and torture apparatus has gone on unabated for administration after administration. "VP-Elect Kamala Harris Says DOJ Will Decide Trump's Fate" ; "We saw (under former DOJ administrations) what happens when you allow criminals--with power--to get away with crimes. They just become more powerful. So let's put an end to that....if not, it will be much worse in 2024.""(video op-ed from Ring of Fire).

 "VP-Elect Kamala Harris Says DOJ Will Decide Trump's Fate"

*Forward/Nota Bene: this post was of course hacked and grammar and parts of sentences deleted and then strung-together into huge, unbroken sentences that reach paragraph length. *Right now I insert for the 4th check of this post that hacking is pervasive, rewrites and deletions predominate most of the writing and it appears ranting and incomprehensible in parts. I am not going to correct anything as I wrote the post today carefully and am tired of cleaning up the filth this group pours into my home and body every day and night and then having to rewrite what I wrote slowly due to hacking, backspacing most of the time to rewrite what hackers blocked. I just add this as I always do to my posts, that this has been manipulated and the below does not reflect any lack of coherency on my part but is entirely due to hackers and deletions and insertions and grammar deleted...As I keep reading parts of paragraphs after having written the last part of this post in rage, my brain skewed into a hate wave pattern from the technology (not an excuse for bad behavior or writing style)--I see words were deleted all over the place from hackers. Tense has been changed in parts and singular cases were changed to plural or vice-versa, at least in one sentence I perused and didn't alter as I was in the published mode. The ending of this post is in huge caps but hackers really messed the writing up in that area as well. Words are gone and sentences have gaps of content so it's all very blotchy and badly worded due to hacking--forget about grammatical accuracy due to the hackers. Content is extremely skewed due to hacking and so read at your leisure but do not take pleasure in how seemingly "hysterically" badly this is written as this is part of the terrorist discrediting scheme. I consider these actions to reflect the stupidity and hysterical aspect of how these terrorists really think. I believe they are hysterically upset that there is a challenge to their claims of supremacy and they are waging an insane and really sick and stupid war but lethal and deadly and not humorous but nevertheless, they have polished exteriors but are maniacally creepy crazy sick and stupid and rotten underneath it and their tactics reflect what they are, not me. the writing that is rewritten to discredit me is really how these people think underneath all their posturing lies and coached and rehearsed posturing performances. I have been instructing myself not to look at the news until January 20th, which means on that day I will also have to wait 12 hours for EST time to kick in as I am 12 hours ahead of that. I have told myself not to look at internet subjects or the news because every single event triggers a response from me, after more than 10 years of being attacked by this group (8 years openly, but they were internet and otherwise stalking me LONG before 8 years ago) so almost everything is a kind of trigger to me as they are very much in league with all the media events---one of them just won a People's Choice Award although she didn't teleport and openly attack me. There are many of them who have never made a personal appearance of attacking me but they sit in rows and behind the scenes giving torture, rape and abuse advice and they also steal fragments of thoughts and ideas I write in this inability to type due to hacking. Another one of them who has just won an award at the People's Choice is another one of these more silent partners but still visible to me (has attacked me through the channels and internet covert pathways with others alongside him who have viciously and violently attacked and threatened me--all winning charity awards and being portrayed as the very icons of love and compassion and sympathy for the good people of America--who aid and abet in terrorist stalking activities you can bet most of those who vote and pay for these media presentations of lies constitute much of the terrorist network and these performers are their "icons" who lead them into these avenues of sublimated hate activities through their propaganda mind programming deceptions. I realize I sound so "conspiracy theory" oriented at this point. Much of my writing sounds like ranting delusions conspiracy theory--and I have to repeat that hackers are changing words, blocking grammar, inserting words and deleting words so please do not judge me too harshly for the content. I am going to try to stick to my conviction that I MUST GET OFF THE INTERNET UNTIL JANUARY 20, 2021 because even if I stopped writing, the dismemberment would not abate an iota. These sleazy disgusting rotten parasites poison me to induce hysteria, then have me disfigured, cut into and slashed and poisoned nightly and daily, then I am really incapable of not writing and exposing my chaotic thoughts under sheer torture. they then threaten me for writing in rage about dismemberment, torture, rape and poisoning and my home made stinking, dirty and foul every moment they can possibly break into my room and destroy all and make it a filthy and vile disgusting place. Every single day without fail this never ends. They torture me for reacting, but if I remain silent as I have and tried for days and weeks without end, they just increased the lower levels of torture until I did write to ask for help oln the internet, as this is my one and only recourse all law enforcement abuses and mocks me if I go in for claims of stalking. Thus, they poison me to induce a reaction, the torture me for reacting, then torture me if I stop reacting because they need ideas to steal out of the rambling hate rants that are like sieves opening up my creative and philosophical centers of my brain as they suck out ideas and concepts. This cycle has not stopped for over a DECADE NON-STOP WITHOUT END AS ONE IGNORANT UGLY STUPID CREEP SUCKS OUT IDEAS AND THEN RAPES AND TORTURES ME SLOWLY TO DEATH, WITH INTENTION TO MURDER ME AS i BEG FOR HELP, click on a page or movie and yet another scumbag creep who is "famous" continues the round of torture, abuse and violence upon me with his "feminist" blonde Nazi wife or child or friend or lover. I wait for THE FUTURE TO SEE IF ANYTHING IS EVER GOING OT STOP THIS AFTER YEARS OF BEGGING ON THE INTERNET FOR THIS TORTURE AND RAPE AND MURDER TO BE STOPPED AND MY CAT LA MOUX RETURNED TO ME ALIVE (TRUMP AND HIS NASTY WIVES HAVE STOLEN HER)-- Everything I see on the news triggers a reaction out of me, and the tech aimed at me assists in this. Ostensibly, the abusers then have me tortured more for reacting unless I lie and say that their misconduct is wonderful and that they are men I really admire. I wait for the future because the years of asking people for any kind of support or protection have been met by silence and the same torture going on from leaders of the American Nightmare. In January there will be a new administration--However, if and perhaps any of you could possibly go out of your lugubrious ways to just petition the new administration as advocates of my plight and torture situation that NO ONE HAS DONE FOR ALL THESE YEARS perhaps I could survive this with my toes and fingers intact my body and life not permanently destroyed and my cat La Moux returned alive and well my own home living in peace with financial security that these criminals should be forced to pay--and I must fight for my life until then in silence because although these creeps attack me using my reactions, which they force out of me (the drugs make being silent IMPOSSIBLE LITERALLY) but if I just wait and see if perhaps a new adminstration will ever stop this if there is anything but bs and lies from American leadership if there will ever be anything but people allowing this to go on and on and on and on not just towards me but towards anyone this is a heinous crime which has allowed people with fascist Nazi and genocidal supporters to come into higher positions--some of them are the icons of liberalism in the media and it's such a heinous crime and lie. I judge the real health of the nation by how people react to someone like me being tortured covertly when there are not groups which can openly film what is happening to me as the BLM movement has done. When the lights are off and the fangs come out, that is all I see of these people attacking me who are so exonerated and welcomed and worshipped for being abusers and rapists and parasites stealing ideas off me and laughing as they are dismembering me afterwards. I wait for this new administration to see how willing Americans are really for a genocidal regime and if you continue to allow torture like what has been imposed upon me to continue then you will see worse and worse in the coming decade than what has been going on now in America..

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now you can all read the rest, it is partially discrediting reads like ranting conspiracy theory much of which is due to brain-altering tech and hacking--do not judge me badly:::

much ado about nothing until January 20th oh complicit assistants of state-sponsored terrorism.

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This op-ed (video above) involves the potential hiring of another corporate lawyer as head of DOJ--under the Obama admin the torture prison camps of Bush were proverbially swept under the carpet, thus allowing for MY TORTURE which continues to be exonerated and used as a vehicle for political and media promotion by actors pursuing a career in brainwashing and propagandized partisan politics disguised as neo-liberal and et al. Because I have been so drugged, tortured on a non-stop 24 hour schedule daily and nightly for years and years without end, my internet searches always leading to photos and articles about the very people/famous actors/politicians attacking me/ and thus rendered incapable of research into these matters, I can only rely on copying and pasting this most articulated stance that has just been put forward by Ring of Fire. It is a Progressive page on YouTube, but in this instance I can't only agree more but find this somewhat comforting that Obama is not endlessly touted as some black folk hero although I can only admire Obama for having gone through and endured warfare in the trenches of racism and bigotry, albeit mostly by "selling out" to racists in some form, and on a positive note, he installed the Affordable Health Care Act which is a testament to the greatness he brought to his administration. There are pro's and con's to this, but in terms of allowing for crimes of this "right wing" bigot/Nazi wave throughout America (and the globe), he allowed, as Ring of Fire comments on, for the continuation of these covert torture policies which helped to install the current nearly genocidal administration, with it's fascist rapist but fallacious fellatio"liberal" performers out of Whorewood the disgusting p place where torture and rape are privileges of the "A-list" but reasons for public humiliation for "minorities" who aspire to reach top positions in the media empire, which is run by absolutely fascist bigoted nazi Communist murdering (foreign-influenced or controlled) HATE GROUPS which AWARD FASCISM AND TORTURE AND put those who perform such deeds into highest positions of power. You must listen to the lecture in the video below to get this drift I am following, but elaborating upon as the silencing is deafening in regard to my condition and situation. At least there is someone willing to discuss how allowing torture, by advocating for corporate control over the Department of Justice has allowed for corporate-military contracts utilizing civilian death squad torture technology to proliferate with permission of the top Executive Branch of the Government.

It is TIME FOR THIS TO BE STOPPED PERMANENTLY AND FOR REAL JUSTICE TO GUIDE THE UNITED STATES INSTEAD OF COVERT TORTURE TECHNOLOGY INFLICTED UPON CIVILIANS in State Sponsored Terrorist activities such as I have fought for my life to endure and now am still waiting for my country to finally PUT AN END TO FOREVER IN THIS HOPE FOR A REAL DEMOCRATIC LEADERSHIP INSTEALLED IN THE NEXT ADMINISTRATION.

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Please allow me to reiterate as I have only been repeating for years on my Facebook and on these posts that I am NO TERRORIST nor have I committed any fraudulent activities that have earned a terrorist determination or action against me. I am attacked because meaningless bigots, mostly white males who have inherited positions of power, want to gain access to US media interests (I am referring to foreign, mostly of European origin) wealthy mafia and Nazi persons want to control the US media output. By using the voice-to-skull, drugging, death squads which proliferate every cranny and crook of American, and indeed global, life, spanning the entire glove in a "seamless" torture protocol that never deviates, is acknowledged openly and certainly is never addressed by any leading politician or group. Because Americans in positions of power want to emulate fascist Nazism out of Europe and other countries because they associate themselves with a lower status, consider Europeans somehow more elegant and intelligent, look up to them because they have bought out the United States to a large degree through silent partnerships, aka "Dark Money", all unproven all with shell corporations and off-shore accounts and etc etc...As I have no access to documents or these insider deals, but have only skimmed the covert activities as a teleportation torture subject, my accusations are of course subject to highest scrutiny and dismissal. As that may be, I am referring right now to allowance of torture technology and information extraction to be aimed at INNOCENT civilians such as myself because people who can't create original ideas and likewise can't stand to see newcomers or people outside of their acceptable Nazi boundaries ever have a chance, and Americans are so keen to follow in the tracks of their Nazi instructors, I am writing this post to denounce these accepted covert torture prisons and activities that the last few and many Presidential Administrations have covertly or overtly swept under the carpet, allowed to proliferate, and then denounced these activities of corruption for public appeals as to their genuine (lying) concern over the public and for public safety and against corruption and etc etc (blah blah as it all sounds to me and ever-so offensive when I have to hear their flippant coached statements for cameras and cheering crowds which also openly participate in terrorist torture activities and utilize these technologies because they want promotions or to block people "like me" from EVER having a chance to out-perform them, in all their bigotry and bias. That also includes many professing to be BLM and feminists. As they serve the interests of the oppressors far too often.

I appeal to anyone concerned about this growing threat to the PLANET to have these technologies and these offices of power put in the hands of non-corrupt and competent persons who will conform to the US Constitution, to protect the rights of citizens and not include people who white supremacist bigots and their millions of eager and willing to comply minority minions attack using torture technology, funded and sponsored by covert funding by the US Government and accepted by the Executive Branch to inflict death and hate upon targets such as me and countless others, many of whom are already dead from torture and from having been "suicided" or poisoned or put in accidents to DEATH WITH FULL PARDON AND FUNDING BY EVERY ADMINISTRATION THUS FAR. LET THIS END NOW IMMEDIATELY AND IN THIS NEXT ADMINISTRATION LET IT BE STOPPED PERMANENTLY. LET PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THE CONSEQUENCES OF ALLOWING TORTURE TO BE PERMITTED AND COVERT TECHNOLOGIES OF TORTURE, RAPE AND INFORMATION EXTRACTION TO NOT BE HANDED OUT LIKE CANDIES TO GREEDY AND MEANINGLESS UNDEREDUCATED HATERS IN HUGE DEATH SQUAD GROUPS, SPREADING LIKE A PANDEMIC OF HATE AND DEATH.

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and yes, the incisions into my body continue nightly while I am unconscious and incapable of defense. Cutting into my toes and fingers goes on nightly no matter what I say, do or not do. It began in 2013 and has not stopped for a single night since then. The odious creeps you have all awarded and allowed to do this to me sneer, laugh, gloat, make jokes about it, describe how they are being instructed to slowly dismember me, after they rape me and have me assaulted, hit by cars, poisoned and drugged daily, torture me for writing hysterics that they force upon me with subliminals and drugging. Stealing idea after idea from my writings for over a DECADE and it's still being awarded up to this very day, today yet another one of these participants, that I wrote of yesterday, has been awarded by The People's Choice Awards as an Icon. Another one of them who had been awarded this same sort of award by that agency won top awards after more than TWO YEARS OF terror activities using this teleportation and the adjacent terrorist stalking groups to poison and rape me in my home after breaking in while VICIOUS AND VIOLENT ABUSIVE landlords hand them all keys, get more properties, as the actors get more studios and mansions and the planet becomes immersed in wars and death and genocide and hate.

I am still being slowly dismembered and the culprits are still being awarded by highest honors in their fields. I still need, as I have written of for years, a safe home from these terrorist activities that even prisoners are not subject to in prison camps unless they are deemed highly culpable (albeit without Habeus Corpus rights and imprisoned without Just Cause or Due Process) as I am being imprisoned in a torture situation that is slowly severing my toes completely off, my teeth, my hair, my skin is severely damaged, my spine and hips have been fractured, broken in places by people breaking my spine while I have slept in a comatose unconscious state due to these implants. All the culprits have gone unpunished and are awarded and in high places in their chosen fields. I remain fighting for my life writing these posts to many people hacking/reading my blog and Facebook posts without a single "donation" because you all can't acknowledge openly or secretly that you are sponsoring me in any way--thus I remain absolutely stuck in a deadly trap that the top Executive Branch and many US Senators and other politicians know about, support and advocate (as representatives for their constituent base, which is the roaming masses of millions of people terrorizing and stalking and committing covert murders and assassinations using these technologies. Often for highly sexist and racist rationale and always funded by very generous sources of finance--could that be the US Government, amongst all the other governments of the planet combined? It appears that way.

I try to convince the do-nothing readers that it really is not in your greedy and self-serving best interest to continue to allow these torture, rape and murder technologies to be proliferated or utilized upon civilians as a guise for "anti-terrorist" funding activities.

The absolute raging need for a racist supremacist order is more highly coveted than public safety, any kind of exploration into future potential for mass murder, genocide or catastrophe when such technologies are further unleased upon the public. The tendency towards machiavellian misuse and autocratic despotism that is inculcated in the bearers of these death technologies should not be under-rated nor ignored ANY LONGER. I have tried to describe the heinous behavior of your icons and celebrities and performers and leaders, and yet because I am "discredited" because I can't fight ALONE against teams of poisoning/drugging cartels surrounding me with no legal or lawful protection or acknowledgement does not mean that these leaders are not LYING ENDLESSLY and that I am "delusional" or just ranting, although it would appear as such through my hacked, rewritten and technologically-altered writings.

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As I have written for years by now: I have spent over two years fighting to protect myself in this tiny studio that is an expanse of panels covering both sides of the walls, plus the ceiling and the floor. All my money I need for food and medicine while I am fighting against murder attempts via poisoning has been spent purchasing items at dollar stores to try to avert this dismemberment of my body. To no avail. I have blockaded the front door and sliding patio door with layers of items stuck into the frame, from the inside. All the panels have been covered with FOUR LAYERS of paper, tape, stickers on all corners, and then I tried hooks tied together to connect all panels securely, which nearly damaged me permanently as the attackers not only have been entering to rape me but to put my hips and spine out of place while drugging me with hardening paralyzing poisons which seep into every injury-years of this, in every room, from administration to administration. I have begun, in addition, for the last month, out of areas to try to secure since literally two years+ of trying to stop terrorists breaking through with mechanical arms and opening my front door has not stopped the severing of my body (and I can barely defend myself against being molested the razor thin defenses I have are not breached due to how this group does not leave evidence of break-in, regardless of how impossible it would be for me to prove or prosecute in this current situation. However, I have been taping my feet in multiple layers of packaging tape, covering that with socks, tying string at the bottom, then looping the string around rubber bands (the successive attempts to block, as the terrorists just adapt and pass through very easily within a day or two, the have non-stop surveillance and night-time vision surveillance and I have heard can "see through my eyes" listen to my thoughts and other horrid things--they have gotten through it all with ease. ) I now remain being severed and my toes and fingers slowly cut off, nightly. this group, under hate pit the actor, had part of my fallopian tube severed out and it fell out one day shortly after I told him to stop trying to force his agenda on me. He also had cats killed a year later (after ONE MORE YEAR) and tried to have me killed TWO YEARS AFTER THAT by having my motorbike h it as my brakes were blocked and the steering was remotely shifted 180-degrees as I hit my jaw on cement while driving at over 40 miles per hour. He laughed about it, raped me because I asked for Justice and for these actors to not be awarded any longer and allowed to steal more ideas from me using the drugging, my Facebook posts and this technology. He won another Academy Award the NEXT YEAR and this YEAR FROM THE years of him torturing me to extract information his partner, the Latina Nazi, has been awarded and I have now been fighting for over SEVEN YEARS TO STOP dismemberment and murder attempts by this group, which helped put people into power in politics which are now considered threats to Democracy. Not this group of actors however are deemed threats to anything, as they remain at the forefront of the deception of the "liberal" media agenda (not quoting from Fox News or "Conservative" elements but however the "liberal" label is a deadly RUSE. I write of this Nazi actor because today he hacked a photo of himself on my YouTube page when I was trying to find information about the current political situation, which is of extreme importance to me and has weight on my survival. They remain gloating, smug and laughing about over SEVEN YEARS of teleporting, participation of gang rape aimed at me passing me around in teleporation states, and now after years of them obtaining ideas I am fighting for my life to not be dismembered after years of them blocking my ever attempt at earning a single penny (but instead they steal from me using their proxy terrorists) and they are not threatening me with further dismemberment because they want to extract a baby --according to this contract out on me, this Nazi-based contract) out of me so their gang can further continue to dominate the media and political power structure along with their other entrenched and established power brokers, famous movie stars who have been raised into corporate and political office and power. I have no intention of furthering any endorsement of these people by writing negatively about them, as this appears to only get them promoted. However, I write this hoping that there are elements reading this who understand that the greed associated with participation in this contract is more than detrimental to the United States and also to the rest of the planet. To exhibit the absolute pyschopathy that this technology encourages in these people attacking me in teleportation who are exonerated from all legal consequences and handed millions of dollars in awards and contracts and lead roles and highly desirable awards afterwards: The main question that these famous "charitable" "Humanitarian" Feminist etc etc performers ask me, is "Why don't you like this?' while I am under hypnosis, teleported, asleep and drugged up. As I begin to elaborate, they then smirk and get promoted for me explaining all the tortures which are affecting me adversely, which is a lot and it's all intended to slowly murder me. They get promoted for my every negative response, which continues with these posts but I am trying to get anyone to install leaders who will stop these nefarious and deadly activities instead of remaining silent and allowing yet another administration to put more death enablers into power. The Crony Capitalism/Democratic Socialism has reached a stage of absolute tyrannical corporatism and elitism and the combination of that plus no checks on these technologies with full massive participation in these terrorist stalking activities MUST BE ADDRESSED AND you people reading this are RESPONSIBLE, as the future of America and the planet surely is at stake. The sense of power that these technologies affords these corrupt and meaningless personalities creates tyranny, absolute psychopathy and death mentality which is only rewarded and not stopped.

*I AM NOW INTERJECTING ANOTHER INSERT ABOUT HOW HACKING HAS OBLITERATED THIS LAST PARAGRAPH. THE HACKERS DELETED HALF OF SENTENCES AND STRUNG THEM TOGETHER WITH OTHER HALF-DELETED SENTENCES. THIS PARAGRAPH ABOVE IS VERY CONFUSING AND UNINTELLIGIBLE DUE TO HACKERS ABSOLUTELY REWRITING AND DELETING. I COULD GO THROUGHT AND REWRITE FOR THE 3RD TIME BUT i WILL NOT DO THIS. one of the sentences has glued together part of one sentence describing a male actor, then was pasted into another half deleted sentence about this Latina female actress who hackers rewrote as "his partner" or one of them--but it was a hack and I am not going to spend another hour rewriting another paragraph I wrote well enough two hours ago and have not stopped checking this post to see how badly hackers have deleted and changed all I wrote to make it a discrediting mess of mistakes and incomprehensible rambling ranting. Reader beware, do not blame me I only write this now and will not change any of it. I also WAIT FOR PEOPLE TO STOP THIS HACKING AND BLOCK OF MY WRITING SO i CAN HAVE MY OWN CHANCE TO EARN MONEY FROM MY EFFORTS INSTEAD OF PEOPLE HAVING MADE MILLIONS OF DOLLARS FOR OVER A DECADE BY TORTURING ME TO EXTRACT INFORMATION AND IDEAS USING TELEPORTATION AND TORTURE METHOD TECHNOLOGY, SILENCE IN GRATUITOUS COMERADERIE BY ALL OF YOU READING THIS AND DOING NOTHING AND NOTHING AND NOTHING EXCEPT KEEPING ME FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE AND WRITING ABOUT TORTURE ON THE INTERNET WHICH SERVES ONLY AS AN ENTERTAINMENT SPECTACLE FOR SADISTS AND nAZIS AND BIGOTS WHO THOROUGHLY ENJOY READING THIS. pLEASE STOP THIS CRIME AGAINST ME, i WAIT AND WAIT FOR THE NEXT GODDAMN ADMINISTRATION AS i DID FOUR YEARS AGO, AND HAVE BEEN WRITING EVER SINCE AND YEARS BEFORE i BEGAN WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO PROTECT ME SO i CAN LIVE IN PEACE. I NEED IT NOW NOT TO HAVE TO WAIT AND BEG AND WRITE ABOUT THIS ANY LONGER. hOW MANY YEARS OF TORTURE MUST i BE SUBJECTED TO BECAUSE NO ONE CAN GO OUT OF THEIR WAY TO STOP THIS VIOLENLCE AGAINST ME WHILE YOU ALL PAY MONEY TO CHARITIES FOR TAX BREAKS? CAN'T ANYONE EVER STOP THIS VIOLENCE AGAINST ME EVER? i WAIT ANOTHER TWO F*(*ING MONTHS TO SEE IF AN ADMINSTRATION CHANGE MEANS ANY CHANGE FOR ME.

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It is now difficult to put any weight on my feet as there are cuts in the balls of my toes, insertions to the bone, between the webbing of toes, and on the toes on every toe on one foot and they are beginning to cut into my other foot. I have sealed off this room and yet mechanical arms get through all the 2+years I have spent fighting to block off all the panels and from being tortured, dismembered slowly night-after-night, and my hair, skin and body mangled and raped and objects inserted under my skin to appear as "cysts" and cuts into my skin, fungus inserted into my hair, vagina and ears---poison in my food, fungus in my food, my home sprayed with fungus, mold and stinking fluids nightly and daily ---objects broken on a daily basis, clothing ripped, stained, shrunken and frayed continuously, raped by agents who are operating the tech, my body and hair stinking and smeared with greasy nasty substances---my money stolen from my purse which stinks of rotten fluids sprayed into it, always done the night before I have to leave early in the morning the next day so I spend at least 2 hours cleaning my clothing and apparel and body after they damage all I had planned to wear and do---including my passport stinking with fungus and other odors the night before I have to present it at a bank. I am NOT A CRIMINAL I AM NOT A WILLING DOMESTIC VIOLENT PARTICIPANT OR RAPE VICTIM FOR HATE-FILLED BIGOTED MAN IN WHOREWOOD OR IN THE OVAL OFFICE WHO NEED AND MUST HAVE A DOMESTIC VIOLENCE PARTNER  who are bigots, rapists racists abusers haters wife-beaters cheaters and liars and that is the nicer side of what they are turning into with these technologies. They have turned me into a perpetual domestic violence rape and torture victim due to their racism, hate and obscene desire to kill and maim and torture anything that represents a threat to their racist claims of supremacy. I so ask people to get me into a safe location after more than SEVEN OR EIGHT YEARS OF WRITING POST AFTER POST DAY AFTER DAY WAITING FOR SOME AGENCY TO STOP THIS GOVERNMENT AND PRESIDENT AND THESE WHOREWOOD ACTORS WHO ARE SO FAMOUS FROM INFLICTING PERMANENT DEADLY DAMAGE TO MY BODY AND LIFE.

They have stolen my cat La Moux, which is my family and they make jokes about it and threaten to kill her all the time. I have sat while rotten women from the lead positions in society have watched this going on, attacking me alongside their rapist fathers, brothers, husbands and sons. They all claim they are fighting for women's rights--as long as it's for bigot women and their minority minions but no one outside of their mental constraints that they conform to. This sounds offensive to many but this is an unfortunate reality of the situation that no one will address and especially not in the media, of how women adapt to chauvinistic rape culture which appears "liberal" and "anti-racist" but is most ostensibly racist and rapist and violent, murderous and genocidal. I sit here writing about this to H-wood and to the world, since I have been accosted, raped and dismembered tortured my home made unlivable stinking and foul and toxic for years and years without end as I fight to heal and all financial support or help is denied me, all possibility of earning on the internet at least, while I am in a foreign country, is completely blocked and thus I remain like the most abused domestic violence partner who is imprisoned in poverty with wealthy abuser rapist hate racist men abusing me as substitutes for their hate-ful rotten wives who laugh and are absolutely thrilled about all of this going on and on as their nasty disgusting husbands and fathers torture and attack me instead of them.

I therefore have zero support amongst any group or affiliation with any group as i have been paralyzed and left stuck in a paralyzed homebound condition for over a decade, and much longer but the paralysis is very bad by now and I remain fighting to heal. In addition to hard poisons latched all over my spine and into my skull and down into my legs and feet, they are cutting into my toes nightly now to the bone in many places in all the toes and I can barely walk now not just from the paralysis of hard poisons that this goddamn group forced into my food all my life but now due to ugly nasty men I detest who are trying to force a BABY out of me and cutting into my body as they have only torrtured, poisoned my body until it was corroded with disgusting poisons, abused raped and attacked me and punched, slapped, raped and threatened and had me h it by cars have stolen my animals have blocked my finances and I sit here asking for the 8th year or longer for PEOPLE TO INTERVENE IMMEDIATELY I don't know how many more days and months and years I can just sit here begging this goddamn government and country and Whorewood to stop these creeps stop this abuse and torrture of me as i AM NOT CRIMINAL and with all your supposed freedom and democracy can't anybody ever stop this violence against me must I wait for TWO MORE MONTHS OF MY BODY BEING SEVERED AND DISMEMBERED ADN TORTURED ADN ATTACKED NON-STOP TO SEE IF THE NEXT ADMINISTRATION IS GOING TO STOPT THESE CRIMINAL RAPIST HATE MEN AND THEIR NASTY WOMEN AROUND THEM? yEARS OF ASKING PEOPLE TO INTERVENE IT IS UNBELIEVABLE THAT NO ONE WILL OR HAS BY NOW EXCEPT TO GAIN FROM PROFITEERING OFF ATTACKING ME BY PRETENDING THEY ARE COMING TO "HELP", THEN ATTACKING ME AS WELL. tHAT IS ALL i HAVE SEEN SO FAR OF THE PARTIES RESPONSIBLE FOR PROTECTING INNOCENT CIVILIANS OF THE UNITED STATES WHO MAKE HUGE GESTURES OF PROTECTION FOR THE PEOPLE WHO ARE FIGHTING FOR A DECENT LIFE. MY "CRIME" WAS IN COMPETING AND WINNING IN COMPETITIONS AGAINST BIGOT NAZIS AND FOR THAT THIS IS OVER A DECADE OF HATE AND TORTURE, RAPE AND VIOLENCE ABUSE BEING HIT BY CARS AND NEARLY KILLED WITHIN A FRACTION OF A SECOND i ONLY SAVED MY LIFE. oN AND ON I WRITE THESE POSTS DAY AFTER DAY NO ONE STOPS THIS DISMEMBERMENT OR TORTURE FROM THESE HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE DISGUSTING AND UGLY TO ME. THEY ASSUME BECAUSE THEY ARE WEALTHY ADN FAMOUS THAT THEIR RAPE AND ABUSE MAKES ALL OF THIS OKAY AND THAT I SHOULD SOMEHOW FEEL GRACIOUS TOWARDS THEM FOR THEIR ABUSE OF ME. i WISH THEM DESTURCTION AND ASK PEOPLE TO GET THEM OFF ME FOREVER AND DO IT IMMEDIATELY WHAT IS THE PROBLEM THAT NO ONE CAN EVER GET THEM OFF ME FOR YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS?

i MUST NOW WAIT ANOTHER TWO MONTHS TO SEE IF BIDEN AND HARRIS ARE GOING TO BE ANYTHING BUT MORE OF THE SAME OLD SAME OLD BS THAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED FOR ALL MY LIFE FROM MY COUNTRY THAT ALLOWS SUCH HATE AND TORTURE AND VIOLENCE TO GO ON AND ON WITHOUT END.