Saturday, January 2, 2021

Annuit Coeptis 2021: Balance and Genital Lives Matter (GLM). Copious copulation of Dancing and floating on a dream of soft penetration accumulating in a force greater than anything the Stars (H-wood celebrities and the like) have ever donned in their cons.

 All written under the influence of (remote, NONconsensual) brain-altering tech and hacking on Facebook today.

All typos and incongruities and otherwise "mistakes" are due entirely to hacker insertions and deletions.****

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I INTRODUCE A TRULY REVOLUTIONARY MOVEMENT:

GENITAL LIVES MATTER! (GLM)


Genitals MATTER! Genital equality NOW. Cartoon expresses absolute genital equality. Our penocentric culture of warheards, penis-shaped structures, penis-mentality as dominance, and women trying to be like aggressive men must be radicatlized through cartoon dancing genitals to also embrace the Yoni as a symbol of freedom and equality!
(see subtitles of the Swedish cartoon for content on genital equality)!
DANCE FOR FREEDOM OF GENITALS! GENITAL LIVES MATTER! (GLM).
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The English Version of above song: (apparently the lyrics as translated do not match the subtitles of the Swedish version. I wonder why that is? Cultural acclimation between American and Swedish lack or block of sexual content and "morality" perhaps?)


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Speaking of DICKHEADS: the hackers are blocking the computer functioning as usual. Keys won't print, I am continuously correcting the insertions of hackers and of course my brain is also under attack while it's all happening. The penis-posse strikes again with it's insertion and penetration with all the pussies out there doing nothing to stop these terrorists! Good do-nothing dickhead job of do-nothing limp and flaccid penis-ophiles.

It's not a matter of color, it's not a matter of gradation of degradation of hue: it's a matter of addiction to hormones, testosterone as one of the main sources of the woes of our indelible plight of inequality. It's not a matter of gender as there are rapists of both gender-bender kicked-to-the-curb bruised and broken fenders of foul festivities of filth. One is hard, the other penetrable. Our culture worships that which can penetrate and consume. The vulnerable are hard-pressed to find a soft spot to exist in.

IN other words: it's not about race, gender or socioeconomic status. It's about the f-er's and the f-ee's and the divide betwixt the twain and who gets to claim that they sustain society. The differential due to this hate organization is being socially-engineered to the f-er group has more penetration with protection than the f-ee group, which consists on both parts of every race, religion and creed on the planet. Therefore, a total devotional pseudo-religion of worshipping the f-ers is creating such an imbalance that even the onslaught of female impersonators does not begin to balance the toppling divide.

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Proposition: THE HEGEMONY OF THE F-ER'S VERSUS THE soft power of the f-ee's which may prove in latent strength to be the most powerful force over-riding, dominating and conquering the hard penis mentality of the f-er's.

You can thank the loveless, heartless and calculating misuse of technology by people who become intertwined with AI interface and computerized life for this imbalance. The totality of the technocratic division is now being enhanced and I have to wonder how society will look if only the f-ers have total hegemony when all the f-ees finally can't take the penetration any longer even if they are being programmed to "love" their f-ers. Will human nature and the soft indelible but fiercest as all elements the permeable nature of NATURE like soft water which appears to easily penetrable utterly wipes out the f-ers in a deluge of some antediluvian presser-cooker that nature will inspire as a backlash against this most inhuman system of penis-worship society of f-ers pitted against the defenseless (seeming) f-ee's?

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How soon before balance in our fragile Earth Paradise universe is restored so the aggression penis-worship culture is softened by sheer force piercing through the hard structures that have become so ossified that they will shatter upon impact of the real force of equality equalizing? The f-er group is so fossilized by now that the entire penis-structure can be blasted from the base of it's structure by a few well-aimed soft blows by the huge imbalance of the millions of the f-ee's who are trying to swing this ancient outdated structure of death like a virus infecting the entire surrounding area of the penis-generated environment. All the technocratic institutions remedied so there is beneficial support to all human kind when the ancient hard penis Gods you have erected come tumbling down by the soft penetration of the real world of nature and it's real laws governing the planet Earth.



Monday, December 28, 2020

The hackers and mind control exertion upon my body and brain make writing anything impossible for this blog (or on any forum my sentences are always rewritten with typos and words deleted).

 I remain stuck in this rut I never created or slipped into through weakness on my part: this group, the people profiting off attacking me, and there is never a deficit of those attackers profiting off attacking me--they create chaos, impossible-to-deal with situations and I write on these social forums (my blog, Facebook)_ and the situation simmers to a low torture boil for a short while, only to increase almost immediately and always the very next day another onslaught of attacks begins and never stops. I write on Facebook or here (my thoughts digress so often while I begin to write what I had intended to be only a short sentence and the tech effect on my brain forces a reaction of utter verbal expulsions that ramble into phrases that I never intended to write, which are then partially deleted and strung together by hackers. Later on, perhaps the next day or months later, a movie or a YouTube video is put on my YouTube "recommended" page, which I spend hours on for various reasons but mostly because the technology literally effects real nasty MIND CONTROL and I cannot control my actions--it is literally impossible in this situation and under these conditions because once I get on the laptop and turn on the WiFi I can't stop being controlled to a certain extent. With the realization that it is happening, and partially that is due to the endless chaos that is happening in the news so I am obliged to turn on the WiFi to see what catastrophe or calamity and political fiasco and coup and blasting and bombing has happened in the United States yesterday and today. So I remain glued to this system which I had intended to stop participating in, because this is how these people who have attacked me for years (this specific H-wood group and now beyond, the more I look into the political commentators the more of them join in this huge group which is like a blast ever-expanding in scope and numbers of participants).


I want to emphasize that the chaos that my posts appear to be is 100% and entirely due to hackers and this technology blasting into my brain and altering my thoughts, mood and performance ability and cognitive functioning so I can't write without digressing into other points. The hackers create the rest of the mess that appears to be completely inconsistent rambling but which WAS WRITTEN COHERENTLY IN A COHESIVE MANNER.

Realizations on how "mind control" technology is beyond control when I sit in front of this laptop and attempt to pound out a post or two (due to hackers making the keyboard stiff so it's nearly impossible to pound down after 15 minutes because my arm is literally sore from strain).

 *Just re-reading this post again and saw that part of the very first sentence had been partially deleted by hackers. I can only assume the rest is similarly destroyed but pasted together to make it appear as if I am not finishing thoughts. I also just want to state at first that the sensation of the "mind control" technology is akin to being drugged and losing all orientation while sitting still in one place. My vision is slightly in a kind of blinder "tunnel" vision, something I experience physically in fast-acting situations where my eyeballs are literally made to look downward when I am trying to confront a white supremacist (I instantaneously lose vision, I see a black fog for less than one second or one second and my body feels like it is floating--I can only assume that this group, which can force me to literally faint in an instant, is making me "faint" using these microchip implants in my brain or skull and other remote sources connected to the controls of this system, but I experience this so badly while I fight to type as hackers block the keyboard function and then later rewrite all that I write. This is so disconcerting and I have to try to not write any longer until a period of time (I also need to heal my right arm bicep as this is painful by now pounding down continuously to write. The over 10 years of non-stop attack without end from this terror group has made every day of another attack a reason for me to pound down the angst because it's too much to hold in any longer waiting for someone or anything to ever protect me. The waiting for any justice is now at a forever and nearly impossible stage so I write, just to alleviate stress because I am partially paralyzed due to the terror organization poisoning me so badly nearly to death all my life, then attacking me without end while blocking my capacity to earn any money online so I remain without health care and living in a torture situation they laugh about having created and enforcing for their continuation of million dollar investments for using these technologies for YEARS on me.


Thus, here is my first sentence which has already been altered by terrorist hackers. I had written that I "am writing this after having written earlier today" and you can read how hackers change this. The rest is probably very hard to understand and there are undoubtedly many phrases inserted to discredit me and etc. I am so SICK OF WRITING ABOUT THIS AND WAITING FOR ANY LAW AND JUSTICE TO STOP THIS GROUP OF PSYCHO PARASITES WHO ARE ATTACKING ME WHO YOU CALL YOUR A-LIST CELEBRITIES AND POLITICIANS RULING/RUINING THE COUNTRY.


I am writing this section long after I wrote what I will now copy and paste from my earlier Facebook post. The effect of the technology blasted into my brain from some source either nearby or perhaps there is a relay system embedded into my computer which operates on WiFi frequency or some other technicality which I am absolutely unable to find information on because it involves a level of electrical sophistication where I am just akin to a neophyte.


I am building up a muscular bulge on my right arm from pounding so hard on the keyboard and so, having already exercised this muscle for a few hours plus non-stop backspacing due to hackers deleting letters while I am pressing/pounding down so I must rewrite continuously: I leave it as what I wrote under drugging sickness, after waking up to drilling and pounding in the room below, and then the "mind control" technology kicked in and I began to rant and use expletives and hate phrases about the psychos attacking me who are famous and fond of destroying other people's lives if they can get away with it and profit off it. 

Welcome to the new "K-economy" and it's pitfalls of the wealthy preying upon the vulnerable. The celebrities you all love absolutely exemplify these qualities of elitist genocidal murder towards anyone they can rape, torture and murder with full exoneration because they are "celebrities" and wealthy. Welcome to the USA Today. I write about some of the rage and the effects of mind control below. 


What needs to be written of more is the inaction of the majority of people who are now realizing that they are actually not entitled to endless security and that their lives are now in a state of chaos, just as they watched happening to me all my life but never even informed me of what was surrounding me. Thus, I write this post as a warning and as a suggestion to not take for granted that what you read of my attacks and the hate and aggression and ugliness that is being continuously foisted upon me by your favorite celebrities is now a looming threat to your lives in one sense or another. I end here because my arm (my right bicep, because I am balancing the keyboard on my left leg so my right bicep must dominate in pounding down every single keystroke and it's now absolutely painful to do this any longer.

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What I wrote today in a long, laboriously written (terrorist-induced) non-consensual drugged up with mind control slimed-state-- this post I wrote after more threat to my peace and security, which is a continuous threat to my life every single day with zero protection from any source after years of attempting to get even one single human being to protect me:


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And the cycle of terror and "relief" comes for another day: I wake up and pounding and drilling, which has been in sequences going on for 8 hours a day, 7 days a week, for periods up to 2 months, recurring repeatedly for a length of a total of almost 8 months in the 2+ years I have lived in a tiny studio, with the studio beneath mine pounded into all these months--all day, literally 7 days a week. The distance between the door and patio is less than 6 paces. The width of the studio is about four paces. All studios beneath mine are the same size in this box structure.
The cycle of attacking me, then me writing about it as the silent organization temporarily stops the attack. I then am BOMBARDED WITH MIND CONTROL TECH as I type and thoughts and emotions come pouring out like from a sieve. The brain-mapping capabilities of this technology literally create an electronically-induced "truth serum" with emotional hyperbolic responses where other words and sentences are then inserted into subconscious eruptions of emotions while I type--the discrediting occurs through my seeming emotional excesses--which, after more than TEN YEARS WITHOUT A DAY'S PAUSE IS MORE THAN EXCESSIVE TOTURE in addition to daily dismemberment and all the other attacks that never stop. The effect is rage and hysteria which through drugging and the mind control tech blasting away at my brain as I have to ask online for the cycle for yet another day to be stopped so I can have at least some kind of healing space after multiple murder attempts, disability from poisoning and endless threats to my life which are a daily event.
The cycle has gone on for another day. I get into theorizing as the parasitic people attacking me to TORTURE ideas and concepts and healing tIps FOR FREE, ENDLESSLY FOR FREE and not just that but blocking my ability to publish, earn anything from my self-healing modalities and my experiences all blocked as these hate apes steal all possible while insulting and denigrating me and then physically assaulting me when I try to defend myself verbally after their endless physical and deadly assaults including the multifarious physical attacks. Right now the keyboard and my hands are not functioning as my brain is now being hindered in motor skills so I have to hesitate to "remember" where keys are.. I should be able to type at an excess of more than 75 wpm if not hindered endlessly like this (much faster actually by now).
Thus, it happened again. I got into explaining hoping that people might be actually concerned about the various tortures that are endlessly and daily and nightly aimed at me while people just keep reading my posts to see how they can use my terms and vocabulary per the contract out on me which is to steal concepts and realign them to the conforming narrative that is a highly structured variant of the general mind programming.
And so, I succumbed to the daily cycle of abuse and then "relief" which is just me endlessly being attacked and after years if it with even just my cat stolen from me, I have absolutely no relief from, no chance to obtain protection, no chance to reach out to any support group as none exist (all that claim that they are are either hacked and I am attacked by hacker agents or the groups are simply facades) and then, this cycle never ends.
I did it today. I had no intention of reacting but more drilling and hammering after months and months, which I tried not to react to, and plus my laptop had been broken, I had no recourse to communication online--and I could not afford to pay for even a few minutes at internet cafes my money was stolen repeatedly from my room.
I really want people to intervene and stop this sick group from inflicting their hate and hell at me ever again. That they can't stand to see me have my independence and live with a chance to compete and be happy and beautiful has been a source of near death attacks that never end.
I also want to state that when I begin to surf the internet, my brain and mind are so influenced by the mind control tech that the endless slew of movies and clips I find with the people --celebrities and politicians--who have teleported and raped and tortured me--I find myself "curious" to see how the next adaptation of a series that came out years ago, starring the people who ordered me to be hit by cars and they nearly murdered me after years of torture and they tried to kill me after I called them "apes" or "pigs"--online, after YEARS OF MURDER ATTEMPTS AND RAPE AND TORTURE and I sit in a daze watching them because my focus and my choices are so completely under a haze of smog from the mind control I do things that I am absolutely against and have sworn I would never do.
At this point the keyboard is so stiff I can't print out anyh longer. I spent so many hours pounding down on this keyboard my arms are sore from exertion just from the last two days and I can't type any longer it's literally too painful to get out anyh more
I am thus so blasted by this tech that I am writing as if I am being spun around and have no bearing, no direction and I look at peopole I would rather see disappear and not get more contracts---and yet I watch out of a curiosity that absolutely disappears after I get off the laptop, almost scolding myself not to do this and while I sit in front of this laptop I am absolutely bombarded by brain-altering mood altering technology and I can't truly "blame" myself but this is an effect of how badly the technology affects my reactions and choices. But, this is how they want to get more misery posts out of me, to fulfill their contracts of creating hate, negativity and misery (which is slow death and murder) and they get more contracts out of ordering hate, negativity and every day these psycho creeps order my home to be made more filthy, dirty and broken down while I spend my life cleaning up their filth inside and outside my body and I am always surrounded by people I consider to be disgusting and nasty and ugly. I see no exception from the people teleporting me except that they have been paid for much plastic surgery and are enthralled at having someone to suck the life out of after rape and then torture.
And yet, they remain being championed and I remain writing and sitting in a torture chamber and under so much attack that I "must" write and once I get on, the ideas flow the parasites suck out the ideas they continue the cycle they get more deals and awards I sit here writing endlessly for YEARS AN DYEARS ABOUT THEIR FILTH AND CRAP WHICH IS NEVER STOPPED. I remain with ZERO SUPPORT SYSTEM AND NO DEFENSE SO I MUST REMAIN WRITING ABOUT IT AND THE CYCLE NEVER ENDS.
Update for today: the hammering, drilling and pounding in the studio beneath mine has apparently stopped. If anyone is helpful in having stopped this, then a great thanks but I really have no idea how this situation is being monitored or the other nutty bolts involved in this screw situation.
I want to also add that after years of having written these posts and also having done a very small level of observation on how the group en toto responds--I do not write about happy and bright things that I feel or experience any longer. Any time I do, the terrorists are quick to destroy whatever good mood I exhibit in writing, or what I claim is a bright spot in my life is almost immediately destroyed or stolen and is gone within a day or two. Thus I write only about the problems. I am not in such a morbidly negative mood all the time. However, the technology affecting my moods and emotions along with a consistent stream of hate and ugly subliminals poured into my subconscious and the tech changing my brainwaves into a more "negative" mood, altered and I feel the difference almost the moment I get outside, out of this room. However I remain partially paralyzed and am not capable of leaving this room for days on end, and thus I remain in a dazed techno-drugged state of negativity with cyclical repeat negative phrases endlessly repeated like broken records almost dominating my brain. I try very hard to breathe deeply but even that is difficult as the hard poisons have latched, literally, onto my rib cage and my lungs have been blocked for YEARS due to this hard poison makign movement and even breathing painful if I attempt to do deep meditative breathing exercises.
However, I appreciate the few good things I have and am not endlessly sullen and enraged but I can't really demonstrate it online due to an increase in the destruction of all I enjoy and love if I exhibit any pleasure at anything.
The "behavior modification" rewards system entails being able to purchase things that I think of that I need at dollar stores and in 2nd hand clothing stores, which later on are stained, holes and threads are ripped out or the products are slowly chemically destroyed (all metal objects are rusted almost immediately) and clothing that is put out that I buy is shrunk to a tiny child's size so whatever they "reward" me with is immediately sprayed with stinking odors that never wash out (chemically treated with stinking permanent sprays from disgusting laboratories that this most professional entity orchestrating all these attacks have been handed out of research labs and organizations)
So, whatever.....I also wanted to add from my last point a very small detail, as while I am writing my brain is literally blanketed-out to the point that I can't remember details while I am writing about subjects, and indeed my brain wanders to other points while I am in the middle of sentences (as a discrediting technique but it's my brain being bombarded with technology to stifle or block brain activity and cognitive functioning with all their brain-mapping technological capabilities).

*At this point, upon re-reading that which I wrote this morning, it is now nighttime and dark outside it has taken me an entire day to relieve my arm from pounding down and then going into this post to try to correct hacker deletions. They deleted the first part of this paragraph and they strung it together with the paragraph above. If anyone read this post earlier today, I am trying to correct what is the inevitable mess this group makes of all I fight for, obtain, work very hard for, and create that is original (they steal all they can).

I was writing about a dress I converted into a sleep garment so my hands would be protected from the mechanical arms cutting into my body and under fingernails, which has been going on for years every SINGLE  NIGHT and by now my hands are extremely damaged and there are many other damages that continue with these mechanical arms and from people breaking into my room (probably for much longer than I have ever imagined and don't even want to consider or think about). Thus I continue with what is left of what hackers did not delete. You see, deary readersz: the information about the mechanical arms is probably something this group of criminal terrorists want undisclosed so they deleted what I had written. It contained information about their modus operandi.--This is where I leave what is remaining of what I had published as a cohesive paragraph earlier today (and now I'm not going to continue to spend another hour re-reading the rest of this post I know there are parts missing and I am tired of this so I'm not going to go through with more. If any of you could even care to put money into my DONATION box and then help me I could not have to spend a huge portion of my life attempting to write just to try to get anyone involved with protecting my human rights, which every person you all think of as your humanitarian celebrities--all of them consider me to have absolutely no human rights whatsoever and they have full access to every predatorial attack upon me they are allowed to commit (they all operate continuously on a life script and under orders)...and now the post I had written but which has been so badly hacked and partially deleted..." I sewed sleeves and then added parts of fabric to a dress so that there is no opening for the hands, all is sealed and the only way to access my hands is for me to take the dress completely off. This was done to salvage my hands from further permanent damage to my cuticles and fingertips which have been cut to the bone since 2013---SEVEN YEARS EVERY SINGLE NIGHT there are huge insertions into my fingers to the bone, very small of course but on a daily basis. I only sewed one layer of thread and thought to myself that if I sewed another layer it might make the sleeve opening too tight (I didn't measure the sleeves that I cut and sewed onto the open arms of the dress--) and because this group literally monitors every single thought and uses every vulnerability to exploit, they cut and inserted their mechanical arm through this opening in the sleeve that they cut into to try to damage my hands once more. I of course use other layers of protection to protect my hands and I was prepared but this is the extent of attack that I live under every single day--(and much worse to the point of absolutely unnerving my nervous system and the attacks are far worse if these terrorists get access to damaging my body in very ugly ways. I have spent over 2 years fighting to just defend my body from absolute damage that this group inflicts if they have physical access to my body. The mechanical arms, however, can open my refrigerator, poison and drug my food, spray stinking odors that are permanent on my clothing and furniture AFTER I endlessly clean all they spray it at night so it's never clean. Etc etc.

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Again, as I copy and paste this, I realize that in my first introductory paragraph above, I began to nearly feel a sensation of spinning, confusion, inability to stick to the topic and a blank attempt to gather my thoughts and express them. The tech aimed at me every time I try to fight the hacking to write is so bad and awful in terms of blocking my brain functioning that it's impossible, literally to get a cohesive train-of-thought out. I have always wanted to have some degree of ability to have a career in the written word. That my brain is under so much attack that I cannot even connect thoughts due to this tech is more of the endless torture. This organization to which most or all of you belong who are currently reading my blog and posts is of such a pernicious nature it's so unhuman and so dangerous to the security of the future of the planet itself. The lack of concern about anything or really anyone that so many of these attackers exhibit, and how things are now falling into the pattern of chaos that they are being programmed to exert upon me, is a testament to how miscalculated their machinations are turning out on a global level and how deadly their aims really are. They simply plan to create chaos and division and then after the slaughter take over what remains of the planet. They assume that nature is just going to bend to their collective (beehive) Will but however nature is a bit more intelligent of design than these unnatural parasites can even begin to imagine in all their hubris about their "power" with this technology they are so disconnected to reality.
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Back to what I had written earlier today--as my arm is sore and it's just sickening to continue to write these posts I am so sick of this I so hope that the situation I write of will not be taken as a mental masturbation sport of those hacking in and that this is not a theater and it can affect your lives to the same degree that I am currently and have been expressing for years while you all seem to remain silent or laugh about it (or do nothing to stop it because you think it can't ever happen to you). Listen to the people fighting to survive now who are losing their homes who miserably claim the same phrase of they can't believe it's happening to them. BUT OF COURSE, THE PARasites and scumbags reading this are only concerned with what phrases and words and uses of vocabulary they can steal from my writing, as this is only intended for them to steal ideas due to the miserable violence this huge group of fakes in the "arts" use to suck out and drain concepts from me. They laugh about all of this. They are millionaires and billionaires living in mansions (some are facing a bit of stress lately though). They still assume it's a fun game and can never happen to them. However, not all of you reading this are of that psychopathic group and perhaps you may be concerned that perhaps what you allow to happen to me may happen to you or your children or to your PLANET.
But, the creeps hacking in and reading this never donate money to me although they keep stealing ideas and then being awarded top prizes in the awards ceremonies dominated by the Nazi/Mafia you all adore because they keep making movies about and for these people whether as anti-or pro, it's really all a constructed propaganda to brainwash you into only referring to them in your very mental constructs as your reality and leaders in all fields. Thus, they steal from me and I remain sitting here being tortured day after day so they can force a reaction so they can then use the mind control tech to steal more ideas out of the misery they create. They are all about sucking everything out of the planet through the massive misery they create and by now you may be able to understand an iota of what I have been silently screaming at top pitch in my posts on Facebook and in this blog all these friggin'years which no one has responded to in any way so far.
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Still fighting to backspace and retype and pound down on keys it's so arduous to type it's almost impossible and so I just finally stop writing about the hacking. I really want to stop writing these posts about the misery these parasites inflict I so hope you reading this will finally engage in defending me and others who are being attacked by this disgusting sick group you have allowed to take power through these ill-gotten means in their organized chaos of hate, racism, sexism, violence and impoverishment of larger and larger masses of people now facing not poverty but DEATH and these parasites are going to reap up that which has been left from their devastation.
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I just noticed, after getting up I see that the skin on my shins, on both legs, have been cut into so skin has been scraped as if I cut myself shaving. Due to illness, I have shaved my legs for three day and the cuts are fresh. I sleep with a huge terry-cloth cap with straps I made myself, with a soft fluffy sleep eye blinder thing (I don't know what it's called my brain is also blocked for memory and I am fighting too hard to struggle to type to do more waiting for the hacked system to reveal names of these items) and....I have covered my arms and torso, my feet are bandaged and covered and the covering is tied in twisted string around my ankles after rolling them up so it's not easy for the terrorists to unravel and break through--but my legs are exposed and so, these terrorists "must" cut into my body and now they are creating endless scars on my legs from slicing skin off my shins--which they also do every time I shave and now they are doing it days after the last time I shaved so---I must sleep completely covered from head-to-foot and then, after more than two years of struggling to stop entry into my room, now the mechanical arms are the main culprit with all their surveillance and technology endlessly attacking me. As I wrote, I have been too ill to spend more hours unpacking and cleaning stinking clothing (as all smells bad from these attack, all that I own has a nasty odor no matter if I have just cleaned it to perfection or not) and then, I must unwrap items I need to carry so many things I don't want absolutely destroyed if I leave them in the room, and it takes me a total of FOUR HOURS TO just unpack and clean and fight to get all arranged (I can't leave it out overnight due to the mechanical arms) I have to try to bury my items to try to block the mechanical arms from destroying all if I plan to conveniently have it placed on my clothing rack and open it will be destroyed so when I wake up I will have stinking and broken items I need and it's always that I must fight for HOURS to get out the door, which is blockaided with items stuffed into the cracks of the door to stop the entry of people absolutely violently attacking my body physically (not just the nasty attacks but they also put my hips and spine out of alignment every time they get in) and thus---that is the story for today. Is there any compassion out there although so many people MORE than when I first began to write and issue my warnings about allowing this technology to enable people who are deadly to be put into power--and now so many MORE people are suffering and dying what I am writing about almost pales in comparison. While I was one of a relative few (in general terms) people ignored me pleas for help because it wasn't their problem and now that they have multiple problems they can't get involved because they are lost and confused in a panic of destitution or they have enjoyed huge spikes in their portfolio enterprises and thus are more empowered by utilizing this system that I am writing about as they profit and get promoted endlessly These are the people being handed plastic surgeries who are now descrying all the problems that they really had and still have a huge investment in maintaining. As I fight to just not be permanently destroyed with physical scarring from the mechanical arms while I fight without any access to health care because these billionaires have blocked all my financial avenues of earnings so they can manipulate adn threaten me endlessly while being paid in huge sums in the millions for these activities as a protocol for a much larger exercise in devastation. Keep remaining doing nothing about this situation that I write of though, perhaps you won't be one of the casualties if you just keep silent and quiet about it even as you count all your new profits off participation in this system perhaps it won't last as long as you have been lead to believe.
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No new emails have appeared in my Google account for the last two days. All are being blocked by hackers.
The hacking has increased in the last week to a most obstructive degree in all respects. All emails that should have arrived are being suppressed.
The terrorists are drilling, pounding and hammering in the studio below mine for the 8th month out of 2 1/2 years. It's a terrorist attack of "sound" manipulation of senses.
Otherwise, terrorists ripped a hole in the garment I hand-sewed to try to insert a mechanical arm down the sleeve and rip into my cuticles and fingers once more. The hold is less than a half-inch circumference wide, and that is how large the mechanical arms are which get through many layers of defenses I put on every single panel on the floor, on all sides into all cupboards lining the walls from floor to ceiling, and the ceiling also has huge gaping holes with light fixtures that allow for anyone on the floor above mine to insert anything like a camera or mechanical arms. I have taped and hammered nails into all and what I really have to do to more securely protect myself would mean more permanent damage (although all the furniture has been damaged by this group, and I am financially responsible for it all) but...to board up cabinets and cement into the tiles and etc would mean I could face immediate eviction by this landlord who operates for the terror organization.
I still don't know if he has renewed my lease as I am in too much pain and sickness to have to unpack all my purses and backpacks I use to carry the items I can't have destroyed (which they destroy at night with the mechanical arms, I have to hide them under layers of objects which mechanical arms can't get through, without leaving visible evidence--and that is the ONLY protection I have is that their protocols at this time will not allow for visible evidence but ripping holes could be perceived as a "normal" occurrence
I would have to spend two hours just to clean the items I want to wear (by spraying cleaning fluids on the clothing) as all clothing is sprayed with at least a thin layer of stinking fluids while it's hanging outside of my closet on a rack--I have no space to move in this roomb ecause I have to take all objects out of all cabinets except for two clothing cabinets which are laced with fungus and I must seal them to try to prevent the mechanical arms from entering but they still do and then remove all evidence of breakthrough--
and so...that is how I must be forced to try to live in this space, which has some benefits and is not as bad as some of the options other victims of this organization have faced and are now having to deal with.

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Sunday, December 27, 2020

Again: hackers completely altered posts I have written by inserting typos and deleting words. This morning I wrote a post and read it today, or attempted to. It has been completely altered but remains as a fragment of what I had written. It's completely confusing due to all that has been deleted and rewritten by hackers.

 Hackers are also blocking the font size. I am now using a large font, but when I try to publish the print size is always at some very small size. I copy, and then click on the font size to increase it and the font remains at the very small size. Today I used the "largest" font size and that worked, so maybe the malware or hackers have blocked the "large" size, I really don't know. The writings I attempted to put out are so rewritten by hackers that most of the congruency has been deleted and rewritten BY THEM. 


I also slept for another 7 hours after waking up this morning. The detox situation that has been ongoing for 10 years, literally, is at this point where the poisons hard into my spine/hips/legs/skull etc all over my body embedded into the bone structure, plugging up viscerae and and it's incredibly deadly and amazing that I have survived for so long. My ability and propensity to exercise has helped greatly. This group has blocked my ability to exercise not only by blocking all exercise through the poisoning, but blocking all financial earnings so I can't live in a house in Thailand, renting, which has a private pool. The cost is $1000 month, which I think I could have obtained if my internet were not endlessly blocked and all avenues of earnings completely blocked as my internet is always blocked from the public World Wide Web. I remain in a kind of cloistered internet framework with only scoundrels of the terrorist organization having access to my writing or my attempts to obtain relavant information. 


Today, absolutely sick from the poison which is at this stage where it's so toxic I can't function any longer. I am beginning another fasting and I have to gorge on food until my body bloats up so badly, after more pieces of this hard stuff come out, I am ill for days as the poisons eek out into my blood stream and I must fight not only terror and abuse while sleeping but from the terror agents cutting into my body. Today after I drank a cup of green tea, for this first day of sickness and detox, because I have to wait until my body can't take any more eating as I bloat up, pieces of the hard poison endlessly crumble off and it's such a slow process (10 years) and so, sick and bloated and poisons blocked in my abdomen and into my bloodstream, I was so ill this morning plus YEARS of violence, torture, rape and endless fighting to preserve my body and the stress has aged me broken my immune system down and these billionaires and millionaires have REFUSED to help me with the most basic health care--while attacking me, trying to break my body and leaving me fighting for remedies online as they attack without end but seeing that I am shitting poison out in reams every single day as they with no compassion or any humanity whatsoever are torturing me day and night for YEARS without end, from one to the next, to obtain ideas about everything from feminism to creative concepts and they have not stopped I keep seeing my ideas I can barely type out, written with endless "mistakes" as they retain the original that I attempt to t ype and just go stealing and stealing ideas--=for TEN YEARS AND LONGER--ONE OF THEM SINCE 1987 HE'S GONE ON AND ON. After of course poisoning me with intention to murder me. 


So I slept and my entire body was exposed, for the first time in YEARS I slept in utter sickness, unable to move, and I had the patio sliding doors open so I could sleep with fresh air for the first time in years. Literally all my life, in America and in other countries, in winter and summer (because the terrorists always made my room smell bad) so I slept with a window cracked open even in the coldest of winter (mostly I mean), For the past 6 years I have had to sleep with fungus poured into my room and body, with windows not just closed but sealed so nothing can break through with these mechanical arms. Seeing of course, today, that I collapsed that I am very ill, the parasite pig apes attacking me took no hesitation to slice into the area between the large left toe that they have broken twice (one of the times, the last time a few months ago, was after a rotten English bigot Nazi who is famous for being "punk" rocker, a bloated nasty mean-spirited fake slathering his vitriol about how "people" and "human beings" are being downtrodden. After being allowed to live in fascist, Nazi Los Angeles and enjoying fame and fortune, with his ugly frumpy-looking German wife who probably has obtained endless plastic surgery (the "alternative" type who has encouraged this fake to become as fascist as the worst of the bigots attacking me and...) he appeared ugly and bloated in a way that to me signaled that he may be poisoned with the hardening poison that many besides me have been poisoned by. I have written of this in an earlier post. But, like the black aprah who is such a heinous rotten ugly parasitic skanky whore I can't express how rotten and stupid and sick these creeple are--after he then teleported me because these pig apes are "reading" my thoughts, he asked me for detox and healing tips. Not understanding how exactly fake and rotten this English absolutely filthy fascist nazi bigot really is behind all the 1970's punk memorabilia that has kept this fake posturing pig ape into some kind of fame (and fortune): I told him tips and cared. He responded with no thank you, nothing but this expectation that I am "supposed" to just hand him information which he may be able to sell of as his own concept while observing, as he has been like they all have been in Whorewood, my rape, torture and disfigurement and doing NOTHING but smirking in delight once they get to inflict their psychoses upon me as well. I thought that this pig had responded exactly like a Danish satanist had responded and that there is little difference between the two and immediately the next day he teleported me and threatened me if I published this THOUGHT that they were stealing. Right now I have to backspace without end as hackers are juxtiposing letters while I type. Thus, they forced an accident on me by drizzling extremely slippery oil on the hillside outside my condo while I was driving down my bike slipped underneath me. My toe which had already been broken was then injured but there was no damage, but it was sore. That same night, in a sleeping state the terrorists then rebroke the toe because I had injured it and every accident is an opportunity that they take to really damage and break bones and vertebrae when I fall due to their microchips and their incredible organization of attack. All funded by THE US GOVERNMENT as I now see all my life.


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At this point, I have re-read the above and saw hackers had deleted words and parts of sentences. First, they leave mostly intact all the descriptions of violence, rape and torture. This is the titillation that the parasites these pig apes are trying to impress want to read of daily--the daily report of rape, torture and disfigurement as they mentally or in reality masturbate over the violence they are inflicting upon me. Those portions remain mostly intact for every post. My descriptions of the heinous stupidity and ugliness of these famous (ne-er do well scumbags really, in reality) celebrities and politicians--well, that content is highly redacted to make little sense as words are deleted by hackers and sentences are partially deleted and then strung together--above, I was trying to write about sleeping with fresh air for the first time in years. Not only was my brain utterly confounded by the technology blasting into my neural firing and blocking cognitive functioning---but the hackers went at it--you can really only get a straight reading of the portions about abuse and rape and disfigurement on all my posts, which are the highlight of the pig apes attacking me to read as this is how they continue to get promoted. Every act of violence is met with a promotion for them, and all ideas they steal become the basis of huge studio bonuses and production costs. 


I had written about a "Danish satanist" who, as the hackers and the brain-attackers simply blocked from my brain and ability to write, because I spend most of the time as I write struggling to backspace to correct as I have to increasingly pound down on keys to get anything out--otherwise if I press lightly nothing comes out and I must fight with all exertion to pound down to get anything out whatsoever. Because they are blocking my ability to exercise and breathe in fresh air at night but I must instead breathe in fungus all night because they have forced utter poverty on me, blocked all access to other real estate and I must live with sealed off windows all night and am thus poisoned so badly my entire body has stagnated and corroded due to their attacks. But, I was trying to write about a Danish heavy metal Satanist/Nazi who attacked me because I clicked on a movie on a really sick nasty alternative website for streaming movies--in all my sickness I tried to get outside of the stupid Whorewood movie arena and to try to get rid of these scumbags who have attacked me because I click on a page that features their shitty movies. Instead, I got a Satanic heavy metal man (married with children of course). He behaved exactly like the English "left wing" rotten pretender and I was only THINKING to myself about a possible story plot and how they are almost the same thing. I was threatened to not write this and my toe broken and then tissue gouged out of my foot to literally try to make my toe severed off slowly.


I am really under extreme brain-altering attack every time I write and in addition to hacking and endless backspacing and pounding down I can never get anything out before hackers rewrite what I have written anyway. But you readers keep on allowing them to get away with all of this endlessly--year after year--until society itself is in such a state of complete shock from all your rotten do-nothing parasitic exploitation of every single thing possible--this technology these pig apes are using upon me exaggerate a psychopathic megalomaniac behavioral propensity that perhaps already exists in these whores out of whorewood who are then handed every kind of orgiastic luxury so they can run for politics and destroy the United States and all while they are on vacation in Europigape land buying up properties and shopping for luxury items with the Europigapes who are fascist as Hell supporting them fully and plying them with more goodies for their snoring pig addictions. That is the reality behind all the endless deterioration of the United States-and as I wrote, Aprah (and you know, that bloated matriarchal comforting black woman whose tv shows I could never get through a single episode it was so banal and I could see obviously her role and part that she plays--consoling all them white folks with all their problems with her fake sort of "urban" speech patterns it was revolting and in person she's a disgusting rotten parasite with expectations of RUNNING FOR US PRESIDENT and now JZ obvious wants to obtain a power position of political importance AND HOW MANY OF THESE INCOMPETENT IGNORAMUS WHORES ARE AMERICANS GOING TO VOTE FOR LIKE RAY-GUN THEY WILL DECIMATE THE ECONOMY TO FEED THE GREED OF THEIR power brokers and....I stop here as it's tiresome endlessly writing about this for years and years to only have more and more of these zombie idiots coming after me to obtain ideas--now another politician and I sit here fighting to survive endless poisoning with no fresh air no exercise and they keep on spraying fungus and toxins in my room and I must sleep with no fresh air, no exercise to cleanse my poisoned body and they just keep on attacking me slowly to death so fascist nazis who control whorewood hand them more promotions because they want to hear me crying for help for the rest of my life, which is why all my descriptions of rape, abuse and poisoning remain relatively unhacked while all my depictions of the heinously stupid behavior of these pigs and apes and hyenas is blocked, hacked and they remain with no incrimination no stop by politicians who keep these pigs as their political companions to the K-rap they put out about caring about the American public while they are handing out these death and torture technologies to more and more of these stalking death squads and now more blacks are being inducted into these organizations as the desperation that the failed economic policies, plus the endless display of conspicuous wealth that these fake black Nazi operators display plus their endless angry songs and rap K-rap about how they are fighting racism and soon they will become the next Nazi black poster child running for president alongside their fascist white Nazi counterparts who claim they are "liberal" while the white supremacists "hate" them all but still, the billions of dollars for that rotten industry appears to be provided exactly by these ultra-nazi "right wing" pornographers who love hearing about me being raped and tortured just like a reality porn hate tv show put on the "dark web" for their even darker aspirations at handing America over to Nazi Europigapes with these rotten whores spouting all lies and deceptions and exactly bringing such a scenario into rotten fruition (rotten fruit that they are--making my body rotten as I fight endlessly and still I remain here a prisoner of their hate with no relief and no entity defending me with all this screaming about protecting the First Amendment, the blacks on the YouTube pro-black activist entertrainment channels are descrying how the First Amendment is being blocked by Nazis but they participate in blocking my content WHILE THEY ARE STEALING FRAGMENTS AND PARTS OF IT so they can continue to crank out their do-nothing diatribes about how nasty and bad racism is.

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But, in the interim, the group of pig ape terrorists have cut into the webbing between these toes and have cut it not only to the bone but have gouged out tissue so the bone is cut and there is a huge gap--cutting off blood supply and they have done this for years, daily (before they rebroke my toe as well). So drugged for so long I have not been able to ascertain the extent of their violence as they have been raping me and all I could observe immediately was fungus poured into my hair, ears (into the ear canals) and my vagina and my room stinking of fungus each and every single day on all objects. I have been forced to close all doors so I can try to stop their endless death attacks albeit slow murder which I have been fighting and fighting while so ill from their poisoning I can't move, as they continue to poison and drug me so it's MURDER. These apes then, two nights ago, rotten Aprah and this rotten JZ creep, who is a thug with his creepy gyrating wife, they are obnoxious and absolute black nazis--obviously like Aprah with plans to run for US PRESIDENT like all the preceding ones who are currently supporting them. They attacked me for my THOUGHTS just like the white bigot who partners with them in this by now huge operation of scores of actors, performers and politicians of some of the highest public standing in the world--attacking me to obtain ideas but moreso because of the contract out on me to torture me to death and abuse ideas out of me and then especially with these pigs it's attack for my thoughts--from the people who scream and shout and sing and make their crappy movies (based on ideas they stole from me) about how a technocratic society is going to close off freedom of speech and human rights. So engrossed in attacking me with all blocks to freedom of speech and human rights they behave like entitled enfant terrible and all backed by fascist Nazis coming out of Germany and in that general region (France as well).


Today I literally passed out from poisoning and I slept for the first time with fresh air and the sound of the few remaining birds that have not been shot and killed on the hillside outside my window. They hide behind the rocks behind the crest of the hillside while when I first moved in the entire hillside was covered in birds and flowers. It's all completely bare and the last lizard which I had formed a bond with, I would call to it, it came out from it's crevice in the rocks, and stared at me and etc. It was out on the rocks every day and this sick psycho had it blown up, the entire crevice of the rocks--when I screamed after saying NO to it's demand that I provide it with a baby so it and it's family can obtain more than all they have been handed by this US and now foreign fascist Nazi conglomerate which controls all these stupid and meaningless pig ape whores.


But they cut into that formerly gouged out part of my foot, they cut into my gum tissue and I was teleported to extremely violent murder scenes in teleportation. 


They are disgusting and foul. Please get this group of shit off me--the names, I could go on a huge list and I would not be able to "access" all their names because this is over 10 years of pig after pig teleporting me alongside rotten pieces of crap out of Europigapeland sponsoring this kind of technology and training the pig apes out of America who posture as "liberals" defending every humanistic cause but really are the most fastidious and cloying conservative fascists possible--gloating over this technology and aiming their hate at me and endlessly being awarded and handed every top prize and coveted position for employing these fascist Nazi protocols upon me.


So I urge you people reading this who actually care about "Democracy" that if you don't want meaningless stupid and psychopathic whores to continue to sell your country to the nearest fascist leadership in a consortium of greed, stupidity and death-mongering nature-killing pig apes, then you should actually pay attention to what I am writing and also get them off me as the longer they pass me around the more idiots are put into highest positions where they suck out all they can steal. The enormous "power" they inhale while torturing me has enabled them to become absolutely stupid psychopaths engendering murderous and death-to-nature plans and operations. 

Saturday, December 26, 2020

Meandering, drugged up thoughts and a terrorist report. I was attacked again last night. I awoke after having been put into a fainting spell after I thought I was awake and removed the layers of protection I sleep with to stop the slicing of the mechanical arms. I took all off and put my head down on the pillow to rest and within less than a second this terrorist group attacked my brain so I literally fainted with no warning I was unconscious--not like drifing off into a sleep but a sudden unconsciousness that I had no warning to avert. After being remotely forced into unconsciousness, I again woke up this morning to having been sliced into by mechanical arms weaponized with knives cutting under my skin and huge red welts where they sliced into my body are now huge. The terrorists used "mind control" technology to get me to literally faint after I thought I had woken up, removed all the packaging tape and clothing that covers and protects my body. The moment I took it all of, while the sun had not risen yet, but my nervous system was shot into a waking state. Within less than one second after I took it all off, I lay back in a new sense of utter exhaustion and the next thing I knew I had passed out/fainted and my body had been cut into and I had been teleported to another stupid skit situation but it was without yelling, screaming threats or insults. It was about my cat who there terrorist rapist Nazis of black and white origin (and all the other groups involved which means EVERYONE of every group but not "everybody" on the planet) but...my cat I was told that a small dog was my cat. I ran to it in this teleported skit state cooing and hugging this small dog which responded by licking my face. Ha ha. My cat remains either dead or waiting now since 2013 or 2014 for me to come and pick her up as she is my "child".

 The re-reading my posts yesterday and seeing how badly hackers had inserted letters into words to make them foul and disgusting. Waking up to decorations I put on the walls slashed and ripped off and hanging off, shredded. I described briefly above that I had taken off the clothing which I have sewn to cover my hands. In order for the terrorists to reach my hands to slice under my fingernails and re-open the huge internal wounds that are huge welts of bloody red skin and partially dead fingernails--I must take off my clothing--so this group, which has groups of people brainstorming on how to attack me on a daily basis (they must hold meetings every day for what attacks, at what frequency and how to destroy all my defenses with their teams surrounding me, surveillance equipment and drugging which keeps me too ill to move--every single day). I then was hynpotized to take my clothing and tape covering my body off while I was then literally attacked by microchips or remote tech to pass-out and faint so after taking my clothing off and taking the layers of packaging tape I cover my body with to try to avert the cutting and smearing of damaging chemicals on my skin and hair--they just cut into my gums , my hands are cut into so there are huge red bloody welts under the skin, cut to the bone every single day. I have not inspected anything else but my body smells like faintly nasty odors while I put perfume on last night my body was clean and now it's been smeared with some nasty greasy substance. My hair is nasty and it's always partially balding (this began four years ago, making my hair fall out--that was after fighting to stop them from making my hair fall out after I dyed it a beautiful color created years ago, which I wrote of yesterday in this horrifically stress and drugging state of imposed attack upon my nervous system along with hacking while my brain is basically blocked from functioning while my motor skills are blocked and the keyboard is so badly hacked and has so much malware that it won't operate and then after I finally get something out, hackers then rewrite what I have published.


All to claim that they are "superior" to me. I remain here in utter poverty due to their block of every financial avenue I have pursued for years while they rake in millions for having stolen ideas from me, in a rotating circle of H-wood creep parasites who never tire of slapping, hitting, punching, raping and assaulting me if possible daily and they never stop for years.


I just saw another black sexual assaulter (who has teleported me to insulting sexual assault--however, I only consider him to have insulted himself, but of course, according to this group, the means suits the ends and when these pig apes teleport and assault me and they are exonerate and exempt from all litigation or conviction, they are told that it's me who is the shamed and humiliated one, not they. This black terrorist advocate of black supremacy, who has an Ivy-League education and "represents" blacks in the higher echelons of white supremacist elitist ivy-coated ranks of white supremacy: welcomed and endlessly touted as a high-ranking "intellectual" and then as a "black" but---operating for the white bigots who promote him to do their bidding and their agenda. They (he was interviewed by a YouTuber who is extremely articulate, I consider him to be a genius of sordid sorts although his demeanor is actually of good intention he is just another black nazi of this black caucus who also operates alongside the "Illuminati" "Lion King" wanna-be US President pop stars and rappers and actors who attack me, collaterally or directly through these terrorist networks and through the indirect/direct teleportation crime that they are absolutely absolved of all legal action and are endlessly promoted by the foreign Nazi-controlled media (from what I have seen of this scene all these years, they are absolutely under the thumb of Europigape Nazis who expect to be handed everything for free to infiltrate the US Media. These rotten actors and rappers are only too delighted to be handed shopping sprees, not insulted by racist whites in Italy and in France as they gorged on Louis Vuitton and are welcomed into the gold-plated halls of the fashion industry. I have also been attacked by fashion models who are black and out of Europe, who are adamant about attacking me--actually they attacked me (I mean she attacked me) for the white bigots, the minority always at the forefront of the attacks while the white Nazis who instruct them on how to act, and what to do, stand back smirking and smug as these performers enact the hate skits while they feign that they deplore racism. Oh, it never ends.

Yesterday, after fighting to type, as right now ,the same exertion upon my brain, nervous system and body is making thinking extremely difficult. Typing is like having to individually pound down on each keystroke to get the keys to operate as if I do not press down with my entire hand literally pounding down the keys won't display anything.


The blacks in this interview--the elitist black "intellectual" who alters his voice for blacks of the "street" level Nazi organization who pose as "fighting" against racism because they are allotted these spaces and not hampered, poisoned or drugged into incoherency by these terrorist operators as I am daily. The title of this video that was hacked into my YouTube feed main page was about Obama and the Third Term of his administration. On clicking on the video--and only because of the man who runs this page not for the man who had teleported and masturbated in front of me with a huge crocodile predatorial smile of glee that I am being raped while he's descrying black women being raped by whites in slave times AND yet, so happy it's happening to me and he will participate in it as his ratings within the organization continue to rise while the white "intellectuals" continue to give him unadulturated welcome into their lecture halls. Not that he hasn't done the work to have achieved high ranks within the intellectual community, but his insulting bearing and demeanor and the change of his tone of voice from the white lectures and the black groups, where he bends down as if to talk on a low level while addressing a black (poor) crowd so differs from the erect and "erudite" posturing and tone-of-voice he uses to impress his white colleagues in the Ivy-league lectures. Look it up on You Tube it's there for the world to see.


Instead of a discussion on Obama, because I clicked this page off abruptly after more than 20 minutes of these men mentioning books but not getting into the subject or content of the books, and then discussing the rappers of pop culture who are "fighting" racism and operating for "the black man" and one of these was the very black rap K-rap huge celebrity who is so famous for his angry songs and lyrics explaining slavery and racism--who has operated with his wife to attack me, as they posture in Lion King self-grandizing (the bigger the lie, the more the Nazi groups will follow it) and that is apparent at this very moment in history so I mean only that any huge lie to create a myth is being welcomed because reality is not a salesworthy pitch and people buy into delusions if only they can associate themselves with a grandiosity. They mentioned as if these pop culture icons are of highest intellectual capacity in their lyrics, which many a person of lower status can also crank out (and I do not insult them or the points they make, only in the hypocrisy that I have endlessly encountered from the various levels within this vertical and horizontal structure of this Nazi/Illuminati/Freemason and their various sub-entity factions of varied different names, groups, identifications but globalization has also reached international status within the operations of these groups to form a one-world system of inter-related technocracy which is now openly becoming a vicious tyrannical autocracy. One of the only countries that appears to be not as fascist as America is Germany (the onus and origin of these nefarious divide-and-conquer operations, for a large part but of course I am not an insider I only have been teleported TO insiders of this operation for years now. I have had to see some of their foreign controllers and I know that the leaders of American media who teleport me answer to Europigape controllers who "handle" these actors and politicians.


So, I have to get off YouTube because once I turn on this Wifi my brain is under attack and I literally lose my grounding (while I fight to backspace and correct hacker inserts and typos which appear continuously because the keys are being juxtaposed while I type).


I am influenced to respond to these videos. The "mind control" is so persuasive that I do not understand that it is happening while it is happening (a hallmark of the mind control technology that it is so subtle and pervasive and impossible to detect and even when I do vaguely understand I cannot control it--up  to this point because I am so endlessly sick from drugging due to hard poisons that are continuously pumped by this terrorist group into my food because of mechanical arms I cannot stop entering my room and slashing my body and poisoning/drugging my food and destroying my property.

With full gleeful consent and participation by some of the leading "black" Nazi Illuminati/Freemason/terrorists operating as your saviors in the media and in politics.--


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This due of terrorist fakes "representing" the "black community" albeit with expertise and professionalism--as I highly respect the man who operates this YouTube channel and I think of him as a genius who operates very well within his expert analysis and production. However, he still "represents" partially this Nazi terror group if only to be "allowed" to have a daily presentation and he is famous for it, and well-deserved too. However, He also is "borrowing" concepts but only at a fragmental stage of theft of my ideas, as he participates in this terror operation out on me so he and his cronies can like all the rest get notice and promotion by leaders of the white bigot consortium that rules and controls THEM. The interchange that these black men had was of endless cooing "My brother this-and-that, and my brothers and my brothers--sometimes they used "sisters" but I can't remember or recall them ever using any woman as any standard to which they held up reverence for the "black struggle".  They then went on to commiserate about how they using the term "we" have obtained a wave of power through the George Floyd movement. 


I want to state that for years these K-rap rappers they adulate have participated in TORTURE, RAPE AND DISMEMBERMENT of me because I held onto the activism and idealization I obtained from my  years of living in MINNEAPOLIS and being part of academic feminist lectures, movements and I imbibed the atmosphere of undiluted concern that these protests have emerged from, as the impetus. The crafted, corrupted and rapist/racist enablers of Whorewood and this intellectual who teleported and jacked-off in front of me with a most hideous and ugly grey-smile of hate and delight that it is ME being raped and not his "sisters" whom he rarely mentions as in the white male supremacist tradition it's really only the males that he refers to when he talks of a power structure and it's leaders. 

The purity of fighting against corruption, that is also part of the Minneapolis movement that neither of these men could actually discuss nor understand. The intellectual much moreso than the Youtube lecturer (who I guess has made many mainstream media productions as well--I only heard about him because he lately has begun to hack his videos onto my YouTube pages when I search for the never-ending debacle of this election cycle where tragedies and explosions and death have become a daily terror report on the media--and the looming coup and Martial Law--so I remain busy ensconsed and tied to YouTube to get media information and these terrorists using this mind control technology have infiltrated my every search without impunity and it's a plague of them in scores and droves of their videos for every time I open YouTube, which is every day to catch the news from afar overseas where I now am (no tv as I understand that much mind control programming is used through the boob tube so I have taken all tv's out of my living quarters which are nasty enough from the bombardment of electronic mind control and torture with the terrorists surrounding and attacking me.


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I am now exhausted from pounding down on the keyboard, my arms hurt (my biceps) and I have been badly drugged by this team of terrorists which slash into my body, use mind control to get me to take all my clothing and all the packaging tape I cover my body with to stop my skin and body from being damaged to the point of utter permanent scarring on every point of my body and hair and etc--they just forced me to take it all off, using mind control, slashed into my gums and hands and feet and smeared nasty oils and chemicals into my skin and hair and then teleported me to another hate stupid skit as I fight to get them to return my cat(s) and get off me and for some real authority to remove these parasites and for a semblance of justice to take place where I live in peace without terror or torture squads, I am not forced into having a baby with a rapist Nazi and I can live in my own house that these billionaire parasites will have to pay for while they are blocked from using this technology on me or anyone else.


Back to the hypocritical black Nazi caucus that I am describing or trying to pound out with my entire arm by now pounding down:

the energy that was the impetus to the George Floyd movement that these fakes and Black Nazi proponents who NEVER got anything done for ANY ACTION WHATSOEVER except to endlessly blather on and on about the problems with no solutions--or if offering solutions, never actually going out to implement them and to actually risk anything to achieve any change--as the people fighting and being shot at and killed in the streets--which these black Nazis are now taking credit for as "their" brothers and sisters fighting alongside them in the "struggle" and blah blah they go on and on taking credit for behavior that they sexually abused, verbally attacked ME for clinging to in a tempest of torture and violence person after person who raped and attacked me out of the most bigoted white supremacist H-wood "A-list" elitist Nazi cartel ordered them to participate in which they did not need much ordering to comply with--at all. Instead, they viciously attacked me and then, stole ideas and claimed them as their own too. 

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Again fighting very hard to pound down to get ideas out while my brain is blocked and I am SICK from drugging and poisoning while my brain is currently under a very severe technological attack so it's like I'm dizzy and nearly fainting as I fightj to think while fighting to pound words out on a keyboard where the slightest touch should have words flowing without any block to functioning. I have not been able to do this for YEARS UPON END due to this group which CONTINUES TO STEAL IDEA AFTER IDEA FROM ME BUT CLAIMING IT ALL AS THEIR OWN.

They raped, slapped, punched, assisted in rape and torture of me, these black "brothers" with their adjacent "sisters" as I fought to defend the real human rights that aren't associated with the singular "black" movement but for PEOPLE. That this most racist crime against me is not to be shunned as something that blacks hold no stake in nor care about but even PARTICIPATE IN is a sick crime against the REAL struggle for justice due to racism.


That is a bit of what Minneapolis is about, but you ignorant celebrities and politicians are incognizant of how and what this type of mentality is because you are so concerned with posturing in your Lion King pig sniffing the air nazi postures in your luxury glamor photo-ops for your endless multi-million dollar Nazi-backed investments and studios and productions.

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I am now very sick from this attack on my nervous system and body. I got up from this laptop nearly falling down from dizziness, and then now, as I sit here, my head feels like it's slightly imploding as my head feels both light and like it's falling off in heaviness--I am so completely sick from poisoning and my body is too polluted by hardening poisons to move any longer while the soft, liquid poisons remain a huge bloated bubble like a hanging disgusting pot of cottage cheese cellulite (in apperaance, it's poisons hanging off my body the poisons latch onto bone and the poisons that are trapped appear to push up the adipose tissue so it appears like congealed cottage cheese cellulite--in addition to not being able to exercise because I NEED A SWIMMING POOL but these billionaires who have profited off attacking me FOR YEARS cannot help me with a $1000/month rental supplement after YEARS of obtaining ideas which have both promoted them as advocates for alternative causes but also has generated perhaps millions in revenue, in addition to promotions from within this organization of hate and racism that they are enjoying posturing and being promoted as (African) Kings and Queens if they associate themselves with the Nazi and also English Imperialistic insignia of the Lion.  They could so easily as the huge group of millionaires/billionaires or very wealthy just contribute a small amount so I can live with a private swimming pool so this congealed crap under my skin that they have also poisoned me with (so obviously they will NEVER offer me a single penny or bit of any kind of help, only torture to death while extracting all possible from me while claiming that the people who have exploded for lack of representation in the media and in politics are really all that they represent and are icons offering political solutions for (if only they will just vote for these Lion King formerly working class Nazis who have never instigated anything but complicity and co-opting of alternative movements in the whoredom which has paid them in billions for their posturing "help" for their masters on the plantation.


I have discovered what and who is eating up my plants and despite my patio being destroyed, flowers ripped off vines just as they are about to blossom, laying on the floor picked off--there are insects on my plants who have eaten all the leaves, I just saw them now because they ate literally all leaves completely off the plant and are sitting there on the bare stalks. That does not exempt the possibility that the terrorists put these insects on my patio which is on the 3rd floor of a condo with a huge parking garage at ground level. Would these insects who, for over 2 years have never been on my patio before, suddenly crawl up three flights of cement to eat my plants? 

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I am now so ill from the remote mind control attacks that I cannot write any longer or hold my head up as it's like I'm about to faint from these attacks by these terrorists aiming sophisticated technology as representatives for the bigot nazis and there are plenty of those surrounding me who are not famous plastic surgery icons they are obviously not wealthy enough to live in expensive places here in Thailand and so their rancid ugliness is very openly apparent. Some of them all these years are not as fugly as some others, but they are younger who are being handed free rent on their endlessly undeserved vacays for which they continue the policies of genocide and the Holocaust for which their parents and grandparents in their advancing retirement old age instructed them how to lie and feign that they are against for politically correct posturing (very well done in Germany I must say from my years of experiencing of witnessing all of it from the rancid old Nazis at the dinner tables glaring with expectation at the lying fake younger generations to continue the facade of caring--as Germany is so caring about fascism now so against T-rump and so fundamentally against Nazism as while it exists in Germany it must be some "mistake" and is only a small representation of the general population--according to the endlessly repeated scripts that I have been told by warm-smiling hissing snakes called Germans when I lived in Germany. These are funding the people attacking me right now, who are trained in the exquisite art of fundamental deception and it's being sold off to the masses through these generated talk shows, extending to "grass roots' in YouTube presentations (which is blocked from me--I tried to open my own channel and my posts were blocked and censored).

I am too exhausted and sick from "mind control" draining my brain and my body is reacting to attacks: my eyes are tearing up from remote attack affecting my eyeballs (they also attack my vision) and my arms hurt from pounding down while I am so dizzy I can barely sit up any longer.


I got a youtube video put out by a famous whistleblower hacker-with recommendations on software to install that protects against government surveillance. How can I download it with the Government blocking and censoring all my downloads and internet dealings? While terrorists enter my room to get into my computer once I leave, as I cannot carry five heavy bags around with me all the time because I carry so much that I want to have no  tampered with when I leave, while these terrorists just rampage my room to wreak filth, spray destroy and steal and then hack into my laptop so I cannot block out these attacks I really need a support system but of course the creeple hacking into this blog are more terrorists of varying orders and levels of the larger structure and of course, you can never affect any real change you only latch onto the people who are risking death in the streets as part of your "struggle" for which you tortured me for exhibiting because I am fighting your system apparently to the death unless and until someone actually intervenes in this, which appears will not  happen. But they are all now being championed for representing the actions of people who were so desperate for change because you fakes are PART OF THE PROBLEM and can never affect the change unless it means you will suck out some political power while remaining safely in your high-fashion "Lion" attire in your luxury mansions and houses without having to actually do more than blather out more affirmation for the people you claim are your allies but you have been torturing me to death for having and holding these same ideals of resistance that you currently are torturing me slowly to death to change in torture-based "behavior modification" technology that you ALL latch onto and will use to quell further dissent but as long as you can get political power and shout that you are fighting for change as part of the George Floyd movement which you have never worked to achieve but perhaps wish you had. Still, you attack me regardless of the overt Nazi movement that you have helped to foster into a huge political "base" now marching in the streets with assault rifles while you continue in the safety of the safety net you are allotted by your Nazi handlers to crank out your blathering intellectualism and pulp culture K-rap rap songs and talk shows about how much you are fighting for change.


It is now absolutely painful to use my arm because the keyboard is so stiff and impossible to pound down on any longer. My muscles on my bicep are literally bulging out from exertion at this moment and it's like I have an ache from pounding down to write this.


Am I actually doing anything but entertaining sadistic scumbags when I write these posts who later steal the concepts to use as part of their huge luxury lifestyles of the infamous do-nothing celebrity politico blathering spinning heads circuit controlling the world? Maybe these movements you claim you are part of can effect change, but you will be working under orders to wreak the damage of internal collapse so these groups are infiltrated and eventually made so obsolete that the former blathering conspiracy theory K-rap you have put out for years remains as the most tangible evidence of any fake "resistance" which essentially makes any real change obsolete.



My very last post was so badly hacked that what had begun as a very concise impactful writing was hacked into being my long-drawn-out attempt to describe how badly the hacking has altered the entire page. The parasites hacking into my posts are stealing all ideas possible and the fact that they have nearly obliterated what I wrote proves that as the endless protocol exists, they destroy what I make and then steal it and claim it as their concept. They also destroy anything I make or create like a hair dye color I created by mixing colors--the terrorists began back then in 2013 to make my hair fall out. I saw that exact color I created used on tv by someone in a London interview for a movie --American Honey to be exact. One of the two Europigape terrorist rapists teleporting me is from London. (my murdering attacker at that time, who is STILL INVOLVED with stealing my concepts and ideas and then destroying me with slow torture-to-death afterwards with this huge ever-expanding group of thieves, bigots and black and white feminist and other "Democrat" operating with ultra-Right Wing Conservatives (aka Nazis and fascists). My ability to even see straight is so obstructed my body is reeling in dizziness my head feels like it's so heavy I can barely hold it up--all these attacks from the technology and drug interface plus endless poisoning and drugging on a daily basis and endless stress. I appeal to anyone to intervene and block these attacks so I can live for once without the ugliness of this psycho sick group.

 I also have to add that these disgusting, filthy pigs continue to use mechanical arms to break into my room through the panels separating my room from the minion creeps in the rooms next door--to spray stinking foul odors on my blankets, body and clothing. The pig apes who are attacking me are trying to create this endless filth surrounding me to force dilapidation upon me. My body remains covered with scars from their nightly attacks. My skin has been curdled for years by chemicals they smear all over my body. My left large toe is so badly broken that it's pointing at an angle that is making the other toes shift to the left, all point in disarray due to the many times this toe has been broken and I have never harmed this toe myself in any accident--it was broken while I was in a comatose sleeping MK ULTRA state.


They are filthy, they are disgusting. No one ever intervenes. Now the world is in such a state of chaos, which you all watched happen to me which I have spent years non-stop fighting. The same attack system is happening now on a global level. You can thank heartily your heartless celebrities of the A$$list stature and the leaders who you all believe when they chant American Democracy slogans and other progressive beliefs. Really, the situation appears quite dismal at this point. I have told myself to just shut the computer off until after January 20, 2021. Every day they attack me so badly I write just to try to get support, as the attack protocols go that after I write the terrorists reduce the attacks that I describe for a day or for less time, use other attacks, and then resume the other attacks I tried to stop in a rotation just like the pig ape hyenas attacking me go in rotation. 


How many years must I beg online for help before someone actually cares  about protecting human rights for everybody and not just their own group. If you can only care about your group you will allow the perpetrators to ravage your group when you are still divided against one-another in your minority clusters.

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later on the next day. I saw hacker inserts that I had to correct. If anyone read my post yesterday they would have read the hacker inserts. The people inserting their words to change my meaning and making the words I do write a sick joke (i.e., I wrote above the word "impactful" and hackers changed it to impactfoul--just as they had changed the phrase I wrote, "low-brow" into "low-brown". The filth is apparent of their inner mentality. These are merely the not-wealthy shadows and parallel structures of the plastic-surgery counterparts in H -wood who operate with these foul terrorists (English-speakers undoubtedly), perhaps the hacks are from the scum in H-wood and not my minority minion Thais surrounding me pouring the filth for the filthy parasites of H-wood into my home on a daily and non-stop basis.