Amber Heard Reveals New Legal Team Amid Johnny Depp Defamation Trial Verdict Appeal
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Monday, August 15, 2022
I regret having written anything adverse about the abused woman re the Amber Heard defamation trial, even though it is real, true and legitimate because she helped Depp to rape and beat me for TWO years prior to him turning the violence upon her, too. He had me poisoned and then raped me in what seemed like a regular basis for the two years as I endlessly begged him to stop; but he just had me tortured after rape, stole ideas, and then continue the violence while Heard watched on enjoying her promotions out of the deal. They stole my cat because I said no so often, and I have asked and demanded for her to be returned to me alive, if she is still alive. Otherwise, I defend Heard now because the stakes are so high for this verdict of Depp being innocent (he's a guilty as sin and hell) and it has to be reversed. My personal anger against Heard is legitimate but that pig scumbag being awarded for having "won" in what may have been a rigged outcome is so unjust that I fully support Heard at this point--and what the outcome of a real guilty verdict will bring. So hope the courts are not influenced and that this will be a fair trial (it seems so much money is backing an innocent verdict for rapist greasebag Depp and one of the wealthiest men on the planet is fully backing Depp because this contract out on me entails that this acting group is legitimate in the eyes of public opinion). You must win this upcoming appeal case, Heard.
"A Girl has no name..." (Arya Stark quote, Game of Thrones): Terrorist Report: August 15, 2022. Attack on clothing I have sewn by hand; original designs. Stinking stains and filth sprayed every single day on clothing I have created. This group of terrorist celebrities and politicians teleporting me to torture me while I am at my unconscious most vulnerable keep shouting and sneering with contemptuous hate at me that I am a "nothing" "loser" but what I make by hand they destroy--keep it stinking, ripped and stained with filth. Thus, anything I make that is original either they steal (the concept) and destroy (the original I have created or thought up and tried to conceptualize materially--destroyed every day). They keep hissing in hate at me that I have never done anything, that I am this horrid nothing person, etc but I can't make or create a single thing that is original without them stealing it and destroying it afterwards and torturing me for having created something original they haven't thought of but steal and claim is their own design or concept or verbatim copy words and story ideas I have written.
"Game of Thrones--Blind Arya's Training (clip)". Gogtash. March 24, 2019.
I am writing this after having written the post below (which I have no re-read to check for terrorist hacking/deletions/rewrites/typos inserted, etc). Someone very kindly put a video about how "you are special" was the theme of another very romantic song from a band that inspired me years ago, and today inspired me once again. I then thought of the saga of Game of Thrones, which I am ensconced in the middle of, watching from the middle to the end of the 7th season, then going back to Season 1, to go through the entire sequence until I can watch Season 8--and then on maybe another round of this epic drama (not 100% in support of the show, as statistically I think there is not a drama that I can say I am 100% in favor of in one way or another there is always an element of criticism. If there were a drama that came close, Game of Thrones would be almost as close as some of the more favorable works of art presented to the public.
The theme of the blind person being attacked by a vicious provocateur (in training, ostensibly) is something that reminds me of my particular situation. I am always under attack from every blind angle, from behind, when I am in deep sleep (teleported and physically attacked as the microchip implants force unconsciousness even when I am being damaged physically I feel nothing until waking and then I am always injected with pain-killer so the injuries become apparent only a day or two later---
This induced sort of blindness while under attack is featured most hospitably by the creators of Game of Thrones in the Arya Stark training segments in this house of death, no-name mausoleum containing peeled faces of suicided no-name willing victims and often targets of assassination (the temple mausoleum is a cult death organization with pay-for-assassination recruits/neophytes in training, as Arya Stark was in this series of episodes from Game of Thrones.
She was being trained in a Zen-sort of assassination actor's morphology in order to assume the gait, personality and voice of the dead peeled faces exhumed from the chamber of death, mounted in the walls of the enormous sepulchure pillars of mounted death masks peeled off targets and suicided victims alike.
I grew up with a blind person in my household and as a child I would "practice" walking in pitch black spaces like the basement--a cold cement-floored and musty place (terrorists had poured water into the area while my family was on vacation--we returned with the entire area flooded at least half a foot high into the entire basement area--forevermore that area was damp, clammy and had a resonant nasty sensation--It also ironically was where the washer and dryer were, and the little art table space my mother made for me and my brothers and sisters to play and make art in--but the cold and damp that resulted from the terrorist attack on my house made that area to inhospitable to play or work in---(my family "accepted" the attack and left that area in a kind of nasty condition, under orders from the Nazi terror network. Unfortunately my family complied with every attack, mutilation and subordination decree but I had no idea all of this was contractual and so I essentially 'rebelled" in some way and had no notion of what was "expected" of me not to compete or have any original or creative output and etc....to continue the theme below.
I practiced barefoot in this dark basement with the tiny windows situated so high upon the walls that the tiny windows were at the level of the ceiling--I would walk barefoot and with all lights off at night so it was pitch black--just to practice being "blind" and to have the experience my blind step-father had while walking around. I am still unused to people teleporting me while sleeping (the equivalent in this context of being hit from behind while blind)--I can never get used to people coming at me from oblique angles or from behind while I am out in public to attack my clothing, hair or property--but it's a similar experience to what this clip of Arya Stark being "trained" by a woman who really wants to kill her in this temple of death and assassination that she chose to be trained in. I would like to hope that my outcome of this situation of being endlessly attacked while "blinded" by sleep in teleportation, drugged up, people coming at me using vector-analysis software to target me from around every corner and aisles while in public and most dangerously while driving--that I can get into a higher position and somehow prove to have trained to become a master of the art of blindly destroying my enemy by becoming expert at defense while at this seeming disadvantage. Either way, the Game of Thrones sequences showing this training is exceptional and well-done and at least it's inspiring.
A major component of Arya Stark's "training" is in losing her identity. When asked what her name was, if she responded that her name was Arya Stark, she was beaten with a large stick. When she said she "had no name" she was granted clemency for a very brief moment in between the other hits and assaults and deprivations (in training to be an assassin with "no name"). "A girl has no name" is what she was trained to repeat. In the end, she came to embrace her name and personal identity to the point that her strength in knowing who she was, her name, her identity-- was almost unrivaled by the spiteful and the devious--. A girl has no name, the male in charge of the temple of assassins and murder and death had her repeat. She emerged to take what she needed to destroy the men who tried to rape and destroy her family, her womanhood and to partner with her raped and beaten sister--I have not gotten to the end of this saga so I don't know exactly what becomes of them in the last Season. I assume they will emerge triumphant over the male domination that wants women silenced or subservient and obedient and blind and always getting told to be silent, good, obey and be blind so much the easier to be a vulnerable and soft target for when the assassination (of spirit) is ordered upon the willing apprentice of self-sacrifice.
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Every single day I am cleaning a shirt which I bought long ago, that I keep hung up next to the open patio door because I use it when the wrap-around satong I use is sprayed and filthy and I have nothing to wear. I hand sewed wrist cuffs that are kind of psychedelica, and then began adding a purple satin base piece of material on the bottom. Every SINGLE DAY they are spraying filthy stinking substances in the arm pits of this shirt. It is this stench they spray on everything that reeks of dead meat or something organic that died or was spewed out of some orifice or I don't know what. It's stinking and has that laboratory chemical that makes it adhere to the material it is sprayed on. Just like the poison inside my body--it sticks to the bones, it sticks to the porcelain when I finally, after weeks and years of effort, get it to liquify and get out of the hard shell embedded inside my back, into my spine/hips/skull/legs, etc etc from head-to-toe it is cemented and the density is like cement. But coming out, like the stink they put on my clothing and furniture/bed/walls, etc under every piece of furniture, between every crack of the sofas and next to tables--it remains despite spraying bleach and cleaning substances, perfumes, etc. What they use to make my body, clothing and home toxic is intended to not come out except to replace the items---permanent. Nothing except the most strenuous of attempts and removal agents gets any of these toxic substances out of my body/clothing/furniture and getting these terrorists out of my life is also as difficult to remove as the permanent toxins I refer to. They latch on just like these laboratory poisons and try to never let go of their victim they feed off parasitically, as long as they can glob on they also never get off--
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But what I have made which I think is beautiful is being destroyed--so they can constantly say that everything I am is nothing. What I make they destroy and copy and steal and rob and then destroy it and me so I can't make more. I can't write creative concepts because so many of these parasites have stolen verbatim words and stories I have written. The refrain they all claim is they owe me nothing but more torture for getting upset about their pirating of my material. They then claim I am a "loser" and have never done anything in my life and just have nothing to claim as being exceptional about myself. They then continue to block and destroy all my efforts to get out of the cavernous gaping hole they have been endlessly pushing me into as I fight to climb out the US government assists in this endless suppression/oppression effort that is a global structure of discrimination and destruction and blaming the victim is the one and foremost prong of their multi-pronged warfare against me--and others I can't assume that my situation is even original. That I can't find any supporters as all victims of this targeting are deliberately kept as far apart and unaware of one another as possible.
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Still, it's disgusting to constantly be cleaning stains and filth from things I have spent hours creating and then sewing very carefully, stitch-by-stitch by stitch requiring hours of patience and doting work to make all appear as clean and artistic as possible. Not finished with some of the clothing because I have been so ill for so long--every day that I detox I spend sitting in a stupor unable to think, read, concentrate or move--the poisons are so deadly I am so ill every day now that poisons trapped into my body for decades I am managing to eek out of my system--so dehabilitating.
I can't finish the pieces, but when I take them off this rack I see stains, the stink on this purple blouse I turned into a mini-dress with that purple satin frilly bottom stinks every single day with this dead meat spray that has also been put on items every day around my room for years--whatever it is, it's a dead animal or semen or something filthy like these creeps attacking me--and this system and the people and their tactics who operate within it. That they are proud of this kind of behavior bespeaks of how filthy they really are on every real honest level of their endless lying fake facades to the public about how wonderful they claim they are and how "superior" they are--according to what standards it's basically if they can yell like a fascist, abuse and control with cruelty, and smile with deference to anybody they need to kiss up to, and posture with that Nazi pig sniffing the air posture that is supposed to imply they are somehow superior--that awful Nazi "aristocratic" pose that so many emulate in H-wood who covertly perform these low and disgusting acts and plan and orchestrate this to be spewed into my life and body and home. Like all they say and do with the lie that they are superior, this is to imply that I am somehow dirty and not they. Like the rape, that it's me who is a porn disposable prostituted sex slave and not they who are foul and nasty loveless whoring scum who are the sleazy and disgusting perverted filthy pig apes but their behavior is supposed to imply that it's me, not they.
And with everything else filthy and disgusting they do in order to destroy as much of me as possible. All I do is clean and fight to remove poisons and stinking filth from my body and personal belongings. It's really all I do, and most of the rest of the time I am too ill to move physically so I can't clean the filth that I am forced to live with and around or get away from it or them.
Sunday, August 14, 2022
Some "conspiracy theories" are reality and not crazed ranting//No less than EIGHT celebrities on this Newsweek Ivy-League-sponsored celebrity terrorist list who happily without scruples have participtaed in this teleportation contract out on me in the years of this ongoing violence and crime. The list below is by no means inclusive of the many others with Ivy league who have participated--there was a list I found on Huffpost this morning and after I wrote this (hacked and rewritten post--which I am correcting now due to hacker deletions/add-ons) the post was deleted from the page--I could not find it in my "history" all was deleted--there are some omissions so I will just include a prominent actress who starred in the latter Star Wars franchise and calls herself a "feminist" and comes from the genocide targeted group I am supposed to "represnt"--the others on this list have either directly or from the shadows participated as well; but making their presence known to me via all the triggering and creepy cyber and other forms of stalking-- some participating for years.
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Norway's Freya The Walrus Is Put Down After Drawing Crowds, Damaging Boats
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Under "mind control" stifling suppression of my cognitive functioning while trying to write something about politics. I feel like writing about politics but must stick with making generalized statements. General themes, conspiracy-theory style rants but despite all you associate with these theorizing media blitzkrieg personalities, I repeat loosely their statements but add my own spin--(of course I am correct and this is REAL and not "conspiracy theory" at all. I have tried to cull out the false assumptions for years and I find and discover from my studies based on fact-based research from political activists like William Cooper that my statements are correct and true, but of course I can't "prove" anything as proof of teleportation and this terrorist operation does not exist in the official censorship machine (i.e. The mainstream and "subculture" media/working TOGETHER like arm-in-arm bandits to steal freedom of expression).
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Thusly, even though I am "able" to write this post very difficult as this process is (keyboard malware makes typing so difficult, the keys are so stiff, as I type spaces are inserted while I type, wrong keys appear after I type a correct key, etc) plus my BRAIN is under attack--thinking in any concrete detail, without facts and evidence, while my brain is being literally attacked by brainwave altering technologies, blocking functioning of my analytic processes, makes the entire credible-statement attempt very tenuous and often I just digress into losing the thread of my ideas and go into territories of emotional ranting based on endless assault (happened again in teleportation last night, violent skits forced upon me by hateful people misusing this tech, fully sanctioned by all top levels of the government that I am aware of since so many have participated in this on both party affiliations in our "bipartisan" political lopsided Totalitarian technocracy fascist-leaning despotic tyranny you now see unfolding day-after-day in the media. But still the ultimate in brain-control and mind control programming remains silenced. I write and know this is only going out to the people involved in this terror organization--the "Brothers and Sisters" who are intimately inter-woven in a network with a central organizing global center--(all behave exactly the same, have no cultural differences or political contradictions when it comes to their real affirming allegiances, which I have to see in teleportation ad nauseum how much they do not differ from one another but for the public "represent" various sides of political intention.
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Thus my "blanket" statement what appears to be "Conspiracy theory" posts today--copied from my Facebook page.
Can't elaborate more clearly, am only capable of fighting to type and getting basic ideas out--my brain suppressed so it's like having it squeezed while I am fighting to think--the keyboard so inoperable it's nearly impossible to type a few words without having to backspace and correct constantly--etc etc. Hacker terrorists then delete words from the posts so it's nearly incomprehensible after I have backspaced endlessly to correct the terror obstruction(s). They delete and rewrite so much after I publish---
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Friday, August 12, 2022
Why so many famous men, who have women at their disposal and they do, they do dispose of them frequently--a status symbol--but why, in part, so many of "them" love this rape and disposal contract of pressing a button, raping and abusing a women (or man, or child, or animal I think there is no limit to their list of people they want to abuse and torture)-I truly know that I am not "jealous" of those filthy rotten skanks and this is not a lament about being unrequited in rape culture, teleported rape inflicted upon me "luv".-
Just one iota of the creepiness and craziness of this sick psycho contract out on me, which so many gravitate to and want to participate in---is that the internet "triggering" message relay system. This is hard to understand if you are not a "victim" of cyber stalking as I am-and it is indeed cyber STALKING. I write a post after a nighttime of being assaulted by some rapist creep's fantasy world of abuse and hate. The psycho creep is then applauded, awarded, praised, and the more lascivious and devious he/she is in their attacks, the more promotions and media exposure they get. There are limits of course because this group wants me intact enough, somehow, to produce a "baby" for some pig ape scumbag who wants to exploit me absolutely until the murder of me--which of course the pig ape forcing a baby upon me would also execute if possible. That is how much pornographic snuff stuff is involved in this psycho drama that the US Congress is building an empire of semi-conductors in order to produce more victims for more loveless, sleazy perverted rapist scumbags of all walks of life--of course, only the wealthy Nazi bigots come first.
Now, part of this sick mind control programming is for me to be drugged while sleeping, as I awake and after the rape/homelessness/murder skits are finished. I have to spend over one hour putting away the things I wrap around my body to stop the years of destruction of my hair/skin and the rest of my body. Years of fighting to protect myself and I still can't stop the mechanical arms from breaking into my room so I remain poisoned, drugged, my home ransacked every day, stinking substances are a daily event of cleaning and filth I must breathe in and live around as I stumble in pain from hard poisons I can't get out and my body is deteriorating from stagnation and stress they keep pumping into my life from one psycho creep after the next attacking me--entire groups surrounding me at all times, not a single human being coming to defend me or stop this as far as I know...(they never make their presence known to me if anyone is doing anything, I have no idea).
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After I post something under drugging, after hypnosis, because the ignoramus expletives in H-wood need ideas to steal perpetually in order to appear "liberal" and "alternative" as they get more minority minions surrounding them to do their filth attacks upon me and anyone else, as they are handed an empire based almost solely upon their theft and criminal propensities and all is handed to them FOR FREE i.e. production costs, etc etc. Then the awards are handed to them almost gratis at the end of the year of daily torture.
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They "respond" to what I write by posting videos on my YouTube channel. I search this page to look for information--mostly about politics at this point as this is my one and only means of knowing who and what is going on. They "respond" to my posts--these celebrities and politicians involved in this crime that is always rewarded--by putting ideas that are connected to what I have just written but according to their slant of the analysis I just wrote of--which they would steal verbatim if they could use it.
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I posted something about this endless assault by the blonde Nazi fascist you are all putting into lead position for power in Whorewood and what I got was an actor/rapper out of LA putting up a post about a jealous woman/girlfriend attacking an innocent woman who was picking up her purse at the (occupied) man's house--as the jealous woman watched on making a row about the woman coming out of his house making an assumption they had just been intimate. (I am now struggling to fight to pound words out as the hacking is making it impossible to type quickly or accurately--my brain also of course under attack).
I had written that the pig with his nasty wives and daughters had been attacking me and I hoped they would al fall into the sea in the new mansion they were handed by the Budget Committee KKK grandmaster of corruption, tied to the most criminal president in all of US history who is under continuous indictment or suspicion and must testify and claim the 5th at every given chance. The blonde Nazi bigot pig ape and his fascist Nazi "feminist" wives are responsible for having helped to install such a corrupt, racist regime.
So the black "activist" rapper (not considered as such I think by now from the really activist community who are aware of his media commercialism at this point in his career--a euphemism for selling out, a sell out in other words).
He put this video on my YouTube recommended top page as I perused it looking for information on anything related to current news. I search the newspapers but find videos are more enlightening as to exactly what is going on, so I keep looking. I think I am programmed to look on this page it's like an "addiction" and I believe firmly this is a mind programming trap that I fall into every day.
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so I wrote of the rape and violence enabling of these "feminist" wives of the pig who beat and raped and had me mutilated for over 8 years--pitt pig in other words. The usual black minority minion absolutely defended pitt pig by putting this "jealous" woman clip from his 80's movie on my page--as if I were "jealous" of the women and really "wanted" the rapist scumbag pig pitt instead of being enraged about rape, torture and violence endlessly aimed at me because doing so represents endless FREE promotions in the millions for every psycho sicko who participates. Pitt pig just got a facelift to conceal the drooping hate on his nasty face--he is delighted and is now frolicking around in his new mansion Graham just pilfered/stole money from the US and Government in order to keep funding more fascists into luxury lifestyles and prominent positions--with the help of Jewish Nazi Bernie Sanders stealing money from the US in order to fund every goddamn Nazi possible attacking me--or was it shit Clinton Hillary with the backing and collusion of Sanders who helped promote people who are absolutely from fascist racist factions who assaulted and stole from my room while I was staying at their crap filthy resort--handing them money to obtain a 5-star resort after they made it clear they were smug and smirking about knowing of the absolutely filthy attacks they forced upon me while I was paying to stay at their resort in a temporary search for another place to live because of endless attacks by landlords here in Phuket and the Thai police assaulting me for trying to protect my human rights--the usual story that takes place in the US all the time but at least I am in my own country--no agency has ever helped me to protect myself when I have taken neighbors to court and I am assaulted by bailiffs and the judge and the people assaulting me get patted on the back. It's the same with the sleaze celebrities and the promotions they receive for behaving like filthy and vile subhuman scum--but that is considered "elite" status and entitlement according to the pig apes in Congress who keep funding such activities.
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But back to the "jealous" woman meme that was put on my YouTube channel as if I am just Jealous of the women this pig rapist scumbag pitt pig loves and admires but they trample on everything I accomplish, steal it for themselves if they can, destroy everything else I make and create for myself to enhance my life, insult my life, my body after they mutilate it, rape and torture and dismember me for asking for justice and for their endless promotions to be stopped on my private, blocked (but hacked by them to steal ideas for YEARS) Facebook page--raped by pitt pig in a disgusting nasty version of prison culture porn--(on his part) after I had asked for justice--just asking for Justice and that he be stopped from being handed year after year Oscars for his shitty stupid movie roles which are touted as being only the most fantastic movies of the year but are such crap no one watches them after they are disposed of, like the crap that this man goes through for his endless titillation and consumer voracious appetite to appear like he's the big, big "man" in Whorewood. The pigs are all like this, he's not unique. They also advocate for consumer culture which of course fuels the climate crisis, but no one even begins to criticize these expletives for that angle of what they are selling off.
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But the black supporter of this crime who has put out endless politically-motivated rap songs put on this "jealous woman" type of clip, which I took as a response--and the crazy creepy "response" triggering has been going on in YouTube for years. When I write about it, it's supposed to make me appear "delusional" or "schizophrenic" but it's also part of the discrediting tactical assault--but I write of it nontheless.
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The fact that women are part of the rape and assault is nothing, according to the rapist men who want women to submit to their consumer culture disposal "manly" womanizing==sleazy porno sex, perhaps some arm candy, and on to the next--as symbol of what a virulent and important male this is. They can't stand actual real feminism to interrupt this "manly" pursuit of actually consciously or unconsciously trying to impress other men in a sublimated homoerotic attempt to seduce other men--
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But this post is supposed to be about why men love this rape and torture contract. It's a version of a "backlash" against feminism while promoting the rapist enabling women who participate (steal ideas about feminism while I am under rape and torture conditions from the feminist classes I took and life experiences and my studies about domestic violence and criminality--yes, I studied Criminal Justice and also had to study these concepts officially in grad school)--but they just steal all that fits nicely into their little purses of pocketing money for this crime--the women that is. The men want to believe that I am "just jealous" because these men are supposedly so irresistible (according to the rapist male fantasies) that I can't do more than get green in envy for the women they patronize with lavish gifts and a few slots in higher positions in the "feminist" hierarchy of power but only as long as they remain in the upper-most positions of power. The "feminist" rapist enablers who pursue this hate contract out of racism--RACISM--because if any women are "supposed" to be granted positions of power, they had better first be subordinated to the rapist men, fit nicely into the power structure but appearing like they are independent and politically correct with a host of minority black and brown-skinned minorities surrounding them at all times for their "I'm not racist" public persuasion performances as photo-op propaganda. Only "they" are entitled to any higher position of power within the white supremacist male hierarchy. Blonde bigot pitt pig is of course now being lifted up artificially and in every other way---years of him stealing ideas from me obtained out of torture, stealing verbatim ideas and then having me mutilated and raped and beaten and poisoned afterwards. Not a single penny going to me for any single thing. Laptops broken, my teeth nearly knocked out, they are now fragile as a result of pitt pig having a car hit me--as "punishment" for ASKING FOR JUSTICE and him not being handed Oscars year after year for his participation in this crime. So he tried to have me killed (Malania told me yelling that she ordered this hit upon me, Trump standing smirking as usual next to her after I was hit). They tried to break my teeth out while I was sleeping and then they began slicing gum tissue away from the loose teeth and they slashed and cut that gum tissue all the way to the mandible of my lower jaw so the teeth are now so fragile and there is no gum tissue surrounding the roots--I fight to protect my teeth. Pitt pig then raped me in a kind of pornographic hate assault while hitting my face--and then he had my laptop broken, and then he abused me nightly for the next year until Trump and criminal Co. put pitt pig into Oscar award for his role in the really kinda not great movie about Whorewood--in which filthy violent pitt pig was brutally killing people as the finale of a dumb movie which put women into either blonde iconic roles or sleazy dumb whore mode--hippies and the anti-war movement discredited and only blonde Nazi Whorewood given any kind of decent exposure. Playboy Bunnies the ultimate in blonde Nazi culture. Prostitution for the rest of the lower class women. This is one reason why the pig apes of Whorewood love this contract out upon me. But as for being "jealous" about pitt pig for his violence against me for over EIGHT YEARS on a nightly and daily basis--no, I am not "jealous" of the piece of rotten shit, plastic-coated scumbag porno whore group and their nasty Nazi female coterie of really nasty whores who are endlessly adulated for their sleazy appearances in movies and film and in public life--all a complete farce and pretense on every level whenever they claim they are caring, helping or concerned about humanity or human rights on any level whatsoever.
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But they want to include the "jealous b-word" fantasy upon their rape culture fantasies and "bad girl" and minority labels they are forcing upon me (because I have never assumed the mantle of the racist cliches that they are now trying to superimpose upon me, they are using this kind of non-stop torture for years to try to inculcate this into my psyche using torture and endless violence and sexual abuse and humiliation).
The Stockholm Syndrome victims, the "political" rapper, assumes I am another victim of programming as he is into the racist male rape culture which permeates that Whorewood culture.
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I truly know that I am not "jealous" of those filthy rotten skanks and this is not a lament about being unrequited in rape culture, teleported rape inflicted upon me "luv".
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I have to reiterate--to repeat endlessly--that I have done NOTHING to "deserve" a lifetime of attack like this by anyone for any reason whatsoever. The "crime" was that my family "sold" me to government mind control experimentation and the pig apes have come after me because somehow I excelled instead of being a numb and dumb rape victim endlessly floundering so I could be easily discredited for having been poor, and thusly a rape victim justified by them. I kept winning at what I was doing, competing against the Nazi crowd and beating them in competitions ranging from sports to academics to creative skills to musical accomplishment. They poisoned me to the point of paralysis and there has been an ongoing rape and torture program put out on me for over three decades or longer from one Nazi bigot pig ape after the next coming after me to assault rape poison drug disfigure mutilate steal everything possible from (creative concepts and ideas) and then the women get involved as well. I have fought to have a decent love relationship--was ALWAYS drugged and date raped by these pig ape men and I "believed" I was "in love" due to the extreme physiological effects the microchip implants and the mind control poisons and drugs had on my nervous system along with the subliminal commands to "love" some ugly pig ape scumbag who I didn't even know. I can't describe how physically and mentally overwhelming these drugs really are. Most of you reading this only see the victim angle and think this is wonderful. You can't imagine that it's been done to you or ever will happen to you. The ignorance and narrow-minded greed and selfishness you all live by as a kind of personal but undeclared motto is part of the reason the planet is being devoured in both climate crisis and also in wars for profit and every other vice you all live by. Including of course the downfall of "Democracy" and you can thank pitt pig and filthalina his rape skank whore partner for pushing that agenda so they can install and blonde Nazi fascist cartel that already existed in Whorewood but now established by the farce that Sanders & Graham incorporate into their graft schemes to push this Nazi agenda. Good boy Sanders, so typically a Jewish Nazi put into fake "liberal" positioning in Congress. It's such a ubiquitous problem in the destroyed and demoralized Jewish community, that type of behavior is to commonplace in the higher echelons of Jewish society particularly out of NYC (where Sanders comes from, where my family comes from, where my millionaire/billionaire relatives come from--I know this intimately, I lived in NY State one hour drive from NYC and my family lived in Great Neck amongst the wealthy--having sold their children out to obtain this higher status in the Jewish community--my grandmother being blue-eyed and blonde hair with a half Nazi heritage--nearly adored everywhere in Great Neck for being a blonde and blue-eyed fascist who sold her children and grandchildren to be experimented on in a Nazi contract to control the Jews and everyone else). so I know a LOT about people like Bernie Sanders and their fake liberal facades. My mother is one of them, much beloved by Clinton and Graham alike (they are very much alike, actually, when it comes to rape and torture of me and the racism they both imbibe in almost the same virulent hate paradigm they embrace racism, both of them) and Sanders does as well, while selling off anti-racist blather for Congress only to create the facade of a balanced system but it's of course skewed completely in favor of fascism and anti-Democratic National Socialism (Nazism, in other words).
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Political ranting, but it's inter-connected. Sick of these pig apes being put into power and getting away with this crap.
That I am so brainwashed as to "love" some pig like pitt and his filthy skank stupid whore wife who both mutilated my body--all I see on my body in sunlight is endless blemishes they both ordered to be put on m ybody--I can't move my body is in endless pain, the poisons never come out I fight and fight it's going on 11 years of being re-poisoned and fighting endlessly to get this crap out of m ybody they kept putting in.
But the crap out of Whorewood and the programming is supposed to be that I will "love" some abusive scumbag who rapes and beats and insults and steals and kills my cat and destroys my property--only because I have no positive stimulation whatsoever, my home is a torture chamber with vile scumbags on all sides of me--the beautiful nature has been literally blasted away by little packs of dynomite--trash litters every place I live as scumbags operating for the manicured lawn millionaires and billionaires are ordered to throw plastic hangers and bags all over the front of my view of the trees that are mostly killed and dying and etc...all the flowering vines killed and gone--the entire hillside was covered with flowers, there were birds everywhere. not a single animal is on this natural area, only bags and plastic crap thrown and dying trees and dead silence as all animals are shot and killed if they venture out into this area in front of the view where I live.
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surrounded by shit scumbags every single place I go in huge groups doing everything from flicking crap on my clothing to ripping tears in my bags to pushing and banging into me or bending over with their nasty butts stuck out, hovering in the area I need to get something on a shelf--as they spread out and take over the entire aisle so I would have to push past their butts and their ugly bodies--they are all disgusting crap trashy people who operate for these celebrities and politicians--which I only associate with the inner core of what these famous expletives really are--just trashy crap with a lot of plastic surgery or money to prop up their mortal filth that is adulated endlessly for a few crappy fake things they do for public consumption into fantasy American hegemony.
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Ranging as usual. They want to believe I am just jealous and I am brainwashed and Love being abused and love the abuser. Just to have the abuse stop, they promise me that if I just go to their prisons in their homes to be raped and abused and whatever else, but providing them with this contract--a baby--with me disposed of afterwards and the "baby" being programmed into both disrespecting and hating me, being a Nazi and then working to establish more of the fascist Nazi organization--like my family has done, like Bernie Sanders has done, like the wealthy Jews of NYC have done--etc etc etc like the minorities surrounding pitt pig and filthalina are all doing on a daily basis--Aprah being one of the worst, most vile racist enabler rapists of them all--blathering huge whale of a piece of white supremacist aunti jemima shit of this entire group--as the "black woman" who "fights" in rage against racism because she was put in a movie and played a role--in reality what a disgusting parasitic fake.
But going on now, these are the "women" who I am supposed to be jealous of or think are superior or feminist or whatever other fantasies the rape culture men and their complacent and adoring women who love them for abusing me all want to pretend is the reality I have accepted from all the years of their torture and violence.
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All because I wanted to have a real love relationship so I got rid of abusers who drugged, poisoned and then began stalking me after I got rid of them when they became inevitably abusive. Not a single person ever informed me of the position that was being forced upon me, but they all make it clear that I was supposed to have known somehow, even though society lies and lies about the "Democracy" that America is and how "free" this country is--not. They then try to murder me in accidents and poisoning and now years of torture amounting to slow murder along with the non-stop repoisoning of filthy toxic sludge stuck in my intestines and body while under non-stop hate and torture by your celebrity pig ape scumbags you all worship and pat on the backs and adore. Blonde Nazi pitt pig especially-the symbol of Nazism that America Nazi culture embraces and Whorewood keeps promoting. The lies about being altruistic are an especially adroit cunning sales pitch that everyone wants to buy into, understanding what a pig fascist blonde Nazi smug creep he really is--but they want to push this and racism is just something that Whorewood must completely push in every fake subliminal pretense possible. Politicians telling me point blank they come from the KKK as Graham as done, threatening to kill me too while making this claim in teleportation, are pulling money out of the US Government to fund lavish millions of dollars in awards for pigs like Pitt--the homeless population keeps growing in America (the need for a fascist overtake is one of the reasons so many people are being disenfranchised--).
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Oh well, I am writing only to the supporters of this system. Hopefully there are some people out there reading this who may be inspired to NOT allow this sick system to continue to proliferate. The US is now pushing for a "Chip Act" so America will produce semi-conductors and microchips instead of being reliant upon China or Taiwan. This means endless more microchip implants, programming and mind control surveillance and murders by the corrupt US Government upon people in the US civilian population who are not guilty--as I am not guilty of any crime_-for wanting "The American Dream" which is only "supposed" to be reserved for the bigot pigs like pitt the pig and his filthy whore women who fully support this rape and mutilation and torture agenda of discrediting me--I have a graduate degree (not officially obtained because the financial aid office screwed me over and demands a payment in order to get my actual diploma and degree)--
they discredit it all and lump me into the "loser" and "nothing" prostitute sex slave category after they steal ideas I have studied for and been part of feminist lectures and etc--creative concepts stolen non-stop by this group until I have had to stop creating or writing anything--and I was so drugged and sick from poisoning I couldn't get ANYTHING DONE before I finally began the endless process of eliminating this poison while pitt pig and co continued to have poison pumped into my body via my bladder inserted with tubes or whatever--for over 8 years and longer I have fought every day to heal my body. I remain in absolute pain, needing a swimming pool that is private--it's so cheap here in Thailand the pigs have blocked every financial opportunity I can't earn money online--I think i would have been able to make an online business or doing something to earn a few hundred dollars per month in order to afford living in a place where I could at least nominally protect my body from mechanical arms instead of this cheap studio where all walls are panels that can be opened from the other rooms--and the walls are plaster that crumbles when I try to pound in hooks to secure the panels so I literally cannot defend myself--am stuck in subpoverty income--yelled at endlessly by the pieces of shit attacking me how much of a "loser" I am and a "nothing" as they continue to block my financial earning capability. THey have my body endlessly mutilated until now it's completely covered with blemishes, broken and crooked bones jutting out, my body in so much pain I can't move, and I can't exercise I can't even stretch still--it's too painful. Need a swimming pool I can easily jump into and exercise without being sexually harassed and attacked by children and men jumping in and groping and kicking and pushing into me--as always happens in a public pool situation.
But the pig apes who have stolen my cat, my body mutilated so it's wrecked and broken down, yelling that I'm not as beautiful as the skank pig ape whore who has ordered these attacks endlessly yelling that she's more beautiful as they continue to pummel my body with attacks every single day--forcing me into such poverty I can't afford food that I need and must fight to barely survive in this subpoverty income they have forced upon me.
They want to believe that I "love" these pieces of filthy shit out of some mind programming protocol Stockholm Syndrome fantasy fiction. They blame me now for being "jealous" instead of enraged and wishing destruction upon these whores and pigs--they want to believe that I am really "in love" with a rapist set of pig apes who have stolen my ideas and then insulted every single thing about me afterwards and destroyed all my opportunities--they must also have their shitty rat children promoted as well so the exploitation is non-stop and without end for all these rotten divorced middle-aged pig ape men and their shit wives and stupid rotten children. I think they have obtained college entrance from their dumbed down stupid mainsteam crappy children, or tutors--I mean they get EVERY SINGLE THING offered to them for free for this hate crime endlessly forced upon me. They keep calling me all kinds of names because I have never "accomplished" anything--the names are like pouring acid on wounds they inflicted--and they forced it all upon me because some Europigape fascist Nazis told them to do it for their promotions. and pigs like pitt pig can't stand to see women like me compete against him or his rat wives or shitty stupid rat children and actually win. Also I fought against being exploited by people I never loved but was drugged and date raped by but not knowing what the hell was going on--kept lied to endlessly.
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I am not jealous. I truly think of them as shit human beings unworthy of love or jealousy or any emotion other than justice--finally justice they deserve to be in prison or worse--just the only desire I have or feel for any of them--meaning most of you reading this today, now or in this relative time frame. I am innocent and have committed no crime yet I am under non-stop torture conditions for just wanting to compete and be happy and have love and a real life. To have my own power and not be subjected to oppression or inferior status. To this group of fascist Nazi thug pig apes, that is a capital offense. They should be stopped, none of you are willing to do more than cheer them on. For some of you, you will see the unfortunate results of your unwillingness to stop this when they want to take away all the free gifts they offered you for your help and participation in their racist hierarchy, where some of you will be toppled in your assumption of inclusion. But that may not happen for a while, they still need a group of black and minority representatives cloistered around this f** group in order to appear that they are not racist and care.
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