Friday, August 12, 2022

Why so many famous men, who have women at their disposal and they do, they do dispose of them frequently--a status symbol--but why, in part, so many of "them" love this rape and disposal contract of pressing a button, raping and abusing a women (or man, or child, or animal I think there is no limit to their list of people they want to abuse and torture)-I truly know that I am not "jealous" of those filthy rotten skanks and this is not a lament about being unrequited in rape culture, teleported rape inflicted upon me "luv".-

 Just one iota of the creepiness and craziness of this sick psycho contract out on me, which so many gravitate to and want to participate in---is that the internet "triggering" message relay system. This is hard to understand if you are not a "victim" of cyber stalking as I am-and it is indeed cyber STALKING. I write a post after a nighttime of being assaulted by some rapist creep's fantasy world of abuse and hate. The psycho creep is then applauded, awarded, praised, and the more lascivious and devious he/she is in their attacks, the more promotions and media exposure they get. There are limits of course because this group wants me intact enough, somehow, to produce a "baby" for some pig ape scumbag who wants to exploit me absolutely until the murder of me--which of course the pig ape forcing a baby upon me would also execute if possible. That is how much pornographic snuff stuff is involved in this psycho drama that the US Congress is building an empire of semi-conductors in order to produce more victims for more loveless, sleazy perverted rapist scumbags of all walks of life--of course, only the wealthy Nazi bigots come first. 

Now, part of this sick mind control programming is for me to be drugged while sleeping, as I awake and after the rape/homelessness/murder skits are finished. I have to spend over one hour putting away the things I wrap around my body to stop the years of destruction of my hair/skin and the rest of my body. Years of fighting to protect myself and I still can't stop the mechanical arms from breaking into my room so I remain poisoned, drugged, my home ransacked every day, stinking substances are a daily event of cleaning and filth I must breathe in and live around as I stumble in pain from hard poisons I can't get out and my body is deteriorating from stagnation and stress they keep pumping into my life from one psycho creep after the next attacking me--entire groups surrounding me at all times, not a single human being coming to defend me or stop this as far as I know...(they never make their presence known to me if anyone is doing anything, I have no idea).

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After I post something under drugging, after hypnosis, because the ignoramus expletives in H-wood need ideas to steal perpetually in order to appear "liberal" and "alternative" as they get more minority minions surrounding them to do their filth attacks upon me and anyone else, as they are handed an empire based almost solely upon their theft and criminal propensities and all is handed to them FOR FREE i.e. production costs, etc etc. Then the awards are handed to them almost gratis at the end of the year of daily torture.

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They "respond" to what I write by posting videos on my YouTube channel. I search this page to look for information--mostly about politics at this point as this is my one and only means of knowing who and what is going on. They "respond" to my posts--these celebrities and politicians involved in this crime that is always rewarded--by putting ideas that are connected to what I have just written but according to their slant of the analysis I just wrote of--which they would steal verbatim if they could use it.

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I posted something about this endless assault by the blonde Nazi fascist you are all putting into lead position for power in Whorewood and what I got was an actor/rapper out of LA putting up a post about a jealous woman/girlfriend attacking an innocent woman who was picking up her purse at the (occupied) man's house--as the jealous woman watched on making a row about the woman coming out of his house making an assumption they had just been intimate. (I am now struggling to fight to pound words out as the hacking is making it impossible to type quickly or accurately--my brain also of course under attack).


I had written that the pig with his nasty wives and daughters had been attacking me and I hoped they would al fall into the sea in the new mansion they were handed by the Budget Committee KKK grandmaster of corruption, tied to the most criminal president in all of US history who is under continuous indictment or suspicion and must testify and claim the 5th at every given chance. The blonde Nazi bigot pig ape and his fascist Nazi "feminist" wives are responsible for having helped to install such a corrupt, racist regime.

So the black "activist" rapper (not considered as such I think by now from the really activist community who are aware of his media commercialism at this point in his career--a euphemism for selling out, a sell out in other words).

He put this video on my YouTube recommended top page as I perused it looking for information on anything related to current news. I search the newspapers but find videos are more enlightening as to exactly what is going on, so I keep looking. I think I am programmed to look on this page it's like an "addiction" and I believe firmly this is a mind programming trap that I fall into every day.

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so I wrote of the rape and violence enabling of these "feminist" wives of the pig who beat and raped and had me mutilated for over 8 years--pitt pig in other words. The usual black minority minion absolutely defended pitt pig by putting this "jealous" woman clip from his 80's movie on my page--as if I were "jealous" of the women and really "wanted" the rapist scumbag pig pitt instead of being enraged about rape, torture and violence endlessly aimed at me because doing so represents endless FREE promotions in the millions for every psycho sicko who participates. Pitt pig just got a facelift to conceal the drooping hate on his nasty face--he is delighted and is now frolicking around in his new mansion Graham just pilfered/stole money from the US and Government in order to keep funding more fascists into luxury lifestyles and prominent positions--with the help of Jewish Nazi Bernie Sanders stealing money from the US in order to fund every goddamn Nazi possible attacking me--or was it shit Clinton Hillary with the backing and collusion of Sanders who helped promote people who are absolutely from fascist racist factions who assaulted and stole from my room while I was staying at their crap filthy resort--handing them money to obtain a 5-star resort after they made it clear they were smug and smirking about knowing of the absolutely filthy attacks they forced upon me while I was paying to stay at their resort in a temporary search for another place to live because of endless attacks by landlords here in Phuket and the Thai police assaulting me for trying to protect my human rights--the usual story that takes place in the US all the time but at least I am in my own country--no agency has ever helped me to protect myself when I have taken neighbors to court and I am assaulted by bailiffs and the judge and the people assaulting me get patted on the back. It's the same with the sleaze celebrities and the promotions they receive for behaving like filthy and vile subhuman scum--but that is considered "elite" status and entitlement according to the pig apes in Congress who keep funding such activities.

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But back to the "jealous" woman meme that was put on my YouTube channel as if I am just Jealous of the women this pig rapist scumbag pitt pig loves and admires but they trample on everything I accomplish, steal it for themselves if they can, destroy everything else I make and create for myself to enhance my life, insult my life, my body after they mutilate it, rape and torture and dismember me for asking for justice and for their endless promotions to be stopped on my private, blocked (but hacked by them to steal ideas for YEARS) Facebook page--raped by pitt pig in a disgusting nasty version of prison culture porn--(on his part) after I had asked for justice--just asking for Justice and that he be stopped from being handed year after year Oscars for his shitty stupid movie roles which are touted as being only the most fantastic movies of the year but are such crap no one watches them after they are disposed of, like the crap that this man goes through for his endless titillation and consumer voracious appetite to appear like he's the big, big "man" in Whorewood. The pigs are all like this, he's not unique. They also advocate for consumer culture which of course fuels the climate crisis, but no one even begins to criticize these expletives for that angle of what they are selling off.

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But the black supporter of this crime who has put out endless politically-motivated rap songs put on this "jealous woman" type of clip, which I took as a response--and the crazy creepy "response" triggering has been going on in YouTube for years. When I write about it, it's supposed to make me appear "delusional" or "schizophrenic" but it's also part of the discrediting tactical assault--but I write of it nontheless.

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The fact that women are part of the rape and assault is nothing, according to the rapist men who want women to submit to their consumer culture disposal "manly" womanizing==sleazy porno sex, perhaps some arm candy, and on to the next--as symbol of what a virulent and important male this is. They can't stand actual real feminism to interrupt this "manly" pursuit of actually consciously or unconsciously trying to impress other men in a sublimated homoerotic attempt to seduce other men--

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But this post is supposed to be about why men love this rape and torture contract. It's a version of a "backlash" against feminism while promoting the rapist enabling women who participate (steal ideas about feminism while I am under rape and torture conditions from the feminist classes I took and life experiences and my studies about domestic violence and criminality--yes, I studied Criminal Justice and also had to study these concepts officially in grad school)--but they just steal all that fits nicely into their little purses of pocketing money for this crime--the women that is. The men want to believe that I am "just jealous" because these men are supposedly so irresistible (according to the rapist male fantasies) that I can't do more than get green in envy for the women they patronize with lavish gifts and a few slots in higher positions in the "feminist" hierarchy of power but only as long as they remain in the upper-most positions of power. The "feminist" rapist enablers who pursue this hate contract out of racism--RACISM--because if any women are "supposed" to be granted positions of power, they had better first be subordinated to the rapist men, fit nicely into the power structure but appearing like they are independent and politically correct with a host of minority black and brown-skinned minorities surrounding them at all times for their "I'm not racist" public persuasion performances as photo-op propaganda. Only "they" are entitled to any higher position of power within the white supremacist male hierarchy. Blonde bigot pitt pig is of course now being lifted up artificially and in every other way---years of him stealing ideas from me obtained out of torture, stealing verbatim ideas and then having me mutilated and raped and beaten and poisoned afterwards. Not a single penny going to me for any single thing. Laptops broken, my teeth nearly knocked out, they are now fragile as a result of pitt pig having a car hit me--as "punishment" for ASKING FOR JUSTICE and him not being handed Oscars year after year for his participation in this crime. So he tried to have me killed (Malania told me  yelling that she ordered this hit upon me, Trump standing smirking as usual next to her after I was hit). They tried to break my teeth out while I was sleeping and then they began slicing gum tissue away from the loose teeth and they slashed and cut that gum tissue all the way to the mandible of my lower jaw so the teeth are now so fragile and there is no gum tissue surrounding the roots--I fight to protect my teeth. Pitt pig then raped me in a kind of pornographic hate assault while hitting my face--and then he had my laptop broken, and then he abused me nightly for the next year until Trump and criminal Co. put pitt pig into Oscar award for his role in the really kinda not great movie about Whorewood--in which filthy violent pitt pig was brutally killing people as the finale of a dumb movie which put women into either blonde iconic roles or sleazy dumb whore mode--hippies and the anti-war movement discredited and only blonde Nazi Whorewood given any kind of decent exposure. Playboy Bunnies the ultimate in blonde Nazi culture. Prostitution for the rest of the lower class women. This is one reason why the pig apes of Whorewood love this contract out upon me. But as for being "jealous" about pitt pig for his violence against me for over EIGHT YEARS on a nightly and daily basis--no, I am not "jealous" of the piece of rotten shit, plastic-coated scumbag porno whore group and their nasty Nazi female coterie of really nasty whores who are endlessly adulated for their sleazy appearances in movies and film and in public life--all a complete farce and pretense on every level whenever they claim they are caring, helping or concerned about humanity or human rights on any level whatsoever.

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But they want to include the "jealous b-word" fantasy upon their rape culture fantasies and "bad girl" and minority labels they are forcing upon me (because I have never assumed the mantle of the racist cliches that they are now trying to superimpose upon me, they are using this kind of non-stop torture for years to try to inculcate this into my psyche using torture and endless violence and sexual abuse and humiliation).

The Stockholm Syndrome victims, the "political" rapper, assumes I am another victim of programming as he is into the racist male rape culture which permeates that Whorewood culture.

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I truly know that I am not "jealous" of those filthy rotten skanks and this is not a lament about being unrequited in rape culture, teleported rape inflicted upon me "luv".

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I have to reiterate--to repeat endlessly--that I have done NOTHING to "deserve" a lifetime of attack like this by anyone for any reason whatsoever. The "crime" was that my family "sold" me to government mind control experimentation and the pig apes have come after me because somehow I excelled instead of being a numb and dumb rape victim endlessly floundering so I could be easily discredited for having been poor, and thusly a rape victim justified by them. I kept winning at what I was doing, competing against the Nazi crowd and beating them in competitions ranging from sports to academics to creative skills to musical accomplishment. They poisoned me to the point of paralysis and there has been an ongoing rape and torture program put out on me for over three decades or longer from one Nazi bigot pig ape after the next coming after me to assault rape poison drug disfigure mutilate steal everything possible from (creative concepts and ideas) and then the women get involved as well. I have fought to have a decent love relationship--was ALWAYS drugged and date raped by these pig ape men and I "believed" I was "in love" due to the extreme physiological effects the microchip implants and the mind control poisons and drugs had on my nervous system along with the subliminal commands to "love" some ugly pig ape scumbag who I didn't even know. I can't describe how physically and mentally overwhelming these drugs really are. Most of you reading this only see the victim angle and think this is wonderful. You can't imagine that it's been done to you or ever will happen to you. The ignorance and narrow-minded greed and selfishness you all live by as a kind of personal but undeclared motto is part of the reason the planet is being devoured in both climate crisis and also in wars for profit and every other vice you all live by. Including of course the downfall of "Democracy" and you can thank pitt pig and filthalina his rape skank whore partner for pushing that agenda so they can install and blonde Nazi fascist cartel that already existed in Whorewood but now established by the farce that Sanders & Graham incorporate into their graft schemes to push this Nazi agenda. Good boy Sanders, so typically a Jewish Nazi put into fake "liberal" positioning in Congress. It's such a ubiquitous problem in the destroyed and demoralized Jewish community, that type of behavior is to commonplace in the higher echelons of Jewish society particularly out of NYC (where Sanders comes from, where my family comes from, where my millionaire/billionaire relatives come from--I know this intimately, I lived in NY State one hour drive from NYC and my family lived in Great Neck amongst the wealthy--having sold their children out to obtain this higher status in the Jewish community--my grandmother being blue-eyed and blonde hair with a half Nazi heritage--nearly adored everywhere in Great Neck for being a blonde and blue-eyed fascist who sold her children and grandchildren to be experimented on in a Nazi contract to control the Jews and everyone else). so I know a LOT about people like Bernie Sanders and their fake liberal facades. My mother is one of them, much beloved by Clinton and Graham alike (they are very much alike, actually, when it comes to rape and torture of me and the racism they both imbibe in almost the same virulent hate paradigm they embrace racism, both of them) and Sanders does as well, while selling off anti-racist blather for Congress only to create the facade of a balanced system but it's of course skewed completely in favor of fascism and anti-Democratic National Socialism (Nazism, in other words).

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Political ranting, but it's inter-connected. Sick of these pig apes being put into power and getting away with this crap.

That I am so brainwashed as to "love" some pig like pitt and his filthy skank stupid whore wife who both mutilated my body--all I see on my body in sunlight is endless blemishes they both ordered to be put on m ybody--I can't move my body is in endless pain, the poisons never come out I fight and fight it's going on 11 years of being re-poisoned and fighting endlessly to get this crap out of m ybody they kept putting in. 


But the crap out of Whorewood and the programming is supposed to be that I will "love" some abusive scumbag who rapes and beats and insults and steals and kills my cat and destroys my property--only because I have no positive stimulation whatsoever, my home is a torture chamber with vile scumbags on all sides of me--the beautiful nature has been literally blasted away by little packs of dynomite--trash litters every place I live as scumbags operating for the manicured lawn millionaires and billionaires are ordered to throw plastic hangers and bags all over the front of my view of the trees that are mostly killed and dying and etc...all the flowering vines killed and gone--the entire hillside was covered with flowers, there were birds everywhere. not a single animal is on this natural area, only bags and plastic crap thrown and dying trees and dead silence as all animals are shot and killed if they venture out into this area in front of the view where I live.

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surrounded by shit scumbags every single place I go in huge groups doing everything from flicking crap on my clothing to ripping tears in my bags to pushing and banging into me or bending over with their nasty butts stuck out, hovering in the area I need to get something on a shelf--as they spread out and take over the entire aisle so I would have to push past their butts and their ugly bodies--they are all disgusting crap trashy people who operate for these celebrities and politicians--which I only associate with the inner core of what these famous expletives really are--just trashy crap with a lot of plastic surgery or money to prop up their mortal filth that is adulated endlessly for a few crappy fake things they do for public consumption into fantasy American hegemony.

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Ranging as usual. They want to believe I am just jealous and I am brainwashed and Love being abused and love the abuser. Just to have the abuse stop, they promise me that if I just go to their prisons in their homes to be raped and abused and whatever else, but providing them with this contract--a baby--with me disposed of afterwards and the "baby" being programmed into both disrespecting and hating me, being a Nazi and then working to establish more of the fascist Nazi organization--like my family has done, like Bernie Sanders has done, like the wealthy Jews of NYC have done--etc etc etc like the minorities surrounding pitt pig and filthalina are all doing on a daily basis--Aprah being one of the worst, most vile racist enabler rapists of them all--blathering huge whale of a piece of white supremacist aunti jemima shit of this entire group--as the "black woman" who "fights" in rage against racism because she was put in a movie and played a role--in reality what a disgusting parasitic fake.

But going on now, these are the "women" who I am supposed to be jealous of or think are superior or feminist or whatever other fantasies the rape culture men and their complacent and adoring women who love them for abusing me all want to pretend is the reality I have accepted from all the years of their torture and violence.

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All because I wanted to have a real love relationship so I got rid of abusers who drugged, poisoned and then began stalking me after I got rid of them when they became inevitably abusive. Not a single person ever informed me of the position that was being forced upon me, but they all make it clear that I was supposed to have known somehow, even though society lies and lies about the "Democracy" that America is and how "free" this country is--not. They then try to murder me in accidents and poisoning and now years of torture amounting to slow murder along with the non-stop repoisoning of filthy toxic sludge stuck in my intestines and body while under non-stop hate and torture by your celebrity pig ape scumbags you all worship and pat on the backs and adore. Blonde Nazi pitt pig especially-the symbol of Nazism that America Nazi culture embraces and Whorewood keeps promoting. The lies about being altruistic are an especially adroit cunning sales pitch that everyone wants to buy into, understanding what a pig fascist blonde Nazi smug creep he really is--but they want to push this and racism is just something that Whorewood must completely push in every fake subliminal pretense possible. Politicians telling me point blank they come from the KKK as Graham as done, threatening to kill me too while making this claim in teleportation, are pulling money out of the US Government to fund lavish millions of dollars in awards for pigs like Pitt--the homeless population keeps growing in America (the need for a fascist overtake is one of the reasons so many people are being disenfranchised--).

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Oh well, I am writing only to the supporters of this system. Hopefully there are some people out there reading this who may be inspired to NOT allow this sick system to continue to proliferate. The US is now pushing for a "Chip Act" so America will produce semi-conductors and microchips instead of being reliant upon China or Taiwan. This means endless more microchip implants, programming and mind control surveillance and murders by the corrupt US Government upon people in the US civilian population who are not guilty--as I am not guilty of any crime_-for wanting "The American Dream" which is only "supposed" to be reserved for the bigot pigs like pitt the pig and his filthy whore women who fully support this rape and mutilation and torture agenda of discrediting me--I have a graduate degree (not officially obtained because the financial aid office screwed me over and demands a payment in order to get my actual diploma and degree)--

they discredit it all and lump me into the "loser" and "nothing" prostitute sex slave category after they steal ideas I have studied for and been part of feminist lectures and etc--creative concepts stolen non-stop by this group until I have had to stop creating or writing anything--and I was so drugged and sick from poisoning I couldn't get ANYTHING DONE before I finally began the endless process of eliminating this poison while pitt pig and co continued to have poison pumped into my body via my bladder inserted with tubes or whatever--for over 8 years and longer I have fought every day to heal my body. I remain in absolute pain, needing a swimming pool that is private--it's so cheap here in Thailand the pigs have blocked every financial opportunity I can't earn money online--I think i would have been able to make an online business or doing something to earn a few hundred dollars per month in order to afford living in a place where I could at least nominally protect my body from mechanical arms instead of this cheap studio where all walls are panels that can be opened from the other rooms--and the walls are plaster that crumbles when I try to pound in hooks to secure the panels so I literally cannot defend myself--am stuck in subpoverty income--yelled at endlessly by the pieces of shit attacking me how much of a "loser" I am and a "nothing" as they continue to block my financial earning capability. THey have my body endlessly mutilated until now it's completely covered with blemishes, broken and crooked bones jutting out, my body in so much pain I can't move, and I can't exercise I can't even stretch still--it's too painful. Need a swimming pool I can easily jump into and exercise without being sexually harassed and attacked by children and men jumping in and groping and kicking and pushing into me--as always happens in a public pool situation. 

But the pig apes who have stolen my cat, my body mutilated so it's wrecked and broken down, yelling that I'm not as beautiful as the skank pig ape whore who has ordered these attacks endlessly yelling that she's more beautiful as they continue to pummel my body with attacks every single day--forcing me into such poverty I can't afford food that I need and must fight to barely survive in this subpoverty income they have forced upon me.

They want to believe that I "love" these pieces of filthy shit out of some mind programming protocol Stockholm Syndrome fantasy fiction. They blame me now for being "jealous" instead of enraged and wishing destruction upon these whores and pigs--they want to believe that I am really "in love" with a rapist set of pig apes who have stolen my ideas and then insulted every single thing about me afterwards and destroyed all my opportunities--they must also have their shitty rat children promoted as well so the exploitation is non-stop and without end for all these rotten divorced middle-aged pig ape men and their shit wives and stupid rotten children. I think they have obtained college entrance from their dumbed down stupid mainsteam crappy children, or tutors--I mean they get EVERY SINGLE THING offered to them for free for this hate crime endlessly forced upon me. They keep calling me all kinds of names because I have never "accomplished" anything--the names are like pouring acid on wounds they inflicted--and they forced it all upon me because some Europigape fascist Nazis told them to do it for their promotions. and pigs like pitt pig can't stand to see women like me compete against him or his rat wives or shitty stupid rat children and actually win. Also I fought against being exploited by people I never loved but was drugged and date raped by but not knowing what the hell was going on--kept lied to endlessly. 

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I am not jealous. I truly think of them as shit human beings unworthy of love or jealousy or any emotion other than justice--finally justice they deserve to be in prison or worse--just the only desire I have or feel for any of them--meaning most of you reading this today, now or in this relative time frame. I am innocent and have committed no crime yet I am under non-stop torture conditions for just wanting to compete and be happy and have love and a real life. To have my own power and not be subjected to oppression or inferior status. To this group of fascist Nazi thug pig apes, that is a capital offense. They should be stopped, none of you are willing to do more than cheer them on. For some of you, you will see the unfortunate results of your unwillingness to stop this when they want to take away all the free gifts they offered you for your help and participation in their racist hierarchy, where some of you will be toppled in your assumption of inclusion. But that may not happen for a while, they still need a group of black and minority representatives cloistered around this f** group in order to appear that they are not racist and care.

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.