Tuesday, August 2, 2022

It's never enuf torture aimed at me. Years of it ongoing day and night without end. Never enuf, they can't stop. One abuser after the next, for years now in ever-increasingly larger groups, come to attack me. They be come addicted. I've just been passed-off to another hater who paid out large incentive bonuses to stop partaking in the torture (or not just EVERY SINGLE DAY any longer becuz he wants to get his thrills and titillation by being more in the abuser seat). Never enuj, they go on and on and on and on, it's never enuf. Without restraint, without any block from any authority figure responsible for human life and respect for law and any kind of decency.

 It's not ENOUGH that they put hardening poison that acts as an internal cement into my body for most of my life, keeping me sickly, and then deprived of health care, left to die by the US health care system even with Medicaid, and then tortured without end, every single day, when using my OWN intuition to heal without any guide, information on what was being put in my body and no help whatsoever but only MORE POISONING. 


But THAT wasn't enough. 

They also had to fracture vertebrae while pouring hardening poison into my body. Multiple other injuries keeping me crooked and disabled and now almost completely inert and partially frozen while they keep torturing me.

But THAT wasn't enough. So they added rape while I was poisoned with my body stuffed nearly to total paralysis and internal organ failure and slow suffocation of my body internally. No, they had to rape the poison into my body using both teleportation and then while I was unconscious people raped both "quantum entanglement" bodies simultaneously, pumping poison as deeply into my body's system as possible. 


But THAT wasn't enough torture for being what they desperately can't stand to see have any CHANCE to live and compete in the world, not just the US this is a global attack system.

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Then teleported to torture, rape, abuse without end, night after night without end, now it's gone on and on without a single day of it ending for over a decade. Homelessness is the main theme forced upon me every day. But that isn't enough besides the rape and insults and groups of people taking turns insulting and hitting and raping and beating and abusing me.

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And it's never enough. The list of attacks is now so long that I can't get through it.

It's not enough with all that. They stole my cat, the last "family" I had left. They killed all animals I took in or stole them and then forced me to live in stinking filth, while I could not move to clean it all, as they kept poisoning my body and food.

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And it's never enough.

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The next hater/politician/senator who tortured me while I was in the throes of a 2-week healing crisis as my body purged of hard poisons that literally ripped out of my spine and internal cavities and systems--while stuck in so much pain I could not move my hips to one side to alleviate the stress on my back. Having people shout for 4-6 hours literally so loud until 3 a.m. every night was part of a sleep deprivation part so I could not heal, while I have been only tortured and re-poisoned on a daily basis while fighting to eliminate poisons without any guide, any medical help, without any knowledge of the nature of the poisons and only using sub-poverty income to find natural cures I could afford as my money also has been stolen, and all financial opportunities blocked. 

The next ally of Trump, the senator who is so hateful and nasty it's a grueling and ugly experience of having to deal with him and his partners--is having people do sick and maniacally nasty power trips in teleportation such as having me repeat under hypnosis a question twice in a row, where I am barely cognizant of what I am saying, in a sleeping state, and last night it was an apparently "Jewish" man with the usual lighter hair and lighter skin tone yelling at me in a whiny tone: "How many times are you going to ask the same question?" yelling at me almost hysterically. Let me reiterate: they forced me to repeat this question while I was unconscious, in a teleported state, while sleeping, as they were awake and plotting this kind of abuse where they created a stupid and sick situation and then blamed me for it. This is one of their most endless attack plots used in everyday situations. I am to blame for all they force upon me. My body is broken and bloated, and they compare me to the women who have ordered me to be poisoned claiming that their bodies (plastic surgery modified, with money to purchase food that is healthy while I can't really afford to eat and must eat very starchy cheaper foods and can't afford to buy health stuff while they continue to poison me). 

But he yelled at me, and then went on some other tack, and I began to hit him, probably also under hypnosis. The kind of ugliness and hate this senator has exposed to me, and the filthy and disgusting stinking stench attacks he orders on my home is like a complete tsunami of filth and hate swarming over my life and home while I am in the middle of fighting to heal from poisons which just ripped out of my body, with poisons coming out of my body that have been trapped under the hardened poisons for probably at least a few decades. It's a very tenuous and vulnerable time for me, so this senator is pushing absolute hate upon me with stinking filth I must bend and clean. I spend days just cleaning brown stinking fungus-laden filth from every thing in this room and can't get to what needs to actually be cleaned. Unable to bend, in absolute pain and need to rest. But THAT IS NOT ENOUGH abuse for them heaped upon me so they continue and seem to never stop and they are indeed addicted to it, each and every single one of them gets off on it and goes on and on and on and on pressing that hormone and stress release button of torture and then there is no evidence! All of H-wood just stands mute and applauds them on the endless red carpet walkways they have been traipsing around on for all these years of attacking me.

The politicians are amassing more money and power contracts and deals for themselves and their families and wives and children --as they are all doing in their respective clan cloisters.

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But it's just never enough torture to be forced upon me. They all have to go on and on, day after day. There is never enough of me begging online for anyone to do something as everyone seems to participate in this but no one will make any sound or squeak about what is going on in public.

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But it's never enough. They made my hair fall out, put scars all over my body, put my hips and spine out of alignment day after day and poisoned me with hardening poison that seeps into every tissue rip and tear and fracture. They keep fracturing my body as the hardening poisons they keep putting into my body seep down into these crevices of injury that they keep forcing upon my body. It's NEVER enough because I am constantly fighting to retain any semblance of my life and have it returned to me. It's never enough of me begging now Congress to please intervene and stop this violent senator who seems to me to be something like a very nasty and mean alcoholic or something of that nature of violent addict pouring his malice upon a vulnerable target. 

They are determined to get me to willingly go with some abuser and hater so they can force a "baby" out of me although the actors had part of my uterus cut out because I said "no" to being raped and sexually exploited and used by this actor (the blonde Nazi actor I have mentioned with his nasty wife who steals every idea from me and has me poisoned and mutilated as payment for the ideas she steals--and of course, he steals ideas too and so do all his friends and partners as much as they can steal and destroy of me without outright killing me, and they tried  that too and just laughed and were smug about me surviving that.

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But it's NEVER ENOUGH torture because I'm still fighting to remain healthy and vital and if and when I ever can get around all the poisoning and the attempts to block my healing, which are endless, without money for healthy food or health care because this group has blocked all finances and earning capabilities in every single thing while paralyzing me so I can't move as they torture and extract ideas out of me via torture then rape and demand a baby while they all go off partying afterwards celebrating all their new deals and awards--high of course on torture and violence and getting away with all this with prizes and awards and all they ever dreamed of obtaining for themselves and their spouses and families and etc.

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But it's never enough hate thrown at me and it's just never enough of me describing it in detail for anyone to ever think this is too much for any human being to take. No, abuse her until she is destroyed, that seems to be their plan. I wait and wait and wait for any sanity or intervening responsible person or group out of Congress and it just appears to be a congregation of fakes blathering about freedom and equality without meaning anything but how to appease their donors or people who eye them in their public roles but in private they could give a damn about any of these concepts, the US Constitution. They have eliminated me from having any kind of US Citizenship and relegated me to a terrorist label as probably all the money funding all this state-sponsored terrorism is coming from some  Homeland Security anti-terrorist black-ops slush fund.

There is always enough money to pay for any fascist Nazi who abuses and tortures me. They get 5-star resorts after they attacked me in their cheap 2-star resort creep show hovels. They get US funding from the "Progressive" senator associated with the extremely nasty and racist bigot now attacking me out of "The South" with absolute hate, violence and ugliness as I said this resembles some alcoholic nightmare scenario of abuse that is being inflicted upon me. He looks like a boozer and unhealthy and nasty, and it's just revolting the kinds of disgusting filth attacks he also orders upon me along with very violently ugly sinister people yelling in rage at me like dinosaurs and hyenas fighting --just inhuman. Having to deal with this after all these years of fighting hater after abuser rapist after greasy nasty parasite and hate and hate, and only because I just tried to succeed in life and be beautiful and happy, worked to compete and win and won very often and now it's like endless torture just for that. I have never done any single serious harm to anyone--the little defenses I have used against the endless numbers of people outright attacking me have had me labeled as being "dangerous" and there is just never enough torture being aimed at me.

There is ALWAYS an excessive amount of money being poured into all the parasites attacking me. There is always so much money and support going to everyone participating in hate crimes. 


There is never, never any support for me that is, as far as I can tell, being openly expressed and if there is any, it has to be covert and done so much in the shadows I can't tell if anyone is doing anything or not or if every reduction is just a kind of wave cycle where violence has to be reduced only so it can be accelerated into hysterical reactions out of me because it's reached nearly murderous levels, again and again.


Its' never enough of me begging for help for anyone to actually do anything about this.


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The STRANGER IS YOU is the strangler within waiting for you to self-sabotage for THEM: Wait for "them" to reveal what lies behind the smiling, humanitarian masks waiting to "help" you if you would just help them to help you--give them POWER help them to help you! Vote for them! Cheer for them! Believe in their acting and movie roles PUT THEM IN POWER because they entertain you!: As I lay in bed for the past TWO MONTHS in agony at times, under non-stop assault by the haters I have written of endlessly as they are encouraged to go deeper into abuse--years of them making millions off my ideas and out of just simply dumping their racist and sleazy sexist hate upon me as symbol and everything they "hate" and thusly, regardless of anything I have done (nothing except compete and win--in the past before decades of poisoning and health care denied and then torture and poisoning nearly to death and then tortured to the extent that I have spent years in torture hysteria on blogs writing to the incompetent shit of america who have allowed this hate cartel to just go on and on---to the detriment of the planet. MIllions are being killed due to this group of stupid sick crap and many more are dying in America due to this group putting that hate into power (not just a small "1%" but a huge component of the country not silent majority any longer. They tortured me endlessly I wrote their names I have been writing their names and you keep them in power. They mutilated my h ands so badly because I c ould not wrap layers of protection around them--they are withered they have all the veins sticking out--my hands have enlarged and then shrunk in skin tissue but enlarged due to the stress of the cuticles being severed out repeatedly day after day---little knives inserted under my cuticles nightly daily as I lay in bed unable to move--could not get out of bed. Hours of abuse being punched hit slapped and raped by the group and yelled at and sneered at and a president, his wife, two california governors, a senator, another senator, a house rep from Congress and about in the past 3 months 150 celebrities have rushed to assault me with the main abusers who are just rolling in money and were before they latched onto assaulting me becaues appratenly their money could not buy them slots in main roles and producer and profiting off the ideas they steal from me---torturing me to get more and yelling "loser" and "stupid" as they go on every second of the day yelling and threatening y life and abusing and making tears come out of my eyes--spraying stinking filth on my clothing my furniture my curtains my bed etc under things filth sprayed and dumped using their mechanical arms--in every room behind panels which are opened and then sealed shut on the other side---non-stop it goes on and on. My hands were so damaged they look like I am dead --like a dead person's hands the extent of severing into the nail bed every day for years and years (since 2012 it has gone on and on and on nightly that means over 15 years of my cuticles being routinely nightly slashed and cut into almost every single night. But they poured horrific chemicals into my hands which literally the skin tissue has become almost dead in appearance from what they did--the hands are withered and boney with blue veins from the poisons they poured on my hands and skin and then slashed cuticles every nail so the blood flow was restricted. They injected something into my scalp to make the hair dead in the front of my hairline---that goes along with sick and stupid sleazy deep sleep teleportation skits of hate, homelessness and abuse--my hair is completely gone on most of my scalp from the damage they have done, my skin is pockmarked and racked with scars from nghtly poisoning my body is hard internally like an internet hard wall restricting my body and fighting to get it out since 2011 and I am still fighting as for hours every day the rat spawn of depp screams hate at me dirty arnold is always encourating every sick parasitic psychopath sadist (that is what the humanitarians in media and in congress all rally around, the sadism the violence and torture every single one of them don't doubt it for a second--the hippie musicians of the 60's and 70's who were most famous have not stopped for years and years participating all callous rape culture and racist sexist the MEN and their hippie women just can't wait to profit off inflicting torture and near-death upon an innocent person--oh the excuses they make just labeling me with any absurd but dangerous label of justification and then all repeat it. Seeing how the witch hunt mentality is so easily spread in this modern age but then again, these same creeple were put in "power" to regress society to a point of neanderthal homostasis of concern about society and a reversion to feudal lord dominion over those they exploit--to death--they all can't wait. So I remain fighting seeing that there is no salvation the candidates being put as the hopeful for the against rump are just more but not as mandarin jaded as the usual dinos corrugated with corruption but all blathering out the same hopeful jargon as one another---they are all sanctioning with whole-black-hearted glee this endless rape torture nazi violence upon me. Almost all of whorewood has participated all the A$$-hole actor/actress haters all using this contract to never have to fight for a role again, in league with the politicians who want to never have to fight for another election again (rump is promising a 100-year no-contest for repug wins after the midterms when the jack-in-the-box nazi reversion campaign for the golden era of nazi and feudal lord dark ages resumed. To see me able to compete and win and also be beautiful has meant mutilation without end for over 18 years without a single fuck in the entire world defending me against this brutality not one single person doing more than a mere little drop in an ocean of violence---that is the future whatever they are promising for the midterms by now I doubt seriously will result in anything but--in the end not immediate but long-term a worsening of the current but short-term they will appear like Nirvana. In history this has always been the case, but then OOPS THEY Will fail and inevitably the fasco nazi haters will get their concentration camps not only for the "illegal" brown people....

**hackers are at work again deleting words from sentences and half-deleting and pasting sentences together. I re-read some of the sentences ...