Thursday, August 18, 2022

**BS report about a triggering video that has been popularized in the prominent media news outlet of MSNBC: my Immature rant once more--using "immature" ranting language--**warning** (it won't be too immature or ranting today, promise): "Truth to Power"??!! How about truth about posturing pig ape fascist Nazis of the minority minion faction of the 4th Reich? Shame on MSNBC for it's under-reporting lack of investigative analysis and op-ed furthering of deception about pc bs artists.

"From Defying Trump to Black Panther Politics, Snoop Dog on Power, Politics, and 'Staying Snoop'". MSNBC. August 17, 2022.



 

What I wrote in the comment section to this video (but will now delete and will only copy and paste/ put on my blog and on facebook, since I always copy to both sources in case one is deleted maybe posting the same twice on two platforms will keep this as a documented source on this endless crime against me, which I hope will be kept as a record for future awareness of people who actually don't want a sick and dying society to be the controlling dystopia that this technology promises to create. I try so hard to detail how sick and violent these people participating are and how they act when they have the chance to torture using this covert technology of teleportation):

(To Ari Melber and MSNBC):

"You are projecting deception. That fake rapper you claim is anti-Trump and a political maverick in some sense for righteous anti-racism is one of the greatest ruses and lies that H-wood cranks out on a daily basis. He's a complete fraud--in every single way. I know this is accurate 100% but I can't provide evidence since I learned of this duplicity in a very strange way. This is very common amongst the "liberal" set of fakes in the media--why MCNBC keeps focusing on some of the worst entertainers in this respect is astonishing. That rapper crapper is totally in "the pocket" of Trump and his fascist white supremacist organization, which is why that rotten fake is still in a position of any clout in H-wood. He stands alongside fascist Will Smith and the black obsequious crowd which is selling anti-racist rhetoric like they sell their pancake syrup bs rap K-rap. Many like this fake above are completely and only operating as money -grubbing liars and $$ and "fame" propels them to play roles just like the actors they also hang with in order to get photo-ops. They are truly rotten to the core, with zero concern about human rights. They play these roles it gathers attention and media clout it's a lie. If people really cared about these issues they would be persecuted and perhaps destroyed. Anyone around all these celebrities claiming they hate politicians like Trump are only playing a fake oppositional role for media deception that there is a bipartisan balance in American society--which there isn't. This is a MAGA supporter but only when he's not being caught on camera for photo-opportunities. Shame that you can't do any real investigative work instead you and MSNBC keep on pushing deceptions about fakes who represent fake "change" and fake "equality". THis man is a sexist and anti-Semite and it's even worse that you, Ari Melber, come from a group that the New Black Panther Party has been cited by the Southern Poverty Center as being anti-Semitic and you don't even know about that. I am not going to watch this interview but I seriously doubt you have brought up antii-Semitism in the Black community for activists and how the Southern Poverty Law Center (or maybe also the ADL) have listed the New Black Panther Party as having openly expressed violent extremist views towards inciting violence against "Jews"--your group, Melber. Please do some real investigative work and stop promoting lies which create a false "liberal" narrative."

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I wrote many months ago about the hate and abuse this rapper poured upon me, I believe with full support from his blonde white bigot female partner as she also put her cooking and cleaning domestic stuff endlessly on my social media--the triggering effect. In her effort to fully support domestic violence along with her domestic hints about cooking and cleaning tips, she's a Nazi paragon of Nazi domesticity with a touch of bigoted fakeness with a lot of saccharine charm to sweeten the glowering violence simmering under the brewing pot of racism that these media representatives all are clamoring for to be unleashed in every kind of action that their good friend Trump has brought into focus in the socio-political spectrum. In the Trump train is Snoop Poop Dogg and this interview is extremely offensive considering the hate and threats of physical violence this pig ape scum threatened me with in teleportation--of course without any provocation from me except that I am the one actually fighting racism while he's kissing up to it like the oreo clinging fake cookie cream puff he really is--his violence is aimed at me in teleportation his loving ingratiating ass-sucking towards Stewart is disgusting--and it's so popularized. After he threatened me with violence, he was offered almost spontaneously a spot in one of the major awards ceremonies--I think it was the Golden Globes--he was chosen by that agency to "represent" the fake anti-racist rapper contingent. He belongs with JZ and Beyonce who made anti-Semitic comments of hate and racism at me a few years ago after I fought to get a raping German actor off me as he began physically assaulting me afterwards. They just hissed genocidal Nazi statements to me, and Poop shit above is just another digusting black Nazi. It is offensive but creepy as well that the day after I clicked on this news source because their reporting on the Trump classified documents is very revealing of legal information I am not aware of--many of the anchors are legal analysts and have worked as attorneys in high-ranking positions and their legal analysis is very top level. So I clicked on that channel and got this triggering this morning--I am now at a very easily triggered state after YEARS--A DECADE of one piece of shit attacking me from Whorewood after the next in a daily onslaught of hate--people like this rapper is just another disgusting example of why the Insurrection took place, he is just another rotten crap personality put into high-ranking position. I have been fighting racism and he threatened me with murder alongside the white Nazi bigots like Trump (it really was Trump's wives who did this and acted upon it with cars hitting me while I was driving as they admitted to the murder attempts and more threats of murder in teleportation the same night while I was sleeping but getting raped with fungus inserted in my body by the terrorists they employ where I am forced to live and be tortured endlessly within)--so I wrote this today--- there is a need to vent this-and that the media is still promoting this creep and that these celebrities who really have a large role in having put Trump into power in the first place are still being honored by the media and by politicians and put into higher ranking positions while they ALL claim they are "fighting Trump" and "racism"--including all the "Jews" who viciously attack me--. I am now experiencing hacking blocks and my brain is obviously under attack as well while I am ranting. I can't escape this ranting "immature" name-calling, the name-calling is a substitute for the reaction I would like to be able to exert upon these people beating, raping and threatening to kill me so whitey master will promote them further, with "jews" like Melber almost the day after I am teleported and attacked making positive reference to these scumbags (the day after JayZ and Beyonce made their Nazi commentary to me like sleazy dumb whores that they are, Melber made positive reference to JayZ--and then today he's making this extra interview alongside actual real news--or maybe this was hacked into my system--I can't know since my internet is so endlessly hacked. My reaction today will undoubtely help to further promote that poop rapper above--so disgusting to look at, such a really ugly and vile personality. So honored for his role in promoting more Big Lies about how people like him are "fighting Trump AND racism" but really are part of the same white supremacist team--paid in millions, mansions, orgies and whatever else with endless promotions for his role in this "divide and conquer" scheme. This is not a conspiracy theory. 

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I simply lack the finesse to write in an academic, non-irrational tone any longer. The rage from over a decade of torture from a succession of hate celebrities, politicians and an unfortunate huge heaping dose of bs con artists who "represent" fake alternative politics and socio-economic concerns is so utterly disconcerting (please note that the "concert" part of disconcerting is a pun that I will "unpack" at this moment):


This rapper K-rap crapper I have written of in the past year. Along with the nasty older people, I had huge hate attacks from this rapper "Snoop dogg" who I euphemistically called "poop hog" but you could call him a spoof as well. Taking the collection of senior citizens endlessly promoted into top entertainment leadership roles in the aftermath of YEARS of attacking me in participation with the usual terrorist celebrities and politicians--along came this spider who operated under the tutorship of Trump and Co--including the very racist Brooklyn "Italian-American" Mafia actors deniro and pesci--never actually making racist comments but behaving in a most discriminatory way--just because some bigot takes a "minority" for a wife doesn't negate his racism. Just because a rapist is "in love" with his female lover doesn't make him any less of a violent abuser towards women he feels he can get away with his violcne (take for instance many serial killers who brutally murdered women but were in "loving" domestic relationships with other women who could not believe this man they thought was a loving husband or boyfriend actually was on spree killing jaunts while out and about). This Poop hogg is not exactly a youngster, so I include him in the old man category of filth and sleaze and violence because even like the younger men who rape and beat me (one in this last year is 15 years my junior, also not exactly a teenager but imbued with pornographic rapist mentality--has imbibed the essence of loveless womanizing old man. This is the "good ole boy" network that many a "minority" also works fastidiously to be welcomed into. I say they are old men even when they are young because they have lost that emotional tenderness that people who are capable of actual love can feel and emit--sometimes that is lost for a person at a most young tender age. The serial killers I mention are able to have these other "love" relationships but only when they have this "secret" outlet for their real hate--many of these men were abused by their fathers--and this is one of the cycles of violence associated with domestic violence that this contract out upon me is striving so hard to remain a dormant and ever-present factor in reshaping modern-day masculine domination albeit in this modern form, appearing like it's in-step with "feminism". You can include modern day "fighters against racism" into this fakeness systematic inclusion into the dominant mainstream media rhetoric which is recopied and repeated like holographic content for public consumption (consumption also like a lung disease from breahing in bs toxic waste like mental pollution).

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Snoop Hogg is not exactly a tender young boy (who is 50 years old, not exactly a junior and fully entrenched into old white male supremacy rottenness with sexism and rape and prostitution under his belt--another pun, literally speaking as he fully endorses this contract out upon me, which attracts so many whore-mongering rapist abuser men with lingering dv and other sexual dysfunctional problems I believe hidden under their "creative" artist exteriors. Include many a female into this category as well. Let's just assume that keeping people dysfunctional especially in the realm of sexuality is one of the prime "conditioning" mind programming factors of subversive mind control parameters. The hate endlessly directed against me is not being done by people who have no experience in brutality or sexual violence--they are so accustomed to this type of behavior along with pornographic dehumanization that it's almost a guarantee that anyone coming to participate in this terrorist teleportation contract out on me has many an issue buried--which the controllers want to remain buried and hidden--released only occasionally against people they deem defenseless--and thus not just the monetary awards that are endlessly meted out, but this rage ventilation process that attracts people who go on and on with violence, hate and rape and torture--for years--they are addicted to it. The children are permeated with the overlap of these issues even if the violent and rape-culture parents have not openly abused the children. The "system" that these bigot white supremacists are trying to inculcate is of endless sexual brutality and sexuality is one of the key factors in male domination and the subordination of anyone who is deemed "weak" ---i.e., actually being capable of love and tenderness, compassion and those qualities in our modern times if exhibited by men can sometimes put them at risk of being labeled a "p**ssy"--which is part of the pornographic dehumanization of femininity and hate for women's sexuality.

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Sleazy, sexist porn-promoting Snoop pig ape I must add, to the above which is just a collateral version of how corrupted this personality is, has viciously attacked me (for no reason other than to get endless promotions from the white supremacy group which has been hosted by Trump and his minions, with their cascading lower-echelon minions, ad infinitum ad nauseum---I wrote this under the "comment" section for this YouTube video and I realize I should NOT mention anyone who is part of this group. Apparently any hostile or angry or enraged comment I make is like a stepping stone promotional tool for the users, abusers, fake and liars to get more promotions out of . My response is thus exactly what this group wanted me to do. I just clicked on "subscribe" to MSNBC because for about ONE YEAR Rachel Maddow put her face on my every YouTube "recommended" and on every side tab when I opened up YouTube to look for news. I had not subscribed to MSNBC, but after Maddow participated in hatefullly teleporting and assaulting me verbally with most violent glaring looks of hate, she appeared to me to be such a white supremacist racist "feminist" gender-bender (believe me, I have been around many an "alternative" lesbian "feminist" white supremacist--many of them in Portland, Oregon, who assaulted me using this system). I had actually never watched Maddow before she began teleporting me except to listen to maybe 10 minutes of a few of her segments--in total--not really trusting her but listening and my real initial assumption was that she was another fake "liberal". Oh, how much I underestimated her. 


I have since heard that she is not endlessly featured on that program, and in light of the Trump scandals in the past week, I once more subscribed to that channel, thinking I would not have to see any more of the pig apes assocaited with this terrorism because MSNBC appears to be most professional and credible other than maybe a few bad apples. But Ari Melber has in the past mentioned other Blacks who have participated in this terrorism against me, and just about a day or two after they teleported and attacked me. So, please remember this is my "immature" unrestrained ranting here (maybe a bit restrained)--Melber just kinda reminds me of the endless line-up of the "Jews" who have participated in attacking me most violently or with cunning lies and deception. It's all seemingly a huge deception as far as I can ascertain of the false opposition to the 4th Reich leadership--just a false appearance of a balance of power, seemingly. I can't imply that "All" of the people in the media, on YouTube and in Congress and in H-wood are part of this deception, but I just got another dose of it today. I reacted because I believe I am always being drugged while I am sleeping, or my food is drugged, or I am just triggered by this endless flood of the terrorists who have attacked me who are being revered by the likes of Ari Melber who is associated obviously with Maddow and perhaps is aware of this terrorism and anti-Semitic crime against me. Keeping in the tradition of Jewish Nazism, Melber, another component of this "liberal" sort of facade that I refer to constantly because the creeps are constantly attacking me--

and so, within one day of subscribing back to MSNBC, not seeing the nasty face of Maddow plastered with her show any longer, there was this endless adulation of this fake and really abusive rape-culture enabling, white-supremacist-TRUMP cohort in this terror crime Snoop Poop Hogg--(immature, yes, I admit it).


This was my comment, I think I will delete it from YouTube. Because only the terror faction is reading my every comment, I will put it on my blog just because I want to keep a written account of this terror operation and the operatives like these fakes on the "liberal" side of the equation (with the sum of all parts equaling the number 1, meaning it's all coming from the same source, the same side, there is no balanced equation here--any sum you add comes up with the number one. THis is what you may call a "spiritual equation", just like Crowley uses a spiritual formula to explain much of the Universal Magickal processes of the universe to have this seemingly unmathematical formula of 0=2. It's a Hermetic formula, it relates to the Snoop poop because it all stems from the same sort of hidden societies which use every devious means of deception in order to control "the masses" into thinking that they have a choice, that there are options and that 1+1=2 when it's really all the political spectrum of numbers of rivalries controlling the media and much of politics really equals the number 1. One source, one politics, one systematic deception with players playing both and all sides but all really resulting in ONE SYSTEM of the 4th Reich).


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SOUTHERN POVERTY LAW CENTER (SPLC):

"The New Black Panther Party is a virulently racist and antisemitic organization whose leaders have encouraged violence against whites, Jews and law enforcement officers....

Background

The New Black Panther Party (NBPP) is a black separatist group that believes black Americans should have their own nation. In the NBPP’s “10 Point Platform,” which is taken from the original Black Panther Party, the NBPP demands that black people be given a country or state of their own within which they can make their own laws. They demand that all black prisoners in the United States be released to “the lawful authorities of the Black Nation.” They claim to be entitled to reparations for slavery from the United States, all European countries and “the Jews.”

The NBPP’s views are anti-white and antisemitic. Its early leaders blamed Jews for the 9/11 terrorist attacks and slavery. The late party chairman Khalid Abdul Muhammad has said, “There are no good crackers, and if you find one, kill him before he changes.” A document on the NBPP website titled “The Nationalist Manifesto” claims that white men have a secret plan to commit genocide against non-white races. It also refers to black people who condone mixed-race relationships as the “modern day Custodians [sic] of Uncle Tom’s Cabin.”

Many NBPP members are also current or former members of the Nation of Islam who vocalize deep resentment toward Jews because they think the Holocaust garnered much more sympathy and reparations for Jews than African Americans have received as the victims of “the black holocaust” —slavery and Jim Crow. They also believe Jewish businesses prey on black communities. Former NBPP Chairman Khalid Muhammad has referred to Jews as “bloodsuckers.”"


This is what Ari Melber and MSNBC never bothered to look up before adulating this fake (above) for his "activism" and I know what kind of activism this snooping falsity actually participates in: white supremacy aimed at another genocide against Jews, with Blacks being promoted into higher elevation by the white supremacist global entity. If you think this is some "disgruntled" ranting from me, it's based on years of observation and analysis from countless blacks who are "Muslim" and "activists" who claim they are victims of racism. Viciously turning against me. I have kept the short stories about all of this unwritten for fear the concepts will be stolen. I am also tortured for writing "truth to power" instead of being another pawn to the power structure employing fakes like this rapper above (I am the one really fighting racism he's a bowing scraping slave to white supremacy and is paid in millions and billions for it--he claims he wants a Grammy, perhaps by writing this post he will get one since every time I react to the haters in writing they get more promotions). My purpose is to stop them, but so far they are still only getting more promotions for my reaction to their unjust hate they endlessly spew and threaten me with murder and etc--all that pig ape above has done for a few years, on a random basis as pig pitt has taken the front line along with filthalina in this respect--they only let the black people get a chance to dig in only occassionally, the real top-level promotions are reserved for the blonde Nazis like pig pitt and his filthalina partner in this hate crime.

NEW BLACK PANTHER PARTY




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"What the firestorm over Rep. Omar's remarks say about anti-Semitism in America". PBS Newshour. March 8, 2019.




 

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MOre blocks to my life, time and energy thru hacking blocks to every kind of financial and material solvency. 45 minutes of clicking and waiting for pages to open for a simple search for some essential oil to help heal my poisoned body---and the hacking is so endless that I have spent most of the last 45 minutes backspacing pounding the frozen backspace key slamming it down with a crunching noise because terrorists replaced or broke the relatively brand new keyboard (replacing the other pretty new keyboard just a few months ago) but the pages are frozen won't open. I try to click on the "price" index and I click on the scroll down tab and one product on the list appears. i backspace and a search term I had used much earlier appears--they are making the back arrow function for going to former pages turn into double or clicking applications but they just keep me clicking on the broken mouse which they broke 2 months ago, I can't click on the mouse to get a page to scroll down either the mouse will not work when the internet is connected but when I manually click on all the internet functions into disabled the mouse works absolutely perfectly. I thusly must fight literally to scroll down because they are freezing the mouse function the page will not scroll down. I am endlessly waiting for pages to open up as well, the are slowing down the connection speed to about 50 times slower than the actual speed which has instant connection but they slow it so I wait 30 seconds to over one minute for one simple page to open after they block functioning of the keyboard (must pound every single key out, literally pounding with my hand down and even that produces different keys appearing on the page due to the hacking to the system). My life has been spent fighting to use the internet to get the stress of murder via these technologies and drugging out of my body and system, and fighting to accomlish anything is nearly impossible to get a single business or email business chat or function done without a hacking typo and rewording and interruption is literally impossible--I mean im-poss-ible they block every kind of professional application and use for every single thing possible continuously and just for spending my life fighting to get anything done is blocking time i need to get other things done. I am expressing the frustration as these multi-millionaires in addition to poisoning me almost into total death paralysis dismemberment torture and abuse without end using voice-to-skull (*they are still doing it today but not as loudly as usual, it's very subdued today but still present now that I can recognize it's presence. Earlier I had wondered how I had such weird thoughts rotating in my head but now i recognize that people are literally "Listening" hacking into my brain my cochlear inaudible vibrations picking up the words and making comments always about killing myself with sharp objects I am holding or using and I know that tom hardy is still there due to the obnoxious sleazy filth of his "suggestions" he is really foul. CAn't get the demon off me, the crew must get their endless life-sucking torture on me for more awards prizes and telling me that i am some kind of "loser" for not having done more than fight for my life to use internet while on online classes at graduate level for 6 years while they blocked poisoned my body nearly to death (had to be rushed to the hospital in Fellbach, Germany for near paralysis one week before fleeing to a place where I could have people literally pound the poisons out of my body via massage; standing on my back large heavy massage women standing on my back trying to break the hard poisons latched onto my spine in a hard shell; I felt nothing could only feel a bit of pressure while they stood on my body digging their feet into my body with all their strength to break the hard poisons. Women weighing perhaps 120-130 pounds and shifting weight I felt nothing but a little bit of relief when I heard the loud cracking noises. they kept the poisoning up non-stop for another 15 years , the same hateful parasites laltching onto assaulting me now threatening to kill me endlessly for defending myself against their contract and their endless delight at torturing me to obtain ideas for more victim turning into hero narratives and feminist diatribes and fighting against tyranny exclamations that i make under drugging truth serum and my body shitting out these same poisons they put in years and years ago, the same criminals out of whorewood (england since trump got into office, not hiding behind the a$$-list americans any longer but outright imperialistic overtake without having to operate in the shadows any longer--to the glowing approval of all involved demos and repubs all cheering it on endlessly. So I am wrirting because of the endless amount of time wasted fighting to simply type and do searches for anything online--hours and hours today it's been over 1 1/2 hours simply in having the internet turn on and rushing to turn the router on and off to re-establish connection then struggling and waiting for 1 minute for a page to just open then backspacing and slamming the backspace key down with my pinky--which has been half severed off the fingernail has been half cut out and the cuticle is gone so it is just a loose fragment so pounding with this finger is also risky and then they also are making the upper case shift key on my left-hand side make a continuous beeping noise because when I press this key the hackers have installed some detachment hack so the usb port literally goes on and off constantly beeping with the microsoft function sound very loud and high-pitched literally so continuously it's like a crazy robot making bleeping noises for just pressing one time the upper case shift key. All this and much more. I still have not obtained my search for now one hour--so many other things to do in my life than this. I need this oil to heal from the damage to my body they inflicted while I collapsed due to toxic shock from the last chunks of hard poisons ripping out of my back from the years hence of having this poison poured injected and raped pounded into my body as deeply as possible. I am just writing to get the frustration out. I keep waiting for someone to stop them from blocking my attempts at financial and any career solvency and for over 16 years of writing in despair that this has been ongoing for over 30 years and still it's not being stopped. even the daily tragedies of the trump administration have brought only marginal response and that is only if someone can get something out of me by continuing this terror block to my success my life and my career finances and all communication (I am speaking in a broad sense of being stable financially and in business, the term "success" is a clear distinction in financial terms but not in all facets of life, but I use that term because they want me completely "crushed' on all facets as much as possible). To just use the internet to obtain something, although I have limited access and I am grateful for what I am barely able to accomplish but still there is a huge long list of OTHER THINGS i REALLY WANT TO AND NEED TO GET DONE that for the past 7 months have been dormant as I struggle to retain my energy from hours of death threats rape beatings and verbal abuse by teams of white males safely ensconced in their 'success" mansions and careers of high (dubious) distinction and their "feminist" wives lounging in the background feeling so entitled watching me get sexually abused by their loving doting husbands as they seek to obtain ideas about women's empowerment which I continuously struggle to grasp onto as they try to crush break beat and rob and block all my avenues for any "success' in the realm for which they are asserting more domination and total control over. Their women help them to attain this by representing "equality" in business they are all delighted I am being thusly blocked while they steal all can of ideas which they cannot fathom in concept because they only obey and follow and viciously assault me for being turned into a target. they use all excuses against me but mostly that i am "poor" and unable to "succeed" which of course, they ensure for every single click every single transaction every single phone call all is obstructed with malware hacking blocks my brain rendered so incapable my nervous system amped-up into nearly histrionic frenzy of breathless stress from hours and days of all communication being blockekd while I am told that if I don't respond within 4 days they will cut all my survival finances off (or they imply; that was a few months ago I fought every day to get simple wifi connection to just make a few phone calls literally to save my life; i was so exasperated that I could not concentrate they used the vulnerability of the stress level to use backdoor hacking into my brain (overwhelmed perfect vulnerability for subliminal content for "behavior modification") which, by the way, is the tool being used constantly in America with one tragedy and shock and life-threatening attack after the next--upon the general public but especially for those they ("they" meaning most of you, by the way) can't stand to see have a chance to compete and better or win). So I am writing out the stress, every key stroke is a battle to get a word out, every click means i must fight to wait for the page to ever-so-slowly open up every attempt to get a scroll-down option bar to work without other items appearing, the last page disappearing I must go through the search terms once more back to the beginning--over 5 minutes later, etc. But, still very grateful to have some internet service at all very glad that internet is still somewhat at my disposal but spending so many hours fighting to get anything done whatsoever and in most critical times the hacking and blocks to my brain and communication functions is devastating. The agencies I phoned which are hostile towards those without money are also trained to simply hang-up on me if I get over-anxious and can't speak calmly; this also is part of the attack on all systems my brain my nervous system and under this kind of stress I begin to repeat in exactly an exasperated and stress-out way the vocal tone and verbal choices (not my vocabulary it comes spitting out like hostility and fear and anger) and then they hang-up on me, giving me the impression that I may be denied life-saving help after fighting to simply reach them by phone for hours and hours per day, for days and days this has been ongoing (and for years). I can't express how difficult it was to study online at graduate level. I literally went to one place amongst a lot of 4th Reichsters and it was literally dangerous JUST to get access to fast and reliable internet service. I almost was poisoned to death as a result of trying to retain my autonomy and not get screwed literally and figuratively continuously for the 6 hours of study I had to resort to because the poisoning and drugging made concentration and focus for reading at such peer-reviewed and statistical logical analysis and research paper writing almost impossible so I sat and sat fighting to concentrate to try and attempt to absorb the material due to the poisoning. Only to be nearly killed by poisoning the last semester of the program and then having to rush to the hospital and leave that place to go to this place where internet is so badly hacked that I can't get anything done regardless--even with my supposed Master's Degree (which is being held until I pay some amount of money I cannot repay because the Loan department gave me a type of loan I had never requested they forced it upon me and I could not cancel it once i saw that it was not what I had chosen--and then I was told to repay some of it after I had finished the requirements for the program--Masters Degree in Criminal Justice---. Instead, I sit barely able to function I have books I want to read and items I want to read and things I have to do but fighting to heal and the old poisons seeping into my blood stream if I do as much as a single stretch makes me so ill I only can sit in front of the laptop while the MEN who want to rape beat and torture me and force everything they can possibly exploit out of me with absolute derision asking me for ideas perpetually calling me a stupid b-word beating raping and then non-stop death threats for every object I am holding--tom hardy is the culmination of 16 years of me literally fighting to get these hateful leeches off me--he is the most violent the most long-sustained abuser of them all--the true representation of the brutal force of genocidal imperialistic overtake of another country. Using the themes of racism upon me antisemitism and kiling me endlessly they all have done this with relish and their cherry on top is endless oscars awards for my ideas about how to fight horrific oppression in all realms--unable to write anything my brain is so blacked out by poisons drugs and non-stop deadly assault upon my subconscious my consciousness and stinking filth I am surrounded by cleaning cleaning my body so frail and broken down sagging fractured body parts severed body parts unable to just do anything unable to eat without being told how and what to eat and not to eat as if I am sick and fighting to devour heavy food so the poisons will latch onto the food which is heavy and I eat is like shoveling it in due to the physical pressure of pounding food down a constricted blocked hole so the blockage will be put through a kind of pressure vacuum thusly trying to suck it out of the intestines and parts of my body--they make endless 'eating like a pig" comments about how just how "low' they claim that i "am" from the endless assaults they never stop inflicting upon me. Literally never-ending. LIterally never-ending nothing ness from the society which has fully put this system into power and protected it with silence and approval and promotions for all who comply and go along and the most violent are put into the most top upper positions of their little ranking field. Because I can't scroll forward the mouse is not working the keys are barely functioning so the rest of this post is a bunch of words I cannot highlight and then delete the functions are so blocked. //t m

  Years and years and years and years of waiting and waiting while fighting and fighting to get a single human being left on the planet, aft...