"Eagles--Hotel California (Live in Washington 1977)". Music4You. June 5, 2016.
If I could only write and use my brain without this mind control mess endlessly affecting my every word I fight to type and think to write out, I could begin to try to delineate the targeting associated with having come from a family that was so heavy into the war protest movement. I remember my childhood for YEARS of endless parties and political discussions, labor union and feminist meetings held in my very small house on White Street in Champaign.
The targeting was so bleak and oppressive that even that house has been transformed into something that appears similar to a small prison enclosure by the terrorist who married my step-father--under "advice" from the organization which put him on the strings that controlled him and altered his personality--a situation he agreed to because he allowed this group to infest his life ostensibly for the purpose of achieving success in his career and acceptance. He got scammed and his genius remains hidden under academic books that was all he was "allowed" to write--
The absolute sheer beauty and genius he had displayed during the Vietnam protest era was utterly shelved by these covert operations. The city of Champaign was a citadel of protest and alternative thinking in and around the University of Illinois. I think of this when I see the sweatshirt on Joe Cocker--very few people realize how original and outlandishly politically active the University of Illinois actually was during that time period. I would like to write about the dark swoop of the covert operations that swooped down to quell and destroy the activists and the entire movement after various structures were dismantled once the Vietnam War had officially ended in 1975. It was as if a door was shut permanently and the people who were so active in protest then became targets of seriously deadly covert assassination and drugging/poisoning and mind control operations (me included, my entire family, with threat of death hanging over).
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Whatever happened to Joe Cocker anyway?
As for Hotel California--it remains the sleazy over-priced mind control operation and the song remains the same---
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"Joe Walsh Survived Some Serious Good Times as a Rocker". The Late Show with Stephen Colbert. August 3, 2017.
I found this interview with Colbert that transpired a few years ago. I discovered that Indeed Walsh was engaged in some fashion in the anti-Vietnam War crusade although he doesn't make mention of his exact exploits in that regard in this interview. You can only hear that his friends who had fought in the war had been "shattered" and returned in that state back home. I took that to mean that he personally was involved in protest movements against the war as well.
People think of Chicago and perhaps some of those movies that have come out recently in the past few years, of how the "radical" movements and protests were the focus of attention and the smaller movements have since gone into the dustheap of forgotten lore that only participants such as myself vaguely "remember" in moments like this, only sporadically. Movements associated only with "big name" activists and organizations, terrorist or not, are the focus but the smaller places and groups are just obliterated in the national memory.
A 2-hour drive South of Chicago, where many students coming out of Chicago attended this most exquisitely high-standard university--rated as something of a "Big 10 Ivy-league" school far above and beyond an educational standard of excellence and considered to be on par with Ivy League educational levels by some who rank in these matters--it's also a kind of common lore associated with the U of I.
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I personally experienced, as the child onlooker at some of these parties, discussions and advice and instruction on equal rights, feminism, and a political stature of resistance to conformity that is now something akin to a death sentence hanging over my life like the Sword of Damocles.
To try to express the raw hatred that American and global society has levelled at me for having this level of understanding and education and the rancid hate that is endlessly thrust at me by people who have been trained their entire lives to follow and obey without question--
I have posted this exact video before with references to Joe Walsh and this sweatshirt he is wearing. Walsh undoubtedly, like so many of the very famous who have endlessly tortured me for years because I clicked on a movie on YouTube, or did nothing but they just got involved anyway--but the usual protocol is for me to click or listen to something and the artist or celebrity or politician to jump at their rotten chance to behave like what I can only endlessly use as a refrain for their exact behavior: pig apes--it's just disgusting how they behave this is the one and only term I can think to reference their behavior and mentality (no offense to pigs or apes, they are just animals I refer to the offensive motifs of these animals and not to the animals themselves).
Walsh had the opportunity no doubt to engage in this hate contract and never has. Today I feel more certain that this sweatshirt is an emblem of his sentiment towards what the University of Illinois had to offer for those who are willing to look beyond the Hotel California's of the world and into the less affluent but more meaningful rest stops along the highway of life and the travels into consciousness--political and of alternative perspective--and unconsciousness if you will--as the upper layers of consciousness certainly affect the lower realms of subconsciousness. The perspective of obeying and then viciously trying to enforce this upon others, this suppression of life force which so many are indelibly forced to swallow wholesale from as early an age as possible--
viciously performing the rites and rituals of oppression upon those who are not pounded down as these violent terrorist "pig apes" become in latter life (or early, some are just children and are rotten already).
I am going into a tangent. I feel that Joe Walsh, and listening to him here, reminds me that the feeling is not gone but so many of those who transmitted the feeling and energy have been MURDERED by these forces. It's still comforting to feel some of this energy, but trying to actively engage in any kind of resistance using this protest movement type of mentality that was the 70's is now a very dangerous path to traverse because it can intersect with the Highway to Hell (Hell being "other people" trying to get you off your happy path to your lovely journey in life's destination).
**This title is misleading--the main thrust of this interview is of a political nature, and of course, Colbert, who was a violently abusive terrorist who participated in teleporting me years ago (he slapped my face when I simply told him that I don't like his tv show or interviews--I just said I don't like it, while teleported and under hypnosis under a "truth serum" effect--in deep sleep but teleported. Essentially, I mean I was not in a state-of-mind where I could have answered in a less challenging way for these ego-driven-meaningless terrorists who constantly plague me in teleportation. Right now hacking is so bad I can barely type or write or think any longer--the keyboard is nearly impossible to write on. My thoughts are being blocked out--tabula rasa--can't continue--any mistakes or incomprehensibility in this post is due to hacker deletions/inserts--they are really going at it now...I hope one day there will be a political movement that will protect people like me from the ravages of this terrorism. But back to Colbert--his title, (did he personally chose this title for this YouTube video--it's under his name, Colbert's name--) but it focuses on trivial and not on the serious note on the threat to war veterans (as Walsh mentions the "shattered" Vietnam vets he encountered--and this was not a jolly good ole party theme Walsh was referring to--but Colbert turns the entire thing into a party meaningless little ditty piece in the title--and that is one reason I said to him that I just don't like his show--with his violent response to me just saying "I don't like your show"--I could, if only I could write, write about how sick and violently sinister some of these celebrities really are--I have tried--I did write about what Colbert did when it happened years ago. You will never see colbert wearing a sweatshirt with anything but a mainstream major motif commercial spin-off of some meme that is supposed to represent something commercially viable regarding his "alternative" comic consumer construct as a "personality" (or lack thereof, he is just another hateful oppressed oppressor faking it as a comic relief political commentarist/talk show double-agent working for fascist negation of alternative culture and alternative politics in particular).
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"U of Illinois Student Strike (Vietnam War protest). May 1970". jmonroe6691. November 11, 2015.
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