Monday, August 15, 2022

I regret having written anything adverse about the abused woman re the Amber Heard defamation trial, even though it is real, true and legitimate because she helped Depp to rape and beat me for TWO years prior to him turning the violence upon her, too. He had me poisoned and then raped me in what seemed like a regular basis for the two years as I endlessly begged him to stop; but he just had me tortured after rape, stole ideas, and then continue the violence while Heard watched on enjoying her promotions out of the deal. They stole my cat because I said no so often, and I have asked and demanded for her to be returned to me alive, if she is still alive. Otherwise, I defend Heard now because the stakes are so high for this verdict of Depp being innocent (he's a guilty as sin and hell) and it has to be reversed. My personal anger against Heard is legitimate but that pig scumbag being awarded for having "won" in what may have been a rigged outcome is so unjust that I fully support Heard at this point--and what the outcome of a real guilty verdict will bring. So hope the courts are not influenced and that this will be a fair trial (it seems so much money is backing an innocent verdict for rapist greasebag Depp and one of the wealthiest men on the planet is fully backing Depp because this contract out on me entails that this acting group is legitimate in the eyes of public opinion). You must win this upcoming appeal case, Heard.

Amber Heard Reveals New Legal Team Amid Johnny Depp Defamation Trial Verdict Appeal 




**warning** this post is extremely enraged, hyperbolic and filled with immature ranting name-calling. I am tired, it is midnight my time, I have been in pain for over the last month in this detox situation but I have been tortured every night for years while I sleep--the attacks are never stopped, I am exhausted, there is no end in sight from this endless violence so some ultra wealthy pieces of shit can capitalize on torturing me without end taking turns as they all get deals and promotions. I have harmed not a single one of them. The list of shit celebrities attacking me just with pig pitt and filthalina for YEARS taking turns, and now they are directing, producing, their have their own product lines, they have been put into awards ceremonies and have been handed top awards for crap movies and creepy acting and violent movies that have no reverberating appeal no one watches these crap movies which "win" and they "won" because of rigged awards ceremonies, and this contract out on me has put piece of shit into power and awards positions for years. The abuse towards me is never stopped, it's one of these creeps coming after me after the next, with crap like Depp and pig pitt endlessly being awarded, handed every single thing for handing out free passes to attack me to wear me down and abuse me into slow death--poisoning me non-stop along the way and drugging my food and then torturing me in teleportation--night after night. Politicians also come and go, the last one greasy Graham such an ugly and sinister sick politicians associated with Trump, just one of the Whorewood rapist criminals but still--Congress still won't stop this contract out on me and pigs like Pelosi come and attack me viciously alongside all the fascists who are part of this Whorewood team. One of the celebrities has apologized to me but has done nothing ever since to quell even the carnage endlessly being aimed at me. Behind all of them are Europigapes mostly out of England and France. They are all agents of foreign intervention in US media and propaganda for the 4th Reich takeover of the US. Pawns all. All so greedy and not a single one will apologize (except for one, one time) and repay me for the damages they have inflicted upon me, and no justice appears upcoming for me ever in the near and distant future. Despite new politicians being elected, this contract out on murdering me slowly and extracting and sucking out and raping, beating and abusing me without end one piece of rotten shit (all controlled by Europigapes ) after the next come to get their free deals after attacking me. Huge smiles on their rancid faces in media promotions afterwards for years-- One of them has been Heard and she's made millions in connection to this contract out on me. Nevertheless, I can only hope that her appeal will be a fair trial and that justice at least on some level will prevail towards this otherwise disgusting rapist abuser beater and pedophile apparently he's really only in love with his creepy daughter. They really are a pair of disgusting crap people, at least as far as I am concerned. They are nearly worshipped by the fascist French. I so hope that despite the ultra wealthy group that Heard must fight against, that for once one of these scumbags participating in this crime against me is not paraded around as being a hero for having raped and beaten me--or any other women. But I really need to get off this internet bloody exposure of my guts in writing these posts. This hell has been ongoing without a day of any ceasefire or release for me for over a decade and I am INNOCENT and have done nothing to any of these pigs except fight for my human rights and fight to defend myself against their racist attacks--and viciously attacked by the Jews participating in this crime even before the teleportation it's just recurrent hate directed at me by the minority minions but endless violence directed at me courtesy of the United States Government endlessly endorsing these torture methodologies and weapons and drugs, death squad groups and there appears to never be an end in sight ever..so I am exhausted, disgusted by the shit people but even moreso by the really crap US Government and society for helping this along--and if you Europeans try to assume that the problem is a dysfunctional American society and government the problem stems from Europeans as far as I can tell-the situation is no different in your crappy countries so don't put any crap on my internet about how sick America is compared with your even more sick countries--at least America recognizes the sickness your well-heeled societies are adepts at disguising your real fascist proclivities and fake deceptions with polite trained behavioral expectations. The fascists in the streets of Europe are open about it, though. You people with financial means are very cool about concealing your affiliations of fascist Nazi import. Don't blame American society blame yourselves and your own societies, oh guilty Europ-a's out there endlessly hissing about how much you really hate America but so want to just move on in and take over all you can out of my country. I don't believe really anything any of you claim about how wonderful your country is compared with "stupid" America.
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I have to stop writing about this hell because I've been detailing exactly the violence endlessly being directed at me and it's never stopped by anyone. It's diminished perhaps but then some other scumbag takes over with pig pitt and depp and the shit associated with them fully backing the action and getting more and more promotions for their inclusion--it's just like a snowball effect of shit rolling down a hill-more and more latch onto the bandwagon of torture. I sit here writing about it and it's enthralling for people to masturbate over reading about all this violence while I struggle for my life to just heal from poisoning as they keep poisoning my body, my sleep, my home my food and you all think it's wonderful. I have to stop writing it's enough by now. I just hope some day, how long will it take? This will be recognized as a CRIME and not a promotional opportunity for creep scumbags to participate in while claiming they "love and care" and fight for social justice and all that bs crap you all make millions off promoting.

Years of my body being inflicted with fungus, mutilations, parts of my body broken, cut out, my hair, skin and every other part of my body affected by nightly assaults upon my body--the list is so long I can never get through the endless attacks upon my body for me just fighting for justice and human rights and to not be raped by ugly sinister men I have no attraction to who are looking for an easy promotional deal and an outlet for their woman-hating racist violence--as their crappy shitty whore women watch on so relieved that the pig ape men they "love" are raping and abusing me, they feel so entitled-Heard was one of these types of women and probably still is of that mindset. Nothing but silence and the hell continues. Not a single penny for damages much less the ideas most of them have stolen or watched as I fought and I continue to fight for my life to be left in peace, but not left destitute or forced into some kind of domestic violence slavery to be raped and beaten and abused slowly to death (or quickly, who knows..) with some baby extracted out of me by some pig ape man I would rather destroy who probably plans on killing me after he and his filthy pig wife and friends have obtained all they want to suck out, steal and destroy out of me. The US government continues to claim it is fighting for "Democracy" as it spends millions and billions to help bolster foreign countries. The very same politicians come to assault me with vicious death threats and violence, in full support of this crime against me because they want a class of people who have NO CHANCE to compete in the market forces where only those they choose (white supremacists, their donor base) have any chance whatsoever to compete--the rest must kiss up or get out (die). Become slaves in everything but name---I fight this and am threatened with murder by politicians and these celebrity pig apes as a result of fighting for constitutionally protected rights which are unprotected as I sit here writing and the most famous people in America are reading this and my posts for YEARS and not a single one has done any damn thing to stop this. So I must STOP this writing, you are really not the people I want to connect with anyway and none of you really ever has been high in my personal opinion of high regard--I don't hold your opinions or the fact that corrupt scum like you people (most of you, 99 % probably_) reading this have been unjustly put into power. The politicians are traitors and treasonous--they should not be in power. The celebrities are sell-out whores who are puppets of Europigape fascist Nazi 4th Reich regimes disguised as "Democratic" institutionalized kindly entities.
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It is hard to forgive this person but I felt a pang of regret when she lost. One jury member said that she appeared sobbing one minute and cold as ice the next, so he concluded that she was faking and discredited her testimony. I know from years of torture (years from Depp in teleportation) that after the initial shock you can shift from being extremely upset but after so much times is consumed by reliving the trauma by having to confront it (I write about it, thus "confronting it" and Heard is "confronting it" in endless weeks of testifying, with years of consulting with attorneys. You can very easily go from extreme emotions to being cold because of the numbing effect of having to go through all the reliving of the bs. The jury member has no idea what domestic violence does to a person and also the blame game for victims.

To Amber Heard: please make sure the jury selection process eliminates dumb people who have no awareness of the impact of domestic violence. I hope you win. I regret having written my posts during your trial--I wrote some unkind words but it was justified in my opinion. However I was extremely sad that you lost and now fully support your effort. I think it's a sick crime that the fascist Nazis out of Europe i.e. France and the fragrance company are endorsing Depp like he's a hero. His allegiance with foreign countries such as France and being a completely brainwashed pawn by these Nazi entities has made him immune to the supposed "feminism" that is used to attack people like Polanski, but otherwise when it comes to this pretender fascist Nazi puppet being exploited by the French and the fascist Europ-a fascists, he's exempt from all moral responsibility. Put into a role as being a monarch and then put into position as a fragrance promoter for a very "fashionable" line of colognes for men. It's a complete sexist support for violence against women--especially since it's an American woman--and of course Depp teleported me to Cannes where he was disgusting and sleazy but put in a very "fashionable" situation during the Cannes festival--back in around 2013 or 2014--so many years of endless attacks against me I can't off the top of my memory recall without having to really think about this--I think it was 2013--

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A most disgusting creep. GOOD FOR YOU for your continued fight.

Please SUPPORT AMBER HEARD in this next trial. MAY SHE WIN MAY YOU WIN this creep cannot be exalted any longer for his rape and brutality against women. The Europigape models such as Moss are complete scum who love the fact that he's such a good pawn for EUropigape fascist overtake of American media--which she herself plans on being a part of-alongside f-ing Pig pitt and filthalina and the goons who have endlessly attacked me--for years, just right after Depp stopped--they took over with increase in violence against me.

How I wish there were endless trials against them all. But I can only hope that Heard WINS AND WINS and I fully support you. That you lost and immediately that disgusting rapist abuser violent greasebag scumbag was handed roles making him seem like some royalty is DISGUSTING and I have for so many years only felt like the French at that level of wealth who are truly fascist Nazis are disgusting and foul--I was invited by the late wife of T-rump to go shopping in the South of France and I declined--while under hypnosis--or while sleeping, teleported and just said "those fuckers" to which Trump smiled but Ivana began a campaign of inserting fungus into my EARS, having French tv blasting outside my window every day for hours for at least 6 months without end. construction going on and on. And more and more violence just because I said the wealthy French (fascists) are fuckers and I don't want to have their clothing--even if for free. I was raped in a most disgusting way by rotten greasy Depp at a Cannes "private screening" of me being exploited in this most disgusting way--it was a lavish and wealthy set-up in some room at Cannes.

I do not intend to include of course every person in that country--just those associated with this contract--and I have been attacked by wealthy French for years in Miami Beach--when I worked at a 5-star French restaurant and then in clubs (selling cigars) and I have lost all respect for that culture (not all the people, just the wealthy, that can also include English in some respect, but not much. The same kind of behavior is true to form in England, America and indeed France and in every other country. Blaming America for being a sick country is so erroneous because Americans who are of this fascist MAGA style group set take their behavioral cues from Europigapes and that means English even at lowest levels of society. It includes French even at lowest levels of society.
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But Dear Amber Heard, please focus on the jury selection and emphasize people who understand the effects of domestic violence on victims, and that victims can also "fight back" physically after being abused--that women like Heard hit that filthy creep back is supposed to be some indictment of her "violence" against that pig ape creep--his daughter included. I mjust add though, that Heard has participated in attacking me alongside Depp's rotten rat daughter and that was years after the initial divorce and dv accusations.
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But goddamn WIN Heard and take the cues from the problems of the first court case where
Depp the rapist abuser violator and scumbag was awarded so much for being such a creep--by society, by the jury--I would suggest that money paid for the verdict as well as Elon Musk also was and is involved in this Depp/Pitt/etc terrorist group from Whorewood and perhaps there was some underhanded pay-outs and incentives for this pro-Depp the pig ape innocent verdict. The jury member I read who was interviewed sounded like an idiot who has no awareness of what violence is or how trauma affects people.
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I so hope you win, win win reverse this unfair verdict. The creeps associated with Depp i.e. the terrorists who have attacked me for years after the years of Depp attacking me--the good ole blonde bigot pit and his filthy wife the rapist scumbag "feminist"--oh, how sickening they are. If Depp continues to "win", pig pit also wins and so does filthalina and the other skanks associated with this crime (so many of them).
------Btw one of the black rapper parasites who verbally threatened me with violence after participating in this hate crime is being awarded and awarded and awarded with so many promotions--it's just one f-ing scumbag attacking me after the next being promoted by this insidious group--which also has fostered Trump into power through his violence against me--which you, Heard participated in. maybe you support Trump, but what Trump has done is set women far back in power--and so you should rethink your willingness to do anything to appeal to men in power and think about what they actually represent and how you participate in violence yourself--which has boomeranged against me. Having said that, win and get that pig Depp and then please reconsider your support of rapist men (i.e. Trump) and that group, including Depp's filthy rat daughter.

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This post has been a very emotionally ranting "immature" hate vitriolic expression or rage that has been festering for so many years because the hell is never stopped--the teleportation violence is never stopped--the attacks on my property and body is never stopped by this sick government. So hope one day this US Government will also be held responsible for the terrorist domestic violence simulation that they create using this insidious technology and gang stalking terrorism.. They have forced domestic violence upon me without me having "allowed" it to happen. I am tortured for fighting to not be a victim of shit like Depp or pig pit or their crappy wives. Please rethink your former decisions, Dearest Heard, and do not allow this kind of torture technology or situation to continue to be allowed, if you can get beyond your own personal rage, then rethink the decisions you have made to continue to support this technology which enables men to rape and abuse women (which has a collateral effect on women "like" you, Heard, in case you are able to connect those dots at all).

I have been under far too much attack and for too long. That Heard has reached global media attention for her claims of DV while I am TORTURED by members of Congress for fighting to not be artificially forced into a domestic violence torture victim raped status without my "allowing" it to happen or "doing something to deserve it"---; by now I am fighting one disgusting pig ape creep rapist and abuser after the next. The list of them is endless and they all "worship" blonde women like you, Heard--but when they finally can't pretend to be good guys and with a lack of women to abuse, they turn against women like you too. That is why women like you love this technology--but eventually the men become so sick that they turn into ultra violent pieces of shit and the women do too--so please try to extend your fight and the people who support you into fighting to stop this kind of enforced DV on people like me who are innocent and have been tortured for YEARS to try to force this shit upon women who are not married to pigs like this, who need women to beat and rape and abuse in order to vent their hate for women on the women who they are not married to--
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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.