Wednesday, August 3, 2022

My indelible upbringing in Champaign, Illinois; The ghost of Lincoln haunts me with longing to not let Illinois culture of antiquity--100 years before I was born--which nurtured and grew this independent icon, Abraham Lincoln-- native son of America. I will not allow his legacy to be Gone with the Wind and replaced by fascist Nazi/KKK/Mafia/Europ-a entitlement "aristocracy" plantation slavery systematic death-- now reborn and rising like a demonic vampire out of the ashes of all these wars to stop slavery and give humanity a new footing on the slopes of existence into freedom---but the old system is rising once more in a form of organized technocratic slavery.

 "Lincoln Tomb". Illinois DNR. June 19, 2018.



I remember walking past the tomb of Lincoln with my 4th grade class on a field trip from Champaign to Springfield. It was a creepy sensation in that crypt, and I felt a chill and a sense of dread death. However, afterward I would look at photos of Lincoln and feel the warmth and love that surrounded him in these photos. I remember the older people in my community of Champaign who were devoutly religious and had a similar kind of warmth and acceptance that Lincoln appears to have expressed towards humanity. I feel that it was one of the last vestiges of that former culture in which Lincoln thrived, that old Illinois grounded and pious culture, or so it seemed (I was only a child). It seems to have disappeared ever since. Thinking of this sensation for the past few years in remembrance of how special places are fertile grounds for the growth of such incredible people, I feel that this Illinois sanctuary as it was before all the interconnectivity of our modern culture had created a most unique culture of a need to advance humanity into a more true humanitarian space in a new nation.
It is one reason I abhor the encroachment of fascist foreign influence that I am confronted with constantly and my upbringing is one of the reasons why I do not want this particular culture that Illinois once had to be gone with the wind while slavery reinstates itself like an ancient dragon of blood rising from the ashes of the fight enslave people once more as has been the predominant theme in the Earth for millennium.

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"No man is good enough to govern another man, without his consent."--Abraham Lincoln.
"Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him POWER."--Abraham Lincoln.

"Greatest Speech in American History (Abe Lincoln's Gettysburg Address)". Red Frost Motivation. July 7, 2020.


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Believe in their acting and movie roles PUT THEM IN POWER because they entertain you!: As I lay in bed for the past TWO MONTHS in agony at times, under non-stop assault by the haters I have written of endlessly as they are encouraged to go deeper into abuse--years of them making millions off my ideas and out of just simply dumping their racist and sleazy sexist hate upon me as symbol and everything they "hate" and thusly, regardless of anything I have done (nothing except compete and win--in the past before decades of poisoning and health care denied and then torture and poisoning nearly to death and then tortured to the extent that I have spent years in torture hysteria on blogs writing to the incompetent shit of america who have allowed this hate cartel to just go on and on---to the detriment of the planet. 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Hours of abuse being punched hit slapped and raped by the group and yelled at and sneered at and a president, his wife, two california governors, a senator, another senator, a house rep from Congress and about in the past 3 months 150 celebrities have rushed to assault me with the main abusers who are just rolling in money and were before they latched onto assaulting me becaues appratenly their money could not buy them slots in main roles and producer and profiting off the ideas they steal from me---torturing me to get more and yelling "loser" and "stupid" as they go on every second of the day yelling and threatening y life and abusing and making tears come out of my eyes--spraying stinking filth on my clothing my furniture my curtains my bed etc under things filth sprayed and dumped using their mechanical arms--in every room behind panels which are opened and then sealed shut on the other side---non-stop it goes on and on. 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They injected something into my scalp to make the hair dead in the front of my hairline---that goes along with sick and stupid sleazy deep sleep teleportation skits of hate, homelessness and abuse--my hair is completely gone on most of my scalp from the damage they have done, my skin is pockmarked and racked with scars from nghtly poisoning my body is hard internally like an internet hard wall restricting my body and fighting to get it out since 2011 and I am still fighting as for hours every day the rat spawn of depp screams hate at me dirty arnold is always encourating every sick parasitic psychopath sadist (that is what the humanitarians in media and in congress all rally around, the sadism the violence and torture every single one of them don't doubt it for a second--the hippie musicians of the 60's and 70's who were most famous have not stopped for years and years participating all callous rape culture and racist sexist the MEN and their hippie women just can't wait to profit off inflicting torture and near-death upon an innocent person--oh the excuses they make just labeling me with any absurd but dangerous label of justification and then all repeat it. 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Almost all of whorewood has participated all the A$$-hole actor/actress haters all using this contract to never have to fight for a role again, in league with the politicians who want to never have to fight for another election again (rump is promising a 100-year no-contest for repug wins after the midterms when the jack-in-the-box nazi reversion campaign for the golden era of nazi and feudal lord dark ages resumed. To see me able to compete and win and also be beautiful has meant mutilation without end for over 18 years without a single fuck in the entire world defending me against this brutality not one single person doing more than a mere little drop in an ocean of violence---that is the future whatever they are promising for the midterms by now I doubt seriously will result in anything but--in the end not immediate but long-term a worsening of the current but short-term they will appear like Nirvana. In history this has always been the case, but then OOPS THEY Will fail and inevitably the fasco nazi haters will get their concentration camps not only for the "illegal" brown people....

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