Wednesday, August 3, 2022

My indelible upbringing in Champaign, Illinois; The ghost of Lincoln haunts me with longing to not let Illinois culture of antiquity--100 years before I was born--which nurtured and grew this independent icon, Abraham Lincoln-- native son of America. I will not allow his legacy to be Gone with the Wind and replaced by fascist Nazi/KKK/Mafia/Europ-a entitlement "aristocracy" plantation slavery systematic death-- now reborn and rising like a demonic vampire out of the ashes of all these wars to stop slavery and give humanity a new footing on the slopes of existence into freedom---but the old system is rising once more in a form of organized technocratic slavery.

 "Lincoln Tomb". Illinois DNR. June 19, 2018.



I remember walking past the tomb of Lincoln with my 4th grade class on a field trip from Champaign to Springfield. It was a creepy sensation in that crypt, and I felt a chill and a sense of dread death. However, afterward I would look at photos of Lincoln and feel the warmth and love that surrounded him in these photos. I remember the older people in my community of Champaign who were devoutly religious and had a similar kind of warmth and acceptance that Lincoln appears to have expressed towards humanity. I feel that it was one of the last vestiges of that former culture in which Lincoln thrived, that old Illinois grounded and pious culture, or so it seemed (I was only a child). It seems to have disappeared ever since. Thinking of this sensation for the past few years in remembrance of how special places are fertile grounds for the growth of such incredible people, I feel that this Illinois sanctuary as it was before all the interconnectivity of our modern culture had created a most unique culture of a need to advance humanity into a more true humanitarian space in a new nation.
It is one reason I abhor the encroachment of fascist foreign influence that I am confronted with constantly and my upbringing is one of the reasons why I do not want this particular culture that Illinois once had to be gone with the wind while slavery reinstates itself like an ancient dragon of blood rising from the ashes of the fight enslave people once more as has been the predominant theme in the Earth for millennium.

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"No man is good enough to govern another man, without his consent."--Abraham Lincoln.
"Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him POWER."--Abraham Lincoln.

"Greatest Speech in American History (Abe Lincoln's Gettysburg Address)". Red Frost Motivation. July 7, 2020.


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**I haven't checked for hacking typos and deletions/rewrites. There must be some. Whatever is unreadable is due to hacking. I wrote all perfectly the first time and edited as I went along.

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collapsed on my bed after a day of abuse, torture and physical fights with body builders, mma fighters, boxers, stunt men and women who sit with legs askew watching with grim smirking delight making death threats and insults at me continuously while I am in my room fighting for my life to heal, shitting out stinking gall stones and black layers of hard and then diarrhea poison brown sometimes. Sometimes the poison is like a huge snake literally hard as rock clogging my toilet and I have to dig out chunks of hard rock-like formations which have been stuck inside my body for decades, literally as this group continued to poison me to death laughing all the while, and mocking how "fat" my body was and etc on my breasts while having me mutilated as often as they possibly could (while in deep sickness healing sleep in particular). I collapsed and could not move any longer to put the 6 layers of protection around my head,, hair, mouth, chin and neck from insertions gouging (while I was unable to do this for at least one week last month, noem and this german scum sick filth ape rat had bulbs inserted under my skin on my face--silicone injections to appear like blemishes just appearing with a tell-tale hard shape one day to the next and only when I am too exhausted to put on the endless layers around hands, feet, mouth, head) Last night they once more gouged under my cuticles there are huge purple welts the skin on my hands have been permanently damaged from YEARS of harsh chemicals slathered on forearms and hands so they look like I've done hard manual labor in the sun for decades, but instead all I've been doing is pounding on keyboards writing posts and laying in bed utterly dying from poisoning and fighting these rapist ape scum whores who are teleporting and raping me as they slice parts of my body out laughing, mutilating etc. My hair now dry and brittle yesterday it was soft and pliant and hair falling out so they doused my hair with deadening chemicals. They forced a teleportation skit of a blind man running at me to kill me, screaming, etc. I didn't have to get up to urinate which is how they usually administer the drugs by inserting the drugs and liquids (it used to be a mix of sewage water and fungus literally internal sepsis they were aiming at to murder me in so many ways). Dealing with newsom who has been having me abused to death not merely since last july when I was so traumatized from at least one year of non-stop beatings and rape from groups of english and german scum shit whores (and years and years of this going on and on with individuals but now they bring on entire groups to assault meliterally all day and night).

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