Thursday, August 18, 2022

Regrets for having written my post yesterday about the leech parasitic black Nazi parasite rapper. Not because what I wrote was 'wrong" (because I am certain it was "right" in every respect) but wrong in that I was drugged, triggered and under mind control and reacted to a hacked/pirated video deliberately placed on an MSNBC YouTube news list that I think was a contrived situation. The list of news narratives for that day (yesterday, but 2 days ago in the US as I am 12 hours ahead GMT +7) all the news archived shows were focused entirely on the latest T-rump national scandal/FBI. True to form, yesterday (the night after I had exploded in a drugged and decade-long non-stop campaign of torture/murder attempts/ one psycho sleaze parasite celebrity after the next participating in this crime with even more violently belligerent politicians threatening to murder me alongside the violent rapist celebrities (of both of "our" "wonderful Democracy and beacon of Freedom US Government":.

 This insidious ugly rap K-rap thing (I use the term "K-rap" to imply the K-economy--which was a term that is not outdated but just LAST year it denoted the sharp divide between the rich and poor; it was a campaign slogan indiscriminately thrown around when the Dems were fighting the Reps. Since the Dems have won, this term has been swept into oblivion because of course the "American people" have to believe by all means that things are going "back to school normal" and the kiddies can once more splurge on every financial irresponsibility believing that there is no end in sight to our national GDP growth--even when a recession looms.

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But I digress. Of course my brain is being afflicted now as it was yesterday when I ranted like a roaring climate change poisoned ecosystem--which my body and brain have become from a decade of non-stop torture by the people who hold the levers of policy control who continue to poison the planet with so many toxic things (mind programming, consumption policies of conspicuous consjumption) and voila! The psycho parasite leeches like Poop scumbag rapper the K-rap crap who hacked an interview of himself claiming he's so politically clean and pristine fighting endlessly for black rights amongst the evils of a post-t-rump era--fighting against his co-conspirator T-rump 45 as a covert cheerleader fighting for black meaningless sell-outs to sell merch with their rotten ugly faces imposed on the labels as a status and wealth symbol and just eat and drink the crap they are selling for you and your children to imbibe--candy coated bs on all levels to be pumped into your system. Drink that gin and juice, treat minority women like whores and worship blonde bigot Nazi women and attack a defenseless teleportation victim of endless torture to get your crap promoted and a Grammy perhaps, because you can't get an Oscar. That was the theme of the piece of crap K-rap scum in his interview, I only watched less than one minute of it but his fixation was on claiming that he wanted to win a Grammy for his crumby crap K-rap (only singularly fixated on $$$ and his status and fame using any means possible--the blonde Nazi woman who tells him to assault me as she watches on like all the Nazis do when their brown and black minority minions perform acts of violence towards me--in this case it was ordering filth to be forced into my body and home and death threats--and I had no contact with this rotten piece of filth, and never watched his videos except only to see what the big deal was--seeing a slut whore creep writhing with women "twerking" as he called them the b-word--which he called me after I wrote of real political analysis while he only repeats slogans and is called some kind of political activist for repeating what his publicist/agent has instructed him to mouth for his image and promotion.

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But what an utter waste of energy, time and space this parasite cesspool black energy-sucking hole this leech really is. last night as I opened the people dot com website his disgusting face selling the crap for one more product associated with his name was featured in a hacked template "article" about yet another thing he has been handed for, in part, his participation in racist white supremacist Nazi terrorism, hugging his money tree blonde Nazi fascist female partner--whose rotten face and articles about the felon cooking and cleaning cookie-fudge personality also hacked into my system--on the very same page of the front page of the cybe People magazine issue for yesterday--obviously hacked. There also were a plethora of pit and p-alina feud articles--which seem to be legitimate but coming from "them" it seems this also was hacked into my system.

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But for me to be triggered like this, please let me try to emphasize dear readers if there are any, that I am being DRUGGED by poisons and drugs that have been concocted to break through any inhibiting barriers or self-defense modes that the brain uses as any defense for self-protection. I can completely forget about having a poker face or stoic stance and everything triggers me by now. If I were not endlessly in pain, suffering from absolutely dehabilitating poisons hardened into my spine/hips/skull/legs/knees/shoulders/feet with broken toes, fractured vertebrae (all done while I was unconscious, nothing that happened to me from anything I ever did--) and I am drugged with this unbelievable mind control drug cocktail every single day, inflicted upon my body either through a skin patch (as I had assumed it was being done by mechanical arms, but then realizing that it is being inserted into my bladder while I sleep--as I feel nothing while I am teleported, in a deep  unconscious state due to the microchip implants just closing down the sensory awareness into a numb and non-feeling state as they inflict broken brones, and inset objects under my fingernails, into my body, under my skin, and I am poisoned every day. I am still, I believe, being inserted via bladder injection--but I am not absolutely certain about that--I know they forced this upon me every day for years and it has kept me sick and my muscles contracted into a spasmed pain soI could not move--as more poison was inserted into my body creating a bloating and hardening effect into my intestines and etc--all the while under torture and stress factor conditions making healing and calm impossible). So I reacted yesterday almost upon cue. This is part of the "mind control" operation--to get the target to react to prompts and cues that are hacked and/or forced upon their brains via tv, internet, all kinds of technology used for telecommunication and "entertainment" and news sources. I am so alone and never with any support system, endlessly and most viciously attacked while sleeping with death scenes and homelessness as I remain under threat of murder and homelessness in real life--because they have blocked every avenue of personal attainment for me except to run through their labyrinth that I think has no good ending for me if I can't get out of this maze they have forced upon me.  I keep trying to get the US politicians to stop this crazed "mind control" situation but they are remote and only want to get career boosts by threatening me to comply.

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So I reacted to what I believe is an utter energy-sucking leech, this K-rap crap rapper thing who is such a fixated parasite attacking me like a starving and vicious leech to get more awards, to sell of more crap to sell off to the public with his name put on the label--a Grammy perhaps for successfully threatening me with murder, his violent "kill the Jews" typical Black racist policy that I have only seen ever since I was bused from the white neighborhood to attend the "experimental" school in the remote Black neighborhood jointly run by the University of Illinois--where I was subjected to white Nazis as young little leeches instructing the Black lackies and minions to attack and assault me as the whites watched on--all children of University professors as I was myself at the time--intellectuals, hippies and absolute fascist racists who attacked me with the Blacks really nasty towards me, as is happening now in Whorewood, just a repeat of grade school elementary basic racism --the Oreo factor but in the "a-dolt) world where everyone is posturing that they are now grown up and fighting for publicity to be noted as being exemplary activists fighting against every injustice possible--but attacking me using this same old racist plantation-based system whre uncle tom and auntie J viciously assault me because their "masters" tell them to do it so they can continue to live in the big house on the hill--it's disgusting. They are a waste of time and energy. This was something I should not have reacted to but I swear I am poisoned and drugged and I am not in my normal mental state and really need to not be telpeorted or have politicians and celebrities viciously attack me like swarms of vampire bats looking to suck and drain my life out of me with their stupidity, hate, sleaze, sexual depravity and loveless meaningless bs so they can endlessly get more promotions out of demonstrating to Big Brother Nazi cesspool, inc. that they are part and parcel of the Insurrection and the devastation of the United States turning it, helping people like Trump and co., turn America into a violently brutal aristocratic regime of feudal tyranny with tyrants having access to murdering the poor and helpless or their enemies using this technology and murder "system" that people like the corrupt politicians have funded and continue to rely on for their endless monopolies-as the country is now embroiled in gangs of death squad operators with assault weapons organizaging to have a "Civil War". 


The waste of energy and time celebrities who are really promoting this propaganda but in this covert, psychological mind programming entertaiment push, are just sipping their poison and joice cocktails and drugs and cocaine and highs on torture and violence as they sit on the heaps of inflated money, having parties over the carnage they have helped to create. The danse of the red death marches on to the marching orders of the fascist Nazi regime that is paying them to promote this psychological agenda and also the mass consumption of wealth and status and pornographic display that the entertainment media is selling off using these soulless sell-out fakes.

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I should not write about them, I only look "hysterical" when I do so. They all threaten to murder me, they are torturing me as politicians hand them millions of dollars in deals and more promotions to continue this. Their plantation slavery heritage is urging them to recreate the Confederacy but it will in the future not have a Mason-DIxon Line to delineate any political faction.


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Clumps of hair continuously falling out when I brush my damaged destroyed hair, what is left of it from years of fungus semen and hair-follicle destruction chemicals slathered into my scalp by the whorewood group STILL welcomed to inflict death upon me in covert, slow mechanisms of undetectable torture, information extraction and violence. Once more Gavin Newsom literally under threat of continuous torture-to-death by his ally Tom Hardy asked me for a tarot reading about whatever--his premise to run for president. I instantly told him to stop the near-death torture that he and hardy have been giggly and sexually completely turned on with derision rape and torture sexual emotional and physical abuse leveling my body hormone levels combined with endless murder poisons I am shitting out from decades of them pent-up inside layers of hard-as-rock poisons that were integrated with mind control drugs and other poisons to kill me undetectable--every day fighting to stretch and exercise while a panel of men who have raped tortured abused my cats insulted me with hate and derision then destruction when I defend myself--politicians rushing to threaten to have me killed for defending myself all sitting there urging me to hurry up and get the poisons out so they can achieve their agenda of forcing a baby out of me for next generation mind control experimentation and studies---forced out of me in a system of life-threat abuse rape and racist violence that is akin to lynch mob covert murder and destruction of american independence of racial equality which is enforced with malice and malevolent murderous violence by English Imperialists--Hardy a staunch Royalist and today after his endless hissing death threats while I was going to the toilet while I held any object his abuse that goes on literally every moment all day into the night then in deep sleep; now maybe 7 months of him after years of endless euro-apes rushing to do the same with shitalina and ugly dirty pig ape pitt using this contract to steal MY IDEAS so they appear as if they are not stupid dirty mediocrity prostituted nazi iconography ape scumbags----bringing in non-stop europigape shit whores who rush violently at me beating raping having me on my knees as they sexually torture and abuse me when I fight back shit like nancy pelosi (with newsom as part of her cartel plantation backed by italian fascist and brooklyn mafia genocidal murdering bigots---) and thusly, I collapsed in the past 10 days from huge chunks of poison that have been embedded and latched into my spine and hips into my skull extending into my entire skeleton in a labyrinth of complexity twisting tubes of the hard poison with pockets of stinking foul black poison pouring into my blood stream and literally ripping cellular muscle tissue and internal skin out of my body---I collapse very often on my bed unable to keep my head up in a sinking drugged sickness often they gouge the cuticles cut them out (hardy had this done at the onset of his terrorism and rape and beatings and non-stop death threats for the first few months---actually, more than half a year of daily and nightly torture from this odious thug completely welcomed to abuse me into fractured mental states of sobbing and crying to stop raping me get off me shut up screaming as ugly shitalina sits watching smiling and laughing ugly dirty pig ape pitt smug and determined that his years of going to the oscars for the ideas his group of shit stole from me--from Once upon a time in whorewood to spotlight to blonde to babylon and tv shows he has producted (i.e. about bob marley) and just for having inflicted mutilation tortrure abuse and rape upon me his dirty trashy mediocre partner shitalina has gone to the oscars for stealing ideas verbatim that i wrote maria malificent another movie about cambodia and multiple movie themes and concepts she has stolen from my writing--using my words verbatim as her "feminist" pitch for the United Nations during the Nazi regime ousting jewsw from whorewood such as weinstein, etc etc. I fell asleep because huge hardened chunks of death and murder poisons I had twisted out of the sides of my back into the lateral framework of the sagittal plane---and I literally could not move I could not wrap the layers of protection around my head as I do every night; I began wrapping my head for the past 2 days but not having taken a shower for over 5 days I finally was able to wash the tell-tale greasy stink that was sprayed and rubbed into my scalp which they do every time I cannot protect my body. My hands are huge and ugly from chemicals slathered on my hands, the cuticles having been literally cut out of multiple fingers and toes my hands and feet are completely deformed the skin hideously scaly from the moisture being completely destroyed---the months of working every day to heal are just reverted back to the horrific state my hair and scalp and body has been for years of not being able to defend or protect myself while I was so bloated and paralyzed with poisons latched onto my spine in every single possible contortion combination pulling in every direction simultaneously so drugged I could not understand movie plots and etc. Every day being tortured for more creative ideas so the dirty filth of europigapeland can use my ideas as their own to infiltrate the American market. Policitians rushing to join in making every kind of death threat at me as they profit and join into the endlessly corrupted media empire that the europigapes have either bought out and control from behind the scenes or have actually purchased or play controller roles therein. the Nazi network also demands that all obey all the dictates of their control. Thusly Hardy went at me today and it is instant energy-draining hate for this vile and filthy thug who appears only to be a mediocre mindless bigot with boxing training using it upon me. They smeared my hair so badly that the barely thin layer of hair covering the huge bald spot from years of my hair being so damaged for a few months after I fought off a german rapist who was especially violent and abusive and I called him a pig--dirty filthy arnold shit-negtger rushed to hug him openly in front of me putting his snake arm around the german stupid ape creep--who had been trained in the art of passionate violin playing by a wheel-chair bound Israeli Jew very famous--who happily gave this german lout lessons because Jews are supposed to service nazis, didn't you know? Instantly the Jewish man poured his videos onto my youtube channel but my hair began to fall out in clumps my scape was knobby from the hair follicles literally having been pulled out--hair removal technology was used on my scalp to literally pull hair follicles out. There is nothing I can do to regrow in these 80% bald patches on my hair but extremely thin 1/8 inch sprouts of hair have grown back after putting everything I can think of and purchase on the scalp. Gone---5 days of such sickness that as usual I was writing FURIOUSLY BEGGING FOR MY LIFE TO GET HARDY OFF FROM ABUSING ME TO DEATH while poisons were literally ripping out of my central nervous system, taking bits of nervous system cellular structure and muscle and flesh out and dumping murder toxins congealed into my body for over 40 years--this is what was done to me decades ago from multiple surgeries, just by the way. Somehow as a miracle someone got hardy from abusing me to death by making him stop for one day--the ape has returned because behind him are the English crown members of the wealthy "elite" pig ape cartel, who have proven to be stupid ugly dirty racist bigots with very little behind their assumption of intellectual superiority. They claim is bolstered by having me drugged into near comatose inability to understand, being manipulated by them mentally while I am in deep sleep state teleported to their houses where they play lying skits so I presume the situation is relevant to one concept but instead they are using word plays on the meanings as if I am consenting to their abuse and degradation skits. Little beyond power grabbing machiavellian mental mind screw mentality has ever been demonstrated by the english "elite" who rush to have their violent lower classes inflict the street fighting thuggery upon me in my vulnerable state while ugly shitalin and pig ape pitt sit smug because for over 16 years I have told them NO that I can't stand them by now it's in every subconscious state declaring how odious and repulsive and dirty and what parasites they are---still they persist because like hardy they are mostly mediocrity their pumped-up body images trained and coached NOT POISONED with hardening and bloating chemicals and not infected with racist bias intending to crush the spirit and pride of the groups they want to exploit (to death) such as Jews, blacks, etc (amplifying gays as long as they are mostly white or service them if they are otherwise--the one group that the Nazis abhored is now seminally welcomed into the 4th Reich which is homosexuality but only as long as it is in the private enclaves of the wealth orgy estates and private, not as any potential power group in society).//so, telling hardy with seething hate that he is disgusting--but i was watching something that was hacked into my youtube channel with Prince Charles and his spouse riding in some carriage to greet trump & frau nazi wife---and I said trying to be friendly trying to say something honestly positive that, yes that was beautiful and if I were english I would be proud of such a display. Instantly as if I had exposed a weakness or vulnerability hardy punched my breasts with violent hate saying "damn right" blah blah about english superiority and that I had belittled his culture previously--but I have never said that the beautiful buildings and the displays are inferior I have stated that their overtake of america using death squads and utmost racism and minorities who are blank and dumb control victims of racism fighting for a "piece of the pie" are their dumbed-down pawns; apparently america is comletely controlled by this group. The whites are in-training for the lessons to be learned in the psychological destruction of groups which pose a threat to their centuries of millennia of racist overtake of other cultures and societies (along with the rest of europe, basing much on Roman history and fascist and Imperialism the entire continent was the precursor to american slaughter and genocide of the Indigenous Indian tribes and everything else they could depose and steal from--which is the prevailing norm now regarding "minority" groups in America a similar pan-euro model of genocide is being trained through these mind control skits and Hardy is like the masses of the working class "soldiers" and for Hardy it is his huge chance to get out of playing thug roles and have the elite mark of distinction he is reveling in the money and profits and awards generated he is fixated into abusing me (to death) if he could. //NOthing can get him off me. The politicians are determined to get this contract, the democrats are working with the republicans in this private mind control hate scheme so they all "share" in the power structure and share dividends alike and no amount of change or resistance is possible even with the changing of horses the guard remains something of violent armies protecting the monarchy's interests (america now as a vassal colonized state of english imperialism german nazism french haute fascist fashion and italian mafia programming). I just have to add that Scorsese "won" some award for his movie about an American indigenous tribe of wealthy indian women who had inherited massive amounts of wealth due to oil being discovered on their native tribal lands--or those lands meted out to the tribes after the Euro-=colonists decimated slaughtered and destroyed and left them with nothing. This same principle of stealing all and giving nothing in return is the operating priincipal of this contract out on me. Besides that, the movie about some tribe with the actors who have rushed to assault me for decades (even before their open inclusion in this semi-closed circuit of terrorism absolutely controllked by fascist nazi groups mafia and organized criminality operating in smooth criminality with politicians who espouse every kind of benevolent concern about their sales-pitch group they are defending in public--screwing in private unless they can play or go along and play plantation subordinate). //The movie is based on the reality of this program into training Americans into the "Manifest Destiny" mentality of genocide of Indians (now people like me, the "tribes" they want to steal all from and destroy afterwards, sometimes intermarrying to gain acceptance and then slowly poisoning the victim to death, as the movie detailed it was another Nazi programming bs whorewood movie detailing the methodology of what is so benignly called "gang stalking" and "gaslighting". They use the same methods as were detailed in the movie of drugging and poisoning and mind controlling with "love" and then stealing the loot the land the oil the money and for me, it's ideas. Nothing but torture to death afterwards and having people moved out moved off eliminated silenced dis-empowered and then shot in the head if they fight back (one of the indigenous women was killed in such fashion because she began hitting her white tormentor abuser husband and thusly the white nazi cowboy network told the husband to prove his worth for white man's burden and so he shot her in the head in front of his buddies but that is like the token symbol of approval and that he never gave a damn in the first place, was always using her for usurpation of the oil and land for the "good Christian" men and women who went out to the rodeo after they slaughtered and took all over. This movie "won" but it was a programming device with Scorsese and the brooklyn mafia thugs like deniro all hailing back to Italy constantly with the gottis only stating that they are italian and etc--the same principle applies to shitalina with her english mommy aligned with the english crown, and hardy sits next to them all--newsom with "I'm Italian" pelosi, and etc etc the list is endless, the situation is never ending. I am writing this today just to detail their modus operandi in case one day people are fed up with how badly the country is falling apart perhaps they might recall how they used entertainment and worship of plastic-created mediocrity sleazy sexualized psychopaths in order to put in power a government that sold out for haute luxury for politicians in france and italy as their quid-pro-quo. treating americans like the indians the former euro colonizers so easily slaughtered and in american fashion justifying it all with hailing Jesus as "good Christians". Hardy never mentions Christianity he only references the English Empire constantly as his main focus of justification. Right now he has hacked a photo of Big Ben in London as the photo for my microsoft page which is hacked so badly that they are turning everything on and off so constantly it's about every 3 minutes. I watch and peruse the utter destruction going on every day not only in the U.S. but in terms of surveillance they are clamping down absolutely. They want an IMPERIAL control system of despotism. Therefore, they can barely get Hardy off me for even more than one day the awards and prizes he is obtaining for endless life-threatening abuse and hate has pushed his career into a huge spot I suggest--as with shitalina and pit ape pitt and anniston the dirty wife of pitt and the group of whorewood Reagan-era plants into that system to penetrate and bring in as much euro-centric facsist nazi imperialistic smug posturing sexulized and then never-ending in the headlines and sequels but MY IDEAS they have used as if they are not hateful life-screwming mediocrities while they have destroyed for over 16 years and much longer my every life-work for my success stolen and destroyed broken and killed off everything that was beautiful. My patio is lined with dead plants that had been gloriously flowering beauty plants slowly killed after months of me fighting to keep them alive as they are slowly killed, plant-after-plant. Dirty sleazy hardy yelling "you can have plants and your own garden" (If you just provide me with this endless award as all the men who rape and abuse me are all trying to abuse me into "submission" after the abuse is so violent and life-threatening their every word and action is so ugly dirty filthy and abominable that htere is nothing but me praying daily for their deaths).

In the past 10 days, I have written essentially screaming online begging to this this foul and disgusting oaf scumbag hardy off me--for mont...