Sunday, August 28, 2022

Deadly serious while playing on toy instruments. Mickey Mouse paper drum kits for children. On stage for the NO WAVE revolution that the rape culture has striven to negate from the annuls of short-term pop celebrity historical memoribilia, hope, they pray that this dyke revolution will be buried so rape culture can prevail. The Me Too rapist enablers surround the "victorious" rapist who got away in front of cameras with rape and violence because he's a part of their fantasy complex media celluloid circus, which enables more rapists to go out and just "be boys" who will be boys looking for toys to break. Rape, they love rape. The rapist enabling women get a free pass from more violence, so they hope. They discover that they must lament and bleat out that "boys will be boys" more frequently.

 "Y Pants--That's the Way Boys Are". KGB070272. October 9, 2010.




NO WAVE not New Wave (boy versus girl genres, or girl versus boy, etc). New Wave being mostly focused upon the BOYZ and their fantasies....NO WAVE focusing upon the laments of the girls and women....about the boys who have endless fantasies that can never truly be fulfilled---violence as their last resort, the holiday vacay spot in their neanderthal-encouraged reptilian complex centers of their brains by society of rapist enabling women all playing fantasy roles playing New Wave music so they can strip down for the men they "luv" who need more and more and eventually get bored and tired of these women who try their hardest to appear sexy and loving and soft and gentle in order to appeal to the rapist society men----who need violence and porn in order to fulfill that spot in their brains--that neanderthal spot the Reptilian Complex.

I mean those types of boyz, not all the men out there. Society encourages boys to be boys, though. Damn all those mothers who train their little penis-flapping spawn to become rapists and abusers.
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This could have been the theme song to the latest celebrity divorce scandal tv show legal battle (the song bleating out from the audience and those supporting the poor victimized male who didn't get what he wanted at every given juncture of time and space for his "needs"):

Y PANTS--"Y Pants were an American all-female no wave band from New York City active from 1979 to 1982.[1] The trio, made up of photographer/musician Barbara Ess, visual artist Virginia Piersol, and filmmaker Gail Vachon, developed a unique sound via their acoustic toy instrumentation of toy piano, ukulele and a paper-headed Mickey Mouse drum kit, augmented by electric bass guitar, Casio keyboards and various low-tech effects.[2]

Y Pants' feminist poetics and toy instrumentation made them a hit in Manhattans's art gallery scene, while their No Wave clout brought them to be regulars at punk rock venues like CBGB's."--(Wikipedia, "Y Pants").

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Now for a real-life scenario of a domestic violence/rapist entitled minion of the 4th Reich--exonerated absolutely for violence against women. Promoted for it, in fact as this is integral for the fascist programming for males willing to participate in the void of violent overtake of a civilized society where human rights are held reverential (on paper--people aspire for it to become law and upheld by society, it rarely ever is but the attempt should not be quashed. They (the 4th Reich and it's minions) want to quash it (chances for equality, where abusing women is actually not a sacrosanct rite of passage into the hate organization; and all references to equality and a chance for fighting in law to stop this type of fascist brutality).REAL LIFE and not fantasy entertainment: The judicial system has once more exonerated a Domestic Violence fascist--literally speaking--man who has been as so many have been who attack me--utterly exonerated and then promoted for his woman-beating tirades of masculinated tyranny which accompanies this fascist mentality. Always encouraging this violent male part of the good ole boy fascist Nazi 4th Reich--it's so typical it's alarming. I must witness it ongoing every day when I am teleported to the famous "leaders" of American society (who are inter-connected to Europ-a fascist organizations and political entities--all in disguise--if they are "famous"). However for the lower level minions who are infamous, after being exonerated for various crimes, always being told they will be promoted--new businesses galore for them when they participate in the hate crimes this organization uses as stepping-stone promotional tools of recruitment for mind programming into the 4th Reich protocols of the Elders of (fill-in blank). This man out of Miami, where I have been accosted by what I call "minority minions" of black, brown, Jewish, etc persuasion and superficial appearance, only viciously but always they have a white supremacist--a ratio of a small number of pig apes to entire swaths of minorities--it's very sad and I realize how bad my writing sounds whenever I call them names. I am under mind control, there is an excuse for my "bad writing behavior"--but seeing this reminds me of my Latino-lying mail service which refuses to answer questions or post my incoming mail--the hate and violence and physical attacks I have experienced in Miami from Latinos who operate as minions for white bigots (usually Europig-ape Nazi fascists who have literally taken over the area)--there are of course fascist white supremacists who have taken over the entirety of Florida--Americans, only in name. They claim it's only their country, however. So, I read about Charlie Crist's new running mate, a Latino woman out of the Middle School teaching zone (the "culture war" figure fighting against DeSantis the xenophobia icon). This is a realistic depiction of ALL the seeming "conspiracy theory" ranting I have posted for so many years, now obviously true-to-life.

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###Of course, when I write that "violence against women" (or in homosexual relations, the more "female" partner--the "bottom", the submissive one, the effeminate other) I refer to those who are targeted for destruction. The "good" girls who participate, by being cheerleaders, or the daughters/wives/mothers who revel in participating in the violence against other women--in some cases, their own mothers were abused by the fathers but when the fathers abuse other women, the support the violence wholeheartedly. In the case of Depp v. Heard, the wife of the daughter claims she was abused and divorced Depp for millions of $$, and for her, the $$ associated with her own exploitation of having partnered with Depp to provide rotten children has entailed endless more millions--in this case, more publicity and $$ for participating in the violence against me, which she won a court case against Depp for in the past--this court case (in France, probably) was NEVER revealed and it has been hush-hush during the recent debacle of the debate between male violence versus the "bad" girl who won't obey, or who even fought back physically (bad, bad girl, she's guilty and did something to "deserve" it). The daughter of Depp so viciously assaults me that if there were a more supportive rapist enabler in H-wood it would have to compete between her and domestic violence United Nations advocate who has viciously assaulted me and laughed as Depp and a slew of others raped me, including the husband she claims was an abuser of her. These are the women who will strip, perform soft porn in their movies (hailed as being sexually titillating and women of course go along--told what to say and think endlessly). THis is the type of programming that the women who support the male indoctrination into the fascist organization must, by obligation, perform as their own rite of passage into the halls of gold-plated fame and wealth and "success". Endlessly they all hiss at me with absolute hate that I am a "loser" for not complying, for defending myself against male violence which women of their ilk so virulently rush to defend in their husband/father/boyfriend/friend and promoter/handler's every action of sexual violence, for purposes of being welcomed into the "club" of entitlement--some call it "The Illuminati" but it IS a secret society, transgressing every law imaginable because they have their own internal system of damnation. I am damned by them for not complying to being a slowly murdered "sex slave" instead of what I have done: fight for my career, for success, to be independent, happy and to their absolute hate and chagrin, to have my own business. This is one of their internal society crimes for which death is the punishment for people targeted, such as myself. Sexual violence aimed perpetually at me, with even more violent than the rest of the rat pack by the Brooklyn Mafia actors, only rivaled by the endless rape and pumping of poison therein by the actual Italian from Italy (they ALL call themselves "Italian" but alas they are supposedly American--absolute traitors to the country in every aspect of their lives, fully wanting a little Italy fascist enclave within the larger white Nazi alliance --formerly called the Axis Powers). But not digressing, abusing women and then showering the "good" girls--especially the blondes--the bigot rapist cheerleaders who revel and mentally and usually physically masturbate or go on extended orgies when they watch me get raped, beaten and endlessly assaulted/insulted/threatened with murder by one of these haters after the next; threats non-stop. THis is the performance that the minority minions absolutely emulate--often towards "women of color" from within their own "cultures". The extent of abusing one type of women only to nearly "worship" another is what The Weekend is doing with the nasty violent rapist enabler cheerleader spawn of Depp--her own mother abused by him, as her own career and that of her mother in France has skyrocketed out of their own inclusion of participation in the violence endlessly aimed at me. They are relieved, now the violent men can extend the violence to me instead of them--in this technocratic terrorism of teleportaton that has enabled them to jump from aspiring and degraded struggling to attain more success to being promoted, along with The Weekend who is this near worshipping adherent to the every white women with white supremacist fanaticism in H-wood (always cranking out movies and such about how they are fighting for every cause of equality possible, being promoted into power positions by the men who rape women "like me" and their women associated with them who gleefully masturbate over the violence and then are told they are "good girls" and get endless near worship as being "beautiful and lovely" as they feed off rape and this sense of elevated entitlement--I am endlessly assaulted and threatened, abused by an endless and by now ever-expanding list of celebrities and politicians--for not wanting to stay in the "place" they want me to be degraded in. Otherwise, the rapist enabling society is really pushing hard to place rapists and abusers of women into position even after their trails and the women who claim they were abused by these vile men rush with sexual parasitic bottom-feeding tentacles latching onto this contract of the violence being inflicted upon me. Somehow I have become this near universally-accepted figure of rape and violence--they can't stop until I am completely broken. I have had to witness these people and the system they are fully indoctrinated into, their "secret society" network and analyze and then understand through sheer repetition how their indoctrination programming truly operates. This is a very short summation of it--hacking is endless but I keep fighting to retain my thoughts and not get bogged down by calling them "names" (so much a part of the mind control subliminal operation to discredit me. I can't express how much interference I am dealing with as this keyboard is nearly inoperable and stiff and keys won't operate). The page is jumping below the computer screen as they keep inserting wrong keys while I am writing. Once I click on backspace the page jumps downward so I can't see anything I am writing--etc etc). It's impossible to retain a concise linear thought process in addition the brain-altering technology is always blasting into my cerebral cortex while I fight to write as my motor skills likewise ar4e affected. I find sometimes that when I am writing my signature at a bank my hand is incapable of writing--I can only scribble I literally find my hand is cramped and unable to write legibly. This also affects my ability to type, in addition to the other keyboard hacks and blocks plus my brain being pummeled by subliminals and other obstructions to clear thinking. I can never follow a train of thought--in addition they redact/delete/rewrite after I publish! Part of the "bad girl" attack system. So many =eople subscribe to "bad women"or innocent girls who may be "bad" one day being sexually abused, so many people are a part of this ever-enlarging system. It is a secret society that believes it can transgress every single law possible if only all courts and judges were "in their pocket". They are trying. Meanwhile the rapists and abusers keep getting off only to be thrust back into mainstream society as "heroes" and "leaders".Abusing "bad women" or any women, in particular "minorities", is a huge component of this system which is directly related to white supremacy and Nazi 4th Reich protocols. I can't express how much Europigapes out of France are nearly worshipping disgusting Depp and his dirty nasty daughter (and of course , now the Weekend for his near idolizing and worship of the white supremacists --including the other woman I mentioned the former wife and domestic violence "advocate" who truly is working for a Nazi white supremacy system fully globalized and very much through the global push of these awful, mind-control-laden movies and media celluloid products packaged as being benevolent).

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I must include Oprah and so many black women who have eagerly participated in this crime against me. Oprah is one of the worst fakes imaginable--viciously supportive of white supremacy albeit "fighting" for "black girls" to ascend to power. Obviously this means redirecting racism onto other groups, such as the group they have emblazened upon me--the words they use (not Oprah, but others, especially of a minority cast) are proliferous--all echoing Trump, all part of the Trump Empire--that includes Bloomberg and his likewise very nasty daughter--so anxious to please the Nazi throng that has put them into billionaire status--and why? because they so firmly support white Nazi culture but appear to be "Jews" fighting against racism. I can't describe how much more viciously they attack then the real violent white racists--who sit back smirking and gloating, watching on as their nasty minions do the dirty work for them. They appear as almost benevolent in comparison. It is they who are enticing, handing out incentives, and fully push for pedophilia, rape, abuse of women in particular of minorities--and in turn these minorities then love in Stockholm fashion the abusers to the point of idolization. The rape and abuse culture MUST be continued; so Depp is now being hailed as usual by this insidious porn/pop culture which I have observed through teleportation appears to be controlled very largely by Europ-a fascist Nazis--who then entice the white supremacists out of America (i.e. Pit and co) to emulate this behavior. Mansions, jets and etc. The trickle-down training commences. The abuser rapist beater men go to trial for having abused their women, the women assist like cheerleaders in the men abusing me. Society embraces men like them who abuse women to the point of wanting all the laws protecting women to be shorn down. This system must be protected and then enshrined as much as possible. This is the current system I am dealing with, which most of you fully support. I must add lesbians, but they are white supremacists in the bargain who fully abuse and attack me. Blonde-dyed hair minorities are eager to appear as white Nazi as possible. Abuse of the "bad" girls is now a struggle between political rivals in American politics--but it's termed various other names. I never wanted to focus on this topic for most of my life. Since having been forced to be in this position I must now fight for my life, and analyzing this system in order to try to bring some kind of balance, as women who actually in reality fighting against violence against women have been very much replaced by rapist enabling pretenders--the women of course. Oh, not just Clinton. It's a very long list of people, the entire movement has been fully co-opted. Violence against "bad" girls is now one of the largest recruitment protocols I am this perpetual abuse target who must have to deal with these issues that actually are a pivotal component of social engineering. Is society going to continue to allow this to transpire as it has been and is ongoing with the Depp situation? With the pit situation? with the trump situation? with all the situations where these men are later idolized and their bigot white nazi supremacist women who claim they are victims are then adulated as the men get access to rape and torture technology so they can beat the life out of women like me--? The "bad girls" who did "something" to "deserve" it and thus the men are fully championed as being "real men" who are themselves "victims' as so many of these men have been. The poor women the bigot Nazis who then champion the violence against me or "bad" women like me are also claimed as being "victims" but the victimizers continue to be idolized by the same society. People like me, me, are silenced, ignored, tortured, punished for writing about injustice, this injustice, and then tortured for asking for justice--

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"Court records show Salgueiro was arrested for battery on an Orlando police officer in 2007 and for trespassing after a warning in Miami-Dade in 2010 and pleaded not guilty in both incidents. Records in Orlando do not show any result other than "closed"; the local case was never prosecuted. Two restraining orders were served against him in April involving "dating violence" cases, both of which were later dismissed. A third April restraining order stemming from a stalking case remains open, with a hearing scheduled for Friday, August 26."

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Now for a real-life scenario of a domestic violence/rapist entitled minion of the 4th Reich--exonerated absolutely for violence against women. Promoted for it, in fact as this is integral for the fascist programming for males willing to participate in the void of violent overtake of a civilized society where human rights are held reverential (on paper--people aspire for it to become law and upheld by society, it rarely ever is but the attempt should not be quashed. They (the 4th Reich and it's minions) want to quash it (chances for equality, where abusing women is actually not a sacrosanct rite of passage into the hate organization; and all references to equality and a chance for fighting in law to stop this type of fascist brutality).REAL LIFE and not fantasy entertainment: The judicial system has once more exonerated a Domestic Violence fascist--literally speaking--man who has been as so many have been who attack me--utterly exonerated and then promoted for his woman-beating tirades of masculinated tyranny which accompanies this fascist mentality. Always encouraging this violent male part of the good ole boy fascist Nazi 4th Reich--it's so typical it's alarming. I must witness it ongoing every day when I am teleported to the famous "leaders" of American society (who are inter-connected to Europ-a fascist organizations and political entities--all in disguise--if they are "famous"). However for the lower level minions who are infamous, after being exonerated for various crimes, always being told they will be promoted--new businesses galore for them when they participate in the hate crimes this organization uses as stepping-stone promotional tools of recruitment for mind programming into the 4th Reich protocols of the Elders of (fill-in blank). This man out of Miami, where I have been accosted by what I call "minority minions" of black, brown, Jewish, etc persuasion and superficial appearance, only viciously but always they have a white supremacist--a ratio of a small number of pig apes to entire swaths of minorities--it's very sad and I realize how bad my writing sounds whenever I call them names. I am under mind control, there is an excuse for my "bad writing behavior"--but seeing this reminds me of my Latino-lying mail service which refuses to answer questions or post my incoming mail--the hate and violence and physical attacks I have experienced in Miami from Latinos who operate as minions for white bigots (usually Europig-ape Nazi fascists who have literally taken over the area)--there are of course fascist white supremacists who have taken over the entirety of Florida--Americans, only in name. They claim it's only their country, however. So, I read about Charlie Crist's new running mate, a Latino woman out of the Middle School teaching zone (the "culture war" figure fighting against DeSantis the xenophobia icon). This is a realistic depiction of ALL the seeming "conspiracy theory" ranting I have posted for so many years, now obviously true-to-life.






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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.