Friday, September 2, 2022

Cognitive dissonance: Middle-of-the-night rumination about ruin and regeneration. Ruminating about the celebrities who somehow have finally been pried off teleporting me and the weird (not in a good way) world they inhabit but how they haunt the real world with false promises like bad entities luring the gullible into chasms of despair of unattainable paradise. Underneath is a tarmac where crushed bodies lie in symbolic rot without burial; the crimes committed fester and the psychopathy becomes a promotional stepping stone for performance upgrade. //The DSM IV-TR is The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders--4th Edition (Revised). personified as programming for exemplary celluloid celebrity political status--my Criminal Justice studies seem like an alternative universe and the planet is being programmed into psychopathic mental disorders by the celebrity planet hellwood complex.

"DSM IV TR Explained--Vita Creativity Company". Cavin Weber. September 21, 2012.



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"Narcissistic Personality Disorder Diagnostic Criteria (DSM IV TR)". August 13, 2010.





 


I have a hard time sleeping. I am always detoxing. The poison that was put in my body all my life was stuffed with various amphetamines, I am certain of that. As the detox reaches the very lower depths of the hard shell laced and cemented into my spine/intesines, etc that have been stuck, hard and making me sick, semi-paralyzed and etc for decades--I find I can't sleep. The amphetamines are coming out;  It is middle of the night. I tell myself to get to work but I am too ill to move most of the time. I find that my energy is wan in the morning until evening and once it reaches mid-night I am awake and ready for a party. It takes me literally ALL DAY to heal from the nightime of being re-drugged by the terrorist organization and I am tired and sick of being sick and tired. ( I must add that hacking once again prevails, the keyboard is mostly inoperable but I am capable of writing very slowly/pounding out/backspacing/etc and thinking of course is blocked the usual continues/obstruction.)

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As this is my personal "party" time of the late night, unable to sleep, I just was sick and I am always getting this poison out of my body--I'm always either too sick to move or eliminating poison and feel like I just was artificially pumped up in artificial energy because of the drug cocktail that was lacing the hardening/bloating poisons (to keep the "mind control drugs" endlessly inserted into my nervous system and of course to destroy my body and eventually kill me through some "idiopathic" life-threatening "disease" and my "disability" status which was, like everything else that is problematic in my life, due entirely to the attacks upon me and not my any natural deficiency or "disability" I caused or was born with.

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I am looking at the celebrities who tortured me for years on my internet "social hour" because it is fascinating to see them now that they are not a direct threat to my life any longer for this brief moment--I am sure they are lurking around and being handed more deals out of this contract but the main perpetrators at this point are the mafia and the senator who is trying to use and exploit me to circumvent having to testify...(if you are up on the current news you know who...!). It is amazing that my situation has remained a kind of top secret amongst the seriously deranged people who are at the pinnacle of a power system that is ultimately devastating the planet in so many ulterior ways--maybe their particular contributions are trivial compared to the toxic waste of huge refineries or other factors--but they "represent" these factions who choose these mostly psychopathic personalities to have zero emphatic human personality traits solely for their trained and coached perceived ability to convey such sentimentality in ways that are entertaining. People prefer fantasy to reality, and that is what they are selling. The real thing they are selling is a death cult culture. They are the MAGA actors guild but sold as products of a "Democratic" fairness and equality facade.

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I am looking at some of them and because they are NOT teleporting me at this time, such a relief, I can look at them without their continual harassment and hate asking me if I thought them as equivalent to divinity and utmost beauty and talent after I clicked on something they were presented in. I see them, and always have, as human beings not exalted--I was brainwashed to a huge extent concerning one of them who I initially disliked extremely for about a decade and then under the stress of being a target I found the fantasy of his character as being somehow "alternative" extremely appealing--as the "real" alternative culture posed hypocrisy and a threat (to my life, ultimately) as there are so many fakes involved in each and every "liberal" or "alternative" "subculture" group or entity. All has been co-opted by this most fascist organization and all must point in the same direction but get acceptance for wearing alternative fashion---in effect.

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I can look at them for the first time in years without the ensuing violence they inflict upon me, because for one thing their endless violence against me has made me detest them, so seeing them in any clip, click or photo or movie isn't exactly wonderful an experience I hardly view any of them as being exemplary human beings after their sleazy and violent rape and torture of me only for their sleazy upgrade in their career potential: and also of course for their own personal dysfunctional needs or bigotry or hate or sexism or whatever labels they cling to as their secret desired hate pockets which they can pull out of a drawer in their pants and stick back into the hole protruding and keep all their hate in that warm, safe spot for the next time they pull it out to inflict and fling it upon me.

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They actually believe and from all the millions of "fans" they are convinced that they have every entitlement and right and are some and so elite that torturing me for YEARS without end, stealing ideas from me, having me beaten, poisoned to the point of my body disintegrating and being bloated and sick as they insulted everything about me, every day, for years--(and it's still ongoing with subliminals I can hear all kinds of hate sentences and abuse phrases coming non-stop--it's completely never-ending at the subliminal but at the edge of slight hearing capability--it's like "whispers" but is of an eerie and sickening quality in my "inner ear"--the sickening and creepy is all this organization is all about, despite their icons who are ingrained with the concept that their celebrity status makes them on par with a pantheon and they are "gods" or "royalty".

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If you studied their behavior and put it into a Criminal Justice categorization, they would instead be pathological, border-line disorder, psychopathy/sociopathic and many other assorted deviations from the "Social Contract". They have, indeed, altered the "social contract" in the duration of this ever-present situation of me being teleported and have helped to install what is now being overtly called a fascist overtake and corruption of Democracy--the very government is now on the brink of a fascist elitist Nazi overtake--but the media pundits call it something just MAGA which is supposed to be synonymous with all things corrupt and fascist. 


However, these celebrities are ever and always exempt from any scrutiny from the media except for gossip about their sexual proclivities or "beefs" amongst one another. This is perhaps how they are imbued with the sense of absolute invulnerability and that feeds into the psychopathy they always exhibit when they teleport me. That they are never held to account, are given these technologies in order to project into the consciousness of the world a sense of psychopathic exemption from law, giving them the appearance of fascist elitism albeit packaged in a "humanitarian" and "cool" guise is part of an elaborately designed mind programming "scheme"--if you will give me leeway to write a "conspiracy theory".

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I see them in their posturings, their huge smiles after years of causing misery, endless fighting for my life, mutilation of my body, home, my animals as they sauntered off smug and being paraded with applause afterward--

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But if I looked at any movie, any photo of them, they would immediately teleport me to violence afterwards--I usuaully responded that I could not stand them or their movies and explained why--they then tortured me and "punished" me for not responding like a typical screaming fan yelling in approval of everything without any consciousness of interpretation or analysis--just dumb approval endlessly saying all they do is great they are more human than gods who are exalted--they slap, rape, kill animals I love or steal them, make my home filthy, mutilate me--all done by their proxy minions, mostly of minority status (including those in their cliques and their seeming "partners")

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I can't see them as being exalted. Firstly, I have studied Criminal Justice in grad school and had to read the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (4th Edition) and had to read about various mental disorders. I also had to read the posts of my fellow classmates, as this was an online course so I got not only my work but also read through what others had studied--(everyone got to pick their own disorder but it was not a random selection, so many disorders were covered).

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What's more crazy though? the people exhibiting these behaviors or the society and government which is actively promoting such behavior?

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Speaking of which, I see that H. Cliton has been going through the celebrity photo-ops for some movie thing in Venice--and that her celebrity and media coverage has highly increased since she began her vicious assault upon me. AFter her yelling and violence displayed at me (and attacked me just last month alongside Graham) and she's now being featured--and her huge smiles and new fresh plastic surgery and glowing delight--as all these villains have after they torture me and then get promoted like this--and they appear so happy, glamorized, and are so promoted. What underlies all these huge smiles is the psychopathy that makes for this kind of schadenfreude feeding frenzy that pumps up their dopamine and seratonin, makes them glow just like they had huge orgies and were glowing with sexual satisfaction for their prime time photo-ops and joyous jumping around after torture, release of hate and violence upon me and just for that--voila! instant glorification. 


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I see now that the politicians who viciously attacked me personally are going to trial because their crimes expanded so exponentially it's now global news. But the celebrities--who truly "beleive" that they are exalted beyond human recognition by now, all these decades of glorified screaming to get a piece of them by the screaming zombies--as they tore and beat and fed off pieces of me for years, every day--pieces of my ideas which they stole and then called me "stupid" and blocked my every attempt to have my own ideas and life put on some reasonable par of life success to having anything but a miserable destitution which they have thoroughly enjoyed forcing upon me then calling me a "loser" for having been forced into this situation-=-as if that is my natural state. They then are pumped up even more by this division and they have gone after me to get pieces of me sliced off (cuts into my body extending to cutting out part of my uterus--cuts into my toes every night for months--destruction of my body, poisoning keeping me paralyzed and sick--I think it's still going on) 


but they were bought off--they were sent away=-and now it's something like some mafia Brooklyn pesonalities and Graham and who else now? But I can look at them, they were handed more prizees more millions they are off with their lovers, friends and family having a great time with all the new deals and prizes--typical of psychopaths absolutely thrilled with what they have been allowed to get away with and then paid for by dear ole boy good ole boy network liberal radical Uncle Scam is promoting psychopathy in teleportation gang stalking systematic programming.

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***Please note is is exceedingly difficult for me to type, write or think under the oppression of all these suppressive obstructions to my keyboard, my hands being able to move and my brain being blasted so my cognition is altered or diminished.

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Afterthought: It is VERY HARD exceedingly hard difficult for me to write and think clearly---so I have to stop writing, get up, do other things so my brain--out of the brain-zapping zone--can "remember" ideas or think of new ideas. I am so blanked out that in my last post I could not count the most basic simple sums and got the wrong number--it was such a case of my brain being completely blanked from analytic thinking I could not subtract simple sums. The mind control gets my brain "stuck" on the wrong number and it's like I "know" that this is correct. Only to get away from the place or situation and realize that I was completely under some atrocious brain-altering technological tyranny and could not subract something as basic as 70-64--I got the number 4 and that stuck in my brain--I literally was so flabbergasted by this I realize how badly I am always under such similar attack--but I am so busy fighting the hacking it's impossible to even control the cognitive blocks while I am fighting every word to get the letters to print out.

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I wanted to say about the above, on the DSM IV TR (that is what I studied in grad school for CRIMINAL JUSTICE) and thus, the categories I studied were only in the first two or so "Axis" and not the broad spectrum of the more physical aspects affecting mind/body/cognition. 

We had to study diagnoses and clinical observations and categories as relating to CRIMINAL behavior. 

What is deemed "elite" status and "entitlement" in the world of psychiatry and criminal justice--for the "poor" for those who are diagnosed by a posse of clinicians is--if you watch the video above--part of an entire categorical enslavement of psychiatric incriminations for the poor, the disenfranchised. When it comes to the "entitled" wealthy and the celebrities, who have and hold more power than politicians when it comes to unaccountability for crimes--they are so exempted that they are above and beyond the measurable exemptions that various politicians "enjoy" in their lofty status. This contract out on me was like a bonanza for people like Hillary Clinton who has latched on in envy because Trump got the contract before she did, and she has some catch-up to do. After her nasty entrance into this fray of violence with the celebrities (and now she's being paraded around on red carpets and etc) after like the criminal (yes, lock her up) she is, she exhibits so many mental disorders but of course--this is grounds for promotion on the part of those who put such people into the power positions. Who are these people anyway? I don't know, I only see the aspirants who appear as the deflecting points of light genuflecting from the emissions of the black holes which direct their energies, which suck them into their gravitational spheres and then hold sway over anyone they can pull into their black holes for mind control programming. The planet threatens to implode on a quickening pace, literally you can see it is on the point of some kind of catastrophic collapse. These are the people responsible for selling this entire larger-than-life selfishness psychopathy and greed cult--call it MAGA if you will. it includes so many of the "radical liberals" so I would not call it MAGA but the media calls it that.

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Inculcated psychopathy, but for those who are not included into the ultra white supremacist 4th Reich, these behaviors are deemed mental disorders and put into a category and if possible those who perform such acts are thrown away "to protect society" along with the key to understanding. Those at the top keep selling this type of behavior and are put on red carpets to "thundering applause".

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"The Rich Get Richer and The Poor Get Prison Overview Part I". September 3, 2020.


You/One can "thank" the sociopath/psychopath couple Clitons for this prison population explosion with their Omnibus Crime Bill--creating the prison-for-profit explosion in the Stock Market and etc....Hillary is no more a criminal than the other politicians who have participated openly in this teleportation torture criminal situation I am the target of (and/or how many others are targets or will become targets the longer all of you just keep allowing this sick technology and group to continue to torment and murder people who are microchipped and teleported and drugged/raped/poisoned/mutilated?).

But there's Hillary at  many H-wood celebrity parties now, after her latest plastic surgery, after having violently attacked me (after she began abusing me, the slicing into my toes began every night for months until it was to the bone, it was cutting off blood flow, I was risking losing my toes, and I had to fight to protect my body while sleeping which I still cannot do). She has been promoted ever since. I thought of this book The Rich Get Richer and The Poor Get Prison because I had to study this book as well for a Criminal Justice class--it makes the endless broken record that Bernie Sanders (another sick fake, absolute fascist in sheep's clothing) repeats--this is the real research--peer-reviewed study after study--contemporary not outdated. The website, even if the book was published long ago the website keeps updating articles and research studies. If you compare this book to the cocktail photo celebrity red carpet you can see how this book exemplifies the zeitgeist and the ghost of the shadow that was the United States and a Free World in the promise. What this technology afflicting my life and their greed and violence pumped to huge highs in hormones and status (they are the ones being mind programmed into fascist 4th Reich protocols and disorder "new order" mentality).

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The Rich Get Richer and The Poor Get Prison (website--the site is no longer taking current submissions and most of the old archives are no longer posted on this page--I was wrong I had looked at the site a few years ago, there were links to many peer-reviewed research articles they are all deleted or gone from the site--this is very suspicious in my opinion. Only links to the book published 20 years ago are included and only a handful of older articles remains--it looks like someone or something took all the relevant current information off this site and the editor is gone or deceased--) //The actual title of the site is: CRITICAL CRIMINOLOGY: An International Journal

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A "light" day of terror murder abuse: not hours of verbal violence and death threats, only the endless repeat of the Gotti family system and NYC hate crew from sopranos and all the mafia movies rushing to impose street-level intimidation of death threats sent directly into my brain from a dude whose career, like most of the people assaulting me, needs a bit of a perk(the sopranos has not been his fame fortune cookie for many years, and now cracking open my life is the only way it appears for his resurgence). It is followed by the smug and smiling face of hegseth who after his physical violence at me once I reacted after 5 hours of verbal abuse from him and the next aspiring politician "christian" who is racist and filled with smug "elitism" that I had better talk to her with polite worship rather than annoyance of torture from hours and years and decades of t hem torrturing me, (her family member had done it years ago, since that time they brought in a "foreigner" who has brought in gangs and groups of foreign men to rape, yell at and abuse me for his promotion but the list of this is so endless by now. Sitting all together, the two looking for instant promotion by violently and murderously assaulting me with their "I'm Italian American" nazi bigot mafia teams out of NYC but now replenished with Oscars after years of abusing me daily with hate, poisoning to death, violence and rape and endless interrogation as to creative idea sucking draining and violence a "soft murder" which they are thrilled to partake in, brought exclusively in by hillary clinton and then revisisted by the clinton campaign "advisor' never-ending james carville for the "democrat" news outlet interviews on how to "do nothing until the midterms" once they established the trump money-raking apparatus for years and using me, in part, as a vehicle to obtain movie, tv show deals and of course, shopping in London with their English partners for luxury items, more mansions and more instructions on how they can aid the foreign element into infiltrating America through the mind programming portal of h-wood into congress (a direct line by now of power-grasping and opportunism for promotion). Hegseth and this woman replacing by personal selection by trump, very similar to the special election of termini88er and the flukes of how they evade recall elections for their slips in exposing how callous they are to the "people" they otherwise claim they only care about. // I am not able to really type and think so excuse the lack of cohesion in this "rant". The Italian-American as he calls himself or probably just narrows the limit to "Italian" as New Yorkers and their lineage who live in Miami and Florida all say they are simply "Italian" bypassing "America" completely. He is extremely violent in verbal threat and it appears has either training and experience in such activities of murder, torture, beatings, abuse, theft and not sure about his sexual proclivities he doesn't appear to be sexually too violent compared with most of the "men" in the audiences observing me screaming after having been raped for either reacting to having been raped and beaten, tortured and poisoned nearly to death as I remain too ill to move most of my life for over 30 years by this group en masse. He threatened to drag me by the hair as I was so ill I could not exercise, stretch or do anything I was in front of the laptop drinking coffee trying to not be too ill from the poisons trying to release from my abdomen where the poisons remain like a "pot belly" just stuck above a huge, hard "shelf" structure of intertwined hard-as-cement (literally) bloating, paralysis poisons this group had ordered their neighbor minion murder/death squad crews to pump, rape and inject into my body and/or poison into my food plus never-ending drugging also a murder weapons as kidney and liver corrosion and decay is the murder weapon disguised as "we must drug her to get our next promotion and get her to react" otherwise I might be able to more stoically "ignore" them but they "must" drug me perpetually to obtain my instant "thought-reading" reaction which they plug into daily every morning freshly awake after the deep sleep torture skits trauma mutilations of my body literally physically via their mechanical arms and then the death threats which the "Italians" love to dump on me as they smirk and laugh or are smug. Behind them is the Democrat Party leadership ranging from Hillary to Carville (not sure who else, the obamas as inheritors of this system they do not balk at it whatseover when it is imposed on me and they can get more tv shows, book tours, more hegemony over the Dem party decades of leading the next democrat presidential campaign as highlighted speakers urging people vote. It's usually the same people invited either on the "democrat" news shows and always the same in "power' over the DNC and all the presidential campaigns as the eternal "icons" of hope and change which they promise they will enact the next time after they were left agape silently obeying carville who lamented in interviews to "do nothing" under the initial siege by the trump admin when the dems appeared so "weak" and did what some consider to be "nothing" to stop the carnage against "the people". I personally have experienced top demo party leaders like warren rushing to use german nazis to point rifles at me for criticizing her under the first month of the trump admin overtake as the violence aimed at me was escalated at least 50% 6 months prior to the official take-over (violent rape by a german man whose movie, partnering with the gotti family "Jewish" actor who plays in tarantino movies often, his name is always vacant from my brain while I am under this mind control fog territory of brain attacks and memory loss and hacking and obstruction to typing---but the tattoist of auschwitz was the movie, I watched it after this "Jewish" man who plays often a Jewish man in movies fighting against nazism, brought his german nazi "friend" to violently rape me when I asked him why he was partnering with nazis but playing an anti-nazi in movies. Sitting next to every blonde nazi possible featured in media from the endless sleaze-alina and pitt laughing after he violently raped me, and the gotti family had done everything from hours per day of pesce and deniro making sleazy sick comments about my huge, deformed (by their poisoning) body and the body mutilations their partners who got into my room, physically to rape and put my hips and spine out of alignment, smear fungus and semen into my hair, injecting sewage stinking liquid stinking fluids into my vagina along with murder bloating poisons and then laughing as I had to run to the toilet to spew out this stinking mess plus reams of putrid diarrhea while I was being murdered by them as they abused and insulted me for hours pe day using this teleportation combined with voice to skull technology. Pesce and deniro always emphasized to "wash your dirty " genitals while I was cleaning my body. Shouting "shut up" finally after the months and months of this ongoing as they took their "turn" because their movie about another mafia drama which went to the oscars--can't remember the title but it was around the same time that the joker movie also went to the oscars---(I was just attacked seriously in a shopping mall by people wearing those old "joker" teeshirts featuring the movie character played by the man whose partner in the 3rd installment of that film, which was a "flop" came to violently assault me with the nazi mafia gottis and their ilk just 2 weeks ago or even last week--I never click on any of their stuff but because I watched the movie or watched the hacked clips that the pop singer had formerly hacked, they have full permission to violently assault me in teleportation or using their proxy agents to openly discriminate me in technical matters such as obtaining any computer professionalism so I am completely blocked from all computer security from all the technicians in my area due to their network (they use white euro-=haters who get instant worship from the technicians and the programmers, all "brown" people lovingly servicging them and most hatefully attacking me after they don the joker teeshirts). But to continue, pesce was continuously assaulting me along with the gottis who sicced a dog on me snarling as they instructed it to "almost" attack me (and would have it done if they had not been restrained and are always in a restraint mode by others as they verbalize the violence that they order others to commit against me)., When I would wash my underwear after going out and hang it to dry, pesce had brown stains in perfect linear formation sprayed on the genital area and I had to throw the underwear away every time--something I truly can't afford as they break and destroy my property on a non-stop basis--just the appliances. On a financial budget of $0 money coming in because through their agents they had social security cut my money off, abuse me intimidate lie to me and I am working on my survival every day and moment to have it restored and they are trying to have it blocked using a global network. Anyway, 2 weeks ago after YEARS of this I called joe pesce "pesce bottom" and this Imperioli guy "Imperioli ravioli" and laughed as a stress relief mechanism. Along with that, I had stopped reading the really popularized but part entertainment "news" source huffpost which is rife with celebrity news. On the front page was a section that one of the Soprano's stars had died at age 88 or around that age. years of that group hacking their death scenes and the Orthodox jew scenes out of NYC where they always "get over" on the Jews, never really watch too closely but my feeling upon observation is that it is, in nature, an antisemitic attempt to destroy Jews and claim that only "Italians" own Brooklyn or New Jersey or that they are in "control". the actor who also played in a spike lee movie approached me after yelling "good" when I would tell them that I am extremely sick and to shut up and leave me alone (for months, days, years that is all I do every single day, and every day I am extremely ill from the poison they injected raped pounded poured and stuffed into my body while I have fought since 2011 to stop the poisoning. I can't stop the poisoning without outside intervention the poisoning and drugging is done while I am sleeping by mechanical arms I can't stop from penetrating into my room. And by the way, they are forcing me to move out of this room by the end of february and I have nowhere to live and no income. The open access to murdering me via gang stalking, having people rape me physically not in teleportation but they always use both systems to ahve me raped both while sleeping in prime physical state #1--my real body in this location--and then raped in teleportaiton or abused while being raped. the rapists smear fungus into my hair, cut parts of my body out of slice and mutilate, they go into my backpack and spray permanently stinking substances on my passport and steal my money --usually about $100 per month as i live on sub-sub poverty most of the time but now living on $0 since march 2025 due to the hate and abuse from their connections and from hegseth who also threatened me to submit or they would cut my money off and thusly they have. Threatened with death every day by this imperioli guy who really wants me to write about him so now I am doing so. It means his promotion. I wrote about hegseth abusing me and he is now on a caompaign circuit in hopes of running for president, 2028 alongside newsom who had me raped and sexually abused me while having social security continue the lies and abuse (hanging up on me, screaming yelling abusing me by phone from his california offices but they do this in every location now, on the main telephone line but my calls are diverted to their terror agents perpetually).