Friday, September 2, 2022

Cognitive dissonance: Middle-of-the-night rumination about ruin and regeneration. Ruminating about the celebrities who somehow have finally been pried off teleporting me and the weird (not in a good way) world they inhabit but how they haunt the real world with false promises like bad entities luring the gullible into chasms of despair of unattainable paradise. Underneath is a tarmac where crushed bodies lie in symbolic rot without burial; the crimes committed fester and the psychopathy becomes a promotional stepping stone for performance upgrade. //The DSM IV-TR is The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders--4th Edition (Revised). personified as programming for exemplary celluloid celebrity political status--my Criminal Justice studies seem like an alternative universe and the planet is being programmed into psychopathic mental disorders by the celebrity planet hellwood complex.

"DSM IV TR Explained--Vita Creativity Company". Cavin Weber. September 21, 2012.



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"Narcissistic Personality Disorder Diagnostic Criteria (DSM IV TR)". August 13, 2010.





 


I have a hard time sleeping. I am always detoxing. The poison that was put in my body all my life was stuffed with various amphetamines, I am certain of that. As the detox reaches the very lower depths of the hard shell laced and cemented into my spine/intesines, etc that have been stuck, hard and making me sick, semi-paralyzed and etc for decades--I find I can't sleep. The amphetamines are coming out;  It is middle of the night. I tell myself to get to work but I am too ill to move most of the time. I find that my energy is wan in the morning until evening and once it reaches mid-night I am awake and ready for a party. It takes me literally ALL DAY to heal from the nightime of being re-drugged by the terrorist organization and I am tired and sick of being sick and tired. ( I must add that hacking once again prevails, the keyboard is mostly inoperable but I am capable of writing very slowly/pounding out/backspacing/etc and thinking of course is blocked the usual continues/obstruction.)

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As this is my personal "party" time of the late night, unable to sleep, I just was sick and I am always getting this poison out of my body--I'm always either too sick to move or eliminating poison and feel like I just was artificially pumped up in artificial energy because of the drug cocktail that was lacing the hardening/bloating poisons (to keep the "mind control drugs" endlessly inserted into my nervous system and of course to destroy my body and eventually kill me through some "idiopathic" life-threatening "disease" and my "disability" status which was, like everything else that is problematic in my life, due entirely to the attacks upon me and not my any natural deficiency or "disability" I caused or was born with.

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I am looking at the celebrities who tortured me for years on my internet "social hour" because it is fascinating to see them now that they are not a direct threat to my life any longer for this brief moment--I am sure they are lurking around and being handed more deals out of this contract but the main perpetrators at this point are the mafia and the senator who is trying to use and exploit me to circumvent having to testify...(if you are up on the current news you know who...!). It is amazing that my situation has remained a kind of top secret amongst the seriously deranged people who are at the pinnacle of a power system that is ultimately devastating the planet in so many ulterior ways--maybe their particular contributions are trivial compared to the toxic waste of huge refineries or other factors--but they "represent" these factions who choose these mostly psychopathic personalities to have zero emphatic human personality traits solely for their trained and coached perceived ability to convey such sentimentality in ways that are entertaining. People prefer fantasy to reality, and that is what they are selling. The real thing they are selling is a death cult culture. They are the MAGA actors guild but sold as products of a "Democratic" fairness and equality facade.

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I am looking at some of them and because they are NOT teleporting me at this time, such a relief, I can look at them without their continual harassment and hate asking me if I thought them as equivalent to divinity and utmost beauty and talent after I clicked on something they were presented in. I see them, and always have, as human beings not exalted--I was brainwashed to a huge extent concerning one of them who I initially disliked extremely for about a decade and then under the stress of being a target I found the fantasy of his character as being somehow "alternative" extremely appealing--as the "real" alternative culture posed hypocrisy and a threat (to my life, ultimately) as there are so many fakes involved in each and every "liberal" or "alternative" "subculture" group or entity. All has been co-opted by this most fascist organization and all must point in the same direction but get acceptance for wearing alternative fashion---in effect.

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I can look at them for the first time in years without the ensuing violence they inflict upon me, because for one thing their endless violence against me has made me detest them, so seeing them in any clip, click or photo or movie isn't exactly wonderful an experience I hardly view any of them as being exemplary human beings after their sleazy and violent rape and torture of me only for their sleazy upgrade in their career potential: and also of course for their own personal dysfunctional needs or bigotry or hate or sexism or whatever labels they cling to as their secret desired hate pockets which they can pull out of a drawer in their pants and stick back into the hole protruding and keep all their hate in that warm, safe spot for the next time they pull it out to inflict and fling it upon me.

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They actually believe and from all the millions of "fans" they are convinced that they have every entitlement and right and are some and so elite that torturing me for YEARS without end, stealing ideas from me, having me beaten, poisoned to the point of my body disintegrating and being bloated and sick as they insulted everything about me, every day, for years--(and it's still ongoing with subliminals I can hear all kinds of hate sentences and abuse phrases coming non-stop--it's completely never-ending at the subliminal but at the edge of slight hearing capability--it's like "whispers" but is of an eerie and sickening quality in my "inner ear"--the sickening and creepy is all this organization is all about, despite their icons who are ingrained with the concept that their celebrity status makes them on par with a pantheon and they are "gods" or "royalty".

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If you studied their behavior and put it into a Criminal Justice categorization, they would instead be pathological, border-line disorder, psychopathy/sociopathic and many other assorted deviations from the "Social Contract". They have, indeed, altered the "social contract" in the duration of this ever-present situation of me being teleported and have helped to install what is now being overtly called a fascist overtake and corruption of Democracy--the very government is now on the brink of a fascist elitist Nazi overtake--but the media pundits call it something just MAGA which is supposed to be synonymous with all things corrupt and fascist. 


However, these celebrities are ever and always exempt from any scrutiny from the media except for gossip about their sexual proclivities or "beefs" amongst one another. This is perhaps how they are imbued with the sense of absolute invulnerability and that feeds into the psychopathy they always exhibit when they teleport me. That they are never held to account, are given these technologies in order to project into the consciousness of the world a sense of psychopathic exemption from law, giving them the appearance of fascist elitism albeit packaged in a "humanitarian" and "cool" guise is part of an elaborately designed mind programming "scheme"--if you will give me leeway to write a "conspiracy theory".

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I see them in their posturings, their huge smiles after years of causing misery, endless fighting for my life, mutilation of my body, home, my animals as they sauntered off smug and being paraded with applause afterward--

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But if I looked at any movie, any photo of them, they would immediately teleport me to violence afterwards--I usuaully responded that I could not stand them or their movies and explained why--they then tortured me and "punished" me for not responding like a typical screaming fan yelling in approval of everything without any consciousness of interpretation or analysis--just dumb approval endlessly saying all they do is great they are more human than gods who are exalted--they slap, rape, kill animals I love or steal them, make my home filthy, mutilate me--all done by their proxy minions, mostly of minority status (including those in their cliques and their seeming "partners")

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I can't see them as being exalted. Firstly, I have studied Criminal Justice in grad school and had to read the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (4th Edition) and had to read about various mental disorders. I also had to read the posts of my fellow classmates, as this was an online course so I got not only my work but also read through what others had studied--(everyone got to pick their own disorder but it was not a random selection, so many disorders were covered).

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What's more crazy though? the people exhibiting these behaviors or the society and government which is actively promoting such behavior?

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Speaking of which, I see that H. Cliton has been going through the celebrity photo-ops for some movie thing in Venice--and that her celebrity and media coverage has highly increased since she began her vicious assault upon me. AFter her yelling and violence displayed at me (and attacked me just last month alongside Graham) and she's now being featured--and her huge smiles and new fresh plastic surgery and glowing delight--as all these villains have after they torture me and then get promoted like this--and they appear so happy, glamorized, and are so promoted. What underlies all these huge smiles is the psychopathy that makes for this kind of schadenfreude feeding frenzy that pumps up their dopamine and seratonin, makes them glow just like they had huge orgies and were glowing with sexual satisfaction for their prime time photo-ops and joyous jumping around after torture, release of hate and violence upon me and just for that--voila! instant glorification. 


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I see now that the politicians who viciously attacked me personally are going to trial because their crimes expanded so exponentially it's now global news. But the celebrities--who truly "beleive" that they are exalted beyond human recognition by now, all these decades of glorified screaming to get a piece of them by the screaming zombies--as they tore and beat and fed off pieces of me for years, every day--pieces of my ideas which they stole and then called me "stupid" and blocked my every attempt to have my own ideas and life put on some reasonable par of life success to having anything but a miserable destitution which they have thoroughly enjoyed forcing upon me then calling me a "loser" for having been forced into this situation-=-as if that is my natural state. They then are pumped up even more by this division and they have gone after me to get pieces of me sliced off (cuts into my body extending to cutting out part of my uterus--cuts into my toes every night for months--destruction of my body, poisoning keeping me paralyzed and sick--I think it's still going on) 


but they were bought off--they were sent away=-and now it's something like some mafia Brooklyn pesonalities and Graham and who else now? But I can look at them, they were handed more prizees more millions they are off with their lovers, friends and family having a great time with all the new deals and prizes--typical of psychopaths absolutely thrilled with what they have been allowed to get away with and then paid for by dear ole boy good ole boy network liberal radical Uncle Scam is promoting psychopathy in teleportation gang stalking systematic programming.

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***Please note is is exceedingly difficult for me to type, write or think under the oppression of all these suppressive obstructions to my keyboard, my hands being able to move and my brain being blasted so my cognition is altered or diminished.

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Afterthought: It is VERY HARD exceedingly hard difficult for me to write and think clearly---so I have to stop writing, get up, do other things so my brain--out of the brain-zapping zone--can "remember" ideas or think of new ideas. I am so blanked out that in my last post I could not count the most basic simple sums and got the wrong number--it was such a case of my brain being completely blanked from analytic thinking I could not subtract simple sums. The mind control gets my brain "stuck" on the wrong number and it's like I "know" that this is correct. Only to get away from the place or situation and realize that I was completely under some atrocious brain-altering technological tyranny and could not subract something as basic as 70-64--I got the number 4 and that stuck in my brain--I literally was so flabbergasted by this I realize how badly I am always under such similar attack--but I am so busy fighting the hacking it's impossible to even control the cognitive blocks while I am fighting every word to get the letters to print out.

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I wanted to say about the above, on the DSM IV TR (that is what I studied in grad school for CRIMINAL JUSTICE) and thus, the categories I studied were only in the first two or so "Axis" and not the broad spectrum of the more physical aspects affecting mind/body/cognition. 

We had to study diagnoses and clinical observations and categories as relating to CRIMINAL behavior. 

What is deemed "elite" status and "entitlement" in the world of psychiatry and criminal justice--for the "poor" for those who are diagnosed by a posse of clinicians is--if you watch the video above--part of an entire categorical enslavement of psychiatric incriminations for the poor, the disenfranchised. When it comes to the "entitled" wealthy and the celebrities, who have and hold more power than politicians when it comes to unaccountability for crimes--they are so exempted that they are above and beyond the measurable exemptions that various politicians "enjoy" in their lofty status. This contract out on me was like a bonanza for people like Hillary Clinton who has latched on in envy because Trump got the contract before she did, and she has some catch-up to do. After her nasty entrance into this fray of violence with the celebrities (and now she's being paraded around on red carpets and etc) after like the criminal (yes, lock her up) she is, she exhibits so many mental disorders but of course--this is grounds for promotion on the part of those who put such people into the power positions. Who are these people anyway? I don't know, I only see the aspirants who appear as the deflecting points of light genuflecting from the emissions of the black holes which direct their energies, which suck them into their gravitational spheres and then hold sway over anyone they can pull into their black holes for mind control programming. The planet threatens to implode on a quickening pace, literally you can see it is on the point of some kind of catastrophic collapse. These are the people responsible for selling this entire larger-than-life selfishness psychopathy and greed cult--call it MAGA if you will. it includes so many of the "radical liberals" so I would not call it MAGA but the media calls it that.

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Inculcated psychopathy, but for those who are not included into the ultra white supremacist 4th Reich, these behaviors are deemed mental disorders and put into a category and if possible those who perform such acts are thrown away "to protect society" along with the key to understanding. Those at the top keep selling this type of behavior and are put on red carpets to "thundering applause".

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"The Rich Get Richer and The Poor Get Prison Overview Part I". September 3, 2020.


You/One can "thank" the sociopath/psychopath couple Clitons for this prison population explosion with their Omnibus Crime Bill--creating the prison-for-profit explosion in the Stock Market and etc....Hillary is no more a criminal than the other politicians who have participated openly in this teleportation torture criminal situation I am the target of (and/or how many others are targets or will become targets the longer all of you just keep allowing this sick technology and group to continue to torment and murder people who are microchipped and teleported and drugged/raped/poisoned/mutilated?).

But there's Hillary at  many H-wood celebrity parties now, after her latest plastic surgery, after having violently attacked me (after she began abusing me, the slicing into my toes began every night for months until it was to the bone, it was cutting off blood flow, I was risking losing my toes, and I had to fight to protect my body while sleeping which I still cannot do). She has been promoted ever since. I thought of this book The Rich Get Richer and The Poor Get Prison because I had to study this book as well for a Criminal Justice class--it makes the endless broken record that Bernie Sanders (another sick fake, absolute fascist in sheep's clothing) repeats--this is the real research--peer-reviewed study after study--contemporary not outdated. The website, even if the book was published long ago the website keeps updating articles and research studies. If you compare this book to the cocktail photo celebrity red carpet you can see how this book exemplifies the zeitgeist and the ghost of the shadow that was the United States and a Free World in the promise. What this technology afflicting my life and their greed and violence pumped to huge highs in hormones and status (they are the ones being mind programmed into fascist 4th Reich protocols and disorder "new order" mentality).

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The Rich Get Richer and The Poor Get Prison (website--the site is no longer taking current submissions and most of the old archives are no longer posted on this page--I was wrong I had looked at the site a few years ago, there were links to many peer-reviewed research articles they are all deleted or gone from the site--this is very suspicious in my opinion. Only links to the book published 20 years ago are included and only a handful of older articles remains--it looks like someone or something took all the relevant current information off this site and the editor is gone or deceased--) //The actual title of the site is: CRITICAL CRIMINOLOGY: An International Journal

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From my decades, and my lifetime of English interference with my fully complicit and dumbed down family, who can only achieve "success" in the 4th Reich by selling me off into microchip brain-monitored "enslavement": I can attest--with Historical backing not a mere suspicion on my part, but it is known that the English partnered with the Confederacy their aim to reinstate the United States under their control, partially as a plantation society they would control the cotton and historically this contingent of England--it is known and documented that the English were absolutely AGAINST Abraham Lincoln, probably were the backers of his assassination and were siding with the Confederacy as well as Confederate, slave-trading Jews from the South who escaped the Confederacy only to serve as major lawyers and bankers for the English establishment trying to re-take America due to their loss of the colony; they have not stopped trying in all this time. If the equivalent of the modern version of pig ape shit out of England I am forced to be tortured raped and abused by continuously (all my life, this has gone on since at least 1972 or 1973, if I ever could write my biography) but back in the 19th century if the older equivalent of sick colonizing monarchist pre-socialist plantation slave-trading antisemitic filth had such technology at their disposal in the 19th century they would have made abraham lincoln snort at embarassing moments by having his throat inplanted with a microchip. they would have tortured him in his sleep and had BLACK pro-slavery puppet ass-wipe whores which I am endlessly assaulted with from whorewood celebrity bs and congress, had him teleported to non-stop torture and slavery would have become the official law of the land with america as a colony once more. Whenever I listen to Hour of the Time and quotes by Abraham Lincoln are put on the show, one of the Democrats who rushed to assault me, bringing in his black and brown colleagues, and this person is in appearance and in name-only "Jewish" has copied the exact same quote on the same or the next day for the media. After every violent assault of me, he has been interviewed by CNN or MSNBC after his abuse of me (after their anchors were involved, and then they got FOX news to do the same, but more violently in the case of H-sith). They quote the Constitution with aplomb stating how fervently they believe in these principles yet the same morning they are beating and abusing me so nazi filth will promote them into the committees of jurisprudence and then into senator seats, to not have to lie constantly endlessly forever every 2 years to retain their seats n the House. Once in a while they can quote from the 4th Amendment, this one was a constitutional professor, just as the other law-breakers were constitutional lawyers and break every oath and act of the constitution on a non-stop basis to make "the south rise again" and Jews are performing the same acts they did under the Confederacy of protecting their "Masters". What they deny, my family included, is that if England had gone fully Nazi the Jews who had helped the English to try to overtake the South and thus divide and destroy the United States during the Civil War, these same descendants 60 years later would have been shuffled off to concentration camps by english rail to the boats to carry them to poland---. My family is in full denial being told that they are "special" their acts of helping to put nazis into power and facsist white supremacists as they violently assault me to prove how nazi they are, just like the blacks and jews and latinos of congress and in society--some of whom have been deported in miami out of the country for their collusion but who cares? the white trash nazis never liked them anyway--and they don't like my family either but they are deluded into terror and trauma-based mind control that these are their friends. Trying to convince them that the ultimate aim is for white trash out of europigapeland to over take the mansion on the hill my "Jewish" brother obtained for his participation in torturing me all my life will be taken BACK by the 4th Reich so some Europigape fascist nazi can as they did in Europigapeland steal the property and money from the Jews, have them gassed or deported at best losing all their money and property---fleeing to america and then experiencing this covert system of nazi fascism with death squads built-up by the plantation southerners taking over with their faux christianity and the English filth and shit controlling as they had planned to do--their plans have never changed in all this time. Because my family does as they are told, never study anything but how to service the white trash and conform and attack me as if I am the enemy of their lives and everything they obtain is due to attacking me in terms of success---so all they can and do is attack me without a single thought as to what they are really doing. Historical circles and cycles repeat unless the pattern is broken, and the pattern is clear if anyone has studied history and this history is rarely taught. But I am certain that Louis Farrakhan has spent much time lecturing about Jewish slave owners from the South who were responsible for the slave trade and these were like Epstein, chosen as the pawns so that when the historical record was known, the blame could be put on the jews and not on the white trash crap who sit back hiring people like my family to inflict the most obvious hate crimes as they pay them covertly and then the pawns are blamed.//The morning--near afternoon--after the extremely drugged-up post i wrote at 3:30 a.m. after waking up in a meth-amphetamine-induced alert drugged state---rage and hate pouring through my body due to the stimulus of their nervous system microchip implants along my spine and into my brain (also in my throat). I tore off the protection for my head and hands and then wrote the post trying to get the MURDER to be stopped---they teleported me to people nearly hitting me with cars as I drove a motorbike into a grey-cumulus-cloud road with cars driving towards me in a curve of a major 4-land highway almost into me; the drivers laughing with hate at running me over with demonic sneers on their ugly pasty engish faces. Then teleported to some English situation of creeps portraying a friend I had decades ago with an English man---because the English thug who raped and tortured me for months sat for 8-16 hours per day watching and listening to everything and every thought I had, to ascertain what to exploit as a weakness, while having me poisoned and raped beaten and tortured literally day and night while I was shitting out reams of poisons that shitalina, my family and the rest of your shit group have poured into my body for all my life--fighting to get it out for over 20 years paralyzed while piece of sick stupid mediocrity like ugly shitalina extracts ideas so her stupidity can be exalted by my ideas--and her friends and shit pig ape pitt also obtaining ideas galore from my thoughts my writing and the torture he and the rest inflicted upon me; all sponsored by the English filth claiming they are "superior". They used the microchip implant in my throat, which my "family" was thrilled to have put in when I was around 16 years old, just at the state of complete development so they could do things like make my throat constrict while I am sleeping to create a "snorting" noise because of the sudden contraction--or to choke me while I am eating and drinking, or to make my throat constrict while I am talking until I can't speak at all--they do this all the time; plus the effect on my nasal and tear ducts which they have had tears pouring out of my eyes every day for hours an dhours until my skin is completely damaged my eyesight is severely diminished and it has damaged my facial structure. Plus they can force my lips and cheeks to be pulled downward, which they have also done for years and years, also changing the structure of my face. All I do is fight to heal from all this and clean the stinking muck and filth that is perpetually sprayed into my body home and clothing and furniture on the walls and floors and it's constant. I was subjected to this "admonishment" of sorts with me staring into an impeccably arranged clothing closet of assorted stupid items in perfect order--my room is ransacked on a nightly basis so everything is strewn into disorder and sprayed with stinking foul substances--the terrorists break into my room when I am gone and open all bags and spray stinking disgusting filth into clothing underewear my bra-s they open all and spray with stinking crap that never completely goes away. It is embedded with sticky particles that permanently absorb into the fibers, all created by uncle scam of the government, administered by the senators and house reps smirking laughing and all playing together plantation concentration camp colonized english colonized vassal state. giving dirty stupid ugly english full control as "partners" never once questioning the validity of the fake smiles and claims of approval for every stupid dumbed-down lying filth american posturing with glamorized democratic ideals and christian ideals; all wanting only the comfort of europigapeland holocaust wealth at their disposal and re-creating another huge transfer of wealth through a subsidiary of genocide trained by the mediocrity of the europigapes in their socialist and communist central committee structures. the filth I am dealing with, who cannot create a single original creative idea, are so mediocre so filled with IMMATURITY STUPIDITY UGLINESS SPIRITUAL DECAY PROSTITUTION DECOMPOSITION OF ALL ETHICAL BEAUTY AND OF SPIRIT AND LOFTY IDEALS they torture and then try to "crush" me every day in every way. Right now I am writing this because I have struggled to pay for a music player to drown out their hate skits which they performed lastl night after I had ripped out the ear plugs for the compromised music player they destroyed--my fourth one in 6 months which has been broken and hacked so it doesn't work---I ordered a player, like all the the brand new hacked items it came in beautiful plastic wrap appearing brand new--I could not test it as it did not come with the memory chip so I had to buy one at this store where the entire electronics basement of independent sellers had zero memory chips for sale on that day, only this one bogus store which has fully operated with the terrorists non-stop for years. I was in pain, it was 16 hours per day of tom hardy raping beating and abusing me with drugging so extreme I could not function--they also drug me with poisons that stiffen the muscles and with the hard poisons latched to every vertebrae forming a criss-cross of poisons latched into bones and vertebrae, they render me in implacable pain and exhaustion with hours of abuse plus the poisoning plus the sleep deprivation that goes on everysingle night. I ordered a new player and tried to get this memory chip but it would not "read" and I asked Perplexity ai what the message meant--it lied it was hacked, the ai was hacked as it has been since I began using it so create disinformation lies ---and it told me I needed a card reader which in retrospect I did not--I ordered it, and the delivery company screwed me over so I had to wait for 2 days longer to receive this card reader, not knowing if that is broken or dysfunctional because having inserted the memory chip into the memory reader, which I do not need anyway, it read "cannot overwrite the disk" meaning as perplexity had lied, the chip is not working it is compromised. I tried to use the functions to clear or untoggle the "do not read" in the chip, but that was hacked and not working and the chip had been compromised and the store had "no returns" when they actually had returns and they only put this sign up for me, on that day while the other 20 sellers removed all memory chips from their shelves and literally all lied, telling me to go only to that one store. I determined before the return window closes for this music player, which I cannot test to see if it is compromised or not, that I would go and find a memory chip today, and so I was drugged so excessively that I slept until 11 a.m., and then tried to get onto my computer after I had literally sealed it up with a storage lock so the hackers could not block functioning--but regardless, every time I use the internet they insert endless malware and I had used the laptop last night to alleviate the stress from days and days of trying to not react as usual by writing--as they destroy more if I write, but then escalate the torture in teleportation to the point that it is direct deadly abuse leading to death if not stopped---so I write, they blocked the functioning of the laptop, I spent another 40 minutes trying to get the internet wifi on,

and half the day is gone, and I have to take my laptop to try to find a micro sd card so I can insert it into the laptop to see if the playe...