Friday, September 2, 2022

Cognitive dissonance: Middle-of-the-night rumination about ruin and regeneration. Ruminating about the celebrities who somehow have finally been pried off teleporting me and the weird (not in a good way) world they inhabit but how they haunt the real world with false promises like bad entities luring the gullible into chasms of despair of unattainable paradise. Underneath is a tarmac where crushed bodies lie in symbolic rot without burial; the crimes committed fester and the psychopathy becomes a promotional stepping stone for performance upgrade. //The DSM IV-TR is The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders--4th Edition (Revised). personified as programming for exemplary celluloid celebrity political status--my Criminal Justice studies seem like an alternative universe and the planet is being programmed into psychopathic mental disorders by the celebrity planet hellwood complex.

"DSM IV TR Explained--Vita Creativity Company". Cavin Weber. September 21, 2012.



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"Narcissistic Personality Disorder Diagnostic Criteria (DSM IV TR)". August 13, 2010.





 


I have a hard time sleeping. I am always detoxing. The poison that was put in my body all my life was stuffed with various amphetamines, I am certain of that. As the detox reaches the very lower depths of the hard shell laced and cemented into my spine/intesines, etc that have been stuck, hard and making me sick, semi-paralyzed and etc for decades--I find I can't sleep. The amphetamines are coming out;  It is middle of the night. I tell myself to get to work but I am too ill to move most of the time. I find that my energy is wan in the morning until evening and once it reaches mid-night I am awake and ready for a party. It takes me literally ALL DAY to heal from the nightime of being re-drugged by the terrorist organization and I am tired and sick of being sick and tired. ( I must add that hacking once again prevails, the keyboard is mostly inoperable but I am capable of writing very slowly/pounding out/backspacing/etc and thinking of course is blocked the usual continues/obstruction.)

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As this is my personal "party" time of the late night, unable to sleep, I just was sick and I am always getting this poison out of my body--I'm always either too sick to move or eliminating poison and feel like I just was artificially pumped up in artificial energy because of the drug cocktail that was lacing the hardening/bloating poisons (to keep the "mind control drugs" endlessly inserted into my nervous system and of course to destroy my body and eventually kill me through some "idiopathic" life-threatening "disease" and my "disability" status which was, like everything else that is problematic in my life, due entirely to the attacks upon me and not my any natural deficiency or "disability" I caused or was born with.

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I am looking at the celebrities who tortured me for years on my internet "social hour" because it is fascinating to see them now that they are not a direct threat to my life any longer for this brief moment--I am sure they are lurking around and being handed more deals out of this contract but the main perpetrators at this point are the mafia and the senator who is trying to use and exploit me to circumvent having to testify...(if you are up on the current news you know who...!). It is amazing that my situation has remained a kind of top secret amongst the seriously deranged people who are at the pinnacle of a power system that is ultimately devastating the planet in so many ulterior ways--maybe their particular contributions are trivial compared to the toxic waste of huge refineries or other factors--but they "represent" these factions who choose these mostly psychopathic personalities to have zero emphatic human personality traits solely for their trained and coached perceived ability to convey such sentimentality in ways that are entertaining. People prefer fantasy to reality, and that is what they are selling. The real thing they are selling is a death cult culture. They are the MAGA actors guild but sold as products of a "Democratic" fairness and equality facade.

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I am looking at some of them and because they are NOT teleporting me at this time, such a relief, I can look at them without their continual harassment and hate asking me if I thought them as equivalent to divinity and utmost beauty and talent after I clicked on something they were presented in. I see them, and always have, as human beings not exalted--I was brainwashed to a huge extent concerning one of them who I initially disliked extremely for about a decade and then under the stress of being a target I found the fantasy of his character as being somehow "alternative" extremely appealing--as the "real" alternative culture posed hypocrisy and a threat (to my life, ultimately) as there are so many fakes involved in each and every "liberal" or "alternative" "subculture" group or entity. All has been co-opted by this most fascist organization and all must point in the same direction but get acceptance for wearing alternative fashion---in effect.

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I can look at them for the first time in years without the ensuing violence they inflict upon me, because for one thing their endless violence against me has made me detest them, so seeing them in any clip, click or photo or movie isn't exactly wonderful an experience I hardly view any of them as being exemplary human beings after their sleazy and violent rape and torture of me only for their sleazy upgrade in their career potential: and also of course for their own personal dysfunctional needs or bigotry or hate or sexism or whatever labels they cling to as their secret desired hate pockets which they can pull out of a drawer in their pants and stick back into the hole protruding and keep all their hate in that warm, safe spot for the next time they pull it out to inflict and fling it upon me.

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They actually believe and from all the millions of "fans" they are convinced that they have every entitlement and right and are some and so elite that torturing me for YEARS without end, stealing ideas from me, having me beaten, poisoned to the point of my body disintegrating and being bloated and sick as they insulted everything about me, every day, for years--(and it's still ongoing with subliminals I can hear all kinds of hate sentences and abuse phrases coming non-stop--it's completely never-ending at the subliminal but at the edge of slight hearing capability--it's like "whispers" but is of an eerie and sickening quality in my "inner ear"--the sickening and creepy is all this organization is all about, despite their icons who are ingrained with the concept that their celebrity status makes them on par with a pantheon and they are "gods" or "royalty".

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If you studied their behavior and put it into a Criminal Justice categorization, they would instead be pathological, border-line disorder, psychopathy/sociopathic and many other assorted deviations from the "Social Contract". They have, indeed, altered the "social contract" in the duration of this ever-present situation of me being teleported and have helped to install what is now being overtly called a fascist overtake and corruption of Democracy--the very government is now on the brink of a fascist elitist Nazi overtake--but the media pundits call it something just MAGA which is supposed to be synonymous with all things corrupt and fascist. 


However, these celebrities are ever and always exempt from any scrutiny from the media except for gossip about their sexual proclivities or "beefs" amongst one another. This is perhaps how they are imbued with the sense of absolute invulnerability and that feeds into the psychopathy they always exhibit when they teleport me. That they are never held to account, are given these technologies in order to project into the consciousness of the world a sense of psychopathic exemption from law, giving them the appearance of fascist elitism albeit packaged in a "humanitarian" and "cool" guise is part of an elaborately designed mind programming "scheme"--if you will give me leeway to write a "conspiracy theory".

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I see them in their posturings, their huge smiles after years of causing misery, endless fighting for my life, mutilation of my body, home, my animals as they sauntered off smug and being paraded with applause afterward--

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But if I looked at any movie, any photo of them, they would immediately teleport me to violence afterwards--I usuaully responded that I could not stand them or their movies and explained why--they then tortured me and "punished" me for not responding like a typical screaming fan yelling in approval of everything without any consciousness of interpretation or analysis--just dumb approval endlessly saying all they do is great they are more human than gods who are exalted--they slap, rape, kill animals I love or steal them, make my home filthy, mutilate me--all done by their proxy minions, mostly of minority status (including those in their cliques and their seeming "partners")

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I can't see them as being exalted. Firstly, I have studied Criminal Justice in grad school and had to read the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (4th Edition) and had to read about various mental disorders. I also had to read the posts of my fellow classmates, as this was an online course so I got not only my work but also read through what others had studied--(everyone got to pick their own disorder but it was not a random selection, so many disorders were covered).

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What's more crazy though? the people exhibiting these behaviors or the society and government which is actively promoting such behavior?

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Speaking of which, I see that H. Cliton has been going through the celebrity photo-ops for some movie thing in Venice--and that her celebrity and media coverage has highly increased since she began her vicious assault upon me. AFter her yelling and violence displayed at me (and attacked me just last month alongside Graham) and she's now being featured--and her huge smiles and new fresh plastic surgery and glowing delight--as all these villains have after they torture me and then get promoted like this--and they appear so happy, glamorized, and are so promoted. What underlies all these huge smiles is the psychopathy that makes for this kind of schadenfreude feeding frenzy that pumps up their dopamine and seratonin, makes them glow just like they had huge orgies and were glowing with sexual satisfaction for their prime time photo-ops and joyous jumping around after torture, release of hate and violence upon me and just for that--voila! instant glorification. 


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I see now that the politicians who viciously attacked me personally are going to trial because their crimes expanded so exponentially it's now global news. But the celebrities--who truly "beleive" that they are exalted beyond human recognition by now, all these decades of glorified screaming to get a piece of them by the screaming zombies--as they tore and beat and fed off pieces of me for years, every day--pieces of my ideas which they stole and then called me "stupid" and blocked my every attempt to have my own ideas and life put on some reasonable par of life success to having anything but a miserable destitution which they have thoroughly enjoyed forcing upon me then calling me a "loser" for having been forced into this situation-=-as if that is my natural state. They then are pumped up even more by this division and they have gone after me to get pieces of me sliced off (cuts into my body extending to cutting out part of my uterus--cuts into my toes every night for months--destruction of my body, poisoning keeping me paralyzed and sick--I think it's still going on) 


but they were bought off--they were sent away=-and now it's something like some mafia Brooklyn pesonalities and Graham and who else now? But I can look at them, they were handed more prizees more millions they are off with their lovers, friends and family having a great time with all the new deals and prizes--typical of psychopaths absolutely thrilled with what they have been allowed to get away with and then paid for by dear ole boy good ole boy network liberal radical Uncle Scam is promoting psychopathy in teleportation gang stalking systematic programming.

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***Please note is is exceedingly difficult for me to type, write or think under the oppression of all these suppressive obstructions to my keyboard, my hands being able to move and my brain being blasted so my cognition is altered or diminished.

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Afterthought: It is VERY HARD exceedingly hard difficult for me to write and think clearly---so I have to stop writing, get up, do other things so my brain--out of the brain-zapping zone--can "remember" ideas or think of new ideas. I am so blanked out that in my last post I could not count the most basic simple sums and got the wrong number--it was such a case of my brain being completely blanked from analytic thinking I could not subtract simple sums. The mind control gets my brain "stuck" on the wrong number and it's like I "know" that this is correct. Only to get away from the place or situation and realize that I was completely under some atrocious brain-altering technological tyranny and could not subract something as basic as 70-64--I got the number 4 and that stuck in my brain--I literally was so flabbergasted by this I realize how badly I am always under such similar attack--but I am so busy fighting the hacking it's impossible to even control the cognitive blocks while I am fighting every word to get the letters to print out.

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I wanted to say about the above, on the DSM IV TR (that is what I studied in grad school for CRIMINAL JUSTICE) and thus, the categories I studied were only in the first two or so "Axis" and not the broad spectrum of the more physical aspects affecting mind/body/cognition. 

We had to study diagnoses and clinical observations and categories as relating to CRIMINAL behavior. 

What is deemed "elite" status and "entitlement" in the world of psychiatry and criminal justice--for the "poor" for those who are diagnosed by a posse of clinicians is--if you watch the video above--part of an entire categorical enslavement of psychiatric incriminations for the poor, the disenfranchised. When it comes to the "entitled" wealthy and the celebrities, who have and hold more power than politicians when it comes to unaccountability for crimes--they are so exempted that they are above and beyond the measurable exemptions that various politicians "enjoy" in their lofty status. This contract out on me was like a bonanza for people like Hillary Clinton who has latched on in envy because Trump got the contract before she did, and she has some catch-up to do. After her nasty entrance into this fray of violence with the celebrities (and now she's being paraded around on red carpets and etc) after like the criminal (yes, lock her up) she is, she exhibits so many mental disorders but of course--this is grounds for promotion on the part of those who put such people into the power positions. Who are these people anyway? I don't know, I only see the aspirants who appear as the deflecting points of light genuflecting from the emissions of the black holes which direct their energies, which suck them into their gravitational spheres and then hold sway over anyone they can pull into their black holes for mind control programming. The planet threatens to implode on a quickening pace, literally you can see it is on the point of some kind of catastrophic collapse. These are the people responsible for selling this entire larger-than-life selfishness psychopathy and greed cult--call it MAGA if you will. it includes so many of the "radical liberals" so I would not call it MAGA but the media calls it that.

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Inculcated psychopathy, but for those who are not included into the ultra white supremacist 4th Reich, these behaviors are deemed mental disorders and put into a category and if possible those who perform such acts are thrown away "to protect society" along with the key to understanding. Those at the top keep selling this type of behavior and are put on red carpets to "thundering applause".

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"The Rich Get Richer and The Poor Get Prison Overview Part I". September 3, 2020.


You/One can "thank" the sociopath/psychopath couple Clitons for this prison population explosion with their Omnibus Crime Bill--creating the prison-for-profit explosion in the Stock Market and etc....Hillary is no more a criminal than the other politicians who have participated openly in this teleportation torture criminal situation I am the target of (and/or how many others are targets or will become targets the longer all of you just keep allowing this sick technology and group to continue to torment and murder people who are microchipped and teleported and drugged/raped/poisoned/mutilated?).

But there's Hillary at  many H-wood celebrity parties now, after her latest plastic surgery, after having violently attacked me (after she began abusing me, the slicing into my toes began every night for months until it was to the bone, it was cutting off blood flow, I was risking losing my toes, and I had to fight to protect my body while sleeping which I still cannot do). She has been promoted ever since. I thought of this book The Rich Get Richer and The Poor Get Prison because I had to study this book as well for a Criminal Justice class--it makes the endless broken record that Bernie Sanders (another sick fake, absolute fascist in sheep's clothing) repeats--this is the real research--peer-reviewed study after study--contemporary not outdated. The website, even if the book was published long ago the website keeps updating articles and research studies. If you compare this book to the cocktail photo celebrity red carpet you can see how this book exemplifies the zeitgeist and the ghost of the shadow that was the United States and a Free World in the promise. What this technology afflicting my life and their greed and violence pumped to huge highs in hormones and status (they are the ones being mind programmed into fascist 4th Reich protocols and disorder "new order" mentality).

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The Rich Get Richer and The Poor Get Prison (website--the site is no longer taking current submissions and most of the old archives are no longer posted on this page--I was wrong I had looked at the site a few years ago, there were links to many peer-reviewed research articles they are all deleted or gone from the site--this is very suspicious in my opinion. Only links to the book published 20 years ago are included and only a handful of older articles remains--it looks like someone or something took all the relevant current information off this site and the editor is gone or deceased--) //The actual title of the site is: CRITICAL CRIMINOLOGY: An International Journal

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Assaulted for the 4th Time in one day physically or verbally it's a rotation of the expletives of whorewood. This time, on my facebook page, the black nazi working with tarantino to spread "black empowerment" through playing a psychopathic killer smug and sauntering bad guy yelling and shooting and etc---nothing "racist" there no "racist" portrayal whatsoever. No, he's just tough and "cool" because he makes snide comments and kills in the movies, always angry about racism. He hacked a post about having grown up in Jim Crow south. And it was being repeated now under the administration. I wrote in comment since this creep has fully engaged in this attack upon me but was not violently psycho towards me but now is. I wrote "If you continue to partner with the whorewood nazis you WILL bring jim crow to Los Angeles and it's already there". Defending the Plantation Big House he glared into my face in my room, teleporting me I tried to ignore him and he got ugly arnold to hit me viciously with death threats and sentences of how he would kill me as they do continuously. Always smashing my head against porcelain and drowning me in the toilet every time I am in the bathroom. This is what ugly tom hardy did while he had my cuticles literally severed off completely--the cuticles will not grow back they were sliced out of my fingers and also toes--at least 4 fingers and toes have cuticles completely cut off never growing back from ugly arnold and ugly tom farty hardy and shitalina always there smiling laughing and being handed every single thing for promoting rape racist rape instead of her dirty skank trashy a$$ being sexually molested for her promotion. The ugly skank prostituted shit dirty stupid ape whore shitalina who has stolen my ideas and gone to awards every time my ideas were stolen and has had me beaten and tortrured every day and mutilated without end. She was there glowing with horminal high as ugly arnold is perpetually destroying my body and inflicting damage to my health and body and yelling that I am ugly not to say I am beautiful and etc so I call him ugly arnold because I always thought he was grotesque and creepy and ugly the first time I saw that distorted sick creep he was an abomination I considered the glorification of his ugly disgusting huge body to be the nazi worship of stupid dumbed down america. //But I was assaulted by the black famous star "'angry" always about racism and killing people violently for making any statement about "black" people (as in, describe what wallis walrus looks like..."he's black..." and only saying "he's black" according to crap tarantino makes the black actor yell "go on" with rage as if saying someone is black is racist. Thus saying that as usual he is aiding in the rise of nazis and to continue to do so is and already has put Jim Crow back and it's very evident in Whorweood if you are with this group of utter sick stupid sleazy shit scum long enough. I mean the entire gamut of that filth operation not just the shit crap I have been teleported to. So only making the obvious poiint which they use VIOLENCE to suppress if possible--rebounding the accusation to say I am a bitch a racist etc and I am, according to oprah farrakhan al the blacks of whorewood nasty nazi shithole and the msnbc anchors and all the blacks in the media, almost all the blacks of podcast bullshit world who get major attention---for saying they are aiding in putting nazis into power and racism. Using aunt jemima to describe nasty filthy ignorant oprah who is great at blasting accusations of racism at whites but lovingly supporting them when they can transfer their claims of being the most victimized and fully taking over the role of most oppressed and racism is "theirs" they "own" it so I can't use any claims of racism against me, in particular against any of the famous "fighting racism" bigots. Using any pretext to hit me ugly shit arnold the filth with stank filth shitalina who is so stupid and blank and rotten it's an atrocity that this filth shit has been handed this tech to distribute nazi identity with the blacvks who clamour for media fame and attention. I fought physically to get tem off me and could not just 'ignore" them as they rushed at me violently until I began fighting endlessly and screaming. It went on for 2 or more hours, while I was in the shower. They go off laughing about it ajnd getting non-stop promotions and this sick psychopathic behavior is the standard by which trump was promoted back in 2016. Despite all their shit movies and interviews where they espouse their equanimity in concern about human dignity and equality and fairness, they are trump amplified at a much concentrated degree of racist psychopathy but as long as the nazi edict of killing jews--and the darkedr ones, who might resemble palestinians or some targeted for slaughter genocide "darker" appearance as I have dark hair and more 'olive" skin especially in sunshine places---and thus I am in the category of genocidal target but I have original ideas and this group has none zero and no ideas whatsoever that aren't programmed pre-programmed and hateful meaningless shit they really are. //so ugly arnold has to make sure I am deformed and he does this endlessly. They injected something horrific into my scalp while I was so ill from detox I could not wrap layers of protection around my head. While shitting this out they abused me almost into unconsciousness from the stress on my body---the abuse yelling while I was detoxing from 40-60 years of pent-up black poisons (maybe 30 years "only", at most") buried under layer upon layer of compressed, flattened into rock-hard shell-like solid "plug" wall structure which remains like elongated shelves running from the latched on literally adhered into my bones along vertebrae and into skull, down into my toes even everywhere into all intestines and my skull and every single place running a serpentine internal straight jacket structure glueing me into paralysis most of the time. Getting this out entails fighting to "crunch" out pieces which expand at least 10x the compressed size so I am always bloated with a huge bulge in my abdomen--then the poisons come out so toxic I can't move, think or do anything as they spray stinking filth so I am breathing it in perpetually can't move can't breaathe they abuse and abuse me non-stop hours and hours per day. Tears are always forced out of my eyes every single day to destroy my face in appearance to create extreme skin destruction eyesight destruction and they use abuse and tech to force lips and cheeks to be pulled downward along with tears then laugh and smile yelling about how 'fat" "ugly" and etc I "am" which they forced on me. Politicians rush to "defend" ugly stupid sick arnold because of his endless nazi holocaust gold pipeline out of switzerland and austria and wherever they have embezzeled and infested injected and invested and stolen robbed and austerity measures obtained through the legal apparatus of their banking system combined with their nazi parters the french with the IMF. And etc etc. It has been attacks all morning all afternoon and into the evening by a non-stop rotation of shit scum and fucking crap attacking me. I get on the internet to try to shut up their ugly rat voices screaming "loser bitch stupid bitch loser" continuously the ugly rat spawn of depp whose career is solely based on attacking me and nothing else and being the shit filth depp spewed out through a rotten nazi blonde french creepp who is an infestation waiting to happen once this gruop obtains thiis contract out of me--I can only make assupmptions but ugly shit arnold is so desperate because he is a nothing dirty hamburger dumb sick fuck with the kennedies guiding him through what to say and how to deal with politics. In other words, everything except for his body building regimen is all he can do has ever done and reciting a script and acting like a rapist thug in his shit movies (he's always attacking someone with psychopathic "charm" which the audiences love and it's a training program for nazism and minorities are all welcome to join as long as they are willing to kill jews becuase that is the script they must inculcate into america and voila! Racism is over, now blacks like this fuck actor can be racist as hell and still claim he's fighting jim crow and nazi trump--who he helpoed put in power just as deniro had done--

  So ugly dirty arnold had something injected into my scalp and this huge bump which is like a square maybe they put a little microchip unde...