Monday, September 12, 2022

It is impossible for me to write more than a few sentences without mind programming/obstruction of keyboard taking over. I re-read parts of my last post and it was "redacted" meaning words had been deleted, I could not "think" and I had to backspace and rewrite so continuously while my brain was blotted out from short-term memory that by the time I got through backspacing and rewriting my thoughts were completely scattered. I imagine that subliminals are being pumped into my brain at high-speed delivery while I am fighting to think. I tried to express (in case anyone read through the entire post I just wrote, it's so discombobulated) that I can only "remember" ideas once I get away from this laptop and this physical spot in front of the laptop. I know that my brain is being "blanked" out while I am writing and "they" are inserting subliminals to change what I am typing out. While I fight to write about the terrorism and torture of these haters who are assaulting me using teleportation and "voice-to-skull" technology, "they" make my brain dwindle in analytic function and a huge swelling almost tsunami of emotional rage overrides all intellectual concepts. I say and write things that are "immature" which I have never really succumbed to until I was tortured non-stop and then I got into that ranting after more than 3 years of it. Please do not judge me entirely by these posts, as they are rife with huge interference. This is the best I can do to try to salvage my attempts to write clearly without huge emotional hyperbolism. It is IMPOSSIBLE to simply think and write clearly I can only manage a few sentences at the beginning of a post before the effects just swoon in my brain and I am overcome.

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All I am doing is fighting to not be poisoned/drugged raped to death and more fascist nazi politicians like trump not put in office for brutalizing me (for years). The blue wave of newsom is just white nazi "liberal" men taking the controlled opposition side, the "progressives" are very guilty the white progressives act like closeted nazis the hate and racism they openly display towards me but in the "private" enclosure of fully-protected nazi teleportation. //Not a single political candidate for office of president will help me to block this trump brigade of sleazy dirty disgusting ugly rancid and in most important ways, utterly stupid blank scumgbags, instead they all join in. All the giggly cackling ones, the smiling "make america like roman and greek democracy" used car californication sales scumbags like new old scum---and the rest just all falll in line. Established crap like raskin are the minority nazis who have been promoted for putting pelosi's january 6 committee nito a public airing diverting from the actual DOJ investigation--and along with pelosi comes raskinn and all the rest all viciously assaulting me--meaning ALL politicians and anyone not eagerly a nazi in drag in the closet is too timid terrified to do more than smirk and laugh, joining in to appear that they are in complete agreement, if even those types exist.//Mutilation/slicing under cuticle to a severely damaged finger--15 years of knives slicing into my cuticles almost every night--my hands comletely deformed--(plus countless other nightly slashes, poisoning to my body skin and internally plus non-stop torture abuse using teleportation plus global all-business discrimination across-the-board all businesses landlords and then family and government up to all presidents, all candidates for president, all governors all senators all house reps and all of society). I put on a pair of opera gloves, then another pair of gloves with a sock tied to the end, then a wrap-around string which I tighten as much as possible, then another elastic band to tighten the string, then wrist bands which I wrap around as tightly as I can without extreme blood flow constriction, and one hand already bound up can't tie the other band as tightly as possible so they always get one of the hands every night--on top of that is a pair of compression socks--I double over the top layers of socks and than have a tightly-sewn long-sleeve sleepp shirt I also had to sew a mouth covering for due to my gum tissue being cut to the bone--underneath that they sliced my already entirely gouged out cuticle for left middle finger --swollen, red the veins on my hands perpetually swollen and enlarged due to non-stop healing attempts. Alll nais are black, almost all nails from complete destruction of cuticles and the nail bed.