Monday, September 12, 2022

Prescience or (common sense) prediction: At the beginning of 2022 I predicted (not using tarot cards or divination) that Queen E would pass. It has come to pass. What will transpire with the Crown terrorist core connected to H-wood, I wonder, with this new but entrenched/programmed change of rulership? To me, all that matters is the key to the former Queen's prescription for covert 4th Reich policy disguised as benevolence and "free", which in my opinion is/was Keynes. Neo-liberal politics and policies which brought about the wealth divide, and thus encouraging a despotic rulership of white supremacy versus a planet of desperate immigrants; resulting in the rise of fascism--these are significant elements and factors involved in the (what I perceive as being the significant legacy of Queen Elizabeth's policy) formula for the continuance of the Neo-Nazi movement.

"Roundtable: Amid Tributes to Queen Elizabeth, Deadly Legacy of British Colonialism Cannot be Ignored". Democracy Now! September 9, 2022.



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"KEY TAKEAWAYS
  • British economist John Maynard Keynes is the founder of Keynesian economics.
  • Keynesian economics argues that demand drives supply and that healthy economies spend or invest more than they save.
  • To create jobs and boost consumer buying power during a recession, Keynes held that governments should increase spending, even if it means going into debt.
  • Critics attack Keynesian economics for promoting deficit spending, stifling private investment, and causing inflation.


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*****PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS BLOG POST HAS BEEN PARTIALLY DELETED OR REWRITTEN BY HACKER TERRORISTS WHEN I TRIED TO READ THIS POST AND SAW HOW BADLY IT HAD BEEN OBSCURED, I WAS DISMAYED BUT THIS IS SO EVER-PRESENT IN ALL MY ATTEMPTS TO WRITE ANYTHING. This is very hard to get through, this post because of all these hacker deletions or rewrites. I am under a siege of mind control tech so I can't "remember" all the phrases I had written exactly. I just will leave this as is. I write such statements for almost every post I write as this is always the case. I do not want any post that has been so badly redacted to be considered my inability to express my self in a serious way.


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An explanation for my vague interpretation of economics and of this subject:

The subject of Keynesian economics and the application of policy as regulated by PM's and in conjunction with the Queen (of late) is of course something I have no privy access of information--the concepts I wrote of above could easily be disputed when you read any basic history of Keynes and his actual policies and politics. The Socialist government of England is not as far distant as the US equivalent in it's aspirations for global domination/dominance. Less or more government regulation of the economy in a global atmosphere, far outpacing what Keynes had written of in his early 20th Century books on economics--however, to issue is of debt and that, in effect, is what Keynes recommended as sound economic (and thus political) policy. That America could in the near future be beholden to China for it's bankrupt status of it's national Debt is something only briefly mentioned in many a media lecture on policy and of the state of the Union. A country going into debt if there is an economic downturn, which would, theoretically, straighten itself out (one would hope) with the spur in investment and the flow of capital and all that other economic jargon which I have not been trained to repeat up to this point in my life (of being blocked and drugged all my life and forced into subpoverty income so the necessity to study economics for me has remained at a most basic macroeconomic level, and very basic at that. One cannot deny, however well-trained one is in current economic (mis)management that the burgeoning debt crisis of the United States has reached past critical mass, but this is so mostly ignored by the media and one must go into extremes in order to focus on this issue which is of such paramount importance to the stability of the US. I make my statement regarding Keynes mostly in light of the mismanagement of debt and national debt, along with the "Trickle-down" investment philosophy that has spurred an elitist resurgence of what is now openly called "semi-fascism" by President Biden. Make no doubt that this rise in "fascism" could not have been made possible without the reliance upon all these decades of Trickle-down adaptations of earlier Keynesian models of economics. To delve into this topic would entail that my internet not be hacked, my keyboard operable instead of being hacked so I can barely write out a single word or statement, and the attacks on my brain also be stopped. I also require adequate search information as my internet searches are met by results of 10 items on Google for very vague topics on politics--almost all of the time the search engine results are blocked so I get one or two pages of results while the Google search result states that there are thousands or hundreds of thousands. I can't access information, in short, or not very well. Much of what I do access is controlled and skewed in content (or redacted or simply rewritten--Orwellian style). What Keynes could not have predicted or did not predict were the mind control and other nefarious misuses of technology that now permeate the fabric of stability in economic disparity that the mishandling of his philosophies and economic politics had earlier prescribed as tentative solutions to the greed, the conquering worm, which can wind itself around almost any concept and turn it into a devouring regurgitated reshapement of it's former self.

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One media "fix" to the legacy of Keynesian economics is of the huge National Debt to which the United States is always on the brink of collapse into bankruptcy and inability to pay of even the interest on the debt. Massive efforts to divert public attention from this near fatal collapse of the US and it's currency leadership around the world (which is not something that is undesired but instead highly but secretly desired in order to bring into the world this chaos of economic failure of the US Government, which would enable a take-over by the fascist contingent --many of whom are heavily armed with assault rifles and the like)--but endless focus in the media upon #45 has made attention on this most urgent issue completely buried and obscured. If it wasn't Bill Clinton and his sexual escapades making headlines to obscure other trifles like wars and economic collapse, the formula to keep the "masses" occupied into focusing on other issues remains. But my point is Queen E--from all my encounters with people connected to the English Royalty (one of whom was poisoning me to death, stole ideas, and is behind the H-wood English-backed celebrities who have tortured and stolen ideas from me non-stop, all making open anti-Semitic Nazi statements about having me killed in concentration camps and all those other fascist statements). I take it then that they are merely emulating what they were trained and programmed to think and behave like coming from the top, the mentality trickling down like Keynesian economics, from whence comes my connection to the fiscal fascist policies which have helped to bring about our current near-fascist take-over of the United States. It's a very long take of economic disaster, which is elaborated upon by many a scholar and hinted at by Progressives and many others alike--hailed as stolid foundation for future politics by the likes of the fascist-take-over Party vying for complete take-over of elections committees and a future of their making, by-passing the US Constitution whenever advantage for power is possible. Keynes and his "trickle-down" economics. I believe this was extoled and brought forth originally by The English Crown, Queen E in particular as she probably condoned every policy that the US then welcomed in as their partnership in world domination ensures mutual economic stability (albeit non-parity in currency, so the English can stroll on into the US and purchase as much as they want, which they have done to the delight of the fascist contingent and their dumbed down minions in the US who latch onto every statement and believe in it, when they are instructed to do so. All "good" little programmed minions rewarded (Perhaps temporarily and fatally so).

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Yes dear readers, it is possible to predict something (for me) without using crutches such as tarot cards. I "felt" that this would happen and first it was her husband and then Her. I am neither happy nor sad about this passing (well, I am not neutral but I don't want to appear callous). My goal really is to see if Charles is going to continue the legacy of post WWII fascism (disguised as it so cleverly has been in the circles of concentric power trickling down from the top-to-the-bottom tiers of UK society. How they attack me whenever possible and all following the exact same protocols but not all have access to the most sophisticated mind control technologies, and who is controlling the lower and bottom tiers, I wonder when only they have use of these minute highly covert and sophisticated technologies at their immediate disposal? Rhetorical question, my dears reading this...).


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But I did write this, it was at the beginning of this year, in January or just prior to the New Year. Where it is, I can't really bother to look up because I can't stand to see months and years of the same railings and rantings I have divulged in, in my endless years of attempting to garner sympathy. I realize that the thrashing torture victim is more of an entertainment spectacle than an object of pity, unless they are of the established bigot appearance which everyone is "supposed" to consider far more worthy of law and legal protection then their darker hue fellow human beings (which they dehumanize as often as possible, those who consider the law only and realistically established for their defense and counter-offensive tactics and the rest have no rights, as deemed by their creed and this terror system of systematic racism is surely assisting in this social engineering project of prison population culture/no rights for me and so, my writings have only amassed spectators and no protection, or so it seems. Hopefully more people of the oppressed layers of dehumanization will stop nearly worshipping their oppressors and finally begin to establish their real-life majority rule of equal protection under law and whatever else can come of stopping the mind programming into white supremacy that things like the media are endlessly thrusting out into the mental sphere atmosphere.

I think of the Queen of England and of the utter and in the highest circles, extending into the lower, of absolute racist Nazism and I do believe that this mentality and paradigm is a remnant of the complicit Royalty to the Nazi cause preceding and ever-present ever since--tricking down as it were. The "trickle-down" theory is of English origin in the form of John Maynard Keynes, which has brought about "Neo-liberal" economic policies and politics. I could write an essay on this subject and indeed a book but  hacking and blocks are making it arduous to simply type this out. (Nota Bene): after I got up from this laptop, away from the brain-altering tech blasting my brain in front of this laptop screen--I "remembered" the name Prince Philip, husband to Queen Elizabeth. Whilst in front of this laptop his name completely escaped my awareness. Once up and away it came roaring into my consciousness from "memory retrieval" my brain compartmentalizes--this happens to frequently, almost for every post I can't "remember" how to spell, or names, or ideas and they all come back at odd moments while I am away from this laptop space. The WiFi doesn't have to be turned off for the effect and the memories blocked to resurface while I am in another physical location.--I just read the first sentence of this paragraph and saw that hackers had deleted parts of the post--"the queen and her utter.." and then there was a change of ideas -this was hacked, but I can't "remember" right now what I had originally written---I could add something but I leave it in just to make this point made about how discrediting the hacker tactics and attempts are. I can't "think" while I am writing and fighting to get past the obstructions of hackers blocking keyboard functioning--which is at 100% of the time obstruction while I type, and thinking is hindered at probably a 40% range of cognitive ability by their tech of torture/hate and discrimination.


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Reflections after watching the Democracy Now video (above) on the British Colonialism that the passing of the Queen has brought to public attention. As explained in the video by the experts of political commentary out of England: Queen Elizabeth dictated policy to her Prime Ministers bereft of any records being taken of the exchanges--the policy conformations were held weekly, PM-after-PM for the duration of the longest reign of this Queen for all the years she was capable of such undertakings. As I imagine, and now that I have had a rest from being blasted with mind control tech so I can think slightly more clearly than in the part of this post written earlier---I think of global dominance and of particular the forte of London life: global banking and financial English hegemony. That the rich/poor divide was widened under the guise of benevolent Reaganomics under the "auspices" of Keynesian-influenced "Supply Side" Economics is without dispute an historical fact. I spent a bit of time in London around Cannon Street stock brokers and bond brokers--(the equivalent of Wall Street, in London Town). The collusion of Americans from Wall Street with these Cannon street partners was made apparent to me, as I was of course the gang stalking MK ULTRA target (while sleeping or drugged in particular). I am not merely making some random "conspiracy theory" about ecomomic merging of English interests with American adaptation of English-born Keynes and his post WWII economic philosophies. The "yuppie" boom was in full upsurge when I was in London and the desire to "enslave" while becoming ultra rich in the supply side "Trickle-down" economics farce (leading to our now on the verge of debt crisis economy that is so largely ignored by mainstream media and only recognized when a new debt ceiling is being voted on by Congress). I do not merely focus on debt and the fiscal and financial policies that lead up to our now fascist-leaning country (economics has played a significant role in shaping this current ultra-violent trend, lead on largely by those who have felt that white power has been diminished by equal opportunity and also that their power en masse has been diminished due to globalization--free market neo-liberal policy--they attribute this to Democrats but it was first instituted by Reagonomics--Supply Side--harkening from Keynesian concepts in rulership or using the "elevator" of inflating and deflating to make the economy shift to fluctuations in favor of the Demand that pouring money into the wealthy (cutting taxes) will somehow "trickle" down onto the poor. It has never worked but it has helped to create the "entitled" wealth class and the white fascist poorer who want to establish a fascist system similar in scope to Nazism (which would become a Socialist system if they actually applied the real politics to their desire for genocidal conditions and the poor and minorities to "keep in their places" far beneath them. THis is the endless oppressive force that is applied to me daily and nightly by the terrorists you have put into lead position who are teleporting and their minions of all races who fully support this. I believe that the "bottom line" has more to do with current events than the history of Imperialism at this point in history with our digital and electronic global networking. The Imperialism has become a financial weapon in which to continue to instill colonialist aspirations. The English with their banking hegemony in London have applied these principles of shifting value of inflation and debt--basically I believe the United States leadership was instructed to follow these policies and have not stopped following them--by circuitous route from the edicts that Queen Elizabeth (perhaps) dictated to her Prime Ministers in these private sessions that NEVER were recorded. This is a "theory" on my part, but regardless, what I have seen of the players in the leadership roles who are of lessor status than the Queen but who are familiar with her Crown enterprise and how much they nearly worship and deflect and are deferential to Europ-a's particularly out of England proves to me how influential The Crown has been on American policy, and in particular in adapting an English version which ultimately put
England's Pound Sterling and in far more clout and worth than the US Dollar--formerly the world's currency, now in dispute that it can hold up for even a few more years. These are the thoughts that come to mind foremost when I think of the Queen's passing, in addition to the people associated with the Crown who have tried to murder me or threatened me with death for calling them names after they had me raped and stole ideas and tortured and poisoned after they profited off my ideas and/or just profited off torturing me so the Europ-a-backed fascist organization would promote them into awards and lead position in politics or in the media entertainment or for whatever thing they wanted to gain for proving what good subjects to The Crown they were and are--adn other fascist organizations and covert groups--not excluding the US Governmental agents in this respect. But they all nearly bow in deference to English royalty and that proves how much influence that entity has over American culture, it's politics and this has reflected in global misery for those oppressed by all these Imperialistic forces (America acting as a regulator for Imperialism--while England takes a break from doing the actual dirty work. That would place America into the minion role, and I certainly have seen only A$$-grubbing expletives coming out of American celebrity and political life who really bow down to Europ-a influence. The Clintons are some of the most apparent of those if you only look at how Clinton studied at Oxford --and out of fighting in Vietnam--and undoubtedly was "programmed" there--my brain is going completely blank on the type of scholarship he obtained--the mind control is absolutely affecting my memory at this time and cognitive processes so I will stop now). I only want to emphasize how directly the English (Crown) has applied pressure and affected policy in the US. I have been writing about how these celebrities torturing me are operatives of the English Crown for years. I see the effects of English policy in our massive debt crisis by having taken the pill of illusion and chomping down on economic policies that have lead to division and destruction and chaos. The English come in to take control once their policies and politics of chaos have done the job. The greedy are rewarded and the rest want mutiny and "civil war". Etc etc the dominos were always put in this configuration. It's getting too difficult to type and the usual hindrances are forcing me to have to stop wasting time fighting to pound letters out and to think clearly...

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Circa 2 hours later: RHODES Scholarship. Yes, that is what Bill Clinton obtained for, 1: escaping military service for the Vietnam War. 2: programming into English service as an agent of globalization. 

But notwithstanding, I could not access the name of this Oxford scholarship until well long after I had clicked off this blog and even though sitting in front of this tube, when trying to "remember" the name came immediately. They are using the tech while I write on these posts and as time progresses the effect on my brain becomes more and more pronounced until I am just ranting in expletive hate phrases. Endlessly backspacing and now they are forcing that upon me as well. I just wanted to write this, as my writing is fraught with these blocks to my brain functioning. I wonder if I ever will be able to type at my real speed (lightening quick) and think clearly (can explicate well enough without sinking into hate diatribes replete with curses and name-calling--yes, I truly am capable of all that).
Wonder if I EVER will not be attacked like this when typing and writing ever in my life--

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.