Saturday, September 24, 2022

Teleportation rape and murder skits (while in deepest sleep state) by the mafia/Nazi expletive executives of "art" and "Musick" who got upset from my last post writing about their degrading influence on art and progressive conceptual art as opposed to their "Marching Order" thump thump rape and murder musick which the public gravitates to, as societies including Italy are openly reverting to Fascism and Nazism. I have written for years about how this group of "actors" have tortured me in order to drug and extract concepts about alternative "liberal" ideas which they plunder and then torture me for having thought or written such ideas in the first place. They then "project" a false narrative of blonde or minority minion fascist Nazi who appears to "represent" these "values" so the entire spectrum of society is covered in totality by the fascist/Nazi organization. No one appears worried as all of you reading my posts either participate in this or are "scared" of speaking out against it. The result is the worsening of society and the complete degradation of this planet in whole (they are never-ending usurpers and thus the planet is dying from global warming because all they care about is endless encroachment upon everything in order to appropriate and steal it for their greedy luxury lives). I thus cannot access any more alternative music on my formerly wonderful radio station WNYU because they have also taken over this station and input major mainstream DJ's who play "Alternative" music that is so awful I try to listen and I must turn off the station it's so awfully mediocre and boring. The "Italian-American" director associated endlessly with Trump-loving/Graham-devotee deniro and pesce team, Scorsese, has put his face on the WNYU main page website as his donation to a new film school there at NYU. The radio station has so completely turned into a kind of awful dumb fake "alternative" station that it's unlistenable. I try to access the former archives from a decade ago where DJ's like Skream were featured, and they block the archives and this is on every attempt I make except at odd hours when their hackers are not completely blocking everything like access to government webpages that are supposed to be easily accessible to all the great archives from WNYU.

"Minimal Compact--Disguise". HellStrike Lab.  November 4, 2014.





Besides being sleazy, boring and mediocrities put into mainstream top positions, the Mafia/Nazi collaboration has defined for me the endless paradigm in almost every modern movie which is the hallmark of the destruction of art and culture in the United States. Every film must necessarily have a murder, even if it's a so-called "comedy". Just the act of making fun of a murder (especially if it's an unattractive person under the dictates of pornographic whore fascist murder culture, which is a uniform lookalike contest of facial Nazi dictates for what is considered "beauty"--even minorities must comply. This puts a lot of focus on plastic surgeons and they are busy making everyone comply to these standards in Whorewood, and this of course seeps down into main society). One of the major features of this constrictive template of so-called "beauty" is the Nazi-defined "square" jaw, which is supposed to define beauty and all cultures must comply, for the most part. Because so many "minorities' are now included into the Nazi and fascist operation of global import, the eyes must not necessarily be "blue" or light in color but that jaw had better be at least seminally square. Such are the constraints put upon human beings, but in general the restrictive quality of the loss of blood to originality is the main precept of this Nazi/Mafia culture. Marching orders and thump thump music are a main part of our modern indoctrination into the Nazi/mafia cartels. H-wood is absolutely no exception to this framework. The "pop" music stars are gyrating sleazy and their "lyrics" so-called are one-sentence wonders of sexual titillation or self-proclaimed superiority about how bad and powerful they are or sexy and self-composed power-wonders--with huge  costumes and thumpy backdrop of mechanical "dancers" behind them all operating in sync--marching orders with mafia and nazi backing it all--raking in the money as the cheering crowds (you  reading this for the most part, even if you don't participate in the music you are all following marching orders in one way or another even when you profess so vocally how "alternative" and "feminist" and "Progressive" you are.

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So I was raped by a Nazi creep  last night in my sleep in teleportation--he was brownish-hair Europigape crap creep lookalike to a billion other pig apes just like him---then there was a scene in a movie theater where I was sitting in the dark next to someone in the rows of the theater. I was facing him and not the screen and someone came and stabbed him in the back and he "died"--it was of course a skit. The first time pesce teleported me he had actual DEAD people hanging off hooks in some cave someplace rural--it was the Nazi/Mafia one-two combination of their sleaze and hate and stupidity because I wrote this very creative introspective personal blog post yesterday about DJ Skream and how his early music became degenerated in his continued foray into pop stream culture and wealthier clientele. I wrote of how Mafia--which I have witnessed firsthand and the scumbag pig ape Italian creep out of Miami Beach, associated with dumb and nasty Stallone, his name Nicola Siervo, took over everything from Prince's club themes (after using his violence to kick Prince out--along with his greasy goon squad mafia shit out of South Beach which have turned that place into a greasy-beachfront orgy murder/violence billion dollar enterprise where the former peace, clean and beauty of that place has been turned into a dying money-raking sleaze machine of thump thump marching order fascism--influencing the rest of incredibly dumb Florida with the Europigape and Mafia grease filth that absolutely provide a picture of "class and style" that the "redneck" Floridians truly aspire to--but more dumbed down and stupid than their "larger-than-life" Europigapes who they can't identify as such because they are absolutely blinded by the gild and gold that pig apes stole from the people *(like me) who they stole concepts, money and all plunder and all ideas in order to flaunt all their wealth and opulence. They are as boring and mediocre as the rednecks but have been provided with the artistry of the Jews who were fashionable and even superior as all was stolen--the art concepts and fashion ideas as well, Jews were very prominent in the tailoring and clothing industry pre-Nazi Holocaust--just for example. But the "rednecks" of America (they truly have adopted this kind of self-loathing because the mantra of the Europigapes is endlessly that THEY are only superior in every fashion form and Americans are classless and stupid--with no style, beauty or intelligence). The Americans I swear have worked to degrade fashion to the point that they only look to the Europigapes in salvation for fashion ideas. Teeshirts and baggy ugly pants permeate American culture, it's a disgrace from a culture which used to create fashion and now is a flop in that regard--I think as the Europigapes took over the fashion industries they ensured that this transition would occur.

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So, I was raped and there was a murder skit. The usual sleaze and dumbness of these pig apes and their murder and endless death threats because I am writing and thinking and performing and trying to create in ways that make them look like they are not the only ones who have original ideas (which they steal from me, from Prince, from anyone and everyone and then destroy the originators either by actual murder, pushing them so far down they can't ever have any prominence is a favorite but keeping them alive; usually making them too ill to function as they have done to me via poisoning). 

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Speaking of which, the filth that is deniro and pesce and their rotten old man bigot mafia piece of shit who joined in, this ugly sinister violent ugly creep parasite out of Brooklyn who acted in The godfather, who is a most racist and ugly dark-spirit parasite--I wrote of this a few weeks ago, but this group has been poisoning me so I have remained with stinking toxins stuffed into my intestines--for years they have ordered my body poisoned by insertion of tubes into my bladder every single night--including fungus and before I could finally block my front door in a way that mechanical arms could not easily open the front door without leaving obvious evidence--as at this point they are trying to ensure that no evidence is apparent easily to the eye--all the blockades I have put on the front door so it requires at least 5 minutes for me to just take it all off to open the door--and to put it all on requires 10 minutes---but that has "stopped" the actual break-ins of my room while I am comatose in the "alter" MK ULTRA sleep state while these stupid and foul filthy apes teleport and have me raped by Nazi blonde Europigape scum while at the same time the Europigapes of Phuket on their "vacays" with free rent as they stay in the empty rooms of this condo to rape and torture me and steal my property and/or destroy/damage it all so anything i make is destroyed everything is stinking and stained and ripped and frayed--every single thing it is disgusting and I can't ever clean it up---

but they are so foul and stupid and sick--and I am getting into cursing and ranting, the hacking has made typing very difficult--I just cleaned out this system yesterday but I am not able to obtain a recovery disc here in Thailand I am blocked from real services in this "no speak English" millions of English-speaking tourist porn place of Nazi vacation programming.

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But, trying to formulate ideas as the hacking and the brain attacks are now commensurate with the lack of cohesion in my writing (hacking will undoubtedly delete words and alter entire sentences--but none of you actually ever does anything to stop this group so it doesn't seem to matter very much at this point--I am writing to nothing and no one I write this for future people who are desperate to salvage society or the planet from the stupidity and filth of these greasy operators you all love and applaud for their murder and pornographic movie and media content).

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They ruin art, that is the short end of the entire post.

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But a few weeks ago filthy nasty Deniro and pesce, two sinister sleazy and foul disgusting ogres who had my hair mostly chemically treated out permanently like I have alopecia or some other scalp disease but it was chemicals they had put in my hair--and poisons in my food and water--for years--so most of my body is ravaged and partially destroyed as I fight every day for now 11 years to just get poison out of my body as they keep me poisoned. Stealing ideas from me day after day, the actor group like pit and his group of haters and bigots and jewish and latino and black and europigape fascist Nazis and mafia bigots who steal and steal concepts about "liberal" ideas which they are constantly capitalizing on. The rapist cheerleader bigot nazi and minority minion aunt jemimas have stolen and stolen ideas and have returned it all with endless cuts, scratches, poison in my body, my hair chemically permanently destroyed--rape and rape. They had some German pig ape whore creep violinist rape me endlessly as these filthy ugly pigs all watched on sucking in the pornographic display of this greasy stupid pig hitting me and sodomizing me as I was so drugged I responded with "love" to this ugly pig who I would rather castrate and kill off as another Nazi poisoning this planet. The actors sat back asking me why I didn't do that with them. I kept telling them to stop, so filthy and ugly denire began punching violently into my face, just missing my face within a few inches as he began yelling fascist style that i had better do what the Nazi pig ape wanted me to do as they kept poisoning and drugging and the rapists were pounding the poison into my intestines as they got off on rape and (attempted) murder. I kept saying no, they had my hair and scalp burned permanently off so there are just fragments of hair strands now on my head as I fight now to get poisons out of my back and intestines while I fight to get my hair to regrow and nothing is working--it's mostly chemically destroyed there is a huge patch all along the top of my head that is bald and the skin feels like rubber. That was for not wanting to have poisons raped into my body. The pig apes kept on torturing and abusing me and having poison put in my food and water for another year while they used the voice-to-skull technology to insult my every move--every shower every use of the toilet they made disgusting commentary. They are absolutely Trump and Graham supporters and these politicians along with Pelosi and AOC and Hillary Clinton rely on such pig scum to assist them in their power aspirations for their one-party fascist cartel which runs both parties in Congress.

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Thus, in both politics and in art and culture, the complete degeneration and decay and destruction of society is operating at full speed towards a complete fascist mediocrity overtake with rape and murder as the main modus operandi of every formulaic theme and practice overtly and covertly sanctioned by all those pig apes in power as the art and culture and politics are endlessly made more and more degraded and boring and tasteless and classless and stupid and meaningless and deadly and dangerous.

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So the dumb an dirty grease bag duo of deniro and pesce, with this ugly dark death spirit sinister sick man who has joined in, I have never looked his name up he' s not a man or a human being and like some cadaverous zombie propped up into life but looks and acts like a corpse looking for something or anyone to feed off; a lifetime of feeding off rape and murder and racism and plunder he's a lifeless boring hater and they all only love Frank Sinatra and the music that they co-opt and steal is just thumpy electronic mediocrity and marching orders as they keep projecting false "feminist' nazi whores into culture as "feminists" (include Hillary Clinton especially into that category).

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I was doing some exercises I learned in a Jazz class at the Minnesota Dance Theater in Mpls--rotten foul deniro who has been stealing or helping to steal ideas from me--including for his movie Joker--abusing me and then asking me what my thoughts about the abuse were, as they stole these to put into the Joker character--I wrote of this--but deniro this disgusting thug ogre and pesce, who becomes absolutely more violent around his fascist "Italian-American" bigot buddies and his personality changes completely when he's around his mafia goon friends--the mob mobbing principle works with him so his humanity flies out the window once he's around deniro and his mafia friends--but deniro, violent and nasty, was trying to learn about how to do this exercise using this teleportation voice-to-skull combination of technologies--after nearly murdering me and blocking also all financial earning so I can't see a doctor, can't afford to buy food I really need or afford to pay a cleaning person or afford to get anything I really need or to live in a decent way--they force me into desperation and poverty--but I had this exercise in my background so the pig parasite began asking me how to do this, in this mode of "truth serum" congeniality" that these pigs force upon me. They do this in places where people are very nasty and abusive as  I giggle and tell them ideas and am laughing as they are insulting and attacking me like it's all "funny". They forced this upon me to get me to "open up" and tell them more ideas so their disgusting ugly bodies can be less disgusting in their greed and pig personality features--I then asked him to PAY ME for training him and they began calling me the b-word because all is supposed to be free for them to steal with me just agreeing to it all while they poison and rape and beat and abuse me and turn my body and home into broken down and damaged and destroyed messes so they can ensure I can't compete against them or their filthy ugly whore women--


and that is why there is only one standard of "beauty" so-called and the music has been completely turned into awful mediocrity that is so bad I can't listen to it on WNYU any longer--and they block all archives so I can't access what truly used to be underground and fascinating creative music of every genre almost which they co-opted and turned into greasy mush with dumb and stupid DJ's who talk like wanna-be alternative fascists which is what they are, mafia and nazi idiots of the spawn that the Nazis spawned in this generational stew of grease that is trying to over-run every alternative concept to sell of new ideas but only as represented by them.

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So I wrote of this last night and the pig apes got out their usual weapons of rape and death scenes in teleportation with this technology that Obama, Trump, Biden, Hillary Clinton, Greasy Graham, AOC, Bernie Sanders and the others who have sat in the audience rows watching me scream in rage at these f-ers to stop and leave me alone--for years--but all fully support the mafia nazi contagion. Thus, I am writing to nothing and no one but I am writing it still. Your sleazy and filthy skits and mafia and nazi creeps raping and creating murder skits using this technology that Elon Musk has been handed to further implement into society--


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Once getting away and up from this one spot in front of my laptop, I "remembered" what was integral to the point I made about being raped by the German violinist whom this group absolutely embraced. I was so under hacking attack (as I am right now) that I could not access short-term memory within the space of one minute to finish the thought: I reacted to his rape because I was so DRUGGED I could barely function after and before all this endless rape and pumping of poison deeper into my body--before they cut off my finances and made most of my hair chemically fall out and not re-grow....because I kept saying no, and then louder no, then every day getting more angry saying no, as they tortured me because according to these pig apes I am "supposed" to never say no and just accept sick filthy Nazi bigot mafia shit poisoning and raping poison into my body to my death--if they don't kill me in car or motorbike accidents for the crime of saying no to being raped (according to them I am a "nothing" sex slave with no rights of law and no right to say no and my ideas they never compliment but steal them constantly and then block all my access to writing/thinking and/or producing my ideas or having any success whatsoever in this market which they have dominated for decades or centuries or millennia--and the "equal opportunity" that "stupid, classless" America has produced in the form of Me is so egregious to the fascist Nazis and the "Italian-AMericans" who can only identify themselves as coming out of Italy because they have made places like Brooklyn into such a filthy and violently dirty nasty place with all the crime and all the filth they pour on the poor minority areas so they can claim their inherent "superiority"-the macro version of the micro endless filth attacks they pour into my body and home to prove that only they are indeed only clean and beautiful--by forcing filth and sickness onto people like me--who won, literally really in real-life won top awards before all the violence turned into paralysis, disability and near death and endless impoverished disability sitting in solitary confinement in rooms while these pig apes torture me nearly to death making my body so stressed from perpetual violence from every kind of minority and white trash minion surrounding me as proxy terror agents for the "supremacist" pig apes like these creeps attacking me out of the mafia and the Nazi media cartel.

But...I was drugged, endlessly drugged. I responded with "love" to sick and ugly pig whores who may superficially appear as "attractive" after all the money that was pumped into their superficial appearances--from the fascist Nazi/Mafia cartels who pump up every minority and everyone else with endless benefits and incentives so they appear more "attractive" in addition to the huge amount of money poured into each and every parasitic person participating in this organization--(many of whom, once the larger objective of absolute fascist overtake with open fascism in culture and politics achieved--the minorities will then have no recourse to justice once the incentives will be revoked and they will then be "put in their place". That includes the rotten stupid Nazi feminists so-called who steal ideas from my writings and from others (notably Hillary in this regard who is a superlative actor in politics performing just the same role that these bigot Nazi/mafia female actors play when they laugh as their men rape and beat me while they steal ideas I write of about feminist politics and sexual violence).

I was drugged, each and every single time. I have NEVER ONCE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE had a legitimate intimate encounter with any person. Every case I was drugged beforehand and under brain-altering technological mind control programing. Unlike these whores who participated, I actually have "loved" and that has been only an authentic boon to my personality because the love emanates from myself or from that "higher power" which the source originates from. As I am a loving person and these pig apes who exploit that and parasitically suck it out and then return it with MURDER have been put into high positions of "power" on this deteriorating culture and planet (just look at global warming and the approaching mass catastrophe that the greed of these dumb and sleazy pig apes have created--as they have controlled not just media but business and venture capitalism and communism for all these decades--poisoning not just freedom of expression but creating mass destruction environmentally as this is the inevitable outcome of their inner sleaze rape and murder paradigm which they keep forcing upon the planet by usurping all the alternative concepts and artists to keep the same greed and sleaze mentality as appearing as "alternative" and buying out and using mind control to suppress those who truly are shining independents who create art and politics that could truly inspire people into actually loving and soulful purpose on this planet. Additionally they create genocides for the purpose of just stealing and raping and plundering and their colonialism has reached a point of endless migration, immigration and this additionally has lead to a global crisis that has reached catastrophic proportion. The mentality and paradigm remain as the one and only put into power, with plastic surgery enhancements and other lies and deceptions covering and concealing the distortion and co-opting usurpation so it appears like it's against racism and sexism and the other "isms" that these fascists conglomerate around. Enforced by criminal enterprises put into mainstream movie franchises who are absolutely foul and sinister on personal terms, who control music, movies and politics now.

Look at the result and then try to rethink your acceptance and apathy towards blocking and toppling this empire of death and rape and theft and hate and xenophobia and homophobia and etc....

of course, anti-Semitism is the almost corner stone of their entire systematic genocide system. It's been going on for at least 2,000 years or longer. We are still emulating the old Roman empires and The Fourth Reich now has turned into a global catastrophe (implying mainly global warming mass destruction of the planet, which is spurred by this block of alternative people and concepts and the misuse of fascist control over media and government and society politics on all levels). Their violence for anyone criticizing them is what I experienced last night, and every night for my resistance to my life being turned into a sex slave operation for the gratifying hate of bigot filth Europigape-based fascism and Nazism which I abhor and think of them only as ugly and stupid whores, not me. They are clever liars and they build and build and build and make death machines but ultimately they create a deathverse of degeneration and decay. I have zero respect for them at this point on any level, if that is not obvious in my writings. 


There needs to be a change and this Mafia control with Nazis put out and to at least have a format of critical analysis of their singular and monopolized symbolic representation of themselves and only their mentality, put into false narratives of fascists who steal concepts of alternative concepts such as what this group of "A-list" celebrities who appear like Nazi ideology symbols who steal these ideas in order to represent a false opposition to fascism and Nazis but they privately adhere to absolutely as they continue to be paid and promoted in millions of dollars per year for participation in mind control rape, torture and slow murder.  The entire motely group of one-sided fascist Nazis them become the imperators of society (with their "good" minority minions following suit and playing the roles of demeaning subservience following the marching orders in order to be advertised).

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.