To paraphrase: "The police hated me because I was not passive. I was aggressive. I would not accept..."
RUBIN "HURRICANE" CARTER has been one of my motivational mentors through this interview. I watched this video many years ago, and upon reflection, I realize that his words sank into my subconscious and have held me over troubled waters since then. His example propelled me to feel okay about being targeted and the solitary confinement that has been part of the "protocols" of this "program" of MK ULTRA, mind control, microchipping, teleportation and assault torture "experimentation" situation. Society has turned itself into the prison. Discovering nature has been one of the most gratifying experiences I may have missed because I was so caught up in "the game" of the "success" strategies instead of observing the timelessness of what exists around me, the slow but eternal dance of nature. I then come to realize that NATURE IS ANOTHER TARGET OF THIS CIVILIZATION and ANIMALS are part of the genocidal policies directing the criminals attacking me. Other events that have brought me to nascent awareness of having absorbed the message of The Hurricane's interview, or lecture here in this case, is that one can DISCOVER many strength that are submerged by programming that come to the fore if you are willing to FIGHT AND NOT BE A PASSIVE participant in the programming you are "supposed" to obey and accept and be a willing, glad subject therein.
As I see, through all the countries I have gone to looking for some place to live where this system is not enforced completely, as it appears everywhere on the planet I have gone. I see people avoiding me like the plague and I realize how programmed most people are under this hate and criminal, mafia Nazi Communist system. I use these terms although they appear "offensive" or "politically correct". I use them because mafia is as fascist and Totalitarian as Nazis or the Totalitarian version of Communism. And vice-versa, etc etc. The same system but under different "cultural" forms of management, coalesced into one huge global corporate control system.
Finding "myself" just a bit more. Going outside of the United States to a very different culture, and then seeing and watching this culture become indoctrinated into colonized military martial law puppet vassal state has also taught me that now I face the same system and I continue to search for what I truly believe, think and try to undo all the programming that had made me conform to the death system that was covertly murdering me. Protesting but not serious about fighting against a death system, because it was always concealed as a fun, "free" society where I could "be who you want to be" if I just worked and tried I just had a chance!!!
Very proud of America and it's Institutions of learning, the chance to "change" government every four years as opposed to coup d'etat governments using military to enforce corporate elitism, for example. Discovering that unless people do not accept all the roles they are being told they must obey, they will be utilized and then killed off, in many cases.
Discovering that there is a universe of spiritual cohesion. Discovering that I have a power within me that has been quelled by the programming to accept and obey users, abusers, rapists and haters, bigots and the mafia/Nazi/Communist and the rest of the numerous branches of this huge system are responsible for this programming, and the murder the murder attempts on my life, people i have loved murdered covertly.
so many things can be ascertained even in a harsh system of imprisonment and torture and solitary confinement. Understanding that no one will approach me because they are embroiled within this system and live in perpetual FEAR OF DISOBEDIENCE to this system of death, hate and racist murder and exploitation. Discovering that I do not need a religious organization to find my own spiritual power and center. Also realizing that I do not find any rationalization for religions such as Satanism which endorse animal or human sacrifice--I include organizations which hail a dying human being bleeding and on a cross as a pseudo-Satanic organization which endorsees human sacrifice to assuage their own guilt and responsibilities for their murderous actions.
If I had not been targeted, as The Hurricane says in this interview< would not have discovered these buried aspects of my own personality and my realizations of the structured prisons in which people exist but believe they are free and happy--or told they must portray as being the best most possible world of all worlds and societies.
========================
KEEP THE GOVERNMENT(S) OF THE WORLD FREE FROM LOCAL MAFIA/NAZI AND OTHER NEFARIOUS CRIMINAL ORGANIZATIONS. That also includes the media conglomerates of the planet who stifle independent journalism and media expression by "subculture" groups.
The story of Hurricane Carter is one example. Do not allow the Federal System to be overrun by prejudiced mafia/Nazi puppet pundits. Let there be a balance IN THE SUPREME COURT (or High Courts around the world).
This is how Hurricane Carter got out of a local bigoted mafia imprisonment life-sentence he was innocent of.
STOP IDOLIZING THEM IN MOVIES!!!!!! That would be a first step towards ending "systematic racism" and stop pretending it doesn't exist, stop silencing the reality, stop allowing it to control you and your media and politics. It is a reality not a fantasy movie projection.
-----------------------------------
From the movie clip of The Hurricane:
Only freed in a Federal Court, after years of local Appeals courts, run by mafia police control and this is evident in the movie, indirectly associated with police profiling and discrimination and mafia which appears as "police" and also in the good old boy court system. I am dealing with this right now and it is a completely widespread system of control. IT remains one of the silenced concepts of social control and is largely responsible for many of the ills facing the US right now. This system of Nazi Mafia collusion in media and in politics. It is so largely ignored and swept under the carpet. Do not let the Supreme Court be ruled by any more bigot "Conservatives". Try to keep the US Constitution as a reality reality not a reality ttv CNN news clip presented as a form of entertainment.
--------------
I coulda been a contender!!! How many careers and lives have been ruined by this Nazi Mafia (Communist) et al organization? How many excellent actors, musicians, politicians, human beings with integrity have been MURDERED JUST SO THESE GROUPS CAN STEALL THEIR WEALTH, INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY OR JUST TAKE EVERYTHING POSSIBLE FROM THEM WHILE CLAIMING WHAT THEY HAVE STOLEN AS THEIR RIGHT AND ENTITLEMENT?
=======
A great anti-mafia movie made by Jews. My grandfathers were attacked by mafia when they worked on the lower East Side of Manhattan but lived in Brooklyn. I never lived in NYC but am now under attack by NY mafia. I now understand the bs my family has had to take and then be silent about and conform to.
I now see how incompetent they are to be put into these lead positions and I URGE READERS TO STOP ALLOWING THEM TO CONTROL AND COMMIT MORE CRIMES, ESPECIALLY WITH THESE SOPHISTICATED TECHNOLOGIES THEY HAVE BEEN USING TO TORTURE ME--THEY WILL BRING ENDLESS GRIEF TO THIS PLANET--AND THAT INCLUDES TNE NAZI CARTELS AND THE REST. tHE world is now reeling from the result of mass technological genocide and I suggest people to start utilizing the principles OF THE US CONSTITUTION instead of conforming to mafia and Nazi control albeit disguised endlessly as lobbies and other groups which support and use violence and threats and drugging, technology to brainwash and control, humiliate and torture and destroy and rape and rob and murder and now huge mass murder has resulted either directly or indirectly due to this system. The incarceration of the human race---with no tendencies to FIGHT FOR INDIVIDUALISM OR PERSONAL INTEGRITY as all must conform and obey.
The most nasty whether competent or not will be handed top tier levels of control and the talented will be thwarted in a way that eliminates all but the mediocre. Do not allow America to degenerate to this low level any longer.
ON THE WATERFRONT--portrayed by one of the greatest American actors--Marlon Brando. Who had the guts to fight the establishment and may have been targeted as a result. He was definitely ostricized at the end of his life by the H-wood establishment, or those he had worked with who form these mafia H-wood cartels. They can be heard openly turning their backs on him in interviews. They all do it together as a group, as they always do in groups against one individual.
and speaking of this subject--it is indirectly tied into the general theme of this post--but I read yesterday that Roman Polanski was blocked from H-wood once again. The "crimes" he was punished for are extremely weak in comparison to what the mafia Nazi cartels out of H-wood have committed against me--and I am only one example. When a Jewish man commits a much watered down version, because this is the good ole boy system of entitlement--they are punished so severely some of them never survive the onslaught of hate directed by hate groups but the same hate groups cheer on the real perpetrators of extreme sexual violence (towards me and others).
The same could be said of the crime committed against Rubin "Hurricane" Carter by his local branch of the cartel operating as police and in the court systems. Do not allow this to become "the new normal" in Federal Courts more than this situation has already been "allowed" to lapse into such a draconian system of bigoted bias.
The bigots of the media--in France, in H-wood (collaborators and mafia Nazis and Jewish Nazis too in high positions of "power" but merely puppets for insidious hate groups hiding behind politically-correct bs posturing and money pumped into mind control racist programming):
they hate a truly talented "Jewish" director (their label) who can easily outdistance their mediocre underdog movie blockbuster chain mind control repetitious K-rap.
If you compare a Polanski film--something so profound it resonates at deep chords of the soul--and with the cheap and easy movies made by the programmers who are racist bigots (the groups I mention above, and then some...)
there is no comparison. One reason Polanski has been castigated, symbolically castrated from being a superlative flame in the otherwise H-wood flickering automaton fake blaze of banality---evil.
How I wish he were "allowed" to return to H-wood but I believe the hideously racist mafia nazi cartels of course are far too threatened by him. They continue to make sleazy nasty sexual rape and hate comments towards me using this technology, proving to me how lowbrow and rotten they are and incapable of any higher sort of artistic output. Sleaze in every pore oozing out but the underdog theme remains the standard of H-wood K-rap rap.
I have never head of this latest Polanski film and MUST see it. that is something I almost never exclaim about ANY movie and I can't wait to watch the next jewel from Polanski. I have in my personal library the most incredible Macbeth adaptation by Polanski & Heffner. I just watched Rosemary's Baby last night--and the fascination does not dim, the illumination is truly illuminating not dulling of the senses into conformity of mediocrity and mind-melting mundane meltdown.
I watch these YouTube videos on the hate directed at Polanski at the Cesar Awards. I cannot begin to express the extreme depth of anti-Semitism I have experienced from more French people than I can number, from years of having lived around "them" on South Beach and the hate crimes generated against me during rape teleportation skits orchestrated in places like Cannes--so certain actors can be promoted (and their children too). The same goes for America in H-wood. The "Jews" who participate (often "half Jews" always with Nazi counterpart "partners" who hover over them demanding through implicit violence repraisals if they don't "obey"---to become Jewish Nazis operating as bs operators who present a "multi-cultural" American media complex. Rules by mafia, Nazis, etc etc hate groups undermining all freedom of the press and of advancement.
My experience but my experience is limited to those who attack me to obtain promotions. However, I have been exposed to the top layers of the hierarchy and thus---my general conclusion based on no one ever intervening or having the 'power" to stop them or protect me--even if they wanted to. That only proves how racist this systematic mafia Nazi cartel really is over the media and in politics.
People like Hurricane Carter who do stand up will be killed by prison guards if they resist programming in the future. There will be no open Federal Courts in which an uncompromising individual can run to in order to obtain a pardon for crimes not committed--only because the mafia Nazi cartels don't want certain people they don't like to win or beat them or their minions.
If this sounds like ranting, I really do not care as it is the endlessly unspoken of reality threatening the "Democracy" that people are now shouting to uphold but won't admit to the real systematic problems underlying the problems.
---------------
Freed by a federal judge after years of appeals at local/State levels. Federal Judge says, "prosecutorial grave violations against the Constitution....he conviction was :
...and I, yes ME, find myself having been convicted of being a target for the same reason Carter was imprisoned and tortured for fighting for his right to be a human being with no expectations of bowing in deference to the hate insults and humiliations I have witnessed froom the mafia and their Nazi controllers (and whomever and whatever controls THEM--herpahs indeed it is their favorite benefactor: Satan as they seem to worship this deity but conceal it behind black Metal bands....?!)
jokes aside, I understand that Carter was a victim of mind control attempts to thwart his pride and his strength in order to subordinate him, to agree to being discriminated against and "going with the program" and just obeying and allowing criminals to take away what he works for and believes in, his pride in himself and his personality not controlled as a puppet slave for their racist agenda. I am in a grip of torture and the same sorts of people, from the same areas, and the same governing forces, now a global enterprise due to technology and communication---operate in the same way.
There are, for me, no counter-balancing entities I can turn to for any recourse to Constitutional justice. At this point,none whatsoever. There are also no black groups fighting for my defense although so much now entails fighting against racism, I am in some undefined category and thus left out of all defense groups because these "discriminated against" groups also discriminate against others (meaning those I have come into contact with, all my life not just out of H-wood) and they operate essentially as subgroups working to enforce all the stratification that the bigot nazi mafia brainwashes them into conforming into. Carter was an outlier and he, very similarly to KALIF BROWDER was punished for fighting to keep his head up and not allowing the systematic brainwashing of subordination. He was attacked and then covertly murdered in the end for it. Carter's release from the death sentence of his life imprisonment occurred perhaps because there were some people left alive who were not completely controlled by this racist agenda which is now using and training in mind control programming.
I again strongly advise people reading this to understand how dangerous allowing this system and these groups to continue to operate as they have been doing as a threat to all freedom and humanity and to consider actually not letting the mafia and the Nazis have power and control over media, politics (and I prefer that real constitutional Democracy is put as FIRST PRIORITY instead of some concept that people make deals around, circumventing the real laws in order to gain power).
--------------
....and on the topic of this unfortunate mafia Nazi Communist hate group that has been attacking, torturing, raping and stealing every single thing I have created and worked for, the tried to force insults and hate at me with me fighting to protect myself--the right to defend myself absolutely abrogated by the top executive branches of the executive councils of the conglomerate media/political spectrum people are so inebriated and controlled by:
I wrote on YouTube today, just now, hate scathing words aimed at this rotten whore out of whorewood, gag gag not a lady but a rotten whore who also is an abysmal singer but propelled because her nasal vibrato vibes with the sexual dominitrix persona and the mafia MAFIA MAFIA backing of this "Italian" "American" bigot whore--who HAS ATTACKED ME IN TELEPORTATION and her rotten videos have also plagued my internet searches and YouTube page--as just now happened. I am of course under the influcned of drugs and technology--but I wrote that she is a prostituted mafia concept, absolutely bigoted
she had the rotten "nerve" to create a "Petition" to oust Trump during the first month after the election fiasco in 2016. The Electoral College rigged election results, where the Popular Vote was discarded for the rigged collusion Electoral College. She has operated with the one and same persona she claims--as all these actors who are part of the "opposition" are doing and have done--all claiming for the public they are "against" the forces which are really just mafia Nazi Communist and other fascist, genocide groups absolutely thwarting freedom of choice in terms of real talent and instead installing fake rotten whores in top positions in the media--(those who teleport me are rapists, abusers, sexual perverted hate sleaze and scum, they are married, torturing and raping enhances their feelings of sexual gratification they are loveless parasites otherwise who must have someone to abuse in order to feel ANYTHING except for their greed and superficial attempts at other emotions.
the fans cheer on the icons that are put into lead position because these groups are manifest in millions of terror operations around the planet. They accept without question who or what is going to be elected into high media exposure, and they allow these collusions and want a monopoly of their entertainers who want to turn into politicians to encircle the planet-along with all the technological bigotry and manipulation associated with brainwashing--to give the effect of "freedom" and "Democracy". Testament to this are global riots due to the repressions that grow year-by-year.
I only include this because her face, put on the side of my YouTube channel, in addition to years of her friends attacking me in the mafia and Nazi media cartels who are "celebrities" you all cheer on--
and the disgust went "viral" as I wrote hate thoughts that make me sound crazy to any observer reading my posts who are not familiar with the FACT that this whore pig ape has tortured me using sophisticated technology along with her NYC mafia buddies. She keeps "winning" awards and I listen to her singing and cringe at how her nasal vibratto is contrived as being top quality or in any sense original. She does have a flair for demonstrative flamboyant stage-act strutting and is capable of belting out tunes which are never interesting in quality for me, my personal opinion.
It's just another example of how these bigot mediocre people are creating these racist hate systems that are embedded deeply into the strata of the conscious of the world, due to the global nature of media technology and pop stardom expressed through billion dollar contracts and universal promotion.
I urge, if people want to stop "systematic" racism then stop the systematic silencing of the mafia cartels, which really are totalitarian fascist regimes which are endlessly promoted as being fun gangster jokesters and fun and humorous comedians along with their extremely violent promotions of mafia in these endless mafia movies. They are a huge proponent of white Anglo-Saxon racism, they provide the "dirty work" nastiness and behind all of them are endless waves of desperate minorities who want to get into the power structure and really don't care about any righteous principles of "freedom" or "\Democracy" because they come from entrenched systems of despotism, fascism but all in various other names which are openly described as "Democracies" but military martial law and other fascist systems--all controlled by the same very evil forces. I see America degenerating into one of these 3rd world systems and I urge people to STOP ADULATING THE MAFIA SHIT AND THE BIGOT NAZI EUROPEANS AND whatever else you associate with glamor and "class" and instead focus on alternatives who are equally and mostly more talented who are NOT BEING GIVEN A CHANCE TO PERFORM OR SUCCEED IN THIS SYSTEM.
That also goes for the criminal justice system
I am under this rambling ranting stage but every time I get on the internet I have to see their rotten and insidious faces and it brings out this explosion. The closer time gets to a possible shift in power, I have to try my best to fight my fight to stop this endless destruction of America and of the planet. I also mean that the devastation of nature, due to the greed and lack of respect for animals and the endless greed associated with building and construction, that America supports because these nazi mafia creeps are part of the endless encroachment schemes--as they leave dead animals in front of my door, they hurt, maim and kill animals I care about just as power plays to bring their ugliness to my full attention, because they are so disgusting in almost every other way that I cannot find any respect for them and simply cannot do what they want or be what they want me to be: subordinate to them only because of this racist ideology they are continuously espousing and bringing into subconscious conformity through this media onslaught of their bigot, racist, rapist parasites you all keep cheering on. A mafia bigot pig ape whore endlessly "winning" awards for boring, nasty performances that are touted as being "top" quality? Year after year...
that is only one example. I wrote nasty comments that appear really crazy on my YouTube channel partially because she represents this team of attackers, has participated openly in attacking me, is sexually charged by doing so--is a filthy vile disgusting creep I never liked her name or singing think that she is absolutely some mediocre creepy whore put into mainstream endless awards positions because she's a rotten "Italian-American" mafia scumbag who represents them----
I am really digressing, ranting and going off into a "crazy" set of disjointed tangents. I do know that I am under mind control attack, but these sleazy, sick dirty foul mafia creeps who have been attacking me FOR YEARS, YEARS, YEARS NOW IT'S DECADES FROM STALLONE AND I don't know how long from Tarantino, in this teleportation theft and poisoning scheme with all my finances adn homes destroyed by them--year after year this has not stopped. But they torture me after I write such things.\
I can only hope that in a few months perhaps godddamn someone will stop this disgusting group of filthy and nasty perverted loveless mediocrities and stop the Nazi handlers who control them--you will always see dark-haired "Italians" with blonde women (this also applies to many "Jews"--just notice what Weinstein's wife was and how quickly she abandoned him when the glamor was not easily available) but...I am going off--I cannot eliminate Jews in the equation of being a huge component of this system. They must necessarily defer to this group of scumbags and I find that many Jews are superior in so many ways but forced into a subordinate status. This is one of the main reasons I am under major endless attacks and brainwashing and all kinds of technological blocks to my brain functioning due to implants, external control systems, all to "experiment' in trying to force mediocre and loveless creeps into highest position, with the rest endlessly believing that they are superior and this is WHY this mind control program is still ongoing and all that I discover, once the immediate effects wear off, is that they are disgusting and low and sleazy and worthless in terms of how badly the United States is reeling in destruction and how abysmally stupid their movies are---year after year.
And what lies they uphold and how disgusting and nasty they are. And still put into high positions of power--in addition to the Nazi bigots who really are those who create these systems, and they too are just exactly the same but they always induct idiots to do the dirty work for them.
I so hope that soon people will stop putting them into positions of power. I mean a total shift in the power structure and these endless dinosaurs put out of positions of power. I mean those actors who are attacking me--and the rest. These groups attacking me who are "normal" citizens STOPPED BY concerned human beings who actually want real societies which are not falling apart due to corruption and racism and hate and violence and death and disease....
I posted all these today on Facebook. I then decided to post them; here. As I am so silenced by hacking, every search result on any search engine leads me inevitably to 3 or less results for almost any topic I strive to get information on. The more political or information-based, the fewer results I obtain. The endless struggle to render me into a complacent, dumbed down female baby-making tortured, raped victim female submissive adoring idiot. All blocks to information endlessly . I have to post again, as I wrote on Facebook many times, for a few years--murder attempts when I tried to physically attend Graduate School More than one in accidents and other physical attacks to stop me from obtaining higher education.
Now the struggle ensures with blocks to internet use and blocks to every click, page and search I do. All I type is silenced and unavailable to the Worldwide web. Only predatorial hackers can read my posts as they also block content. I am not absolutely blocked, but without having any real research database and only mostly blocked search engines, I can only obtain a narrow and mostly bigoted, propagandized and mind controlled subject which is narrowly focused on false information.
Perhaps one page, containing list of sites, pops up==maybe 15 or 20 search results--for less political or theoretical items like how baking soda can clean. Otherwise, today, after doing a restore point operation because I did not want to do another 2 hour (or longer) recovery function and then have to download all the apps and etc--as I just did two days ago and already I cannot search, open sites, the system has embedded with malware---I got two videos in a search on YouTube regarding Behold a Pale Horse, by William Cooper. Both of them "lame" and expressed by the male-female idiot companion's guide to the Idiot's Guide to Behold a Pale Horse.
--------------------------
My conclusion--typed after watching the videos, but I will do this in reverse chronological order:
William Cooper was a top Naval Intelligence officer, who held briefings for the Pacific Command. He was exposed to Classified and Top Secret information and his job was to collate and brief his superior officers. His book (below) is a representation of his experience in that highly coveted position as an Intelligence Briefing agent and the subjects that he was exposed to which are not "conspiracy theories" but information that has dire consequences for the future of the United States. He never touted "UFO" conspiracy theories but claimed that top secret US Military Bases in Navada were conducting covert experiments with space flight and that these superior space craft were so specialized as to appear like flying saucer of infamous UFO hoaxes. He was involved in the Patriot Militia Movement and was not a bigot in any sense of the word towards homosexuals or any other group except for white supremacist Neo-Nazis calling themselves Patriots and planning genocidal policies towards Blacks and other minorities and groups. The woman who made the blathering video I posted below is absolutely uniformed about Cooper but is spreading her misinformation or disinformation like sowing seeds of discontent. Her message is to discredit Cooper but she is either lying or blathering on like a stupid, uniformed idiot in that video. That is the general theme regarding William Cooper, however. My mother, who like Cooper, lives in Arizona, said almost the exact same things about Cooper as this blathering idiot in the video I posted below also went on and on about (the UFO conspiracy and the political "conspiracies" that people make jokes about and balk at). The male I also posted who associated "silent weapons" with cell phones completely missed the mark, as well. His point of getting off the phone and enjoying nature was a good point but had nothing to do with the book or it's contents.
That is all I could find on my YouTube search regarding Cooper's book. My internet is so hacked, information and searches so badly blocked---censored, silenced, muted, blocked, hacked, …..
--------------------
Blathering idiot video about Behold a Pale Horse book review (not a book review but a blathering rendition of disinformation put into hipster millenniual "like" endless blathering absolutely straying from any review possible account of lying or disinforming about Cooper to avert any real interest in Cooper:
DUMB YAPPING BLATHERING IDIOT MAKES A CAMEO OF ENTANGLEMENT OF COOPER'S FAMOUS UNDERGROUND BOOK. ALMOST NO INFORMATION ABOUT CONTENTS OF BOOK ARE INVOLVED IN HER ATTACK UPON COOPER AND ALL DISCREDITING TACTICS EMPLOYED AGAINST HIM AND HIS WORK.
This guy appears calm and intelliegnt, but in the video he stumbles while attempting to read a paragraph of the book and then puts it down to comment, slowly like he's drugged, about how it might be "bad" to be on your cellphone too much, and then that is how he connects "Silent Weapons" to what Cooper is writing about--which are sophisticated Social Engineering technologies that are not only documented in the book, but explained by Cooper. Ignored completely by the drugged up idiot calmly appearing like he has some profound meme to quote that he heard on a tv show one day or something, dude.
I have this sensation of being drugged-up (while I already am drugged up from the terror operation units who break into my home every day and night). He accelerates this sensation slowly with a drowning out effect of sharp insight, dulled and diminished. He sounds deep and heavy dude, but is slow and lugubrious and actually DOES NOT REVIEW THE BOOK AT ALL. He does not make reference to what is in the book except to quote on paragraph and then connect his slow insight to the absolutely lethal sophisticated technology that Cooper delineates with evidence and research in the book. The woman above claims that Coopers "conspiracy theories" are unsubstantiated and then goes into a repetitive cycle of how "old' the book is and the "generation" of old people who believed in this outdated material. Then she yaps on in a harsh, droning ugly sharp voice that becomes like a cutting instrument into your soul and peace of mind.
=============
All these other videos lead me to this point in the narrative of my meandering explorations into YouTube extremely hacked, blocked and targeted material territory (shark territory of brainwashing mind control programming though hacking, blocks, censorship, DOS attacks without end, and blocks of search results and all blocks to research sites. (for me, the target). Aimed specifically at me.
------------------
I am always attacked for any kind of post I write unless it is absolutely entertained-based without any thought-provoking content or anything that could threaten the endless foray of white male commentators and their "art" and movies and directing because only "They " are supposed to have intellectual material or be artists of the highest rank--or perhaps a burgeoning group of women but they must remain submissive towards the white males in one way or another in order to have any relevance whatsoever--defer and allow the subdued subservient position--all very psychologically placed withing "empowerment" strategies.
---------
But these series of videos actually were a result of following the campaigns, and then going off into the hurricane Laura and then thinking of Revelation and then thinking of Behold a Pale Horse. But exactly what I thought, I am tired of being nearly killed for writing my thoughts and then the ideas stolen so---I will just post the videos because they all connect to the real book--will you please stop discrediting him--WILLIAM COOPER'S BEHOLD A PALE HORSE.
also, HOUR OF THE TIME is one of the most incredible information series I have ever heard. Information is backed up. The archives are very difficult to find online, I suppose blocked by sources. I am not a member of HOTT perhaps that is the reason why, I do not know. I cannot trust any online source, even if I tried to become a "member" of that group to gain access, perhaps, to more of the documentation of Cooper's research and his commentary, I would very likely be transferred to a terrorist agent who either operates from within the HOTT community, or to an outside agent as my phone calls are often diverted to terrorist agents (some of whom do work for these businesses but are in very remote locations instead of the main offices I try to phone but am not able to reach.)
---------------
After the first pristine white horse of the anti-Christ arrives wearing blazing light of the black Sun--promising eternal grandiosity--followed by war and murder and disease comes
the 2nd Seal of famine, the Red Horse of Blood
3rd Seal is--I forgot because the laptop went haywire and froze so much I could not finish
and 4th Seal is the Pale Horse, bringing the deluge just before the Jubilation of Joy at the 2nd Coming and the peace of the earth with the red crimson rider leading the way---
I would rather read the original in Hebrew, Latin or Greek, whichever it is from the original text. A Concordia Bible might do the trick. Too bad I have no access financially or otherwise and it's impossible to just open YouTube videos and click on pages and close pages--literally it's all blocked.
I am not quoting this because I "believe" it but I just feel that situations now occurring are so dramatic they echo sentiments that many others probably are quoting as I write this they are fire and brimstoning the cheering crowds--Evangelicals are singing in relief that finally the 2nd coming is coming----
Just a few more million people have to die first...more fire and devastation--more floods, more disasters and then the anti-Christ will have it's baby borne out of the dust of the blast of the furnace of the fires of the Diving Conquering Worm of Revelation--and silent weapons will be turned off if you just turn off your tv and cellphone, the idiots warn, and stop reading these dumb old people conspiracy theory books and lectures because they are racist, dumb, old and midsogynist anti-queer people who don't do research and just write books with no proof--according to the new idiot generation which apparently does not read books when they imitate doing book reviews on YouTube videos which, perhaps, only I get on my two reviews for the entire internet about this once most famous book (still famous to some).
And the 4th Seal is opening in Hurricanes coming to a movie soon on your home plasma tv center; if your home is not mortgaged and then lost during the financial crisis, the hurricanes, the pandemic, or your divorce settlement.
=========================
Sweet Home Redneck racism coalition, from the North to the South--East to the West---:
yeehaw, see saw left to right, up and down, in and out---
Favorites one year: kicked out a few years later but hiding in the swamps claiming they are gonna clean out the swamps after it's flooded and a mess that is the aftermath of the chaos they churn out year-after year:
"TURN IT UP" Sweet Home Alabama--and that is all they need to say, except they love the governor and the police and love the policies---that's all they need to sing about and cheer and applause a classic redneck ditty---over and over, played as cover pieces in concerts I have seen in many a venue and this is the song that classifies the box-making pundits--no other classes or anything else but their boxes remaining and remaining as agents of death and racism and hate--from East to West, North to South--bigots love this song in NY and in SF and in Miami and in Minneapolis---
----------
and now BOYS N GIRLZ, IT IS TOO TOO TOO SLOW TO DO ANY MORE COPYING AND PASTING UNLESS I SPEND ANOTHER 2 HOURS FIGHTING TO CLEAN OUT THIS COMPLETELY SLOWED DOWN, HACKED SYSTEM WHICH I CANNOT DO ANOTHER RECOVERY OPTION AND SPEND ANOTHER TWO HOURS BECAUSE I JUST DID IT 2 DAYS AGO AND I END HERE.
Except to add this:
but I have to wait, and wait and wait as the cursor spins and the page freezes to just simply open one single page to copy and paste it here--then the hackers force me to backspace as they block letters--it is impossible to do this any longer I have much more I would like to add--this takes me at least 10 times longer than any person doing this otherwise. Every time I attempt to write I am blocked absolutely and this one post has taken me a few hours to punch through the hacking malware stiffening the keys, inserting letters as I type, blocking the space bar--me backspacing non-stop to correct
waiting for pages to open--trying to put my ideas out--doing searches and ONLY and always getting white male bigots putting out concepts about politics or blonde Nazi bigot females or black Nazis--so it seems, I get only those connected to this terrorist group which encompasses all races and ages and groups but always the same theme and concept put out by all--
this sounds to narrow-minded on my part--this is also do to absolute frustration at this hacking and block and the block to simply typing--all the silencing, discrediting everything to silence and discredit me.
I am still waiting for the day when white bigot males are not hacking in with their rapist white female companions and black bigot assistant who are stealing my ideas while blocking my every ability to even simply type out a few paragraphs much less put out any content--and then what I do write is prevented from being published in any public context within the global internet frame, or WWW.
--tired of this I cannot finish fighting to open pages and copy and paste--they always "allow" me to type about the blocks, but when I try to write content the pages literally freeze and I cannot get anything else done but write about how they are hacking in--this always happens and the hacking is directly targeting any real content I might want to claim as my own. Meanwhile, because the terrorists do have this 'thought-reading" technology, they can still absorb and steal the concepts or ideas and simultaneously block my every attempt to publish in my own name, even if this blog is limited in it's reach due to the block and censorship of what I write, limited to this group.
------------
Another Deluge and catastrophe hits America this year--the crimes of America--it seems like "God's wrath" coming upon a country of greed, stupidity and brainwashed complicity in huge crimes against humanity and exegesis of those evil "others" spouted by those who look the other way or commit these nefarious but silent weapons crimes. The wrath is upon ye of the South because ye art redneck bigot Nazis!!! So spaketh moi.
At this point, after 50 years of being hounded, tortured, poisoned nearly to death, deprived of health care, lied to by EVERYONE I ever came into contact with, left to be murdered by Americans who claim they are fighting all the evils of racism and sexism and depotism and etc etc--exploited and left with no representation for crimes against humanity that remain in place and protected to this very moment: I say churn, boil and burn the Apocalypse Now to the outward racist bigots--which includes the East, the West, and the North as well.
Yes, yes yes the snakeoil salespitch operator wants you to BELIEVE he, the white male, is coming to rescue you and you must keep them afloat of the flotsam and jetsam of your power structure keep them on top and believe believe believe.
The swirling chaos comes seeping to your doorstep. The silent weapons are out of sight, out of your blown mind vision. Don't worry. You will be saved and rescued always by the white bigot Nazi male who steals ideas from me and puts them out as "his" ideas in the media.
=============
GLAUB GLAUB GLAUB=believe believe believe
it is so funny to see the death metal lyrics from some of the musicians who are now putting their videos on my search page results--because I watched one H-wood movie a few times (liked the movie although it is indeed morbid angelic death) but...they always quote in German things I never heard Germans say when I lived in Stuttgart for 5+ years. Probably they use "underground" and "illegal' Nazi references---to Nazi genocidal ideology. In German but in German that I never saw written or heard because it is not like the German that the Germans I was around ever spoke. Just "wrong" German.
However, I never heard any of them say anything like Glaub in this bullshit idiot---brain lego your brain is a contrived brainlego land Toyland believe glaub but...they can't get these lyrics they just repeat Nazi phrases and want to murder and kill and drink red coolaid. so cool oh yea (((NEIN NEIN NEIN)
hirnlego idioten
goddamn it takes SO LONG TO COPY ANY LINKS AND OPEN ANY PAGES.
I love Einstrurzende Neubauten but they are a bit depressing if you hear them too often. Sorry, geniuses but not happy but perhaps akin to the psychoclown happy stuff that is synonymous to murder psychopathy and sick murderous machinations turned into movie gold making billions and billions--so happy about that the manipulators are so glad and happy.
Quote some German and then claim you are a Nazi. Yes, of course, you are a puppet colony of German Nazism yes you are puppets repeating German in badly written German (I at least know my German is wrong and bad).
--------
all my negative meandering thoughts inevitably stray to Nazis because I am so endlessly surrounded by them and their minority minions. To say that the terrorists are also Communists would make me more discredited because people believe that Communism is only possible in China where it is openly stated but they are now part of the global indexes stock market and gaining power and momentum in the Capitalist sectors. However, this was about a hurricane and the Apoclyptic scenario of the dead rising to embrace the end world new world order disaster chaos which will result in their order out of the chaos---death and destruction and then their order taking control.
Me as a microchip MK ULTRA experiment in human sex trafficking without having to pass a human being around borders of having any evidence as all is silenced but so openly embraced by the globe.
Burn and whirl, pandemic and dissolve in a mass goo of hirnlego stew you slung together with the Hirnlego slingers of the media and your political hurricane whirlwind.
------------------------
WHEW!!! What a ride I just went through. Not only was I struggling to fight hacking and retyping almost continuously while trying to move forward, but my brain under such attack that once getting up to do something else, finally staggering and stumbling in dizzy near nausea from the brain-altering attacks that make me feel like I am reeling on some rocky boat during some turbulent battle in the middle of a thunderstorm. My brain, body feel like I have just stepped out of some centrifuge, while fighting out how to get around the hacking, losing track, going off into tangents, and then stumbling off the laptop after the "truth serum" effect got me to write and spew out ideas and of course--anything possible will be stolen by the usual suspects the white males and then their womenfolk behind them--all Sieg Heil as they get their contracts from their Nazi mafia contractor handlers who themselves are pawns and puppets
\but I was not going to write about them today or any day I was going to remain "silent' so the "silencing" would operate for 'them" but I wrote anyway. They torture me whether I write or not. They were murdering me when I said nothing and was not fighting back.
I always feel the need, though, to explain how badly I am affected after I try to review the writing--it appears so chaotic and undisciplined--the hacking makes grammar impossible, the hackers alter what I write, delete words and insert words and change tense and paste sentences together, etc etc
I always feel that I must explain that what comes out is not due to what I actually wanted to write or even wrote. It is incumbent upon me to make this distinction instead of remaining silent and every post I write is thus discredited and I always write this every single post. If I leave one post blank without this information I think readers might assume the worst about me.
It's like the brain-attack operator manipulators got me, forced me, to splatter out my thoughts like mental diarrhea but I think at least some of it is credible shit! Not a single word is bullshit though, trust in that even if you liars reading this automatically put me into your lying categorical boxes with you, of course, on top. But, I counter that with it's obverse action of reality and not-lies. The truth is, this is my blog but I am not able to control the drugging or technology. Until someone stops these home intrusions so I am not drugged up every single day and attacked to the point of hysteria every day, then I will stop writing these posts. Otherwise, I actually get a physical release from the stress and it is almost like a health risk to not write because I remain so physically paralyzed from the poisoning and lack of exercise, human contact, my cherished cats, and all animals are killed if they get within my vicinity and I am too drugged to read or do anything else but clean up stinking filth and then retire to sit here because my body is so ill--every single day--due to "their" poisoning of me and the drugging. I would like to see how long any of you could sustain any semblance of normalcy under these murderous conditions and the complicity of the world as you are silenced completely and your only recourse to any kind of alleviation of the murderous stress, toxicity of environment and poisoning -the only one avenue to anything of relief is writing and that is being induced to loveless haters can steal ideas thus about injustices that I write of day after day.
I hope people understand that I am being "sarcastic" when I write:
ALSO, HACKERS HAVE REWRITTEN PART OF THIS POST BUT i HAVE NOT CHANGED IT BECAUSE i AM SICK OF SPENDING ALL MY LIFE, LITERALLY, CLEAINING UP THEIR MESS ON EVERY SINGLE PART OF MY BODY, MY HOME AND MY WRITING. They altered sentences below, this is the "normal" but it is hard to understand the chaotic writing below in parts. They deleted some words and then replaced them by very simplistic language. They deleted parts of sentences but made it appear as if I have a kind of 3rd grade writing skill level. I am also fighting to get words out as hacking makes typing almost impossible--litearlly almost impossible. But this has been a completely rewritten post and I have not gone into and spent more time urging, beggging anyone reading this TO STOP THE MURDER AGAISNT ME AND STOP THESE CREEPLE FROM ATTACKING ME. Also I am drugged, as I always am every day. The torture is intolerable. I know for certain that the majority of people reading this--probably at 98%, are happy and thrileld and sexually excieted about this. The people I am surrounded by at all times are disgusting, rotten perverted parasites and they have also forced me to live in squallor, filth and decay endlessly and I consider that these are teh qualities that THEY ARE but have other people clean up their stinking mess as they smear the planet with filth and toxic waste but call themselves "pure" afterwards.
the pig apes you all call your wonderful celebrities ordered their pig ape terrorists to have my teeth broken because after more than FIVE YEARS of daily torture, rape and violence from pit and his wife who have been torturing me using these teams and teleportation to obtain ideas for their movies--all winning top awards year-after-year while ensuring I remain being poisoned to death--and just writing about this means that they are goinig to be promoted more and more and more and more--I have tried for years to not have anything to do with reacting to them
but the responsibility is towards these filthy stupid pig ape whores in whorewood you all kiss on the cheeks whenever possible. Year after year the filthy wife "feminist" who obtained ideas about feminist concepts which I wrote of describing the murdered Andrea Dworkin's writings (bloated and poisoned to death, but never diagnosed as such--her body so contorted and that sickening rubbery encasing that I have had to stare at on my own body and I still do, after more than 9 years and soon 10 years of fighting to get it out of my body as these pig ape whores continue to have me poisoned and drugged so the stupid apes and whores can torture me to obtain ideas, get hormone excitement beauty treatments and feel grandiose and powerful and the rush of having someone to torture day after day for years and years--and all silenced all ocvered up. The attack on my teeth to makke me loose them was after I wrote a post on my private, all people blocked Facebook page which they had been hacking into for years to obtain ideas which I wrote of paralyzed, drugged up so badly I can't describe it: I asked for justice and for crap pit and his filthy pig wife to stop being awarded adn allowed to steal ideas from my private and blocked FB page--my only secure instrument of saving my writing and I am still unable to write any creative fiction. I must add that their good benefactor, the "aristocrat" out of England had me write a short story, to send to him because I was so desperate to get out of America to get health care and I needed to leave my own country while this filthy Nazi bigot creep then stole literally, verbatim what I had written and this meme or concept was then parcelled out to at least two writer/directors out of Europe (one in Germany, one in England) for their movies/tv shows. This is the collaborator with this England-based team of deception bs operators. He also tole me that he was advised to have parts of my body cut out and severed if I didin't provide him with everythign he wanted--I began to "resist" these attacks after I was already poisoned nearly to death and I had been a very gullable, loving and kind happy person before they finally attacked me so badly and I was literally shitting out diarrhea poison every single day for years until I finally began to call them pigs--which they then used as a "reason " to have my cat's body crushed, put me in prison after forcing me into a very horrible bad spot financially and in other ways so I was and still am on the verge of every catastrophe possible. After I wrote this on my post asking the world hacking in to stop this disgusting crime against me--which still hasn't happened--and all this has been ongoing from two presidential administrations so you cannot blame Trump and you cannot say that this current regime is horrible compared with the last. It's just the black side of the one-sided situation that has brought the country to this point. I have respect for Obama and I believe that he has had his hands tied in relation to this bigot Nazi pig orgniaztion and also most or all of you in H-wood are indebted to the nazi mafia cartel which controls your lives and your careers. To me personally, although I can undersatnd all of this, I find it no excuse to allow this crime against me to go on and on for years and years.
But, I am writing the "reasons" why: this rotten pig actor then teleported me after this near-fatal ordhestrated manipulated "acciddent" then he sexually assaultted me and then physically assaulted me: this is for me writing on my private page that he and his friiends have been hacking into to derive "alternative" concepts for their movies--since 2009 or earlier-.
The toe that was pulled out of joint the first time was in 2009, when the Italian pig ape mafia creep began assaulting, poisoning and having peopel terrorize me with blatent racist remarks to my face, which has never happened to me in this way my entire life. The person who attacked me as this happened was an Italian woman but calls herself "Swiss" but speaks French--from Geneve, Switzerland. She had it done just because she couldln't stand to see me healthy and happy and wanted me injured and broken. I did nothing to her whatsoever, not a single thing I was renting a room in her house. She has run a charity here in phuket called The Lions Club. She told me she came to Phuket with no money, and now owns a tract of land with at least 6 estates, all rental properties wiith huge buildings, private entry, swimming pools, very beautiful landscaping---since having become "President" of this "charity".
The second time was just recently, a few months ago where a famous punk rock personality teleported me, operating with Nazi mafia, with another Nazi musician out of Denmark who is an open Satanist Nazi metal player who is famous for a murder----his photos and videos continue to appear on my YouTube channel all the time---the "alternative" Anarchist "left" media personality teleported me using the permission of the mafia Nazi bigot racist black nazi cartel that I have been attacked by viciously for over 8 years without end--passed around. He asked me how I have healed my body and what he should do. At the time I had no idea how presumptuous he was and is, and that he considered me something to exploit in his every nuanced vocal gesture and dismissiveness after he obtained ideas out of me--after years of torture--without a thank you as they all do--for free information they can use for everything for themselves--told by everyone that because the nazi mafia pig apes hasve put them into media spotlight that they are "superior" even if they can perform the roles and etc etc
I called him a pig after he teleprted me, threatening me that if I wrote the story I had only conceived of in my head, internally without having written anything, he warned me with threats--I called him a pig. The next day I was put into another accident which was life-threatening--and they broke my toe later on after I had injured it but it was not re-broken. This was done at night by the terror teams.
I have no tears about anything I just want this crap to be stopped finally after years of writing about these crimes and these "people"
that they are now "demanding" a baby out of me is more than ridiculous, but to them I am not supposed to have even the basics of human rights--and that is the future for America if this organization and this system of drugging, microchip implants, technology and the promotion of people operating as terrorists within the structure IS NOT STOPPED PERMANENTLY AND IMMEDIATELY.
Many people will be, and already have been killed as a result of this organization. Many many more wil be if it is not stopped NOW.
I also need a goddamn break can't you people reading this ever act to support me just living in peace and not "enslaved" by some crooks who have been handed technology and death terror operational technology for surveillence, torture, rape, murder.
-----------------------------------
My brain, my body are drugged, under stress from years of torture, disfigurement and attack that goes on night and day. My post above is wracked with hacking inserts and it is disjoined and in some places incomprehensible but slightly--to appear as if I wrote this but at am a 3rd grade writing level or something very basic but incapable.
The "Italian pig" I refered to is Nicola Siervo, a most ugly and disgusting mafia parasitic creep out of Italy, who has been handed venue after venue for the years he teleported, was poisoning me to death, had me nearly electrocuted, had me nearly killed in accieent after accident--was teleporting me nightly as I was shitting out liquid poison for years, crying out for peopel to stop him as he hit me, assualted me the torture of endless violence that began with him has not stoppoed for all these years. He has been promooted into owning venues after he was a joint-manger of a club, now owning huge venues after years of graft and running businesses into the ground from theft and corruption. His partner in whorewood is Sylvestor Stallone. I worked for his club Bar None as an independent vendor, selling cigars out of a box. I was blacklisted from all other employment in Miami. I tried and tried and only doing this job instead of being made homeless was my only option. That is how controlled by the Nazis Miami and all of Florida really is. It is very hard for me to write I must pound down now due to the malware attacking the keyboard.
This disgusting piece of crap tortured me to obtain ideas about how Prince operated First Avenue, which I went to every weekend for a few years. He also obtained ideas from me as well. He and this English "aristocrat" creep pig ape operated to pass me around between them, and then after I wrote two sentences on Johnny Depp's Facebook page, he took over and that was when they had my cat thrown in the swimming pool of this hate and torture "resort" which was a cheap and nasty tiny place far from the well-manicured places of Phuket--where swarms of terror agents tortured me and went into my room and raped and disfigured me--don't get too turned on disgusting pig ape creeps reading this.
Years and years an dyears and years of this going on and on. I finally havve been able to pound in hooks to stop people from getting in from what I thought were panels--as the front door cannot be opened from the outside because i have put so many interior lock systems to stop break-ins through the doors. However I finally ascertained that mechanical arms were opening the door--and I have since put objects inserted into the large cracks where teh light forom the hallway seeps in (the door does not fit into the door frame--it is possible that mechanical arms can be inserted into these huge cracks of the door not fitting the frame--but I do not know as NO ONE WILL HELP ME TO OBTAIN EVIDENCE OR GET ANY KIND OF PROTECTION SYSTEM). no stalking group is legitimate that I reach through any online search--I have tried for years and years and been only attacked when I reach out---and that happens in person at these "meetings" and the real targets finally stop attending the meetings and mostly agents proliferate, posing as targets, stealing the words and concepts that the real victims say and write to present the false "solution" and false pretense that this is just 'harassment" and not MURDER.
but, I am writing names now. Depp then took over but the pig apes out of England and Italy have not stopped hacking in and stealing ideas, and the pit pair are "friends" with them and they are all "friends". The politicians are all "friends" with the H-wood whore teams who are all "friends" with the Nazi mafia cartels and on and on
I remain now surrounded by huge gorups and organizations of "people" being handed these technologies by EVERY GOVERNMENT and the mafia is constructed to enforce the bigot Nazi policies--who in turn now have conscripted the minority minions of all races--which inclues of course Jews to a huge extent.
and I remain writing these posts because they are torturing me to obtain these "miserable" rantings about the pig apes which people just laugh about. Wiating for any justice in this most "Democracy" enthralled era of do-nothing pig ape whores in SOCIETY who propel these pig ape actors and politicians to represent bigot pig ape Mom n Pop turned conglomerate who don't want people like me to have any chance to supercede them. Many of the pig apes attacking me come from meager backgrounds and have attained the "AMerican Dream" and are now blocking access to the portal of power for people 'like me" and all backed by millions of the pig apes who are invisible due to having no outward celebrity status. The real culprits are them, these apes I write of are just their representatives. If you people who care continue to DO NOTHING they will continue to destroy your environment and planeat and then kill you to obtain your homes, property, suckk out your sexuality and anything they can steal using this tech and this system, and then discard you. They all have been MURDERING ME as you all accept and now, alas, the world is plauged and you still can't fucking do anything to stop this system but you remain blaming a few icons who are just 'friends" with the real culprits.
I remain fighting literally for my life but silenced evey day and asking for help every day--years and years and years and years.
I want to write short stories, but i am tired of seeing what I write turned into million and billion dollar enterprises for pig ape whores. I also wrote a few posts about The Handmaiden's Tale, which I wrote and maybe 6 months to one year later it has been turned into a revenue generating multi-million or billion dollar enterprise, winning top awards year after year. People reading my post here will say, "she wrote about this old movie but so what? That proves nothing about her ideas being stolen>" However, year after year, ideas I write of turning up as movies with the same themes for years and people teleporting me to obrtain ideas and then murder me slowly and laughing about it--having my body sliced and damaged if I write protest and due to their drugging, ranting after years of 24 hour attacks literally every single day without pause--as you all watch and cheer these sick fuc*s on and on and laugh as they do every kind of insult, damage and threat and act of violence to every part of my body, my home is stinking and filthy and a toxic shock danger to live in due to them--the floor is so encrusted with filth the covering I made to stop the panels from being lifted up have been sliced and poured wuth grime adn fungus and hair and dirt that if I put my bare foot down on any one spot, my foot is crusted with filth and the floor has been so shredded I cannot sweep the floor--the broom gets caught in the huge uprooted sliced parts that they cut and rip out every single day, piece=-by-piece.
The list is too long. I want to be able to write stories and fiction and ideas, but I keep on having to write these posts begging the peopel who are just part of this organization to do something. The mass murder has begun on the planet due to this gorup---and it will increase over time. People will be covertly murdered if one of these pig apes feel threatened by them, don't like them, if they resist being used and then discarded and murdered afterwards--as they have been doing to me and demanding submission to. I keep fighting them and fighting to get anyone to not obey them and have any decency but this group is chalk full of bigots, racists, rapists, pedophiles, people who laugh about what is happening to me, glad, smug, thrilled....
Sick, sick of seeing the ideas I want to wriite but can only write in short sentences on a social media site or a blog turned into some dumb, ignorant bigot pig ape rapist whore's movie concept. sick of seeing what I write about the hate crimes being committed against me turned into black actors and writers movie concepts but turned into their own "victimized" victimizer profiteering. I cannot write there fore except for posts like this--which are then rewritten and as I struggle to get past the hacking I have to see that hackers have rewritten all, and still no one ever comes to me with assistance or support.
Despite all this, all these years of this going on and on--while I wrote endlessly that you are all helping Nazis to come to power--I wrote this as Black actors began to attack me using this system along with their white openly racist "friends". They posed in photos of themselves in Europe after they got EUropean endorsement for their products and their media aspirations--posing in haughty nose-thumbed up postures in personalized photos inserted onto my page. Now as they all "fight" against Trump, they are still in bed with the Nazi pig apes--and that is a lot of the black actors and writers, directors I am referring to. I can not count on "black" actors or most peopel to help me in any way. Years of Normal American citizens--black people--helping bigot whites to attack me--some of them ranting about discrimination in fact all of them do.
Now I appeal once again and say that after years of writing that not only are you helping Nazis to come to power, but I have been writing that DEATH is just around the corner--a few months prior to the onset of the pandemic I wrote that "we are on the brink of a catastrophe...many people will be killed due to this technology". This technology also encompasses many forms of murder operations not just individual "stalking" or "harassment' which are really murder and torture operations by bigot pig ape pieces of pure shiite.
But no, still no one can act. I am given no credit for my warnings instead I just get ignored, silenced and I see my ideas still being used for major, huge blockbuster m ovie concepts. Up to this very day this is happening. All stolen and no payment, no credit, and only more torture more abuse more violence and me writing endlessly--waiting for the day when there will be a political entity that will protect ME instead of the pig ape mafia Nazi bigots who also are in league with Communist countries (China, Russia which is still Communist in many ways--and |Russia is corrupted completely by Nazi mafia--)
and on and on...waiting and I must wait and wait and the pig apes attacking me would assuredly tell me that there will never be any hope for me--they have already assured me of that--no one is going to help you--etc etc
but I still sit here writing about it because this is psychological torture to death as well. The stress alone could kill anyone. Not being able to exercise is another factor. And then all loving animals are either killed off or stolen adn taken away so I am left with disgusting human beings who have lost all touch with life and love and sanity and reality. It is they who are insane and not me. Like most that this group does, they have turned around all definitions.
But again, what I write is being stolen by these ignorant stupid apes who are "competent" to push papers and make dirty foul deeds and then get the beauty treatments to appear as if they are "clean' and not rotten corrupt disgusting parasites. Their children as are foul but with all the money they are handed, make good appearances for their demonstations of benevolent charity stuff. As for the outright bigot Nazis and haters, they privately do not have to feign these pretensees so they are stuffed with arrogant assumption that their global strategy of dominance and indoctrination are completed and all is going to continue towards the final cataclysm of genocidal mass death for their huge profit and endless plantations in the developing world--which America is turning into thanks to your nasty celebrity culture and your obsession with the falsities they promote.
I however have to sit here still and wait to see, if I can not be destroyed before then, if the next wave will bring any real support to my situation. I feel a faint hope but...I have been waiting for YEARS for anyone to not be under the domination of mafia. It is also odd that there is never any mention in any of the 'alternative" media about mafia and Nazi collusion controlling the media but it is the dominating force controlling so much--or perhaps all. The mafia Nazis want the total destruction of America as they take it over--the movies are filled with hate, desperation and death to encourage mass reactionary movements and death resulting.
It is insidious to me that this is all being forced upon me, but then again, if it weren't for the "invisible" millions upon millions of "normal" citizens, NONE of this would be possible. It is they who love all the mafia movies and they who endorse the Nazi movements and they who want genocide and the end of a "Democratic" Republic.
Every floor panel is covered entirely. Every wall panel has been hooked together with metal hooks pounded (as my flesh ripped out and I wrote earlier it took me two months--to do all the over 30 panels on both sides of this tiny studio) it has taken me much longer--I am so under attack while I type and fight to pound out letters and think clearly. It has taken me over FOUR MONTHS TO POUND in all the hooks into every panel--it required over two months of healing in-between pounding and hammering hooks into there endless panels requiring my entire body strength as I could not tolerate the stress upon all the internal hard poison lattices embedded into literally every bone and pathway of my body--40-50 years of poisoning and my body has miraculously survived but the result is the poison is interlaced throughout my entire body in every crevice and crack, glued into flesh and bone from skull to feet.
The doors of the huge cabinets which have the panels separating my room from the room(s) on either side--the doors do not close properly there are holes, gaps between the crooked doors which close but there are spaces where there should be none. Constructed perfectly to close but have openings. I write of this often but I repeat it now.
My body sliced into, my nails on my hands are green, fungus is inserted as the objects bulge out of damaged and eroding cuticles that have receded down my fingers. As I type right now the hacking is making any kind of smooth flow impossible. Backspacing continuously to correct the hack double-letter inserts and spaces where I had not pressed the space bar--etc etc
my hair almost shredded into raggedy nasty strips of damaged hair that look like straw. Cuts into all my body and bruises, slices, my toe that was broken once has been rebroken and is a serious problem as they keep severing tissue between the toe webbing, so blood flow is cut off nightly. Etc etc
years of fighting this in a tiny studio--so drugged up I could not operate whatsoever for at least the first year of assuming that the layers of glued in paper covering all the panels would stop them from entering. The expertise of these terrorists is likewise funded at very expert levels of break-ins. I watch videos I have downloaded about CIA and FBI surveillance techniques and the systems are exactly the same as what the outdated videos portray. I cannot find relatively modern information about the reality of how these operations are being performed (or funded). The conspiracy theory "gang stalking" sites are rife with mis/dis-information and the only sites I am able to access I believe fully are the products of terrorist agents who steal ideas and information from the silenced targets like myself.
I remain being destroyed physically and I am waiting for anyone to stop this terror operation against me as I am no criminal, I have not harmed anyone, the threat I have posed is that I want to compete and that I was physically a top athlete and beautiful--endless damage to my body has made me paralyzed or partially so, bedridden for over 10 years unable to even stretch slightly due to all these intertwinted internal poisons that have hardened all over my body.
YEARS OF BEGGING THE ENTIRE WORLD FOR HELP and I remain being destroyed day after day like this because the white bigot Nazis and their viciously violent desperate and hateful minority minions want their promotional incentives and they do not give a damn about civil rights or equality they just want to not be desperate in ghettos any longer.
I remain here writing about this for another day, waiting for some kind of "Democracy" that everyone is shouting about. I hear echoes of things I have written in various media videos that surface on my YouTube page as I try to surf. I remain under extreme "mind control" technology influence as I sit in front of this computer. I keep "forgetting" to put on this cap with the aluminum foil cap I put underneath it. It doesn't do much but it lessens some of the tech influence, or I believe I can feel a more calming effect but I remain unable to defend myself and I wait for this destruction of my body--and my home continuously has been sprayed with deadly fungus, mold and other toxic sprays and I must sleep with all sliding patio doors and windows (I have no windows here, but in the last toxic deadly place II had to tape windows closed to stop the intruders from coming through the windows--it was so disgusting that I had no conception that they were entering through the tiles and cracks in the walls--once I began to try to glue stickers on the cracks and try to defend myself they forced me to move into a studio with countless cracks and tiles that I can never stop the break-ins unless I hammer endless hooks into multiple areas of one panel until every single space is covered with hooks tied together--which I physically cannot do because they keep me poisoned, drugged and unable to move and this kind of fight is dangerous for my body at this point I have already seriously injured my body fighting to defend myself by pounding and screwing hooks into laminated plastic-coated doors and panels for months and months to no avail. All the cracks and open spaces between these cupboard doors I have stuffed with rubber matting with beads balanced on top--every crack possible and they use the mechanical arms to just push up the matting and the beads are pushed aside or lay on the floor and that is all I can do. I am literally being damaged slowly and poisoned to death and I cannot absolutely cannot defend myself.
please stop this crime against me--I write this now for the 8th year and going on and on...
--------------------------
I am waiting for the next concept stolen by these insidious H-wood writers, directors and actors in their next "expose" movie about Thailand and prostitutes and whatever and trafficking to come out, stealing the ideas I have just written about below today. This has been going on for over 10 years as they torture me without end, I write about how vile they and this group are, and the concepts of freedom and authors, songs and etc to express my thoughts on their activities. They continue the torture because I write anything against their organization, they torture me (no matter what I do, actually they were murdering me long before I was writing anything about "them" --I use "them" as an abstract term because I want to get something else done today and not have to go into who "they' are--as you are all they and them anyway
On and on and on, with insults after they torture me to obtain ideas they can use for their 'expose" and "alternative" "liberal" themed movies and shows and ideas and memes, songs and etc whatever and also "liberal" youtube "conspiracy theory" channels operated by white males--usually they are the only ones "exposing" the "truth" while women like me remain silenced BY THEM as they steal my ideas to use as their own. \\The entire operation is so wide-spread there is no beginning or end to it and their theft, lies and corruption.
Meanwhile, it is getting almost impossible for me to walk due to my left foot large toe being broken and then rebroken by these break-ins. I cannot afford to see any doctor who will overcharge me, lie and even worsen the situation. This is the usual at every single established and even "ALTERNATIVE" HEALTH care clinic I have experienced and gone to for decades--perhaps all my life. I have gone to the one alternative health care clinic which was taken over by a huge global charitable non-profit organization which turned the small non-profit into a huge, sprawling bulding where I was viciously attacked by well-off administrators and their agents who operated the front desk policies of hate tactics--literally yelled at as I walked in the first day smiling and overjoyed that Iw as getting health care finally after having to move across the country to go to this one clinic where I could get any help at all--(forget MEDICAID--a few nearly offensive pain pills as all doctors left me to die slowly in silence and no real examinations or medical treatment offered and often with nasty insertions into my body they refused me basic services to get rid of the insertions into my body that the terror organization forced upon me--which I still have now and I am left with EVERY DOCTOR as a part of this system and no help whatsoever from any source now and no money due to blacklisting financially on the internet and eveywhere).
They rebroke my toe, the bones are slipping because the large toe is so broken the bone sticks out almost 45 degrees from the area which should be aligned. The bone has been dislocated by these foul and filthy stalkers. Meanwhile, all I am doing day after day is cleaining up stinking filthy pillows, throwing away blankets and clothign and stinking articles every time I am well enough to leave this room and the destruction of my property I can barely afford is continuous. Cleaning for hours every day is non-stop. My skin is completely damaged and my body is covered with bruises, blemishes and scars that have been sealed into solid white due to poison poured over bloody areas due to being thrown off the motorbike--all done while I am sleeping and defenseless. My food is poisoned and drugged as well as all my clothing sprayed with horrid, dangerous and stinking substances CONSTANTLY. My hands are huge and deformed from poisons smeared on my skin nightly, and from eternal cleaning all day, every day just hours an dhours to not have to breathe in this stuff while sleeping with all fresh air blocked off. The room smells like rancid stale fungus when the sliding panels of the patio door are closed. I have to breathe this in every night all night long. My body has broken down so badly and I was once so athletic my body shone with heatlh and now it's so disgusting from nightly poisoning that has gone on and on for years and years, while celebrities laugh as they torture me to obtain ideas for their next blockbuster starring role and director promotion for their movies all funded by this organization. They laugh and make insults at me and about how I look and my body after they order these endless attacks upon me, they have created this death torture poisoning rape and violence murder living situation too.
I truly need a safe home please stop this crime against me.
--------------------
I forgot to mention, as there are so many terrrorist deformations of my body: I cannot bite into anything hard any longer. They tried another vehicular murder attempt two years ago--which forced me to wipe out and land on my lower jaw--I heard a crunching noise, the skin was rippted to the bone on my chin. There were white Europigapes watching on sitting on a higher area balcony overlooking the exact spot where someone had operate the remote tech making my brakes inoperable, the handlebars swerved 180-degrees to the right and I fell immediately--like sliding on ice but it was on concrete on a hot, dry day. My brakes worked perfectly earlier that day as people would nearly hit me and I could stop abruptly on pavement. Thus, because I have good reflexes this group ensures I cannot use the brakes to stop being hit or wiped out.
I landed on my lower jaw. My teeth were solid and not loose after the accident, nor that night as I went to bed. Two days later the lower teeth were nearly falling out. Since that time, the terorists have been lightly severing gum tissue off that bottom jaw area and all the gum tissue is completely gone from the two teeth they broke and they have been cutting blood flow in that area as they also cut out the tissue--night after night--I can taste blood when it is very hot outside and I am driving around.
Thus, I have no gum tissue left after more than two years of this going on and on.
I have begun sleeping in very thin plastic gloves to stop the insertion of objects under the same cuticles, as these attacks have not stopped nightly since 2012-2013. (Years have gone by as I lay inert for years due to repoisoning and I am so ill and stuck in this cycle). I have tried to protect my body by wearing gloves--the expert professional terrorists simply have me take off my gloves while I am sleeping--this happened two nights ago while in a deep sleep I "remember" taking off the gloves. Objects were again inserted under my nails. This demonstrates to me how vulnerable I am in this state: I suppose much has been forced upon me in this manner, as I operate in a blank state but do things that seem "okay" as the hypnotic suggestions are always coerced when the situation appears safe so I do what they want--always lied to, the suggestive hypnosis operates because I am made unaware of the danger or threat to my body or life when they attack me.
I am sleeping with socks on, and something to cover my hair which has been so badly damaged over decades. They are simply inserting the mechanical arms under the gloves, under the openings of the socks, and partially taking off the cap I wear (a cloth after-shower cap, terrycloth material) and----they simply do some analysis of how to operate the technology, how to induce me to remove these objects while I am in this suggestive hypnotized sleeping "alter" comatose state.
I really need support I really need a safe home how long must I beg the entire world to stop crimes against me in this age of global technology not a single person will assist me in obtaining evidence or support--how can this happen?
Writing about sex trafficking that for one single time was caught on camera, leading to arrest of a Thai official (see last post) has lead me to think about the events yesterday I encountered at the "girly bar" in Rawai where I rent my motorbike. Situated next door is a tech attack operations center, disguised as an abandoned building for all the many years I have rented from this shop/bar/vehicle rent place (was a very luscious p-ape "happy ending" massage sort of bar--if you get the drift---turned into a motorbike bar with the one-and-only empty building next door (on the left-hand side as you face the building--or the South Side of the building) on Ban Saiyuan Road. The technology used against me, probably operating in tandem with the implants, make me unable to "remember" even what I had determined to do. While I stand in front of this desk, all the entire shop area is now blocked so there is only one place to sit or stand--my brain is jumbled so badly--I begin to laugh as I utter questions that are a repeat of what I had just asked--"forgetting" that I had just asked the same question. The words come out immediately without a moment to think about what I was uttering--unable to stop it. Unbelievable. The girly trafficking sales agent, smiling, laughing, endless lies and pretence that she cannot understand English--making ugly frowning faces I am induced to repeat questions. Her lies, I basically reveal by asking the same question twice. I begin laughing as she glares in hate frowning, turning all into a joke. I had been sitting outside as she and the spiteful Ladyboy who has been part of the attack for years, urged me to come inside because it was so hot and they were offering drugged water or drinks (I guess, I heard them say and welcome me in with glaring, ugly faces). I understood of course after years of this that they were going to attack me, but I "forgot" about the atttacks and the deadly situation once I got inside.
Laughing and giggling I "excused" asking the repeat questions because this trafficking victim/agent/terrorist/smiling liar was giving very nasty looks as I repeated questions because I could only barely ascertain my real thoughts: that all was a lie. She claims she lives in the shop but was going to Bangkok on vacation for a week. The women at this bar are from Bangkok, as I wrote in my blog many weeks ago--what had been agents but much more soft and subtle and welcoming women out of the much impoverished Isaan area, on the border of Laos, are now replaced by Bangkok women who are street smart and savvy in terms of making the cut for the severe hostile take-over power endorsements for anyone performing the hostile hate acts this terrorist organization, the sponsors of the tourism government, the investors--want the most conniving and lying and manipulative people to obey, follow and party over the hate acts that they are trained to perform. Better actors than anyone could conceive of.
I had been supported by a small group of these bar and small shop owners when attacked by a white male p-age out of Canada who was trying to rip me off, while giving me massages in his massage shop--he was trained as a professional masseuse and was excellent--he drugged me and tried to get my motorbike almost for free. Under drugging I said yes, then upon reflection I understood that it was a scam scheme. Women who had been exploited, probably trafficked and abused by him and his pals--which line all the shops but are fronted by the more complacent and smiling, happy Thai women who are "owners" of the shops--but, all these more friendly, hospitable women are gone, long gone and replaced by very hostile, plastic surgery, heavily make-up trafficking experts.
The technology is being used against me in such a disgusting way when I enter this shop. I had decided beforehand that I would have her sign the rental contract outside the shop. I had been lead like a sheeple into the shop as she smiled at me a greasy stupid fake smile but I "forgot" to force her to sign the contract outside the zapping zone of the tech, just in front of the huge desk where all the space in the shop is oterhwise congested by huge motorbikes parked into the entire interior of the shop. The shop is now closed except when I have to make an appointment--due to the pandemic. Many of the shops adjacent to the motorbike shop, except for the real massage shop featuring "happy endings" remains open. The rest are sealed and shut--that shows where the predominance of money goes in that area--for the local population who are white males with their Thai wives as investors--with a growing number of married white couples and families as laws change to adjust to more investment opportunities. And more houses built, more land destroyed, more trafficking, more Bangkok hustlers taking over the once "land of smiles" scam artists who at least were warm in their attacks rather than extremely nasty inner city vicious ...fill in blanks....
I still have no idea how I can block this tech influence. I have gone into that shop wearing the aluminum foil hat underneath a real cloth hat, and I only remain a bit more calm while they insult and attack me, with huge nasty smiles covering the hate and the tech makes me associate a smile with friendliness. They alter my mood and shift any caution into a happy, open and friendly stance. It is EXTREMELLY dangerous technology and you people who cheer on this tech should have at least some reservations about supporting it so openly but covertly, as you all do (or do nothing, which is almost the same
--------------------------
I remain renting at this one shop because I have been attacked by four other shops in the area. All are part of the same system, they all behave in exactlly the same manner so it does not matter which shop I go to. The more Thai areas are more violent than the tourist areas. The desperation of Thais in the poorer areas and lack of all Civil Rights understanding makes more vicious attacks almost invevitable. I have the lowest price I know of for a monthly rent--I have paid for the cost of the bikes new at least 4 times per bike by now. They also clean and change oil and sometimes serrvice the bike. That is why I remain going there. Otherwise it would be the same thing, for a higher price, with less service, anywhere else. I am at such financial desperation due to the trafficking aspect of this torture and terror situation that I am having to confrton the trafficking operations of Phuket operated by it's 2nd-or 3rd layer representatives and managers in the hierarchy. Just to rent a motorbike entails absolute harassment from these "bar girls" turned "business owners" with their daughters winning Thai beauty contests, huge sums of money, new businesses--the "girls" line up to attack me, just as the celebrities line up to attack me in worse ways in H-wood, in the teleportation trafficking sex and torture scam scheme "experiment" abudction covert hate crime that no one will expose or stop.
===============
The video above gives "advice" on how to protect yourself so you can not get ripped off as quickly as you otherwise would if you were honest with these "girls". That means not telling them how long you are staying, so they will be friendly towards you before ripping you off immediately. The assumption of crooked Thai women is also extremely bigoted, as this is not the case in every case.
I experience this because I am a target and the stakes for attacking me are so high that Thai women see this as one of the few or only business opporrtunities they may ever have.
There is no excuse for billionaires and millionaires out of H-wood or anyone with enough money to live off who do have opportunities to have business opportunities, as most or all of the Westerners who attack me do have or possibly could have. I have been forced into this status of having to rely on essentilaly being a trafficking victim desperate for survival, always on the brink of utter disaster due to every kind of financial block, physical handicap they have forced upon me through non-stop poisoning with hardening chemicals and ALL HEALTH CARE DENIED EVEN WHEN i AM HELPING THEM TO HAVE ORIGINAL IDEAS WHICH THEY TURN INTO MILLION-DOLLAR MAINSTREAM mafia/nazi/communist movie programming propaganda. I still remain without essentials, no home, no way to earn money, all these people attacking me from America and the Western "developed" countries show me who and what creates the trafficking mentality and how it is sustained--the rest of you hacking in or reading this help by endlessly endorsing a global silencing with a few "groups" that "fight" against it--except in extremely lucrative Thailand where the silence and the lack of any political defense or protection of the women who must operate within this system is completely void and conspicuously absent.
Do not smear theThai women or men for these "sleazy" operations or blame them for these scams---as if "they" are to blame.
-------------------------------
While I am in this shop paying and being insulted on what I am wearing, hateful sneering comments on how I appear and dress and look, disguised as "compliments' handed with hate and insulting comments (something done extremely well and porobably often in the Land of enforced Smiles Thailand)---under the extremely potent influence of the technology beamed into my body and brain, no matter what I do--I am asked by these women who can "barely speak English" every personal question about where I live,, what I do, where I go, subliminally asked how much money I have-----do I have a boyfriend and wouldln't I love to have one of their white Europ-a men as my "boyfriend". They all claim that the white men are so "nice" and they defend them completely when I call them pig apes (the ones who are attacking me, as so many are the numbers are beyond incalculable everywherre on the planet). But....they extract every kind of personal bit of information and I laugh as if it's a fun time and a joke and a party. I expose my thoughts immediately.. This should be taken as a WARNING to you do-nothing passive observers who are "friends' with these terrorists who are part of these power cartels that I have written of endlessly for years--the longer you wait, the more the danger to your life increases of being ripped off or murdered. You do-nothing sheeple can only associate danger if the threat is to yourselves and your livlihoods. Through association of your friends also being attacked by this system, and then mostly only if it accounts for your well-being. The world is now integrated and "seamless" with technology controlling the entire globe. Do not think in a 20th Century technological bubble any longer.
