Thursday, August 27, 2020

Hurricane blasting the redneck South like a Hurricane blasting the 4th Seal--a Pale Horse rider approaches and the lies are strewn like howling beasts caught up in the frenzy of disinformation and lies.

I posted all these today on Facebook. I then decided to post them; here. As I am so silenced by hacking, every search result on any search engine leads me inevitably to 3 or less results for almost any topic I strive to get information on.  The more political or information-based, the fewer results I obtain. The endless struggle to render me into a complacent, dumbed down female baby-making tortured, raped victim female submissive adoring idiot. All blocks to information endlessly . I have to post again, as I wrote on Facebook many times, for a few years--murder attempts when I tried to physically attend Graduate School More than one in accidents and other physical attacks to stop me from obtaining higher education. 
Now the struggle ensures with blocks to internet use and blocks to every click, page and search I do. All I type is silenced and unavailable to the Worldwide web. Only predatorial hackers can read my posts as they also block content. I am not absolutely blocked, but without having any real research database and only mostly blocked search engines, I can only obtain a narrow and mostly bigoted, propagandized and mind controlled subject which is narrowly focused on false information.

 Perhaps one page, containing list of sites, pops up==maybe 15 or 20 search results--for  less political or theoretical items like how baking soda can clean. Otherwise, today, after doing a restore point operation because I did not want to do another 2 hour (or longer) recovery function and then have to download all the apps and etc--as I just did two days ago and already I cannot search, open sites, the system has embedded with malware---I got two videos in a search on YouTube regarding Behold a Pale Horse, by William Cooper. Both of them "lame" and expressed by the male-female idiot companion's guide to the Idiot's Guide to Behold a Pale Horse.

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My conclusion--typed after watching the videos, but I will do this in reverse chronological order:

William Cooper was a top Naval Intelligence officer, who held briefings for the Pacific Command. He was exposed to Classified and Top Secret information and his job was to collate and brief his superior officers. His book (below) is a representation of his experience in that highly coveted position as an Intelligence Briefing agent and the subjects that he was exposed to which are not "conspiracy theories" but information that has dire consequences for the future of the United States. He never touted "UFO" conspiracy theories but claimed that top secret US Military Bases in Navada were conducting covert experiments with space flight and that these superior space craft were so specialized as to appear like flying saucer of infamous UFO hoaxes. He was involved in the Patriot Militia Movement and was not a bigot in any sense of the word towards homosexuals or any other group except for white supremacist Neo-Nazis calling themselves Patriots and planning genocidal policies towards Blacks and other minorities and groups. The woman who made the blathering video I posted below is absolutely uniformed about Cooper but is spreading her misinformation or disinformation like sowing seeds of discontent. Her message is to discredit Cooper but she is either lying or blathering on like a stupid, uniformed idiot in that video. That is the general theme regarding William Cooper, however. My mother, who like Cooper, lives in Arizona, said almost the exact same things about Cooper as this blathering idiot in the video I posted below also went on and on about (the UFO conspiracy and the political "conspiracies" that people make jokes about and balk at). The male I also posted who associated "silent weapons" with cell phones completely missed the mark, as well. His point of getting off the phone and enjoying nature was a good point but had nothing to do with the book or it's contents.

That is all I could find on my YouTube search regarding Cooper's book. My internet is so hacked, information and searches so badly blocked---censored, silenced, muted, blocked, hacked, …..


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Blathering idiot video about Behold a Pale Horse book review (not a book review but a blathering rendition of disinformation put into hipster millenniual "like" endless blathering absolutely straying from any review possible account of lying or disinforming about Cooper to avert any real interest in Cooper:



DUMB YAPPING BLATHERING IDIOT MAKES A CAMEO OF ENTANGLEMENT OF COOPER'S FAMOUS UNDERGROUND BOOK. ALMOST NO INFORMATION ABOUT CONTENTS OF BOOK ARE INVOLVED IN HER ATTACK UPON COOPER AND ALL DISCREDITING TACTICS EMPLOYED AGAINST HIM AND HIS WORK.




This guy appears calm and intelliegnt, but in the video he stumbles while attempting to read a paragraph of the book and then puts it down to comment, slowly like he's drugged, about how it might be "bad" to be on your cellphone too much, and then that is how he connects "Silent Weapons" to what Cooper is writing about--which are sophisticated Social Engineering technologies that are not only documented in the book, but explained by Cooper. Ignored completely by the drugged up idiot calmly appearing like he has some profound meme to quote that he heard on a tv show one day or something, dude.




I have this sensation of being drugged-up (while I already am drugged up from the terror operation units who break into my home every day and night). He accelerates this sensation slowly with a drowning out effect of sharp insight, dulled and diminished. He sounds deep and heavy dude, but is slow and lugubrious and actually DOES NOT REVIEW THE BOOK AT ALL. He does not make reference to what is in the book except to quote on paragraph and then connect his slow insight to the absolutely lethal sophisticated technology that Cooper delineates with evidence and research in the book. The woman above claims that Coopers "conspiracy theories" are unsubstantiated and then goes into a repetitive cycle of how "old' the book is and the "generation" of old people who believed in this outdated material. Then she yaps on in a harsh, droning ugly sharp voice that becomes like a cutting instrument into your soul and peace of mind.

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All these other videos lead me to this point in the narrative of my meandering explorations into YouTube extremely hacked, blocked and targeted material territory (shark territory of brainwashing mind control programming though hacking, blocks, censorship, DOS attacks without end, and blocks of search results and all blocks to research sites. (for me, the target). Aimed specifically at me.

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I am always attacked for any kind of post I write unless it is absolutely entertained-based without any thought-provoking content or anything that could threaten the endless foray of white male commentators and their "art" and movies and directing because only "They " are supposed to have intellectual material or be artists of the highest rank--or perhaps a burgeoning group of women but they must remain submissive towards the white males in one way or another in order to have any relevance whatsoever--defer and allow the subdued subservient position--all very psychologically placed withing "empowerment" strategies.

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But these series of videos actually were a result of following the campaigns, and then going off into the hurricane Laura and then thinking of Revelation and then thinking of Behold a Pale Horse. But exactly what I thought, I am tired of being nearly killed for writing my thoughts and then the ideas stolen so---I will just post the videos because they all connect to the real book--will you please stop discrediting him--WILLIAM COOPER'S BEHOLD A PALE HORSE. 

also, HOUR OF THE TIME is one of the most incredible information series I have ever heard. Information is backed up. The archives are very difficult to find online, I suppose blocked by sources. I am not a member of HOTT perhaps that is the reason why, I do not know. I cannot trust any online source, even if I tried to become a "member" of that group to gain access, perhaps, to more of the documentation of Cooper's research and his commentary, I would very likely be transferred to a terrorist agent who either operates from within the HOTT community, or to an outside agent as my phone calls are often diverted to terrorist agents (some of whom do work for these businesses but are in very remote locations instead of the main offices I try to phone but am not able to reach.)

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After the first pristine white horse of the anti-Christ arrives wearing blazing light of the black Sun--promising eternal grandiosity--followed by war and murder and disease comes

the 2nd Seal of famine, the Red Horse of Blood

3rd Seal is--I forgot because the laptop went haywire and froze so much I could not finish

and 4th Seal is the Pale Horse, bringing the deluge just before the Jubilation of Joy at the 2nd Coming and the peace of the earth with the red crimson rider leading the way---

I would rather read the original in Hebrew, Latin or Greek, whichever it is from the original text. A Concordia Bible might do the trick. Too bad I have no access financially or otherwise and it's impossible to just open YouTube videos and click on pages and close pages--literally it's all blocked. 

I am not quoting this because I "believe" it but I just feel that situations now occurring are so dramatic they echo sentiments that many others probably are quoting as I write this they are fire and brimstoning the cheering crowds--Evangelicals are singing in relief that finally the 2nd coming is coming----

Just a few more million people have to die first...more fire and devastation--more floods, more disasters and then the anti-Christ will have it's baby borne out of the dust of the blast of the furnace of the fires of the Diving Conquering Worm of Revelation--and silent weapons will be turned off if you just turn off your tv and cellphone, the idiots warn, and stop reading these dumb old people conspiracy theory books and lectures because they are racist, dumb, old and midsogynist anti-queer people who don't do research and just write books with no proof--according to the new idiot generation which apparently does not read books when they imitate doing book reviews on YouTube videos which, perhaps, only I get on my two reviews for the entire internet about this once most famous book (still famous to some).

And the 4th Seal is opening in Hurricanes coming to a movie soon on your home plasma tv center; if your home is not mortgaged and then lost during the financial crisis, the hurricanes, the pandemic, or your divorce settlement.


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Sweet Home Redneck racism coalition, from the North to the South--East to the West---:

yeehaw, see saw left to right, up and down, in and out---

Favorites one year: kicked out a few years later but hiding in the swamps claiming they are gonna clean out the swamps after it's flooded and a mess that is the aftermath of the chaos they churn out year-after year:

"TURN IT UP" Sweet Home Alabama--and that is all they need to say, except they love the governor and the police and love the policies---that's all they need to sing about and cheer and applause a classic redneck ditty---over and over, played as cover pieces in concerts I have seen in many a venue and this is the song that classifies the box-making pundits--no other classes or anything else but their boxes remaining and remaining as agents of death and racism and hate--from East to West, North to South--bigots love this song in NY and in SF and in  Miami and in Minneapolis---



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and now BOYS N GIRLZ, IT IS TOO TOO TOO SLOW TO DO ANY MORE COPYING AND PASTING UNLESS I SPEND ANOTHER 2 HOURS FIGHTING TO CLEAN OUT THIS COMPLETELY SLOWED DOWN, HACKED SYSTEM WHICH I CANNOT DO ANOTHER RECOVERY OPTION AND SPEND ANOTHER TWO HOURS BECAUSE I JUST DID IT 2 DAYS AGO AND I END HERE. 

Except to add this:

but I have to wait, and wait and wait as the cursor spins and the page freezes to just simply open one single page to copy and paste it here--then the hackers force me to backspace as they block letters--it is impossible to do this any longer I have much more I would like to add--this takes me at least 10 times longer than any person doing this otherwise. Every time I attempt to write I am blocked absolutely and this one post has taken me a few hours to punch through the hacking malware stiffening the keys, inserting letters as I type, blocking the space bar--me backspacing non-stop to correct

waiting for pages to open--trying to put my ideas out--doing searches and ONLY and always getting white male bigots putting out concepts about politics or blonde Nazi bigot females or black Nazis--so it seems, I get only those connected to this terrorist group which encompasses all races and ages and groups but always the same theme and concept put out by all--

this sounds to narrow-minded on my part--this is also do to absolute frustration at this hacking and block and the block to simply typing--all the silencing, discrediting everything to silence and discredit me. 

I am still waiting for the day when white bigot males are not hacking in with their rapist white female companions and black bigot assistant who are stealing my ideas while blocking my every ability to even simply type out a few paragraphs much less put out any content--and then what I do write is prevented from being published in any public context within the global internet frame, or WWW.

--tired of this I cannot finish fighting to open pages and copy and paste--they always "allow" me to type about the blocks, but when I try to write content the pages literally freeze and I cannot get anything else done but write about how they are hacking in--this always happens and the hacking is directly targeting any real content I might want to claim as my own. Meanwhile, because the terrorists do have this 'thought-reading" technology, they can still absorb and steal the concepts or ideas and simultaneously block my every attempt to publish in my own name, even if this blog is limited in it's reach due to the block and censorship of what I write, limited to this group.

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Another Deluge and catastrophe hits America this year--the crimes of America--it seems like "God's wrath" coming upon a country of greed, stupidity and brainwashed complicity in huge crimes against humanity and exegesis of those evil "others" spouted by those who look the other way or commit these nefarious but silent weapons crimes.  The wrath is upon ye of the South because ye art redneck bigot Nazis!!! So spaketh moi. 

At this point, after 50 years of being hounded, tortured, poisoned nearly to death, deprived of health care, lied to by EVERYONE I ever came into contact with, left to be murdered by Americans who claim they are fighting all the evils of racism and sexism and depotism and etc etc--exploited and left with no representation for crimes against humanity that remain in place and protected to this very moment: I say churn, boil and burn the Apocalypse Now to the outward racist bigots--which includes the East, the West, and the North as well.



Yes, yes yes the snakeoil salespitch operator wants you to BELIEVE he, the white male, is coming to rescue you and you must keep them afloat of the flotsam and jetsam of your power structure keep them on top and believe believe believe.

The swirling chaos comes seeping to your doorstep. The silent weapons are out of sight, out of your blown mind vision. Don't worry. You will be saved and rescued always by the white bigot Nazi male who steals ideas from me and puts them out as "his" ideas in the media.

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GLAUB GLAUB GLAUB=believe believe believe

it is so funny to see the death metal lyrics from some of the musicians who are now putting their videos on my search page results--because I watched one H-wood movie a few times (liked the movie although it is indeed morbid angelic death) but...they always quote in German things I never heard Germans say when I lived in Stuttgart for 5+ years. Probably they use "underground" and "illegal' Nazi references---to Nazi genocidal ideology. In German but in German that I never saw written or heard because it is not like the German that the Germans I was around ever spoke. Just "wrong" German.

However, I never heard any of them say anything like Glaub in this bullshit idiot---brain lego your brain is a contrived brainlego land Toyland believe glaub but...they can't get these lyrics they just repeat Nazi phrases and want to murder and kill and drink red coolaid. so cool oh yea (((NEIN NEIN NEIN)

hirnlego idioten 


goddamn it takes SO LONG TO COPY ANY LINKS AND OPEN ANY PAGES.

I love Einstrurzende Neubauten but they are a bit depressing if you hear them too often. Sorry, geniuses but not happy but perhaps akin to the psychoclown happy stuff that is synonymous to murder psychopathy and sick murderous machinations turned into movie gold making billions and billions--so happy about that the manipulators are so glad and happy.

Quote some German and then claim you are a Nazi. Yes, of course, you are a puppet colony of German Nazism yes you are puppets repeating German in badly written German (I at least know my German is wrong and bad).

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all my negative meandering thoughts inevitably stray to Nazis because I am so endlessly surrounded by them and their minority minions. To say that the terrorists are also Communists would make me more discredited because people believe that Communism is only possible in China where it is openly stated but they are now part of the global indexes stock market and gaining power and momentum in the Capitalist sectors. However, this was about a hurricane and the Apoclyptic scenario of the dead rising to embrace the end world new world order disaster chaos which will result in their order out of the chaos---death and destruction and then their order taking control.

Me as a microchip MK ULTRA experiment in human sex trafficking without having to pass a human being around borders of having any evidence as all is silenced but so openly embraced by the globe.

Burn and whirl, pandemic and dissolve in a mass goo of hirnlego stew you slung together with the Hirnlego slingers of the media and your political hurricane whirlwind.


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WHEW!!! What a ride I just went through. Not only was I struggling to fight hacking and retyping almost continuously while trying to move forward, but my brain under such attack that once getting up to do something else, finally staggering and stumbling in dizzy near nausea from the brain-altering attacks that make me feel like I am reeling on some rocky boat during some turbulent battle in the middle of a thunderstorm. My brain, body feel like I have just stepped out of some centrifuge, while fighting out how to get around the hacking, losing track, going off into tangents, and then stumbling off the  laptop after the "truth serum" effect got me to write and spew out ideas and of course--anything possible will be stolen by the usual suspects the white males and then their womenfolk behind them--all Sieg Heil as they get their contracts from their Nazi mafia contractor handlers who themselves are pawns and puppets

\but I was not going to write about them today or any day I was going to remain "silent' so the "silencing" would operate for 'them" but I wrote anyway. They torture me whether I write or not. They were murdering me when I said nothing and was not fighting back. 

I always feel the need, though, to explain how badly I am affected after I try to review the writing--it appears so chaotic and undisciplined--the hacking makes grammar impossible, the hackers alter what I write, delete words and insert words and change tense and paste sentences together, etc etc

I always feel that I must explain that what comes out is not due to what I actually wanted to write or even wrote.  It is incumbent upon me to make this distinction instead of remaining silent and every post I write is thus discredited and I always write this every single post. If I leave one post blank without this information I think readers might assume the worst about me. 

It's like the brain-attack operator manipulators got me, forced me, to splatter out my thoughts like mental diarrhea but I think at least some of it is credible shit! Not a single word is bullshit though, trust in that even if you liars reading this automatically put me into your lying categorical boxes with you, of course, on top. But, I counter that with it's obverse action of reality and not-lies. The truth is, this is my blog but I am not able to control the drugging or technology. Until someone stops these home intrusions so I am not drugged up every single day and attacked to the point of hysteria every day, then I will stop writing these posts. Otherwise, I actually get a physical release from the stress and it is almost like a health risk to not write because I remain so physically paralyzed from the poisoning and lack of exercise, human contact, my cherished cats, and all animals are killed if they get within my vicinity and I am too drugged to read or do anything else but clean up stinking filth and then retire to sit here because my body is so ill--every single day--due to "their" poisoning of me and the drugging. I would like to see how long any of you could sustain any semblance of normalcy under these murderous conditions and the complicity of the world as you are silenced completely and your only recourse to any kind of alleviation of the murderous stress, toxicity of environment and poisoning -the only one avenue to anything of relief is writing and that is being induced to loveless haters can steal ideas thus about injustices that I write of day after day.

hurricane, please blow them all away finally.






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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.