Monday, August 3, 2020

15 minutes later--a surge of memory about the Happy victim and Joker movie; and then the terrorism resumes after cleaning up stinking moldly water poured into the bottom of my kitchen cupboard from the room next door (inserted with mechanical arms through the three layers of paper, stickers, and hooks tied with strings on each corner, evewry middle section on top and bottom and on th esides, the mechanical arms continue to get through the eternally wet and stinking moldy partical board behind the piping which constitutes the portal for the mechanical arms--the update is thus:

The pounding has stopped--the tenuousness is also unnerving because it could begin again in an hour or tomorrow. If anyone with a humanitarian composure has intervened, then I heartily thank you (singluar or plural).

As for this group, I have thought about whether I should write this or not, but I will.

Two years ago, at the motorbike rental shop in Nai Harn (or Rawai, they are almost indistinct in their boundaries)--as per custom, the violence towards animals, mutilation, torture and etc for the purposes of trauma-based mind control, was once more exerted upon me.

I walked into this shop, which had a tiny puppy-black, like a miniature chijuaja but black and perhaps some Asian mixed breed, but tiny. It was an itsy-bitsy puppy, laying in a curled up fetal position on the floor. It looked nearly dead but as I tried to pick it up, it had no more strength. This was laying in front of the prominant couch in the middle of this tiny shop. Under the mind control exerted upon me contunuously, especially strong in that shop--I began to nurse the baby puppy--I actually went out and bought it a hot water bottle, a mattress for dogs and a blanket--(on my tiny meager monthly sum allotted to me by this organization--less than $700). Not able to stand seeing another animal tortured and abused by this group--these women at this bar/motorbike rental place (terrorist stalking agent business owned and operated).

The manager/"owner" Porn asked me, after I began to care for the puppy, what I would name her---I said I would name her "Happy"--

and when I watch the Joker movie, and see that he was named, "Happy" I think of that time two years ago when I was asked to name this baby, abused and really emotionally traumatized puppy, which I revived until it was indeed happy. The terrorists then opened a prostitute bar two shops down (tiny hole-in-the-wall shops in a one-story cement row of store-fronts--Thai style). The bar was named "Happy" too.

The main character of the movie Joker was nicknamed "Happy" as well. These same mafia Brooklyn personalities, and their fellow LA actors, have been sucking out idea-after-idea out of me long before this incident--back in January 2018 this occurred. Well in time for the placement of this name into the movie script and plot narriative. The actors involved have been a part of this situation but behind the scenes, allowing the other actors to endlessly torture, disfigure and make my body and home filthy, broken down (and my body dying from stress and this covert, stealth form of murder via poisoning from toxicity due to sprays forced into my lungs and skin and aborbtion day and night--for years and years as I must seal all windows and doors from outside entry (as the stalkers get through the panels and cracks using mechanical arms).

Every single thing I have pounded down and tied togetther and pasted and taped and glued onto all these panels us broken through within one day by this organization--which of course has US Government funding as I know all too well.

I wanted to add this as another actor, whose movies were put on my "cable" tv as I lay in bed in a nearly comatose situatuon from their drugging--for years and years slowly murdering me in this fashion of my immune system overburderened continuosly as I detox from extremely deadly poisons and chemicals that were supposed to have killed me decades ago.

I cannot get onto my YouTube channel--and I log-in every time because I want to save the history as a reference--I try to look at videos with crucial information and about computer defense and etc, things that can expand my consciousness and help me to defend myself in some way. I am so drugged and incapacitated and my brain is under so much siege I can never get through more than 10 minutes of any informative concept, in reading, listening or any other form it takes.

But I have a history of research and study which these loveless, nasty creeps keep torturing me to suck out.

Oh, the hammering has begun again, so if I have given thanks, it is as porous as this situation and the defenses that any human being on the planet will provide--at this point.

I wait for a paradigm shift and people to rush to my defense, if only to help rescue themselves from this group which is a deadly threat to the existence of the planet in all the various facets of it's irresponsibiiity and greedy usurpation of all resources and the endless devestation of the planet for their sleazy orgiastic revelries at their mansions and properties and investments.

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Upon getting off the laptop and moving away from this desk, I realize that the incident with the abused puppy which I later renamed "Happy" occurred not in Jan. 2018, but Jan 2019. Time is so laboriously slow but goes by so fast because every day I do the same things and I am drugged up so time is a relative construct. Drugged up, tortured, writing about it day-after-day, waitting for years for anything to ever stop this, the same things going in repetitive cycles day after year after decade by now. Time is fleeting but my memory is so slow I cannot reach it.

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Memmory gone when I sit in front of any computer or have to deal with any other human being in any setting, in public or private, worldwide the same attack from continuous surveillance blocks my brain and speach, functioning and emotional status and ability to deal with the tech due to so many attacks aimed at me simultaneously (and no support of course, ever).
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Don't put more rancid euro-trash nazis into power in California and anywhere else: California Elections a stinking take-over by the Euro-filth of arnold shittrash nigger slime filth and the Euro-ape Hilton----another Nazi bigot partnering with that filth crap. In interview (below) Hilton describes how his "good friend" ugly sleazy sick shitnigger arnold is "going back into entertainment" OUT OF TORTURING ME the ugly stupid slime filth has been given permission to put his filth into whorewood once more. Years of that stupid ugly rat ape trash excrement doing nothing because he is talented and creative as a rat's dropping and is a hateful nazi bigot but beloved by the stupid trash shit of whroewood because he is so violent and so nazi that all the groveling followers rely on him to abuse me nearly to death so they can get this contract. The ugly sick filth has been raping, torturing, beating, threatening me with death endless hours of abuse until I am unable to stop "ignoring" them from HOURS AND HOURS and when I do, the ugly rat ape screams "I'm sick of your reaction" and rushes to hit, lift me up hitting me, threatening to kill me, and then he brings on MORE GROUPS of shit and scum to abuse, hit punch and rape me for HOURS PER DAY until I react, then the death threats to just say nothing recede and allow the humiliation and abuse to continue. He's so ugly and rancid but so adored by the stupid shit of whroewood and congress it shows the absolute decline of all cultural intelligence in America. The rancid filth group of a$$=groveling obsequious dumb scum put in control over whroewood were chosen deliberately to muck everything up with horrid movies stupid nazi superhero marvel crap endless stupid and fake "woke" scripts played by rancid endlessly boring A$$=level "actors" who take turns annually to get lead roles along with the rancid directions so there is NEVER fresh talent and if there are 'NEW FACES' they are just replicas but so blank and boring and horrid that there's almost nothing left. Now that as Hilton the next nazi eurtrash maga election denier nazi comes into power with the beckoning of rancid ugly arnold the trash that you stupid fucks reading this can never detect, you only see the handouts the money the feeling of redemption if you are black or jewish to be smiled at by the crock ugly sleaze that this fraud scum really is---everything he does is under instruction by his central committee nazis out of euro-hateland transmitted globally via satellite or in their other modalities. He has almost not creative ideas is just a prick on steroids which have imploded in his rancid ugly body and his mentality matches the rot and sick stench. This filth creep has been placed into entertainment "leadership" due to MONTHS AND MONTHS AND YEARS AND YEARS OF organizing MURDER of me and he's disappointed that I am fighting to heal so under the pretext of "helping" me to heal he's abusing me to death but so slyly. This is his real personality his real modus operandi but the sick fucks in "power" can't discern this only the money this filth nazi scum ugly trash hands out and the next tv show the next gyrating black pu$$y show they gyrate and hate upon me with ferocity that is almost murderous if only they were allowed they would--(j-lo, cardi b with kamala for example with yet another rapist dirty german dumb scum they worship as the brainwashed minority minion sleazy prostituted "icons" of plantation sex slavery they are used for by the white nazi trash of whorewood and congress as well (as they just partner with every sleazy sick fuck from whorewood to get the nazi pipeline funding through that endless carnal orifice of rape and sexual violence and white male entitlement to all, which this filthy ape shitnigger epitomizes. The Demo-rat sex scandal with whatever his name was who dropped out, the Demo-rat who sexually abused women; this is what shitnigger arnold the trash sick stupid fuck encourages because it DEMORALIZES america and turns it into more of a controllable banana republic for his group to take over. The bs of this Hilton scumbag is obvious to me and the code he is using to pronounce that "change" is needed in whoerwood means the inevitable NAZI TAKEOVER of eurotrash shit over h-wood because they put, deliberately, such talentless scum in power after kicking weinstein out--and I am defending wesinstein what the accounts of sexual mischief he did are NOTHING compared to the stinking ugly sickness of arnold and the shit of californication and whorewood and the government who rush to joyfully laugh at my situation while they get endless kudos for their careers--i.e. amy klobuchar now deemed such a wonderful and reliable politician in minnesota a reliable nazi racist who "fights' for blonde women as the nazi strategy goes but laughed openly at me and smiled lovingly at a stupid as fuck german slime actor who like them all is handed the nazi money pipeline to buy off politicians and the filth celebrities who increasingly hand everything over to nazi eurotraswh to take over--their racism and sexism excluding blonde nazi trash american shit skanks (supposedly, for now at least inevitably they want all white male complete domination with eurotrash blonde nazi women controlling what few slots are left for appearances---). //Stinking sprays on my bedsheets and the pillows I use to prop up my very damaged body--the expletive who had me poisoned so I am in this condition is ordering this--his ugly stench from his psychic filth is endlessly being dumped on me. The United States government in all it's racist and misogynist hate is allowing every male nazi black, white jewish asian latino et al hateful bigot vying for women "like me" to be so oppressed I can't ever get anything done except to clean their stench which they order sprayed on everything, day and night. This began not with this ugly pile of rancid disgusting austrian filth, but he's just endlessly a stench pot of hate and stupidity. He asked me what I would do if I were not attacked any longer with a tremor in his stupid ugly ape voice--which was his trepidation and fear that I could ever accomplish anything of more worthiness than that stupid ugly sick ape who has been handed everything for his body building ape nazi programming--voice-to-skull into his stupid brain for every governor decision and statement---all handed to that ugly sick crap filth parasite. You all just love the bs movie allure of the fake altruism of the murder nazi bigot otherwise a stench hateful stupid idiot sick filth cesspool of stupid hate nazi programming. Americans love this stink filth. All I have seen is a blank and incompetent scum not capable of controlling whorewood except to crank out more thug nazi violent murder and fake altruism bs--that's how the nazis have risen to power using all the ideas they steal from the actual benevolent people fighting shit like them while these same people get tortured to death and poisoned and abused to death using this system that SHIT like elizabeth warren a truly despicable and sinister ugly fraud embraces. It's disgusting how Americans also "believe" that the "demo-rats" who were put in power under rump regime 1.666 rather than the 2.666 the country is suffering through right now--are puppets installed under that rump umbrella raining s**t in fake "liberal" disguise (i.e. jamie ratskin a most perfidous fraud as wel). In short, the demorats are as fascist and nazis and controlled frauds also being told what to say and do. The whole country is a shambles the gang stalking system ensures that people get state-sponsored death with silence and all is protected. Now that rancid filth like elizabeth warren and her fraudulent bs squad bs crap partners have sucked as much crypo-scam money out of the rump admin corruption schemes using filth like my attorney brother scum (not my brother a parasitic ugly sinister nazi puppet completely brainwashed as so many are into nazi programming for both self-destruction as well as annihilation of anyone like me who actually has any dignity for race and self awareness--they defer they bow and scrape but get to live with nazi abusive partners in the suburbs around other nazis that has been their only goal in life; obviously AIPAC suported and my murder they have all rushed to once more participate in under the ugly sickness stench of shitalina that stupid dirty sick filth trash and pig ape pitt--always welcoming in people i avoid ignore who had drugged and exploited me who I finally realized after decades of no one ever warning me about the system I was embroiled in thanks to this shit government and sick society). They bring them in to torture me. They bring in every sick loser scum who got over on me by drugging and having my sleazy dirty family attack me as their proxy. So ugly shitnegger that dirty stupid but conniving and lying (but all instrsuctions are given him by the central nazi committee out of euro-hate pig land---and all the Nazi influencer money handed to these filth rat german and austrian sick sleaze slime creeps bbeing put into "ambassador" position to pay off every goddamn black wanna be approve-of by white supremacy pawn violence and murder enforcement---thusly America is a sick joke it's sickness is now apparent it's a joke around the world but the world paid to have america infiltrated so the nazi mode would crush and destroy america from within. Trying to explain to all the minority women how this most bigoted and ugly sick trash filth like arnold this dirrty stupid and incompetent ape--with rancid sold-out crap like spielberg just gravitating to that ugly sinister crap because the money and oscar pipeline has been put into the ugly hands of the dirty nazi germanic shit like arnold that rancid filth and every german who gets involved in this contract out on me is elevated into having money go through them so they are just welcomed like sweet-smelling trash that they become to he groveling desperation of the endless cloying grabbing greasy greedy sick fucks of american culture. Trying to tell the black women that this filth ape who raped me had me raped mutilated and is training the stupid shit like shitalina and ape pitt on how to be fascist for a complete nazi overtake of entertainment (it has already been accomplished under rump 1.666 but now they are consolidating power) how shit like ugly arnold that rancid pile of shit and his english bigots and italian fascists and french sleazy slime fucks will kick black brown women out first, if not already and will steal ideas rape and abuse without end anybody trying to display their talents if it comes close to competing with this group of hateful mediocrity. The wool over the perception of americans in worshipping this shit is tantamount to worshipping the health benefits of eating mcdonalds every day--fast trashy feel-good welcome to white supremacy bullshit crap they worship it. Whatever is fast and easy with the promise of satiation for their sense of inferiority, a "high" on power.

  as america always does exactly the opposite of what I have warned of, all these years warning about the rise of nazis the rise of death sq...