Monday, August 3, 2020

15 minutes later--a surge of memory about the Happy victim and Joker movie; and then the terrorism resumes after cleaning up stinking moldly water poured into the bottom of my kitchen cupboard from the room next door (inserted with mechanical arms through the three layers of paper, stickers, and hooks tied with strings on each corner, evewry middle section on top and bottom and on th esides, the mechanical arms continue to get through the eternally wet and stinking moldy partical board behind the piping which constitutes the portal for the mechanical arms--the update is thus:

The pounding has stopped--the tenuousness is also unnerving because it could begin again in an hour or tomorrow. If anyone with a humanitarian composure has intervened, then I heartily thank you (singluar or plural).

As for this group, I have thought about whether I should write this or not, but I will.

Two years ago, at the motorbike rental shop in Nai Harn (or Rawai, they are almost indistinct in their boundaries)--as per custom, the violence towards animals, mutilation, torture and etc for the purposes of trauma-based mind control, was once more exerted upon me.

I walked into this shop, which had a tiny puppy-black, like a miniature chijuaja but black and perhaps some Asian mixed breed, but tiny. It was an itsy-bitsy puppy, laying in a curled up fetal position on the floor. It looked nearly dead but as I tried to pick it up, it had no more strength. This was laying in front of the prominant couch in the middle of this tiny shop. Under the mind control exerted upon me contunuously, especially strong in that shop--I began to nurse the baby puppy--I actually went out and bought it a hot water bottle, a mattress for dogs and a blanket--(on my tiny meager monthly sum allotted to me by this organization--less than $700). Not able to stand seeing another animal tortured and abused by this group--these women at this bar/motorbike rental place (terrorist stalking agent business owned and operated).

The manager/"owner" Porn asked me, after I began to care for the puppy, what I would name her---I said I would name her "Happy"--

and when I watch the Joker movie, and see that he was named, "Happy" I think of that time two years ago when I was asked to name this baby, abused and really emotionally traumatized puppy, which I revived until it was indeed happy. The terrorists then opened a prostitute bar two shops down (tiny hole-in-the-wall shops in a one-story cement row of store-fronts--Thai style). The bar was named "Happy" too.

The main character of the movie Joker was nicknamed "Happy" as well. These same mafia Brooklyn personalities, and their fellow LA actors, have been sucking out idea-after-idea out of me long before this incident--back in January 2018 this occurred. Well in time for the placement of this name into the movie script and plot narriative. The actors involved have been a part of this situation but behind the scenes, allowing the other actors to endlessly torture, disfigure and make my body and home filthy, broken down (and my body dying from stress and this covert, stealth form of murder via poisoning from toxicity due to sprays forced into my lungs and skin and aborbtion day and night--for years and years as I must seal all windows and doors from outside entry (as the stalkers get through the panels and cracks using mechanical arms).

Every single thing I have pounded down and tied togetther and pasted and taped and glued onto all these panels us broken through within one day by this organization--which of course has US Government funding as I know all too well.

I wanted to add this as another actor, whose movies were put on my "cable" tv as I lay in bed in a nearly comatose situatuon from their drugging--for years and years slowly murdering me in this fashion of my immune system overburderened continuosly as I detox from extremely deadly poisons and chemicals that were supposed to have killed me decades ago.

I cannot get onto my YouTube channel--and I log-in every time because I want to save the history as a reference--I try to look at videos with crucial information and about computer defense and etc, things that can expand my consciousness and help me to defend myself in some way. I am so drugged and incapacitated and my brain is under so much siege I can never get through more than 10 minutes of any informative concept, in reading, listening or any other form it takes.

But I have a history of research and study which these loveless, nasty creeps keep torturing me to suck out.

Oh, the hammering has begun again, so if I have given thanks, it is as porous as this situation and the defenses that any human being on the planet will provide--at this point.

I wait for a paradigm shift and people to rush to my defense, if only to help rescue themselves from this group which is a deadly threat to the existence of the planet in all the various facets of it's irresponsibiiity and greedy usurpation of all resources and the endless devestation of the planet for their sleazy orgiastic revelries at their mansions and properties and investments.

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Upon getting off the laptop and moving away from this desk, I realize that the incident with the abused puppy which I later renamed "Happy" occurred not in Jan. 2018, but Jan 2019. Time is so laboriously slow but goes by so fast because every day I do the same things and I am drugged up so time is a relative construct. Drugged up, tortured, writing about it day-after-day, waitting for years for anything to ever stop this, the same things going in repetitive cycles day after year after decade by now. Time is fleeting but my memory is so slow I cannot reach it.

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Memmory gone when I sit in front of any computer or have to deal with any other human being in any setting, in public or private, worldwide the same attack from continuous surveillance blocks my brain and speach, functioning and emotional status and ability to deal with the tech due to so many attacks aimed at me simultaneously (and no support of course, ever).
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The filth that ugly sinister stupid sick a-hole shitnigger (terminigger) orders spewed in every corner of my living space, on my bed while I am bedridden in agony from the years of that ugly sick ape profiting in millions of dollars with movie deals for his rotten untalented stupid children in movies--as all the A$$-hole stars are demanding all their coached and plastic surgery rennovated shit spawn all become nepo-stars without any more competition or TALENT: the filth that they order spewed is the FILTH THAT THEY ARE BUT YOU ARE TOO DELUDED TO SEE IT AT ALL.The DAMAGE AND DESTRUCTION THEY HAVE WREAKED UPON THE UNITED STATES FOR THEIR STUPID SELFISH POWER CARTEL IS AMOUNT TO TRAITORISM. The least of all penalties should be their ousting from any more public appearances and really prison for years for crimes against me and akin to selling state secrets to hostile foreign enemies through their rape culture anus-driven greed portal of whorewood, a citadel of incompetence and sick rancid blank meaningless by now with their takeover. ////Stinking filth, hairs, muck debris sprayed sprinkled and embedded on my patio which, no matter if i clean it, a few hours later the shit goons working for the shit out of whorewood-congress just spray pour dirty foul hairs clumps of hair filth dirt everywhere. My floor is digusting and stinking from years of it being sprayed wiith foul sticky brown substances and the floorboards literally being ripped up like potholes in a 3rd world hovel road never tended. //Ugly filthy dirty stupid disgusting a-hole shitnigger that filthy austrian sick fuck you all worship is backed by the rancid lying "jewish" nazi out of congress endlessly yapping about the 1%, fully, as all Jews do in "power" (powerless, spineless burrowing goon-sucking brown-nose slave mentality dirty creeps) just glowering with hate at me for responding to over 15 years of him also profiting off my slow murder through rape and poisoning and torture---calling me a "bitch" for responding to the insults of this filth group and years of them stealing my ideas and raping and poisoning beating and destroying my home, body and life the shit they put in my body is unbelievable and disgusting--as they truly are these filthy and foul dirty sleazy losers as human beings which you idiots worship due to a lot of fantasy fiction they are trained to emit---the jew always rushing to come at me ("the Jew" can mean the entire power structure of the powerful jewish male and female diaspora with their blonde wives and half nazi little piece of shit spawn---yelling abuse at me for defending myself as they join in--my family at the forefront--what is called my "family" I only use the term loosely I stopped having all contact with any of them years and ytears and years ago. Brought in to resume the murder and sex trafficking endless profit the sleazy scum rushed to abuse me smirking laughing looking lovingly at th enazi shit who have tortured me--they were the first to have me killed but I survived by near miracle every time---and now shitnigger this ugly filth stupid ape---ugly trash that this filthy foul thing is always here to attack me for hours and hours per day. More loathsome than tom hardy which is hardly even believable this odious ugly monster scum crap creep is as foul and perturbed as a person as any psychopath. This group of mafia nazi shit want that ugly dirty stupid oaf to be the leader of the new lowering of intelligence phase of rotten sold-out corrupted whorewood for more stupid idiotic "moviesa" made by the same shit nazi directors and black nazi filth shit posing as anti-racist for years and years to come until they literally are in wheelchairs playing the same roles--like all the dinos in congress who literally have kept their seats until they died in office after falling asleep in sessions and etc just puppets through which nazis control the outcome. The outcome is, in part, intended to not only stupefy the people into compliance to nazi authoritarianism and totalitarianism with a "democracy" flair which should be interpreted as a dire emergency flare but instead it's a beacon luring the stupid into an abyss off a cliff. They control suck the money out take it to their nazi national socialist euro-hateland countries america becoming another colony, destroyed defunct a banana republic stupid non-artistic movies everything controlled the euro-nazi shit with ugly sick arnold the dumb fuck idiot monster of stupidity and sick psychopathy making sure that the filthy gottis and the deniros and the trumps keep sucking money out of the U.S through all these billion dollar industries which they will retain control of only as partner-in -name with eurotrash nazis really telling them what to do. What they are instructed is to pit groups against the other (i.e. the english control over the media with rupert murdoch, an english empire nazi bigot fully taking over american culture through the shit tabloid-style "news" like Fox).

  The sitnking filth that this ugly, dirty sick fuck goon trash filth bucket arnold hole shitnigger filth orders poured into my living space...