Monday, August 3, 2020

15 minutes later--a surge of memory about the Happy victim and Joker movie; and then the terrorism resumes after cleaning up stinking moldly water poured into the bottom of my kitchen cupboard from the room next door (inserted with mechanical arms through the three layers of paper, stickers, and hooks tied with strings on each corner, evewry middle section on top and bottom and on th esides, the mechanical arms continue to get through the eternally wet and stinking moldy partical board behind the piping which constitutes the portal for the mechanical arms--the update is thus:

The pounding has stopped--the tenuousness is also unnerving because it could begin again in an hour or tomorrow. If anyone with a humanitarian composure has intervened, then I heartily thank you (singluar or plural).

As for this group, I have thought about whether I should write this or not, but I will.

Two years ago, at the motorbike rental shop in Nai Harn (or Rawai, they are almost indistinct in their boundaries)--as per custom, the violence towards animals, mutilation, torture and etc for the purposes of trauma-based mind control, was once more exerted upon me.

I walked into this shop, which had a tiny puppy-black, like a miniature chijuaja but black and perhaps some Asian mixed breed, but tiny. It was an itsy-bitsy puppy, laying in a curled up fetal position on the floor. It looked nearly dead but as I tried to pick it up, it had no more strength. This was laying in front of the prominant couch in the middle of this tiny shop. Under the mind control exerted upon me contunuously, especially strong in that shop--I began to nurse the baby puppy--I actually went out and bought it a hot water bottle, a mattress for dogs and a blanket--(on my tiny meager monthly sum allotted to me by this organization--less than $700). Not able to stand seeing another animal tortured and abused by this group--these women at this bar/motorbike rental place (terrorist stalking agent business owned and operated).

The manager/"owner" Porn asked me, after I began to care for the puppy, what I would name her---I said I would name her "Happy"--

and when I watch the Joker movie, and see that he was named, "Happy" I think of that time two years ago when I was asked to name this baby, abused and really emotionally traumatized puppy, which I revived until it was indeed happy. The terrorists then opened a prostitute bar two shops down (tiny hole-in-the-wall shops in a one-story cement row of store-fronts--Thai style). The bar was named "Happy" too.

The main character of the movie Joker was nicknamed "Happy" as well. These same mafia Brooklyn personalities, and their fellow LA actors, have been sucking out idea-after-idea out of me long before this incident--back in January 2018 this occurred. Well in time for the placement of this name into the movie script and plot narriative. The actors involved have been a part of this situation but behind the scenes, allowing the other actors to endlessly torture, disfigure and make my body and home filthy, broken down (and my body dying from stress and this covert, stealth form of murder via poisoning from toxicity due to sprays forced into my lungs and skin and aborbtion day and night--for years and years as I must seal all windows and doors from outside entry (as the stalkers get through the panels and cracks using mechanical arms).

Every single thing I have pounded down and tied togetther and pasted and taped and glued onto all these panels us broken through within one day by this organization--which of course has US Government funding as I know all too well.

I wanted to add this as another actor, whose movies were put on my "cable" tv as I lay in bed in a nearly comatose situatuon from their drugging--for years and years slowly murdering me in this fashion of my immune system overburderened continuosly as I detox from extremely deadly poisons and chemicals that were supposed to have killed me decades ago.

I cannot get onto my YouTube channel--and I log-in every time because I want to save the history as a reference--I try to look at videos with crucial information and about computer defense and etc, things that can expand my consciousness and help me to defend myself in some way. I am so drugged and incapacitated and my brain is under so much siege I can never get through more than 10 minutes of any informative concept, in reading, listening or any other form it takes.

But I have a history of research and study which these loveless, nasty creeps keep torturing me to suck out.

Oh, the hammering has begun again, so if I have given thanks, it is as porous as this situation and the defenses that any human being on the planet will provide--at this point.

I wait for a paradigm shift and people to rush to my defense, if only to help rescue themselves from this group which is a deadly threat to the existence of the planet in all the various facets of it's irresponsibiiity and greedy usurpation of all resources and the endless devestation of the planet for their sleazy orgiastic revelries at their mansions and properties and investments.

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Upon getting off the laptop and moving away from this desk, I realize that the incident with the abused puppy which I later renamed "Happy" occurred not in Jan. 2018, but Jan 2019. Time is so laboriously slow but goes by so fast because every day I do the same things and I am drugged up so time is a relative construct. Drugged up, tortured, writing about it day-after-day, waitting for years for anything to ever stop this, the same things going in repetitive cycles day after year after decade by now. Time is fleeting but my memory is so slow I cannot reach it.

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Memmory gone when I sit in front of any computer or have to deal with any other human being in any setting, in public or private, worldwide the same attack from continuous surveillance blocks my brain and speach, functioning and emotional status and ability to deal with the tech due to so many attacks aimed at me simultaneously (and no support of course, ever).
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The obamas, I wrote but didn't copy it because my brain is so scattered my ability to focus and concentraate GONE when they hack and freeze the computer my clear thought patterns deteriorate as I grow impatient they then can hack their "demon seed" of hate into my brain. Once it envelopes my thought proceesees and nervous system I can't remove it unless I get off and wealk away out of this energy directed weapon zone.//Teleportation torture and violence once more by the obamas---they are on the nazi sayed campaign endless obama in control over the demo-rat party revival circus tour circuit and abusing me appears to be the one-and-only way they can ever fully "succeed" this is ALL THEY DO literally all they have been doing since 2008 is having me poisoned mutilated raped and tortured on non-stop murder levels as they laugh and are glorified for it by the liberal nazi establishment of the fully compromised democrat party (but absolutely endorsed by the Republicans and their Nazi affiliates now cloaked and protected under Citizen's United):The evil, uhgly immature racism of the Obamas and their endless a$$-groveling performative displays of increasing fascist propensity in front of German "men" who have raped and mutilated my body and are proud of it. They all, the entire ensemble, "represent" the "fight against fascism" all wear and don the attire of liberal institutionalized and established anti-racism anti-fascism fabrication. The fantasy has so enticed America that they can't get enough of it from "both sides". Alas the Trump deception has "hit" too many Americans openly to not willingly follow a fantastical, Wall-street advertisement selling benevolence and caring about America through Trump and his group of murdering bigots. As for the Obamas, and Elizabeth Warren and their "ilk" the list of names is very long, add Bernie Sanders and AOC to the list but nothing as rank and foul as the vicious murderous ugly sick attacks the Obamas have profited off and are now so smug about their complicity to nazi overtake of America because the established Democrat party is still claiming they never knew Trump would be so bad, they have fought against him but are just stuck. And I have been writing of the 2 years of the Obamas coming to openly attack me in the guilded age of of techno-terror fascist genocidal rape and torture in the next level of the "game" of the "Epstein Class" rape and mutilation torture and murder endowments bestowed upon all the monopolistic neanderthals of the presiding leaders "on all sides" literally the media, political "class" all the news channels all are involved and protecting this little filthy secret. The Obamas remain a pristine-performative pair of swindling conniving nazi-fed rabid parasites on me, the term "evil" is appropriate. 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It was calculated into the attack and war when Hamas assaulted the innocent people for the most part-some of them killed by hamas had actually attempted to partner with palestinians to help with their poverty plight--these are killed off because the enmity is to be encouraged not dissipated. So, the obamas brought a german who had me raped by his friends, I reacted with rage he began abusing me more openly I had to move out, I was drugged in mind control he was a party cocaine and alcoholic (deemed normal in germany they drink beer after beer all night and eveyr day as well) and he had a nervous breakdown while I was at his apartment --after he had me raped after he kicked me out and I was left after a spine surgery with no income no job and I had no way to survive but I became an english teacher. He then --he now claims, had my spine fractured and as a result I am "disabled" chronic no way to correct the injury. He was smug about it, the obamas brought him to abuse me in deep sleep because they have to prove that I wrote about them and wrote about them and wrote about them and yesterday I spent a long time writing about them as not being very much "fun" at all--and so this is their fascist "retribution" it is very much on the scale of trump's retribution at me for screaming at him 2 years ago that I wish he had been killed by that shooter in pennsylfvania--it was after a decade of him having me raped raped raped poisoned mutilated tortured raped mutilated fungus and semen put in my hair every night my hips and spine puut out of alignment making me completely crooked after my fractured body--money stolen from my room clothing destroyed--under the obamas they stole my cat had me thrown in jail after I wrote "pig" to the euro-trash men who had been poisoning me to death and raping the pioson in my body. The obamas came to presidential power by this contract out on me and their smug facsist nazi behavior is the training they are given by their partners the germans, protected by trump since they "came out" of their closeted fascist hidden disguise until trump came to power. I knew that the obamas were behind all the violence but they never appeared in teleportation to me face-to-face but that stopped just when they all knew trump was going to win--that would be 6 months prior to the actual election the vicious rape by a german scum creep (not in the group today another one) arrived. This was also kamala time running for president so they got cardi b to threaten to kill me by having me dragged beh8ind a car--and jenifer lopzen came to bellow violent hateful yelling at me and kamala came as she always has laughing at me which is what bernie sanders did the first time he arrived b ut then called me a "bitch" after I responded to more verbal abuse after physical violence. The years of their celebrity partners stealing my ideas and torturing me to obtain more means nothing to these "fighting the 1% and economic disparity injustice) for all the downtrodden with all the jokes obama makes and the repeat michelle makes of my torture-derived instruction to oprah about the Hegelian Dialectic--which was their strategy for the kamala campaign. Now they are just relying on the trauma torture they all inflicted on the american people to have a blue wave. But they are assaulting me to have nazis know that their total endorsement of abdul in michigen is warrented for their next campaign finance glut and funding for their next book tour their next heroic rescue lecture tour with jokes and jokes and the audiences watching the boob tube drooling with entertainment bliss in anticipation of a happy ending to this movie. Below is a tarot reading I asked the bot if I should write about this pair but the ingenious explanation of that bot is really very microscopic perception of the dynamics of how corruption and power are intermerged in a couple of scamming con artists---with farrrakhan as well and his role has been to divert racist hate from "blacks" to jews and nothing has fed all of them with a racist target to beat on than me--since I have never aligned with the jewish community and they are so happy to point to me as being more dark in hue than their white supremacy appearances in the spotlight --the genocide is ongoing darker skinned and hair jews are to be killed off only blonde and nazi programmed "jews" will remain in "Israel" which trump makes open statements will be a place of international riviera luxury real estate investment. Of course the godless lying evil of the obamas will get huge stakes in the development project as will bernie sanders and aoc and all the antisemites who are pushing for this war so they can invest in a new waterfront property nazi new world order playground. Next will come teleporting of anything they can suck the life out of and rape and kill if they want and mutilate and steal ideas and get away with it as the nazi enclave will resemble what they have already done to me so successfully for all these decades and still will be given full hero cheers from the gang stalking nazi programmed public. I can't go any place in America without hate death squads and no interference from a single person (on the planetj).

Hopefully the midterms, an eternity away still although technically something like "today" how many years I have been waiting for ...