Monday, August 3, 2020

15 minutes later--a surge of memory about the Happy victim and Joker movie; and then the terrorism resumes after cleaning up stinking moldly water poured into the bottom of my kitchen cupboard from the room next door (inserted with mechanical arms through the three layers of paper, stickers, and hooks tied with strings on each corner, evewry middle section on top and bottom and on th esides, the mechanical arms continue to get through the eternally wet and stinking moldy partical board behind the piping which constitutes the portal for the mechanical arms--the update is thus:

The pounding has stopped--the tenuousness is also unnerving because it could begin again in an hour or tomorrow. If anyone with a humanitarian composure has intervened, then I heartily thank you (singluar or plural).

As for this group, I have thought about whether I should write this or not, but I will.

Two years ago, at the motorbike rental shop in Nai Harn (or Rawai, they are almost indistinct in their boundaries)--as per custom, the violence towards animals, mutilation, torture and etc for the purposes of trauma-based mind control, was once more exerted upon me.

I walked into this shop, which had a tiny puppy-black, like a miniature chijuaja but black and perhaps some Asian mixed breed, but tiny. It was an itsy-bitsy puppy, laying in a curled up fetal position on the floor. It looked nearly dead but as I tried to pick it up, it had no more strength. This was laying in front of the prominant couch in the middle of this tiny shop. Under the mind control exerted upon me contunuously, especially strong in that shop--I began to nurse the baby puppy--I actually went out and bought it a hot water bottle, a mattress for dogs and a blanket--(on my tiny meager monthly sum allotted to me by this organization--less than $700). Not able to stand seeing another animal tortured and abused by this group--these women at this bar/motorbike rental place (terrorist stalking agent business owned and operated).

The manager/"owner" Porn asked me, after I began to care for the puppy, what I would name her---I said I would name her "Happy"--

and when I watch the Joker movie, and see that he was named, "Happy" I think of that time two years ago when I was asked to name this baby, abused and really emotionally traumatized puppy, which I revived until it was indeed happy. The terrorists then opened a prostitute bar two shops down (tiny hole-in-the-wall shops in a one-story cement row of store-fronts--Thai style). The bar was named "Happy" too.

The main character of the movie Joker was nicknamed "Happy" as well. These same mafia Brooklyn personalities, and their fellow LA actors, have been sucking out idea-after-idea out of me long before this incident--back in January 2018 this occurred. Well in time for the placement of this name into the movie script and plot narriative. The actors involved have been a part of this situation but behind the scenes, allowing the other actors to endlessly torture, disfigure and make my body and home filthy, broken down (and my body dying from stress and this covert, stealth form of murder via poisoning from toxicity due to sprays forced into my lungs and skin and aborbtion day and night--for years and years as I must seal all windows and doors from outside entry (as the stalkers get through the panels and cracks using mechanical arms).

Every single thing I have pounded down and tied togetther and pasted and taped and glued onto all these panels us broken through within one day by this organization--which of course has US Government funding as I know all too well.

I wanted to add this as another actor, whose movies were put on my "cable" tv as I lay in bed in a nearly comatose situatuon from their drugging--for years and years slowly murdering me in this fashion of my immune system overburderened continuosly as I detox from extremely deadly poisons and chemicals that were supposed to have killed me decades ago.

I cannot get onto my YouTube channel--and I log-in every time because I want to save the history as a reference--I try to look at videos with crucial information and about computer defense and etc, things that can expand my consciousness and help me to defend myself in some way. I am so drugged and incapacitated and my brain is under so much siege I can never get through more than 10 minutes of any informative concept, in reading, listening or any other form it takes.

But I have a history of research and study which these loveless, nasty creeps keep torturing me to suck out.

Oh, the hammering has begun again, so if I have given thanks, it is as porous as this situation and the defenses that any human being on the planet will provide--at this point.

I wait for a paradigm shift and people to rush to my defense, if only to help rescue themselves from this group which is a deadly threat to the existence of the planet in all the various facets of it's irresponsibiiity and greedy usurpation of all resources and the endless devestation of the planet for their sleazy orgiastic revelries at their mansions and properties and investments.

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Upon getting off the laptop and moving away from this desk, I realize that the incident with the abused puppy which I later renamed "Happy" occurred not in Jan. 2018, but Jan 2019. Time is so laboriously slow but goes by so fast because every day I do the same things and I am drugged up so time is a relative construct. Drugged up, tortured, writing about it day-after-day, waitting for years for anything to ever stop this, the same things going in repetitive cycles day after year after decade by now. Time is fleeting but my memory is so slow I cannot reach it.

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Memmory gone when I sit in front of any computer or have to deal with any other human being in any setting, in public or private, worldwide the same attack from continuous surveillance blocks my brain and speach, functioning and emotional status and ability to deal with the tech due to so many attacks aimed at me simultaneously (and no support of course, ever).
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Extreme drugging of my body while in deep, comatose MK ULTRA brain microchip induced non-senstaion, non-reactive state. Drugged so severely that I wake up feeling sick and drugged and in this state, a non-stop, daily onslaught of government abusers of the constitution, law and all ethical and moral codes rush in their sloth-like vulture-vicious gnawing into my psyche, body, spirit and brain all they can steal, suck and destroy in me they all cumulatively work to suck out and destroy. As I have been writing of for years and years to no avail only more politicians rushing in each admin to have me raped, tortured poisoned abused and endless information-gathering for them to steal to feign being "democracy" pundits working for "the ameriacn people" all euro-nazis sitting in the ensemble making sure that america has no blacks, jews and gays who will not instantly get down and blow them off for all they can derive from exploitation done with a loving smile of servitude and then in return, they get to "represent". The blonde nazi women rush to have minorities put into worse slave positions with no chance unless they fully worship and provide sex slave gyration open-leg and huge sloppy smiles to all white boys who rush to attack me as they are awarded for their so-called music and political tirades about defending minority rights. Sitting in rows of chairs, the hate leeches who have stolen my ideas after having me so badly poisoned that 13 years of literal dying paralysis and a huge,misshappen body is their delight to mock and make fun of--in thechairs after rushing to abuse spit on me have me raped by yet another white nazi hate boy who wants to be involved in overtaking america--the politicians rushing to get their quid-pro-quo deals of mansions in france, germany and england in exchange for their"expertise" in hate-themed moral deconstruction of society movies and endless nazi-themed movies disguised as entertainment spectacles of murder, blood gore and blonde nazi worship disguised as hero movies. Politicians rush to abuse me and the more creative in their hate attacks upon me the more leverage in the upcoming elections and positions of powerless "power' they will receive. Most or all of the current line-up have fully welcomed the trump fascist nazi maga profit endless theft of the economy, covertly stealing and insider-trading deals galore for their participation in coercing all of congress to comply and never question their criminal consolidation of power with fascist 4th reich trump and euro-nazi zone world which control them all. Not a single person "dares" to question this contract out on me and the impending disaster it entails, rather they rely on the defunct politicians to say the most stupid and nasty sleazy ugly dirty things to me in their stead so they all can jump into the next level of grift and graft of the economy in the guise of "not able to do anything" which has resulted in this upcoming year before the mid-terms of the people who watched me get poisoned, raped and tortured my ideas furnishing rows of celebrities and trump and many others with phrases, words which I write which are stolen so instantly and then regurgitated and hacked back onto my internet service so I see as part of the "rubbing" insult to injury that this group has endlessly derived great mirth in forcing their minions to do, which they all happily indulge in the extra jab at the end of assisting in slowly murdering me through stress and mutilation and poisoning they want to add as much sadistic insult to injury as possible. The upcoming election means that those who put trump into power albeit appearing as the "Cemodracy-loving" Democrats are now viciously and violently threatening my life having me rapedand abused and nazis are all welcome to abuse me; in particular those who have for 30 years, 50 years, 13 ydars, all spent their entire lives for their career s to be put into orbit by having me hit by cars, poisoned nearly to death paralyzed my spine fractured as they laugh and go off to partying on their sucess; and rushing to abuse me as often as possible for the next upcoming role and tour they rush to abuse rape beat and laugh and make jokes smug and smirking as politicians threaten my life tell me to obey these worthless dirty vile parasites and the rest is pure silence and complicity. I cannot "Just ignore" them due to the drugs they have inserted into my body, probably through my vagina inserted by tube into my bladder or my food--I am always forced to get up to use the toilet in the black middle of the night (this is not due to water retention this is nothing that happened before I began to block my front door and prevent the endless human break-in into my rom while sleeping because people went in, had my body put out of alignment poisoned and drugged my food stole my body destroyed clothing shoes and then raped me and stuck semen and fungus into my hair and vagina smeared mutilating poisons on my skin until it appears like scaled reptile in texture injected silicone bulbs under my skin, etc. I finally managed to block out human break-ins so after this happened I must urinate every single night a huge amount and instantly afterward (as in, once I return to bed and fall asleep in sickness which is so continuous because of daily drugging) I am then teleported (never happening before this nightly urination) and then I am abused, put into homeless situations abused by sick dirty filth creeps partners of this group of your revered celebrities and politicians and podcasters and etc. I am surrounded by the expletives who I can barely "see" there are always at least 8 of the directors actors politicains and then inn the rows behind them are many unseen as my vision is really controlled in this state I can only see a few people but they make comments from the back rows. The abuse is so endless and I respond instantly to every question and insult and abuse. It is impossible to control as I try to meditate,breathe deeply and etc. I finally begin to rush at them hitting them as they ask me using voice to skull inaudible technology about how and why the expletives have abused and are bothersome after my endless fight for my life to heal and get poison out while they are abusing and torturing me literally every single moment, day and night, for over 15 years non-stop icnreasing in non-stop violence rape and torture every day rapists and filth who have been propelled into international stardom who have had my body made putrid stinking bloated sothey can get plastic surgery by the nazi euro-hate nazi scum who sit completely surrounded by near worship by the americans so absorbed in having nazi culture glorified into american politics and society. they ask me endlessly how and why they are disgusting, and through the endless truth serum drugging hours of abuse and questioning the nazi "punk" german is obtaining every new idea and the celebrities and politician as well. they then sneer in hate and contempt as I spend hours fighting to clear my energy from their toxic death hate life-sucking energy abuse drain which I cannot block, fight or get anyone to stop ever the entire government has fully promoted every sick and dirty creep who has participated and they are glorified. All euronazis welecomed the celebrities who you see in the movies are absolute nazis part of the international nazi leagues--and you can believe me when I say that every single german is a nazi at this point, the former "alternative" are fully frauds and even more nazi then the mainstream germans you may meet if you happen to find one who is authentic human and personable who is white, which is rare but possible still. ///and so, it goes on. death, old age and torture to death.

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