Monday, August 3, 2020

15 minutes later--a surge of memory about the Happy victim and Joker movie; and then the terrorism resumes after cleaning up stinking moldly water poured into the bottom of my kitchen cupboard from the room next door (inserted with mechanical arms through the three layers of paper, stickers, and hooks tied with strings on each corner, evewry middle section on top and bottom and on th esides, the mechanical arms continue to get through the eternally wet and stinking moldy partical board behind the piping which constitutes the portal for the mechanical arms--the update is thus:

The pounding has stopped--the tenuousness is also unnerving because it could begin again in an hour or tomorrow. If anyone with a humanitarian composure has intervened, then I heartily thank you (singluar or plural).

As for this group, I have thought about whether I should write this or not, but I will.

Two years ago, at the motorbike rental shop in Nai Harn (or Rawai, they are almost indistinct in their boundaries)--as per custom, the violence towards animals, mutilation, torture and etc for the purposes of trauma-based mind control, was once more exerted upon me.

I walked into this shop, which had a tiny puppy-black, like a miniature chijuaja but black and perhaps some Asian mixed breed, but tiny. It was an itsy-bitsy puppy, laying in a curled up fetal position on the floor. It looked nearly dead but as I tried to pick it up, it had no more strength. This was laying in front of the prominant couch in the middle of this tiny shop. Under the mind control exerted upon me contunuously, especially strong in that shop--I began to nurse the baby puppy--I actually went out and bought it a hot water bottle, a mattress for dogs and a blanket--(on my tiny meager monthly sum allotted to me by this organization--less than $700). Not able to stand seeing another animal tortured and abused by this group--these women at this bar/motorbike rental place (terrorist stalking agent business owned and operated).

The manager/"owner" Porn asked me, after I began to care for the puppy, what I would name her---I said I would name her "Happy"--

and when I watch the Joker movie, and see that he was named, "Happy" I think of that time two years ago when I was asked to name this baby, abused and really emotionally traumatized puppy, which I revived until it was indeed happy. The terrorists then opened a prostitute bar two shops down (tiny hole-in-the-wall shops in a one-story cement row of store-fronts--Thai style). The bar was named "Happy" too.

The main character of the movie Joker was nicknamed "Happy" as well. These same mafia Brooklyn personalities, and their fellow LA actors, have been sucking out idea-after-idea out of me long before this incident--back in January 2018 this occurred. Well in time for the placement of this name into the movie script and plot narriative. The actors involved have been a part of this situation but behind the scenes, allowing the other actors to endlessly torture, disfigure and make my body and home filthy, broken down (and my body dying from stress and this covert, stealth form of murder via poisoning from toxicity due to sprays forced into my lungs and skin and aborbtion day and night--for years and years as I must seal all windows and doors from outside entry (as the stalkers get through the panels and cracks using mechanical arms).

Every single thing I have pounded down and tied togetther and pasted and taped and glued onto all these panels us broken through within one day by this organization--which of course has US Government funding as I know all too well.

I wanted to add this as another actor, whose movies were put on my "cable" tv as I lay in bed in a nearly comatose situatuon from their drugging--for years and years slowly murdering me in this fashion of my immune system overburderened continuosly as I detox from extremely deadly poisons and chemicals that were supposed to have killed me decades ago.

I cannot get onto my YouTube channel--and I log-in every time because I want to save the history as a reference--I try to look at videos with crucial information and about computer defense and etc, things that can expand my consciousness and help me to defend myself in some way. I am so drugged and incapacitated and my brain is under so much siege I can never get through more than 10 minutes of any informative concept, in reading, listening or any other form it takes.

But I have a history of research and study which these loveless, nasty creeps keep torturing me to suck out.

Oh, the hammering has begun again, so if I have given thanks, it is as porous as this situation and the defenses that any human being on the planet will provide--at this point.

I wait for a paradigm shift and people to rush to my defense, if only to help rescue themselves from this group which is a deadly threat to the existence of the planet in all the various facets of it's irresponsibiiity and greedy usurpation of all resources and the endless devestation of the planet for their sleazy orgiastic revelries at their mansions and properties and investments.

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Upon getting off the laptop and moving away from this desk, I realize that the incident with the abused puppy which I later renamed "Happy" occurred not in Jan. 2018, but Jan 2019. Time is so laboriously slow but goes by so fast because every day I do the same things and I am drugged up so time is a relative construct. Drugged up, tortured, writing about it day-after-day, waitting for years for anything to ever stop this, the same things going in repetitive cycles day after year after decade by now. Time is fleeting but my memory is so slow I cannot reach it.

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Memmory gone when I sit in front of any computer or have to deal with any other human being in any setting, in public or private, worldwide the same attack from continuous surveillance blocks my brain and speach, functioning and emotional status and ability to deal with the tech due to so many attacks aimed at me simultaneously (and no support of course, ever).
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This teleportation instantaneous abuse attack system is so ephemeral but so instantaneous in the hate of people I watch on youtube appearing almost 5 or 10 minutes after clicking on their video. Somehow they are transported/teleported and the tech is from New York as that is where he is stationed. How many of these devices are integrated into a comprehensive unified attack system within the United States, pairing with East Coast controlled opposition to Whorewood controlled opposition and some are outright Nazis but barely disguised. This one is yelling how "stupid" I am while brushing my teeth so I of course can't respond unless I spit out toothpaste to respond to bs hate from another Jewish Nazi who is defending his icon bernie sanders, his Jewish nazi cohort system and attacking me for promotion by nazi hate team USA all the way Californication nazi antisemitism is the "thing" to do for all established minorities currently in circulation. His rancor is so over-stenching (a new word) that it's abominable deplorable as usual as he had arrived years earlier for me having watched his videos. His videos are so informative and so "Left" railing against all the evil scum who assault me like Hegseth but privately he's so pro nazi it's deplorable. He's a staunch supporter of Hillary and Bernie, a "Progressive" so he is yelling how "stupid" I am. They rebound my accusations back onto me which I scream out---albeit on this written form--after YEARS OF MURDER ATTEMPTS TORTURE ENAR DEATH ABUSE EVERY DAY RAPE MUTILATION TORTURRE dismemberment disfigurement and to traumatize ideas out of me because they are blank and bereft of them. This podcaster David Feldman has information that he researches but like so many of the frauds is a spiteful hateful (one could argue self-hating "Jew" for why would anyone identified with being jewish abuse me so viciously under prompting by ugly sleazy arnold the nazi scum creep who has been making his stupid dirty comments all morning but not like murderous hate and not murder energy as usual---and on cue, as another recruit of another minority fedman has come to yell stupid hissing in hate at me. That is, defending nazi murder and rape and hate all the "isms" he claims he is so against. His usual last remark is to "defend the weak" of course unless big daddy nazi tells him to abuse the defenseless turned weak by not weeks of torture but over decadewsof daily torture which this cretin has fully engated and profited off. He can and is allowed to spew hate at nazis but then recoil into his jewish liberal identity and support bernie and get allowed ot make podcasts as long as he proves valuable to nazis in that he won't do a fucking goddamn thing to protect the weak or take a fraction of an iota of energy to do any goddamn thing but spew ideas and research, for which he is excellent and commentqary but like all the rest of the minority minions, a vicious self-hating puppet uncle tom of the nazi plantation. So tired and drained and dying from reesponding to the stinking sick filth this team of shit crap bring into abusing me for watching any content whatsoever they usher instantly all the artists and their friends to hack and abuse so if I click on one more single video they are welcome to sit abuse rape and torture me and as lonjg as possible---some remain for years. Dirty david feldman arrived next to ugly shitalina and pig ape pitt about 4 years ago. He's back today spitting in rage nnd hate, another hateful gremlin of abuse and hissing rage for me having upset his maasters of the plantation for which he relies on his food and security adn wearm milk before bed after presenting another "intellecxdtual" bvut self-hating "Jew" which will spew hate at me, just like ben shapiro and so many other of the famous "jews" like noam chomsky and I can't recall theother one--absolutely anti-Israel attack on Palestine--normal finklestein a hateful loathsome naaty typical abuser snuggling into the warm crevice of nazi whorewood shitalina and pig ape pitt who are themselves snuggled into the dark money-festering anus of arnold ugly shitnigger filth machine of death and hate--beloved by rump t and his team of nazi crap the endless maga filth that dirty loathsome but intellectual and provies great content david feldman just lambasted as "you suck" b ut then defends him by attacking me which is a silent partner of hegseth for presideent and all that will keep feldman as the "jewish intellectual" role anti-trump but oh, how he will do anything like all the minority uncle toms and aunt jemimas to keep their podcasts if not their cnn and msnow posts (msnbc I mean they got fired the name changed). I am dying from every day abuse because I try to find thsse alternative subculture peoloe who make comments so I can bypass the ugly stench of the maqinsteram media and not enhance the nazi controtions of verbal bullshit alacrity that crap like morning joe and his skank team and also white worm gushing over trump lawrence odonnel in the form of anti-trump gushing reverse psychology rhetoric. Feldman has used some of my terms that II use regularly and is another reader or is aware of my situationj of being literally abused to death by shitnigger who he is partnering with now. And thus supporting trump and providing yet more fodder which blocks real anti fasciiss commentary and it is impossible for me to find any of it since my internet is continuously hacked and monitored, this shit of crap liek feldman is all I can find which has any serious investigative of fact content. Otherwise, it's les sinformed but seeming "left" to try to find any salvation for the shit stain that has enveloped america and teh stpuid apathy that remains. HOrrific frauds like him are the norm not the isolated occurrence. Hiis violent abuse of me verbally is why I am being murdered without a vestaige of support his dirty sleazy but "intellectual left" "Jewish" input is why jews have completely sided with nazis which includes being controlled by the "Zionist" lobby which excludes jews for the most part unless they are like jared kuschner who is as white and blonde as possib le marries a blonde nazi shit filth creep who is viciously nazi antisemitic and so it i's nasty daddy the jews marry into such family systems to get shelter from the storm and like steven spielberg they play the intellectual compassionate anti-nazi role in public and in privaate sell jews targeted to death as vehemently as they can smirking ugly sinister. So, feldman is not mentally stupid but I would say emotionally castrated and dwarfed by nazism and the vicious murder cartels which he and his ilk have helped put in power. So I am dying from the daily repetition of such shit coming under invitation of ugly stupid sick shitalina who truly is stupid and they bring on vicious yelling quasi intellectuals who try to beat me down. I am not as informed as he is< i will admit I am not privy to access as he is my internet is blocked. The stupid apes who are intellectually inclined but pretend that the system which is blocking me means I am thus "stupid" and moreso than they entails a certain strain of stupidity which means they blondly allow for their own destruction but beleive they are benefitting from fitting in and servicing the nazi stupid shit who employ such apparent "intellectuals". I am being killed by the vicious shit like david feldman but under the murderous nazi filth of arnold who put trump in power and his ilk who have been abusing me to death vut mostly relying on the wabnna be ugly scum of whorewood who viciously abuse me for 3/4 of every day and night as murderously as they possibly can to watch me deteriorate, turn brokken, destroyed as the oppressed ones from unbelieavable racism and antisemitism which is barely disguised under the bubbly fake facades of the white nazi shit who use all means to destroy jews b ut appear smiling with their system intact as shit like feldman are at heart terrorized and timid cowaards and rely on this vicious passive-aggressive stupidity of self-immolation which they are trained to believe "its' happening to her help them get the bitch stupid bitch" they sneer t me after I scream a out how stupid the uneducated stupid filth are who attack ;me to get ideas. They don't ask shitty feldman for ideas because he only interpreets political malfeasance as part of the controlled opposition structure it is not original it is a pattern of a type of analysis tinged with "comedy". I still want to watch his fucking blathering just because he does elicit facts and information I can't obtain because shit like him won't have the "balls" to fight this oppression and these castrated whipmering vicious so-called jewish men, emasculinated are so typically present the race or that "group" has been so damaged and destroyed for so many centuries of this endless refrain of this nazi pograom holocaust system but it's now being brought by the same euroshit this sick stupid fuck is embracing so he can state with hissing delight in his shrunken emasculination that "it's happening to you not to me" as my hateful brother states, he can only have sex swith anything but jewish women and has been doing that all his life. The trans-migration of his hate and loathing is always dumped on ne and that is the endless training jewish men and women obtain and they are helping nazis o rise in americxa. Felman is that kind of stupid it's a strain that bypasses appareant intellectual capacity.

  As anybody can read, there are so many wrongly spelled words which are due, in part, to non-stop incessant hacking regardless of any priva...