Monday, August 3, 2020

15 minutes later--a surge of memory about the Happy victim and Joker movie; and then the terrorism resumes after cleaning up stinking moldly water poured into the bottom of my kitchen cupboard from the room next door (inserted with mechanical arms through the three layers of paper, stickers, and hooks tied with strings on each corner, evewry middle section on top and bottom and on th esides, the mechanical arms continue to get through the eternally wet and stinking moldy partical board behind the piping which constitutes the portal for the mechanical arms--the update is thus:

The pounding has stopped--the tenuousness is also unnerving because it could begin again in an hour or tomorrow. If anyone with a humanitarian composure has intervened, then I heartily thank you (singluar or plural).

As for this group, I have thought about whether I should write this or not, but I will.

Two years ago, at the motorbike rental shop in Nai Harn (or Rawai, they are almost indistinct in their boundaries)--as per custom, the violence towards animals, mutilation, torture and etc for the purposes of trauma-based mind control, was once more exerted upon me.

I walked into this shop, which had a tiny puppy-black, like a miniature chijuaja but black and perhaps some Asian mixed breed, but tiny. It was an itsy-bitsy puppy, laying in a curled up fetal position on the floor. It looked nearly dead but as I tried to pick it up, it had no more strength. This was laying in front of the prominant couch in the middle of this tiny shop. Under the mind control exerted upon me contunuously, especially strong in that shop--I began to nurse the baby puppy--I actually went out and bought it a hot water bottle, a mattress for dogs and a blanket--(on my tiny meager monthly sum allotted to me by this organization--less than $700). Not able to stand seeing another animal tortured and abused by this group--these women at this bar/motorbike rental place (terrorist stalking agent business owned and operated).

The manager/"owner" Porn asked me, after I began to care for the puppy, what I would name her---I said I would name her "Happy"--

and when I watch the Joker movie, and see that he was named, "Happy" I think of that time two years ago when I was asked to name this baby, abused and really emotionally traumatized puppy, which I revived until it was indeed happy. The terrorists then opened a prostitute bar two shops down (tiny hole-in-the-wall shops in a one-story cement row of store-fronts--Thai style). The bar was named "Happy" too.

The main character of the movie Joker was nicknamed "Happy" as well. These same mafia Brooklyn personalities, and their fellow LA actors, have been sucking out idea-after-idea out of me long before this incident--back in January 2018 this occurred. Well in time for the placement of this name into the movie script and plot narriative. The actors involved have been a part of this situation but behind the scenes, allowing the other actors to endlessly torture, disfigure and make my body and home filthy, broken down (and my body dying from stress and this covert, stealth form of murder via poisoning from toxicity due to sprays forced into my lungs and skin and aborbtion day and night--for years and years as I must seal all windows and doors from outside entry (as the stalkers get through the panels and cracks using mechanical arms).

Every single thing I have pounded down and tied togetther and pasted and taped and glued onto all these panels us broken through within one day by this organization--which of course has US Government funding as I know all too well.

I wanted to add this as another actor, whose movies were put on my "cable" tv as I lay in bed in a nearly comatose situatuon from their drugging--for years and years slowly murdering me in this fashion of my immune system overburderened continuosly as I detox from extremely deadly poisons and chemicals that were supposed to have killed me decades ago.

I cannot get onto my YouTube channel--and I log-in every time because I want to save the history as a reference--I try to look at videos with crucial information and about computer defense and etc, things that can expand my consciousness and help me to defend myself in some way. I am so drugged and incapacitated and my brain is under so much siege I can never get through more than 10 minutes of any informative concept, in reading, listening or any other form it takes.

But I have a history of research and study which these loveless, nasty creeps keep torturing me to suck out.

Oh, the hammering has begun again, so if I have given thanks, it is as porous as this situation and the defenses that any human being on the planet will provide--at this point.

I wait for a paradigm shift and people to rush to my defense, if only to help rescue themselves from this group which is a deadly threat to the existence of the planet in all the various facets of it's irresponsibiiity and greedy usurpation of all resources and the endless devestation of the planet for their sleazy orgiastic revelries at their mansions and properties and investments.

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Upon getting off the laptop and moving away from this desk, I realize that the incident with the abused puppy which I later renamed "Happy" occurred not in Jan. 2018, but Jan 2019. Time is so laboriously slow but goes by so fast because every day I do the same things and I am drugged up so time is a relative construct. Drugged up, tortured, writing about it day-after-day, waitting for years for anything to ever stop this, the same things going in repetitive cycles day after year after decade by now. Time is fleeting but my memory is so slow I cannot reach it.

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Memmory gone when I sit in front of any computer or have to deal with any other human being in any setting, in public or private, worldwide the same attack from continuous surveillance blocks my brain and speach, functioning and emotional status and ability to deal with the tech due to so many attacks aimed at me simultaneously (and no support of course, ever).
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Landlord attack, obviously coordinated with central committee orders. Or should I say slime slum-lord son-of-former landlord calling himself by a different name? He even had his name changed so he could present himself as a different owner, purchasing the unit the month I resigned for another contract and could not get out. Was too sick from endless hours of shouting screaming abuse detoxifying poisons sick bedridden abused to exhaustion and near-dying states of enervation depletion of life force to the edge of body function while fighting murder poisons my body needs 100% energy to battle interal poisoning on a deadly scale and pulling poisons out of my spine every day on top of it all. Landlord had the electricity turned off for one week almost 4 weeks ago, for one week while social security demanded within 4 days 3 years of financial records downloaded and sent "today" but deadline graciously offered in 4-days time. going to a cafe near my abode and hackers poured malware onto my laptop so it was unusable and had to go to a shop. The rest is never-ending disruption to get me to miss the deadline so all money cut off for the review of my case still pending. today internet turned off. The new landlord who hacks into my phone so when I sms him a message regarding the attacks he is being paid to coordinate (my room stinking filthy, things literally stolen from my room via mechanical arms while I am in the room--they just stole a telephone charger set which I had on my bed yesterday, and walked into anothe room came back it was all gone. The day before something had been stolen but returned that night on my bed. And today internet turned off. Feeling the stress of social security alerting me to respond immediately (they gave me less than one day for a phone appointment which would determine my life and if missed, I would miss all chances for review and money cut off or a lengthy wait (i.e. 1-2 months) for a new appointment. Letter arriving the day before the appointment rather than the 7-14 days prior notice that is normal--somehow the mail delivered the day before the meeting but mailed out days earlier (like 7 -10 days earlier arriving over one week later as part of the global attack system). The internet off. The landlord deletes my sms messages which I "send" to his phone but are deleted from my "sent" box within 2 minutes because he deletes them It happens with no one else I can sms and the message remains in the sent box. I sent him the sms and it was "gone" but I could not understand that it was being deleted due to so much hacking I could not eliminate the source from all the multitudinous attacks simultaneously aimed at me in every tech setting and situation. //I sent three messages because he never responds so I assume he has not gotten the message. This is a mind screw operator filled with open lies which are extremely nasty at the core of the premise but done endlessly while my brain is under attack so I am susceptible to the lies. One example is yesterday I had to purchase something and the recipient had only a higher designation of money to repay me with and I could not subtract a simple number I was lost with basic math skills which I know instantly otherwise. My brain is so muddled under this brain assault system they permeate my brain with this "energy" so I am lost in a miasma of unfounded credibility for liars and users which surround me to screw me over, lie and make me appear I have no clue about what I am doing.//He did not respond and I felt the fear and dread of social security sending me another message via their portal to contact them immediately "or else" and they have done this for the 16 month duration of keeping me waiting and waiting and then they send letters demanding contact instantly or they will cut off or deny me. I panicked that the connection might be lost for a similar event and last month I so badly harmed my back from all the stress and I wrote this monmth of this group who ordered all this physical violence via exertion my body could not handle along with the stress while they began to really murder me via non-stop yelling abuse death threats while I was eliminating black poisons because, although it never comes out of my body so this hell is finally over of trying to rid my body of this compression block of poisons which never leaves it has taken 50 years or longer for this amount of compressed poison to accumulate to this point (much of which the same peole abusing me in teleportation had jammed pounded and otherwise pumped, injected and then dousing my food poured into my food. I sent him a message and no response, the "sent box" literally had shown the message being sent then the message disappered, as has happened with this lying male who "bought" the unit the 2nd week after I signed another year contract. //And this hate group organization has done this same thing repeatedly for decades--a "new owner" arrives to buy the place I just rented almost immediately after I sign the lease. Droves of abusers rushing to observe me proably for the endless rape contract while I am in deep penetrating sleep state unable to wake up so they have every place "for sale" so they can inspect how to attack me and it's probably what has been happening for decades. //this dude is however feeding off the rewards for having my home stinking filthy broken down amazingly more than they have been pouring breaking spraying and pounding into the physical space and all furniture and objects literally filth everywhere under everything layers of black and brown filth even a week after I clean. //he answered the phone because he did not respond to the third sms which also disappeared. He answered with hate and open annoyance I merrily told him that the internet was off, obviously I knew he had turned it off but however, the lurking doubt kept me trying to be analytical rather than assumptive. He played more lies. I told him I could not understsand how I could sms him and the message not showing up after I sent, he instantly told me he had another call and to hold one moment, please and then hung up on me. Finally the internet is on again but anothe abuser got to play his game.

  I forgot to write, how turned on these filthy creeps get by using mechanical arms to literally slice skin tissue, make my hair fall out us...