Monday, August 3, 2020

15 minutes later--a surge of memory about the Happy victim and Joker movie; and then the terrorism resumes after cleaning up stinking moldly water poured into the bottom of my kitchen cupboard from the room next door (inserted with mechanical arms through the three layers of paper, stickers, and hooks tied with strings on each corner, evewry middle section on top and bottom and on th esides, the mechanical arms continue to get through the eternally wet and stinking moldy partical board behind the piping which constitutes the portal for the mechanical arms--the update is thus:

The pounding has stopped--the tenuousness is also unnerving because it could begin again in an hour or tomorrow. If anyone with a humanitarian composure has intervened, then I heartily thank you (singluar or plural).

As for this group, I have thought about whether I should write this or not, but I will.

Two years ago, at the motorbike rental shop in Nai Harn (or Rawai, they are almost indistinct in their boundaries)--as per custom, the violence towards animals, mutilation, torture and etc for the purposes of trauma-based mind control, was once more exerted upon me.

I walked into this shop, which had a tiny puppy-black, like a miniature chijuaja but black and perhaps some Asian mixed breed, but tiny. It was an itsy-bitsy puppy, laying in a curled up fetal position on the floor. It looked nearly dead but as I tried to pick it up, it had no more strength. This was laying in front of the prominant couch in the middle of this tiny shop. Under the mind control exerted upon me contunuously, especially strong in that shop--I began to nurse the baby puppy--I actually went out and bought it a hot water bottle, a mattress for dogs and a blanket--(on my tiny meager monthly sum allotted to me by this organization--less than $700). Not able to stand seeing another animal tortured and abused by this group--these women at this bar/motorbike rental place (terrorist stalking agent business owned and operated).

The manager/"owner" Porn asked me, after I began to care for the puppy, what I would name her---I said I would name her "Happy"--

and when I watch the Joker movie, and see that he was named, "Happy" I think of that time two years ago when I was asked to name this baby, abused and really emotionally traumatized puppy, which I revived until it was indeed happy. The terrorists then opened a prostitute bar two shops down (tiny hole-in-the-wall shops in a one-story cement row of store-fronts--Thai style). The bar was named "Happy" too.

The main character of the movie Joker was nicknamed "Happy" as well. These same mafia Brooklyn personalities, and their fellow LA actors, have been sucking out idea-after-idea out of me long before this incident--back in January 2018 this occurred. Well in time for the placement of this name into the movie script and plot narriative. The actors involved have been a part of this situation but behind the scenes, allowing the other actors to endlessly torture, disfigure and make my body and home filthy, broken down (and my body dying from stress and this covert, stealth form of murder via poisoning from toxicity due to sprays forced into my lungs and skin and aborbtion day and night--for years and years as I must seal all windows and doors from outside entry (as the stalkers get through the panels and cracks using mechanical arms).

Every single thing I have pounded down and tied togetther and pasted and taped and glued onto all these panels us broken through within one day by this organization--which of course has US Government funding as I know all too well.

I wanted to add this as another actor, whose movies were put on my "cable" tv as I lay in bed in a nearly comatose situatuon from their drugging--for years and years slowly murdering me in this fashion of my immune system overburderened continuosly as I detox from extremely deadly poisons and chemicals that were supposed to have killed me decades ago.

I cannot get onto my YouTube channel--and I log-in every time because I want to save the history as a reference--I try to look at videos with crucial information and about computer defense and etc, things that can expand my consciousness and help me to defend myself in some way. I am so drugged and incapacitated and my brain is under so much siege I can never get through more than 10 minutes of any informative concept, in reading, listening or any other form it takes.

But I have a history of research and study which these loveless, nasty creeps keep torturing me to suck out.

Oh, the hammering has begun again, so if I have given thanks, it is as porous as this situation and the defenses that any human being on the planet will provide--at this point.

I wait for a paradigm shift and people to rush to my defense, if only to help rescue themselves from this group which is a deadly threat to the existence of the planet in all the various facets of it's irresponsibiiity and greedy usurpation of all resources and the endless devestation of the planet for their sleazy orgiastic revelries at their mansions and properties and investments.

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Upon getting off the laptop and moving away from this desk, I realize that the incident with the abused puppy which I later renamed "Happy" occurred not in Jan. 2018, but Jan 2019. Time is so laboriously slow but goes by so fast because every day I do the same things and I am drugged up so time is a relative construct. Drugged up, tortured, writing about it day-after-day, waitting for years for anything to ever stop this, the same things going in repetitive cycles day after year after decade by now. Time is fleeting but my memory is so slow I cannot reach it.

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Memmory gone when I sit in front of any computer or have to deal with any other human being in any setting, in public or private, worldwide the same attack from continuous surveillance blocks my brain and speach, functioning and emotional status and ability to deal with the tech due to so many attacks aimed at me simultaneously (and no support of course, ever).
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Gang stalking/death squads openly released onto the world to emulate gestapo tactics for upcoming power grabs which all of you have watched unfold with this situation upon me for over 15 years doing NOTHING but joining in as the dumb lemming scum that all of you are reading this---the result is the utter take-over by nazi filth from both euronazi shitland and then the american dumb scum like nick fuentes in america--yelling ugly and unqualified except in hate-mongering for violent take-over and lack of all values other than selfish acquisition as a collective. The new American Constitution of stupidity and greed is unfolding thanks to you who have read my posts for all these 15 years and just congratulated the filth, shit and scum as if they are glorified human beings instead of the lowest most incapable filth which is what they truly are--the lowest in terms of any kind of acting depth or meaning in that field but you have been sold on the grab and take all philosophy they espouse with their posturing bs antics after their bs "woke" movie bullshit which is now openly white nazi promotional even with blacks playing lead roles (never jews any longer):January 6 Trump gang stalking Nazi gestapo thug crews, murdering bigots, following orders mercenaries---to be paid to commit every gang stalking crime permissible plus violent actions and GET PAID FOR IT. It is the result of YEARS of all you doing NOTHING to stop this group. That includes the defunct crap participating in the January 6 Select Committee created by the main pig nazi itself, dirty Nancy pig-lousy with her next generation of parasite pig louses running for president to continue the endless feeding frenzy out of the every profit to be stolen out of positions of power. The gang stalking murder, poisoning, home destruction and near-death endless death threats racist epithets endless rape torture which you worthless and helpless sick fucks reading my posts for all these years have just smirked, laughed and done nothing about is resulting in what you all really wanted: death squads operating under the color of law to inflict your nazi cartel overtake. Europigape nazis waiting to inflict white nazi bullshit mediocrity upon America in open not just from behind the sleazy trash shit celebrities out of america who have raped poisoned and beaten me almost to death almost every single manner using this tech and global stalking apparatus plus tech and drugging/poisoning plus FULL PERMISSION from all layers of society--after years of "culling" the truly responsible out and replacing with lying platitude-spewing trashy bullshit empty and meaningless psychopaths in power so you all are just part of that. //And you all still allow this same group which put filthy fuck trump into power to implement this openly with his teams of rotten crap administrators (hegseth, noem, bannon, etc) only partner with the "benevolent" society of bullshit nazi puppet minions elizabeth warren, jamie raskin and even your cherished jasmine crockett to build a seamless union of total compliance although endlessly spouting their lying mandatory oppositional phrases to exact the appearance of chagrin at these egregious violations of constitution, law and ethical standard; all of which they violate on a non-stop basis when they happily partake of this putrid and corrupt hate prelude to the January 6 insurrection scumbag now turned into glorified and open-source terror units by the rotten rump and nazi demo-rat administration--combined. //The below interview from Democracy Now, an entity also aware of my situation which I am aware of through the type of hacking that is done on my internet pages, pretty much confirming through repetition of non-algorithmic cyber stalking which is so commonplace it's inescapable--they are aware of my situation and yet----no one will stop this group which continues to ravage the country behind the scenes with rotten euro-pig hate creeps waiting to swoop in with their vulture beaks and stop pretending they are polite, intellectual savvy artists but instead of the vicious nazis that they are. Some of them are so well established in filthy rotten whorewood that all they have to do is get their usual minority minions to surround them with loving stockholm syndrome love when they come out of hiding as open fascists---although behind their closed doors but easily understood and never even hinted at being "wrong" in any way. MAKING WEINSTETIN sexual groping something like a cherished benevolent society in comparison with most of the blonde nazi filth stupid shit females of the "me too" bullshit leagues happily engaged in having "black and brown" women replace them as targets using microchip implantation the ugly dirty white trash pig scumbag "men" can inflict their hate upon the "uppidty bitches" as they call me when I make any comment that doesn't worship this pile of worthless shit, self-glorified and demanding obedience to their overtake authority and their lack of actual real talent but still only "they" are deemed the apex of talent and managerial capability. Everyone complies and goes along. It is the same as the January 6 rioters and now they are being openly treated like the scum, stupid shit of whorewood who have stolen my ideas for years whjile having my money stolen my body poisoned mutilated made broken fractured and then blocking healing every day with hours of abuse surrounded by this ugly stupid sinister group of shit every moment ugly dirty filth I am nauseated by every moment of their ugly satanic ugly filth presence forced upon me perpetuity every moment all day and night. This is the same structure as the thug groups trump is funding to build a paramilitary death squad nazi enclave to block voting along with all the other attempts for their endless retention of power. They already have controlled the demo-rat party all newcomers are vetted to be stupid and blank when it comes down to the real concerns not the fake platitudes they all spew out perpetually.

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