Monday, August 3, 2020

15 minutes later--a surge of memory about the Happy victim and Joker movie; and then the terrorism resumes after cleaning up stinking moldly water poured into the bottom of my kitchen cupboard from the room next door (inserted with mechanical arms through the three layers of paper, stickers, and hooks tied with strings on each corner, evewry middle section on top and bottom and on th esides, the mechanical arms continue to get through the eternally wet and stinking moldy partical board behind the piping which constitutes the portal for the mechanical arms--the update is thus:

The pounding has stopped--the tenuousness is also unnerving because it could begin again in an hour or tomorrow. If anyone with a humanitarian composure has intervened, then I heartily thank you (singluar or plural).

As for this group, I have thought about whether I should write this or not, but I will.

Two years ago, at the motorbike rental shop in Nai Harn (or Rawai, they are almost indistinct in their boundaries)--as per custom, the violence towards animals, mutilation, torture and etc for the purposes of trauma-based mind control, was once more exerted upon me.

I walked into this shop, which had a tiny puppy-black, like a miniature chijuaja but black and perhaps some Asian mixed breed, but tiny. It was an itsy-bitsy puppy, laying in a curled up fetal position on the floor. It looked nearly dead but as I tried to pick it up, it had no more strength. This was laying in front of the prominant couch in the middle of this tiny shop. Under the mind control exerted upon me contunuously, especially strong in that shop--I began to nurse the baby puppy--I actually went out and bought it a hot water bottle, a mattress for dogs and a blanket--(on my tiny meager monthly sum allotted to me by this organization--less than $700). Not able to stand seeing another animal tortured and abused by this group--these women at this bar/motorbike rental place (terrorist stalking agent business owned and operated).

The manager/"owner" Porn asked me, after I began to care for the puppy, what I would name her---I said I would name her "Happy"--

and when I watch the Joker movie, and see that he was named, "Happy" I think of that time two years ago when I was asked to name this baby, abused and really emotionally traumatized puppy, which I revived until it was indeed happy. The terrorists then opened a prostitute bar two shops down (tiny hole-in-the-wall shops in a one-story cement row of store-fronts--Thai style). The bar was named "Happy" too.

The main character of the movie Joker was nicknamed "Happy" as well. These same mafia Brooklyn personalities, and their fellow LA actors, have been sucking out idea-after-idea out of me long before this incident--back in January 2018 this occurred. Well in time for the placement of this name into the movie script and plot narriative. The actors involved have been a part of this situation but behind the scenes, allowing the other actors to endlessly torture, disfigure and make my body and home filthy, broken down (and my body dying from stress and this covert, stealth form of murder via poisoning from toxicity due to sprays forced into my lungs and skin and aborbtion day and night--for years and years as I must seal all windows and doors from outside entry (as the stalkers get through the panels and cracks using mechanical arms).

Every single thing I have pounded down and tied togetther and pasted and taped and glued onto all these panels us broken through within one day by this organization--which of course has US Government funding as I know all too well.

I wanted to add this as another actor, whose movies were put on my "cable" tv as I lay in bed in a nearly comatose situatuon from their drugging--for years and years slowly murdering me in this fashion of my immune system overburderened continuosly as I detox from extremely deadly poisons and chemicals that were supposed to have killed me decades ago.

I cannot get onto my YouTube channel--and I log-in every time because I want to save the history as a reference--I try to look at videos with crucial information and about computer defense and etc, things that can expand my consciousness and help me to defend myself in some way. I am so drugged and incapacitated and my brain is under so much siege I can never get through more than 10 minutes of any informative concept, in reading, listening or any other form it takes.

But I have a history of research and study which these loveless, nasty creeps keep torturing me to suck out.

Oh, the hammering has begun again, so if I have given thanks, it is as porous as this situation and the defenses that any human being on the planet will provide--at this point.

I wait for a paradigm shift and people to rush to my defense, if only to help rescue themselves from this group which is a deadly threat to the existence of the planet in all the various facets of it's irresponsibiiity and greedy usurpation of all resources and the endless devestation of the planet for their sleazy orgiastic revelries at their mansions and properties and investments.

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Upon getting off the laptop and moving away from this desk, I realize that the incident with the abused puppy which I later renamed "Happy" occurred not in Jan. 2018, but Jan 2019. Time is so laboriously slow but goes by so fast because every day I do the same things and I am drugged up so time is a relative construct. Drugged up, tortured, writing about it day-after-day, waitting for years for anything to ever stop this, the same things going in repetitive cycles day after year after decade by now. Time is fleeting but my memory is so slow I cannot reach it.

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Memmory gone when I sit in front of any computer or have to deal with any other human being in any setting, in public or private, worldwide the same attack from continuous surveillance blocks my brain and speach, functioning and emotional status and ability to deal with the tech due to so many attacks aimed at me simultaneously (and no support of course, ever).
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More discriminatory horrid service from another delivery company. I had been so attacked by a delivery company I have used for years and I complained and complained was met by silence since all my communication is met by the stalking agency rather than customer service. Or agents of chaos within the companies. Every business without exception complies to this mafia-nazi structure organization. Sometimes some of the less-than enthusiastic employees make soothing words of comfort, but very softly but still proud to be doing that tiny bit of rebellion. //However, today it happened again. I won't go into detail but it's a systematic attack of repeat pattern so it turned from being a 1--minute exchange to waiting while the driver got change as the terrorists went into my living space (I had to go to the lobby of this building) and poured more black soot on the floor, greasy stinking fluids near my bed on the table next to my bed so the area smells like used cooking grease and other parts of my room are saturated with that stink, and that is just a tiny component of the overall systems of stinking filth they use many on all parts varied stinnking substances and black sprayed filth on all objects which have a black soot coating. I ordered also packaged dried goods and they sent them with hairs mixed into the dried packaged products---another system of hacks plus clumps of hair on the floor and patio always afterI have to hang dry sopping wet clothing (I must hand wash all clothing and bedsheets in the sink) and they are spraying clothing continuously with stinking rancid substances like stinking mold saturated with fungus and dead meat stench smells--they make concoctions paired with embedding agents in the chemicals and filthy stink consolidation of ooze they spray on my clothing--every day, on almost all I own and have and wear rip threads out rip holes and use sandpaper to destroy the fabric if the item is nice. All light colored beautiful clothing pieces are stained before, sometimes,i have any chance to wear them. Sometimes people flick staining never-removed black ink on my clothing from behind and spray fungus into my hair and destroying chemicals into my hair from behind while i am paying or shopping. No one ever interferes. Nothing from congress ever interferes. The years of warning about the rise of fascism have been met by death threats from the heroic rescuers who spent months and every single major election cycle ranting on stages about rescuing america from all the evils (they put in power so they can infinitely play heroic rescuer, the role they hope will put their offspring into highest political power so nepotism will partner with despotism).//The rancid group of celebrity ugly sick stupid filth is still screaming and yelling murder names insults at every moemnt possible into my brain. the rat from depp has spent more than half her filthy stupid ignorant life having me poisoned and raped and drugged in collusion with stinking u gly sick stupid trashalina the nazi-nig88er filth who has been coated with hormones of sadistic torture over my life all her filthy life since her parents partnered with my family in 1974 she is about a decade younger than me so I was given to her family to feed off for celebrity endorsement,my family got a meager little jump up in status almost nothing and had to work for just a tiny bit of recognition for much higher evolved intellect and capability than the entire spectrum of the shitalina trash-nazi-nig88er family group altogether and one year of my family's achievements and intellect span the shitalina ugly trash-ni88er group in its' entirety for all the 60 years they have been latched onto this contract out on me. Despite that, all the fascism the yelling about trump, the filth who put him inpower so they could leech, steal and rob infinitely and get the same tax-free deals that trump promised t hem from the beginning plus endless billions for them from nazi euro-trash nazi hate rushing through these stupid ape whores to infiltrate america. It is clear to me from this vantage that america has been sold off to euro-trash nazi groups like the English royalty and crown (the prince harry and markel jaunt to californication to buy and purchase more stupid sleazy ignorant ape trash prostituted filth out of america in whorewood to buy out hollywood for overtake) but, the filth are still allowed to go on and on because of the lush deals shit like elizabeth warren made with nazi central while still playing heroic rescuer of american society for poor whites and black and brown---poor disenfranchised now they are the heroes lecturing with fake pity and solidarity but what murderous hateful lying evil bigots they are--warren, hilary, the obamas they have decades more to promise the return to the "blissful" days of the system which they got a hold of and destroyed but it was seminally intact when they got into power so people mythologize about how wonderous their administrations had been and yearn for a past fantasy which never was the reality and people knew it back then but in the trauma based mind control which has pervaded they can only grasp now at entertaining jokes and fantasy allure of the spectacle of hope joy and bullshit feminism brought back--so the shit from whoewood goes on and on despite all the years of people suffering and dying the obamas must keep abusing me to retain the deals they got which made them president with the aid of stallone through my accessibility in Miami when I lived there from 2006-2008---and was the recipient of the weekend wall street journal featuring obama's promise to wall street every wsj weekend edition he was featured double-paged and promising to protect the bankers; it was advertised in partnershp with murdoch back then and with the nazi hate stalking contract out on me he's been playing that game ever since. So they absolutely refuse to do anything but attack me to remain as the heros putting america into a death spiral but laughing and joking all the way down as they ascend into nazi plush luxury living and their children get to run for office upcoming soon to a theater near you. so it's rather disgusting that NOTHING will prick the consciousness of the Democrat or Republican Party to stop this tyrannic mind control rape enslavement contract out on me they all rush to not just "admonish" but violently issue death threats for not complying to be slowly murdered by these filthy worthless so way overpaid meaningless pieces of rancid filth out of whorewood being trained to further train more politicians in how to screw your mind into believing fantasy fictitious mythology about how they are bringing simple litle stupid one-word campaign slogans to a truly dumbed-down public.