Tuesday, August 11, 2020

Terrorist report. Short version: broken toe worsening due to terrorist attacks at night; You readers doing nothing to help me. Long Version" your support of this system and your perverted sleazy entertainers out of H-wood and your values of doing NOTHING to help someone being raped when there is no evidence has created the current misery of the world you are all complaining about (or profiting off, mostly for you obscenely wealthy out there particiapting in this). The death you laughed at is now at your doorstep.



I am not wearing the aluminum foil hat which I made, as my one and only protection against this mind control technology--so I began to only want to write about the physical damage--then this got into the ranting part and hostility and hate--which of course bubbles beneath the surface when I write of violence endlessly directed at me. The violence is now causing great damage to my body--along with the decades of poisoning, years of drugging (decades, into the current moment) non-stop physical attacks on my body every single day by the terrorists breaking into my room while I sleep and am in a comatose sleeping state (drugged up and under a blanket of deadening technology). With zero protection from any single human being or group on the planet, after a few decades of reaching out for help and always being ignored, shunned, or attacked with great hostility when I seek kelp or support. Always there has never been a single instance of people coming forth directly to aid me and inform me. Never, not once after a lifetime of moving around the world.

The consequences are that any people who may have helped me are now dead. The rest silence those victims and ignore all the realities of people who are fighting this system (I think directly of the Browder case in NY of his suiciding lies that the media and his family keep putting out). He was definitely a targeted person and no one will admit this in the media or in any social arena. I am targeted and no one will acknowledge this openly for anything unless it is in private as you collude and discuss what tortures to inflict upon me every single day and night.

I really should wear that hat because this is digressing to the point of sounding victimized. however, I write this as a plea for help because I very badly need RELIABLE health care, and I am never able to get it here in Phuket. 

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The hackers are going on and on absolutely distorting all attempts to write--there are functions they are creating like if I type the letters eat up the letters I write next--like deleting letters as soon as I am writing. Pages are popping up when I press keys--etc--havoc and chaos from hackers.

ALL OF YOU just keep on watching this happen to me. Keep on doing NOTHING. Just go on. Nothing will ever happen to you, will it? Nothing bad has happened due to this very situation happening to me? You are all safe, aren't you? This is only happening to me because I "must" have done something "wrontg" to "deserve" it, isn't that the victimization line you parasites doing this to me always use to blame the "victim" of your crimes?

Keep going nothing to stop this situation of me. There are no global ramifications to doing nothing when I am being raped and tortured--or is there? Do any of you actually even care about the wider implications of this situation of me being passed around for promotion by the people out of H-wood--one of them year after year being put into main Academy Award prize-winning slot--one after the next participating in this. One of them has obtained huge political power. Many of them have or will run for political office.


I refer specifically to MY situation and the "people" raping, beating, punching, poisoning, drugging, raping, abusing, terrorizing me while you all watch on and smile and kiss them on the cheeks because you can't stand to see me have any chance to succeed, either (meaning, like the most racist bigots on the planet, you are all in accord on this part that I should have no chance for any single thing unless I am some slave to this system while you all watch me get tortured and raped, denied health care while they are destroying my body--all ignoring my endless pleas for help for this to be stopped for financial help--I have a financial pay pal button you hackers can donate, but you won't.

Regardless, none of you can be concerned unless the situation affects you directly. Well, doing nothing about someone being tortured is now something that you should be concerned about. My situation in particular.

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I have written of this a few weeks ago. It happened after an orchestrated "accident" where my bike was directed (rerouted to have to pass next to a huge many-wheeled utility truck blocking the path of a steep downward hillside leading out of this hilltop condo area where I have to pay rent...alas)

and...oil slick on one small trickle of what looked like water--my brakes probably remotely manipulated to stop functioning. As soon as I put on the brakes my bike did a 180 and within less than a second I had crashed and landed on the left foot, where the toe that had been broken while I was in the "alter" MK ULTTRA comatose state where people just attack me physically created this space to have my toe broken (left large toe, which has been pointing to the left for years, but I could walk on it). 

This was after I "helped" an English exploiter (or it was the Danish Nazi) both "musicians" male and violent temperments. After sucking out healing information that I had to struggle to learn independently of having enough money to pay for any health care, due to men like these attacking me--he asked me for information that could heal him. I immediately understood that he took this information as "free" and that he was and is entitled to doing whatever he wants with me, as these men and their women all are (forget about "feminism" when there are no cameras or social approval ratings to posture for--and also in the normal civilian pool of posturing poseurs it is the same or worse, in many cases, or just exactly the same). I thought of a short story I still have not been able to formulate or write out about how the Left and Right political "musicians" were actually one-and-the same. I was threatened by this "punk" media spectacle--if I wrote out what these people are hacking from my thoughts using their vocal technology to listen in to inaudible pulses the larynx and whatever--vocal chords--formulate while the person is simply thinking to oneself. As I type this now, the hackers are making the keyboard go haywire and my fingers are like tangled and can't find keys. 

The terrorist who break into my room while I am sleeping broke my merely injured toe and turned it nearly into a 75-degree angle, directly boring into my other toes. Now, after more than a month of this, my foot is becoming abnormally contorted. The ball of the bone of the left, large toe sticks out so badly there are indentations on my shoes. The terrorist have also inserted a microchip into the area of the skin webbing between the broken toe and the other toe, which is pulsing badly now the pulsations are almost continuous. A nasty pulsation not just a little jab but very nasty--of course, that is the operative word for this group, nasty (in every respect, not respectfully saying on my part as I can never respect this group or it's members, since they essentially behave and think the same it's completely nothing to respect and is an obnoxious insult to the human race that this is the end-result of "progress" of technology and of all social living conditions).

I very badly now need health care, probably surgery, and I have no money for it (I do have some money in reserve, but the doctors here in Phuket and in Thailand, and most in America that I have encountered, are part of this terror operation and I cannot trust any doctor or clinic here in absolutely controlled Thialand to do anything but drain me of my money and then make the problem worse. 

They did this exact same thing to my mother and she now has to walk with a cane, they permanently damaged her foot and it was forced upon her as they forced this  upon me. 

I truly hope that this upcoming financial catastrophe will somehow get people into not following the orders of this organization and to instead realize that they have been "SCREWED" BY PARTICIPATING in the usurpation of the country by a few greedy usurpers and their foreign counterparts who have invaded the US and the global sphere. The result has been, for me endless damage to my body and for America complete allowance of this situation to occur--both for  me personally , and now the conclusion of allowing corruption and hate groups and death squads to flourish in the gleeful delight that only the violent participants will be allowed to have top positions--entailing a society with incompetent leadership and controlled by anti=American forces who have infiltrated who are now DELIGHTED to begin the utter downfall of the United States while they are beginning and preparing their upward expansion and overtake of the US.

It all sounds like ranting conspiracy theories but with hacking and all  this sickness and drugging this is the best I can do at the moment and in general at this time. I have been writing about this for years on Facebook.

This was supposed to be a short version but, the micro is interconnected to the macro. 

I really need health care I really am being destroyed right now. It is harder to walk, along with hard poisons latched onto my left side--they keep attacking my left side. 

I need a reliable doctor and I need help very soon. My toes are all pointing nearly to one side. Whenever these terrorist tget into my room they break my body more and more as time goes by. None of you reading this EVER does anything to stop this or help me to live in peace. Now the result is that rotten people you thought were your "friends" are now eliminating you you YES YOU in the scheme of their power assumption. You were all just pawns and puppets. The wealthy reading this, so far are not worried because they are also GOOD 'FRIENDS" WITH THE fascists they welcome into the country to torture me so they can all feel assured that all will be handed to them indefinitely for free with no chance of anyone overtaking their tightly-knit less-than-one-percent.

Well, I have tried to warn people about allowing them to get away with these crimes against me, because the result is that you all laughed or felt great or did nothing and now you are scattering to the wind after a deluge of death has engulfed the country and now total devastation is the result of you DOING NOTHING. 

Because of this contract out on me, the H-wood celebrities wanted endless top awards for their movies. They made sure, with the mafia, to have one of their own elected, after the "alternative" black male also needed celebrity endorsement from this same group. The actors rearranged their media hype priorities to go from one political camp to another, as an apparent wide spectrum of political dichotomous debate. All an illusion. 

And, hacking is making this impossible to ty pe. Even when I backspace and correct, the hackers immediately delete what I correct. It is impossible at this moment. Also, I am not wearing my perhaps useful aluminum foil hat--which seems to slightly reduce the emotional hyperbolic hate rants and the subliminals and inserted hate phrases replete with curses at these actors, writers, directors, etc etc


I feel by now that they are not worth writing about personally any longer. They are one group, whatever political affiliation they openly claim they "represent".

because of THEM this current deterioration of America is happening.

However, it may also be bringing about much needed change to stop the endless greed culture that these players in this current devastation drama have brought about, and still they are gloating and don't care and think they have no responsible for any single thing except to stop being told to pay taxes--everything else is carte blanche==rape, torture, murder, assassination--they have their mafia friends all over the world colluding with top politicians and top haute culture professionals all working with average citizens in death squads groups--the soldiers

it is truly time for this to be stopped--maybe the desperate people who once participated in the torture schemes or watched me get slowly poisoned to death and stalked will now stop doing nothing--at least as far as they only are concerned how long will it take people to care about an individual being tortured and then being able to associate that with a much larger catastrophe in allowing such things to go on unnoticed, silenced and pervasively perpetrated and then expanded upon until it reaches highest levels of branches of government?
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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.