Monday, August 3, 2020

I just want that super freak potion to restore my joi d-vivre! Where have the freaks gone--send in the freaks (you can keep your clowns and jokers!!! and their whores too!)





Oh, the nasty canolli gang put some video about "Big Mouth" and one day "one day I won't be laughing any more" and blah blah, I stopped the video, which popped up as a random response (not really, I just write that it is random to not discredit my mental stability--from the psychopath vampires. So, back in the 80's, while they were snorting cocaine and snorting canollis and blah blahing about their criminal pursuits just as they are now, I was dancing to this song with only mind control drugs I never snorted or took deliberately--and what a DRAG these "people" are I am so sick of them forcing their nasty boring sleazy selves upon me any longer. I just want to enjoy this life why must I be dragged down by these closet S&M drags (not queens just tryng to be royalty but theives nevertheless--with no honor or code except to obey and then fuck over and that is their only complexity--so BORING BORING and this music reminds me of a time when I never thought I would have to be forced to deal with this Mulberry Street crowd which never, ever, ever , ever held any interest for me and still doesn't. Get thee to your goddamn nasty lives and stop bothering me goddamn you creeps this is years of your exploitation using this technology. I will write whatever the f I want on my private facebook page you shut your ugly nasty mouths, you revolting creepy puke scumbags outta Flatbush or whereever don't give a damn my family moved away from your shit decades ago and why must i be forced into this rotten nasty situation for years and yeara and years. This is you with your big mouth bothering me with this technology and me responding after many years of your unwanted, ugly, sleazy, stupid, negative input forced upon me wuth your nasty sleazy stupid mentalities get thee to nunneries you whores. I was dancing to this while you were in your Studio 54 snorting cocaine like the brain-dead pigs that you are (rotten to the core of your cerebral cortex from all those drugs you snorted and all the hate you imbibe and creae). So, I want to dance and get you off me--can anyone out there please assist me in this quest to just enjoy life and get parasites off me? Will this change after November 3rd into actually no financial support for this sick crap going on and on and on with full funding from the governments of the world with crap forcing their ugliness on me day and night?

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I first heard this song in London--went to a "Jungle Party" right at a houseboat on the Thames---flourescent lights, glowing paint in some weird boat party indoors felt underground--people wearing glitter glow paint body painted gyrating and the smell was so sweet like sweat perfume in this haute but hot environment.

So much more fun than you terrorists reading/hacking into this.

Why, why must I be forced to be around you masses of moronic boring hate and ugliness forced upon me? Where are all the fun and hip, cool and groovy people?

what happened to them all? Oh, I'm paralyzed and have been for over 10 years and longer just stuck not being able to function and go out at night--but geegads, you fuckers are boring and nasty and sick and stupid as hell.


I's a luv this video and this song--


want to just party and dance and live in blissfull peace with cool, fun and happy peeps and my cats and dog and whatever is joyously living this precious life around me, surrounding me with positivity and not your stupd terror operations that you love and enjoy because you got no heart no soul nothing but ugluiness and so BORING 


can't wait until I can finally MOVE to the GROOVE and get these GOONS off me (meaning the entire terror operation, from the poseurs who have co-opted all the formely cool and hip fun scenese (i.e. First Avenue appears like a soda pop yuppie hang out place in recent videos I have seen (could have only been the Revolution revival videos--but that place was a real underground scene back in the day when Prince was just getting unternationally recognized. Now there's a friggin' Hard Rock cafe across the street--like a pollution zone of popularized corporate sell-out culture stole the once cool scene--and that is all you attacking me are doing and all I see of you (doing to me, in some form--not saying i am the epitome of underground but still, this is the essence)


and I can't stand you go away finally someone get this horrid group off me!!


I just want to be around people who are fun and enjoy living and not tyrannical terrorizing of people they can't stand to see have anything but their ugliness so they can feel uplifted and better about how nasty they really are when they aren't posturing and stealing everythign possible.


I get out of your ugly zone when I hear this music. I wonder if any of the original people or spirit still exist on this planet since I am continuously surrounded by creeps I consider less than desireable and this is a continuous stench that makes my home, body and environment stinking and nasty--including my body and it's just me writing about thus for years and the rotten crap doing this to me reading this and all gloating and smug about it.


You f-ers are so uncool and so boring and so ugly ....


I want to be around FUN HAPPY PEOPLE FINALLY



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Terrorist, through-wall mechanical arm mutilation report: bald spots covering most of my head once again because for the past month, and for the last 2 weeks almost every day I am unable to spend the back muscle strength (gone from poisons ripping out of my spine, literally at the most critical bone structure level of internal tissue--due to years of struggling to remove hard as rock poison from chemicals poured and injected and pumped into my body so it would seep into the interior of my body. the same filth celebrities are there to have my body ravaged with mechanical arms while I lay in utter exhaustion deep healing sleep too sick to move, just laying down to sleep like 99.9 % of all human beings are able to do without fear of mechanical arms or people rushing to destroy their body due to MICROCHIP BRAIN IMPLANTS forcing me into non-sensation unconscious mode. they can cut parts of my body out it is as effective as neurological anesthesia for the most severe of surgery. They have severed out part of my uterus while I have been in that state; fractured vertebrae and have sliced under my nails every single night for over 17 years (I am almost unable to block this despite years of struggling to put blood-flow constriction layers around my hands and wrists to stop this I cannot block this attack 90% of the time. but I was too sick to do more than simply lay down in utter sickness and sleep, during the day into the night all night then the next day just collapsing while tom hardy spent hours insulting abusing yelling death threats quietly making endless extreme violent murder threats all day--I could only put on a soft cap over my head which they just lifted up and doused stinking grease into my hair and then hair follicle destroying chemicals. the hair texture is extremely damaged and most of the hair I spent over one year fighting to regrow (most will not regrow I could not figure out how to prevent home break-ins and then how to protect my head from the creeps ordering the scum to incise into my gum tissue and pour hair damaging chemicals plus stinking grease; when the ape rapists had ability to break into my room they would put my spine and hips out of alignment and pour semen and stinking sewage water into my body into my hair; steal my money spray filth on my clothing and destroy every pair of shoes so the heels were worn down at a 45-degree angle and the shoe soles coming apart so I was always walking on crooked shoe soles--to augment the crooked spine and fractures they also committed against my body in this perpetual nightly comatose state. ///So I slept and was teleported I could not diminish the sick and stupid sleazy death hate death energy skits that shitalina and her crew of europigape scum trash low-level parasites from the "upper crust" of English society, bringing in a lout like tom hardy to inflict his miserable hate and racist violence upon me undoubtedly he is a nazi in some organization and fully under the myth that being a white english males makes him superior to me in all respects but does not stop in extracting ideas out of me because he, like most of the english, exist in their mental boxes of regulated conformity to their hierarchical assumption to supremacy and so must everybody else if they can achieve this--using mind control that is one of their goals. //My hair which, before I was too ill to leave my body so exposed last month, it had grown back a great deal but they have literally used hair follicle remover technology to yank the hair follicles out using hair laser removal tools--I believe my scalp was dotted with bumps from the hair follicles having been literally removed while I was unconscious and unable to defend myself; that was about 3 years ago after a german sick fuck rapist pig ape used pornographic hate rape upon me, which shitnegger the austrian sick fuck nazi governor of california had fully sanctioned (this was the first year of biden, actually so it was years ago time is so repetitive with one rotten white trash shit ape pig from europigapeland after the next inflicting hate and pornographic violence upon me. I tried to fend him off, this German sick fuck all the pigs of this group surrounded with applause and a huge tour for him around europe ensued instantly after he began violently raping me (that is the standard reaction for all the shit rapist scum who attack me in this hate technoterror system). I began after weeks of saying get off me and stop then finally calling him a pig and get his greasy pig meat off me and etc and they then had most of my hair pulled out while in deep sleep mode every day hair falling out--it is now mostly gone once more. Taking a shower my head is almost bald again hair falling out the texture of my hair completely damaged from 2 weeks of being too ill to do more than fall into sick sleep from poisons ripping out of my spine and back and rib cage and then an accident because in this most vulnerable state tom hardy went on and on never ending death threats while my entire spine was in this state of extreme vulnerability of the stability of spinal structure and muscle strength---in a way none of you can understand I am certain (and none of you care all I have done is write to get this oaf sick fuck off me for the past 7 months of near death being abused so badly my hair has turned grey and now he had my hair damaged and sprayed stinking filth not only onto my hair and clothing but around the area I was sleeping into my shoes so I would wake up with inutterable stinking foul stench that does not come out of fabric without great exertion and multiple cleanings for days---from hardy who spent no minute exploiting this most serious vulnerability for the shitalina stupidity must have this contract because that ugly sick trash filth going back to her sleazy posturing stupid movies that never won much notice on the level of Oscars and suddenly MY IDEAS bringing dirtynazi shit skank after shit like pig pitt and shitalina and dumb whorren mirrage and the entire english cartel to the oscars and the vicious violence to obtain permission to prove what violent life fuck genocidal nazis they are by endlessly stealing all they can from me destroying the rest and mutilating my body without end--they can't achieve anything without doing this to me it would seem because of the endless 2 years of extreme violence endlessly inflicted upon me in a surge of violence once they all realized that rump was going to return and he was still in control. The demo-rats rushed to join in until the very last moment when the repug shit took over bringing endlessly crocket into this contract always violently abusive towards me at least verbally for her endless 'rising star" promotions in the media. Political entertainment she is, american truly yearns only for this apparently. And so, most of my hair is now completely ruined. I still have a dangerous amount of poison in my body and eventually if I ever can heal from endless life destroying life energy sucking tom hardy and his english shit filth bucket crew of wealthy"aristocrats" plus the never-ending stupid filthy vileness of shitalina and dirty nasty pig ape pitt endlessly clutching onto destroying my body and life for their sleazy sick endless oscars and awards--both of them having stolen ideas from my former creative writing (I only write about this situation now) and going to the oscars obtaining millions of dollars in the process and then having my sub sub poverty disability cut off because they must have this contract. Using dirty sick sleazy shit stupid hardy to abuse me without end and his nasty dirty wife they are a team of hate and english bigotry a la nazi national front england--violent hooligan extremely bigoted racist and violent. americans really want him to move into america and take over for more nazi training and otherwise nobody does anything to stop this or him from doing just that and the rest of the truly dirty nasty life fuck genocidal english shit you all worship claming you are "part english" and therefore they are welcome to come in and take over fuck everything up--they put musk into power none of you ever stopped him and when I wrote about what he really has proven to be, you just ignored me. Now keep on ignoring me when I write that shit like this group from whorewood is a life lfuck disaster for america keep on doing nothing as i wrote for years "keep doing nothing and see what you will get" from this group NOW you are seeing and STILL YOU DO NOTHING.

  Not that any of you care, it's my "problem" I did something to deserve it, you all say, and it will never happen to precious...