Monday, August 3, 2020

I just want that super freak potion to restore my joi d-vivre! Where have the freaks gone--send in the freaks (you can keep your clowns and jokers!!! and their whores too!)





Oh, the nasty canolli gang put some video about "Big Mouth" and one day "one day I won't be laughing any more" and blah blah, I stopped the video, which popped up as a random response (not really, I just write that it is random to not discredit my mental stability--from the psychopath vampires. So, back in the 80's, while they were snorting cocaine and snorting canollis and blah blahing about their criminal pursuits just as they are now, I was dancing to this song with only mind control drugs I never snorted or took deliberately--and what a DRAG these "people" are I am so sick of them forcing their nasty boring sleazy selves upon me any longer. I just want to enjoy this life why must I be dragged down by these closet S&M drags (not queens just tryng to be royalty but theives nevertheless--with no honor or code except to obey and then fuck over and that is their only complexity--so BORING BORING and this music reminds me of a time when I never thought I would have to be forced to deal with this Mulberry Street crowd which never, ever, ever , ever held any interest for me and still doesn't. Get thee to your goddamn nasty lives and stop bothering me goddamn you creeps this is years of your exploitation using this technology. I will write whatever the f I want on my private facebook page you shut your ugly nasty mouths, you revolting creepy puke scumbags outta Flatbush or whereever don't give a damn my family moved away from your shit decades ago and why must i be forced into this rotten nasty situation for years and yeara and years. This is you with your big mouth bothering me with this technology and me responding after many years of your unwanted, ugly, sleazy, stupid, negative input forced upon me wuth your nasty sleazy stupid mentalities get thee to nunneries you whores. I was dancing to this while you were in your Studio 54 snorting cocaine like the brain-dead pigs that you are (rotten to the core of your cerebral cortex from all those drugs you snorted and all the hate you imbibe and creae). So, I want to dance and get you off me--can anyone out there please assist me in this quest to just enjoy life and get parasites off me? Will this change after November 3rd into actually no financial support for this sick crap going on and on and on with full funding from the governments of the world with crap forcing their ugliness on me day and night?

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I first heard this song in London--went to a "Jungle Party" right at a houseboat on the Thames---flourescent lights, glowing paint in some weird boat party indoors felt underground--people wearing glitter glow paint body painted gyrating and the smell was so sweet like sweat perfume in this haute but hot environment.

So much more fun than you terrorists reading/hacking into this.

Why, why must I be forced to be around you masses of moronic boring hate and ugliness forced upon me? Where are all the fun and hip, cool and groovy people?

what happened to them all? Oh, I'm paralyzed and have been for over 10 years and longer just stuck not being able to function and go out at night--but geegads, you fuckers are boring and nasty and sick and stupid as hell.


I's a luv this video and this song--


want to just party and dance and live in blissfull peace with cool, fun and happy peeps and my cats and dog and whatever is joyously living this precious life around me, surrounding me with positivity and not your stupd terror operations that you love and enjoy because you got no heart no soul nothing but ugluiness and so BORING 


can't wait until I can finally MOVE to the GROOVE and get these GOONS off me (meaning the entire terror operation, from the poseurs who have co-opted all the formely cool and hip fun scenese (i.e. First Avenue appears like a soda pop yuppie hang out place in recent videos I have seen (could have only been the Revolution revival videos--but that place was a real underground scene back in the day when Prince was just getting unternationally recognized. Now there's a friggin' Hard Rock cafe across the street--like a pollution zone of popularized corporate sell-out culture stole the once cool scene--and that is all you attacking me are doing and all I see of you (doing to me, in some form--not saying i am the epitome of underground but still, this is the essence)


and I can't stand you go away finally someone get this horrid group off me!!


I just want to be around people who are fun and enjoy living and not tyrannical terrorizing of people they can't stand to see have anything but their ugliness so they can feel uplifted and better about how nasty they really are when they aren't posturing and stealing everythign possible.


I get out of your ugly zone when I hear this music. I wonder if any of the original people or spirit still exist on this planet since I am continuously surrounded by creeps I consider less than desireable and this is a continuous stench that makes my home, body and environment stinking and nasty--including my body and it's just me writing about thus for years and the rotten crap doing this to me reading this and all gloating and smug about it.


You f-ers are so uncool and so boring and so ugly ....


I want to be around FUN HAPPY PEOPLE FINALLY



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Gavin newsom has had my ssi disability benefits completely closed and off---they were "suspended" and now they are "discontinued" and this happened in the last 2 months after his endless assaults on me. Because I am fighting to get the next abuser potential murdering hater off me (the end result is being mutilated after rape and abuse leading to death, it has been ongoing for years I am fighting to heal every day) he exacerbated the inability to heal with 16 hours of abuse and torture per day, I could not function nor get anything done and I am still being tortured with him glaring in hate as I scream out my hate for this person who has hit abused sent euro men to rape and beat me as his proxies---has had me abused so badly my body has broken down and I have been threatened endlessly that they will destroy me have my money cut off and kill me for not allowing him to abuse sexually exploit and threaten abuse insult and just "take it" as a "slave" using brain implants, a universal torture and murder system aka "gang stalking" which is just death squads using every person who wants to get a kill thrill open public hunting license to inflict sadism and torture upon another person; usually paid in full with free everything and endless promotions for all involved. They all glob onto abusing me forever to continue to get the endless free deals by just inflicting rage and hate and racism and sexism and violence on me--a target. The benefits as of August were still in "suspended" status but now "discontinued" which means he had them in California block all benefits for having fought against rape and torture for daily hours of abuse. He was slapping hitting abusing sticking his penis out at me insulting threatening and having my home made filthy and stinking then demanding that I clean it up as he watched with my body and nervous system under a kind of puppetry manipulation, I would clean and drop on my bed in sickness from the exertion from the poisons HE PROFITED OFF HAVING POURED INTO MY BODY ALL THESE YEARS UNDER PELOSI with their endless profit off this system through whorewood, which he sits in total solidarity with after years of them stealing my ideas. He is now stealing ideas about equality and fighting injustice from me so he can blurt them out with huge practiced smiles but since he abused me so badly and after 6 hours of abuse every day I am screaming in torture rage after non-stop truth serum drugging and abuse every day and night screaming how much I detest him by now. Thusly he and they all in California have had my disability totally cut off and they are forcing me into homelessness due to this chicanery. I was forced to leave the country my family was making sure I was being KILLED by poisoning and have not stopped having me poisoned raped and tortured hoping to capitalize on the final death of this contract and are now engaged in abusing me with the whorewood team, with newsom there every day sitting in the background glaring with murderous rage at me for saying no to his exploitation of me, with my consent. Will someone please stop this endless murder of me after years of them putting trump into power and putting this disaster for the country, the economy so they don't have to pay taxes and so newsom can become the republican candidate who will pardon them all for their current crimes, continue white male rape culture which is fine and dandy for the black and jewish out there participating eagerly in this as they say it's only happening to me and "not me" they say with smug delight about themselves. This is the standard response, however the system is being currently expanded by the Neuralink company and people WILL be raping teleporting and murdering others bringing society into a degenerated and horrific state of anarchy with all murder being exonerated because no one will be able to prove it. That is just one example, but I had to leave to save my life and get health care since my family refused to help me while I was in grad school, living off student loans I asked my brother to help me find a place to live as he and my other brother are both heavily involved in real estate, they just hung up on me laughed and with absolute hate refused to help me in any way. forced to live on far below the poverty level back years ago now it is impossible for me to survive and heal. They orchestrated this destruction of my disability so they can have their children and themselves get instant promotion into h-wood through the A$$-list whorewood group which have gone to oscars for over a decade using ideas they have stolen from my writing as they made me paralyzed with hardening poisons and kept poisoning me while I begged for YEARS online to get anybody to stop this as they were murdering me and they still are killing me daily with 16 hours of abuse per day.

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