Friday, August 21, 2020

Ah, but voila! THe music of this solo vocalist something so infinitely more interesting and impacting--feel swaying but strong listening to this not sex toy doll music but still sexy, sweet and lurid but tasteful.

A little bit "naughty" but whispering sex pot tone is acceptable when interesting backups and complex orchestral arrangements make up for the orgy chauvie style.

I only discovered this because of the YouTube "autoplay" function, as this came after the male of the previous post, whose last name is almost the same spelling but with a vowel difference. This is one of those serendipitous moments when I can sigh and say, "Ah, I do like French music after all" and so glad of this finding that was pure accidental but fortunate. Gives me peace of mind and a reflection on the hate this group pours on me that comes out every morning, like a rancid exfoliation of hate that is poured into my sleep and smeared on my skin (drugged through skin patches while I sleep, my body injured as I wake up and can't look at my body in sunlight any longer because of the broken toe that is hideous, skin disgusting my body drooping from poisoning and inert sickness and hate poured on me all night and day. Oh all the grey hairs now, that should not be there. Watching my body degenerate and sag and slowly die from the stress releasing hormones and induced hate and nothing fun or happy around me except what I attempt to create. The torture and hate remains around me as it has for over a decade non-stop with all destroyed around me by haters who are lounging at orgies and parties and laughing and being handed more slaves to clean their filth for them. 

I understand the bitterness of people who make rash speeches about racism and sexism and hate crimes---I understand the rage now. I understand the languid and peaceful expressions of expected entitlement of the people who create these destroyed groups so they can lounge around in yachts while they order their miserable minions to attack people like me. 

I do not understand how or why, although I do know "why" --but, no one will ever come to my defense so I am not sitting here under non-stop torture for years like this as famous people watch on. Oh yes, of course, it's because I have been teleported to them nightly and have seen how awful they are--awful. Hideously rotten. Corrupt. Unworthy of their power and status and as Communists would say, a revolution against the pigs is in order but....it won't happen until the trigger is established where no real change will ever take place except a few token people destroyed for a new group of haters to replace the old ones. Meanwhile, I still can't understand how people are so obedient as to wait for this explosion to occur where they can finally burn in the streets and loot and riot while those who oppress them wait for the opportune time to protest alongside their victims so they can not get targeted by the enraged masses. Instead, I remain as a focus of the rage of the oppressed who get promoted for helping their beloved "masters" to retain the system of oppression.

But...I am glad I have this laptop and can access this music and so...here goes, good French music not probably an orgy album for a porn movie---


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Once more, old boy gavin scum not new california governor with rapist sleaze grease arnold shitnigger--two rapist nazi bigots---the tears are being forced out of my eyes again this is new-old scum's endless torture plus stinking sprays on my clothing, I clean slightly soiled clothing hang dry at night, in the morning the clothing STINKS of rancid odors---must clean again, and then plants killed---and rotten shitnigger spending every moment he possibly can with his rancid ugly hate-ful filled hormone-imploded disgusting body filled with hate and violence--inflictring it on me for his rancid career and his kennedy family spawn nepo-shit who can't compete are told they don't have to--automatic lead roles for inept meaningless shithole scum from greasy dirty nazi parents--they brought my brother along just as old boy gavin scum not new has brought black and brown plantation supplicants whose rotten "comedy" videos had been hacked onto my channel---the nasty grease stain that is my "brother" who I have not contacted, seen since around 2000--the level of apathetic disgust is now revoluting sickness at this endlessly dirty filth parasite who has spent his nasty dirty life just handing me over to be mutilated paralyzed raped and poisoned to death and he has obtained a mansion on a hill overlooking the pacific. Nothing I say about how nazi these two sick scum crap so-called "men" are makes any difference he and my famliy only expect an entire lifetime of putting nazis in power so they can obtain mansions and have me killed--their intention there is no secret about it any longer---they brought that slime dirty ugly sick grease stain as every day there's another slime dirty ugly grease stain filth crap coming to abuse me---they rush at me I am so drugged while sleeping I wake up in a daze from drugging--and I wrote about it once moe today to try to get anybody claiming that they are "fighting trump" to ACTUALLY DO IT AS THIS CONTRACT ENSURES THAT ROTTEN FUCK WILL REMAIN IN POWER AS WILL HIS FILTH FAMILY AND dirty disgusting new -old scum gavin has not yet been identified as the shit sick fuck that he truly is--not yet, and thusly, "everybody" is in a comfortable position of apathy they are "fighting" but actually only doing what is most safe from behind a platform and speaking and perhaps, at most, filing some petitions or court cases. I remain being poisoned and drugged so badly I react to the sick shit these ugly filth creeps do every day. One sleazy english fuck with dirty ugly tom hardy, who just spent 2 hours threatening my life after writing how ugly and rotten and disgusting he is and his filthy cow wife--together th eyelling ugly dirty filth remain as the abuser nazis protecting the wealthy english white trash filth pigs who rush to get more leverage into america--abusing me without end. I watched a clip of i.claudius last week or two weeks ago, the team of the principle actors rushed to abuse and assault me always ugly filth stupid shitnigger is there to suck out everything his ugly greedy pig self can suck out of everything--because he is so loathsome you all love that rancid bottomless pit of selfish piggery and ugly thuggery his huge disgusting body and his pompous nazi template he has sold to america you all buy it up like stupid lemmings. Thusly, no one will fight for me still because no one is fighting trump no one. Not anyone in power otherwise the "people" just want me to be abused and for prices to go down once more. It is revolting, I warned all of you long before the fake shit on all the tubes proclaimed that trump is not good for the country--I was saying it LONG before anybody else was (or there were some perhaps but I am referring to the shit who assault me and have done so for years-the msnbc shit crap anchors who yelled scremed and got promotions and abused and abused me they then began to denounce rump once it was nice and "safe" after getting their nazi promotion for me having written about how sick and dirty trump is and what will happen about nazi death squads and the rise of the 4th Reich they rushed to assault me waves of progressives and now elizabeth warren is open about it--hackeem jeffries et al. Now they are all saying all these anti-trump statements but STILL DOING NOTHING they won't even contemplate an impeachment they are so "concerned about the american people" trying to "drive prices down" now (while they all rake in the off-shore investments for going along with "the plan") my rancid brother has gone along with the plan all his filthy disgusting life and has had me nearly killed repeatedly with intention to see me horribly killed and has profited off it--all his filthy life. That is the kind of stupid shit who are the plantation supporters of old scumboy gavin--so disgusting none of you can believe it or you know already and are glad as you were glad about trump. So I must try to not react any longer there are no real fighters of this fascist system, none who will go out of their comfort zone. So many have obtained huge amounts of money for having watched me get raped and beaten with these stupid and slime shit celebrities stealing my ideas all are comfortably in their lux living spaces even if they got fired from the msnbc nazi fake opposition roles (they have dyed their hair blonde though hoping to get re-hired once the demo-rat nazis get into power).

  Old boy gavin has ensured my ssi disability remains in limbo--for almost one year. In florida trump had the field office send me, for Apri...