Friday, August 21, 2020

Ah, but voila! THe music of this solo vocalist something so infinitely more interesting and impacting--feel swaying but strong listening to this not sex toy doll music but still sexy, sweet and lurid but tasteful.

A little bit "naughty" but whispering sex pot tone is acceptable when interesting backups and complex orchestral arrangements make up for the orgy chauvie style.

I only discovered this because of the YouTube "autoplay" function, as this came after the male of the previous post, whose last name is almost the same spelling but with a vowel difference. This is one of those serendipitous moments when I can sigh and say, "Ah, I do like French music after all" and so glad of this finding that was pure accidental but fortunate. Gives me peace of mind and a reflection on the hate this group pours on me that comes out every morning, like a rancid exfoliation of hate that is poured into my sleep and smeared on my skin (drugged through skin patches while I sleep, my body injured as I wake up and can't look at my body in sunlight any longer because of the broken toe that is hideous, skin disgusting my body drooping from poisoning and inert sickness and hate poured on me all night and day. Oh all the grey hairs now, that should not be there. Watching my body degenerate and sag and slowly die from the stress releasing hormones and induced hate and nothing fun or happy around me except what I attempt to create. The torture and hate remains around me as it has for over a decade non-stop with all destroyed around me by haters who are lounging at orgies and parties and laughing and being handed more slaves to clean their filth for them. 

I understand the bitterness of people who make rash speeches about racism and sexism and hate crimes---I understand the rage now. I understand the languid and peaceful expressions of expected entitlement of the people who create these destroyed groups so they can lounge around in yachts while they order their miserable minions to attack people like me. 

I do not understand how or why, although I do know "why" --but, no one will ever come to my defense so I am not sitting here under non-stop torture for years like this as famous people watch on. Oh yes, of course, it's because I have been teleported to them nightly and have seen how awful they are--awful. Hideously rotten. Corrupt. Unworthy of their power and status and as Communists would say, a revolution against the pigs is in order but....it won't happen until the trigger is established where no real change will ever take place except a few token people destroyed for a new group of haters to replace the old ones. Meanwhile, I still can't understand how people are so obedient as to wait for this explosion to occur where they can finally burn in the streets and loot and riot while those who oppress them wait for the opportune time to protest alongside their victims so they can not get targeted by the enraged masses. Instead, I remain as a focus of the rage of the oppressed who get promoted for helping their beloved "masters" to retain the system of oppression.

But...I am glad I have this laptop and can access this music and so...here goes, good French music not probably an orgy album for a porn movie---


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Mutilated in deep sleep once more via mechanical arms manipulating the rubber bands, the wrist bands secured as tightly as possible, blood flow constricted as much as my wrists, which are thin, frail and my arms sagging due to piosoning and muscle deterioration from 20 years of being bed-ridden, in pain shitting poison out which they kept pouring and raping into my body as deeply as possible and torturing and severing parts of my body out for saying no to being raped with poison pumped via rape while teleported, unconscious but reacting like I was in "deep love" to shit filth scumbag creeps you all glorify who can get "any women" out of Los Angeles or anybody around the world--ostensibly I mean as celebrities especially german nazi apes and the blonde americans like pig pitt who both I never considered "good looking" even just "attractive" due to the beautification process which celebrities are handed to sell their product---and saying no to being raped and poisoned to death they have severed out my uterus, had my cat abducted to dirty pig pitt and shit ape depp and his filthy daughter can partner with non-stop nazi endorsing steven king but filthy dirty arnold ugly shit-trash filth ni88ger nazi scum who is never, ever stopping because he is the most unabashed nazi violent and murderous organizer of non-stop blacks, jews and white nazi filth and brings in Germans to make nazi concentration camp murder threats at me while spielberg this endlessly slopikng downwards into just a tragedy of incompetence to "represent" anything regarding the holocaust and yet he's been the sole on prescribed to have done so, by Nazi central which ugly filthy arnold is a foremost representative of, even perhaps officially recognized within this circle as the go-between the Swiss Nazi bank accounts which sponsor this nazi takeover of the united States. Accosted at 2:30 a.m after they used mechaincal arms to slither these pliable arms under the compression socks, through the opera gloves up to my bicepts, all thin and the skin sagging underneath from all muscle deterioration not just from stress and poisoning and my body shitting and ripping poison out daily which has latched literally into every bit of skin tissue organs and intestines and hips spine skull feet arms fingers it's tendrils reach everywhere---leaving loose skin, flatulent muscles hanging down and of course, the poison remains as I struggle to heal while they torture me because they are flailing in their careers or had been to a large degree. Dirty ugly stupid sick arnold a filthy crap endless repetition of so many german scumbag men who I have heard the same tone of voice, which is stratified their culture is so homogeneous the clear distinction of somatype and vocal distinguishing level or tier of their stratified society which of course he has engineered from his former accent to sound more affluent than he had formerly been in his nazi austrian background so I can assemble the various artifices but still understand his basic makeup which is pure small-minded ignorant violent nazi brutality with so many pretenses at not being nazi but yet recognized as such in this seeming contradiction but Americans love these contradictions and keep putting such types into power. Either way, they slashed into another finger cuticle which bubbled up in red welt all fingers have huge red welts, black or scarred dead nails and completely severed cuticles to the bone, calloused and infected but I pour many healing things on them multipple times per day. Every night they slash into my hands so it's never-ending dismemberment it is literally cutting my fingertips off slowly in this method.

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