Friday, August 21, 2020

Love this sonnet. "Love is not love which alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove." (Shakes baby shake).

 

 

I interpret this sonnet in a different way than probably it is intended  by Shakes baby.

Not the procreation pitch as the first ten sonnets do impose upon the standard of the listener--an entreaty to someone to procreate and thus, with imploring compliments about "her" profound beauty, will beseech the listener to have a go at motherhood to recreate a brood of her beautiful bounty in future generations. Compliments and implied procreative requests and ponderings on the waste of not bearing children.

 

As I recall, Shakespeare did leave his wife, who bore him children in the end, with his wedding bed or something like that after he abandoned her and the kids to have flings with others--so the gossip goes. Flattery does lead to leechery but oh, how the words are so sweet and smooth on the tongue and on the listeners gilded presumptions of glorified spawning for inheritance's bounty. Life expectancy was far shorter than nowadays and spawning a host of kiddies was the in-thing back when lots of children were required for all kinds of household necessities. 

 Very glad for modernity and that women can perhaps have other avenues of empowerment other than being forced to abandon their bounteous beauty for the bearing of children--sometimes to forfeit life itself in the premature death of the body through childbirth.

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 a "post-feminist" interpretation of Shakes baby and his longing for immortality. His obsession was in his work, no doubt as his progenitor heritage.

 

On the other hand, as I am not doing any research on when these sonnets were written in relation to when Shakes was alive and living outside the reach of his first wife and that perhaps doomed relationship--perhaps he was trying his hand at other progenitors perhaps he was trying to sow his seeds to the fullest due to his theatrical lifestyle? Too lazy to look it all up, when the sonnet was written in relation to Shake's age or where or how he was living at the time.

Women without children, what good are they anyway? Their purpose purportedly was and is to have children, what else could they do? Could they act on stage? No, that was restricted to men playing the roles of women, at this Elizabethan era in old England. 

 

Frailty, thy name is Woman. You must therefore spawn babies or you are nothing. Nada. Nichts.

 this song by Einsturzende Neubauten, translated into English, has a far different interpretation at least in the words Ich Bin than what the translater transcribes. Ich Bin=I AM as in Ich Bin Ein Berliner (so said Jack Kennedy at the Berlin Wall, a famous speech. He did not say "It's ME! Berlin Wall".

 

Okay, I consider this a bad translation but take it in whatever context, because I cannot find another translation and I am very lazy due to the time spent on fighting hacking blocks so here is the bad translation which does not fit into the poetic context whatsoever--- maybe the rest is a good translation but I doubt it. This is one of the huge problems with translations and the difference between what the author really intended in the original text. Many arguments have been held over the authentic Greek and Latin of the Biblical texts in their original languages versus the interpretations that have been cannonized into the many various sects of religious programming via these texts. Just one example. Other tragedies of mis-interpretated translations abound and are a shame for the audience who is limited to understand the real context or meaning. So much alteration can thusly be introduced into otherwise more radical ideas.

 

Ich Bins--I am....although the lyrics in German do say "ich bin's" which is what you would say casually when someone asks, who is there? It's me! Ich bin's. But....the question remains unasked. The sense is of one person talking to him/herself. The glowing ember of solitary self-sufficiency is a comfort in times of cold blasts of unwelcomed chilling air if a stranger should knock on the door and tempt fate into bringing into another person in the void of the solitary but empty life filled with secure nothingness. If having a child, or bearing a child is supposed to bring the only meaning to enduring the cyclical inheritance of the beauty of the flesh, then the conquering worm as the inheritor has at least teeth that are understandable, in this post-romantic modern world perhaps the burning core of the self enveloping in it's own meaning would be the life-bud of the rose that can blossom if only left to not be burnt out by the cries of burdening male domineering wanting babies in endless diaper existences and hen left with only the 2nd best bed in the will, as the testament to a marriage that bore children but no inheritance except for a dusty piece of empty furniture, cold as death.


It's me, I AM, but what are you in this void wanting spawn from me?

 

  

Questioning, why should I have a baby? Zum kotzen!!!

 

Good old Nina Hagen who had a son and loved him. !!! Where was the father? A feminist appraisal of baby-making and the strength of women. She may have been burned as a witch in Shakespeare's time--or in this time as well! To be put down into a well of domestic domesticated drudgery and clean and cook for a man who, traditionally, could do whatever the funk he wanted. Shakes baby certainly went out for his career after having his seductive way with his wife. She was left in Strattford while Shakes baby wrote sonnets to his other lovers! Great deal for him, great deal for human kind. Bad scheissse for women and woman kind. Shake's plays are often containing women as victims, under the thumb of the rule of men's law, etc etc. Fit mostly to spawn and obey and die afterwards. Great love sonnets engraved on their tombs, after they played their spawning roles upon the stage that men set for them as minor roles and players.


 Ich bin das letztes Biest im Himmel--I am the last beast in heaven. After ME there is no YOU to devour a child of the spawn of a Hell's Angel reborn into YOUR void of which you spawn cosmic nihilism. Rape in order to procure a cure to your ennui, a baby out of the wedlock of Love will exist in a vacuum so black it's hole will never achieve a holy roller ride. Otherwise, the matron the mother and the trinity of the rebirth of the female as a human being will be perhaps the reincarnation of human beings once your paradigm has reached it's unholy prime. See video below for reference to these symbols and visual clues. Otherwise, your demand for a baby just gives me the blues. The universe is a spectrum of the light of Love, and you bring it all down to a slaughtered Dove.




 

 

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My murder which is being ignored, not taken as a serious threat to anyone or anything, is in the serious realm of an absolute murder epoch of hate aimed at women in the current era, regardless of any superficial political affiliation but especially when used in a media pontification of supposed "joking" in context of criticizing the "opposition" which in the case of secular talk kyle kulinski and his wife are not any opposition whatsoever (and they want me to write this, they know my daily routine of writing about everything every body rushing to abuse me so badly that i write about them just to get the murder stress out of my body if anything to try to document what no one has even cared about and it has brought on the rise of ICE, detention concentration camps, gestapo tactics, the rise of trump, and I have documented how my contract has brought all this on; it remains top priority for protection and advancement for one-and-all interconnected to this torture regime and as I have been writing for years, the "Liberal" Progressives are almost on parity with fascist white nazi "supremacy" hate genocidal antisemitism. One word they all share in unison: the b-word.//After the video of jonathan ross in his shooting into the face of renee good 3 times at point blank range and his summation for the murder "fucking bitch": the word bitch at this point in history is now synonymous with murder it is a violation of a person's civil rights and a death threat and should be considered a violation of free speech as it implies great harm and murder.//When a decent president comes into power: the use of the word "bitch" rendered towards either male or female MUST be put in law as a "hate crime" and rendered illegal, punishable for violating civil rights of another human being. The term is so ubiquitously used by this hate rape team of mostly blonde-ish males with their succulent-bisexualized-sucking down looking up nazi women who are determined to put me in their former position, which the 4th Reich is trying to evolve from them being the doormat to me being just endlessly tortured forced with penises in my mouth the pig ape slapping my face and calling me bitch as shitalina the me too skank has stolen my concepts about women's rights for over 15 years to furnish her image, projected by English Crown women determined that the colony of the United States will provide sufficient fodder for their men to break, rape and likewise stick their penises in the mouths of women, children, and boys and men calling them bitch or some derogatory replacement for that term, belittling dehumanizing but mostly castrating any male or female of their sexual innate potential and sense of selfhood--the point it's terrorism at it's most visceral and a common theme of pornography, the most relished act men desire with subordination as the main socio-political theme. The term bitch is used so endlessly against me while the billions of dollars earned for the theft of the feminist barbie concept, the malificent concept, the handmaiden's tale concept, the blonde (movie) concept, the Babylon concept in general, and more all headed to the Oscars with blonde nazi americans and euro-based initiators of extreme genocidal albeit disguised hate, genocidal violence reframed into sexual orgiastic rape covert promotional context, all adopting this term laughing the women just scream out "loser" to replace the bitch term. The term after having been issued by the murderer of the Minneapolis "lesbian", Jonathon Ross hissed in hate but self-entitlement bolstered by the rise of the nazi and hate leagues to which the celebrities endlessly calling me "bitch" for resisting their nazi racist rape cartel of dismemberment disfigurement theft of my ideas surrounding empowerment of women under sexist and racist attack--for themselvse--their statements are always "it's only for me, not for you." or shortened to simply" It's not for you" whifch was uttered today after I posted something on facebook about how Jesus never stated that women should be killed they should not be "suffered to live" if they are deemed witches, etc. I was yelled "bitch" repeatedly by Kyle Kulinski and his blonde partner K. bell who both teleported me at the beginning of the trump travail last year. I literally, as usual physically fought to get them to shut up their insults and my drugging and just exhaustion from spending years calmly delineating why their actions are unethical illegal immoral sick a plague upon the country, etc etc (as they scoop up my phrases to use them for the next nazi female empowerment "feminist" crusade in whorewood movie blockbuster English-crown-created movie franchise--me getting less than nothing as the words and concepts are literally verbatim stolen repeatedly---but tortured slowly being killed in an horrific manner slowly being ripped apart dying from abuse--and poisoning as I am in my most vulnerable healing state their attacks are so vicious that it's another form of murder. I wrote yesterday that Kulinski and Bell had attacked me last year and although I watched his show secular talk very often, because he is succinct and humorous and as a 4th Reich minion following orders but being controlled opposition---he has the pipeline of information that somehow is endlessly not included in the mainstream news sources I peer into daily to get a sense of the overall picture--the fine details are left for subscribers to dig and almost excavate for in news sources and due to incessant drugging which renders me literally so ill every morning so these cretins can just teleport, torture abuse and get me to react thusly they obtain more ideas outside of their "follow the plan" structure of compliance. I was in a perturbed state all I could do after he told me to suck his dick making crude and nasty comments--and his "reason" was because I wrote yesterday in a post that while I watch his videos I know that he and his partner's attack upon me last year was not a "sort of fascist racist" reaction (I am not quoting his or my words just putting the terms in quotes but...a rephrasing I am still under mind control and torture it is never-ending--I can never ever write clearly in this spot, at this laptop, under these conditions. But after all that I rushed at him with fury my emotional balance once more pushed over the "edge" as noem watched her lips pursing in what I only can ascertain as sadistic feeding sort of sucking in the flavor of torture and abuse--they call me bitch endlessly after I refuse their sex demands and react without being able to control my reactions, as my responses are all literally in my mind I am to an outsider completely silent perhaps my lips move but I am "speaking" only in an artificial telepathic mode--unable to stop the instant brain-thought-chain of reaction most of which is forced out of my fraught brain by drugs, torture, abuse without end, my body struggling to survive deadly toxic shock detoxification ongoing for over 20 years and longer with non-stop recurrent daily poisoning and non-stop drugging to this moment I am never drug-free from a fresh, daily dose inserted into my bladder at night while sleeping or rendered in some other fashion (skin patch? through my food which is poisoned before I even bring it home by the stores and the chain of command structure). After going through the neanderthal reaction of hate and rage, which is constructed by the alteration of my brain waves by their mind control tech interface with the barrier-breakage drugging/poisoning--I could not think clearly as I called kulinski a bitch bitch bitcvh trying to slam my foot into his crotch kicking and screaming hitting him--not going at bell but I think I did that as well. It is a daily occurrence and they are playing a game of pretending to "fall" just to give me the appearance that I am actually harming them. My body is so frail fro the stress my body composition has been literally eaten away by them as they feed off draining me of all energy light love and happy, positive energy they go on and on until I react and then I begin to scream about how unjust, how sick, how sexist (and then they perk up their ears and begin to record so their "feminist" nazi women can produce more award-winning movie plots enforcing a victim-narrative of the woman victim fighting a rapist and sexist racist perpetrator and then battling him (always a him sometimes a she but usually never) and then.. overcoming through a macho rendition of women turning into "warriors" using sex and violence and martial arts skills. It is a tiresome framework and a life-draining daily exercise in futility but they feed off it; noem is really energized by it turned on and thusly it happened yet again today. I finally got to the point of explaining to kulinski and bell, the seeming intellectual rendering of "liberal" and progressive thought and tied to Congress from Bell's former stint working as a commenator for the hill with her videos with her "brown male" meekly injecting a few comments in the few moments she did not dominate over the entire spectrum of conversation, only for him to agree with her but using a milder aproach. The dynamics of racist control so evident but just making this point--I already knew, but Kulinski is much faster in pace and narrative his quips calling men and women "bitches' if they are in the maga movement is gratifying, this I must admit. The indoctrination into the most violent aspect of sexism which is underway has transformed me t hrough non-stop thought monitoring by a group of racist rape violent euro-nazi men (and then their women) into even THINKING of anything remotely anti-"bitch" narrative has been met by the subliminal violence threat by Steven Miller when I "thought" that the Snow White recent rendition by Disney made the Queen (at beginning of the film, the Renee Ziegler snow white daughter of the queen, that white woman who was killed off almost instantly but she made not a peep, not a boo, and was a smiling gentle companion to the blondish father figure--who spoke had a personality the "good" queen was silent obedient at his side playing happy mommy without making any noise--then killed off. I thought to myself and thought to miller that "she never said a single word and has been silenced as this part of her expected role" and his instant response was to hit me--but he did not do it in actuality he accomplished this later by instructing noem on how to manipulate and torture me more effectively after having me under surveillance for a few days and nights and then her modus operandi became much more violent (what I wrote yesterday about her and her sleep deprivation--something I'm sure they are expert at in torture prisons which are hidden and protected in their administrative "duties' around the world). But, the silencing of even thought to question the roles of women and only for blonde white nazi women and a few scattered black women and in terms of disney, two jewish women somehow made it past the filtering of "freedom only applies to nazi women" made lead roles in snow white, degraded with hate by ben shapiro instantly for them both not being "white" and thusly the movie a sick woke joke. However, the bitch narrative is truly a death warrant excuse by now and the killing of renee good and the hate commentary by the Ross officer should be considered as a corollary to the use of "bitch" and a murder suggestion. AT this point, the term bitch is being used against me for defending myself while the women who have stolen my ideas are just thrilled and smiling and laughing about this-the german who had me raped beaten and my spine fractured for having defended myself against his gang rape friend jorg while I lived in stuttgart region, and his break down after a fight with me (he and I both were being under mind control tech attack simultaneously not just merely "me" jorg also spent his every weekend going drinking and to parties or orgies not sure, his promotion for having brought me to germany to experiment in mk ultra mind control sex trafficking rape merited him and his family a new apartment (cheap by modern standards of compensation but they were working class "poor" so to them it was a miracle offering gift) but---the term is really a new modern replacement for witch killing and a death warrant. none of the sick dirty women who have spent 15 years stealing my ideas out of torture having my body mutilateed poisoned and destroyed made old fractured are called anything but glorious beautiful by the white men--their husbands who they left after claiming they were abused by them are now snuggled together all mutually screaming bitch at me for having fought off their collective rage and hate against women; now turned against me continuously literally every single moment of eveyr day another hate white nazi male is yelling bitch trying to have me killed poisoning drugging spending hours while I am in the shower to extract ideas to make for their upcoming movies they hope will generate, as it has done with the whroewood ensemble, an oscar golden globes festival awards and more millions and fame for my ideas, all which they wil take credit for as they scream endlessly bitch at me. They use truth serum tech and drugging to get me to react honestly so I can't crimp my thoughts which come out instantly in my brain never spoken aloud--so I have no filter mechanism which most people normally have at least to some degree. They blame me for my thoughts hit smack punch rape stick their peniss in my mouth while the "feminist" women watch delighted. Bell was glowing with smiles while noem sat her lips once more swelling with sadistic feeding motions also smug as usual and waiting to see if I will "agree" to the belittling of them rather than the real-life murder she and the whorewood group have been forcing on me every moment of my life while shitting sneezing coughing this poison out and being constipated with it hard and latched onto my spine, hips, into my skull up my spine down my hips and legs into my fingers into my skull and brain---while they just dig at me to kill me but I must literally fight as if I am in a torture binding chair being beaten to death but still appearing without any tethers anywhere near me--in total silence endlessly moving around to try to not sit still exhausted collapsing on my bed fighting in my mind to get them to shut up after the 3 hour mark of endless abuse, insults and etdc. Kulinski and bell offered me to be their "slave" a term they did not use but to go with them and somehow "live" some way "with" them or--they offered their basement as a slave quarters serving them in bed etc and being the "help" and isn't it so much "better" than the torture to death of the people sitting in the chairs--the english the noem the endless array from years of torture. Isn't this better, they ask because they did not inflict death skits, rape or homeless skits while I was in deep sleep as the norm every day deep sleep pattern is to drive me into death insanity break down old age, etc. AFer his "bitch suck my dick bitch" endless refrain I began kicking him if possible in the groin hitting him punching him and bell they reacted like they had been hit but I believe they are all acting I am so weak but they want me to fly into a hate rage this is the daily quota and they want me to believe that I am stronger than I actually am. I told kulinski that they were using the term bitch at me because for years I tried to not react in any angry way, I was so unprepared for how murderously racist and stupidly sexist they are--the separation of rights for nazi women dividing me from them is entailing a stupid sexist violence compared to near worship of their women; while if no victim exists, they then rape and beat these women because they must have someone to subordinate in order to retain their privilege state of violence. I told kulinski that because I am and have been speaking with calm intelligent assessment the extreme violence has become a daily quota ritual to get me to become like a primitive flying enraged dying old aged woman being beaten and broken raped and abused to death so these white nazi men and their black jewish-hating-trained miniions can collectively have their ritualistic rape and plunder victim available for when the larger action takes place (actual genocide, that is the plan): finally they stopped the attack when I began to have the ability to sit down at the computer, which is what "they " want, then collecting what my normal mental capacity is or should be, I began to pursue the thoughts relating to what Jesus said about women practicing magic as compared to the Mike Johnson, gavin newsom edict that as an evil bitch I deserve what I get (for reading tarot and for having worked at the lusty lady, which was an adult entertaiment venue in san francisco which was completely behind glass and in which women owned and ran the establishment and any man insulting women were kicked out instantly and upon the worker's discretion, not with permission from management. This rare and unionized entity was eviscerated by The Man in the form of Forbes and closed and never replaced although some similar venues and unionized women's collectives using adult entertaiment have arisen---the trend had to be quelled. The reason I worked there was because my family a million percent into profiting off my sale as an mk ultra sex trafficking victim to be poisoned and abused to death while they flourish with deals, their partners rushing to join in with callous disregard and outright antisemitic genocidal hate which my family ignores completely only thrilled to have security from within the 4th Reich---and the "Jewish" community goes along for similar reasons but my entire "family" structure participates eagerly into this they are wealthy as a result---but they created a severe spinal injury, while I was unconscious but in the guise of a "freak accident" and then the spine fractured the same night while in deep sleep via the microchip implant system they and the medical establishment forced into my spine along with consolidating poisons hardening the microchips into cemented electrical line-up along my spine, into my brain, into my throat there is one as wel so people like noem can force tears out of my eyes continuously as they are doing every day for hours, and for years my eyesight is severely damaged my skin ruined on my face etc) but they forced the stabilizing metal rod to be loose with a hook mechanism that the surgeon had placed, like a trick hook spring and I spent 2 years struggling to get health care while my family tried literally to have me imprisoned on a false charge--so I had to run for my life, and to the embrace of post Berlin Wall fall--germany in 1991 as I saw the end of the WWII effort to quell nazism with the resultant rise of nazism and now the people I knew back in the day are outfight nazi violent hate and one of them sits next to noem every single day; I know he is a very opportunistic person just as she is and their mergine is for both a quid pro quo operation plus sexual content as well so it seems as he is very gender fluid dynamic in that arena of persuasion to get more on his "side" and nothing like a boy toy appearing "punk" antifa lying abuser nazi which the fake humanitarian nazis of not woke whorewood gravitate towards more than a money-generating german nazi white boy man offering them everything for increasing nazi programming from within the united states and in return they get whatevrer in germany france etc. But to continue as hacking is making typing nearly impossible: this little horrid encounter today with the kulinski-bell hate team and me trying to respond without going into a flying rage--but my brain is always in shambles after being drugged while sleeping with poisons and drugs that render the body and brain so limp, penetrable and influenced and then alone, no support no love no friends no family no law no government only abuse, death threats from politicians ensuring that i have zero rights on any level and that they agree not just wholly but with violent relish my total destruction no human rights all constitution scrapped as they get more and more clout more monopoly on power in return handed to them by nazi central in the form of an "antifa" german punk--but before him was a white german male actor out of hamburg, and before that was another german male punching me in the face raping me sticking his penis in my mouth me reacting like I was deeply in love-smothereed with sickening poisons so it was still murder but the brain nervous system attacks and the crowds of the loveless celebrities the "femnist" women in particular who have stolen my ideas for years and years about women's empowerment watching smiling laughing and cheering this rape on and on and on--one hater after the next always out of europe

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