Wednesday, August 5, 2020

Very drugged up yesterday while writing the posts which will be stolen, as concepts by the pig apes the terrorists who are being paid in millions to attack me (and all hidden behind security of Government covert operations) and your silence and obedience to this destructive group which is destroying the United States.

..Or, helping to destroy the country. My country, not theirs. I tell this Brooklyn mafia greasebag crap group to get out of America and live in Italy, since they are bringing in Italian mafia by the boatloads and welcoming in violent Nazi fascist creep after scumbag after pig ape whore and groups and groups of them who openly state they "hate" America. (Always to me to my face, never heard them state this to the pigs out of America who are welcoming them in to infiltrate--so they can have mansions in Italy in return. An exchange due to failure and doom, but the stupid greasy ape goons have no conception of anything but dangling gold-plated shit offered to them by gold-plated mafia pieces of shit who are apes operating for gold-plated Nazis and fascists out of Europe and the former East Bloc Communist and USSR agents who have murdered MILLIONS UPON MILLIONS OF innocent targets--alternatives, liberals, people who want equality, Jews, artists--and here is the theme--artists whose ideas they stole and claimed as their own art and fashion concepts. This is the same situation handed down through three generations onto this very moment, on this very blog which reaches many but seems to affect no apparent waves of protest.

No, they are all your "friends". 

So, this morning upon waking and seeing a filthy mess the terrorist stalkers put on my floor, then seeing my hair shredded--literally they are using shredders and making my hair disgusting--I just cleaned it yesterday--it was smooth, silky--(that is from endlessly fighting to  heal from the daily damage they force on my body). Waking up to my hair shredded, greasy, smelly, the back of my head mostly "bald" from hair shorn and cut out every single day. My skin looks like it's curdled after it was glowing last night--I fight for my life every day to stop their endless destruction of my body wshich is aged, deteriorated from chemicals they smear on every day--and more and more--my purse was opened--MONEY WAS STOLEN--AROUND $30 was taken and I am forced , by this group of parasitic pig ape rats and whores and scum and whores and pig and rats to live off less than $700 a month0-0while they are making MILLIONS OFF IDEAS THEY TORTURE OUT OF ME

teleported to sick an dstupd creeps attacking, threatening with violence, stupid acts of subordination forced upon me in what are "stop and start" type skits where I am blanked out, they force a physical position upon me in accepting abuse and insults where my consciousness is stopped an;d started as I do the stuipd and nasty things they try to force in this brainwashing situatuion --

I was so drugged yesterday I "forgot" to put the padding on the cracks that the out-of-alignment cubboard doors which line the entire left side of this torture chamber--cracks where the rats operating for the pig ape whores,, the stupid sick creep mafia Nazi crap out of Whorewood and beyond into the mainstream structure of rotten and foul black, white, Jew, Latino and Asian and everything else terrorist "stalker" performs--masses and millions of these apes handed every kind of genocidal weapon by my defunct government. But...going into digressions--my body breaking down as usual this morning from chemicals, I can never wear my hair down as the balding spot from hair daily--DAILY --severed off my head, my hair stringy, completely shredded into near pieces, one tiny piece of hair that used to be a huge flowing part of my hair--now cut into one tiny little piece of shredded hair, balding in the back with my scalp showing through, I can feel the air every time I put my hair down0--I wear my hair up continuously I can never have my hair down--it's so damaged and--you get the point--always made greasy and stinking and disgusting every single day. My hair brush this morning sprayed with this rancid spray that doesn't come off with bleach or any cleaning fluid. Never. It stinks of rotten meat and something horrific. This is sprayed on my purse, they also spray some awful stink on my passport as they open my wallet and as i wrote, they stole at least $30. \whiel they are partying on the Oscars they keep being handed by the European fascist Nazi awards system--even if apparent "Jews" from America seem to be the Governors of this system, they are defunct puppets operating as facades for an insidious Nazi European-controlled environment of mafia Nazi terror operations. The same rotten actor pig ape whore rapists keep winning top award year after year after year. All of them who win and win, black, white and whatever, have attacked me or vicariously attacked me via this system/

And, this is noting new to any of you who are hacking in and allow this.

So I will get to the next point: not to degrade or denegrde this personality, but I am using this as an example:

OBAMA put out a video--and I am really in a kind of rush, but I am drugged, under mind control attackk which exacerbates rage and anger, once I see my body smeared with chemicals--I have told myself every day not to get on the internet, don't get on YouTube--don't write about these pigs hoping they will vanish one day or you fuc**s reading this will EVER stop this situation. I am so under mind control and sick from them putting my hips and spine out of place every single day--can you fuc**ers imagine--skin patch drugs, my food drugged, my brain under non-stop attack

so when I sit in front of this damn computer because after every day I fight to stop the break-ins--or I am too sick--that is my life, a repetitive cycle of fighting to screw in hooks which nearly break my spine, due to the hard poisons that literally are like an internal encrusted, hard corsett latched on vertebrae, hips, spine, from toes to skull, my entire body is internally intertwined with hard poisons encasing and blocking all physical movement. They put myh body out of alignemtn after they rape me while they are teleporting and raping and abusing me, smearing drugs into my body, cutting the skin between teh toe they broke and the next toe--that skin cut to the bone EVERY SINGLE DAY. Every single day they insert a sharp object under my thumb and insert objects under bot h of my middle fingers under the cuticles--every day for over SEVEN YEARS EVERY SINGLE DAY.l

and on and on

I write "they "because the hacking is so bad, pages pop up while I am writing blocking the screen--my fingers can't move  to the keys because my brain--motor skills--are being blocked or altered I can't move my hands to the keys --other letters appear while I am typing, the space bar won't operate--etc etc the usual crap they force upon my ability to write. But "they" want me to write so their blank, empty stupidity can be augmented by my ideas, which I can never creatively capitalize on, the blocks and drugging and paralysis and hacking makes typing, thinking, creating, writing, studying, reading or concentrating literally IMPOSSIBLE. 

I can only get short paragraphs out after much struggle.  This happened exactly yesterday, as what I wrote about my birth and conception will absolutely WILL  be stolen by these rotten stupd apes and creeps and parasites for one movie concept or another--this has been going on and on as they make millions and I am fighting to not have to buy rancid food left marked down "on sale" because I cannot afford to eat or buy medicine, clothing that is new and not stinking in some 2nd hand shop. If I wear clothing I make by hand or buy new, the pigs have their parasites spray everything I wear with stinking substances, stains and threads everywhere--on everything.


so, I fight as usual to the apathetic suppoerters of this system. If you do nothing to stop them or this situation you are a supporter.

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Obama: he never teleported me. But he allowed these same whore pig apes who are torturing me day after day in filthy sick and sleazy Whorewood to teleport, have their filthy sleazy nasty minority minions defile, rape, make my home filthy and disgusting--rotten Europig Nazi bigots in the next rooms maiming and killing animals I had or loved or took care of in rescue missions--pouring the same filthy stinking crap into my room. Causing the steering and brakes on all the rented motorbikes to stop operating as cars hit me from all directions--causing accident after accident, broken bones scars and cuts into my skin, which the pigs then smeared with some damaging chemical so I have huge white scars where the bloody skin was scraped off after more dark-skinned apes oeprating for the red-face white pigs who ordered these attacks--for the pigs who have been stealing idea after idea from me--the women laughing with delight as they order my hair, body filled with damaging poisons, chemicals smeared on my skin every single day--my body always with hanging crap from the poisons that push the cellulite off my bones so It looks like I have literally hanging flabs of flab which are really the poisons that I am spending more than a decade fighting to get out--while they force my heart to palpitate, they smear fungus into my hair, vagina, my food and home every single day--

but Obama--he allowed his cherished Nazi mafia Hollywood pig apes to promote him--the blacks could and can now participate more openly in the Whorewood scene only because they rallied around the president who wanted blacks to be more represented in Whoreapewood controlled by Euoropigapes. Sorry for the "immature" writing style, they have been torturing me day and night, literally, for over a decade with ZERO SUPPORT SYSTEM FOR ME ANYWHERE ON THE PLANET.

Obama allowed this to go on so the celebrities who are now the most popular can put out their rotten crap for the media about how they are "fighting racism" continuously making themselves out to be victims of racism. They attack me with vicious hate, hitting, punching, thrusting genitals in my face when I accuse them of their hypocrisy. I put it in insulting terms to them, but I am asleep, under hypnosis, drugged up, tortured day and night--so when I call them Aunt Jemima it's because I can't contorl my rage at them when, after a few years, movie roles for them in the lead stolen from ideas I wrote of my personal Facebook page--they react with violence and the mafia white most bigot pigs violently defend them--because they are so immersed in racist stereotyping put out in the media, of course they need these symbolic black and other "minority" icons to present a subterfuge of actual real rage against racism. All with mansions and millions or billions of dollars, all of them attacking me.

Obama, I respect him, he is extremely intelligent, absolutely a leader--this is in NO WAY intended to insult him. But...I am incensed right now--I clicked on a video of him at a Eulogy for the passed Black Civil Rights leader in Alabama--sorry, I don't want to have to wade through hacking to try to remember the name--my brain is under attack and memory is also affected.

I just want to say that Obama, tears and sorrow at this funeral--claimed that Trump is taking away Black Voting rights.

My point is this: Obama did not stop these racist pigs from this genocidal rape Nazi system that has forced these stupid, rotten creeps upon me day and night, year after year like this. He wanted to promote his fake, hypocritical rotten-to-the-core posturing bs artists into mainstream white media culture.  He thought that the short-term gain would be long-lasting.

This is the point I have been trying to make for years: these pig ape Nazi mafia pieces of gold-plated utterly sick and stupid shit (although extremely adept at lies, manipulation, crime, violence, and brainwashing skill sets--but very low on original creative concepts that have life and light--which, in my case, not saying I am this beacon of light but, I am not in their filthy criminal mafia Nazi organization but I was born into it and forced into it)--

what these pigs hand to you--yes you--which you grasp onto so glad you are being promoted, so glad this is a seemingly FREE no strings promotion into higher realms of power, new businesses, your formerly oppressed group can finally begin to integrate into the white, bigot Nazi power structure.

Please note, without me having to go into more detail as I plan on fighting for my life driving and shopping, after more than 2 hours of spraying bleach, anti-fungal cleaning fluid, essential oils and then cleaining up piles of  filth sprayed on my kitchen counter, so I don't eat this crap when I try to cook--fighting to heal from the endless deterioration of my body--and the brainwashing mind control tech forcing unbearable emotional states of rage, like a burning hate sensation forced upon my braiin by this tech and the parallel drugging.

What Obama thought was going to be an uplifting of the blacks in H-wood, for his own promotion, he could not fight this system and remain in power--etc etc--has resulted in the short-term gains (except for the H-wood black "friends" in this mafia/nazi system, who all have new shows, are capitalizing on the people who have been fighting in the streets and protesting--as they participate but safely with cameras clicking for the promotions--and one of the "Italian" American rat ape parasites asking me for idea after ida about Covid-19 and then using the subliminal tech to steal an idea about a black character in one of his movies that he made utterly silenced--in his utter racism. When I finally reacted in rage and told him to read a book, to leave me alone, he immediately used Nazi Holocaust imagery and references aimed at me. The women associated with these pigs as I have stated laugh as they have me disfigured. The black men and women watch on laughing and yelling in hate at me--as they go off to Europe to have their rotten children put into lead positions in the modeling industry in Paris, returning with loot and gold and prizes for this particiaption, leading to the election of Trump because he also attacked me prior to his electoral promotion--and now they are all "speaking out" against Trump, who REALLY IS THEIR FRIEND OUT OF WHOREWOOD.

And so, dear Obama, I have a reverence for you, I used to not, but I see your sincerity when you speak and I greatly admire it.

But I use this as a point that is fresh and new in teh media consciousness: Obama is nearly crying that voting rights for blacks are under direct threat and this must be redressed. Yes. I agree of course. But the deals you made for the empowerment of your most willing participants in H-wood for their promotion along with your complicity in not stopping this situation, for the incentives the bonuses the deals the millinos of dollars the media representation by "blacks" has lead, in turn, to the small gains completely overshadowed by what you have allowed to expand--this virus of racism that it appears everyone must submit to or be killed.

STOP PARTICIPATING IN THESE GROUPS. I Pray I ask for the end of the mafia and Nazi infiltration of Hollywood. The utter racism of the police, the police state, the country is very large in part due to this group controlling the media and their associations with fascist Nazis out of Italy and they are in turn controlled by the evasive and smilling, friendly "anti-Nazi" Germans and the rest of Europe. I see waves upon waves of Europigs on their Holocaust-funded vacations, the "ex-pat" Colonialists creating sex slavery, prostitution is a norm, slavery in all but open name, completely tyrannical governments out of military coup-d-etat organization funded and controlled by investors who are raping the land, just as they have been doing in America. 

I do honor Trump for trying to stop much of this. I also admire Trump for some of these more international policies aimed at defending American soverignty against Europig and other country infiltration and usurpation OF THE COUNTRY. 

The mafia out of Brooklyn are just another sort of facet of this same operating principle. They in turn are controlled by their Italian "handlers" and the situation of meaningless incentives which in the end will become meaningless and deadly for the United States. The situation does not alter with race or gender or nationality. The incentive leading to death is and has been an integral part of Imperialism. 

I also just recently heard an interview with Noam Chomsky about how, in the 1600's, the latter part of the century, the State flag for some New England Colony had been of a Native Indian speaking words of how they were grateful to the colonists for 'helping" them. That incentive program has lead to extermination, pograms, and murder genocide and I state that this is not a "racist" agenda of only white against darker skin peoples. I believe this has also happened in Poland, back in 1941 (as I read in a book about the German secret service of the Army, the Poles that the Nazis made deals with so there was much less military resitance once the Germans entered into Poland--the deal was that the Germans would "save" the Poles from the Jews--ie. stealing and robbing and then massacre, mass murder, theft of all property, diamonds, gold and investments. The money went to a few allocated Poles in "power" while the rest of the country has sunk into one extreme tyrannical government and financial ruin after the next, Totalitarian oligarchy---with the Germans raking in the money and gold and properties and being "honored" worldwide for this fascist parade, while they endlessly crank out the lies that they are anti-Nazi. The alternative movements, as my years of experiencing being around them, are a farce almost utterly and completely. Any real resistance is quietly killed--murdered--through this death squad group I am now fighting.

I ask that you readers, if you care at all about America, about "freedom' about what you call Democracy--to please not allow this system to continue but it must be stopped abruptly. The mafia out of Brooklyn is a puppet fascist tyrannical regime controlled by Italian fascists who are controlled by the Germans and the other Northern (very much the French) Nazis who are endlessly smiling as their darker partners out of the South (the European version of minorities, the Italians and now Slavs, etc whatever enters the EU which is of more Southern region is considered their Austerity Measure pawns to use and corrupt--endlessly corrupt and defunt fascist governments with massive oppression on all levels--especially intellectually and creatively.)

This has been the operational plan for America, and has been in various stages of implementation for many, many years or decades (or centuries). There must be a complete change in power structure and it needs to happen immediately.

Stop allowing the same actors to win award after award, year after year. They are all bought-out puppets--and that is the nicest euphemism I can think of at this moment.


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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.