Friday, August 7, 2020

BTW: I do not relish writing about this negativity at all.

This is a very important note to add to the lengthy endless posts about the attacks and their effects, my theorizing about political situations which devolve from this contractual situation. The scope of the attack system is intertwined in many other arenas of political adventure (for the players this is "fun" and a game).

For people in the future who will be adversely affected by mind control programming microchip implants, you will only laugh because you are being drugged and brainwashed to think the hate people attacking you are fun and it's all fun and good. This happens to me all the time in stores while the Thai people begin to laugh (as their partner glare with hate and ugliness and negativity while the pawns pretend they can't understand English). I find the corners of my mouth automatically going up into a "clown" "Joker" smile--without the make-up mind you. I laugh as if it's all funny. I am lied to and it all seems pleasant until I leave the hate and violence arena and later on, after the electromagnetic field has worn off (to some extent, in a "down" moment as I think continuously bombarding my brain with electromagnetic signals is possibly lethal for the body or brain) and, I realize only later that it was not funny as hell and it was sleazy creeps from hell attacking me. Not funny at all. 

I do not want to endlessly rant and write about it, as this is years and years of this. The daily drugging that is forced upon me forces these reactions out of me. The isolation from literally all that is lovely, pleasant, all social interaction--all the brainwashing to turn my formerly very joyous mentality and beautiful body and hair and possible career success into endless misery is just gaiety and laughter, smug giggles and glaring violent hate glares augmented by acts of near-death accidents, poisoning and rape and torture inflicted by smiling goons who are enthralled at being paid to torture and rape so they can be promoted by Nazi and Communist pig ape whores and loathsome idiots who can't begin to formulate any creative original concept for their brainwashing movies and media crap to brainwash people into cheering on the underdog, the casual endless stream of the crap (it is made to appear almost casual, as the directors and writers appear to be "independent" but they are part of these cartels--as they also obtain these ideas out of torturing me--and writing about this makes me immediately suspect as being "delusional" but that is the sorry plight of this stupid sick group of parasites--as they laugh and gloat and then torture me to force the utter deterioration of my body, my personality, the unravelling of my life my hope my beauty my youth my home my everything I love and cherish to create endless miserable reactions which I cannot control BEING DRUGGED UP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single loving entity around me--ever. 

Even all the birds have been shot and killed in the back once formerly extremely beautiful hillside that, like all the homes I have lived in (apartments, resorts) are ruined with deadly poisons poured on trees, animals killed and left in front of my door or patio--etc, trash thrown around the natural setting

and the same people have been attacking me since Bush---since Clinton--the same exact creeps from Miami Beach where I sold cigars back in 1996-1997 and they have not stopped attacking me to obtain these contracts since then.

It's unbelievable. It is REALITY. It is real. I really want to live in reality of this beautiful life instead of their stupidity forced upon me any longer. I do hope people reading my posts will make some effort to stop these groups and defend me I only want to live in peace and joy and have fun and happiness-like everyone else. But their stupidity and greasebag mentalities forced upon me because first the women can't stand to see me have a chance to have a beautiful body, thus my entire body, from head to toe, is broken down, inserted with objects to resemble cysts put into various parts of my body under the skin. Not having financial resources to see ANY doctor anywhere. Hair and skin destroyed daily. Objets inserted under cuticles daily for years and years now. Sobbing, crying and suicide programming as the whores glean out of torture the ideas I write of under duress and torture about their violence and their husbands' rape when I write of feminism or rape culture--and on and on, they laugh and gloat and are elated as they watch me get destroyed physically and they all are trying to emotionally and mentally, sexually and in every single way--FINANCIALLY ESPECIALLY so I have zero defense--to watch me unravel, every day writing these posts to the silence of the approval of the hacking sheeple creeple seeing what they can get out of this contract as well.

I really truly want to live in some joyous way instead of their filth and crap endlessly poured into my body and home, my psyche and my sleeping state. They are stupid and rotten as hell, really unworthy and disgusting and revolting crap personalities put into highest positions.

The hacking is so bad it is taking so much energy to pound this out and backspace and retype words endlessly.
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Testimony: deep sleep "healing crisis" MUTILATION VIA MECHANICAL ARMS UNDER COMNMAND OF THE NAZI PIG APE NETWORK DURING YET ANOTHER unable to defend myself physically before collapsing in deep sickness sleep states for THREE MORE DAYS OF SLEEPING MOST OF THE DAY AND NIGHT FROM POISON THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO KILL ME BY THE SAME SHIT PIGS DEMANDING MOVIE IDEAS TO PLAY ROLES FIGHTING THEIR NAZI REGIME (a punk theme I had written of years ago, the shit white trash american but french nazi-controlled dumb one-expression "actor" is demanding that he play the lead jewish role, a situation he is unqualified for other than he has brown hair and one "punk" expression of disdain--a stupid moron nazi jerk off sexual abuser with french nazi shit whores attached to him all joined to abuser me for hours--this filthy creep is partnering with shitnigger and this rotten grease stain ugly german scum who is embraced for his rape and torture and violence against me using nazi protocol, is a kgb nazi agent using the "alternative" scene in stuttgart and I had met him while i lived there and as usual, with almost all of these jerk scum filth creeps, wanted nothing to do with him or his movies music and since his kgb lyrics have dried up his music is pointless and stupid--thusly he is torturing me with the shit of depp to gain idea derived out of torture--sponsored by shit like elizabeth warren also immersed in rebellion culture as the conttrolled opposition to nazism): detox utter sickness once more; mechanical arm-sleep mutilation ordered by the rapist filth outt of whorewood upon my body while unable to cover hands, body and head from attacks from probes/nodes for teleportation/mutilation of skin and hands during sleep they are gnarled the months of fighting to heal are completely back to being deformed hands looking 80 years old from chemicals, more sharp knives cutting into the yellow, green cuticles which I use healing ointments on the attacks came because of using healing modalities which released years of pent-up poisons trapped under the hard shells which this group--the same people the nazi german and austrian and the americans--have all profited off. They had me "following orders" while indeep sleep state healing in utter life-fighting sleep needing healing and not to fight endlessly against non-stop violence from these expleties. They drugged me via insertions into my blood stream slicing into my body--every night they do this my body is crooked, broken, horrid poisons hanging off my arms, legs abdomen my body is aged from years of stress, abuse rape pounding poisons into my intestines every day as these filthy pig cockroaches just revel in how the government rushes to yell at me with death threats then cutting off my money due to this group making me disabled when Iw as formerly very beautiful, althletic and kept winning in my endeavors now I sit here begging this country to stop the nazi attacks. They keep demanding that this rotten dirty nazi group obtain ideas about "punk" culture out of me so they can present THEMSELVES as heros fighting the nazi trump regime by using my ideas about fighting THEM. The nazi government officials for YEARS have screamed at me " bitch, trash, loser" for listening to punk music, and the rancid "used to be republican" nazis of msnbc have done this openly sitting alongside the rancid white trash of whorewood (thusly they were not canned like the mostly brown and black; the rest have viciously attacked me using ANY pretext possible). The white trash german shit rape cockroach rat is being held up with the filth of depp for their store-bought "fashion" punk attire which that rotten and idea-less nazi bigot depp has played for years with his drugged-up and alcoholic swaying in front of cameras, disdain for the status quo while working fervently to be part of the consumer billion dollar complex with his french nazi former wife and that filth he spawned--all wanting to capitalize on my ideas just as barbie with billions of dollars--the politicians who rushed t o hep them rape and poison mutilat my body obviously obtained some royalties from MY IDEA REGARDING HOW SICK THEY ARE. I still get nothing and my disability cut off from which I am fighting for my life to have resumed after 13 MONTHS of being lied to, hung up on, abusd by phone continuously (never happened before in social security except for some field offices, the real mine field of that agency with stalkers in those offices but never by phone until this group and the trump regime began taking it over months before the nov 2024 election--the change was obvious and noticable). I keep screaming at them about what they ahve done, as I see my hands just mutilated and ugly deformed my body sagging with what appears to be cellulite--stuck bedridden for TWENTY YEARS while I formerly exercised every day had beautiful body they mutilated poisoned raped and tortured me. Greying hair being made prematurely old--they keep attacking me to obtain ideas for a movie concept about the Jewish lead Reagan Youth punk band--these pig rat rapist nazi filth are so absolutely antithetical in reverse completely antagonistic to all the real themes that this band sang of---they are the opposite in short. I keep wishing them death screaming at shitnigger that ugly rotten fuck to die of a heart attack he is loathsome and stupid and sick by now after years of his endless orchestrating my hair literally pulled out by follicle hair removal after his german dumb rapist friend was beating raping and he was hugging this filthy creep as I began calling him a pig they then had myhair removed permanently. His statements about my ever self-defense is to beat me to death, etc. I keep screaming he sh ould die from a heart attack and get all the food that loathsome pig ape has eaten return to the earth and to stop wasting resources and etc. The german dirty stupid ape "punk" kgb nazi agnent who has controlled mandami, ben shapiro, the entire nazi shit whore gang who loves himi the women in particular he has been instructed by sophia whorren to beat and rape me viciously after her years of profiting with her family because all her fame for decades could still not engender a single movie concept that rose above their paid-for circuits--as far as I know that rotten creep is there with the mafia--and thusly it never ends. My body is disgusting they ahve taken everything away from me they never stop. I write this testamonial to fuckers of america who have NEVER done a goddamn thing about this and probably never wll. It will only be relevant when your precious nazi blonde children get teleported and fucked and abused long after they murder me--I am sure that is what it will take, if ever. Meanshile this is never stopped by the demo-rats who fed off this contract the entirety of the biden administrationand now the republicans are leeching like loathsome parasites and the shit still remains. Hard poisons are unleashing from having been stuck along my spine for decades and shitnigger is just attacking me at every weakest point of healing-just as they all do but under this regime the attacks while I am extremely ill are intensified. I am in so much pain I can't bend my spine to wrap layers around mybody for protection. This also was done by another huge meat-packing thug rancid meat-shithole tom hardy stupid and dumb white trash nazi males their filthy wive and children. Nazi europigape scum infiltrating the counttry you all welcome them in. The movie concept needs to be about these frauds infiltrating every alternative movement, from BLM to The Nation of Islam (malcolm x assassinated by his CIA-trained assassin partners from within that organization just as so many others have been in other variations of rebellion--the punk movement in particular and this movie concept I had written of is about SHIT FUCK SCUM like these white trash nazi pig crap who have done this and are doing it--they want to play the heros of rebellion it's goin to "sell" my original idea was to negate them and their movement in whorewood and in media entertainment (and then poliiics it's the same and also religion).

  As I have been writing for years, this group has had me poisoned mutilated raped and my ideas about justice, female rights against rape, h...