Friday, August 7, 2020

BTW: I do not relish writing about this negativity at all.

This is a very important note to add to the lengthy endless posts about the attacks and their effects, my theorizing about political situations which devolve from this contractual situation. The scope of the attack system is intertwined in many other arenas of political adventure (for the players this is "fun" and a game).

For people in the future who will be adversely affected by mind control programming microchip implants, you will only laugh because you are being drugged and brainwashed to think the hate people attacking you are fun and it's all fun and good. This happens to me all the time in stores while the Thai people begin to laugh (as their partner glare with hate and ugliness and negativity while the pawns pretend they can't understand English). I find the corners of my mouth automatically going up into a "clown" "Joker" smile--without the make-up mind you. I laugh as if it's all funny. I am lied to and it all seems pleasant until I leave the hate and violence arena and later on, after the electromagnetic field has worn off (to some extent, in a "down" moment as I think continuously bombarding my brain with electromagnetic signals is possibly lethal for the body or brain) and, I realize only later that it was not funny as hell and it was sleazy creeps from hell attacking me. Not funny at all. 

I do not want to endlessly rant and write about it, as this is years and years of this. The daily drugging that is forced upon me forces these reactions out of me. The isolation from literally all that is lovely, pleasant, all social interaction--all the brainwashing to turn my formerly very joyous mentality and beautiful body and hair and possible career success into endless misery is just gaiety and laughter, smug giggles and glaring violent hate glares augmented by acts of near-death accidents, poisoning and rape and torture inflicted by smiling goons who are enthralled at being paid to torture and rape so they can be promoted by Nazi and Communist pig ape whores and loathsome idiots who can't begin to formulate any creative original concept for their brainwashing movies and media crap to brainwash people into cheering on the underdog, the casual endless stream of the crap (it is made to appear almost casual, as the directors and writers appear to be "independent" but they are part of these cartels--as they also obtain these ideas out of torturing me--and writing about this makes me immediately suspect as being "delusional" but that is the sorry plight of this stupid sick group of parasites--as they laugh and gloat and then torture me to force the utter deterioration of my body, my personality, the unravelling of my life my hope my beauty my youth my home my everything I love and cherish to create endless miserable reactions which I cannot control BEING DRUGGED UP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single loving entity around me--ever. 

Even all the birds have been shot and killed in the back once formerly extremely beautiful hillside that, like all the homes I have lived in (apartments, resorts) are ruined with deadly poisons poured on trees, animals killed and left in front of my door or patio--etc, trash thrown around the natural setting

and the same people have been attacking me since Bush---since Clinton--the same exact creeps from Miami Beach where I sold cigars back in 1996-1997 and they have not stopped attacking me to obtain these contracts since then.

It's unbelievable. It is REALITY. It is real. I really want to live in reality of this beautiful life instead of their stupidity forced upon me any longer. I do hope people reading my posts will make some effort to stop these groups and defend me I only want to live in peace and joy and have fun and happiness-like everyone else. But their stupidity and greasebag mentalities forced upon me because first the women can't stand to see me have a chance to have a beautiful body, thus my entire body, from head to toe, is broken down, inserted with objects to resemble cysts put into various parts of my body under the skin. Not having financial resources to see ANY doctor anywhere. Hair and skin destroyed daily. Objets inserted under cuticles daily for years and years now. Sobbing, crying and suicide programming as the whores glean out of torture the ideas I write of under duress and torture about their violence and their husbands' rape when I write of feminism or rape culture--and on and on, they laugh and gloat and are elated as they watch me get destroyed physically and they all are trying to emotionally and mentally, sexually and in every single way--FINANCIALLY ESPECIALLY so I have zero defense--to watch me unravel, every day writing these posts to the silence of the approval of the hacking sheeple creeple seeing what they can get out of this contract as well.

I really truly want to live in some joyous way instead of their filth and crap endlessly poured into my body and home, my psyche and my sleeping state. They are stupid and rotten as hell, really unworthy and disgusting and revolting crap personalities put into highest positions.

The hacking is so bad it is taking so much energy to pound this out and backspace and retype words endlessly.
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I am being forced into prison or homelessness for having defended my country and my body and life. The creep goon team of whorewood and congress have been hacking endless prison and homeless videos to signal what they intend to do to me.//moved to Philadelphia from California to get away from gavin hate, which I had done last july 2025 to get away from trump florida hate lying social security fraud, only to find that since I moved to PA in late Feb, Fetterman is now being groomed by rump (and old gavin) into joining the repus with glittery incentives which is by now a familiar all-daily scene in this teleportation gig hate torment murder contract microchip hell technotyrannical death: it is not coincidence that fetterman is now a linchpin factor in switching the senate if dems get a win in nov that this one senator from the state which I just moved to, as old gavin sat with rump in teleportation a week after I moved out of florida to get away from his abuse social security hate machine (lies, manipulation trynig to empty my bank account telling me illegally to go in person to pay all in a cashier's check out of my bank account-- an illegal demand by the way. By phone they can say anything even if the call is recorded I have NO LEGAL RECOURSE. Gavin and trump are now on fetterman's cue to do the same gold-purchase contract as all the devils before him on a daily basis hateful demons rushing yelling murder at me for having watched a clip on y outube--in an effort to get the hours of death threats and yelling insults and abuse in a sick and paralyzed state from years of having been raped and poisoned on a daily basis---thusly, fetterman now being groomed by the rump regime is no mere election situation it is directly tied to me having moved there--without a doubt of course, I could never "prove" this it's very obvious to me since the contract out on me is this gigantic. ///I do not have enough money saved in my account to survive this any longer, I have been paying off subpoverty monthly substandard ssi disability benefits for years saving money every month and storing student loans and covid for an emergency. They are demanding thta I pay all back to the government and all is forgiven and permissible under law for me to retain in my bank account. That agency under the rump regime will not SEND A LETTER with exactly what I must have in my bank account before they reinstate my benefits--they discounted the covid money in one letter and now are demanding on the hacked phone calls to the main number, treating an address change like it's a "review" of my case which is not their rules probably not the law---demanding that I give exact information about dates of when they cut my money off over 14 months after it had begun while my brain is under attack; this network knows this and then when I gave one month wrong instead of february I said March (because that is when the money stopped but it was cut off in february_ thenasked me what month I had sent in a request for reinstatement I said July 2025, they remained silent then began screaming that I must go into their field office to prove my identity since I did not answer their verification questionss (by phone they only ask your dob, name address and some personal id quesions which I answer that has always been all necessary suddenly they began asking me thsese probing questions, I should have hung up but had to hang up when they began scxreaming at me "I wll tell you what is protocol" after so many lies that i told this agent on the main number that changing address by phone is protocol and it's by law mostly the only way social security demands this be done-not in person at an office). No letters upon multiple r equests and fetterman is now being seduced into the dark arts of the nazi teleportation contract which means endless money and promotions for fetterman and he is already participating in this hate crime against me. When I moved to the Phily region there had been no mention of fetterman and trump making some slide-on-over deal but suddenly it's public attention. I am unable to go into the field office for reasons that I prefer not to name but namely they will lie to me in person and try to defraud me and then claim that this was an officious meeting and then change their rules and force this completely theft upon me. All must be done by letter from that agency they are lying to me by phone and I believe this has been engineered by fetterman with the "jewish" governor's full permission. I had hoped that this jewish governor would be a bit more friendly towards me than the usual jewish nazi who fully and always goes happily along with having me destroyed for his nazi approval ratings to go up a few more notches, as is always the case. //Because I don't want my formerly incredible country The United States, which is MY country not the white nazi bigots' country not gavin old scum's state of california it's MY COUNTRY they are traitors they should be ousted from MY COUNTRY THE UNITED STATES they are selling america to nazi foreigners for some sleazy backroom sex orgy haute fantasy wealth league and all exclusion to the rest. Because I will not allow them to murder me with my consent, because I have fought to have MY LIFE not destroyed by more white nazi trash shit bigots asserting this most egregious violation of all human rights implant technology and this insidious gang stalking goon society into my life with warm smiles of subjugated traumatized stockholm syndrome love forced out of my beaten and damaged body.

*hacking and rewrites is extreme: I checked all words while writing upon having published and then returning to add thoughts which were lite...