Friday, August 7, 2020

BTW: I do not relish writing about this negativity at all.

This is a very important note to add to the lengthy endless posts about the attacks and their effects, my theorizing about political situations which devolve from this contractual situation. The scope of the attack system is intertwined in many other arenas of political adventure (for the players this is "fun" and a game).

For people in the future who will be adversely affected by mind control programming microchip implants, you will only laugh because you are being drugged and brainwashed to think the hate people attacking you are fun and it's all fun and good. This happens to me all the time in stores while the Thai people begin to laugh (as their partner glare with hate and ugliness and negativity while the pawns pretend they can't understand English). I find the corners of my mouth automatically going up into a "clown" "Joker" smile--without the make-up mind you. I laugh as if it's all funny. I am lied to and it all seems pleasant until I leave the hate and violence arena and later on, after the electromagnetic field has worn off (to some extent, in a "down" moment as I think continuously bombarding my brain with electromagnetic signals is possibly lethal for the body or brain) and, I realize only later that it was not funny as hell and it was sleazy creeps from hell attacking me. Not funny at all. 

I do not want to endlessly rant and write about it, as this is years and years of this. The daily drugging that is forced upon me forces these reactions out of me. The isolation from literally all that is lovely, pleasant, all social interaction--all the brainwashing to turn my formerly very joyous mentality and beautiful body and hair and possible career success into endless misery is just gaiety and laughter, smug giggles and glaring violent hate glares augmented by acts of near-death accidents, poisoning and rape and torture inflicted by smiling goons who are enthralled at being paid to torture and rape so they can be promoted by Nazi and Communist pig ape whores and loathsome idiots who can't begin to formulate any creative original concept for their brainwashing movies and media crap to brainwash people into cheering on the underdog, the casual endless stream of the crap (it is made to appear almost casual, as the directors and writers appear to be "independent" but they are part of these cartels--as they also obtain these ideas out of torturing me--and writing about this makes me immediately suspect as being "delusional" but that is the sorry plight of this stupid sick group of parasites--as they laugh and gloat and then torture me to force the utter deterioration of my body, my personality, the unravelling of my life my hope my beauty my youth my home my everything I love and cherish to create endless miserable reactions which I cannot control BEING DRUGGED UP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single loving entity around me--ever. 

Even all the birds have been shot and killed in the back once formerly extremely beautiful hillside that, like all the homes I have lived in (apartments, resorts) are ruined with deadly poisons poured on trees, animals killed and left in front of my door or patio--etc, trash thrown around the natural setting

and the same people have been attacking me since Bush---since Clinton--the same exact creeps from Miami Beach where I sold cigars back in 1996-1997 and they have not stopped attacking me to obtain these contracts since then.

It's unbelievable. It is REALITY. It is real. I really want to live in reality of this beautiful life instead of their stupidity forced upon me any longer. I do hope people reading my posts will make some effort to stop these groups and defend me I only want to live in peace and joy and have fun and happiness-like everyone else. But their stupidity and greasebag mentalities forced upon me because first the women can't stand to see me have a chance to have a beautiful body, thus my entire body, from head to toe, is broken down, inserted with objects to resemble cysts put into various parts of my body under the skin. Not having financial resources to see ANY doctor anywhere. Hair and skin destroyed daily. Objets inserted under cuticles daily for years and years now. Sobbing, crying and suicide programming as the whores glean out of torture the ideas I write of under duress and torture about their violence and their husbands' rape when I write of feminism or rape culture--and on and on, they laugh and gloat and are elated as they watch me get destroyed physically and they all are trying to emotionally and mentally, sexually and in every single way--FINANCIALLY ESPECIALLY so I have zero defense--to watch me unravel, every day writing these posts to the silence of the approval of the hacking sheeple creeple seeing what they can get out of this contract as well.

I really truly want to live in some joyous way instead of their filth and crap endlessly poured into my body and home, my psyche and my sleeping state. They are stupid and rotten as hell, really unworthy and disgusting and revolting crap personalities put into highest positions.

The hacking is so bad it is taking so much energy to pound this out and backspace and retype words endlessly.

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These ape scumbag whores have made hundreds of millions of dollars off my ideas but the only thing they have given me are 2nd hand clothing from the garbage room where because they cut my SSI Disability off in 2025, I obtain some clothing which instantly is marred, sprayed with stinking filth instantly forever until the fabric is so putrid I mustt use it to clean the muck daily sprayed into my room, the floor being torn up the landlord will demand I pay for all damages he actually creates with his rancid group as this hate cartel laughs because all government does is laugh and giggle when they come to assault me in tandem for their promotions into the senate or long-standing approval and media interviews for their political "Democcracy" promises to the duped and desperate public.//For saying no to my life being completely devoured more than it already has been by this filth sucking ugly sick parasite group laughing, smiling partying over decades of torturing me day after day--the nazi actors the ugly filthy plastic surgery scum creeps of nazi conformity who have stolen my ideas derived from RESEARCH STUDY AND THOUGHT as the blank and ugly hateful sleazy filth steals it--ugly arnold having me tortured for literally 16 hours per day so when he needs my t houghts he threatens me with more extreme violence and the world participates and that stupid ugly ape rat parasitic roach gets more of my ideas to sell as his own, and he gets the rat celebrities to shriek "loser stupid bitch nothing" slapping hitting raping me afterwards for having ideas they can't formulate because they were put into power to mind control the public into conformity to their overtake presented as heroes of society or the seductive villains always awarded for either/or roles as are the politicians, the same formula. Thusly trying to get th em off me for years and years and years and years but they teleport me in my sleep they teleport me all day they teleport me every time I take a shower am on the toilet (arnold likes to physically assault me in the 2-fold physical state of teleportation--the prime body in the "real" location the teleported body almost etherial in the 2nd where they teleport me--pressing a button he likes to pick me up and punch my abdomen and my intestines on the side whilel I am in extreme nausia sickness shitting out the poison that ugly ape scum filth the former governor with the current rancid sleazy dirty crap governor employing him for this purpuose as he has to sell his benign anti-trump costume underneath he's in drag waiting to bend over once more for the rump interlocking partnership.//Knives or small sharp objects inserted under my already dead cuticles while sleeping in what I call "collapse" toxic shock need to sleep immediately during the day when not able to wrap my body (the required hour of wrapping items very carefully, having taken me years to construct this system through trial-and-error endless mutilation of my hands, hair, gum tissue, toes, and I can't project my skin they still slather horrific chemicals on my skin while I can't protect every centimeter of my body in deep sleep (unable to wake up due to brain implants afflicting nervous system into total unawareness while in deep sleep; plus never-ending drugging of my food and body to induce various other states while they abuse me without end, day and night to get this contract for their monumental empire of hate movies propaganda for nazi overtake controlled by euro-hate-land nazis welcomed by almost the totality of the U .S. government and forces of civilian terrorism within America (not restricted to any skin color or race or gender, political affiliation, etc).//Seeing the telling swollen red, already completely enlarged mutilated completely cut offf my nail bed cuticle on my left middle finger--shit like tom hardy who came at me for 16 hours per day for at least 6 months until other nazi europigape nazi filth trash came to inflict the same--culminating in terminigger arnold and barely stopped by anybody after years of this---slicing under the cuticle too ill from having to go shopping and the hard tubes of poison I am fighting to break off my internal cavities in my body--my intestines into my hips and spine a solid internal structure. The poisons are so toxic I litrally can't stay awake and must instantly sleep and thusly they cut into the black and deformed cuticles (my toes already all broken, pointing in various directions and black from cuticles cut completely permanently off the toe nail bed and never growing back---) my fingers now the same, absolutely mutilated they are SEVERING MY FINGERTIPS OFF literally. These ape scum whore stinking filthy foul dirty parasites have been paid millions for having stolen my dieas can't stop torturing me to get more, all stupid blank and completely mediocre in intellect, creativity and void and null in terms of any humanitarian concern about anything, relegated to be the poster porn pimps and whores of compassion and art in America and around the world. //This weapons of murder distribution system which "they" put muck and rump successively into the highest positions of power to enact a global system of torture, murder, home-bound concentration camp murders, rape through microchip and mk ultra trauma-based mind control with implants, drugs administered in restaurants and all businesses comply with the demands of this mafia-organized system (government has merged with mafia).

Right now, trying to take notes in my email for future business dealings with trying to get my money reinstated because old boy gavin has to...