Friday, August 7, 2020

BTW: I do not relish writing about this negativity at all.

This is a very important note to add to the lengthy endless posts about the attacks and their effects, my theorizing about political situations which devolve from this contractual situation. The scope of the attack system is intertwined in many other arenas of political adventure (for the players this is "fun" and a game).

For people in the future who will be adversely affected by mind control programming microchip implants, you will only laugh because you are being drugged and brainwashed to think the hate people attacking you are fun and it's all fun and good. This happens to me all the time in stores while the Thai people begin to laugh (as their partner glare with hate and ugliness and negativity while the pawns pretend they can't understand English). I find the corners of my mouth automatically going up into a "clown" "Joker" smile--without the make-up mind you. I laugh as if it's all funny. I am lied to and it all seems pleasant until I leave the hate and violence arena and later on, after the electromagnetic field has worn off (to some extent, in a "down" moment as I think continuously bombarding my brain with electromagnetic signals is possibly lethal for the body or brain) and, I realize only later that it was not funny as hell and it was sleazy creeps from hell attacking me. Not funny at all. 

I do not want to endlessly rant and write about it, as this is years and years of this. The daily drugging that is forced upon me forces these reactions out of me. The isolation from literally all that is lovely, pleasant, all social interaction--all the brainwashing to turn my formerly very joyous mentality and beautiful body and hair and possible career success into endless misery is just gaiety and laughter, smug giggles and glaring violent hate glares augmented by acts of near-death accidents, poisoning and rape and torture inflicted by smiling goons who are enthralled at being paid to torture and rape so they can be promoted by Nazi and Communist pig ape whores and loathsome idiots who can't begin to formulate any creative original concept for their brainwashing movies and media crap to brainwash people into cheering on the underdog, the casual endless stream of the crap (it is made to appear almost casual, as the directors and writers appear to be "independent" but they are part of these cartels--as they also obtain these ideas out of torturing me--and writing about this makes me immediately suspect as being "delusional" but that is the sorry plight of this stupid sick group of parasites--as they laugh and gloat and then torture me to force the utter deterioration of my body, my personality, the unravelling of my life my hope my beauty my youth my home my everything I love and cherish to create endless miserable reactions which I cannot control BEING DRUGGED UP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single loving entity around me--ever. 

Even all the birds have been shot and killed in the back once formerly extremely beautiful hillside that, like all the homes I have lived in (apartments, resorts) are ruined with deadly poisons poured on trees, animals killed and left in front of my door or patio--etc, trash thrown around the natural setting

and the same people have been attacking me since Bush---since Clinton--the same exact creeps from Miami Beach where I sold cigars back in 1996-1997 and they have not stopped attacking me to obtain these contracts since then.

It's unbelievable. It is REALITY. It is real. I really want to live in reality of this beautiful life instead of their stupidity forced upon me any longer. I do hope people reading my posts will make some effort to stop these groups and defend me I only want to live in peace and joy and have fun and happiness-like everyone else. But their stupidity and greasebag mentalities forced upon me because first the women can't stand to see me have a chance to have a beautiful body, thus my entire body, from head to toe, is broken down, inserted with objects to resemble cysts put into various parts of my body under the skin. Not having financial resources to see ANY doctor anywhere. Hair and skin destroyed daily. Objets inserted under cuticles daily for years and years now. Sobbing, crying and suicide programming as the whores glean out of torture the ideas I write of under duress and torture about their violence and their husbands' rape when I write of feminism or rape culture--and on and on, they laugh and gloat and are elated as they watch me get destroyed physically and they all are trying to emotionally and mentally, sexually and in every single way--FINANCIALLY ESPECIALLY so I have zero defense--to watch me unravel, every day writing these posts to the silence of the approval of the hacking sheeple creeple seeing what they can get out of this contract as well.

I really truly want to live in some joyous way instead of their filth and crap endlessly poured into my body and home, my psyche and my sleeping state. They are stupid and rotten as hell, really unworthy and disgusting and revolting crap personalities put into highest positions.

The hacking is so bad it is taking so much energy to pound this out and backspace and retype words endlessly.

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Every day this group is viciously and violently assaulting me; its been ongoing for hours per day, every day and night, for 1 1/2 years unremitting except for one single day when there was only slight abuse-on New Year's Day only one day of a few hours of no abuse from this group of shit and scum filth--otherwise, you all are just having a blast reading my posts I can tell it's just nothing from anybody as this situation has turned into the fascist 4th Reich just endlessly taking over because all the blacks have to join all the black celebrity and celebrity politicians in becoming nazis and all the jews have to prove that they are nazis too--as they viciously assault me in front of sick sleazy ugly trash like noem and the next euro-nazi rat pig ape who is joined by the german shit filth fuck who is always with white women having me mutilated poisoned deformed as they laugh and make comparisons of my deformed slashed smeared with stinking filth and chemicas destroys skin hair body as they laugh and say they are more "beautiful" while the men make racist comments call me names and insult and abuse me--in the shower while on the toilet while naked they rush to abuse me--but oh...when I am absolutely on the threshold of needing to go to a hospital for care in detox sickness they rush to slap beat abuse rape and torment me as long as I am incapacitated, in bed in sickness too ill to wrap my body with material to stop the smearing of damaging chemicals I fall into a comatose sleep for 12 hours every day (this past 2 weeks as huge pieces of hard deadly toxic poison ripped out of my back ripping out back musculature and emitting nearly murderous toxins into my bloodstream they raped beat abused me for hours--this vulnerable detox state has been ongoing while they continue to drug me as well--the toxic shock overload of course is making liver spots appear all over my body--with the chemicals they smear, the huge bald spot on my skull, the straggly hair my body marked broken toes jutting at 45-detree angles which they did while I was asleep--etc etc etc mybody huge deformed my spine fractured--the shit pig rats who did this (i.e. the german rat pig ugly scum filth who is surrounded by black scum nazi shit who are lovingly smiling into his ugly sick face---the money this nazi pig has to throw around handed to this filth bucket scum creep by the nazi party of germany because he is associated with diamler benz and obviously covert operations connected to the submerged nazi party in germany acting as an alternative mostly types like him report people who actually are antifascist and they end of dead....the blacks rush it's been a continuous sludge fest of black sychophants in particular the obamas rotten michelle is vying to become presdient all they have to do is just abuse me through their celebrity whore partners and get to become president then president again then endless campaign (finances) by partnering with aunt oprah and all their ilk and the white nazi trash backing all of this--the blacks absolute force amplifiers for white nazi genocidal death squads aimed at jews and anybody else--the antisemitism of blacks is disgusting. But the white trash creep out of poland was with dirty rotten roman polanski who came because I watched the shit movie he made about the Jewish man in france who was ousted due to antisemitism from the french army under criminal legal procedures based in antisemitism because he had achieved a high rank--it preceded the french inclusion in the nazi genocide by a few decades merely--the rotten creep has come to smile lovingly into the faces of german nazi pig rotten white trash men--he must abuse me too in order to get his approval to rejoin the whorewood movie-making club so he was there with the parisian scumbag white trash singer who is as disgusting to me only after about 2 weeks as the rest they all imitate one another have no personalities and are bereft of any soul or love that I can see yet they try to force me to say that they are exemplary using torture as I then rescind what Ihad blurted out complimenting them under severe torture--polanski is continuously using racist themes aainst me--this dirty sick creep was a victim of nazi persecution during wwii a totally programmed minority minion and that was yesterday while I was in the shower---the entire time it was the first day i was well enough to take a shower for over a week I was so sick while they beat abused and sexually attacked me--the shit of sean penn and the black nazi shit starring in that filthy movie one battle bullshit nazi bullshit k-rap with di-krap e-i-o oink oink--(the star blonde nazi of one battle after the next, the same blonde bigot who has been "winning" oscars for over 15 years non-stop--guess what, he has been part of this torture and mutilation rape and abuse contract out on me for all these years--that movie once upon a timem in whorewood about charles mansion is based on ideas tarantulaino stole from me--the pigs are just out partying getting full approbation I remain fighting to not become completey old and destroyed--my body has shriveled from detox stress abuse negativity screaming and fighting physically literally ever day they don't stop abusing me and saying ugly things I respond instantly it's all completely in my silent voice-to-skull relay and teleportation sight I can't turn away and not see them I can't block out their ugly sinister dirty sick fuck voices nor ugly sinister faces staring abusing yeling for hours and hours until I "break". This feeds dirty ugly noem the ugly parasite endlessly she can't stop feeding off abusing people who are incapable of defense.

  Send her back to where she came from: Hell. I wish them all death every day I pray for it and trump and his shit too but obama and the cli...