Friday, August 7, 2020

BTW: I do not relish writing about this negativity at all.

This is a very important note to add to the lengthy endless posts about the attacks and their effects, my theorizing about political situations which devolve from this contractual situation. The scope of the attack system is intertwined in many other arenas of political adventure (for the players this is "fun" and a game).

For people in the future who will be adversely affected by mind control programming microchip implants, you will only laugh because you are being drugged and brainwashed to think the hate people attacking you are fun and it's all fun and good. This happens to me all the time in stores while the Thai people begin to laugh (as their partner glare with hate and ugliness and negativity while the pawns pretend they can't understand English). I find the corners of my mouth automatically going up into a "clown" "Joker" smile--without the make-up mind you. I laugh as if it's all funny. I am lied to and it all seems pleasant until I leave the hate and violence arena and later on, after the electromagnetic field has worn off (to some extent, in a "down" moment as I think continuously bombarding my brain with electromagnetic signals is possibly lethal for the body or brain) and, I realize only later that it was not funny as hell and it was sleazy creeps from hell attacking me. Not funny at all. 

I do not want to endlessly rant and write about it, as this is years and years of this. The daily drugging that is forced upon me forces these reactions out of me. The isolation from literally all that is lovely, pleasant, all social interaction--all the brainwashing to turn my formerly very joyous mentality and beautiful body and hair and possible career success into endless misery is just gaiety and laughter, smug giggles and glaring violent hate glares augmented by acts of near-death accidents, poisoning and rape and torture inflicted by smiling goons who are enthralled at being paid to torture and rape so they can be promoted by Nazi and Communist pig ape whores and loathsome idiots who can't begin to formulate any creative original concept for their brainwashing movies and media crap to brainwash people into cheering on the underdog, the casual endless stream of the crap (it is made to appear almost casual, as the directors and writers appear to be "independent" but they are part of these cartels--as they also obtain these ideas out of torturing me--and writing about this makes me immediately suspect as being "delusional" but that is the sorry plight of this stupid sick group of parasites--as they laugh and gloat and then torture me to force the utter deterioration of my body, my personality, the unravelling of my life my hope my beauty my youth my home my everything I love and cherish to create endless miserable reactions which I cannot control BEING DRUGGED UP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single loving entity around me--ever. 

Even all the birds have been shot and killed in the back once formerly extremely beautiful hillside that, like all the homes I have lived in (apartments, resorts) are ruined with deadly poisons poured on trees, animals killed and left in front of my door or patio--etc, trash thrown around the natural setting

and the same people have been attacking me since Bush---since Clinton--the same exact creeps from Miami Beach where I sold cigars back in 1996-1997 and they have not stopped attacking me to obtain these contracts since then.

It's unbelievable. It is REALITY. It is real. I really want to live in reality of this beautiful life instead of their stupidity forced upon me any longer. I do hope people reading my posts will make some effort to stop these groups and defend me I only want to live in peace and joy and have fun and happiness-like everyone else. But their stupidity and greasebag mentalities forced upon me because first the women can't stand to see me have a chance to have a beautiful body, thus my entire body, from head to toe, is broken down, inserted with objects to resemble cysts put into various parts of my body under the skin. Not having financial resources to see ANY doctor anywhere. Hair and skin destroyed daily. Objets inserted under cuticles daily for years and years now. Sobbing, crying and suicide programming as the whores glean out of torture the ideas I write of under duress and torture about their violence and their husbands' rape when I write of feminism or rape culture--and on and on, they laugh and gloat and are elated as they watch me get destroyed physically and they all are trying to emotionally and mentally, sexually and in every single way--FINANCIALLY ESPECIALLY so I have zero defense--to watch me unravel, every day writing these posts to the silence of the approval of the hacking sheeple creeple seeing what they can get out of this contract as well.

I really truly want to live in some joyous way instead of their filth and crap endlessly poured into my body and home, my psyche and my sleeping state. They are stupid and rotten as hell, really unworthy and disgusting and revolting crap personalities put into highest positions.

The hacking is so bad it is taking so much energy to pound this out and backspace and retype words endlessly.
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The real, stinking vermin poisoning the blood of America, and you can take that to the bank as they are creating devastation and homelessness, violence and rape and murder. Advertising wealth haute acquisition and non-caring nazi hate and mafia death and blonde nazi glorification with every movie: the unending ugly sleaze filth and stench of murder rape and sleaze parasite arnold shittrashni88er ugly stink filth you all worship and allow every dirty politician and all the aspiring upcoming politicians and the rancid one-frozen facial expression dirty actors to revolve around that meaningless, stupid ugly ignorant ape scum to torture me so they can all resume the endless destruction of the United States so they can move out of the country to nazi europigapeland with a-hole-nold issuing orders. that ugly stink filth orders all "sides" of the political spectrum to play every "role" of fake opposition. All information is provided to that ignorant and stupid, sick sleazy filthy meaningless dirty ape rat cockroach by his nazi and Communist/Stasi teams out of Europigapeland. they don't have to leave the Nazi enclaves of Bavaria to instruct that ugly sick rotten ape with Nazi ideology tinged with Communist, central party planning death squad liquification of America like gulags and concentration camps--the russian model of gulags under stalin and the "Jewish" nazi Lenin were the training grounds for the much less murderous Hitler regime (hundreds of millions versus 6-10 million the Germans inflicted concentration camp murders upon the Russians have vast, unfiltered countryside in that huge continent in which ti hide the jews, blacks and other "unwanted" they got to firstly commit the genocidal massacre of the "revolution" and then put the most "radical" in the death camps. They will do the same in the United STates. They call me a "woke radical and to kill me" (that was rancid "christian mitch mcconnel with greasy rancid lindsey graham, and they are the older generation of nazi adepts the younger are less versed in democratic lecturing posturing bullshit they only spout tired cliches but americans are too dumbed down to tell the difference, brainwashed by the nazi whorewood movie industry which leads them to believe every lying scum running for office who merge with h-wood scriptwriters and acting coaches in order to sound like a synthesized mass of repetitious bots spewing out Democracy and The American Dream and Fight Trump while endlessly rushing and gushing to nazi a-hole -nold shitstink nigger filth to be instructed in how to threaten to kill me for not providing him ewith ideas derived out of torture so that ugly stupid filth fuck scum can appear like he's talented, concerned and intellectual a dumb ugly rotten nazi bigot with blank mediocrity and narrow-minded selfinterest. Told that he is good-looking and powerful this ugly grasping leech has been handed every power apparatus in Amerioca by the stink of crap like warren buffet another dirty scum working for this group who has obtained billions of dollars if not more for presenting his hokey redneck cliche redneck old american style but having obtained his endless insider trading information by the nazi party he and his rotten children and group are absolute fans of the endless money poured into their presentations of humble american pie but it's just bullshit let them eat cake shit instead. //Ugly stink arnold a-hole ugly trash stink ni88er has his teams conducting non-stop surveillance of me so even though I am literally too ill to move and am fighting for my lfie, that ugly filth crap while I am absolutely deadly ill, bedridden from poison that u gly stink filth ordered be put in my body to kill me, with baryishnikov the kgb agent infiltrator coming to organize mass group rape by europigape nazi shit and by terminigger arnold,; baryshnikov is always there representing the communist nazi stranglehold "we will crush you from within" promise the Russians made in the 50's and 60's now coming to fruition by the East German scum rat of shitniggger playing nazi body builder filth rapist scum nazi bigot glorified endlessly but the black stupid leagues of farrakhan adherents are the most violent protectors of white nazi plantation structure because they get "out" of the target zone--just like my rotten "family" which is only an entity in name I left them in 1978 and am still trying to get that group of shit scum off me. They bring them into teleportation to smirk and gloat as they grab onto me with sneering delight they get mansions and marry blonde nazis and live in nazi california with the blessing of ugly stink nigger trash arnold and his teams of gavin white trash scum endlessly social engineering white nazi overtake and the utter downfall of america, as long as they get to move to italy working with nancy pig-lousy to obtain hundreds of millions from their congresisonal posts of graft and destroying america "from within" but the real vermin is not the brown cleaning ladies that dirty ugly shitnigger arnold rapes on a regular basis but calls it just "fun" and there are no police calls--he raped me saying it was "time" for me to be rapeda s that ugly scum rat then brough tin shitaline the stink prostituted skank dumb scum who like dirty ugly arnold shit is too stupid and ugly to think of any beautiful concepts regarding human dignity only glorification of their posturing physical adherence to nazi posturing,m and like everything else they do--they borrow the concept nothing is original they glam onto arnold because he is providing stupid shit like warren buffet, absolutely talented in spewing out verbal advice and knowledge about remaining calm and retaining vulture sucking out propensities when the market fails to swoop in and gobble up the losses they invoke by their policies leading to such financial downfalls which they capitalize on. Otherwise, dirty ugly arnold the nazi has his filthy stink minions putting food in my kitchen sink at night and then they dump cockroaches into my room. I bring out the roach baits and in the middle of the night, after having fallen asleep in life-threatening illness which this ape is continuously killing me slowly with abuse while I am shitting out murderous toxins which that ape had put in my body to murder me while they extract ideas--to prove that onlky they are original and I am "nothing" as they destroy break rape torture mutiklate and block all opportunities then scream Loser and bitch at me and "stupid" after they torture ideas out of me because they literally have nothing but hate, exploitation and cliched stereotypes upon which they rely to fuck people over to steal all they have worked for calling themselves "superior" but the ways in which they obtain their money is always from a propped-up system of rigged everything, literally every single thing they obtain is nepo-induced and handed to them using this technology and the systematic stalking organizsation of social engineering.//impossible to t ype well hackers are blocking literally every moment every key I pound down on.//while I am putting roach bait out because I fasatidiously clean my sink drain every day, at least 5 times per day to stop the cockroaches they use mechanical arms to literally dump food bits into the drain at night and spray, every day, multiple times pe day, stinking grease on my kitchen counters so they are always greasy and cockroaches rush to eat what they are spraying at night. I wipe and clean, spray bleach water obn the counter caerfully observe the sink adn spray bleach into the drain--I wake up after I have fallen into life-saving sleep from abuse and torture from this ugly shit pig--while sleeping they got this ugly square blank rotten "actor" to throw baseballs murderously violently at me and rush at me with a pen to stab my face with it--I had done this with him after his threats and acions of violence after more than a decade of this ape having me tortured for his rancid failing career to be revived. Now that nazi nolen has put him in the lead of his next boring "win" he's there every moment playing "good cop" but of course, when the reality hits he is most dumb and murderous to get his oscar which is almost promised by ugly arnold the filth stench. That was in the afternoon after collapsing on my bed from dying from abuse while shitting out murderous poisons for the last week and months as u gly shithold termnigger the real leech vermin poisoning the blood of america is continuously getting alll the black "fighting racist" stupid stupid stupid fuck scum to abuse me on behalf of the farrakhan con bullshit team of getting rich off of the civil rights movement w3hile having malcolm x eliminated and in putting every false fraud into power while absolutely being told that nazi antisemitism will be their ticket to ride in the oscars parade and get more money (for farrakhan and his team).//the ugly nazi filth vermin who is creating the cockroach problem because he is an entity from hell, an ugly black hole sleazy filth machine of promise of getting rich to stupid stupid stupid white americans who are just so incensed that blacks can have a chance to compete but oh, jews more intellectual and to be beautiful which goes against centuries of deforming jews making them frumpy forcing them into lower status and the jews have completely complied they are supposed to be weak, ugly and only intellectual supporting every uprising of communist nature to provide nazis with impetus to first u se blacks and jews to do the fighting for them then killing them off and stealing their money and property once the genocide reaaches mass murder pitch. Ugly vermin shitnigger is producing this effect the german rat scum who he brings in instruct the stupid dirty shit on all sides to perform without question all they dictate with smiling money-grubbing dirty pig paws handing out every lead role and political position via whorewood because they use media as the advertising the speech coaching and scriptwriters come from whorewood all the one and same for both politicians and actors.

  and so ugly, stupid stench sick arnold the filth and his rancid children his filthy partners out of bavaria the real nazi party which can ...