Friday, August 7, 2020

BTW: I do not relish writing about this negativity at all.

This is a very important note to add to the lengthy endless posts about the attacks and their effects, my theorizing about political situations which devolve from this contractual situation. The scope of the attack system is intertwined in many other arenas of political adventure (for the players this is "fun" and a game).

For people in the future who will be adversely affected by mind control programming microchip implants, you will only laugh because you are being drugged and brainwashed to think the hate people attacking you are fun and it's all fun and good. This happens to me all the time in stores while the Thai people begin to laugh (as their partner glare with hate and ugliness and negativity while the pawns pretend they can't understand English). I find the corners of my mouth automatically going up into a "clown" "Joker" smile--without the make-up mind you. I laugh as if it's all funny. I am lied to and it all seems pleasant until I leave the hate and violence arena and later on, after the electromagnetic field has worn off (to some extent, in a "down" moment as I think continuously bombarding my brain with electromagnetic signals is possibly lethal for the body or brain) and, I realize only later that it was not funny as hell and it was sleazy creeps from hell attacking me. Not funny at all. 

I do not want to endlessly rant and write about it, as this is years and years of this. The daily drugging that is forced upon me forces these reactions out of me. The isolation from literally all that is lovely, pleasant, all social interaction--all the brainwashing to turn my formerly very joyous mentality and beautiful body and hair and possible career success into endless misery is just gaiety and laughter, smug giggles and glaring violent hate glares augmented by acts of near-death accidents, poisoning and rape and torture inflicted by smiling goons who are enthralled at being paid to torture and rape so they can be promoted by Nazi and Communist pig ape whores and loathsome idiots who can't begin to formulate any creative original concept for their brainwashing movies and media crap to brainwash people into cheering on the underdog, the casual endless stream of the crap (it is made to appear almost casual, as the directors and writers appear to be "independent" but they are part of these cartels--as they also obtain these ideas out of torturing me--and writing about this makes me immediately suspect as being "delusional" but that is the sorry plight of this stupid sick group of parasites--as they laugh and gloat and then torture me to force the utter deterioration of my body, my personality, the unravelling of my life my hope my beauty my youth my home my everything I love and cherish to create endless miserable reactions which I cannot control BEING DRUGGED UP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single loving entity around me--ever. 

Even all the birds have been shot and killed in the back once formerly extremely beautiful hillside that, like all the homes I have lived in (apartments, resorts) are ruined with deadly poisons poured on trees, animals killed and left in front of my door or patio--etc, trash thrown around the natural setting

and the same people have been attacking me since Bush---since Clinton--the same exact creeps from Miami Beach where I sold cigars back in 1996-1997 and they have not stopped attacking me to obtain these contracts since then.

It's unbelievable. It is REALITY. It is real. I really want to live in reality of this beautiful life instead of their stupidity forced upon me any longer. I do hope people reading my posts will make some effort to stop these groups and defend me I only want to live in peace and joy and have fun and happiness-like everyone else. But their stupidity and greasebag mentalities forced upon me because first the women can't stand to see me have a chance to have a beautiful body, thus my entire body, from head to toe, is broken down, inserted with objects to resemble cysts put into various parts of my body under the skin. Not having financial resources to see ANY doctor anywhere. Hair and skin destroyed daily. Objets inserted under cuticles daily for years and years now. Sobbing, crying and suicide programming as the whores glean out of torture the ideas I write of under duress and torture about their violence and their husbands' rape when I write of feminism or rape culture--and on and on, they laugh and gloat and are elated as they watch me get destroyed physically and they all are trying to emotionally and mentally, sexually and in every single way--FINANCIALLY ESPECIALLY so I have zero defense--to watch me unravel, every day writing these posts to the silence of the approval of the hacking sheeple creeple seeing what they can get out of this contract as well.

I really truly want to live in some joyous way instead of their filth and crap endlessly poured into my body and home, my psyche and my sleeping state. They are stupid and rotten as hell, really unworthy and disgusting and revolting crap personalities put into highest positions.

The hacking is so bad it is taking so much energy to pound this out and backspace and retype words endlessly.

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Praying for their deaths: the rat from depp and depp and that filth nazi french that shit married and the othe rshit it married and then rotten trump who is the destrucytion of the united states but it's the shit who put himin power who are really to blame: you can count in most of msnbc the former senator white worm and the ugly peanut whiet trash "christian used to be republican" nazi shit morning joe the whore yelling ugly nazi bigot and shit like them, rachel maddow included an absolute fake and fraud white nazi crap but not stupid and not a mediocrity at least---and shit like them, rancid hillary please get that rat filth out of power out of the democrat party influence strucrture along with james carville nazi rat infestation they are. Only obsessed with supply english with access so they can continue the endless raking of american money and endless sucking of money and money and power and they are rancid fuck destruction of america like trump. Death to them, pelase get rid fo them get them the FUCK OFF ME goddamn where is anything resonsible in american society any longer anyting there hello sick stupid fucks where are you?//Trump has been working to have me abused and poisoned tortured and raped to death for over 10 years. When that rot pig ape delinquent trashy loser became president, unbelievably the 2nd time and I was asked by that filth what I thought of it. My first reaction was that the election had been rigged. Dirty krapola renounced all election recount and inspection of the election instantly and folded, ostensibly I would suggest promised a lucrative contract and stature for folding after having turned the entire election process into a joke, but mostly rancid oprah and the farrakhan-driven obamas wiht oprah had done that (stupidity shouting joy with gyrating "feminist" nazi entertainers making potential voters absolutely enraged and/or disgusted, alternatively turned off altogether voting for trump instead or not voting. but then muck rigging as people might suspect. But now, he has had hours of abuse per day from a long list of maga scum hegseth and graham (during biden) pelosi (obama I mean biden) then oprah (all combined presidents she is a favored lump of bullshit they employ to represent black mediocrity aunt jemima culture worshipping white and absolutely violently murderous towards me, and in fact is waiting for me to be killed for having called her an aunt jemima. I now include the obamas in that category adn absolutely farrakhan. They all bow and worship rancid shit trump at this point his years of torrture and violence which merited me saying in addition in January 2025 that I really wish he had been killed when that guy in PA shot at him. That has been met by years of murderous torture the aim of which is to slowly kill me. Adding to that is the 16 y ears of the Depp family having tears ouring out of my eyes--I know it's due to greasy gavin scum boy the next abysmal failuer governor of maga stature but poised in the demo-rat party of californication nazi 4th Reich state of incompetent ignorance at least where whorewood is concerned. Amazing that it has so many competent people but this filth is put in entertainment and politics to destroy the state for overtake of nazi eurotrash shit. The rancid filth of the depp spawn nepo stupid and ugly sick filth with it's dirty sinister ugly mommy a former model who has made sure tears are pouring out of my eyes for hours per day--for years. they did this to me under obama when depp began raping and having me poisoned, my cat stolen and thijs rancid rat filth daughter put into top modeling after extensive facial reconstrucdtion. My cat stolen and taken b baryishnikov who also has mansions in Paris and many friends he has brought to be included in the nazi 4th Reich overtake of hollywood which they have done and using my ideas for years nad years. This lying rancid filth has embraced the depp shit so his french friends can go through them to abuse me to death so they can alongside ugly arnold the stench filth just overtake america through whorewood. through these rancid pieces of garbage shit as human beings, baryishnikov has danced choreography of geniuses with athletic skill but otherwise strives to be an artist par excellence but somehow for all these years has missed the mark until the artificial rigging of awards and nitice by this rancid nazi cartel controlling whorewood. It is a social engineering into nazi and violent death squads rather than any artistic quality or talent at this point. //Praying for the death of rancid trump finally get that flattulent sick fuck out of this planet since he's going to fuck america over for the sake of europigape approval and will destroy it completely. The rancid shit like morning joe the rancid rotten fuck is going to continue to support this as will lawrence odonnell and the rest of msnow and the rest of cnn and all the fired black anchors who came with farrakhan and oprah to have me tortured to participate in the slow murder of me continue to protect all of this pig rot filth so they can continue to obtain approval and permission but are attacking me to get out of podcasting. I included them onmly to say that the system is so fully entrenched of complete protection of this system that there is no other hope than for these pig scum to be dead finally. The ugly rat from depp along with having tears pouring out of my eyes every day and torrture for hours per day non-stop rape, this is ordered by her french nazi shit mommy and herself as spittling ugly sick rat but glorified as it feeds of having me raped and abused and is glorified by all the old men from europigapeland like roman polanski looking to have his career returned to whorewood. Viciously abusing me for fighting against nazis and watching his fucking movies about fighting nazis only to have him embrace the rat spawn shit stupid filth of depp only to have the french approve of him returning to whroewood. And in france as well not "hated" but then embraced just like self-hating bernie sanders who can't stand to be identified as a brooklyn jew and thus spews his self hate out at me every possible moment when he and aoc come to abuse me. AOC put into power under the first trump ordeal but people can't connect those dots that he put a controlled rat opposition into power out of NYC to help him control the demo-rat party with elizaeth warren the most dirty fuck possible out of the demo-rat party. But the rat from depp-wishing it death it has been trained by ugly arnodl to abuse me just at he moment of falling asleep in deadly illness from the poisoning she inflicted on me along with her filth daddy ugly sick putrid johnny and the shit of amber heard--who is heavily investeds in this contract and elon musk the father of her children or daughter is always in the backgtround having me slowly killed and has been paid in trillions of dollars to implement brain implants and mind control as representative of nazi mind control programming for social enginnering. Putting rancid sick fuck trump in power and now trump is murderou towards me for screaming under truth serum and years of near death torrture under his first adminstration and his infliction of endless poverty which he has put on me now, and is now having me killed there is no doubt about it. Endleslsy begging for years online to have some fucker in the united states government or society to stop this rape, poisoning and murder but the rat from depp is yelling loser and stupid while I am on the verge of falling into sleep--my face is comleely ugly horrid and broken down from years of them forcing tears to pour out of my eyes every day tears no matter what they force tears. My face is broken and hideous to see deformed behyind recognition from this torture. The shit of depp is there to get this contract for the shit models out of england she has worked with, who her rancid sick daddy nazi fuck has fucked and had as his "lovers" who are blank and stupid as rocks as well like ugly arnold--nazi shit featured for their nazi appearances but having no soul no real beauty no soul nothing---just empty blank and greedy selfish life fuck murdering nazi bigots murdering me while I am helpless-now the accumulation of torture and rape and beatings because they obtained MILLIONS AND BILLIONS OF DOLLARS OUT OF MY IDEAS but are going to abuse all the ycan out of me to death and then just keep going to get more and more without a thank you even just yelling slaps abuse punching raping and demanding more while they block l iterally every single thing I co ulued ever achieve for my life with this global operation of sick life fuck rocik-brained hate crap abusing threatening surrounding me all dirty filthy and vile. The hate and death energy of this group is a parallel to the disaster wreaking the globe environmentally they grab and rape and fuck and suck and out and drain and kill and rob and then feed off the next thing all believing they are this superior entity they are the drain death and loser death of society and the planet but for decades and centuries they have gotten away with this sick shit of exloitation and rape and decimation of all they can drain only to suck out all for their inferior lie fuck selves. //that ugly rat has been hissing spitting screaming and having my face mutilated from tears being punched slapped and screaming in rage every day for years and years literally hours per day screaming in hate . Eveyr momebnt I begin to relax they begin to threaten rape slap and abuse me so I am screaming in rage--in my little sitnnking filthy room with no income they destroyed that with corrupt hate and endless abuse from social security under sick fuck musk. so praying that somehow musk will get killed trump will finally get killed by the iranians and I hope it is very very soon. the rat from depp is still cherished by all the rancid sick fucks of whorewood and they have made me look old and u gly from my face sagging huge huge black circles under my eyes, my lips and cheeks sagging down from depression rage and hate every day for over 16 hours per day while shitting out poisons that are horrific for years and years whiel tey torrture me liek this. Every day that ugly rat is screaming some abuse at me while I am falling asleep from exhaustion from having shat out poisons this week after detox and the oisons are seriously deadly and this rat group has been abusing me because ugly arnold monitors my brain and nervous system to see how weak and sick I am so they can inflict as much abuse upon me in the most sick and healing sleep state possible because they are stupid ugly sick fuck shit can't think of ideas can't succeed none of hem has obtained any fucking thing until they got a holod of abusing me it is all they can do. Trump and his filth f uck family are so reliant upon this contract and the shit whores of nazi foreign funding for that fuck are so reliant upon this contract they are all celebrities but lost all their fame decades ago--like sick fuck baryishinkov a true russian spy and kgb infiltrator a lying ugly sick fuck only obsessed with putting as many nazi genocidal fucks and whatever shit and crap he has attached to his filthy nasty self along with this cartel. The ugly rat from depp is the grease hole through which they can get into america and whroewood for some reason but this screaming u gly stupid rat is always abusing me and trump put that rancid filth onto abusing me as has obama and hillary and the rest of this sick shit. Praying for their deaths, if anybody can please jus thave them desatroyed so america is not infiltrated why is it that I am the only person concerned about this and no one can do what is necessary to block this infiltration why does NOBODY CARE? Stupid fucks you goddanbn fucks