Friday, August 7, 2020

BTW: I do not relish writing about this negativity at all.

This is a very important note to add to the lengthy endless posts about the attacks and their effects, my theorizing about political situations which devolve from this contractual situation. The scope of the attack system is intertwined in many other arenas of political adventure (for the players this is "fun" and a game).

For people in the future who will be adversely affected by mind control programming microchip implants, you will only laugh because you are being drugged and brainwashed to think the hate people attacking you are fun and it's all fun and good. This happens to me all the time in stores while the Thai people begin to laugh (as their partner glare with hate and ugliness and negativity while the pawns pretend they can't understand English). I find the corners of my mouth automatically going up into a "clown" "Joker" smile--without the make-up mind you. I laugh as if it's all funny. I am lied to and it all seems pleasant until I leave the hate and violence arena and later on, after the electromagnetic field has worn off (to some extent, in a "down" moment as I think continuously bombarding my brain with electromagnetic signals is possibly lethal for the body or brain) and, I realize only later that it was not funny as hell and it was sleazy creeps from hell attacking me. Not funny at all. 

I do not want to endlessly rant and write about it, as this is years and years of this. The daily drugging that is forced upon me forces these reactions out of me. The isolation from literally all that is lovely, pleasant, all social interaction--all the brainwashing to turn my formerly very joyous mentality and beautiful body and hair and possible career success into endless misery is just gaiety and laughter, smug giggles and glaring violent hate glares augmented by acts of near-death accidents, poisoning and rape and torture inflicted by smiling goons who are enthralled at being paid to torture and rape so they can be promoted by Nazi and Communist pig ape whores and loathsome idiots who can't begin to formulate any creative original concept for their brainwashing movies and media crap to brainwash people into cheering on the underdog, the casual endless stream of the crap (it is made to appear almost casual, as the directors and writers appear to be "independent" but they are part of these cartels--as they also obtain these ideas out of torturing me--and writing about this makes me immediately suspect as being "delusional" but that is the sorry plight of this stupid sick group of parasites--as they laugh and gloat and then torture me to force the utter deterioration of my body, my personality, the unravelling of my life my hope my beauty my youth my home my everything I love and cherish to create endless miserable reactions which I cannot control BEING DRUGGED UP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single loving entity around me--ever. 

Even all the birds have been shot and killed in the back once formerly extremely beautiful hillside that, like all the homes I have lived in (apartments, resorts) are ruined with deadly poisons poured on trees, animals killed and left in front of my door or patio--etc, trash thrown around the natural setting

and the same people have been attacking me since Bush---since Clinton--the same exact creeps from Miami Beach where I sold cigars back in 1996-1997 and they have not stopped attacking me to obtain these contracts since then.

It's unbelievable. It is REALITY. It is real. I really want to live in reality of this beautiful life instead of their stupidity forced upon me any longer. I do hope people reading my posts will make some effort to stop these groups and defend me I only want to live in peace and joy and have fun and happiness-like everyone else. But their stupidity and greasebag mentalities forced upon me because first the women can't stand to see me have a chance to have a beautiful body, thus my entire body, from head to toe, is broken down, inserted with objects to resemble cysts put into various parts of my body under the skin. Not having financial resources to see ANY doctor anywhere. Hair and skin destroyed daily. Objets inserted under cuticles daily for years and years now. Sobbing, crying and suicide programming as the whores glean out of torture the ideas I write of under duress and torture about their violence and their husbands' rape when I write of feminism or rape culture--and on and on, they laugh and gloat and are elated as they watch me get destroyed physically and they all are trying to emotionally and mentally, sexually and in every single way--FINANCIALLY ESPECIALLY so I have zero defense--to watch me unravel, every day writing these posts to the silence of the approval of the hacking sheeple creeple seeing what they can get out of this contract as well.

I really truly want to live in some joyous way instead of their filth and crap endlessly poured into my body and home, my psyche and my sleeping state. They are stupid and rotten as hell, really unworthy and disgusting and revolting crap personalities put into highest positions.

The hacking is so bad it is taking so much energy to pound this out and backspace and retype words endlessly.

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Heart Palpitation remote tech/interface microchip torture; slow murder attack. Heart pounding as I lay in bed after nothing but taking a shower, where the ugly sick and stupid crap dirty men state dirty, stupid crap ignorant ugly things to me as I "ignore" them but they continue on and on. Constantly a sense of absolute hate and loathing pervades all I do, every day, almost at every hour, because they are so putrid that I "steel" myself but it's almost never successful I "let them in" with the attacks on my brain, nervous system and the drugging and sickness, isolation and the endless DECADES of this ongoing learning that the entire world is participating and there is no justice. Seeing how ugly and trashy thesa filthy "superior" crap really are as they scream loser but they can't win withoug abusing, using lying and stealing. those whose careers had been very quiet after years of their success, but now the endless aeons of mafia movies and gangster flicks with younger replacements has left them enraged and all is dumped on me for defending myself against their greasy ugly and sinister abuse for promotion by this filthy euro-hate machine of absolute control over the United States. I find it so deplorable that things have gotten to this State in the state of the only country truly fighting for individual freedom from tyranny; so the myth goes. That I see only groveling sleazy and stupid sick crap bowing like slaves to creepy scum who only convey that they are entitled with nothing else. Thusly the untalented and corrupt and incompetent Americans can join this team with promises of allowing the trash criminal filth of this euro-hate cartel to contrrol, their inadequacies will be forgiven the mediocrity element and corrupt sleaze and all of them are rushing to turn every moment of my life into hate, abuse and just simply fighting for my life while The entire United States has allowed this group of crap to penetrate and take control. I can't understand the sheer stupidity7 of it only that mediocrity and rancid unworthiness has been put into power and kept there for generations to follow the WWII destiny of creating a destroyed colony for eurofilth hate to colonize and make sure there is no freedom and people like me enslaved with covert illegality and no one doing a goddamn thing but laughing or just smirking and shrugging. Even when the entire country appears to be dissolving in competent, petty tyrannical sleaze creeps claiming they are pure angelic democracy in the flesh, or christ in the flesh.