Friday, August 7, 2020

BTW: I do not relish writing about this negativity at all.

This is a very important note to add to the lengthy endless posts about the attacks and their effects, my theorizing about political situations which devolve from this contractual situation. The scope of the attack system is intertwined in many other arenas of political adventure (for the players this is "fun" and a game).

For people in the future who will be adversely affected by mind control programming microchip implants, you will only laugh because you are being drugged and brainwashed to think the hate people attacking you are fun and it's all fun and good. This happens to me all the time in stores while the Thai people begin to laugh (as their partner glare with hate and ugliness and negativity while the pawns pretend they can't understand English). I find the corners of my mouth automatically going up into a "clown" "Joker" smile--without the make-up mind you. I laugh as if it's all funny. I am lied to and it all seems pleasant until I leave the hate and violence arena and later on, after the electromagnetic field has worn off (to some extent, in a "down" moment as I think continuously bombarding my brain with electromagnetic signals is possibly lethal for the body or brain) and, I realize only later that it was not funny as hell and it was sleazy creeps from hell attacking me. Not funny at all. 

I do not want to endlessly rant and write about it, as this is years and years of this. The daily drugging that is forced upon me forces these reactions out of me. The isolation from literally all that is lovely, pleasant, all social interaction--all the brainwashing to turn my formerly very joyous mentality and beautiful body and hair and possible career success into endless misery is just gaiety and laughter, smug giggles and glaring violent hate glares augmented by acts of near-death accidents, poisoning and rape and torture inflicted by smiling goons who are enthralled at being paid to torture and rape so they can be promoted by Nazi and Communist pig ape whores and loathsome idiots who can't begin to formulate any creative original concept for their brainwashing movies and media crap to brainwash people into cheering on the underdog, the casual endless stream of the crap (it is made to appear almost casual, as the directors and writers appear to be "independent" but they are part of these cartels--as they also obtain these ideas out of torturing me--and writing about this makes me immediately suspect as being "delusional" but that is the sorry plight of this stupid sick group of parasites--as they laugh and gloat and then torture me to force the utter deterioration of my body, my personality, the unravelling of my life my hope my beauty my youth my home my everything I love and cherish to create endless miserable reactions which I cannot control BEING DRUGGED UP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single loving entity around me--ever. 

Even all the birds have been shot and killed in the back once formerly extremely beautiful hillside that, like all the homes I have lived in (apartments, resorts) are ruined with deadly poisons poured on trees, animals killed and left in front of my door or patio--etc, trash thrown around the natural setting

and the same people have been attacking me since Bush---since Clinton--the same exact creeps from Miami Beach where I sold cigars back in 1996-1997 and they have not stopped attacking me to obtain these contracts since then.

It's unbelievable. It is REALITY. It is real. I really want to live in reality of this beautiful life instead of their stupidity forced upon me any longer. I do hope people reading my posts will make some effort to stop these groups and defend me I only want to live in peace and joy and have fun and happiness-like everyone else. But their stupidity and greasebag mentalities forced upon me because first the women can't stand to see me have a chance to have a beautiful body, thus my entire body, from head to toe, is broken down, inserted with objects to resemble cysts put into various parts of my body under the skin. Not having financial resources to see ANY doctor anywhere. Hair and skin destroyed daily. Objets inserted under cuticles daily for years and years now. Sobbing, crying and suicide programming as the whores glean out of torture the ideas I write of under duress and torture about their violence and their husbands' rape when I write of feminism or rape culture--and on and on, they laugh and gloat and are elated as they watch me get destroyed physically and they all are trying to emotionally and mentally, sexually and in every single way--FINANCIALLY ESPECIALLY so I have zero defense--to watch me unravel, every day writing these posts to the silence of the approval of the hacking sheeple creeple seeing what they can get out of this contract as well.

I really truly want to live in some joyous way instead of their filth and crap endlessly poured into my body and home, my psyche and my sleeping state. They are stupid and rotten as hell, really unworthy and disgusting and revolting crap personalities put into highest positions.

The hacking is so bad it is taking so much energy to pound this out and backspace and retype words endlessly.

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Simulation of domestic violence from sleazy filthy creeps--your heroes your celebrity shit out of london, germany and california trying all to appear compassionate and intellectual but sleazy and rotten inactuality; In order---according to this disgusting "system" imposed on me, every law, every constitutional right not merely abridged but decimated by the entire united states government and most of it's people (yes you) (and please note, additionally I am unable to think with much clarity my brain is under non-stop attack in this position where I fight to pound letters out-the keyboard attacked simultaneously so it's impossible for me to write succinctly or with cognitive finesse--just ranting for the most part but being tortured to death and then exploied to death is gruesome and agonizing plus not being able to articulate it adds to the frustration and rage--the pigs have it all worked out (the pig rat ape whores they are all so disgusting and really rotten "evil"--and "they" encompasses the "liberal progressives" who rush to join in the nazi brood--the socialist and communist branches of fascist nazism and fascism in general---) so there is not a single person still and more running for government under the guise of "change"from the usual don't' believe the bs they are rotten to the core fully aligned with the rise of the 4th REich nazi death squad machinery but out of desperation and income inequality they will usher in nazi socialistm so whether left or right the outcome will be the 4th reich; this system of persecution surveillance and mutilation torture poisoning and murder will continue to expand under shit like musk et al but newscome out of californication has been slated as the Hegelian Dialectic "hero" rescuing america from "trump"what a sleazy sick violent and genocidal fascist bigot he truly is; like the shit and filth out of whorewood the white nazi trash all multi millionaires they have brown and blackies surrounding them people associate that with "not racist" it's the epitome of racism it is the new plantation master-slave society but the slaves who project enslavement and gyrating sex slave happy to be servicing with my p&&s$ are part of the "plan" plus the fake hip hop "fighting racism" but ultimately servicing as violent abusers for their white masters (the latter the males for the most part or females calling themselves "queens" but the former mostly confined to the females who are all viciously antissemitic becaues they are told through endless incentives that turning force amplifier for whitey master will bring them grammies and oscars especailly if they dye their hair blonde--and a bevy of other minorities have played the same hand. THis is the opposition to trump underway this is the real prime time real news evverything else is a performance show. so impossible to type the hacking and malware is making this impossible I am backspacing and pounding so hard the keyboard is being damaged so I will stop I literally am unable to type any longer due to hacking when will you goddamn do-nothing creeple sheeple et all out there every do anything to stop this overtake by nazi fascists of the united states government?//filthy newscum old boy scum running as "democracy" advocate shithead creep can be welcomed by the nazi 4th reich as american president, he came once more, since last july when I changed address to california and then supported his redistricting prop 50, this heinous leech abuser sexual assault scumbag old boy scum has had men rape, torture, beat and that is only in conjunction with the years of his passive approval with pig-lousy the house speaker rushing to join with shit-negger the former nazi governor who has brought so many europigape nazis into california that it is literally run by europigape nazis and all thed filth of whorewood and in congress must "bow' to nazis (i.e. german shit who are not even wealthy, educated just connexted to the money of diamler benz the manufacturing in stuttgart, for example and I know these jerk off scum shit and met them years ago and know them and have been victim of their gang rape mk ultra attacks, so similar in nature to epstein island but using tech to protect and conceal theiir filthy vile predatory) the shit came to extract more ideas and then abuse, insult and leave me cleaning up literally piles of sitnking filth, my home so destroyed it is grotesquely filthy and broken from years of their brown slave dirty creeps destroying plus white nazi eurotrash telling their stupid slaves what to do; there is old boy newscum with his plantatiion in california built in part by shit-negger and then pig-lousy his family relative by marriage building up a nazi center of political cohesion into american politics, being touted as the next viable candidate for shit rotten lack of leadership but with an arsenal of whorewood plastic surgery and script writers to conceal how sick and rotten he truly is.//For the endless day in a row this filth creep has brought fascist nazis to either rape, torture to get their free deals ultimately for his career explosion which happened the month he began torturing me once I changed address--"believing" in the bs he was spewing about democracy and how heinous trump is--all a deception total bs lies this filthy creep is another a$$-worshipping slave for the trump plantation an underling hired scumbag to represent the emerging "socialist" nazi democratic side to authoritarianism. Merging with the german shithead endlessly in this group, was mandami the scum grease stain and one day this will emerge because I wonder how long he can front fake greasy smiles and say the scripts that people are yearning to hear (free things the impoverished due to trump and biden policies destroying their income sustainability?). Etc etc the examples are many but this is the "left" right now in particular the PROGRESSIVEES who are the Socialist/Communist force of nazi (National Socialistm=Nazi meaning it's a phonetic adaptation in german of national socialism german workers party it was shortened to nazi)//Tortured and abused by the gang of scum, shit and filth whorewood plus old boy scum for ideas about a film they tortured me to obtain the original idea from; all done while I was in deep sleep nascent waking state (this morning, more information for the shit, trash pig whore apes who have raped, completely mutilated my body had my uterus partially severed out then blocked money I had no way to pay for even decent food as they tortrured me into old age, then sliced my cuticles out--non-stop for over 15 years almost every night my fingers are ocmpletely mutilated as are my hands--red pimple scars from chemicals they poured on my legs, and arms and then tatooing the bumps into my skin--nothing gets it out. My hair almost bald huge pathes of hair literally follicles removed while in deep sleep and unable to wake. The shit English filth came to get moe ideas because they are hateful ugly and blank and for years they have obtained HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF DOLLARS IN PRIZES FOR MY IDEAS they literally stole from my writings and from my then incessant torture to obtain more ideas; this year because I stopped writing my ideas which have been used as their concepts, written in such short nothingness incapable of creating anything the hacking is unbelievable I am unable to write, function and the attacks on my brain and body render me incapable of doing much almost all day, every day in agony from hard poisons latched in every direction into my spine as they abuse and abuse and yell and rape and beat and torture me every day. This morning upon the first gleam of consciousness, once more artificially awoken by the attack on my nervous system plus non-stop DRUGGING so they can extract ideas and then obtain truth reaction so I can't disguies or control my RAGE from more information the "truth serum" drugging made it literally impossible for me to stop telling them the ideas for their upcoming civil war movie which they will, as they have done for over 15 years actually 20 from their English Crown associate Moynihan this filth scum rapist wealthy white trash pig creep, associated with dumb whorren mirrage and her irish stew filth rapist scumbag endlessly starring in movies since having attacked me back in 2012 funding shitalina and ape pitt for their movies based on MY IDEAS for years and years and years and years my ideas furnishing them with oscars for years and years (or nomination) NO MONEY FOR ME. After I began to scream to get off me as usual every single day trying not to react not to divulge information but impossible in endless paralysis, shittin poison out day after day that these filth apes put in, my money so depleted my living space FILTHY BROKEN DOWN endlessly cleaning unbelievable stinkin filth from my body and my livin space their dirty brown and black minority slaves pour in, then their black ceelbrity slaves and politicians (old boy scum especially has a californication plantation slave system which america yearns to spread across the country this system plantation all smiling uncles and aunties servicing to live in the big house with whitey nazi as they viciously attack me for their prizes and for the essential murder of me). They will give me not even a thank you, as they j ust insulted me after about 2 hours of incredible information they obtained from me. I divultged years of research in Albert Pike from the Morals and Dogma Freemason fame (KKK founder it has been said) and then the russians sending ships to aid lincoln then the internatation new order which ensured out of reconstruction (there was collaboration with europigapes italians pre-mussolini fascism and also germany the pre-nazi era, of course working with the south) and more--the stupid ugly dirty pieces of shit sat there as I scrfeamed to stop asking me for ideas and once they obtained 2 hours of incredible info they abused insulted and then I saw that another piece of white clothing was stained yellow brown which I had hung up last night perfectly clean--. The filth pigs then go off smirkin with fuckin newsom the rotten scum who sent the german nazis to rape and assault me after the english shit sat with that ugly dirty filthy creep to rape beat and yell death threats for 16 hours per day, asking for ideas afterwqards then insulting me instantly afterwards, theynb coming back to get more ideas. Only stinking filth poure dinto my room and insults and poverty no money they remain blocking my DISABILITY which they all created upon me aqnd then were killing me with re-poisoning as they sit smug and just trying to suck my life out completely every day turned old and broken from this shit never ending. And sill, not a single anythikng from this filthy defunct government of shit and crap my years of having b een exposed to these filthy p0oliticians on all sides is so alarmingly similar to the shit of american and the rest of the world--the "new world order" whichj I would put the movie centering around the ostracization of mary todd lincoln because she was not a fascist nazi and her husband as well-but the nazis rose up in reconstruction that is what I would want to creat they of course would glorify their naizi establishemtn putting their filthy dirty meaningless stupid shit selves into the heroic roles giving me nothing but just moe slow torture to death. My body completely broken down as they extract everything out of me like a huge group of leeches surrounding me because of this fuckin shit government handing worthless parasits glorified for their plastic surgery psychoopathic posturing by you idiots out there.

  Just by the way (with so much effort to type pound this out, and my brain put into ranting hyperbolic mode hysteria after hours of pig scu...