Friday, August 7, 2020

BTW: I do not relish writing about this negativity at all.

This is a very important note to add to the lengthy endless posts about the attacks and their effects, my theorizing about political situations which devolve from this contractual situation. The scope of the attack system is intertwined in many other arenas of political adventure (for the players this is "fun" and a game).

For people in the future who will be adversely affected by mind control programming microchip implants, you will only laugh because you are being drugged and brainwashed to think the hate people attacking you are fun and it's all fun and good. This happens to me all the time in stores while the Thai people begin to laugh (as their partner glare with hate and ugliness and negativity while the pawns pretend they can't understand English). I find the corners of my mouth automatically going up into a "clown" "Joker" smile--without the make-up mind you. I laugh as if it's all funny. I am lied to and it all seems pleasant until I leave the hate and violence arena and later on, after the electromagnetic field has worn off (to some extent, in a "down" moment as I think continuously bombarding my brain with electromagnetic signals is possibly lethal for the body or brain) and, I realize only later that it was not funny as hell and it was sleazy creeps from hell attacking me. Not funny at all. 

I do not want to endlessly rant and write about it, as this is years and years of this. The daily drugging that is forced upon me forces these reactions out of me. The isolation from literally all that is lovely, pleasant, all social interaction--all the brainwashing to turn my formerly very joyous mentality and beautiful body and hair and possible career success into endless misery is just gaiety and laughter, smug giggles and glaring violent hate glares augmented by acts of near-death accidents, poisoning and rape and torture inflicted by smiling goons who are enthralled at being paid to torture and rape so they can be promoted by Nazi and Communist pig ape whores and loathsome idiots who can't begin to formulate any creative original concept for their brainwashing movies and media crap to brainwash people into cheering on the underdog, the casual endless stream of the crap (it is made to appear almost casual, as the directors and writers appear to be "independent" but they are part of these cartels--as they also obtain these ideas out of torturing me--and writing about this makes me immediately suspect as being "delusional" but that is the sorry plight of this stupid sick group of parasites--as they laugh and gloat and then torture me to force the utter deterioration of my body, my personality, the unravelling of my life my hope my beauty my youth my home my everything I love and cherish to create endless miserable reactions which I cannot control BEING DRUGGED UP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single loving entity around me--ever. 

Even all the birds have been shot and killed in the back once formerly extremely beautiful hillside that, like all the homes I have lived in (apartments, resorts) are ruined with deadly poisons poured on trees, animals killed and left in front of my door or patio--etc, trash thrown around the natural setting

and the same people have been attacking me since Bush---since Clinton--the same exact creeps from Miami Beach where I sold cigars back in 1996-1997 and they have not stopped attacking me to obtain these contracts since then.

It's unbelievable. It is REALITY. It is real. I really want to live in reality of this beautiful life instead of their stupidity forced upon me any longer. I do hope people reading my posts will make some effort to stop these groups and defend me I only want to live in peace and joy and have fun and happiness-like everyone else. But their stupidity and greasebag mentalities forced upon me because first the women can't stand to see me have a chance to have a beautiful body, thus my entire body, from head to toe, is broken down, inserted with objects to resemble cysts put into various parts of my body under the skin. Not having financial resources to see ANY doctor anywhere. Hair and skin destroyed daily. Objets inserted under cuticles daily for years and years now. Sobbing, crying and suicide programming as the whores glean out of torture the ideas I write of under duress and torture about their violence and their husbands' rape when I write of feminism or rape culture--and on and on, they laugh and gloat and are elated as they watch me get destroyed physically and they all are trying to emotionally and mentally, sexually and in every single way--FINANCIALLY ESPECIALLY so I have zero defense--to watch me unravel, every day writing these posts to the silence of the approval of the hacking sheeple creeple seeing what they can get out of this contract as well.

I really truly want to live in some joyous way instead of their filth and crap endlessly poured into my body and home, my psyche and my sleeping state. They are stupid and rotten as hell, really unworthy and disgusting and revolting crap personalities put into highest positions.

The hacking is so bad it is taking so much energy to pound this out and backspace and retype words endlessly.

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continuous tear droplets forced out of my eyes because the slime attackers must destroy my skin, hair, eyes, face and everything about me to get their nasty dirty promotions and then when they teleport me they mock how I look, every time and insult my appearance as I fight literally every day, all day to shit the hard poison out they merrily pumped raped and pounded into my body while forcing tears out of my eyes on a non-stop basis, plus literally around 12-16 hours per day of non-stop verbal insults, abuse and the nazi trashni88ers of them threaten me with brutal death for defending myself yelling "I'm sick of your responses" to try to humiliate me into slavish subservience to their nazi power hierarchy while they prove every day they can't think of ideas so they also torture me without end after spending years stealing my ideas which I wrote under torture conditions about the rights of human beings--so they can be presented by the corrupt politiicans as being "liberal humanitarians" on their "side" when election celebrity endorsement and a lying social engineering platform is needed to present america as being a benevolent and loving, caring society (while they can't wait to rape, rob kill plunder using all the "fun" tech like throat implants to force tears endlessly out of my eyes for over 20 years not without end non-stop. It had ended slightly under Biden but since Newsom got his endless hate rape torture violence racism torture hours of abuse and rape the tears on a daily basis for hours per day has resumed since I "moved" address from rump's florida to old boy scum's californicaattion they have after having me raped beaten and tortured by english and german scum creep "celebrities" blank stupid ugly hateful lying conniving manipulating thusly deemed "intelligent" and now it's tears non-stop. Wiping them off my skin is raw, the skin permanently damaged from salt on my skinn daily hours an dhours per day my vision highly reduced must wear glasses to read or see anything while sitting fighting to detox hard poison out of my spine--which is completely crooked, my body twisted with hard poisons literally retaining the crooked position because this same group had people rape and deform my body also cutting out part of my uterus and then using hair follicle remover to remove most of my scalp hair and all underarm hair---and mutilating my body. I am so ill from the endless years of being abused, tortured with "no touch no evidence all fully protected" slime shit and scum out of congress and whorewood and their nasty black and jewish and latino minions performing every act of hate, violence death threats and their hate is extreme dumping their own sense of being mistreated out on me--happily all the "victims" rush to abuse me (the white trash as well they all play "victim" endlessly in their roles justifying their murderous retaliation schemes in both movies and in politics). The crap politicians and celebrities MUST have me tortured EVERY SINGLE DAY ALL DAY LONG EVERY NIGHT LONG they teleport me to abuse hate rape and homelessness literally non-stop every single night. I am so ill from another bout of detox which has lasted literally 2 months of agony, poisons ripping out of my spine being bedridden while stupid ugly shitni88er arnold lthe rotten ugly dirty scum you all worship for his permission to rape plunder steal and kill movie psychopathy glorified by the kennedy family to run in politics as they also gold dig for nazi gold pipeline luxury living "for free" for just sucking up to the eurotrash nazi cartels (as all the politicians have done, america is fully overrun by eurotrash nazi shit glorified by the money they flaunt and throw around to every sychophant which comprises the gamut of congress and whorewood). Therefore the mutilation of my body is literally non-stop. I collapse on my bed because my ENTIRE SPINE is coated with hard poisons WHICH NEVER COME OUT from years and years and years an dyears and years of fighting to get the poisoning to stop and then in dying sickness being abused by loathsome ugly parasite ugly arnold and noem and the german rat filth and the depp rat spawn y elling loser bitch stupid as they torture me for ideas and then the tortures resume without end. After they make millions off my ideas they don't ever stop for a second attacking me literally day and night. I can't wrap the layers around my hair so it's falling out, greasy and stinking because I collapsed on my bed they inserted metal knives under my cuticles once more after more than 15 years of this on a nightly basis--they had my spine fractured while in deep comatose microchip inertia sleep state so I am disaabled they got muck and rump to cut my ssi disability completely off without any letters information and being abused yelled at hung up on by social security for only having saved covid funds and student loans which are legally exempt from the threshold allowance for savings. Demanding that I go "in person" to a field office rather than THE LAW which states they MUST SEND ME INFORMATION by letter officially. All law is broken repeatedly the politician scum and shit and the former presidents the fucking lying crap that they all are rush to abuse me every single moment possible to get more interviews more political clout to be elected thusly they all converge (ffrom all sides) to murder me slowly like being devoured alive by parasites and not "like" it is what they are doing using this filth technology that muck the slime f**ck has been paid in trillions of dollars to implement on a huge massive scale across the globe.

The heinous partnership of the current governor of California and the previous leech off America that arnold stench-trash-termini88er truly ...