Friday, August 7, 2020

BTW: I do not relish writing about this negativity at all.

This is a very important note to add to the lengthy endless posts about the attacks and their effects, my theorizing about political situations which devolve from this contractual situation. The scope of the attack system is intertwined in many other arenas of political adventure (for the players this is "fun" and a game).

For people in the future who will be adversely affected by mind control programming microchip implants, you will only laugh because you are being drugged and brainwashed to think the hate people attacking you are fun and it's all fun and good. This happens to me all the time in stores while the Thai people begin to laugh (as their partner glare with hate and ugliness and negativity while the pawns pretend they can't understand English). I find the corners of my mouth automatically going up into a "clown" "Joker" smile--without the make-up mind you. I laugh as if it's all funny. I am lied to and it all seems pleasant until I leave the hate and violence arena and later on, after the electromagnetic field has worn off (to some extent, in a "down" moment as I think continuously bombarding my brain with electromagnetic signals is possibly lethal for the body or brain) and, I realize only later that it was not funny as hell and it was sleazy creeps from hell attacking me. Not funny at all. 

I do not want to endlessly rant and write about it, as this is years and years of this. The daily drugging that is forced upon me forces these reactions out of me. The isolation from literally all that is lovely, pleasant, all social interaction--all the brainwashing to turn my formerly very joyous mentality and beautiful body and hair and possible career success into endless misery is just gaiety and laughter, smug giggles and glaring violent hate glares augmented by acts of near-death accidents, poisoning and rape and torture inflicted by smiling goons who are enthralled at being paid to torture and rape so they can be promoted by Nazi and Communist pig ape whores and loathsome idiots who can't begin to formulate any creative original concept for their brainwashing movies and media crap to brainwash people into cheering on the underdog, the casual endless stream of the crap (it is made to appear almost casual, as the directors and writers appear to be "independent" but they are part of these cartels--as they also obtain these ideas out of torturing me--and writing about this makes me immediately suspect as being "delusional" but that is the sorry plight of this stupid sick group of parasites--as they laugh and gloat and then torture me to force the utter deterioration of my body, my personality, the unravelling of my life my hope my beauty my youth my home my everything I love and cherish to create endless miserable reactions which I cannot control BEING DRUGGED UP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single loving entity around me--ever. 

Even all the birds have been shot and killed in the back once formerly extremely beautiful hillside that, like all the homes I have lived in (apartments, resorts) are ruined with deadly poisons poured on trees, animals killed and left in front of my door or patio--etc, trash thrown around the natural setting

and the same people have been attacking me since Bush---since Clinton--the same exact creeps from Miami Beach where I sold cigars back in 1996-1997 and they have not stopped attacking me to obtain these contracts since then.

It's unbelievable. It is REALITY. It is real. I really want to live in reality of this beautiful life instead of their stupidity forced upon me any longer. I do hope people reading my posts will make some effort to stop these groups and defend me I only want to live in peace and joy and have fun and happiness-like everyone else. But their stupidity and greasebag mentalities forced upon me because first the women can't stand to see me have a chance to have a beautiful body, thus my entire body, from head to toe, is broken down, inserted with objects to resemble cysts put into various parts of my body under the skin. Not having financial resources to see ANY doctor anywhere. Hair and skin destroyed daily. Objets inserted under cuticles daily for years and years now. Sobbing, crying and suicide programming as the whores glean out of torture the ideas I write of under duress and torture about their violence and their husbands' rape when I write of feminism or rape culture--and on and on, they laugh and gloat and are elated as they watch me get destroyed physically and they all are trying to emotionally and mentally, sexually and in every single way--FINANCIALLY ESPECIALLY so I have zero defense--to watch me unravel, every day writing these posts to the silence of the approval of the hacking sheeple creeple seeing what they can get out of this contract as well.

I really truly want to live in some joyous way instead of their filth and crap endlessly poured into my body and home, my psyche and my sleeping state. They are stupid and rotten as hell, really unworthy and disgusting and revolting crap personalities put into highest positions.

The hacking is so bad it is taking so much energy to pound this out and backspace and retype words endlessly.

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Don't put more rancid euro-trash nazis into power in California and anywhere else: California Elections a stinking take-over by the Euro-filth of arnold shittrash nigger slime filth and the Euro-ape Hilton----another Nazi bigot partnering with that filth crap. In interview (below) Hilton describes how his "good friend" ugly sleazy sick shitnigger arnold is "going back into entertainment" OUT OF TORTURING ME the ugly stupid slime filth has been given permission to put his filth into whorewood once more. Years of that stupid ugly rat ape trash excrement doing nothing because he is talented and creative as a rat's dropping and is a hateful nazi bigot but beloved by the stupid trash shit of whroewood because he is so violent and so nazi that all the groveling followers rely on him to abuse me nearly to death so they can get this contract. The ugly sick filth has been raping, torturing, beating, threatening me with death endless hours of abuse until I am unable to stop "ignoring" them from HOURS AND HOURS and when I do, the ugly rat ape screams "I'm sick of your reaction" and rushes to hit, lift me up hitting me, threatening to kill me, and then he brings on MORE GROUPS of shit and scum to abuse, hit punch and rape me for HOURS PER DAY until I react, then the death threats to just say nothing recede and allow the humiliation and abuse to continue. He's so ugly and rancid but so adored by the stupid shit of whroewood and congress it shows the absolute decline of all cultural intelligence in America. The rancid filth group of a$$=groveling obsequious dumb scum put in control over whroewood were chosen deliberately to muck everything up with horrid movies stupid nazi superhero marvel crap endless stupid and fake "woke" scripts played by rancid endlessly boring A$$=level "actors" who take turns annually to get lead roles along with the rancid directions so there is NEVER fresh talent and if there are 'NEW FACES' they are just replicas but so blank and boring and horrid that there's almost nothing left. Now that as Hilton the next nazi eurtrash maga election denier nazi comes into power with the beckoning of rancid ugly arnold the trash that you stupid fucks reading this can never detect, you only see the handouts the money the feeling of redemption if you are black or jewish to be smiled at by the crock ugly sleaze that this fraud scum really is---everything he does is under instruction by his central committee nazis out of euro-hateland transmitted globally via satellite or in their other modalities. He has almost not creative ideas is just a prick on steroids which have imploded in his rancid ugly body and his mentality matches the rot and sick stench. This filth creep has been placed into entertainment "leadership" due to MONTHS AND MONTHS AND YEARS AND YEARS OF organizing MURDER of me and he's disappointed that I am fighting to heal so under the pretext of "helping" me to heal he's abusing me to death but so slyly. This is his real personality his real modus operandi but the sick fucks in "power" can't discern this only the money this filth nazi scum ugly trash hands out and the next tv show the next gyrating black pu$$y show they gyrate and hate upon me with ferocity that is almost murderous if only they were allowed they would--(j-lo, cardi b with kamala for example with yet another rapist dirty german dumb scum they worship as the brainwashed minority minion sleazy prostituted "icons" of plantation sex slavery they are used for by the white nazi trash of whorewood and congress as well (as they just partner with every sleazy sick fuck from whorewood to get the nazi pipeline funding through that endless carnal orifice of rape and sexual violence and white male entitlement to all, which this filthy ape shitnigger epitomizes. The Demo-rat sex scandal with whatever his name was who dropped out, the Demo-rat who sexually abused women; this is what shitnigger arnold the trash sick stupid fuck encourages because it DEMORALIZES america and turns it into more of a controllable banana republic for his group to take over. The bs of this Hilton scumbag is obvious to me and the code he is using to pronounce that "change" is needed in whoerwood means the inevitable NAZI TAKEOVER of eurotrash shit over h-wood because they put, deliberately, such talentless scum in power after kicking weinstein out--and I am defending wesinstein what the accounts of sexual mischief he did are NOTHING compared to the stinking ugly sickness of arnold and the shit of californication and whorewood and the government who rush to joyfully laugh at my situation while they get endless kudos for their careers--i.e. amy klobuchar now deemed such a wonderful and reliable politician in minnesota a reliable nazi racist who "fights' for blonde women as the nazi strategy goes but laughed openly at me and smiled lovingly at a stupid as fuck german slime actor who like them all is handed the nazi money pipeline to buy off politicians and the filth celebrities who increasingly hand everything over to nazi eurotraswh to take over--their racism and sexism excluding blonde nazi trash american shit skanks (supposedly, for now at least inevitably they want all white male complete domination with eurotrash blonde nazi women controlling what few slots are left for appearances---). //Stinking sprays on my bedsheets and the pillows I use to prop up my very damaged body--the expletive who had me poisoned so I am in this condition is ordering this--his ugly stench from his psychic filth is endlessly being dumped on me. The United States government in all it's racist and misogynist hate is allowing every male nazi black, white jewish asian latino et al hateful bigot vying for women "like me" to be so oppressed I can't ever get anything done except to clean their stench which they order sprayed on everything, day and night. This began not with this ugly pile of rancid disgusting austrian filth, but he's just endlessly a stench pot of hate and stupidity. He asked me what I would do if I were not attacked any longer with a tremor in his stupid ugly ape voice--which was his trepidation and fear that I could ever accomplish anything of more worthiness than that stupid ugly sick ape who has been handed everything for his body building ape nazi programming--voice-to-skull into his stupid brain for every governor decision and statement---all handed to that ugly sick crap filth parasite. You all just love the bs movie allure of the fake altruism of the murder nazi bigot otherwise a stench hateful stupid idiot sick filth cesspool of stupid hate nazi programming. Americans love this stink filth. All I have seen is a blank and incompetent scum not capable of controlling whorewood except to crank out more thug nazi violent murder and fake altruism bs--that's how the nazis have risen to power using all the ideas they steal from the actual benevolent people fighting shit like them while these same people get tortured to death and poisoned and abused to death using this system that SHIT like elizabeth warren a truly despicable and sinister ugly fraud embraces. It's disgusting how Americans also "believe" that the "demo-rats" who were put in power under rump regime 1.666 rather than the 2.666 the country is suffering through right now--are puppets installed under that rump umbrella raining s**t in fake "liberal" disguise (i.e. jamie ratskin a most perfidous fraud as wel). In short, the demorats are as fascist and nazis and controlled frauds also being told what to say and do. The whole country is a shambles the gang stalking system ensures that people get state-sponsored death with silence and all is protected. Now that rancid filth like elizabeth warren and her fraudulent bs squad bs crap partners have sucked as much crypo-scam money out of the rump admin corruption schemes using filth like my attorney brother scum (not my brother a parasitic ugly sinister nazi puppet completely brainwashed as so many are into nazi programming for both self-destruction as well as annihilation of anyone like me who actually has any dignity for race and self awareness--they defer they bow and scrape but get to live with nazi abusive partners in the suburbs around other nazis that has been their only goal in life; obviously AIPAC suported and my murder they have all rushed to once more participate in under the ugly sickness stench of shitalina that stupid dirty sick filth trash and pig ape pitt--always welcoming in people i avoid ignore who had drugged and exploited me who I finally realized after decades of no one ever warning me about the system I was embroiled in thanks to this shit government and sick society). They bring them in to torture me. They bring in every sick loser scum who got over on me by drugging and having my sleazy dirty family attack me as their proxy. So ugly shitnegger that dirty stupid but conniving and lying (but all instrsuctions are given him by the central nazi committee out of euro-hate pig land---and all the Nazi influencer money handed to these filth rat german and austrian sick sleaze slime creeps bbeing put into "ambassador" position to pay off every goddamn black wanna be approve-of by white supremacy pawn violence and murder enforcement---thusly America is a sick joke it's sickness is now apparent it's a joke around the world but the world paid to have america infiltrated so the nazi mode would crush and destroy america from within. Trying to explain to all the minority women how this most bigoted and ugly sick trash filth like arnold this dirrty stupid and incompetent ape--with rancid sold-out crap like spielberg just gravitating to that ugly sinister crap because the money and oscar pipeline has been put into the ugly hands of the dirty nazi germanic shit like arnold that rancid filth and every german who gets involved in this contract out on me is elevated into having money go through them so they are just welcomed like sweet-smelling trash that they become to he groveling desperation of the endless cloying grabbing greasy greedy sick fucks of american culture. Trying to tell the black women that this filth ape who raped me had me raped mutilated and is training the stupid shit like shitalina and ape pitt on how to be fascist for a complete nazi overtake of entertainment (it has already been accomplished under rump 1.666 but now they are consolidating power) how shit like ugly arnold that rancid pile of shit and his english bigots and italian fascists and french sleazy slime fucks will kick black brown women out first, if not already and will steal ideas rape and abuse without end anybody trying to display their talents if it comes close to competing with this group of hateful mediocrity. The wool over the perception of americans in worshipping this shit is tantamount to worshipping the health benefits of eating mcdonalds every day--fast trashy feel-good welcome to white supremacy bullshit crap they worship it. Whatever is fast and easy with the promise of satiation for their sense of inferiority, a "high" on power.

  as america always does exactly the opposite of what I have warned of, all these years warning about the rise of nazis the rise of death sq...