Friday, August 7, 2020

BTW: I do not relish writing about this negativity at all.

This is a very important note to add to the lengthy endless posts about the attacks and their effects, my theorizing about political situations which devolve from this contractual situation. The scope of the attack system is intertwined in many other arenas of political adventure (for the players this is "fun" and a game).

For people in the future who will be adversely affected by mind control programming microchip implants, you will only laugh because you are being drugged and brainwashed to think the hate people attacking you are fun and it's all fun and good. This happens to me all the time in stores while the Thai people begin to laugh (as their partner glare with hate and ugliness and negativity while the pawns pretend they can't understand English). I find the corners of my mouth automatically going up into a "clown" "Joker" smile--without the make-up mind you. I laugh as if it's all funny. I am lied to and it all seems pleasant until I leave the hate and violence arena and later on, after the electromagnetic field has worn off (to some extent, in a "down" moment as I think continuously bombarding my brain with electromagnetic signals is possibly lethal for the body or brain) and, I realize only later that it was not funny as hell and it was sleazy creeps from hell attacking me. Not funny at all. 

I do not want to endlessly rant and write about it, as this is years and years of this. The daily drugging that is forced upon me forces these reactions out of me. The isolation from literally all that is lovely, pleasant, all social interaction--all the brainwashing to turn my formerly very joyous mentality and beautiful body and hair and possible career success into endless misery is just gaiety and laughter, smug giggles and glaring violent hate glares augmented by acts of near-death accidents, poisoning and rape and torture inflicted by smiling goons who are enthralled at being paid to torture and rape so they can be promoted by Nazi and Communist pig ape whores and loathsome idiots who can't begin to formulate any creative original concept for their brainwashing movies and media crap to brainwash people into cheering on the underdog, the casual endless stream of the crap (it is made to appear almost casual, as the directors and writers appear to be "independent" but they are part of these cartels--as they also obtain these ideas out of torturing me--and writing about this makes me immediately suspect as being "delusional" but that is the sorry plight of this stupid sick group of parasites--as they laugh and gloat and then torture me to force the utter deterioration of my body, my personality, the unravelling of my life my hope my beauty my youth my home my everything I love and cherish to create endless miserable reactions which I cannot control BEING DRUGGED UP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single loving entity around me--ever. 

Even all the birds have been shot and killed in the back once formerly extremely beautiful hillside that, like all the homes I have lived in (apartments, resorts) are ruined with deadly poisons poured on trees, animals killed and left in front of my door or patio--etc, trash thrown around the natural setting

and the same people have been attacking me since Bush---since Clinton--the same exact creeps from Miami Beach where I sold cigars back in 1996-1997 and they have not stopped attacking me to obtain these contracts since then.

It's unbelievable. It is REALITY. It is real. I really want to live in reality of this beautiful life instead of their stupidity forced upon me any longer. I do hope people reading my posts will make some effort to stop these groups and defend me I only want to live in peace and joy and have fun and happiness-like everyone else. But their stupidity and greasebag mentalities forced upon me because first the women can't stand to see me have a chance to have a beautiful body, thus my entire body, from head to toe, is broken down, inserted with objects to resemble cysts put into various parts of my body under the skin. Not having financial resources to see ANY doctor anywhere. Hair and skin destroyed daily. Objets inserted under cuticles daily for years and years now. Sobbing, crying and suicide programming as the whores glean out of torture the ideas I write of under duress and torture about their violence and their husbands' rape when I write of feminism or rape culture--and on and on, they laugh and gloat and are elated as they watch me get destroyed physically and they all are trying to emotionally and mentally, sexually and in every single way--FINANCIALLY ESPECIALLY so I have zero defense--to watch me unravel, every day writing these posts to the silence of the approval of the hacking sheeple creeple seeing what they can get out of this contract as well.

I really truly want to live in some joyous way instead of their filth and crap endlessly poured into my body and home, my psyche and my sleeping state. They are stupid and rotten as hell, really unworthy and disgusting and revolting crap personalities put into highest positions.

The hacking is so bad it is taking so much energy to pound this out and backspace and retype words endlessly.

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Either Rat-Depp or Skank Gaga ug ug skank skank reached down, as I was asleep here in my bed--from exhaustion from murder attempts they thrived off for over 16 years these filthy ugly stupid sick filthy nazi white trash shit have blossomed flowered with malaise over torture, rape and like ugly stupid shitalina and the rest, been paid millions millions for this endeavor of life fuck stupid sick fuck scumbag whore rapist apes and pig scum being allowed by the obamas, by the clintons, by trump endlessly the rump family and it's offshoots of christian rapists, bigots espousing murder based on racism because they are inadequate and can't tolerate anything other than their filthy assumptions which are mute compared to when peolpe havee a chance to compete. Nothing like the obamas to fully support this white nazi trash group so they can emit their fighting racism bullshit of hope and joy every 4 years. Book tours and movie deals for themselves and their children forever more. For every other president endless deals for allowing it to happen the bush family undoubtedly were the biggest supporters of this, they are so silent it bespeaks of their absolute control behind the curtain pulling the levers of this hate machinery with their nazi background from Zapata OIl and putting shit like arnold ugly shittrash ni88er into power in california thus putting every nazi stinking incompetent crap into movie partnership with nazis so the enlargement of the bush empire into nazi territory can ensue after selling oil to nitler back in the 30's and 40's and afterwards still connected to the same murder regime in it's new offshoots of influence.//I was laying on my side, and some skank it was something like aggressive rancid skank gaga ug ug skank shit or rat-depp scum who has spent 16 years literally feeding off the hormones of torrture to feed it's ugly mediocrity sick appearance and glowing with sadism and plastic suergy and an entire country and continent pushing these two and more "Ameican" traitors into pushing more nazi filth into america through the nazi arnold hateline--so hissing at me "we will kill you" as it bent over to sneer this at me while I was and always am fighting now for my life to not die from stress of shitting horrific poison my liver, kidneys my blood stream inundated daily with horrific poison the oisons are latched onto ribs, bones, vertebrae pulling in evey direction, continuousl. When I manage to break some of it out the entire structure begins to pull more violently in all directions as murder poison sweeps through my bloodstream, pouring into my liver and kidneys and my brain and body and sick while this group of stupid incompetent immature ignorant ugly sick stupid as rocks ape shit slime monitor my brainwaves seeing me so absolutely prone and dying from piosoning and their abuse they increase it absolutel. The rancid nazi mafia of the gotti shit stain family is such a rancid stain on america which nasty dirty hillary and her partner(s) have encouraged to keep america a shithold of sinking aptitude putting stupid and violent into places where they should be otherwise curtailed by any responsible leadership.the same goes for the blonde shit bigots who are violent stupid mafia but because they are codified nazis are not considered as rank as the mafia because they have lighter skin and fairer hair. The rat of depp rat is such a stinking fraud of pioson ugly sick stench of personality lack of beatuy, intelligence and soul replaced by posturing nazi filth and psychopathic stupid sick acting about performing roles going against the grain of societal normative everything but the normative values are themselves so disguised hate and death colonialistic nazi overtake of all competent, beautiful and peaceful loving grace and goodness kindnesss and higher intelligence that you stupid apes believ that rancid dolly the sheeple part ton of bullshit is truly I mean was truly some anti-maga blonde nazi with a slew of black adherents looking for promotions at her behest because rancid rump allowed her and rancid obama and the rest allowed her to take her hate out on me for over 18 years---she arrived before the rat depp shit filth and obtained plastic surgery endlessly without end until her violence was so plastic coated assured of her place as the anti-facsist blonde "positive" oh how "positive" she supposedly is and was a hateful violent bigot nazi racist rape enabler when it came to me but society has just bought into this fake smiling bullshit moderated fake positive blonde rescue image. It was a total fraud it was a CONSTRUCT OF MARKETING EXPERTS WHO ALSO PUT THE RANCID SHIT OF OBAMA AND TRUMP INTO POWER AND HILLARY AS FEMINST bullshit crooked rotten hillary.

  The ugly, uncreative, inhuman and ugly sick psychoscum filth group of shit whores you call superstars are stupid scars of hate upon a scar...