Friday, August 7, 2020

BTW: I do not relish writing about this negativity at all.

This is a very important note to add to the lengthy endless posts about the attacks and their effects, my theorizing about political situations which devolve from this contractual situation. The scope of the attack system is intertwined in many other arenas of political adventure (for the players this is "fun" and a game).

For people in the future who will be adversely affected by mind control programming microchip implants, you will only laugh because you are being drugged and brainwashed to think the hate people attacking you are fun and it's all fun and good. This happens to me all the time in stores while the Thai people begin to laugh (as their partner glare with hate and ugliness and negativity while the pawns pretend they can't understand English). I find the corners of my mouth automatically going up into a "clown" "Joker" smile--without the make-up mind you. I laugh as if it's all funny. I am lied to and it all seems pleasant until I leave the hate and violence arena and later on, after the electromagnetic field has worn off (to some extent, in a "down" moment as I think continuously bombarding my brain with electromagnetic signals is possibly lethal for the body or brain) and, I realize only later that it was not funny as hell and it was sleazy creeps from hell attacking me. Not funny at all. 

I do not want to endlessly rant and write about it, as this is years and years of this. The daily drugging that is forced upon me forces these reactions out of me. The isolation from literally all that is lovely, pleasant, all social interaction--all the brainwashing to turn my formerly very joyous mentality and beautiful body and hair and possible career success into endless misery is just gaiety and laughter, smug giggles and glaring violent hate glares augmented by acts of near-death accidents, poisoning and rape and torture inflicted by smiling goons who are enthralled at being paid to torture and rape so they can be promoted by Nazi and Communist pig ape whores and loathsome idiots who can't begin to formulate any creative original concept for their brainwashing movies and media crap to brainwash people into cheering on the underdog, the casual endless stream of the crap (it is made to appear almost casual, as the directors and writers appear to be "independent" but they are part of these cartels--as they also obtain these ideas out of torturing me--and writing about this makes me immediately suspect as being "delusional" but that is the sorry plight of this stupid sick group of parasites--as they laugh and gloat and then torture me to force the utter deterioration of my body, my personality, the unravelling of my life my hope my beauty my youth my home my everything I love and cherish to create endless miserable reactions which I cannot control BEING DRUGGED UP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single loving entity around me--ever. 

Even all the birds have been shot and killed in the back once formerly extremely beautiful hillside that, like all the homes I have lived in (apartments, resorts) are ruined with deadly poisons poured on trees, animals killed and left in front of my door or patio--etc, trash thrown around the natural setting

and the same people have been attacking me since Bush---since Clinton--the same exact creeps from Miami Beach where I sold cigars back in 1996-1997 and they have not stopped attacking me to obtain these contracts since then.

It's unbelievable. It is REALITY. It is real. I really want to live in reality of this beautiful life instead of their stupidity forced upon me any longer. I do hope people reading my posts will make some effort to stop these groups and defend me I only want to live in peace and joy and have fun and happiness-like everyone else. But their stupidity and greasebag mentalities forced upon me because first the women can't stand to see me have a chance to have a beautiful body, thus my entire body, from head to toe, is broken down, inserted with objects to resemble cysts put into various parts of my body under the skin. Not having financial resources to see ANY doctor anywhere. Hair and skin destroyed daily. Objets inserted under cuticles daily for years and years now. Sobbing, crying and suicide programming as the whores glean out of torture the ideas I write of under duress and torture about their violence and their husbands' rape when I write of feminism or rape culture--and on and on, they laugh and gloat and are elated as they watch me get destroyed physically and they all are trying to emotionally and mentally, sexually and in every single way--FINANCIALLY ESPECIALLY so I have zero defense--to watch me unravel, every day writing these posts to the silence of the approval of the hacking sheeple creeple seeing what they can get out of this contract as well.

I really truly want to live in some joyous way instead of their filth and crap endlessly poured into my body and home, my psyche and my sleeping state. They are stupid and rotten as hell, really unworthy and disgusting and revolting crap personalities put into highest positions.

The hacking is so bad it is taking so much energy to pound this out and backspace and retype words endlessly.

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My beautiful malibar spinach plants being killed as well as a kale plant. This is food I am growing on my patio and as always, chemicals sprayed so the leaves are sagging, the plant slowly dies. After growing it for 2 months. This has been non-stop ongoing every plant, every single one I buy seeds for since they kill all potted plants instantly I can't afford to continuously pay for potted plants any longer. Every seed I plant begins to grow. Once it reaches blossom or edible state, it gets killed.//All morning the moment I woke up were the 2 English haters racist bigots part of a team which has been slowly poisoning me to death like my plants---connected to absolute wealth but like their partner out of London, are so convinced they are entitled to steal and rape and rob anything they want out of me and use it for themselves. Rushing to join into the pan-eurohate team with american nazis rushing to join in---insults abuse---I responded then I posted something about sexual abuse racism imperialism---so they sprayed the plants which I just watered one hour ago which were strong and healthy. Now withered. The poisons make the plants forever unable to tolerate sun they are like rubbery, sagging and never recover. This is FOOD for me it's FOOD because they cut my money off. They made me disabled by mutilating poisoning and fracturing my vertebrae, all with their teams of their up-and-coming who all want a world where no one can ever aspire for anything and all is put into English compartments and German nazi hierachy, the good ole boys and their good ole days. So they just kill my plants on a non-stop basis. Flowers, edible foods they kill and kill. They kill any animals I have as pets they kill my body they kill and are smothered with applause by the nazi coaltion controlling the American media and political spectrum. Americans rush towards them with huge goo smiles of devotion and starry-eyed reverence and glare at me in utter rage hate and sneer smirk are delighted to help these nazi bigot euros to rape torture and all can steal ideas out of me, rape and torture whether I agree or not. They were murdering me while I was "agreeable" because I was so drugged without any knowledge of the ugly sickness they truly are and thusly I was pleasant in a hazed mental state of fake "love" but could never stand the people when I met them in reality, in person. The English creep they are partnering with, who is married to the daughter of the director who shitalina trash skankalina's daddy worked with for the movie Deliverance--I was situated across the street from that rancid creep back in 1987 when I visited London on a tourist visa and a travel card for a Euro vacation---I think that system is not longer in use but at that time a student could purchase a Eurail pass and travel almost anywhere in the Euro-zone (before the Schengen agreement, I think so hard to type not going to look it up). I was just traveling without having studied the realities because I wanted to experience my travels not as a tourist. thusly this filthy creep DANNY MOYNIHAN--see his wife who is the daughter of the director of Deliverance--a filmi set in the South with the bigot KKK nazi daddy of trashalina ugly not-jolie the sleazy dirty sick imposter stealing my ideas as Moynihan had been doing years prior to obtaining a partnership with dirty nasty Whorewood to obtain millions of dollars in funding to manufacture "blockbuster" award-rigged trophies for ideas stolen from me, or undoubtedly others as these are cliche-racist bigots all, one-and-all who have no concepts other than avoiding taxes playing rich domination sexual titillation selling sex selling violence selling victimization and raping to steal ideas murdering me to steal ideas in a horrific poisoning scheme. /Two english wealthy men arrived to steal rape and rob but not as rapacious and sleazy and violent as ugly arnold the filth you all continue to keep around to inflict nazi programming and much more nazi violence when you continue to hand that filth lying scum more money and power and media exposure. All the nazi filth of whorewood revolve around him to just grab everything they want to obtain but aren't talented enough to actually win by quality alone so he can just grab it all by the p-888sy and claim to be the superiority of the planet---all handed to this pack of rats without question by the leeches looking to revive their flailing careers and their money portfolies and etc. //

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