Friday, August 7, 2020

BTW: I do not relish writing about this negativity at all.

This is a very important note to add to the lengthy endless posts about the attacks and their effects, my theorizing about political situations which devolve from this contractual situation. The scope of the attack system is intertwined in many other arenas of political adventure (for the players this is "fun" and a game).

For people in the future who will be adversely affected by mind control programming microchip implants, you will only laugh because you are being drugged and brainwashed to think the hate people attacking you are fun and it's all fun and good. This happens to me all the time in stores while the Thai people begin to laugh (as their partner glare with hate and ugliness and negativity while the pawns pretend they can't understand English). I find the corners of my mouth automatically going up into a "clown" "Joker" smile--without the make-up mind you. I laugh as if it's all funny. I am lied to and it all seems pleasant until I leave the hate and violence arena and later on, after the electromagnetic field has worn off (to some extent, in a "down" moment as I think continuously bombarding my brain with electromagnetic signals is possibly lethal for the body or brain) and, I realize only later that it was not funny as hell and it was sleazy creeps from hell attacking me. Not funny at all. 

I do not want to endlessly rant and write about it, as this is years and years of this. The daily drugging that is forced upon me forces these reactions out of me. The isolation from literally all that is lovely, pleasant, all social interaction--all the brainwashing to turn my formerly very joyous mentality and beautiful body and hair and possible career success into endless misery is just gaiety and laughter, smug giggles and glaring violent hate glares augmented by acts of near-death accidents, poisoning and rape and torture inflicted by smiling goons who are enthralled at being paid to torture and rape so they can be promoted by Nazi and Communist pig ape whores and loathsome idiots who can't begin to formulate any creative original concept for their brainwashing movies and media crap to brainwash people into cheering on the underdog, the casual endless stream of the crap (it is made to appear almost casual, as the directors and writers appear to be "independent" but they are part of these cartels--as they also obtain these ideas out of torturing me--and writing about this makes me immediately suspect as being "delusional" but that is the sorry plight of this stupid sick group of parasites--as they laugh and gloat and then torture me to force the utter deterioration of my body, my personality, the unravelling of my life my hope my beauty my youth my home my everything I love and cherish to create endless miserable reactions which I cannot control BEING DRUGGED UP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single loving entity around me--ever. 

Even all the birds have been shot and killed in the back once formerly extremely beautiful hillside that, like all the homes I have lived in (apartments, resorts) are ruined with deadly poisons poured on trees, animals killed and left in front of my door or patio--etc, trash thrown around the natural setting

and the same people have been attacking me since Bush---since Clinton--the same exact creeps from Miami Beach where I sold cigars back in 1996-1997 and they have not stopped attacking me to obtain these contracts since then.

It's unbelievable. It is REALITY. It is real. I really want to live in reality of this beautiful life instead of their stupidity forced upon me any longer. I do hope people reading my posts will make some effort to stop these groups and defend me I only want to live in peace and joy and have fun and happiness-like everyone else. But their stupidity and greasebag mentalities forced upon me because first the women can't stand to see me have a chance to have a beautiful body, thus my entire body, from head to toe, is broken down, inserted with objects to resemble cysts put into various parts of my body under the skin. Not having financial resources to see ANY doctor anywhere. Hair and skin destroyed daily. Objets inserted under cuticles daily for years and years now. Sobbing, crying and suicide programming as the whores glean out of torture the ideas I write of under duress and torture about their violence and their husbands' rape when I write of feminism or rape culture--and on and on, they laugh and gloat and are elated as they watch me get destroyed physically and they all are trying to emotionally and mentally, sexually and in every single way--FINANCIALLY ESPECIALLY so I have zero defense--to watch me unravel, every day writing these posts to the silence of the approval of the hacking sheeple creeple seeing what they can get out of this contract as well.

I really truly want to live in some joyous way instead of their filth and crap endlessly poured into my body and home, my psyche and my sleeping state. They are stupid and rotten as hell, really unworthy and disgusting and revolting crap personalities put into highest positions.

The hacking is so bad it is taking so much energy to pound this out and backspace and retype words endlessly.

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Every day, it's another violently hateful group or individual whose "fighting fascism//trump" type video I watch rushes to defend trump, fascism and rape, torture racism the holocaust and genocide. All for another tv show another media promotion for their fighting all the racism sexism and hate around every corner lurking under the boob tube they worship you worship. I have personally debunked their glorification only because they exposed the vicious lie that is endlessly promugated about their collective stance. Listening to a former partner with a famous Civil Rights personality who had been in Congress speak about impeaching trump. Every time I watched his lectures which have been ongoing about impeaching trump my computer is instantly plagued by horrific malware freezing the computer (in Windows it's very bad and sticks like glue to the system, forcing an entire reset of the system sometimes). I never know if this personality a Congressional black male is sabotating me or it is happening by someone else incensed that not all are in alignment with "the plan" (takeover fascist nazi monopoly with magnificent fake opposition providing a sense of ballast however furthering "the plan" of destroying America. They welcome in every Euro-nazi into their collective empire scheme. Using me as the pivotal point as the prototype of enslaved microchipped mk ultra torrture victim to literally torture their entire life, with all of society going along all government officials literally rushing to join in. All obtaining tours, tv shots mansions and thrilled that no more competition to their lying affront to actual authenticity or top talent will keep them in "power" for DECADES most of them have been in this "game" for decades they now just take turns being allowed to be "in the spotlight" then next year they get their turn, or in a few years but a continuous noo-stop rotation of the same celebrities in h-wood and a complete lack of turn-over in Congress. The corruption is so corroded and ensconced that DECADES of corroded stagnation like ossified grime envelopes their personality structure, an edifice to artificiality at best.//It was nasty violently death threatening nazi tucker carlson a few days ago, and then always shitalina the stank skank who has profited in hundreds of millions of dollars in the many oscar-award winning movies (or nominations) that she stole from my writing. Another fraud has arrived is extremely violent and is trying to conceal it because even some germans are deceived--but none of the nazi germans in this group who have been welcomed by one-and-all of the liberal nazis in the demo-rat party who do nothing and let the republicans take the blame for being nazis. their silence is the permission structure and they rush to abuse me at odd given moments in randomness but then they become the stable partners of the same celebriteis when the demo-rats take power or "power" they appear to be under the control absolutely of the Republicans only as an offshoot of the malevolence that has asserted after the celebrities put trump in power, then udner the obamas endlessly participating in this nazi scheme, then biden and then the obamas and trump and always peslosi and newsom and etc etc. But today listening to the chagrin shouting of rep green out of texas bemoaning that when Rosa Parks refused to get up off that seat, she was not waiting for a majority to act (i.e. a support system). To make this short--I have been THE LONE FIGHTER against the rise of fascism out of all the media personalities all the news anchors all the celebrities and all members of Congress. i began writing of the rise in Nazism, death squads, the elon musk was an apartheid racist nazi bigot while he was being sold off to the liberal nazis as a "democrat cool alternative dude helping the environment and playing shoot-to-kill video games from his jack-off headquarters of dirty dudes wankering off to murder video games. I knew he was a nazi murderous bigot because he had participated in trying to have me killed with amber heard after years of her and depp raping abusing and torturing poisoning and mutilating me on a daily basis from which both accelerated in their careers (now using the daughter to inflict non-stop rape and torture as proxy for the momy and daddy so the next generation of nazi filth not even having to pretend to be "alternative" as depp had done, from which I only clicked on his goddamn facebook page to write one line of a compliment resulting in rape torture the murder of my cat for just screaming to stop raping me and saying no. 16 years later they are still having me abused to death, drugged torrtured etc. Now I am truly ranting and digressng while fighting to type hacking and brain-manipulation forcing me into ranting and typos. //I have been fighting this ALONE for over 16 years. I am not sitting in the middle of a public space in front of groups of people, being arrested by police for violating Jim Crow laws. No, there is no evidence NONE of Congress will help me. Rep green certainly will not because I am not of his precious poor black community (or wealthy provileged as his silence-for-complicity is promoting the wealthy entitled blacks who partner with the white mediocrities which are called "supremacists"'. No, I am alone without a single person aiding me in providing evidence and no one shielding me from endless murder and torture rape. I stand up along but there is no al green to defend me or stop this group and he never has. Now I am fighting to pound out words so endlessly my fingers and my biceps lierally are inp ain from pounding endlessly rewriting backspacing cxorrecting what is being blocked and hacked. As I have been writing for years: what will it take for this to be stopped when it created trump the maga movement death squads elon musk put in power and the potential crash of the economy and endless malfeasance the government turning into a money-racket of corrupt lying con artists stealing and sucking all they can and literally destroying swaths of the population. since all the rotten presidents and their filthy "feminist" wivves are all privy to this contract and have fully helped to put trump in power, and no one moreso than obama(s)---

  The never-ending sleazy sick filth of ugly not-jolie shitalina is just a never ending prostituted leech rushing to destroy my health body ...