Sunday, March 27, 2022

The Beautiful People? It appears that Ms. Manson was NOT invited to the Red Carpet showcase this year for the 2022 Oscars. The psychic psycho serial killers of fashionista fodder are making their red blood carpet arrivals without our Lady of Manson but they are his peers and spiritual partners in crime and sordid psychopathy.

 "Marilyn Manson--The Beautiful People (Official Video)". Marilyn Manson. October 6, 2009.



   The video is morbid but most stimulating. The red carpet I have seen thus far has not been remotely as grabbing. Although I consider Ms. M to be a bit too morbid for my taste, I just thought of this song while watching the live streaming of the red carpet fanfare stuffaloid tabloid arrivals---

Unfortunately, the very first "celebrity" I caught a view of was the first moment of my clicking on the live streaming--a man who teleported and used violent Nazi anti-Semitic rhetoric to impress his Nazi promotional handlers who observed their "good little boy and girl" protocol hate performances so they can be put on this red carpet list. Not far removed from the reported anti-Semitism of Ms. Manson after all--just the size of the steeple is much smaller for the Manson following than the morbidly (unattractive) haters on the carpet this year (so over-paid for their brazen efforts at performing the hate acts that get them to publicize their altruistic blather fodder and now on the red carpet. How unattractive this dude really is, I can see the fine lines and I would rather not have had to catch a glimpse of him the first shot into this first time I have ever watched the Oscars red carpet arrivals). Quickly turned to Ms. Manson as this song came rushing into my brain (but not the video content which is a bit gross). However, eventually a very good-looking and interesting couple DID make it to the red carpet--a black male with a green sort of ornate suit with a white woman dressed in oriental fashion--together they looked both beautiful, whole, interesting, intelligent, a couple that appears to be in a good and happy relationship--it was inspiring. But could not watch the rest got really bored after about 7.5 minutes into the live stream.

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I should retract some of the statement above (as hackers are blocking keyboard functions it's very hard to pound this out and think clearly so every time I write I "forget" to include most important points and get lost in digressions): the video above, the Ms. Manson video, is cool as hell, it is fascinating, but I was not in the mood for morbidity yet, the essence is very real, it is a great work of art actually. I didn't want to get into the real ugliness that H-wood truly is seething with in the under-belly of it's perverse protocols and distortions and lies.

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(Yeah! The computer is freezing and hacking is rampant) but...the video above, the Ms. Manson Beautiful People video--I didn't want to think about how rotten the reality of H-wood appears to be. The ugliness and rotten and foul real sense of the people I have had to come into contact with have demonstrated a most foul and sinister reality that I just didn't want to think about when I saw all this expensive garb the peeps on the carpet were wearing. But the video is actually a more realistic portrayal of that H-wood crowd, and it's also very real about Ms. Manson too--he doesn't hide his perversions at least.

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"Marilyn Manson--The Mephistopheles of Los Angeles (Official Music Video)". Marilyn Manson. May 11, 2015. 



It's not "like" it's "better" for Ms. Manson to be openly anti-Semitic than the disguised "fighting against racism" vicious haters of the A-list troop whose tropes are less than admirable--in private but when they are collectively ganging up--it's not "better" that he is direct about his hate--but it's less time-consuming to try to figure out that this is an openly racist person--I thought with all the movies that these expletives come out with perpetually about their "fights" against hate and all the evils of the world (which they ACTUALLY ENHANCE AND BRING ABOUT WITH THE S*** THAT THEY CRANK OUT) BUT...it just takes so long to unravel the deception while in the teleported state. The absolute gritty deathly pallor and malleable revolting greasy and deadly atmosphere of Ms. Manson's videos is absolutely in keeping with the scrubbed clean (by their minority minions and/or slaves they sometimes screw when they get a chance) but--it's the real veiled story of H-wood--these Manson videos and he's only reflecting the filth and hate of that place and the powers that promote such people the lies, the deceptions and the utter banality of most of the movies and those who are chosen to represent "culture" (or lack thereof).

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"Marilyn Manson Just Got Kicked out of Hollywood". Trender. October 1, 2021.


Ms. Manson is no different from the celebrities teleporting me. In fact, the "shocking" details of his abuse of women pales in comparison. However, because he doesn't have the look, doesn't play the game just right---is too "shocking" and not the mediocrity appearance that is demanded (now he looks like a jaded waste-product of too much drugs and partying and debauchery) but...he's NOT protected but the A-list celebrities both attending the red carpet and those who are part of the annual rotation (they just keep going from one shifting face to the next and then back again, the circus merry-go-round front-line same celebrities year-after-year--goddamn DECADE AFTER DECADE)
BUT Manson has not been invited and the video claims he's been "kicked out"---
You did not play the game right--you have to tone down the alternative and what was shocking now has to become absolutely meaningless and flamboyant posturing--which you have failed to do, Manson, because your nastiness was not done wearing Channel or Dior--or some other Europ-a fashion apparel out of Europigapeland, with absolute deference to the fascists to whom you give your love and adoration to--(which is part of "the game" and are you not playing it right any longer?).

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"Marilyn Manson--We Are Chaos (Official Music Video)". Marilyn Manson. July 29, 2020.



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My favorite (dead or alive) German (whom I have never met so I can't judge but that is good for my last grasp at respecting anything about Germans)---But Fassbinder's take on culture and fantasy and death Nazism, which is our prevailing culture at this very moment, today, for the Oscars in our war military-industrial-propaganda war machine gear of the full mechanism, Whorewood, USA (controlled by foreign Dark Money however).

Our Nazi fantasy "femmes" and the loveless $$$ performances they provide for loveless war and hate-mongering fans. The REAL Red, bloody red carpet awards and
congratulations
in Whorewood, USA. Death death and war and glamor and fantasy---
the military industrial complex's mind control complex awards it's fascist Nazis today! Brought to you by Europigape fascist Nazi with Mafia backing, Goon Inc, GmbH and Ltd....

"Lili Marleen (Fassbinder, 1981)". Meloclips00. April 16, 2013.



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The real Nazi movie star out of Germany singing to the soldiers, but apparently it's more to the industrialists and wealthy comfortably sitting in the luxurious seating for this performance (the audience feeling warm and gooey and so close-knit to one another in their mutual affection for their kampf for supremacy watching this glam singing about fantasy love in the stars forever)---

"Zarah Leander--Ich Weiss Es Wird Einmal Ein Wunder Geshehn". (From the film The Great Love--/Die Grosse Liebe).  Cornovier. September 12, 2008.



Saturday, March 26, 2022

What Samuel Jackson STOLE from my concepts, directly stealing from my thoughts, ideas, and concepts to make his Ptolemy tv show about a mentally deteriorating ole black discriminated against male--who would be King of course as Ptolemy was an Egyptian King from a former pre-Christian dynasty. One of the most famous ancient Egyptian Kings, in fact. This is what his character is supposed to reference as the hidden but "true noble" identity of the lost Black male (the white supremacists--his good friends, however, are all disguised GODS with SUPERHUMAN POWERS that Computer Generated technology produces. The hierarchy remains: black males are would-be Kings, White males and their fascist white supremacist or minion women are all would-be Gods in this theatrical posturing mind programming H-wood mind control protocol for the New Nazi 4th Reich. Now back to ME: Jackons, like all the others in this group, tortured me or obtained these ideas by torturing me....

 **Just again, hacking is very bad and the computer is operating so slowly--the internet connection is so bogged down--(I clean the cache of this system at least three times daily now because of all the malware and obstruction put on this laptop--but the WiFi is so hacked and slow and there is nothing I can do to stop this--can't afford a private real fast connection all financial earnings are blocked)

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Thusly: Jackson with all his Nazi friends making Holocuast references to murdering me and gassing, killing while they rape and beat, abuse punch slap have filth poured into my body and home and all property on a daily basis--(food especially and the air I breathe so badly poisoned my body has completely broken down-while they extracted information out of me while I was sleeping or barely awake and always drugged up.) Some of this information is my connection to EGYPTOLOGY and to one particular Stella that is connected to a famous ancient Egyptian King. This is a kind of ritualistic connection to ancient Egyptian religion that I studied only briefly but have focused my attention on. The blank and rotten crew of mafia and Nazis have sucked out as much information on my studies on this topic for many months--and also various discussions on visions of The Dead while in various altered states--


And so, Jackson, while helping them and assisting in abusing me--I don't know how much violence he personally participated in (the poisoning, the disfiguration, but I do know he watched as hater after hater has raped, beaten, punched, slapped and abused me and he was so busy getting his ideas out of this contract of course none of them gives a damn after they steal all ideas they can from me--they laugh about my predicament and gloat in sometimes near ecstasy (the blonde women do this in particular). The black men hiss in hate at me--their chorus (shared with other blacks, in Congress one of the Representatives put something directly creepy on my YouTube channel literally copying what Oprha had said--when I tell them with rage and hate that they are acting like complete enslaved racist perpetrators (Uncle Toms, Aunt Jemimas) I am called a racist because I am using a set of terms that were popularized in the 70's against those who participate and sell-out to "Whitey"--

But that is supposed to make me a villain and them more victims of racism, I sujppose as they all partake with racist white supremacists who make open Holocaust Nazi remarks to me, while they sit back, and then hiss in hate at me that when I call them the equivalent of "house slaves" they rush at me with violence. I have not called Jackson this but now I am very tempted to tell ole Stephen that he is once again playing that role (I have actually told him this before).


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I am digressing--it is late, the mind control tech really blasts into my brain as I fight to get the words out due to hacker interference--while my brain is so blasted so I can't focus or get my thoughts out without straying to every other topic and not even writing what I had intended in the first place.

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Thus, I have had ties to Egyptian royal symbology and so both Jackson and also Billy Porter have taken these concepts after verbally abusing me alongside their white counterparts who physically are murdering me and raping and beating and torturing and for years and years and years

but they use these references to Egyptian royalty as their own concepts--which Jackson did for the very name of this lead character--and then visions of the dead, which was a topic of endless interrogation from the "Italian-Americans" and then of course this information has been handed out for all to steal and rob from w hile they ALL call me stupid, they punch next  to my face when I am trying to stop someone beating and raping me from trying to force me into this kind of sex trafficked slave situation on a permanent basis (they really used pimp-style violence against me) after extracting this information out of me and calling me all kinds of names about how stupid, sleazy and ugly and nothing I am--in other words I mean--but this unique facet of my personality, which they have absolutely degraded and called me all kinds of names--they are taking as a wonderful attribute to this mind-programmed sort of black male--the would-be King Ptolemy--just as Will Smith the would-be King Richard who also absolutely viciously attacked me but stole no ideas that I know of--just laughed while his nasty wife screached at me alongside Johnny Depp because I was trying (and that was after more than ONE YEAR of his endless rape and torture-the entire hate situation of Depp lasted over 2 years without end and he'sstill trying to obtain this contact although I only tell him he's disgusting in my opinin and I kept fighting to get him off me) but I am only making a reference to the utter depravity and violence with which these people all behave when they get the chance--as I have never harmed a single one of them ever and have done nothing in fact to ever "deserve" this kind of endless violent treatment by any body on the planet.

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So they all are relegated to only being Kings in a world where the white men are being refabricated into superhero with super powers GODS. And all of them attack me so they can get this kind of "King" status from the white Nazis and Mafia who are absolute racists as they then get their promotions, deals and put out movies, shows and albums. (don't forget Ice Cube and Snoop Dog of course they also call themselves Kings--or at least Cube does, don't know about Dog) but I have heard also lyrics from Ice Cube and he's taken ideas I have written of as well about being programmed). THEY ALL call me stupid in these teleportation skits and then steal the ideas because they just don't really have anything original to add to the already boring cliches about being victims of racism that they are all endlessly cranking out as the fodder which people keep feeding off of and buying.

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I wanted to get this in because--well, I feel the need. It only means Jackson is going to be promoted even more for me having written about how nasty and criminal he has been towards me. They all get more deals and promotions especially if I react in the negative, as a way of reinforcing that this organization has control of all media and these actors and the public is fully participating and all the violence just the fanbase perpetuates against me is like the applause of the millions of fans that these criminal all receive for this atrocious behavior.

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so now he's making a lot of money off this image--a black male who is REALLY just a disguised royalty from the old Egyptian dynasty--a true nobility but only waiting for the right injection to "remember" who he really is (the theme of The Lion King, by the way, which also bears reference to this theme of recalling who you "really are" in your lost memory and disenfranchised situation).


But it  is very late for me here it's the middle of the night almost morning. I had to add this, but the hacking is bad, I can't think clearly and I am going around in tangents instead of getting to the more direct point.

I have been victimized by this man and he's making a lot of money for having stolen these concepts directly from me. Just like the English have stolen verbatim my words and concepts and made movies out of them, and they are behind this situation now with Jackson (all are being funded apparently by this Europ-a and mostly English-connected-to-Monrchy crown of most nasty Nazi bigots Imperialists and fascists of course always with Italian and "Italian-American" Mafia backing--as they worship the blonde Nazi ideology absolutely).

And I have written it. He's making a lot of money off these concepts which make him appear mystical, magical and profound. These are the concepts they stole form me just with this next celebrity who has been put into executive producer role for this project--obtained no doubt by the YEARS of his eagerness to call me names and abuse and insult me and then go off laughing to his new gig and the bank afterwards stealing my theme--so he looks "original"--and the old theme of the poor disenfranchised black male is once again regurgitated but now with my concepts so it looks fresh and new. While he's participating in the onus of this racist situation: anti-Semitism even though I have no conctact with Jews or the Jewish disapora and have not been involved with them my entier life--they must categorize me and let America become a colony of England and of The EU and not allow freedom from any role whatsoever that the racists demand of the stratified hierarchy that they rely on for their automatifcally-assumed fake "superiority". With all these blacks like Oprah, Jackson, Porter, Janelle Monae (she too has tolen concepts form me and then attacked me, but ever so gently compared to how vicious and violently murderous the Europigapes are in this crowd whom the blacks of this crowd simply adore--and they are welcomed to go shopping and buy mansions in Europigapeland after their inclusion in genocidal hate ranting at me while they then get their gigs proclaiming what victims of racism they are and dancing as they "fight" for justice and equality.


(Copied from my Facebook post written today): My very last post (written today) I deleted. It was a mistake. I am under mind control every time I get on this computer. My "choices" are often not mine at all. It's hard to explain. I am tired (it's very late/early morning). Didn't mean to compliment a terrorist abuser hater from H -wood--in this case, he used parts of experiences I have had in this terror campaign--maybe he got some of the ideas of parasitically sucking ideas out of the situation I am embroiled in which he has participated in and observed. He is the executive producer of this tv series--it involves aspects of dreaming, altered mental states, and medical "experimentation" on brain/body interface technology--but put into easily digestible tv/movie style sci-fi thriller. Of course he took (if he took_) the ideas and tailered them all to the "black" experience. My experience is not the "black" experience but it shares some traits in common, which blacks only want to claim is their and only their experience--thus I am silenced and he can steal the concepts and ideas while I remain like this being tortured for having written. In the past 10 years every person I have written anything complimentary of who is a media sensation has immediately come to torture me using this technology. The "gratitude" or lack of it is also in goosestep with the fascist parasite mentality of sucking and abusing and stealing and robbing and raping and abusing and using and discarding (murdering in most cases).

**the computer is being hacked--the system is extremely slow, I must retype and backspace due to hackers making the keyboard inoperable mostly for every other word I write there's a mistake; every time I write a post hackers rewrite my posts to make the cohesiveness like an absurdity. Whatever mistakes and incongruities are due to hacker terrorism. It always happens with every post.


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He is not a cool personality. The acting, as I wrote, was very well done but he's just another fake anyways--I am ALWAYS under mind control for each and everything i do and write on this laptop (and in any "public" sphere. I regret having written that post today, but I deleted it. Too late but not too late to try to erase the mistake.

I always have to wait hours before I regain clarity and understand that these are not cool or good people and the stuff they come out with, for years parts of my ideas and experiences stolen by them to portray themselves as having these original concepts which they then sell like hotcakes--I am told I am delusional, schizophrenic, crazy, stupid, etc when I try to explain my concepts. All I try to write for any creative fiction or even a few sentences is inevitably stolen.
This person is probably no exception in having stolen concepts and adapting them to the "black struggle' while like all the other blacks in the world that have come to exploit me, fully are in with white supremacy in anti-Semitic hate (although I am not really very "Jewish" at all, they don't care, the labels are being artificially enforced upon me because these cliched mediocrities need people to be in places that make them always in a superior position--with all cliches tending for them to be taken as the most authoritarian and anyone else is on a lower plank by automatic decree by the stereotypes that they are reliant upon.
Thus the endless cliches of the black experience have been incorporated into a kind of mind and mental trip down an experimental rabbit hole and probably adapted from my experiences but taken as his own concept--while abusing me, insulting and attacking me. Just that the ideas in this tv show so closely aligned with my experience in some very crucial aspects of the theme--but the story remains almost the repetition of countless others with the very same themes--just my experience and my ideas make this a truly unique show--and so I remain in poverty silenced and under threat and he has come off with something people are talking about. I so regret having written anything complimentary about this expletive black white racist supremacist of the larger H-wood Oreo Nazi/Mafia circus.

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Just to "remind" readers (or myself, to whom am I writing anyway?): the "programming" and goal of this mind control in the context of this post (when I say that I wrote this complimentary post earlier today which I just deleted upon having regained some mental clarity on how the mind control operates) the GOAL is to have expletives attack/abuse (in his case, this has been going on for years but he's not even close to being the worst one at all--he's a mild version of an insulting participant--the white supremacists cut things off my body daily by their proxy minion stalking terrorists after raping, beating and torturing me incessantly using sick terrorist minions in the stalking situations that truly are abusive and hateful--but this black man is "good friends' with them all and participates alongside them and has just come out with a tv show that really is very close in many aspects to my teleportation and sleep/terrorist attack situation and my thoughts, writings and experiences but as I wrote, catered to his own "black" victimization theme which is just the same story repeated over an dover in these movies and tv shows--my situation as a new concept-making cornucopia for intellectual property theft and observation-but the goal of the programming is for me to compliment the abusers or tell them after they beat and rape me for years without end, in a daze of violence that has gone on and on for years--that they are great, beautiful, of course "better" than me, etc. This guy I wrote of is just another piece of expletive but as I wrote, not as awful and horrific as the whites. But damn him nevertheless. I fell prey to the mind control and I realized it while I was doing some kind of puzzle analytical thinking game and my thoughts became clearer and I realized how I was so susceptible to the mind control programming and deleted the last post. Should he have seen this post earlier, I so regret having written it but it's not exactly a "mistake" on my part but I nevertheless am trying to undo the damage (to my own self by having fallen into the mind control trap--it's very hard or impossible for me without real shielding from this tech to defend myself against it and what they are inputting into my subconsciousness via this technology plus all this violence that is life-threatening with no support whatsoever anywhere from anyone and for years--all of it combined.
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Friday, March 25, 2022

Animal abuse is being used as a manipulation to exert "Mind Control" psy-ops against me, leading to psychological abuse. My motorbike rental payment hell that I endure every month. I have given up trying to find any business that won't operate in the same capacity so I just remain at this same shop. I've already gone to at least 4 other shops for all these years and the same protocol without exception continues. The mind control tech being used against me in that enclosed building where I bring this motorbike to be cleaned, and pay---it has now become a monthly situation of this ladyboy, who has taken over the job of attacking me instead of the women before him-- using the violence against two dogs to manipulate me so I remain inside this dwelling trying to protect this dog that is now clinging to me every time I go there, she is so needy and so abused and have begun, every month, to take her on walks around the neighborhood and it is now an expected thing--and this has become a continuation of extreme mind control psy-ops and abuse from the ladyboy (Thai) who is just a replacement for others who did the same thing--but I ran in and out of that shop as quickly as possible. I would sit outside so they removed the chairs--I would sit on the motorbikes for rent so they removed the motorbikes for rent--there is nothing but filthy and dirty plastic chairs and nowhere to sit outside any longer. The dog runs to me and clings to me and stares with extremely sad eyes at me. I play with her, take her on walks and then I am tortured by the people who are getting free everything as all the terrorists do who use these technologies--and the community of the Nazis attack me while I am walking around as well--again, this is the area where I used to live which now has at least THREE businesses with the names of the movies affixed to the titles of the businesses which are the exact titles of the movies or characters that these teleporting terrorist actors/and/or/ mafia Italian (who is still going after me)--while they also keep me there for at least one hour as they ever-so slowly provide service for the motorbike--- the technology that is blasting into my brain and nervous system while I am there is so overpowering I can't control my reactions.

 As I have written for so many years: this is a life-screw organization. Life is essentially meaningless to these expletives and killing or abusing animals means nothing more than a power-over game when they want to manipulate, "punish"/torture or destroy something or someone that target loves. This motorbike rental place is situation in a tight-knit community of little shops that look like block rooms in a squat and rectangular shape of a cement block--elongated. That is the typical Thai form of small business establishment. Rows of little one-room places that cater to whatever needs there are but essentially the same services and products are offered in all the various rectangular-shaped buildings across Phuket--and indeed across Thailand.

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Next door to the place I rent this motorbike is a mind control central operation with technology that is almost impossible for me to handle. What this organization for years has done is observe my reactions so they could cater to manipulating me according to my needs, preferences, likes, etc. 

They abuse animals now to manipulate me. AS human beings are a lost cause for me by now, the stigma associated against me that everyone on the planet apparently follows has meant that I can never have any real relationship with anybody, ever. I think it is now impossible. What I wonder is that with all these people who can't differentiate between lies and individual discernment, who are told to hate and they do so without question and are so thrilled to have someone to abuse, screw over and have a power game over so they can't wait to go on and on forever--and the endless add-ons of people joining in the "fun" are without an end, thus for all these years I have seen humanity as an infinity of parasitic haters attacking me. I have to wonder if any of them has any kind of real relationship with the people they "love". I have decided that I am missing NOTHING even though I am apparently alone. I know that there WERE people who were outside of this hate organization but they are all either dead or have disappeared (mostly they are dead). I believe truly that the bulk of the best of humanity has been destroyed by this organization of corruption and hate. That the planet is very quickly being destroyed and all life faces extinction due to the stupidity and hate of this organization which has taken control over every single thing also proves to me that it's not humanity that I shun it's just the parasites who have killed off the best of humanity and turned what is left into a shambles of haters--who appear to have "relationships"...? I don't feel lonely at all. But, like so many people who have had to resort to any kind of gratitude or love and have turned to animals, I find some kind of reality in connection to them, instead of the disgusting behavior of these creeple who continuously go out of their way to attack me, for reasons I stated above. I just consider them scum and unworthy of any kind of respect and certainly no sadness in having a lack of contact with them on any other level than having to deal with them as unwanted pests and parasites attacking me.

I have thus discovered as many people have that animals are really mistreated by the same types of people who mistreat any target. So, the group where I rent my motorbike has been abusing these dogs so I "rescue them" and thus, I am now stuck in a kind of perpetual rescue mission. I am stuck having to be confined in this space where the tech is blasting into my brain but I am caring for this dog--who is infinitely grateful to me, that is the huge benefit that at least I get some gratitude from some sentient being for the love I give, instead of everyone getting a kick out of screwing me over after drugging me so  my barriers are destroyed and shattered and I am friendly towards the most despicable people (whether fashionable or disgusting in appearance, there really is no difference at this level of systematically organized betrayal and the thrill people get out of this).

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This very openly nasty Thai ladyboy who is now the abuser mind control operator getting endless free promotions, (so disgusting to have to see this for years and years and years and years and years and years and years without end---and oh yes, in that area of Rawai where I used to live but was kicked out by Nazis moving in, while the people who teleported me were handed businesses, restaurants, real estate in that very same area where I used to live and because it's such a tourist place now, where I rent my motorbike (there are very few places like this where I live in the center of town) and they put their movie titles on the names of the businesses or their identities--and always in the area where I go to rent this motorbike--where my life is in danger from people nearing hitting me with cars or hitting me--again this happened today I was almost run over as I was walking on a road-- waiting for more than an hour for this ladyboy and his new assistant to finally finish what they were doing to this bike.

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The mind control forces me to talk and talk and like a sieve--things I never thought of saying blurt out of me--they are input subliminally and I repeat them and always in a huge grinning stupid laughing giddy giggly fashion--very discrediting to me--my nervous system is under extreme attack--I talk to the these people whom I would rather never have to see again and only want to go in and out of the shop and have no contact--but I am really stuck having to take care of this dog--the dog has been so abused and mistreated that whenever I come and don't take her out for a walk she looks like her world is ending and droops and gives me a very sad "I'm dying" look--absolutely miserable this dog has been really abused at that place. They have brought this dog in to intentionally abuse it just so I would remain staying in that one spot being manipulated and abused by this grasping ladyboy--who is just another one of the nasty people attacking me using this technology. I had the same exact type of verbal sieve experience when teleported to people who are loathsome not long ago--it happens in almost every teleportation skit but in this rental shop the technology is situated and stationary in the little hole-in-the-wall shop next door and they keep me in there. The dog is so happy that I am walking her and she is so needy I really feel extremely obliged. Plus, this animal is the only friendly thing towards me as I am stuck with no animals. The last animal I had any contact with was a pair of lizards that lived on the hillside outside my patio--the hillside is almost parallel to my window and it's more like a very high cliff-- the lizards I had fed which came out to greet me even when I was not feeding them, on the hillside outside my window --they have been removed, probably  have been killed.

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Once the ladyboy has waited long enough for my brain to become a kind of malleable "jelly" he begins to try to extract contact, words, ideas and then while I am talking he coughs, makes phone calls while I am in the middle of talking, begins to shout at people--and he is asking me to talk in the first place--all of this is an orchestrated attack. I can't control the ability to remain cool and aloof--the technology is too powerful, and I need some kind of shielding from it but don't know what materials I can use or where to find them here. I have tried to put aluminum under a hat to see if that would quell the influence but no such luck ---But the terrorists also damage any aluminum I buy--they burn huge areas of the aluminum so the density is weakened probably allowing all the electromagnetic weapons penetrate through.

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And now I am in this rut trying to not have contact and I begin giggly, laughing conversations with this ladyboy constantly first trying to get me to talk, and then shouting to people or talking on the phone as I am in the middle of a topic--which I never wanted to do. I act like (and this is a constant in all these situations) that I am very engaged in the person--whether in hate or fake cheery friendship--which is also a construct and has nothing to do with reality. 
The hate is real, however.

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I am of course under the influence right now as I fight to struggle past the hacking attacks (fighting the malware on the keyboard, for example). My cognitive skills are being endlessly blocked so I write in a much more basic and repetitive style--like I am almost in about 4th grade in verbal skills.

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I had this experience yet once again when I had to try to get a medication filled at a pharmacy. This pharmacy I go to has been lying to me that they have no more thyroid medicine--for weeks now. I resorted to having to go to a more expensive pharmacy--(but it proved actually to be cheaper)--and I could not count--there were people waiting in front of the door glaring in hate at me before I walked in--and the woman behind the counter laughed when I could not count the most basic sums and my brain was latched onto wrong sums. She had told me the price and I "forgot" what she had said IMMEDIATELY and said the wrong price, then calculated the wrong price as she giggled but glared (as directed) in hate. Etc etc more and more like this the entire day. Europ-a's walking out of the "in" doorways to try to run me over--oddly I had held my very heavy bag up as I was getting around the corner to walk into this very large entrance as they were walking out of the entrance--I blasted the creep with my bag which I had been holding up around my waist level--it hit him as he pretended he was aghast-I just kept walking. I am numb to these dumb scum people at this point in my life.

But the tech at this motorbike shop keeps me in a kind of puppet fool dangling with strings pulling my brain functions so I react, talk, laugh and my mood is put into a jolly giggly mode but not a single thing is fun or cool about that place.

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Thursday, March 24, 2022

(this post has been very badly hacked, I had to struggle to get words out due to malware blockage of the keyboard--terrorists rewrote parts of my sentences and as I try to gauge how much damage they have done, the terrorists are making the page skip to other parts as I scroll down so I can't even see what is going on with this post--it is filled with cursing I am at this ranting stage right now after more than HALF A YEAR OF ENDLESS ABUSE NIGHT AFTER NIGHT DURING THIS HIGH SEASON OF AWARDS TO THE PIECES OF SHIT OUT OF WHOREWOOD, AND MOSTLY NOW OUT OF ENGLAND, THUSLY: Teleportation terror: Rotation of celebrity parasitic shit, back to those who had raped, beaten stolen robbed and abused and tried to have me killed--years ago, now back again after years of their friends doing the same--the rotation continues on and on this shit is never stopped my government is absolutely a failure for human rights and Democracy (with full 100% financial and approval of Congressional pig ape scumbags mostly of the Democratic Party now under Biden--but only T-rump for years prior to the Dem take-over--there is not much difference only that after Obama a surge of black entertainers conjoined like the oreo cookie bs sandwich that they all are--both sides of the oreo cookie) and so...thusly, after ranting for days about absolute hateful psychological, physical and emotional torture in teleportation--VOILA! tHE Shit US government has just shifted the line-up of terrorists who endlessly gain deal after deal and promotion after promotion by teleporting and forcing mind control, rape and every kind of humiliation abuse torture and violence upon me; to be raped and tortured once again but by the same terrorist rapist brutality celebrities who began this celebrity contract over SEVEN YEARS AGO--now coming back, after their English and Europigape fascist instructors have done their endless violence upon me for months and months "because " I called one of them a piece of shit--after SEVEN YEARS of that rotten piece of shit having her boyfriend rape and abuse me, participating in the endless rape and torture of me using these technologies, that rotten ugly old bag then got endless plastic surgery and botox, prior to her inclusion was not in lead roles and was just a minor character in the line-up of the usual suspects for these roles--upon her inclusion in this hate crime, which this filthy and parasitic wretch loves like they all love doing this shit to people--it then began years of obtaining higher roles and lead roles and now has been awarded for the bullshit that she pumps out to the public which laps it up like the dumb animals that these people who play the localized versions that the higher pig apes instruct them into--the "people" in other words--they love these shit actors and are so dumbed down they can't differentiate any longer between what is great and what is absolute corrupted mediocrity packaged like the commercialized crap that "the people" also buy and eat--packaged shit absolutely unhealthy and bad for the environment. --a plethora of pigs and whores from whorewood and especially the most famous of the blathering mediocrities from England came to attack me to support that piece of revolting and rotting shit from London. Now the Americans who are fully entrenched in the Europigape albeit "American" facet of this mulitnational operation/organization are coming BACK to inflict more mind control rape and abuse and rape after my last few days of nearly begging this do-nothing shit readership to do something--so they just shifted the torture to the rotten parasites who have obtained endless years of promotions for the children they pumped out who are as blank, greedy and rotten as the stupid and dumb wealthy who put them into power--but they are conniving, lying and get plastic surgery are praised without end, they push people like me down and feed on the energy of torture and violence as they ensure I am blocked from all opportunities as they then say they are superior and then it never ends--one fucking pig whore after the next, day after day, night after night, year after year, without end. --apparently my last few ranting posts about being told I was going to be murdered, then the next night of teleportation being raped, then the next night being made homeless, then etc etc night after night--with YEARS of me trying to KILL these pigs when they teleport me, if I am not stuck in one position as I normally am (not able to move, like my body is frozen) but when I get any chance I try to smash my elbow into their ugly filthy pig whore faces or kick them in the face--endlessly screaming FOR YEARS that I wish them death, they are ugly and disgusting and not "beautiful" as they keep using violence to try to make me repeat while they continue the disfiguration protocols upon my body and life and home and peace and health--while Congressional scumbags and Hillary Clinton the rapist enabling fascist bigot scumbag and the ultimate scumbag Trump and they all converge upon me--the "liberal" activists in Congress coming to denounce Trump but fully doing exactly all that he was part of--(ahem, Clinton worked WITH Trump to attack me and the violence against my body increased after her nasty and ugly and stupid entrance into this ugly racist contract--as she is absolutely a pawn of the English Imperialist empire and so is her late husband ---(educated on a grant at Oxford and programmed by The English pig apes to become a plant in American politics--all their corruptions and thefts and scams included to destroy the fabric of American society).

 *NB: hacking and brain-altering "mind control" is as rampant in the writing of this post as it always has been. I re-read the first paragraph below and saw inserted repeats of words which I deleted. I have struggled to type this post with hacking blocking keyboard functioning so I can't spend more hours fighting to endlessly correct and delete and re-write--so I corrected only the first paragraph and have not read the rest, which undoubtedly will have many idiosyncratic errors and grammatical obstructions---so tired of no one ever doing anything about this situation and never stopping this herd of animalistic shithead holes.

This post today is rife with cursing as well. The pig apes want me enraged and cursing all the time. I'm going to let it all hang out today in it's emotional excess and ranting rage--the mind control tech is always blasting into my brain and reducing cognitive functioning and when I get angry the effect is much worse--due to their tech somehow getting through cognitive clarity and enhancing emotional excess and cursing--they are also inputting subliniminal cursing into my brain--no excuse. But this post is really full of ranting curses. This is after a decade of trying to write somewhat clearly to people who never stop this situation, a government that fully funds and supports this with Congressional members and presidents, all spouting the lies about their attempts to save America for Democracy--all eagerly participating in this oppression and hate crime against me using this tech--ostensibly to use it upon others who are incognizant and don't care and can't imagine it could ever happen to them. I believe the programming has been operating upon these very same actors and politicians for years and/or decades by now. But now they are all being trained to inflict their need to dominate and control upon others, while it has already been fully imprinted upon them. They all play victims of oppression in these public roles. They are pathetic but dangerously sick and have been handed these technologies and higher positions of power. When will you stupid people out there ever take what I am writing about seriously and instead of doing nothing to protect me stop them and stop this sick tyranny they are putting into high gear momentum into society as a form of social engineering?

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So I was RAPED once again last night in teleportation. It was a kind of "soft" rape in that I was not "penetrated" but was grabbed from behind *they always come from behind* or when I am put into a position of immobile inertia and they are hovering over me--it's all done in a kind of "edit" process of making me unconscious while in the sleeping/teleported state, then I "wake up" in this other dimension to being attacked, and when I try to defend myself they blank me out again, and then they attack me and when I try to defend myself they blank out my consciousness again--I am put once again into a body position of non-defense as they attack me, and it goes on night after night. The effect it has had upon me has not been to subjugate me but rather to make me want to destroy them--these pig apes and their ilk coming after me. There is nothing cool or wonderful or beautiful about any of them.


 I was grabbed from behind by a naked blonde Nazi scumbag who participated in this hate contract. It was done in a filthy and run-down shack of a place---I tried to get away and he followed me, I blanked out (was blanked out by these shitholes) and then I was laying on the ground in a dirty and swampy area as this blonde creep lay on top of me but just held me as I could not move.

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Then, I was suddenly dressed and in an urban area. There were Oriental lamp shades hung from a balcony of a building, it was the only thing I could see at that level. The rat daughter of the pig scumbag actor who beat, raped and tortured me with this piece of rotten crap daughter and his girlfriend-turned-wife who then USED MY IDEAS ON DOMESTIC VIOLENCE to legally go after this greasy scumbag rapist creep actor *very famous for all his chagrined characters at the evils of the world, all his characters portray a kind of incensed victim of institutionalized injustice--which he fully participates in personally at  every chance along with his half-French piece of rotten shit daughter--as I wrote yesterday, age has no bearing on conduct or level of integrity. However, rotten and ugly old people are more revolting when they exhibit these characteristics openly because of the years of accumulated rot that is apparent on their putrid ugly bodies and faces. Otherwise, the behavior is rank and foul no matter what age. Thus this 20-something rat creep, who stole ideas from me to make TWO MOVIES which began her career ascent-is now digging once more into obtaining more contracts out of attacking me. Her entire career has begun from this contract out on me, with the full backing of Europigape culture which has tried to murder me endlessly and has fully welcomed every fascist and sick and rotten rapist whore from Whorewood like HEROES into their throes of orgiastic power-cartel Imperialism and fascist Nazism (with Mafia right behind them doing much of the violent operational organization---the "darker" 'italians" who nearly bow in reverence to the Blonde ideology like slaves that they are--and stupid as well in so many ways but organized and deadly to be sure).

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Unlike the Jews--and yes, there were some seemingly "Jewish" people involved in this shit skit last night (it was this morning, I had forgotten to tie the strings around the metal hooks of my bathroom door, where mechanical arms come through into this living space to spray stinking filth unless I leave the door closed during the times I am awake, and I must tie it shut firmly while sleeping. But I had waken up early this morning, untied the door--then went back into my bed thinking I was awake and I was--but they literally made me pass out--they can make me faint using this technology and they have done it numerous times when they want to force me into unconsciousness to rape and disfigure or dismember me--

so it happened that their technology was placed on me this morning early--I was sent to some Jewish people, again in their 20's like the age of this piece of ratish shit who hasn't stopped getting pumped up by Whorewood for her participation in this contract out on me (with their Europigape controllers who really do control these dumb and rotten celebrities--and all  of them have zero originality and thus have had this contract out on me of TORTURING ME to obtain original ideas, stealing the ideas, blocking my progress for any career, telling me that I must provide a baby for one of these u gly and rotten pig whore men so their shit children and wives can then obtain huge contracts out of doing this to me, and then it would follow I get murdered either slowly or quickly--as the contract out on me has ALWAYS been for these Nazi pig whores and their minority shithead followers to use, abuse, rape, exploit and then discard me with contempt, usually insulting me after the sexual exploitation where I was always drugged and put into a "love" mode where I believed in a drugged up stupor that I was "in love". 

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So the Jews behaved of course upon cue: they were self-defeating, self-demoralizing, acted like dumb clowns, played the roles demanded of "Jews" to be self-denigrating and self-insulting instead of the pig whore pieces of shit who are openly and endlessly insulting me. Please note how Jerry Lewis played this role and how the French fuck shits loved that self-loathing personality who finally, in the end, denounced his Nazi-based bigot family in Whorewood--probably learning so late in life that these pieces of filthy shit are not worth the energy of caring and that playing this role is a self-destruction not worth living for.

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That was what the bigot clown's shit filth whore daughter inflicted upon me first as the first stage of their intended crushing defeat of all my self-preservation--then the rape scene --then this piece of shit appeared to grab something I had in my hand saying "I want!" as I handed it over to her, in a gesture of friendliness which is inherent to my personality as I am a loving and giving person--to people who are decent and not pieces of rotten shit stealing everything from me possible. Oh yes, rotten Depp this fucking rotten greasebag made sure that my "daughter" my cat La Moux was stolen from me 2 weeks after this pig scum began his endless YEARS of raping me---the rotten Thai people in the resort I was staying at told me that my cat had drown in the swimming pool. They had used technology to force her to heave for breathe for two days prior to try to make her too weak to struggle. The piece of stupid and rotten shit Depp with his stupid and disgusting ugly pig daughter then put photos of my cat drowning on my Facebook page, her face grotesque in pain in the middle of the swimming pool (it was a close-up of her fighting for air) with a little caption underneath it of my cat trying to look like an alligator because her jaw was extended and her lower teeth were jutting out gasping for air--that is what this filthy piece of pig shit did--and for years all I did was beg these pigs to return my cat--my daughter--to me--while this filthy pig with this rotten whore daughter were welcomed for this Nazi behavior into their modeling and movie top clique circles and this piece of rotten shit has been there ever since--but her contracts for movie roles have thinned out since shit Trump left office so the bitch whore is going at me again--so she had me sitting in a slumped position while she told me "I want" to the pair of fashionable sunglasses I had in my hand. I was then told (it was a "thought" coming through my mind) that I had "6 pairs of the same type of glasses already at home" so I told this rotten whore skank that she could have it, handing the really cool glasses to her with friendliness that this skank does not deserve (instead I would shove that crap into her to try to kill her, really). This pig then didn't say "thank you" but then I began telling her to go to an opthamologist to have the glasses repaired (suddenly the lenses were broken) and as I woke up, realizing that I should have said Optometrist, because they had me saying the wrong thing, as they put my body in this slunched down body position like I was barely able to sit up straight with any pride---handing something I wanted over to this rotten parasite who has been endlessly handed millions of dollars to be a real parasite as this is only a paraisitic contract for empty and meaningless shit people to obtain ideas, suck out love by drugging someone into believing they are "in love" as these loveless whores then suck all energy, life force and then destroy and all is out of racism. Jews participate in this, as do blacks and Latinos and now a slew of Democrats (to me it's a lot, there are hundreds of Dems in Congress but if people at this level are participating in this contract, then how many of the Congressional people are aware of what is going on and say and do nothing so they are complacent and comply just to keep their status as being part of this corrupt but operating system? And of course they are corrupt as well.

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And so I have poured this out again today--the "programming" these apes wanted to instill into me was that I "give" gladly to pig whores who are using and abusing and MURDERING/DESTROYING ME. That I am friendly while they grab, take and demean and insult, rape, humiliate, steal and rob and I am "supposed" to say nothing about it. Thus the Jewish self-denigrating creeple who were the first to begin the segment on my "humiliation" journey into giving and loving rapist pig whores and being stolen from and handing all over to wortheless shit who have stolen and raped and robbed from me for years and years, leaving me in such dire poverty I can't afford to pay for food--forcing me into physical deformity and endlessly threatening me to repeat that these whore pieces of shit are "more beautiful" with the male congress fuckers coming to enforce that system and telling this to me as well. I tell them to go fuck off--I have no respect for these Senators and Representatives and of course that is due to their treatment of me, and their inclusion into this hate technology and protocol that they use to enhance their rotten and dirty career ascents into more power. 

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I woke up from this thinking with hate and rage that I wish this little piece of rotten shit death along with the mother out of France and the pig father who disgusts me. The shit they forced upon me is nothing I would do upon waking, let me tell you rotten dirty foul rat whore from the Depp filth bucket that spawned you.

As for filthy pigapewhorealina the pit piece of shit--after I wrote about her yesterday she teleported me while I had a shower cap on my head and was almost naked with my endless attempt to heal my body from the YEARS of t hat rotten stupid whore ordering my body to be broken down with poisoning and outright incisions into my body-also part of my uterus was severed out and came out as well as cuts, deformations--and my toe broken and jutting to one side--the organization has forced chemicals on my skin that have ruined it on all parts of my legs and arms--etc etc

but wearing a very expensive fashion gown and standing in the vaginal sucking posture that this parasite sucking ennui endlessly has been so adored for by fellacio-obsessed males and women who want to look like a fellatio blow-up doll with no ideas or opinions--blank and stupid with sucking lips which suck and suck endlessly everything out of me possible while men dream that this is instant blow-job--that is how I view this putrid ugly whore, but they keep using violence as this rotten piece of shit keeps threatening me to repeat that she is more beautiful than me--and she does this and the pig men do this while they are raping me and abusing me in front of her--and behind her are the English fuckers and Nazi Imperialists who have put that rotten and ugly skank into that position to infiltrate and help to bring them into positions of power into H-wood, which is exactly what these stupid and dumb Americans in that deluge of refuse in H-wood have allowed them to do, openly and willingly. 

The debacle of the black American actress who married into the Royals is only a component of this infiltration process--just one of the mind control programming "tricks' used to make people believe that they are "victims" like the roles that these terrorist scumbag actors really are, but play into infinity in their roles as "victims" of racism and sexism and tyranny---

but, that happened yesterday as well. For the EIGHT YEAR IN  A ROW I told her, yelling by now, rushing to punch her with my elbow into her ugly cock-sucking-appearance face--that she is ugly I wish her death go fuck off and die. The "feminist" advocate who only began her blathering bullshit mind fuck trip into portraying her charity public self as being an advocate for "women" and for her aspiring political career and for influence and for the bullshit money that is endlessly doled out to this rotten and worthless rapist enabling fascist piece of garbage whore---with all her coterie of minority minions and psychological slaves pumping up this image--but stealing ideas from me FOR YEARS to portray this image. this rotten whore then looked giddy and glad as I rushed to try to smash her in the face, making  a posturing pouting sexualized look for the pig whores who were all behind this shitty and sick teleportation skit while just at the moment I was going to make contact with my elbow they blanked me out and stopped the teleportation. She is absolutely always laughing or extremely glad that I am being raped, beaten, broken down and like them all is on this huge power trip of subjugation and oppression.


It keeps being supported by Congress.

Oh, I was also teleported by Noam Chomsky yesterday but at a much earlier time in the day--they can do this while I am awake but always in a very relaxed state--so of course I was in my bathroom in the darkness relaxing and there is this technology on the other side of the wall the shit Thai creeple use (on all sides by all the apartments on all sides of me all the time day and night they are operating this equipment so no matter where I am in this tiny studio they are attacking me on any or all sides of the walls and floors). They always attack me with teleportation while I am in the shower relaxing, always. Always while I am sleeping in a healing and deep sleep. 

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When will you fuckers reading this ever do any goddamn fucking thing to stop this group of shit? Ever? Where is my fucking country when will these whores and pigs ever be stopped? When will I just be compensated for these crimes and left alone to live m life in peace goddamn you fuckers reading this and laughing and thinking it's great. How many more fucking days, months and years must I fight for my life like this endlessly on and on waiting for my government to not be run by shit fucking lying fascist Nazis and mafia fuckheads?

Wednesday, March 23, 2022

"Kill Them All--I wish them all dead!"--Lindsey Graham on Guantanamo Prisoners being held without trial or conviction. No trial, crime committed or evidence required (is the American Way, God Bless America?)...one (undoubtedly out of many) of the Senators who probably (assumes out of his top hat) thinks that I did something to "deserve" being tortured by his sponsored anti-terrorist operations and thinks all the violence his government is funding against people like me is justified "to the death", ostensibly out of US-funded "anti-terrorism" funding....Well done, terrorist Senator (one out of many) Lindsey Graham!

 "Lindsey Graham Angrily STORMS out of Brown Confirmation Hearing". Waldorf Nation. March 23, 2022.


Below are facts about prisoners at Gitmo and also--not included is Graham's questioning of Judge Brown Jackson on the "recidivism rate of 31% of Gitmo prisoners released who then return to 'fighting against the US' to 'Kill Americans" once again.
In this video, the narrator of Waldorf Nations cites the statistic that FOUR prisoners in Gitmo were actually tried and convicted of terrorism (against the US). He also cites how most of the prisoners have never been held on any conviction nor have been taken to trial. Some of them are supposed to be incarcerated there "for life" or until Gitmo closes. They, too, have never been tried, convicted of terrorism nor is there actual proof of their wrong-doing that has been publicized. Yet Graham cites a statistic that 30%+ percent of released Gitmo prisoners are recidivists and repeat the terrorism for which they were incarcerated in Cuba. I find lumping all into such a categorical crime statistic without any evidence or demonstration of the statistic disturbing, yet Ketanji Brown Jackson could only agree with Senator Graham and nod her head and say that was a horrible statistic, indeed. The recidivism rate for American post-release prisoners is more than 75%, so a 30% recidivism rate should have been implicitly understood to be highly satisfactory a rate instead of being an alarming disturbing trend. You must watch the clip form Democracy Now! that was posted today on the nomination hearings. I am tired of fighting hackers to get into more endless fight to copy and paste and write and get anything done (system is extremely slow and inoperable and tired of endlessly struggling to get words out as hacking goes on. Just copying and pasting from sources requires 4-6 attempts due to hackers deleting the highlighting process--I am struggling to copy from one blog to another the words I am writing as hackers delete what I am trying to copy and paste-over and over, I must try for each attempt --it's impossible and I am wondering if I will ever not be hacked and obstructed for the remainder of my life? Will Jackson perhaps be a force of change in this regard or will she continue to agree with the criminals like Graham in Congress who fully support this domestic terrorism affronting my life and all I attempt and own and my body and life?):



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This article expresses the higher probability of why Senator Graham has so "angrily stormed" out of the hearings for the likely endorsement and placement of Judge Brown Jackson onto The Supreme Court (I predict this is the likely outcome of the nomination hearings):


.....“This nomination arrives as our freedoms and civil liberties are in crisis. We are currently awaiting a Supreme Court decision in the Dobbs v. Jackson Women’s Health Organization case that challenges a blatantly unconstitutional ban on abortion after 15 weeks of pregnancy. The Court could rule to overturn nearly 50 years of precedent, established by Roe v. Wade, and decimate abortion access in states across the country. Already, Texans have spent nearly six months with a ban on abortion at six weeks of pregnancy, before many people even know they’re pregnant. Now more than ever, we need a Supreme Court justice who understands the impact of the court's rulings on people — particularly on reproductive and LGBTQ+ rights — and the importance of protecting individual liberties for generations to come.

“Judge Jackson will play a crucial role in the direction the court takes in the future. As the Senate considers her nomination, we must not lose sight of how meaningful this moment is for this country, and for Black women. Far too often, we don’t see ourselves represented in the highest seats of government. This nomination is also part of essential work to rebuild our courts and protect our health and rights. We call on the Senate to swiftly consider Judge Jackson’s nomination.”--Statement from Alexis McGill Johnson, president and CEO of Planned Parenthood Federation of America


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(Very tired of fighting hacking by this point so will only introduce the video as the last part, in context, of this post today):


"Ketanji Brown Jackson: I was Standing Up for The Constitution by Representing Guantanamo Prisoners". Democracy Now! March 23, 2022.



 

This rotten global hate/Nazi/fascist/Imperialist organization keeps torturing me and never stops, with the intention of keeping me on a treadmill of writing these posts. Then they torture me for having written the posts. Then they steal the concepts. Then they call me stupid and bitch. Then they make money off my concepts. Then they block my financial capabilities and call me "loser". Then they get promotions by my shit government branch of mind control propaganda. The torture is so deadly--So I write, only to try to get anyone to stop them (which never happens) so they can steal more ideas and concepts. Thus, after years of torture, I begin again fighting this war which people think is just my problem and not yours too. Observations on my last post, the result of brain-altering tech affecting my verbal and emotional, and other nasty points of focus or speculation.

 My computer system is very badly hacked and I had to undergo another 2 1/2 hour "update" from the mere Windows 10 update system this morning. After the update finally was downloaded, the computer had to restart and then it went through yet another update which lasted 15 minutes, and then after that...the system froze with every click. 

The hacker terrorists have manipulated my computer system so that if something is downloading I essentially cannot use any other function of the computer. It freezes and stops working--I literally can't get on the internet because when I do so without waiting for the complete download and install process, the computer stops functioning and appears to be rife with malware. I thus am forced to wait for the hours that these weekly updates are put on my system, and I think this is a hacker terrorist action because for years this never happened until only recently--as in during this high season in Phuket where the Europigapes converge for their endless free weeks of paid vacation and their "master-slave" servicing relaxation for hate organization gang stalking exploits--yes, it's that complicated so I wrote their endeavors in that style of confusing but inter-extrapolated convoluted convulsions of hate combined with sexualized hate and filth attacks--as they are vile and filthy at the base and care of their personalities. I surmise, as this is part of the"speculation" that I wrote of above, they are "demonically possessed" and the rotten filth that I am endlessly encumbered with on my body, my food my home, the air I am forced to breathe if I want to try to protect my body and possessions (i.e. they use large mechanical arms to break into my home through my now-opened patio doorway because I can't breathe in the stagnant fungus-laden air that I have had to ingest on a nightly basis for over 7 years, plus the fungus in my food, hair, on my clothing and etc that I also have to deal with if I wear clothing or go to sleep and need something to sleep in and on--all is doused with stinking foul substances all the time. The teleportation skits prove to me that these creeple are surely "demonically possessed" and like a group of foul demons, they also spew foul and filthy psychological and emotional filth upon me which is essentially WHAT THEY ARE AT THE BASE OF THEIR PERMUTATED AND CONVOLUTED, TWISTED AND FOUL SOLD-OUT WHORISH MUTATED LIFELESS "SOULS" WHICH ARE cold and barren wastelands of corrupt sleaze and filth and ultimate negativity. They are paid in millions from the demonic entity that ensures that the planet is dominated by filth and hate, but those who are the most vile and murderous make sure that their minions clean up their filth so they appear pristine in all things. The vile filthy women of this blonde Nazi group of celebrity whore pieces of shit make sure to show me h ow much wealth they have and their possessions while laughing about how paltry and destroyed I look and my home and surroundings have been made--under their order. They all have a bevy of white supremacist womanizing whore-mongering bigot Nazi white males attacking me when I fight them--one of them i nparticular is a most vile and disgusting example of this, and since this foul whore from London began her assault on me (and was awarded a "lifetime achievement award" highly publicized for one of these top Nazi awards displays in the media just the same week she and her group of ugly rotten and disgusting older men who fully endorse this type of Imperialistic destruction of women "like me" with the centuries of the history of England raping, pillaging, creating death systems of despair and rot and ruin in "colonized" countries and indeed on entire continents--all fully in line with turning America into a Nazi-based colony--and their black American cousin married into the royals is just one cheap and tawdry excuse for their continued impregnating of America into Imperialist and fascist Mentality. Add the filth and hate of the A-list celebrities with their Europigape worship mentality because those are the pigs who put these whore apes into their monopolized positions of endless and recurring lead role hegemony. So boring, by the way.

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So I am ranting. This morning after trying to organize things so I can go out in two days and be subjected to the pre-orchestrated hate skits that the ladyboy Thai skank who is endlessly told what to say and do by a group of fascist Europigape Nazis in the part of Phuket where I used to live, which was nominally friendly and then all the friendly and interesting people who spoke fluent English were gone--(meaning the Thais_) and replaced by heavily made-up and skanky Thais who "no speak English" and are like rotten prostitute ally thin ravenously corrupt for the whore money that they obtain by bowing in absolute obsequiousness to the pig ape Nazis who control them like absolute puppets on strings. But I must undergo seeing a Golden Retriever dog being slapped and hit by this ladyboy--the dog begging me with her eyes to help her, another smaller dog yapping furiously endlessly without stopping for a second for the 1 hour duration I am in the shop because I believe it is begging me to do more to help both of them live without being confined by ropes and tied up in one spot inside this ladyboy whore's motorbike shop--where obviously there are men coming to screw this guy at night and the dogs are beaten and abused and thus--I take the dog on walks and it pees and craps at least 6 times within a 15 minute space of time--because it is not taken out, left to rot with urine and feces plugging up inside it's body hours and hours upon hours every day. Not being played with, just sitting there rotting because the female whores who got this dog left it to be slowly killed by this most cruel ladyboy who really is a very nasty personality but very well-poised in the arts of sexual happy ending massages--that is what I have to deal with when I rent my motorbikes--the Nazi pig ape organization here in Phuket makes sure I am stuck in a labyrinth of denials and blocks so all I get are people like this for every single rental or payment option I have--and thus have to deal with hateful and skanky ugly rotten foul and evil people at every turn. 

But I sit here in this room and see that because I leave the patio doors open at night now, not killing myself any longer but my health has greatly deteriorated from having breathed in this fungus filth every night for over 7 years, plus all my clothing saturated with it, my bedsheets and pillows and etc--every day for years. That is the stinking and foul ugliness of these "demonic" celebrities and the politicians who fully sanction and support them. I have since ascertained that these famous celebrities have NEVER created the personas nor the concepts for which they are famous for representing. All the creative and talented people who were sensitive enough and artistic enough to have made a dent in the fabric of mediocrity in my sinking society are now dead or gone--replaced by Mafia and Nazi directors and sell-outs who completely bow down to this system. Some are more talented than others--

But they are possessed I feel sure of that by what Medieval writers described as stinking and foul demons. I am slathered with their filth at every turn of every moment of every day. I see the two clothing racks I have in this room because every cabinet where I keep clothing (or used to) is so stinking that the clothing is foul and putrid and stinking to a level that from one foot away the stink is unbearable--I can't even wash the stink out of the clothing completely no matter what I use--all embedded with laboratory chemicals to keep the stink into the fabric. One of the larger racks was immediately being scraped of all the paint on the metal tubing so I covered that with colored tape to create a design. That has since been scraped, scratched, partially cut off. The other small rack just to the right of this stinking, scratched up, the metal of the legs of this table all peeled of the coating so the metallic stink is constant and I can't touch any metal object in this room without decaying metal rubbing on my hands--the rack which I have used with tubular plastic hangers, just gently sliding the few items of clothing I have gently to the side--is now patched with the metal coating chemically removed so it resembles something that is worn from water and weather--like it's been outside. It is shabby and ugly in this condition. Every single thing I have has been sprayed with something stinking, has a thread loose, is scratched or tainted, broken down and shabby-=-even new things, if I wear them, become destroyed after one use.

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So last night, the filthy and stinking demonic pig ape whores from Whorewood, with their collections of filthy demonic whores operating for them here in this condo, and the rest of Europigapeland and America the fascist Nazi continent, with the rest of the planet following these protocols--the teleportation skit was of me being inside a house, being told that I was only temporarily going to stay there, and then being guided by instruction to a bathroom. Outside of the bathroom was the front door of this house (i.e. the guest bathroom situated just in front of the front door of this rather cheap but in appearance a modestly expensive type of PVC-covered house in a white neighborhood). But still, not something I would want to live in if I had a choice, even temporarily. I heard the ugly sound of Thai women almost yelling outside the door just to let me know that there was a Thai influence--(because inside the bathroom was a Thai jet spray next to the toilet, which is a Thai version of a Bidet). But outside of the bathroom these Thai women were shouting just so I could hear them through the door. Because I have lived in Thailand for over 12 years I understand the tone of voice and the associated socioeconomic level and personality type just by how the vocals are used--(do not speak Thai whatsoever except a few basic words, almost nothing). I could hear immediately that these were ugly and harsh people--the type of voices I immediately understand are part of the terrorist system and fully integrated with the foul and ugly underlying theme--the demonic possession if you will. These are the types of people I must deal with, and I know the difference between the more good-hearted and the really ugly and foul types (it's harder, ironically, for me in my own language and with Americans or English-speaking but you can bet that from decades or centuries of culling the population of those who are anti-Nazi and fascist that mostly what is left in the Western hemisphere are fully integrated proponents of this hate-based filth and debasement system-.

The toilet in this bathroom that I was directed to had this little jet spray next to the toilet. But on the toilet was something similar to what you get in an gynecologists office: a set of planks on the toilet seat separating the legs like in a pelvic exam--thus you have to spray the jet spray into this device while you are sitting on the toilet seat. It is a pornographic display to be sure and foul and disgusting--of course put on some hidden camera in this rotten bathroom.

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That is their foul and disgusting mentality that I am forced to contend with every time I sleep and have to pay for anything, talk to any landlord and in every case with all the Europigape whores and Americans who are part of their system (INCLUDING BLACKS, JEWS, ETC) who perform these filth skits upon me as if it is ME who is filthy and disgusting and underserving of respect instead of THEY who are filthy and nasty and dirty and disgusting and stupid and undeserving of their endlessly free handouts of millions of dollars for the mediocrity and stupidity and sickness that they really are--and underneath the basic stupidity despite having highest educational levels in some rare cases, is the underlying ineptness of a propensity of destruction and usurpation--which means an endless devouring conquering worm that they are as a totality--devouring the planet, it's resources and the endless display of their gratuitous wealth as the symbol of their supposed superior status while of course the filth and ugliness they force upon me is supposed to then imply how I am "nothing" while they are everything. If left without all this poison and filth poured into my home and body and without all the ugliness these vile, stupid and ugly whores pigs and apes pour out upon me every moment of every day, I would be extremely beautiful and if left with some kind of "equal opportunity" I would have risen up in American society by now into at the very least something of a sustainable secure lifestyle instead of being threatened by these pig whores of being made homeless because every single thing has been blocked to and from me. Including just my cat and any animal I take it--they have sucked and drained all out of me. I have to pull out more grey hairs this morning because of the endless filth and hate toxicity they pour upon my sleep and waking state and home every single day and night in every conceivable waking and sleeping state as well. I try to ignore them so the ramp up the violence until I react in rage. Things like poisoning my water and making my body deformed and destroying my property I have spent years fighting to be able to afford because I have spent most of my money for over 3 years fighting to stop the break-ins to my home and buying materials to fight to block the entrance--just locking my door is like putting a welcome mat to rapists on my door--it does nothing. THere are so many panels and cracks and tiles that are broken into in this room--and so, I have closed the windows for over 7 years and have been slowly murdered because of breathing in the fungus and mold that these apes perpetually have sprayed into my room.

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What I had not written yesterday but thought of much later after turning off the laptop and disconnecting the WiFi (unplugging all the electrics if possible). But first---I also realize how badly my brain, as I have written countless times in the past--how I can't "remember" basic words or vocabulary while I am under this pernicious influence of their brain-altering technology. I could not remember the term "gynecologist" and I am stuck with parts of my brain being blocked or hindered while I write. I am put into a ranting hyperbolic state always while I attempt to garner any kind of sympathetic reaction to this hate crime endlessly foisted upon me (almost to no avail, for years it's like nothing from the planet in general).

I want to state that my reaction to Judge Jackson who I listened to briefly was met in my memory of her predecessor--whose name I could not "remember" until I got off the laptop, and the name came back immediately without trying to access it, like it had been bottled up and was waiting to come out but I was in such a flustered state while writing, the hyperbolic reaction was the most prominent feature my brain was operating under while writing about the endless foul and stinking crap that I am forced to endure from this group of sleaze and filth and shit and crap that you all adulate as celebrities and politicians and your neighbors the good old network you all obey--but---Amy Coney Barrett--if I spelled this correctly--I can't t think clearly at all right now but the system is so hacked, the keyboard is so inoperable I must constantly rewrite words because the keyboard is juxtaposing all the letters I type or inserting spaces while I am writing one word--etc etc---but Barrett--I had forgotten to write because I got lost in tangents as I have done in this post endlessly-the effect has not diminished of the brain-altering tech endlessly being blasted into my brain while I write--Barrett, like Jackson yesterday, swore that she would only conform to the boundaries of what the Constitution demanded and her interpretation would be confined to a basic guideline, backed by prerequisite former rulings, and would not deviate from a strictly unbiased interpretation. Barrett in her nomination hearings could give absolutely no temperature gauge on how she would vote. This year, Barrett along with 6 other High Court judges completely bypassed the CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHT of abortion to make Texas as a state where abortion rights were made illegal according to State law, versus Federal and Constitutional law. This ruling again was upheld by the Supreme Court with Barrett doing exactly what she had been nominated by Trump and his fascist organization (including the black and white oh-so-Nazi-based women, the blondes who look like they were put in the same beauty parlors as the celebrities so much they all want to look like h-wood whore movie stars) but....all completely cheer this on because it will put impoverished women into positions of slavery--which of course is what these whore apes all want--and what the pogrom forced onto me is all about. Their pig ape scumbag sleazy filthy and vile shit men rape and abuse me, the pig whore women laugh and applaud and tell their dearly beloved how wonderful they are, the Nazi pig ape shit network continues to destruction of human rights but only for people "like me" but the ideas and concepts that people like me have lived on and read of, which these stupid shit whore female rapist enablers never have, are then usurped by them as "their" concepts and Their fights (i.e. filthy pigapewhorealina the pit who has done this for over 8 years, with her English shit backing and the full applause and love of her rapist abuser American hubby--and friends and cohorts and peers out of Whorewood who keep putting these vile demonically possessed pieces of shit into endless lead positions and cheering them on, and welcoming in the fascist Nazi pig apes into their enclaves and love them as they all appear as good friends (what do the Europigapes really say about them behind their backs and about how Stupid Americans are when they are with their own kind back in Nazi Europigapeland?).

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So Jackson, yesterday in her nomination hearing, was asked by a crusty, rusty ole white male (Durbin) about her predisposition to how Barrett had answered about her stance towards opinions and rulings on the High Court. Well, Jackson said outright that she fully repeats all that Barrett had claimed. As I just wrote above, it proves obvious how Barrett immediately in her tenure (as in, one year later or maybe 2 years later) has bypassed a CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHT afforded to women and has not, in fact, adhered to the US CONSTITUATION whatsoever in that respect. I don't know about her other rulings except for having shot down Trump's attempt to reach the Supreme Court for his claims of Election Fraud (which no court has ever proven--but facts and the law mean fucking nothing to this group of demonic whores).

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Ms. Jackson, the "first black female" nominee (whoopie cushion! like a gold berg) even has "ethnic" black hair which resembles the style that Barrett has on her head---I thought of this sort of "black female with ethnic hair but almost looking like straight white hair of Barrett" and the Oreo cookie analogy and I just can't think of Jackson as anything that would be some kind of CHANGE ultimately in the already corrupted system that has enabled PRESIDENTS to teleport, rape and torture me with the full applause of Whorewood and of CONTRESS, jointly and then subsequently the next shitty president and his crew which were always there backing T-rump--the rotten young and old--really age means nothing I wrote yesterday that Ossoff appears young, but youth really has nothing to do with corruption of the mind, heart and soul. And neither does skin color, political or ethnic identification or level of education or level of wealth.

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I have, in the past, only in desperation  yearned for someone who is not a corrupt foul and pestilent piece of shit being put into power who might very quickly stop this torture contract out upon me. I hope that Ossoff may represent such a person. I am absolutely, on after-thought, unsure of my former conviction which was borne out of desperation for some kind of decency in the United States leadership on all levels of society, and from those who take orders from them, and the US appears to take orders from fascist Nazi Europpigape land so----


like so many before me in this same situation, the temptation to "accept" this shit is unacceptable to me. Too many people have die fighting for a free society and in other countries for the same aspiration. I deserve better than this shit forced upon me continuously and the people who fought and died to make America a country of freedom deserve much better than this rotten, demonic and foul, stinking shit that has been endlessly put into power.


But the rotten and foul teleportation skits have increased since this rotten and foul most stupid and dirty group of English actors has converged upon attacking me after I called their most cherished blonde Nazi bigot skank whore who is blank and rotten but they love her for it--the white supremacist Nazi males and women in England rely on shit like this rotten skank to perpetuate their Imperialism because she's been so highly touted as "defending" little brown-skinned men in these movies and she's such a smiling and gratuitous fake for all the "humanitarian" causes while being an absolute vicious and nasty filthy and dirty foul rapist enabling bigot Nazi fascist Imperialist in reality. This is what all these pig ape pieces of demonic shit I have had to deal with are all like--on the most plebean levels of socio-econimic status this is never-changing and the same as well. I have seen this all my life, this ongoing bullshit deception of Americanism and equality and freedom by those whose real aims are to get as many free deals and promotions as possible; these always, always override any other concern and that is how they are all sell-out and sold out whores whose spirits are contaminated filthy and vile and disgusting and that has literally polluted the entire planet in greed and usurpation until NATURE itself is recoiling in death from the excesses of their sleaze and greed and innate stupidity in terms of what life and respect for life really is about.

Discrimination/denial of service from two delivery companies from which I order healing herbs and items so I don't have to carry huge heavy bags in the 2 times per month I am physically capable of going out due to poisoning and fracturing of my body (no details as they will try to cause further harm, for those maybe not with the details I won't expose the serious vulnerabilities): Services from delivery companies Lazada and Shopee are being denied through a series of delivery changes which I never make. They are stating "delivery status today" and then never contacting. Couriers never answer phone numbers provided, if they provide (Flash Express through Lazada does not leave contact information but it's supposed to) and from Shopee they just never answer any phone calls. They then state "recipient reschedule" and then cancel the orders stating that I have instructed reschedule and then cancel orders. The status only changes after I contact the chat agents (jerk-off shit down t he hallway hacking into my system not the real agents) my phone calls are hacked/blocked from the customer service help line, I can't call the company. The chat agents are constantly lying and canceling orders and lying to me and etc. In the past 8 days when the white pig ape Nazi filth moved in from whatever shit country (i.e. Germany or England) they came from, they are instructing Thais to bother me with blathering incomprehensible English with information I can't understand. My brain is rendered in a state of "belief" and the inability to ascertain deception. I am in a daze of "belief" and only understand after walking away from this computer system where my body is attacked by their technologies to alter brain function. That is the best way I can detail it as my brain is also rendered blocked from higher critical thinking while I attempt any communication, in any form, written or verbal.

  They are CONSTANTLY lying in the chat, and the agents are not Lazada or Shopee agents, or if they are, they have been hired specifically f...