Saturday, March 26, 2022

(Copied from my Facebook post written today): My very last post (written today) I deleted. It was a mistake. I am under mind control every time I get on this computer. My "choices" are often not mine at all. It's hard to explain. I am tired (it's very late/early morning). Didn't mean to compliment a terrorist abuser hater from H -wood--in this case, he used parts of experiences I have had in this terror campaign--maybe he got some of the ideas of parasitically sucking ideas out of the situation I am embroiled in which he has participated in and observed. He is the executive producer of this tv series--it involves aspects of dreaming, altered mental states, and medical "experimentation" on brain/body interface technology--but put into easily digestible tv/movie style sci-fi thriller. Of course he took (if he took_) the ideas and tailered them all to the "black" experience. My experience is not the "black" experience but it shares some traits in common, which blacks only want to claim is their and only their experience--thus I am silenced and he can steal the concepts and ideas while I remain like this being tortured for having written. In the past 10 years every person I have written anything complimentary of who is a media sensation has immediately come to torture me using this technology. The "gratitude" or lack of it is also in goosestep with the fascist parasite mentality of sucking and abusing and stealing and robbing and raping and abusing and using and discarding (murdering in most cases).

**the computer is being hacked--the system is extremely slow, I must retype and backspace due to hackers making the keyboard inoperable mostly for every other word I write there's a mistake; every time I write a post hackers rewrite my posts to make the cohesiveness like an absurdity. Whatever mistakes and incongruities are due to hacker terrorism. It always happens with every post.


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He is not a cool personality. The acting, as I wrote, was very well done but he's just another fake anyways--I am ALWAYS under mind control for each and everything i do and write on this laptop (and in any "public" sphere. I regret having written that post today, but I deleted it. Too late but not too late to try to erase the mistake.

I always have to wait hours before I regain clarity and understand that these are not cool or good people and the stuff they come out with, for years parts of my ideas and experiences stolen by them to portray themselves as having these original concepts which they then sell like hotcakes--I am told I am delusional, schizophrenic, crazy, stupid, etc when I try to explain my concepts. All I try to write for any creative fiction or even a few sentences is inevitably stolen.
This person is probably no exception in having stolen concepts and adapting them to the "black struggle' while like all the other blacks in the world that have come to exploit me, fully are in with white supremacy in anti-Semitic hate (although I am not really very "Jewish" at all, they don't care, the labels are being artificially enforced upon me because these cliched mediocrities need people to be in places that make them always in a superior position--with all cliches tending for them to be taken as the most authoritarian and anyone else is on a lower plank by automatic decree by the stereotypes that they are reliant upon.
Thus the endless cliches of the black experience have been incorporated into a kind of mind and mental trip down an experimental rabbit hole and probably adapted from my experiences but taken as his own concept--while abusing me, insulting and attacking me. Just that the ideas in this tv show so closely aligned with my experience in some very crucial aspects of the theme--but the story remains almost the repetition of countless others with the very same themes--just my experience and my ideas make this a truly unique show--and so I remain in poverty silenced and under threat and he has come off with something people are talking about. I so regret having written anything complimentary about this expletive black white racist supremacist of the larger H-wood Oreo Nazi/Mafia circus.

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Just to "remind" readers (or myself, to whom am I writing anyway?): the "programming" and goal of this mind control in the context of this post (when I say that I wrote this complimentary post earlier today which I just deleted upon having regained some mental clarity on how the mind control operates) the GOAL is to have expletives attack/abuse (in his case, this has been going on for years but he's not even close to being the worst one at all--he's a mild version of an insulting participant--the white supremacists cut things off my body daily by their proxy minion stalking terrorists after raping, beating and torturing me incessantly using sick terrorist minions in the stalking situations that truly are abusive and hateful--but this black man is "good friends' with them all and participates alongside them and has just come out with a tv show that really is very close in many aspects to my teleportation and sleep/terrorist attack situation and my thoughts, writings and experiences but as I wrote, catered to his own "black" victimization theme which is just the same story repeated over an dover in these movies and tv shows--my situation as a new concept-making cornucopia for intellectual property theft and observation-but the goal of the programming is for me to compliment the abusers or tell them after they beat and rape me for years without end, in a daze of violence that has gone on and on for years--that they are great, beautiful, of course "better" than me, etc. This guy I wrote of is just another piece of expletive but as I wrote, not as awful and horrific as the whites. But damn him nevertheless. I fell prey to the mind control and I realized it while I was doing some kind of puzzle analytical thinking game and my thoughts became clearer and I realized how I was so susceptible to the mind control programming and deleted the last post. Should he have seen this post earlier, I so regret having written it but it's not exactly a "mistake" on my part but I nevertheless am trying to undo the damage (to my own self by having fallen into the mind control trap--it's very hard or impossible for me without real shielding from this tech to defend myself against it and what they are inputting into my subconsciousness via this technology plus all this violence that is life-threatening with no support whatsoever anywhere from anyone and for years--all of it combined.
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I am very sick, my internal organs appear to be failing and exhaustion is never-ending. The drain on my body from months of ugly filth arnold shitni88er filth while in the midst of poisons litearlly ripping out of my body cavity next to my spine, which remains being pulled in literally all directions from the poison which remains a rock-hard solid structure but still pulling into vertebrae in oppositional angles, the crookedness of my spine and the hard bulges of poison making everything very painfulo can't stretch do anything. The endless abuse from this group of dirty and disgusting stupid as rocks filth remains. While sleeping they force me to repeat a "joke" about "Champagne being a white person's drink" which is a thought that has never crossed my mind in my entire life, nor do I use the term "white people's" anything, ever. I talk about nazi bigots because so many skin colors are involved. But it came out, in a setting at the "Chicaco bus station"" to go from Chi-town to Champaign. A blonde white woman, 20's or so, began yelling at me that I could not say things like that and demanded that if I want a ticket I bow my head and repeat some phrase after her. Behind her were black people and it was somewhere in a "nature" setting with chickens, chicken coops and huge tree-dotted farm-like area. Considering how rural this area might have been only decades ago I thought perhaps I had landed (I first few in, was at an airport landing in CHicago, a place I have no intention of landing in that airport or going to Champaign, and teleportation sleep skits revolving around Chicago have been a few themes and Chi-town denizens are indeed in abundance at these terror skit teleportation sessions (Fuentes, clinton and obamas and oprah but she only appeared to shout with"joy" that she can't wait to see me get tortured under the rump-t admin which is the most "joy" she has probably felt bedies the millions handed to her for having handed the election to rump--t and his nazi white boy cronies--her "friends"" the nazi republicans her friends---).//I told her this was illegal and to phone the police. Answering was a "black woman" not using police protocol. Handing me a phone was a rounded older white woman, very white skin with reddish dye like old 50's style rural Illinois. Everybody else was black or brown. They stood around backing up the white nazi creep younger female with "gusto" to attack me since now the green light is given and all the black and brown and jews and latinos surround the white trash (I would use that term after years of the maga filth out of the trump-t filth gang and then the endless crap stlaking me where i live who are creeps not anything dignified or glorious just trashy filth with assumptions of grandeur becasue the nazi global regime is handing them weapons to torture and stalk someone and the governments and all societies around the world fully go along.There is not a shred of superiority in any of this it is weak and dirty crap scumbags inflicting social engineering but they have nothing backing them up but terrified and traumatized black and brown people and jews and latinos of whatever skin color all the targets of racism all fully viciousl backing up every act of genocidal racism to be part of the white nazi trash-ape team handed everything to kill maim rape (in any order) but steal and demoralize and their sick, stupid skits and the lowering of all intellectual basis for society is the predominant factor because this group has some well-educated ape filth shit in"power" who stole the power otherwise very little higher mental capability besides how to steal, rape and kill using nazi protocols which they can't conceive of either it's all been handed to them by hollywood movies they memorize.//That includes the fake opposition movie sars who are full-on nazi white trash enthusiastis and I use trash unabashed. I "spoke" on the phone with a black female "officer" who could not spell my last name which is an austrian town name but endlessly in America the nazis of all skin colors could not spell a simple name with an S and F and S inserted inbetween some pretty basic consonants and that is part of the racism: you have a "jewish sounding name" or something "foreign" and unless you appear as white nazi shitni88er whose name is a mouth full of shit to pronounce but no problem, and I had to undergo the most stupid respelling which was continuous in america has been for a long time. Endlessly spelling my name on Walgreen's phone to get a refill they can't spell an f and an s together saying "f as in frank s in sam" they can't undersatnd. It''s pure racist tactic. Remembering how stupid and blank americans are and how openly racist. The older farmyard white mommy of the emboldened white trash nazi creep female began putting pieces of fried chicken on the red checkered tablecloth in front of me, while a terrified chicken, alive, was hiding underneath part of the table which had some structure on top. she dropped the fried chicken on the floor and then pulled out pieces next to the terrified chicken while I was fighting to get the idiot to spell normal letters spoken slowly--again, something the bigots in america do endlessly to insinuate racism but not able to spell a simple name which in Germany all Ih ave to do is say the word in a german accent and it is completely understandable because it is a fairly normal type German last name (many white nazis have "berg" on the end of their names). //The whole thing was of rotten repressed white nazi shit and their brown minions and black minions performing racism as I stood trying to get this breach of law bypassed by a fake cop on a phone lying and "insulting" me using racist tropes of hate for "not American" last names. I suspect it was Fuentes but could have been the redneck clinton cartel as I had just written about their endorsement of mk ultra and rape and the y ears of the years of them having me tortured, raped and poisoned and murdered joining in to get her free new tv series and then broadway play and having my body mutilated broken down abused nearly to death. Right now I am so ill from detox because pockets of poison intertwined along and under my spine came out last week and ugly arnold and his teams of white trash celebrity mediocrity nepo and has been nasty sleazy filth came to get their awards for oscars the nolen english team "player" violently murderousl assaulting me and abusing and for years---he appeared years and years ago but now that his movie shit role is under contention and dirty nolen the nazi is always the prime consideration by nazi-controlled whorewood with eurotrash having bought out all the CEO and stock for all the businesses and then burning it down so they can remake it in Euro-trash control (governor, arnold shitnigger) america first fuentes is fully into that because his white nazi trash idol rump-T has told him what to think and say. Anything going outside the dictates of acceptable format for whites only and anything else that can be lambasted as being too "jewish" and too "not white nazi foreign" can be ridiculed in a "shaming" process for intimidation and abuse, using any excuse but oh, forcing someone to say something under hypnosis and then abusing them viciously for it is their hallmark. Speaking the truth about their crimes and criminal bullshit hate pesonalities is the reason and so in retribution they must force more lies upon the target to get them "discredited" but using that old trick of my last name being too"Jewish" and therefore turne dinto an insult joke--well, fuentes may have done this so his last name fuentes would not be considered too latino in the future--he may have experienced mockery and abuse and insults due to his last name too latino and the hate and white "supremacy" has been his salvaging rebound for that so immpose it on me--since he knows that it's very much a reason for nazi shit to jump at the target along with their endless waves of black and nazi latino and jewish nazis all vying to abuse so nazi "master" will approve of them. They can be allowed to spell their pretty easy-to-spell names without racist insinuation of hate in the future if they only attack those who are fighting back and not supporting this filth inferiority at best mediocrity team of shit-lying filth trashni88ers.

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