Wednesday, March 9, 2022

Held hostage by my computer hacked "update" system. Hours of waiting for the update to download and then get hacked into my operating system. Now the system is much slower than it was yesterday and I must wait and wait for anything to open. The terrorists manipulated my computer so it won't perform more than one single function at a time. Either they changed the chips or put in malware to block most major functions. The terrorists broke my last computer and the computer before that--all of these I had to fight for years--per computer--to be able to buy under sub-sub-poverty levels of forced income levels. All options for any financial solvency are blocked. This is the third computer in less than 8 years that has been broken by this terror group.


Because this group is using thought-reading technologies, I believe this was another orchestrated attack by this group to thwart my ability to clear out the malware they implanted yesterday while I was out shopping (all day). Returning to this torture place exhausted from lifting and carrying very heavy items just as my normal 4-bag routine to save the liquids I use like oils (I can't afford to rebuy more bottles so I carry things like vinegar, oil, vanilla extract, coconut oil--bottles in one huge and heavy carrying sling-around bag) then a backpack filled with my essential documents (which are sprayed with stinking odors if I don't completely protect them from this toxic attack on every item I have) and then there are other bags for other items for things that are routinely destroyed which I want to keep somewhat intact that are important to me).. In addition to that, having to carry huge bags of bottled water because I really need this, and going from place-to-place all day because of the infirmity of the hard poisons stuck inside my body, latched onto muscles, the poison is latched in crisscross formation from muscles to my spine and etc---very hard and painful to carry, life and do anything. So I go out shopping once every week and a half or longer--carrying huge bundles and driving for miles and miles because I have to find the cheapest places and this requires going to and fro for miles and miles and miles--literally huge long trips carrying all this stuff. The terrorist group has since begun a campaign of telling me that I might be shoplifting and the people who guard the stores are now beginning to tell me to put my items in their storage areas, thus creating the conditions I am struggling to defend myself. These terror agents in the stores absolutely go into my property and steal and destroy and put stains and stinking substances on the items I am trying to protect. The other choice is that I can't go shopping in these stores--and they are all the discount places I need in order to be able to afford to eat some food that potentially isn't poisoned.

But I returned as I always do in pain--I also have to unwrap all these items I try to protect--the bags--in layers of plastic bags tied with strings and rubber bands--it takes at least one hour to get it all out of the bags whenever I leave and yet more than another hour to put them all back again. That includes also the motorbike gloves which are (for me) expensive to repurchase that have been ripped, stained and stinking by terrorist operations for years before I finally began to put all items in layers of bags, hidden underneath couches and tucked away, tied with strings and rubber bands in 3 or 4 plastic bags (huge sizes and huge bags)--other items, there are many which I must do this to and it requires hours of wrapping and unwrapping them just to go out shopping and not have a stench of putrid fungus and other putrid odors surrounding me --and this group has done this to me for years until I finally managed to stop the home invasions.

So I was exhausted last night. I turned on the computer and it began to go into crash mode. It had operated perfectly the last time I used it, and I had cleaned out the cache and tried my best to remove any malware and blocking items. Upon return it crashed and the screen went blank. It would not turn on for over 15 minutes. The terrorists are "controlling" the process or some facet of the operating system and it's a manual override of the operating system but it's done remotely aimed at this computer.

I decided this morning (waking up late) to do another restore operation to try to rid at least some of this hacked malware they just put upon my system while the expletives broke into my room while I was out. But then my computer was hijacked by this update system which went into something like 2 hours of spinning around in circles for this huge update for Windows. I can't use the internet at such times, the freezing of the system is non-stop. Upon finally obtaining the endless series of downloads, the system then almost crashed again and I am stuck wondering if I really want to undergo 7 hours of my computer being updated when I need to rest, heal from the stressors upon my body from driving around this island (nearly killed by cars performing orchestrated attacks at bottoms of hills--jutting out into the intersection at the bottom of steep hills-while trucks then pull from the opposite lane to drive directly into me nearly hitting me at these junctions where half of my lane is blocked by a truck pulling into the intersection just as I am at the bottom of the steep hill--the other truck driving at precise computer-generated vector programming into my path directly at me from the opposite direction thus creating a wedge of potential murder operations for an "accident"). That happened while I was happily driving along a very beautiful stretch of the ocean roadway to a place where I wanted to buy healing essential oils to endlessly fight to heal the wounds, cuts, scars, destroyed and damaged skin and hair that the terrorists inflict upon my body and have been for decades--but fully worsened since the celebrity plastic surgery expletives began inflicting their filth and hate attacks upon me and destroying my appearance is something they all really bank on because to them it's one of the most essential aspects of their lives--their appearance--and so to destroy mine is one of their objectives so they can endlessly hiss at me after their endless plastic surgeries and beauty daily treatments that "I am more beautiful than you" as the Nazis cheer them on and hiss in hate at me. Automatic assumption of Nazi women and imagery implied by this organization, as people are fully aware of because this is one of the main thrusts of that industry.

But....I was exhausted. I had been attacked in every single store I went to, in addition to life-threatening near-death accidents orchestrated along the path of this beautiful trip I took. Every single beautiful and happy thing I attempt to do this group literally makes endless attempts to destroy and turn into a death and hate and abuse situation.

But the computer hacked by now hours of waiting for an update. This system is hacked so that I can't turn off the update system once I click on the "update" button. If I turn off the computer or do a reset the update just goes on automatically. I can't use the internet and so after more than 2 hours of waiting --facing the prospect of the probably likewise hacked system restore function--which does not do the job it's supposed to do. The malware that is embedded into the operating system does not go away with the system restore. The recovery disc that should have accompanied this computer was stolen by the shop where I bought the computer, as has been the case with all my computers they steal the recovery disc. If I get pirated copies of operating systems and don't fully protect them, they are likewise broken by the terrorists when they enter my room. I have only just for the first time in all my life been able to physically block terrorists from entering my room but the mechanical arms do great damage without the human physical presence factor.

The "restore" operation takes at least FIVE HOURS to complete. I also have to go through re-installing the updates which takes every time I do a restore over 2 hours to download--just like I had to wait today. The restore to re-install Windows 10 and the other aspects of restoring default files takes 3 hours. Plus two today, and I am not willing to go through something like 7 hours of this today I am exhausted and in pain from this trip, but the energy sucked out of me by putrid-looking and acting Europ-a's is a huge factor, which I will get into on my next post.

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Legal action is being taken against me by a Los Angeles mail service which discriminated against me so badly that my social security disability was cut off for them blocking my mail. they lied to me about opening ans scanning mail when I phoned, this is a company which has since been given an award for "best mail service in Hollywood" after doing this to by having my mail returned to social security as if it waS not my address (hAcKers aRE blocking keyboARd fuNctions RIght Now, i HAVE SPENT 10 MINUTES FIGHTING TO WRITE CLEARLY I can't fight this I click on cap key to get it to stop capitalizing and they block that the second I click on it trying to write anything clearly--all keys I press are not working---) BUT, they caused my disability payments to be canceled and then now, my money is cut off on the social security site my benefits are listed as being "discontinued"--I recieved a letter on April 1, stating that my benefits had been reinstated. I have been hung up by almost every person in that administration when I PHONE THE FIELD offices since trump came to power (before, actually but officially it turned into outright lying and discriminatory practice after musck took over)--this mail company promised to open and scan letters in my box, but they just lied and told me that they are unable to tell me anything about letters will not open are not "azllowsed" as I had signed the required government forms giving them permission--they are now sending me to debt colelction agencies for a renewal clause which I never saw on their contract--it has been 16 months of daily near-dearth torture which I have been fighting for my life jto survive--("near death" as in psychological stress to the body resulting in murder conditions) --THE HACKING is so bad I can't teyp any longer so I will end here, just rtring to explain how I can't function can't get a single thing done can't protect myself can't get a single person to stand by me and protect me, not one single person on theplanet all who had supported me in my life are dead---killed---by this samne ysstem which no one is concerned about---more to read but written before thi egregious hacking began---so it's not this chaotic--//6-8 hours of teleportation torture, sexual assault, death threats, insults and me cleaning stinking black muck sprayed on literally every single item in my stinking broken-down room from daily spraying, muck debris poured onto the floor, and into my body. My hands are huge, disfigured and the skin so scaly from daily slathering of chemicals leaving my skin so damaged it looks like reptile scales---the fingers huge and swollen from nightly insertion of knives under the cuticles--toes and fingers completely severed from cuticles the nail bed destroyed permanently---endless threats and demands to obey like a slave to the 4th Reich democrats and repubs who join together in the hate zone--but permeated with euro-haters exclusively being handed endless prizes, awards and orgies money promotions for their every rape and punch abuse death threat at me so they are continuously abusing me. For hours per day an american politician of the maga renown has been assisting in this, along with her partner a senator who demanded that i call the german rapist who has threatened my life constantly and I met him for 3 hours or maybe 5 hours back 30 years ago for a fanzine interview; I contacted him because he looks poisoned and drugged I assumed he is a mind control target since he comes from the completely usurped punk movement in Germany (taken over everywhere by tepid fakes and frauds who always take over "alternative" groups and movements as "controlled opposition". He is currently being given royalty treatment by the american senators and celebrities swoon over him, for his nazi behavior death threats using nazi tactics nazi statements against me only because I contacted him hoping his lyrics, which I read only because I gave him this interview back in around 1996 (the time of the OkLahoma bombing) and please note that hackers are blocking keyboard function so this is nearing impossible to get out and they are causing disruptions in keyboard funtion which I will not correct it is so hard to pound out right now---but, threats against my life by the american who has been having me abused for hours per day (6-8 hours non-stop, then hours while sleeping, as has been the case for over 6 years now this has not stopped at this grueling pace for years, literally day every single day and night---rape and rape and death threats it began 6 months prior to the rigged election and has only added more nazi-spewing euro-haters with the usual american a$$-list of "liberals" rushing as usual day after day to recruit more nazis into assaulting me. The minorities are part of the nazi team as well; of course, there is no opposition whatsoever or support for me. I was ominously threatened after a deep sleep skit of me being threatened for not obeying every command by this maga enforcer of "law" who is supposed to protect american from foreign enemies--and yet is hailing euro-haters whose goals are to establish their power cartel more firmly through h-wood and it's very accessible rape culture dictator pimps who are using this teleportation and gang stalking death squad system as a sex trafficking enforcement, endless promotional leverage for their ensconced power cartel.. So far, having put #45/47 into power, with all the resulting death to america this is emerging as the destruction of human rights on a huge scale, still met by silence and full partnership by all congressional members who are only using a rotational hegelian dialectic chaos-resolution system to impact a unified front of power albeit with careful scriptwriting teams instructing the platitudinous endless spewing "opposition" with all that the American distraught and exhausted public wish to hear. That is for those who are losing their lives and money and homes and food and health and all that had created a semblance of security, who are the "losers" relegated to peasantry and homelessness in many cases. In the 16 years of non-stop torture and my writing posts, emails, blog posts, facebook posts attempting to document this in order to gain any support, so far not a shred of concern has been uttered towards me but only hate, accusations of me being a loser prostitute bitch nothing but the celebrities have used my ideas for over 16 years to garnish their former dormant at higher levels of awards careers into highest awards at oscars and all the other awards using MY IDEAS which they have stolen, tortured out of me. I have been instructed to remain silent and not write about "them" any longer, and so, of course, the goal of the advice is to protect the system and have me silenced. the violence has reached murder levels as a result. The next maga abuser who is famous for exploits of cruelty and death upon "other people" has now issued a severe life threat to me for saying no to her mind control torture which has been ongoing non-stop for months but in person she and a senator on "recess" from the shutdown have been at me for 6-8 hours per day with the next latest german white male rapist who is behaving to the applause of h-wood with all the cliche nazi behaviorisms. I wrote to him a few sentances on facebook maybe one year ago, and one other message a few weeks ago about mind control and that as a "punk" musician he is more susceptible to targeting and thusly he rushed to show his real "face" and behave with death threats, rape, abuse, punching me, having mandami hit me having ben shapiro abuse and abuse and abuse me and then having farrakhan issue his usual "blacks are superior to satanic jews you are evil" etc etc always rushing to get the next promotion by the 4th Reich for his opportunistic endless attacks upon me (going on for years). All I did was watch their videos in the desperation to hear or see anything that is not fully going along with a nazi agenda. the controlled opposition are sitting next to the german white males and the english openly nazi bigots as they all sit together assaulting me for hours and hours per day. In the deep sleep state I tried to be polite to his next american nazi-supporting maga person (who has taken turns with the "progressives" Liberals the white supremacist "progressives" which, as far as I can see, is the common thread for them all absolutely in league with maga in white nazi supremacy. But it's just endless. After screaming yesterday that the answer is NO NO NO NO and she attacked me in deep sleep last night with the next endless years of abuse from another celebrity next to the endless 16 years (but more like 50 years from one of the celebrities who i have been writing of and it was a married couple always sitting together to abuse insult threaten my life for their endless next promotion) and glaring with hate for me saying screaming to get off me, as I have not stopped doing for 16 years just in teleportation (and to them, since 2013) but---after they stole my cat my only family member, they brought in my highly life-threatening family once the hate regime took power and it was clearly established that there was no opposition from the d-rats---I mean, that was 2 months before the actual election last year the hate onslaught of nazi violence began with the rape punching death threats which has been continuous ever since-so it is one year of literally 8-12 or 16 hours every day of non-stop death threats, abuse yelling punching screaming and rape always from a euro-hate white male and the celebrities who have taken my ideas and gone to the oscars without a penny towards me, just destruction of my home my body completely scarred up, disabled paralyzed and made old and just being killed. I was given a dire threat but there was no overt statement on what would happen but intimations that aftewr they cut off my disability (making me disabled paralyzing fracturing my vertebrae and then poisoning me nearly to death and then poisoning me as I fought to get the poison out, unable to stop the poisoning no matter what actions I take it is impossible for me to stop this) and with all threats aimed at me for screaming at this maga person who is trying to get me to be a compliant slave sex rape torture prostituted sex trafficked tortured opportunity for an endless cartel of them in power---the demo-rat trying to become the next tyrant-in-chief but using all the platitudes his h-wood script writers handed his pig-lousy partner for decades, all huge smiles but white male rape plantation master-slave mentality violent hateful nasty disgusting towards me--showered with applause by bloomberg announced as the "opposition" to tyranny--america being sold another nazi in drag out of california. I have no idea what they are going to destroy next--they want to make me homeless so they will force me into being a tortured raped sex slave prostituted sex trafficked murder object still no opposition no support for me years of writing these posts years of politicians senators house reps coming to call me loser laugh make jokes huddle with the nazi hate of h-wood who all banded together go on stage proclaiming how much they are fighting trump and nazis *but put him in power so they could all invest in the shielded crypto-schemes all the lucre they are obtaining and the most violent and the nastiest are in line to be next king of terror in america--with huge smiles huge promises and wonderful fantasy fairy tales about democracy and freedom. They have severed out part of my uterus cut off my money left me without ability to type or write on the internet or make a single penny while screaming about what a "loser" I am as a result while they are still torturing me to obtain original ideas for them to get promoted into top position in awards and for their careers. the german has been threatening to kill me if I don't go to be a slave for his rape, gang rape and murder by himself and his family and friends and country, which would be no different from any of the celebrities out of america at this point---and he's having sex or making love to the hateful spawn of j. depp who has spent and had his daughter promoted by all of france and euro-hate-land for their endless abuse and near -death upon me---amber heard put elon musk into possession of the teleportation technology as they tried to kill me in various car accidents back in 2016--which lead to trump obtaining the technology and going from LOSING the presidential nomination process to skyrocketing into what is now considered a tyrannical destruction of the economy and culture and constitution--with still applause and all gathering to participate in this contract so many awards and prizes for social engineering into nazi destruction of america--with euro-nazis rushing to continuously rape abuse and threaten my life. With the aid of repub senators and now the overt hate of this person involved in rounding up black and brown people but welcoming nazis whose agenda truly is to destroy the united states but they refuse to acknowledge this when I scream about it for the 5,000th time into this group of endless promoted blank hate insufferable incompetence to truly be leaders of a safe and secure country--put into leadership. Now it's not just rape and mutilation and torture every moment and screaming and abuse every single moment--as this person has organized non-stop hnours and hours per day of abuse--which was what began in December last year--a literal year of 8-12 or 16 hours per day (outside of deep sleep teleportation torture) but now an undetermined death threat made at me today after screaming after the 5,000th hour of torture and abuse in the last 2 weeks (the time lag in the enjoyment of life makes this comparable to millennia of abuse in a short time space)---and threatening me for saying no--my disability cut off I remain living off savings and having social security routinely LIE to me by phone and sending me official letters literally LYING about my benefits being on--the site shows they are not merely "suspended" but terminated--as in never again and the last information I received on April 1 was that my benefits have been reinstated. Trying to get out of the Florida death trap of social security I had to fight for days to establish internet connection only to be deliberately poisoned drugged abused and raped (by the euro-nazi haters) until I landed in a place which is now another trum-moderated nazi hate program of my life's destruction but from a younger version who has ties to the trump family through his endless sexual appetite for orgies and his nepotistic pleasure dome plantation in californication. abuse death threats hate rape sexual abuse and endless tortured met by "good cop" maga pretending to stop the murderous torture and then threatening me this morning after the nth hour of abuse threats and the celebrity hate death group as usual sitting in a chair. the german who rushed from germany to abuse me literally all day and night he clung on, has depp as his sex partner they appear in genital bliss with mutual nazi aspirations for the french mother and her clan and that nation to go through this nazi program and the germans are now openly nazi in the private hate torture chambers of this situation--all the "alternative" celebrities who I thought maybe meant at least a fraction of their "anti-nazi" posturing and they are some of the most openly nazi possible; that goes for farrakhan and his black nazi crew with dem-rat politicians jewish black and latino issuing open death threats at me to obey nazi white male rapists and murdering bigots and hugging in desperation the celebrities who have stolen my ideas about women's freedom against rape and abuse---and have had me abused nearly to death my body sagging old age destroyed and they still won't stop for even a day. And as usual NOTHING NOBODY NOTHING but full support for all of this. I can't earn any money online I can't even use the internet to write a business letter. today I had to fight to get the internet on in the middle of composing and sending a letter to a business which screwed me over and is now threatening me for a renewal of their absolutely open discriminatory service--lack actually they promised service and then told me they never said it and I could not use the service--in the endless years of abuse I could not focus on the little fine print and they had caused so much dire life-threatening destruction to my life (they would not open my mail and scan it, they returned letters from social security so my money was cut off, and then the politicians and the celebritiers have used social security to threaten my life and give them an empire due to this mind control contract out on me for fighting for my life--years of grad school my life spent avoiding my family which has rushed to join in and threaten and abuse and apply all they can to have my money cut off so they can get jobs in whorewood--ugly nasty dirty leeches I have had no contact with for over 15 years and before than never just my mother supported me and wanted me to have social security and helped me to obtain it; they have tried to take it away they must get whroewood jobs and this is the only way for them to have any higher mobility and they are murdering me. So I am now living under another life threat--making me homeless is the next step. Still, there is nothing but nazis and abusers in congress so there is nothing but compliance and support for this hate and horrific death and murder system, which so many people heard of through my blogs and my endless appeal for help, trying to document the sickness and perverse sinister filth of this group and it has only projected them into being the wealthiest men in the world promoted into oscars and given full immunity from every crime the public wants more despotism they want more murders more rape more people brain-half dead they want more killed puppies and more children in prisons and cages they want to see people thrown in vans and sent to murder concentration camps---

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