Wednesday, March 9, 2022

Held hostage by my computer hacked "update" system. Hours of waiting for the update to download and then get hacked into my operating system. Now the system is much slower than it was yesterday and I must wait and wait for anything to open. The terrorists manipulated my computer so it won't perform more than one single function at a time. Either they changed the chips or put in malware to block most major functions. The terrorists broke my last computer and the computer before that--all of these I had to fight for years--per computer--to be able to buy under sub-sub-poverty levels of forced income levels. All options for any financial solvency are blocked. This is the third computer in less than 8 years that has been broken by this terror group.


Because this group is using thought-reading technologies, I believe this was another orchestrated attack by this group to thwart my ability to clear out the malware they implanted yesterday while I was out shopping (all day). Returning to this torture place exhausted from lifting and carrying very heavy items just as my normal 4-bag routine to save the liquids I use like oils (I can't afford to rebuy more bottles so I carry things like vinegar, oil, vanilla extract, coconut oil--bottles in one huge and heavy carrying sling-around bag) then a backpack filled with my essential documents (which are sprayed with stinking odors if I don't completely protect them from this toxic attack on every item I have) and then there are other bags for other items for things that are routinely destroyed which I want to keep somewhat intact that are important to me).. In addition to that, having to carry huge bags of bottled water because I really need this, and going from place-to-place all day because of the infirmity of the hard poisons stuck inside my body, latched onto muscles, the poison is latched in crisscross formation from muscles to my spine and etc---very hard and painful to carry, life and do anything. So I go out shopping once every week and a half or longer--carrying huge bundles and driving for miles and miles because I have to find the cheapest places and this requires going to and fro for miles and miles and miles--literally huge long trips carrying all this stuff. The terrorist group has since begun a campaign of telling me that I might be shoplifting and the people who guard the stores are now beginning to tell me to put my items in their storage areas, thus creating the conditions I am struggling to defend myself. These terror agents in the stores absolutely go into my property and steal and destroy and put stains and stinking substances on the items I am trying to protect. The other choice is that I can't go shopping in these stores--and they are all the discount places I need in order to be able to afford to eat some food that potentially isn't poisoned.

But I returned as I always do in pain--I also have to unwrap all these items I try to protect--the bags--in layers of plastic bags tied with strings and rubber bands--it takes at least one hour to get it all out of the bags whenever I leave and yet more than another hour to put them all back again. That includes also the motorbike gloves which are (for me) expensive to repurchase that have been ripped, stained and stinking by terrorist operations for years before I finally began to put all items in layers of bags, hidden underneath couches and tucked away, tied with strings and rubber bands in 3 or 4 plastic bags (huge sizes and huge bags)--other items, there are many which I must do this to and it requires hours of wrapping and unwrapping them just to go out shopping and not have a stench of putrid fungus and other putrid odors surrounding me --and this group has done this to me for years until I finally managed to stop the home invasions.

So I was exhausted last night. I turned on the computer and it began to go into crash mode. It had operated perfectly the last time I used it, and I had cleaned out the cache and tried my best to remove any malware and blocking items. Upon return it crashed and the screen went blank. It would not turn on for over 15 minutes. The terrorists are "controlling" the process or some facet of the operating system and it's a manual override of the operating system but it's done remotely aimed at this computer.

I decided this morning (waking up late) to do another restore operation to try to rid at least some of this hacked malware they just put upon my system while the expletives broke into my room while I was out. But then my computer was hijacked by this update system which went into something like 2 hours of spinning around in circles for this huge update for Windows. I can't use the internet at such times, the freezing of the system is non-stop. Upon finally obtaining the endless series of downloads, the system then almost crashed again and I am stuck wondering if I really want to undergo 7 hours of my computer being updated when I need to rest, heal from the stressors upon my body from driving around this island (nearly killed by cars performing orchestrated attacks at bottoms of hills--jutting out into the intersection at the bottom of steep hills-while trucks then pull from the opposite lane to drive directly into me nearly hitting me at these junctions where half of my lane is blocked by a truck pulling into the intersection just as I am at the bottom of the steep hill--the other truck driving at precise computer-generated vector programming into my path directly at me from the opposite direction thus creating a wedge of potential murder operations for an "accident"). That happened while I was happily driving along a very beautiful stretch of the ocean roadway to a place where I wanted to buy healing essential oils to endlessly fight to heal the wounds, cuts, scars, destroyed and damaged skin and hair that the terrorists inflict upon my body and have been for decades--but fully worsened since the celebrity plastic surgery expletives began inflicting their filth and hate attacks upon me and destroying my appearance is something they all really bank on because to them it's one of the most essential aspects of their lives--their appearance--and so to destroy mine is one of their objectives so they can endlessly hiss at me after their endless plastic surgeries and beauty daily treatments that "I am more beautiful than you" as the Nazis cheer them on and hiss in hate at me. Automatic assumption of Nazi women and imagery implied by this organization, as people are fully aware of because this is one of the main thrusts of that industry.

But....I was exhausted. I had been attacked in every single store I went to, in addition to life-threatening near-death accidents orchestrated along the path of this beautiful trip I took. Every single beautiful and happy thing I attempt to do this group literally makes endless attempts to destroy and turn into a death and hate and abuse situation.

But the computer hacked by now hours of waiting for an update. This system is hacked so that I can't turn off the update system once I click on the "update" button. If I turn off the computer or do a reset the update just goes on automatically. I can't use the internet and so after more than 2 hours of waiting --facing the prospect of the probably likewise hacked system restore function--which does not do the job it's supposed to do. The malware that is embedded into the operating system does not go away with the system restore. The recovery disc that should have accompanied this computer was stolen by the shop where I bought the computer, as has been the case with all my computers they steal the recovery disc. If I get pirated copies of operating systems and don't fully protect them, they are likewise broken by the terrorists when they enter my room. I have only just for the first time in all my life been able to physically block terrorists from entering my room but the mechanical arms do great damage without the human physical presence factor.

The "restore" operation takes at least FIVE HOURS to complete. I also have to go through re-installing the updates which takes every time I do a restore over 2 hours to download--just like I had to wait today. The restore to re-install Windows 10 and the other aspects of restoring default files takes 3 hours. Plus two today, and I am not willing to go through something like 7 hours of this today I am exhausted and in pain from this trip, but the energy sucked out of me by putrid-looking and acting Europ-a's is a huge factor, which I will get into on my next post.

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Hair once again copiously falling out in clumps with stinking nasty foul grease embedded in the back of my hair/head/scalp for having lay down on my bed yesterday in what felt like terminal death sickness from non-stop years of rape, torture and screaming abuse from what I currently consider people who can't succeed unless they attack me to get promotions. they "suceeded" formerly in the past due to their affiliation with this nazi death cult systematic promotion hierarchy becasue they are absolutely devoid of light, love compassion and are disgusting easy to control money is the ruling factor and they have empty spaces of nothingness between their greed and selfishness frontal lobes---everything else dependent on sleazy instant gratification instant pleasure dome dumbing down sadism replacing former cocaine addition and alcoholism and sex/work/career money addictions replaced by sadistic torture they can't stop every day for hours in sexual sadism overdrive. All of them rely on sexual appearances for their "success" and posturing psychopathy and now cruelty disguised as benevolent despotism "winner" mentality.//I fell into this semi-dying state literally extremely ill and I got up to take a delivery and returned and my hair was greasy wet on the back--no one had come near me it was done while I was laying (my head loosely protected with a cap they use like mosquitos mechanical arms which gently lift and spray under hats, caps under layers of protection the tools they use-plus they put me in a semi-conscious state in that laying down curled up in sick, pit of body ailment toxic shock too sick to move state---I must have gone into a few seconds of unconsciousness this is done via the brain implant it has been done to me often in the past--so they sprayed and this chemical stinking grease fungus mold substance contains something that makes hair fall out. I had washed it from the previous inability to protect m yhair (for over 2 months I have been in inability to protect my hair, body and every other routine sliced up mutilated body part I can't protect in a state of agonized spinal fractured pioson ripping out of my spine state; all this group has forced on me due to this brain implant rendering me unconscious they can fracture and break and sliced out I am totally blacked out and then injected with extreme pain killer. Perhaps my brain compartmentalized system blocks out neural firing of pain receptors in these areas I think the tech is that refined to even narrow down neural pathways to various body parts that are sliced injected and mutilated until a few days later and then the pain is diminished and the drugging commences in other ways (combined simultaneously). //the psychic toxic garbage dump celebrities conjoined this morning with the "not supine" politician running for president. 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This toxic group of garbage psychic trash filth out of LA was met with the president-to-be wanna be with his entourage of nazi eurotrash hate and american nazi party celebrities stealing my ideas about beauty, love and compassion and fighting against unjust tyranny---. Filthy ugly dirty their stupid ugly voices asking me if I still think they are greasy and dirty I say yes instantly in my mind it's all thought extraction. I try to "ignore' them not to react after instantly recoiling in disgust and trepidation of their murderous attacks fighting them off calling the nasty graesy filth female names in disgust to get her off---weeks of physically fighting to get her off only encourage that greasy slime and her former husband. Dirty ugly former republican governor always there handing out incentive promotions to everybody to emulate nazi concentration camp guards during the WWII holocaust genocide they have all watched the movies and can't wait to emulate this functionaity without any politican or law enforecment stopping them only joininng in and behaving like trash and filth scum claiming like johnson to be a "good christian" and "you are a whore prostitute nothing " then abusing hitting raping orhaving me raped to prove how "good" they are and how "evil" I am. They ask me for tarot readings while I am reading but concemn me as a witch justifying their rape therein. Tojtally disgusting always every moment. Every moment my lief sucked out by this filth group. It is America that country still worships this trash filth and keeps them in power, fully supported by all the "good christians" and "democrat constitutional caring about every plight of every poor person" nazi bigot genocidal hate trash psychic stink cesspool life fuck k-rap putting out k-rap and people love them for it and can't get enough of the surreptitious drug addiction.

  Of course these putrid, cesspool nothing-but-bs to say parasites must leech every concept, idea and watch me 24/7 with smirking ugly paras...