Saturday, March 5, 2022

On the loss of The American Dream as far as this mind control fascist, Nazi/Mafia, technocratic organization has socially-engineered the downfall of the United States. //My very handsome father at age the tender age of 23---a fresh graduate of Yale Law School in the photo.....The rest of what I would write would be much less societally acceptable on the path my father took--but it's an all-American story.

 My father in the Yale graduation yearbook grid photo, page 38 bottom row in the middle--handsome boy!


After having graduated high school in Brooklyn at the very top of his class of around 500 students (that was the word I heard from my family)--I was told he was the valedictorian of his graduation as well. Then graduating Cornell with a meritorious Phi Beta Kappa distinction, and then onto Yale--finishing the whole educational path to the very top of American society establishment education by the age of 23.
The rest of his life's journey is another story I would like to be able to write without censorship or blocks, hacks, people stealing ideas or whatever---maybe one day I can be able to have the chance to actually write what I want without hacking and interference and my ideas being stolen because everything I write is under surveillance and it's a free-for-all to steal ideas and block my ability to create or access any form of my own promotional writing or for any career or earning potential.
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The rest of what I would write would be much less societally acceptable on the path my father took--but it's an all-American story.
But what a handsome guy at that age! My mother also was very beautiful.
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He is listed here on page 38--bottom row in the middle. I see myself reflected in his early years but not how he looked later on--he changed due to having to adapt to certain situations I try to not conform to.
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Rest in Peace. I owe him a lot and am in gratitude for those things that he did provide.
I blame the fascist Nazi bigots of America and those who partner with them for all the crimes my family was forced to commit towards me and themselves as well in the name of achieving "The American Dream".

I blame you people who are involved in this sick and disgusting contract. My father may still have been alive today if he had not succumbed to the pressures of this racist group forcing it's sleazy plans upon my family and upon me as well.
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What's really sickening to me is that the creeple who teleport me and have direct face-to-face abuse accessibility to me while I am essentially put into a hyperbolic emotional state, not able to get away, not able to stop engaging, not able to formulate responses while my brain is being blocked--these hateful expletives call me all kinds of names like "trash" and that I'm a "nothing" and "bitch" and all kinds of intimations that I must be a free prostitute aka sex slave. When I search their parent's resumes I see that it's actually they who are trashy who rose to the top by ass-kissing and groveling selling out and playing all the games necessary to become as solvent and then salacious as they now are. But they all have access to my profile they know nothing about my background or chose to completely ignore it. My parents are all Ivy-league educated professionals on intellectual and educational levels that these moronic scumbag whores who torture me in order to extract ideas and information from all display absolute stupidity, lowness and ignoramus sleazy sloth on all matters intellectual and emotional maturity.

I'm only chagrined that my parents were forced to have to play into this system and were manipulated into having to do so and then subjugated by the low-life crap that have compressed them into the lower roles that they enforce for the sake of their racist stratification while they are mostly mediocre and unintelligent on levels that their positions require.
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I am not posting this today to "show" them anything but it's just another part of the mind control apparatus to quell any competition that the United States had at one time offered and is now in the process of eliminating due to mind control, death squads, poisoning, artificial cancers and suiciding, accidents, and the old-fashioned discriminatory practices but used in more covert fashion now with the same appearance of being "open-minded" and "tolerant". Everyone who wants to have a chance to compete and succeed in the rankings of "minority" status must defer to bigot scumbags in one form or another. For my family it has been inter-marriage with Nazi shit scum people who openly make anti-Semitic jokes and racist slurs in front of my family while they sit silently staring straight ahead (then calling them names behind their backs but only very quietly and then deferring to them once more when they are supposed to behave like minority minions). And so my father I believe died far earlier than he should have and his greedy wife who made all the Nazi jokes and the Jewish slurs kept all the money and etc..the old story. It's another reason why I fight against bigot pig apes trying to force themselves on me (one after the next) for this contract of forcing a baby out of me and then eliminating me afterwards. Never caring, exploitation without end--rotten piece of shit pig apes all and never there is a discrepancy between one piece of shit and their exactitude of following the shitty orders of this pig organization of nazis and bigot Mafia and they are all crap so I just can't--and in one sense, in honor of my father whom I believe was covertly poisoned slowly to death--as they tried to do to me and still are.
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so go to Hell you lousy rotten pig ape whores out there reading this who have attacked me. Not a single one of you nor your dirty nasty daddies and mommies are anything close to being as capable, intelligent, beautiful or talented as my family. The tragedy is that I have been physically so assaulted for so many years I can't even function, my body is a total mess and I have no career, home or money and this is the result of my father having worked like that only to have his children be torn down by the emergence of this Nazi and Mafia-driven society that is being taken over by the Europigape filth whom are completely taking over Whorewood and of course that also means society and politics. This is a rant but it is all completely accurate.
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how can I say this more clearly--fuck you all and your shit contract out on me. In honor of my father and the beautiful man he was and should have remained his entire life, not having to sell out, bow down and get trampled upon by Nazi whores who poisoned and robbed him and my family (this is a private family drama but its' something I would really love to be able to not be attacked/hacked and stolen from in order to express).


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What I wrote above, in ranting rage--is very largely due to the technology blocking critical calm and thinking capability. Typing is very arduous due to hacking. I am not just getting into an enraged state, the purpose of this post is to describe albeit briefly how the American Dream has been rendered obsolete except for those chasing the dream of European identification with Mafia/Nazi orders of established pre-Enlightenment structure. No Jews allowed. If allowed, only as subordinates and they must bow and endure insults, humiliation and also not threaten or challenge the bigot white supremacists in any way, whatsoever. If they do attain higher positions, they have to conform to various subordinate stereotypes (the women must be kind of loud and crude and never extremely beautiful--the men kind of frumpy and not strong or hardy just kind of doormats in general but serving, obeying and then being denigrated without complaint--compliant in all respects to the slights and oppressions of the bigots).

The story I am trying to relate is that if only left with actual equal opportunity someone like my father is capable of achieving his finest and best. What happened in the course of his life was a downhill slide into servicing the enemies of his (and my) race who historically have slaughtered and hosted and created anti-Semitic genocides. My family has been slated to inter-marry with this bunch of ape whores and they are all emulating the historical racism of Europigapeland--and thus all the Americans in this celebrity Whorewood contract defer also kind of like automons towards the hate hissings of the Europigapes--in this case out of London---my case I mean. I only hear stupid and dumb hate phrases coming out of all of the shit coming out of London who teleport me--nothing remotely intellectual, intelligent or superior on any real tangible level. Of course, when it comes to calculating and manipulation and doing figures and "meting out" objectives they have been trained to dominate. No one must have a chance.

My point, once again, being that this elusive "American Dream" had been co-opted by the fascist, Nazi and Mafia-backed terrorist organization which is thrusting out these mind control technologies, death squadron minions (mostly comprised of minorities) and the electronic torture equipment. The US Congress appears to be rife with bigots who fully support all of this action to the fullest extent and approve of it in the form of Pentagon Budget increases year-by-year ostensibly for "Anti-Terrorism" and "Homeland Security" under the PATRIOT ACT and etc etc the justifications and titles of the financial mis-appropriations are undoubtedly endless with acronyms and officially-named pieces of legislation and budget approvals by CONGRESS.
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this is how the Europigapes smirk and laugh as the dumb and rotten whores out of Whorewood do their bidding and act like sleazy flops of crap flinging their stink in my direction only because they are promised a new promotion for the next year in a row if they help to enforce these old racist restrictions that are always the prelude to genocide.
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My father fully conformed to this system in order to be able to have any reward for all his hard work. His work then became kissing ass of pig ape Mafia and Nazis for his legal work and then getting screwed around by the bigot whores that he married who stole and robbed and made derogatory remarks about him and me and my family and were racist scumbag whores with little or no education. They were just part of the American Nazi/Mafia cartel and THIS is what my family has been obligated to inter-marry with in order to appease the demands of this piece of shit group in all it's dealings and actions.
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The stress to my body from literal 3/4 of a day and night combined being spent fighting sinister, grasping, beady-eyed hateful parasitic abusers who are lunging at me to get endless free promotions, which are never-ending this social engineering contract has no limits and no bounds. The destruction to my health literally just from stress alone is murder. Besides shitting stinking black and brown piles and hard pieces of poison out which pollute my bloodstream--I literally faint, pass-out on my bed from the horrific poison which is coursing through my lymphatic system, kidneys and liver and bloodstream going into my brain, where the implants in my brain have created a tube network of hard poisons coursing down in hard filaments and tubes into my neck, the vertebrae is lined with attached tubes integrated into the vertebrae extending in literally all directions--I must strive to fracture the hard poisons so they will slowly loosen and then expand about 6-10 times their shrunken size--and then the poisons seep into my body as I faint on my bed--while in this prone position the terrorists utilize my body's vulnerability and slash under my cuticles and literally cut them off my toes. A few weeks ago the cuticle bed was completely cut off (permanently it was severed off) while I had collapsed in such a state, unable to move from toxic shock and also the pain of hard poisons ripping muscle and skin tissue out of the interior cavity of my body in the thoracic, lumbar and vertebrae regions; in effect my entire spine if affected the muscles are at cellular level ripped out with the poisons which have attached to tissue, skin and bone and also into my intestines and brain and etc. The terrorists order their minions to slash, cut parts of my body out, as they inflict torture skits while I am deep sleep healing mode--death skits, homeless skits, insulting "dumbing" skits aimed at me endlessly. My body exhibits signs of premature aging, grey thin hair, balding from chemicals smeared into my scalp for years and decades to damage my formerly lustrous hair. My skin dotted with blemishes from poisons slahered onto my skin my hands are huge deformed the cuticles are gone from maybe 3 fingers, completely. the nails hang off, are calloused and the toe nails which have had the cuticles removed (in this past month, they severed completely off the cuticle from my right left toe which has been broken; it's not a bunion it's been broken and that happened after I made a drugged-up- comment about a nazi white male out of denmark who, along with a famous "punk" musician out of england, who has routinely hacked his music into my all-female punk lists on youtube, is endlessly trying to scam his promotion out of attacking me; but both musicians attacked me on the same day because I clicked on their music, assuming that their stances about fighting conformist authoritarianism was also directed at me, as a universal person on this planet and not just their nazi white "alternative" branch___one however was an open nazi and in my drugged and enraged anger about the rise of nazism in general and from years of being violently assaulted nearing murder where I am currently living, a huge population of euro tourists so I know their imperialistic impulses and what they truly are when the are on vacation and brown people service them like slaves, almost literally and very plantation-like. They don't have to pretend to go to church or conform to "democracy" standards, in other words. they had me in an accident by having a work truck on the steep hill outside of my living arrangement, and there was a tiny trickle of a clear liquid which appeared like water as I was driving down this 45-degree angle hillside down towards the road (which always becomes extremely busy only when I am trying to get out of the complex and there are no cars before or after I approach this junction so the orchestrated exact timing of cars driving into my path only happens at the exact moment I am at the bottom of the hill---so I must perpetually brake at a very tight angle but after I get out of this junction there are always no cars, and it's always a packed jam of cars blocking my path only when I am driving down otherwise I would be able to navigate easily without having to brake and hold the bike at a fourty_five degree angle (right now hackers have turned the wIfi off, have blocked access to commas and periods and numbers ). the workmen had created a stream of oil---so that the bike literally slid into a crashing position nearing the bottom of the hillside so that the inevitable line of *terrorist* cars always blocking my smooth descent were there while I was sliding and crashing in a sideways projectile. I landed on my left foot, and it hurt a bit but I otherwise was ok, the foot was not injured because I was wearing boots--I went home later that day and at night fell asleep---woke up with the toe completely at a 45-degree angle pointing into my other foot--like at night nothing wrong, the next morning the toe completely disjointed. this was after rotten the punk out of england threatened me after he began his snobby imperialistic white male supremacy english antisemitic gig, his german wife somewhere in the background or watching or knowing about this obviously---I reacted in anger. I am always in these situations drugged so as to render me in a hyperbolic state and knee-jerk reaction which always gives the terrorists an excuse to inflict real violence upon me to justify their white male supremacy (or female or any other skin color they all are told that this is "master-slave" and to inflict all "You have no rights" actions against me). Thusly they broke my to I was in a deep and uncontrollably non_waking state because of this wretched brain implant which the herd of terrorists always love to exploit to inflict violence< torture< to force discrediting behavior on me, and thusly to force subliminals into my brain which under pressure I cannot control, which I repeat< which they all use to justify real life-threatening violence against me. thusly it was either the danish black metal death metal nazi or the english "punk" who ordered this on me, but the real reason was to justify their promotions by using this tech to render people discredited so they can hiss in faked rage "She said this who does she think she is?" they all sneer in hate, white supremacy justifying near-murder knee-jerk reactions which they are then handed every promotion that can possibly be handed according to their level of proficiency in their realm (some are like in past their prime, for example)

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