Thursday, March 24, 2022

(this post has been very badly hacked, I had to struggle to get words out due to malware blockage of the keyboard--terrorists rewrote parts of my sentences and as I try to gauge how much damage they have done, the terrorists are making the page skip to other parts as I scroll down so I can't even see what is going on with this post--it is filled with cursing I am at this ranting stage right now after more than HALF A YEAR OF ENDLESS ABUSE NIGHT AFTER NIGHT DURING THIS HIGH SEASON OF AWARDS TO THE PIECES OF SHIT OUT OF WHOREWOOD, AND MOSTLY NOW OUT OF ENGLAND, THUSLY: Teleportation terror: Rotation of celebrity parasitic shit, back to those who had raped, beaten stolen robbed and abused and tried to have me killed--years ago, now back again after years of their friends doing the same--the rotation continues on and on this shit is never stopped my government is absolutely a failure for human rights and Democracy (with full 100% financial and approval of Congressional pig ape scumbags mostly of the Democratic Party now under Biden--but only T-rump for years prior to the Dem take-over--there is not much difference only that after Obama a surge of black entertainers conjoined like the oreo cookie bs sandwich that they all are--both sides of the oreo cookie) and so...thusly, after ranting for days about absolute hateful psychological, physical and emotional torture in teleportation--VOILA! tHE Shit US government has just shifted the line-up of terrorists who endlessly gain deal after deal and promotion after promotion by teleporting and forcing mind control, rape and every kind of humiliation abuse torture and violence upon me; to be raped and tortured once again but by the same terrorist rapist brutality celebrities who began this celebrity contract over SEVEN YEARS AGO--now coming back, after their English and Europigape fascist instructors have done their endless violence upon me for months and months "because " I called one of them a piece of shit--after SEVEN YEARS of that rotten piece of shit having her boyfriend rape and abuse me, participating in the endless rape and torture of me using these technologies, that rotten ugly old bag then got endless plastic surgery and botox, prior to her inclusion was not in lead roles and was just a minor character in the line-up of the usual suspects for these roles--upon her inclusion in this hate crime, which this filthy and parasitic wretch loves like they all love doing this shit to people--it then began years of obtaining higher roles and lead roles and now has been awarded for the bullshit that she pumps out to the public which laps it up like the dumb animals that these people who play the localized versions that the higher pig apes instruct them into--the "people" in other words--they love these shit actors and are so dumbed down they can't differentiate any longer between what is great and what is absolute corrupted mediocrity packaged like the commercialized crap that "the people" also buy and eat--packaged shit absolutely unhealthy and bad for the environment. --a plethora of pigs and whores from whorewood and especially the most famous of the blathering mediocrities from England came to attack me to support that piece of revolting and rotting shit from London. Now the Americans who are fully entrenched in the Europigape albeit "American" facet of this mulitnational operation/organization are coming BACK to inflict more mind control rape and abuse and rape after my last few days of nearly begging this do-nothing shit readership to do something--so they just shifted the torture to the rotten parasites who have obtained endless years of promotions for the children they pumped out who are as blank, greedy and rotten as the stupid and dumb wealthy who put them into power--but they are conniving, lying and get plastic surgery are praised without end, they push people like me down and feed on the energy of torture and violence as they ensure I am blocked from all opportunities as they then say they are superior and then it never ends--one fucking pig whore after the next, day after day, night after night, year after year, without end. --apparently my last few ranting posts about being told I was going to be murdered, then the next night of teleportation being raped, then the next night being made homeless, then etc etc night after night--with YEARS of me trying to KILL these pigs when they teleport me, if I am not stuck in one position as I normally am (not able to move, like my body is frozen) but when I get any chance I try to smash my elbow into their ugly filthy pig whore faces or kick them in the face--endlessly screaming FOR YEARS that I wish them death, they are ugly and disgusting and not "beautiful" as they keep using violence to try to make me repeat while they continue the disfiguration protocols upon my body and life and home and peace and health--while Congressional scumbags and Hillary Clinton the rapist enabling fascist bigot scumbag and the ultimate scumbag Trump and they all converge upon me--the "liberal" activists in Congress coming to denounce Trump but fully doing exactly all that he was part of--(ahem, Clinton worked WITH Trump to attack me and the violence against my body increased after her nasty and ugly and stupid entrance into this ugly racist contract--as she is absolutely a pawn of the English Imperialist empire and so is her late husband ---(educated on a grant at Oxford and programmed by The English pig apes to become a plant in American politics--all their corruptions and thefts and scams included to destroy the fabric of American society).

 *NB: hacking and brain-altering "mind control" is as rampant in the writing of this post as it always has been. I re-read the first paragraph below and saw inserted repeats of words which I deleted. I have struggled to type this post with hacking blocking keyboard functioning so I can't spend more hours fighting to endlessly correct and delete and re-write--so I corrected only the first paragraph and have not read the rest, which undoubtedly will have many idiosyncratic errors and grammatical obstructions---so tired of no one ever doing anything about this situation and never stopping this herd of animalistic shithead holes.

This post today is rife with cursing as well. The pig apes want me enraged and cursing all the time. I'm going to let it all hang out today in it's emotional excess and ranting rage--the mind control tech is always blasting into my brain and reducing cognitive functioning and when I get angry the effect is much worse--due to their tech somehow getting through cognitive clarity and enhancing emotional excess and cursing--they are also inputting subliniminal cursing into my brain--no excuse. But this post is really full of ranting curses. This is after a decade of trying to write somewhat clearly to people who never stop this situation, a government that fully funds and supports this with Congressional members and presidents, all spouting the lies about their attempts to save America for Democracy--all eagerly participating in this oppression and hate crime against me using this tech--ostensibly to use it upon others who are incognizant and don't care and can't imagine it could ever happen to them. I believe the programming has been operating upon these very same actors and politicians for years and/or decades by now. But now they are all being trained to inflict their need to dominate and control upon others, while it has already been fully imprinted upon them. They all play victims of oppression in these public roles. They are pathetic but dangerously sick and have been handed these technologies and higher positions of power. When will you stupid people out there ever take what I am writing about seriously and instead of doing nothing to protect me stop them and stop this sick tyranny they are putting into high gear momentum into society as a form of social engineering?

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So I was RAPED once again last night in teleportation. It was a kind of "soft" rape in that I was not "penetrated" but was grabbed from behind *they always come from behind* or when I am put into a position of immobile inertia and they are hovering over me--it's all done in a kind of "edit" process of making me unconscious while in the sleeping/teleported state, then I "wake up" in this other dimension to being attacked, and when I try to defend myself they blank me out again, and then they attack me and when I try to defend myself they blank out my consciousness again--I am put once again into a body position of non-defense as they attack me, and it goes on night after night. The effect it has had upon me has not been to subjugate me but rather to make me want to destroy them--these pig apes and their ilk coming after me. There is nothing cool or wonderful or beautiful about any of them.


 I was grabbed from behind by a naked blonde Nazi scumbag who participated in this hate contract. It was done in a filthy and run-down shack of a place---I tried to get away and he followed me, I blanked out (was blanked out by these shitholes) and then I was laying on the ground in a dirty and swampy area as this blonde creep lay on top of me but just held me as I could not move.

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Then, I was suddenly dressed and in an urban area. There were Oriental lamp shades hung from a balcony of a building, it was the only thing I could see at that level. The rat daughter of the pig scumbag actor who beat, raped and tortured me with this piece of rotten crap daughter and his girlfriend-turned-wife who then USED MY IDEAS ON DOMESTIC VIOLENCE to legally go after this greasy scumbag rapist creep actor *very famous for all his chagrined characters at the evils of the world, all his characters portray a kind of incensed victim of institutionalized injustice--which he fully participates in personally at  every chance along with his half-French piece of rotten shit daughter--as I wrote yesterday, age has no bearing on conduct or level of integrity. However, rotten and ugly old people are more revolting when they exhibit these characteristics openly because of the years of accumulated rot that is apparent on their putrid ugly bodies and faces. Otherwise, the behavior is rank and foul no matter what age. Thus this 20-something rat creep, who stole ideas from me to make TWO MOVIES which began her career ascent-is now digging once more into obtaining more contracts out of attacking me. Her entire career has begun from this contract out on me, with the full backing of Europigape culture which has tried to murder me endlessly and has fully welcomed every fascist and sick and rotten rapist whore from Whorewood like HEROES into their throes of orgiastic power-cartel Imperialism and fascist Nazism (with Mafia right behind them doing much of the violent operational organization---the "darker" 'italians" who nearly bow in reverence to the Blonde ideology like slaves that they are--and stupid as well in so many ways but organized and deadly to be sure).

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Unlike the Jews--and yes, there were some seemingly "Jewish" people involved in this shit skit last night (it was this morning, I had forgotten to tie the strings around the metal hooks of my bathroom door, where mechanical arms come through into this living space to spray stinking filth unless I leave the door closed during the times I am awake, and I must tie it shut firmly while sleeping. But I had waken up early this morning, untied the door--then went back into my bed thinking I was awake and I was--but they literally made me pass out--they can make me faint using this technology and they have done it numerous times when they want to force me into unconsciousness to rape and disfigure or dismember me--

so it happened that their technology was placed on me this morning early--I was sent to some Jewish people, again in their 20's like the age of this piece of ratish shit who hasn't stopped getting pumped up by Whorewood for her participation in this contract out on me (with their Europigape controllers who really do control these dumb and rotten celebrities--and all  of them have zero originality and thus have had this contract out on me of TORTURING ME to obtain original ideas, stealing the ideas, blocking my progress for any career, telling me that I must provide a baby for one of these u gly and rotten pig whore men so their shit children and wives can then obtain huge contracts out of doing this to me, and then it would follow I get murdered either slowly or quickly--as the contract out on me has ALWAYS been for these Nazi pig whores and their minority shithead followers to use, abuse, rape, exploit and then discard me with contempt, usually insulting me after the sexual exploitation where I was always drugged and put into a "love" mode where I believed in a drugged up stupor that I was "in love". 

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So the Jews behaved of course upon cue: they were self-defeating, self-demoralizing, acted like dumb clowns, played the roles demanded of "Jews" to be self-denigrating and self-insulting instead of the pig whore pieces of shit who are openly and endlessly insulting me. Please note how Jerry Lewis played this role and how the French fuck shits loved that self-loathing personality who finally, in the end, denounced his Nazi-based bigot family in Whorewood--probably learning so late in life that these pieces of filthy shit are not worth the energy of caring and that playing this role is a self-destruction not worth living for.

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That was what the bigot clown's shit filth whore daughter inflicted upon me first as the first stage of their intended crushing defeat of all my self-preservation--then the rape scene --then this piece of shit appeared to grab something I had in my hand saying "I want!" as I handed it over to her, in a gesture of friendliness which is inherent to my personality as I am a loving and giving person--to people who are decent and not pieces of rotten shit stealing everything from me possible. Oh yes, rotten Depp this fucking rotten greasebag made sure that my "daughter" my cat La Moux was stolen from me 2 weeks after this pig scum began his endless YEARS of raping me---the rotten Thai people in the resort I was staying at told me that my cat had drown in the swimming pool. They had used technology to force her to heave for breathe for two days prior to try to make her too weak to struggle. The piece of stupid and rotten shit Depp with his stupid and disgusting ugly pig daughter then put photos of my cat drowning on my Facebook page, her face grotesque in pain in the middle of the swimming pool (it was a close-up of her fighting for air) with a little caption underneath it of my cat trying to look like an alligator because her jaw was extended and her lower teeth were jutting out gasping for air--that is what this filthy piece of pig shit did--and for years all I did was beg these pigs to return my cat--my daughter--to me--while this filthy pig with this rotten whore daughter were welcomed for this Nazi behavior into their modeling and movie top clique circles and this piece of rotten shit has been there ever since--but her contracts for movie roles have thinned out since shit Trump left office so the bitch whore is going at me again--so she had me sitting in a slumped position while she told me "I want" to the pair of fashionable sunglasses I had in my hand. I was then told (it was a "thought" coming through my mind) that I had "6 pairs of the same type of glasses already at home" so I told this rotten whore skank that she could have it, handing the really cool glasses to her with friendliness that this skank does not deserve (instead I would shove that crap into her to try to kill her, really). This pig then didn't say "thank you" but then I began telling her to go to an opthamologist to have the glasses repaired (suddenly the lenses were broken) and as I woke up, realizing that I should have said Optometrist, because they had me saying the wrong thing, as they put my body in this slunched down body position like I was barely able to sit up straight with any pride---handing something I wanted over to this rotten parasite who has been endlessly handed millions of dollars to be a real parasite as this is only a paraisitic contract for empty and meaningless shit people to obtain ideas, suck out love by drugging someone into believing they are "in love" as these loveless whores then suck all energy, life force and then destroy and all is out of racism. Jews participate in this, as do blacks and Latinos and now a slew of Democrats (to me it's a lot, there are hundreds of Dems in Congress but if people at this level are participating in this contract, then how many of the Congressional people are aware of what is going on and say and do nothing so they are complacent and comply just to keep their status as being part of this corrupt but operating system? And of course they are corrupt as well.

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And so I have poured this out again today--the "programming" these apes wanted to instill into me was that I "give" gladly to pig whores who are using and abusing and MURDERING/DESTROYING ME. That I am friendly while they grab, take and demean and insult, rape, humiliate, steal and rob and I am "supposed" to say nothing about it. Thus the Jewish self-denigrating creeple who were the first to begin the segment on my "humiliation" journey into giving and loving rapist pig whores and being stolen from and handing all over to wortheless shit who have stolen and raped and robbed from me for years and years, leaving me in such dire poverty I can't afford to pay for food--forcing me into physical deformity and endlessly threatening me to repeat that these whore pieces of shit are "more beautiful" with the male congress fuckers coming to enforce that system and telling this to me as well. I tell them to go fuck off--I have no respect for these Senators and Representatives and of course that is due to their treatment of me, and their inclusion into this hate technology and protocol that they use to enhance their rotten and dirty career ascents into more power. 

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I woke up from this thinking with hate and rage that I wish this little piece of rotten shit death along with the mother out of France and the pig father who disgusts me. The shit they forced upon me is nothing I would do upon waking, let me tell you rotten dirty foul rat whore from the Depp filth bucket that spawned you.

As for filthy pigapewhorealina the pit piece of shit--after I wrote about her yesterday she teleported me while I had a shower cap on my head and was almost naked with my endless attempt to heal my body from the YEARS of t hat rotten stupid whore ordering my body to be broken down with poisoning and outright incisions into my body-also part of my uterus was severed out and came out as well as cuts, deformations--and my toe broken and jutting to one side--the organization has forced chemicals on my skin that have ruined it on all parts of my legs and arms--etc etc

but wearing a very expensive fashion gown and standing in the vaginal sucking posture that this parasite sucking ennui endlessly has been so adored for by fellacio-obsessed males and women who want to look like a fellatio blow-up doll with no ideas or opinions--blank and stupid with sucking lips which suck and suck endlessly everything out of me possible while men dream that this is instant blow-job--that is how I view this putrid ugly whore, but they keep using violence as this rotten piece of shit keeps threatening me to repeat that she is more beautiful than me--and she does this and the pig men do this while they are raping me and abusing me in front of her--and behind her are the English fuckers and Nazi Imperialists who have put that rotten and ugly skank into that position to infiltrate and help to bring them into positions of power into H-wood, which is exactly what these stupid and dumb Americans in that deluge of refuse in H-wood have allowed them to do, openly and willingly. 

The debacle of the black American actress who married into the Royals is only a component of this infiltration process--just one of the mind control programming "tricks' used to make people believe that they are "victims" like the roles that these terrorist scumbag actors really are, but play into infinity in their roles as "victims" of racism and sexism and tyranny---

but, that happened yesterday as well. For the EIGHT YEAR IN  A ROW I told her, yelling by now, rushing to punch her with my elbow into her ugly cock-sucking-appearance face--that she is ugly I wish her death go fuck off and die. The "feminist" advocate who only began her blathering bullshit mind fuck trip into portraying her charity public self as being an advocate for "women" and for her aspiring political career and for influence and for the bullshit money that is endlessly doled out to this rotten and worthless rapist enabling fascist piece of garbage whore---with all her coterie of minority minions and psychological slaves pumping up this image--but stealing ideas from me FOR YEARS to portray this image. this rotten whore then looked giddy and glad as I rushed to try to smash her in the face, making  a posturing pouting sexualized look for the pig whores who were all behind this shitty and sick teleportation skit while just at the moment I was going to make contact with my elbow they blanked me out and stopped the teleportation. She is absolutely always laughing or extremely glad that I am being raped, beaten, broken down and like them all is on this huge power trip of subjugation and oppression.


It keeps being supported by Congress.

Oh, I was also teleported by Noam Chomsky yesterday but at a much earlier time in the day--they can do this while I am awake but always in a very relaxed state--so of course I was in my bathroom in the darkness relaxing and there is this technology on the other side of the wall the shit Thai creeple use (on all sides by all the apartments on all sides of me all the time day and night they are operating this equipment so no matter where I am in this tiny studio they are attacking me on any or all sides of the walls and floors). They always attack me with teleportation while I am in the shower relaxing, always. Always while I am sleeping in a healing and deep sleep. 

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When will you fuckers reading this ever do any goddamn fucking thing to stop this group of shit? Ever? Where is my fucking country when will these whores and pigs ever be stopped? When will I just be compensated for these crimes and left alone to live m life in peace goddamn you fuckers reading this and laughing and thinking it's great. How many more fucking days, months and years must I fight for my life like this endlessly on and on waiting for my government to not be run by shit fucking lying fascist Nazis and mafia fuckheads?

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.