Thursday, March 31, 2022

SOME PERSONAL MANIFESTO SONGS in response to fascist Nazi overtake of my country and my life and the pig-ape-whores' attempts in this conquest: I BEGAN THIS BLOG WITH A (Santana) SONG. Now I end, at least that is my hope to not write any further but considering the deadly attacks I encounter on a near daily basis so I must "beg" for help online like this--thus entertaining the fascists with my pleas for help---but at least theoretically, for today, I end with a few Crass songs, to fit the situation of death terrorism aka Gang Stalking/MK ULTRA/Mind Control and the tsunami of violence that this technology brings, has brought upon the world, wrought upon humanity and unless you reading this fights to stop it, the carnage will continue (and perhaps you will become a statistic too).

 "I am no Feeble Christ". I dedicate this song not to the leader of that band Crass, to whom I was teleported, I think it was in England where I was confronted with post-punk neo-fascist racism by the very proponents of "freedom" in the 70's who started this band (the white male). A hateful English woman began just yelling at me when I had posted how much I admired the band (this is typical for all the parasites, that I like their movies and they teleport me almost immediately like the grabbing parasites that they really are, and then they glob on and begin to feed off abuse and violence--and then of course get promotions, tours, and some hang on for years and get oscars and prizes and promotions and deals--they steal as many ideas as possible. I thusly do not honor the defunct "leader" of this band but the people who created the content, which were the less "fortunate class" in old England who helped shove this bigot wealthy "entitled" expletive into his Punk posturing position. I had hoped he was an extraordinary personality but I am by now used to the faded and jaded former "hippie" and "punk" era 60+er's who are crusty and nasty and probably have not long held those wealth-attracting principles longer than necessary to sell some records or make some movies. 


Some of the performers for Crass were extraordinary artists and the band was a phenomenon nevertheless. 


**btw: this blog is not formatting correctly due to hacker terrorism and I would have to put the computer and myself through another 5-hour waiting period to clear out the system using the Windows 10 "system restore" function. I don't know how long it takes for people not afflicted with non-stop hacking terrorism but I am always too ill to wait. I sit in front of the laptop all day in one single spot mostly unable to move due to paralysis from poisoning. I just write this to let people know that when I write in these hyperbolic terms it is because I am also kind of forced into one "sitting duck" position all day while the "mind control" technology--intended to both extract ideas, information and hysterical reactions thus to discredit me-- is probably unrelentingly aimed into my brain all day while I sit here fighting to heal (as I am attacked so my nervous system, endocrine system and health is sorely afflicted from hate, stress and the endless violence being aimed at me in so many ways, from technologies burning my body and closing my throat sphincter while sleeping and eating to various other attacks (heart palpitations, etc). 


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But as I wrote earlier today, I am not going to play the martyr role that is being demanded of me ("accept being raped, abused, used, stolen from and then compliment and befriend and give all with no expectations of any reward, thanks and then even more they will destroy my body, try to make me appear hideous, fat, disgusting, broken down before they extract all and then murder me without--their aim--any protest from me but instead loving devotion to those ape pig whores and their careers and their sexual sleazy gratification and etc etc....

"I AM NO FEEBLE CHRIST".

"Crass--Reality Asylum". AnarchoAlan. June 23, 2007.


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"BIG A little a--Crass". Byrmeiteldown. February 15, 2013.


Oh, it is ever-so-difficult to write at this time with hacking freezing the system and the keyboard being manipulated as my brain is also under serious attack (they also attack my motor skills so my fingers over shoot the keys I am trying to press, while the keys are mostly inoperable--they also make things pop up on the screen to block what I am tpying as they insert all kinds of things while I can't see--but to continue;. This next song is about, in one part of it, retaining your composure in the face of hostile forces. Don't get involved with negative people exploiting you, is the basic easy message (but very complicated and much more elaborately expressed in the song). I think of the English haters who I have been FORCED thru teleportation to encounter who also forced a kind of "truth serum" effect which is also almost always put into effect in any written or verbal communication I try to have in any capacity. Thus I can't "control" my reactions and of course while writing I delve into tangents and ideas which of course are then sucked up by the parasitic group which is being promoted exclusively to steal ideas from me and then let me know with all the hacking inserts that they have indeed stolen my ideas--as they gloat in photos and when I react they glare in violent hate into cameras--as I am tortured and violated endlessly afterwards (and before, in order to elicit any response). I try not to react, so they continue the deadly assaults upon me in all facets of life from my finances, always having me dangling over being made homeless, to health and attacks on my body to eveything else possible. But I am FORCED to have to "open" my ideas, my mouth, my barriers of protection shattered in this deep sleep teleportation state, where I can only see directly in front of me, don't know where I am, there is a black haze and then the pig ape whores feeding off abusing me directly in front of me (often attacking me just as I am put into "aware" consciousness, always in some physical position of vulnerability while they are attacking me or raping or hitting, etc). It is impossible to not stop talking or reacting to these awful people. The advice given in this song is something I could possibly do if this insidious tech were not ALWAYS forced upon me which it is, always when some scumbag is tryin to use, abuse, exploit etc steal from put on fake friendly gestures only to screw me over badly when the time comes to do so (they are always operating with a larger group so they are given signals of when and how to do this). It is disgusting. I would LIKE to be able to psychologically defend myself against these parasitic energy feeders and bleeders. They are practiced in the bottom-feeding practice of lies, manipulation and deception. With all my barriers obliterated in these various semi-conscious states while teleported, my eye-sight not even at a 30% functioning capability, and unable to think clearly I constantly react to their questions, answer all and then begin yelling in hate after they immediately after getting information or ideas insult, call me stupid, yell at me in hate as I yell back. All of it is an unfiltered unconscious reaction without help of the ego or superego (just to use these terms but without the layers of emotional and psychological protection that one at least seminally normally has or can access in certain situations. Impossible in the teleportation. Out of England, as this song makes direct reference to an established form of abuse, exploitation and elitism that the pig ape whores employ with obvious parasitic glee for this is their forte, what they actually thrive upon, and then to claim that they are now "superior" because I am in a sleeping and teleported, drugged up and blasted with brain-altering technology, this of course means that they have the advantage. Too bad my government simply allows this technology to fester and get out of control as it has done. The latest H-wood scandal from the awards should back up my YEARS of warnings in my every post almost about how the use of this tech will alter society and make fascism an acceptable behavioral standard. I also have written that people who formerly postured as benevolent and "alternative" fun guys become openly violent after they use this technology--. They are so used to immediately abusing someone without any negative ramifications. But this stokes the egos of the English pig apes who are loathsome from my personal experience of their violence and utter genocidal behavior--racist to the core, rotten to the core, nasty and ugly to the core I can't stand looking at their photos any longer please do not let them teleport me any longer it's a vomitous situation having to deal with them. This song exemplifies how adept these wealthy pieces of shit are at manipulation and mind fuck operations without the technology. Imagine them with this tech and how disgusting they really are when they get the chance to play their favorite fuck-around games as they do? Listen to the lyrics and get a taste of English society and the "ruling class" tactics. 





 





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The Ugly, dirty sleazy filth of Krispy Kreame Krap Noem and the filth stupidity and incompetence of Whorewood with an assault that is just endless violence for me having watched a filth stupid mediocre movie slated to "win" a top award, and even moreso due to this violence upon me for being so ill from detox, and the never-ending parasitic feeding off life force that parasite noem the ugly sinister parasite leech feeds of monitoring my brainwaves and uses extreme violence against me when I am at my most sick from detox--which never ends I am always in a near-state of emergency illness from poisons and hard latched on shells of poison ripping out of my central nervous system, into my brain, my intestines emitting the most toxic of 30-year old and older poisons latched into my spine for most of my life. I was so ill I could not do more than sit staring at the laptop, fighting to get internet on and trying to block out the ugly sickness of leech parasite noem this filthy dirty skank latched onto attacking me and feeding off sadism and torture. She is sucking my life force out like the rest of these ape whore pig scum rat leeches but she brought on the filth stupid team of one battle after another--dirty filthy revolting creeps the blonde old nazi male actor who used to date dirty madonna yet another hypocritical racist with all her "liberal posturing" crap but sean penn is a rotten nazi bigot who got his entire team, with lugubrious leo the rotten endlessly "winning" leech on me for 15 years he and this shitalina crew have spent all day, every day, monitoring abusing asking for ideas this ugly dirty creep dicaprio has fed off this contract and assisted in rape torture poisoning of me to obtain his endless spate of undeserved top awards--the filthy swine rat came with the team of the usual black nazi skanks working alongside their blonde nazi "masters" so completely absorbed into nazi minion culture and trying along with KKK Krap noem to assault me to further rape white male supremacy culture--the black women rushing at me but they began while I was in my usual 12 hour deep sleep sickness state unprotected by all the layers I wear--so they doused my hair with damaging oils stinking and my hair is falling out from their poisons smeared into my hair-my hands are dried up they douse harsh chemicals on my skin--my cuticles cut into they are huge and swollen so my hands look like I've been working with acid for years with my hands unprotected. They came at me firstly by just hitting me in my deep sleep state--as shit whore ugly sick parasite leech noem the filth kkk krap has been doing with old newscum the white nazi prick pig rat ape from cali and then the rotten german nazi "punk not nazi'" filth she embraced watching him and the english shit pig rape me viciously taking turns--under her order as she then played hegelian dialectic "help" to "rescue" me from so much violence that under extreme drugging and poisoning and torture and beatings and rape I told this filthy ugly sick parasite that she is "beautiful" only under extreme stress and being murdered, essentially. Since then she has made sexual passes at me then had me beaten then abused then endless hours per day of questions after torture and beatings so the nazi white trash german shit rat can have original concepts to add to his cliche antifascist songs from 30 years ago (long story). But yesterday after such sickness life-threatening detox as they see me in utter sickness unable to move as they attack 12-16 hours per day unremitting every second all day into the night in deep sleep--no one could withstand this while I perpetually shit out decades old murder poisons and chemicals and drugs while they continue to drug and torture me.Watching this movie knowing that probably the shit team might come and attack me and under this utter sickness, totally all-encompassing in my lymphatic state my nervous system supersaturated with deadly poisons and drugs unable to do more than eat and watch videos needing to absorb my concentration wholly--not able to study or do anything in such sickness I watched this film hoping the shit team would not come and attack me. In that drugged up state I wrote on facebook that sean penn was a great actor---he rushed at me after he got (and dicaprio and shit ugly sick sinister noem the kkk krap piece of rotten parasitic vampire shit) as they just hit me and hit me in my deep sleep state. I had done nothing but watch this filth shit movie and noem came at me beginning with asking me to hit her, then demanding that I hit her, I said no so she began to hit me I flew into a frenzy to pound her out of my attack zone and out of my sphere---that is after 20 years and longer of being raped beaten while asleep tortured drugged and incapacitated by shit after shit nazi trash creep so it is now almost a reflex to fight them off me. She has been getting ugly white pig men who have since obtained lead roles in huge blockbuster movie deals from rape and beatings rape and abuse rape and torture ongoing all day all night day after day since shit rump came into office--which was while biden was still president by the way at least 6 months prior to the election the rump regime began the white trash nazi show of utter violence and rape by europigape trash shit--but once they got into office then it was hegseth bannon and now dirty ugly sleazy noem and with their permision the "anti-ice" movie bullshit of this group of so-called actors--who have NOTHING to say in their little horrid stupid interview of the cast they had nothing nothing to say they have zero intellect they are blank stupid sleazy empty parasitic nothings with no concepts completely banal and over-rated. Sean Penn, who probably had me under mind control while I was watching the movie had his black nazi plantation slave-mentality actors playing the "bold and sexualized animalistic" black revolutionaries to assault me so white nazi males and shit like noem can just point blank rape and rob and torture but blacks like them in the cast get a get out of plantation slave status free card only that they must remain in the big house with the other house slaves--they hope in beverly hills with more plantation awards for performing the exact opposite of what every "woke" movie purports to portray. The author of the book upon which the movie is based is probably dead or otherwise he might not be so happy with the result of this crappy film, set to become a top contender all say it will win the top award. It is not worthy and sean penn is nothing but a cheap and sick psychopath white supremacist as his role implies he was not acting, as a matter of fact. He had his black nazi slave attack me as I was fighting her off me, while dirty ugly noem the kkk krap watched on as usual, feeding off this watching me fight perpetually to put hate and violence in my sphere as much as possible to destroy me she feeds off the energy of sucking out my life spirit she is a parasite without end on my life. This ugly dirty leech is just endlessly latched onto me for her sadistic feeding frenzy and money and power accumulation. Ironic that this shit cast rushed with dirty dicaprio the leech as well to join with her and the movie is about shit like kkk noem and her violence and sickness but they don't even get nominally into the reality of what kind of hypocritical filth shit like ugly dirty noem is nor do they even acknowledge it in their own behavior when they assault me under the guidance of rotten noem so white supremacy will award them with best film actor all they can obtain. I wrote just as I had done with old scum newsum that he should become president after just watching him get his jollies on giggly about fighting the texas redistricting in california, the place I had just moved address to and he jumped to assault me I wrote on facebook to him that I support him in his endeavor and perhaps he could become president. I was a million percent under mind control from trauma poisoning drugging (drugging is continuous they never stop murdering me with poisoning through drugging for mind control purposes) when I realize that I was under mind control I retract the statements I had made such as when writing on facebook that penn should win an award he is a dirty ugly sinister slime like all the rest but so absolutely violent towards me it is unbelievable. He does not deserve an award he was not acting he was the only one in the film who had more than 1-2 facial expressions throughout the film.the rest are blank as personalities as are their acting skills the movie left me with a usual numb nothingness the book I am certain is much more powerful as usual they wrecked a great idea and turned it into whorewood hypocrisy. That is the essence of the mind control evoked through these shit rotten actors so-called--they are absolutely opposite in their personal money-cloying fame attacks (they now revolve around attacking me as dicaprio has for over a decade this slime dirty screaming hissing filthy creep goddamn get him off me they latch on forever these filthy fucks). they play these roles in these shitty-made violent and sexual-based movies with sexual and racist stereotypes then have a scriptwriter inject some "meaningful" concepts which are a basic flimsy basis of a seminal plot framework for concepts about idealistic endeavors to not have an unjust world. The shit actors at least since they began teleporting me in 2013 have literally put fascist nazism into lead roles in the government partnering with shit like MTG with scripts so she can claim she is playing opposite to the repug party just in time for the midterms to salvage her career. The same was done by musck and trump is playing his most favorites as opponents using whorewood scriptwriters. In essence, every plot of the theatrical media and politics is a script-written plot device by a whorewood-backed leadership backstage (nazi-paid and controlled) system. The point is to sell more white nazi trash paradigm and retain control using black nazi skanks like the filth who played in key roles in this one battle after another dumb and dumber movie violence as the main draw besides sex shit entity of this thing I watchd, ready to forget about it but I fell asleep without being able to protect my head and hands and feet and teeth--they also cut into my gum tissue as well as damaging my hair and skin my hands are as usual extremely damaged and etc..but they first just began hitting into my face as ugly noem advised them to do to trigger me--I was so ill I tried to ignore them--then they continued and continued then they used the throat constriction torture (microchip implant in my throat) then they made my heart palpitate until I finally got up and then the abuse of them literally rushing at me hitting me began to trigger me Once I began to fight back ugly rotten dirty old bigot penn (pig) began furiously punching at me. He began to kick me I grabbed his pig hoof and made him land on his back and hit him in the groin. He began screaming at me as dicaprio came to him and put his arm around him and said stupid things of comfort. I then fell back asleep to drown in sickness until they teleported me in the deep of night as penn came at me grabbing my breasts calling me the b-word hitting my face from a side angle while I was in deep theta sleep--into my face screaming I tried to ignore him he continued and continued. He then had me teleported to being homeless in a room full of blondish nazi americans laughing and saying stuipd things I called them white trash it was also subliminally coerced into my subconscious I was not thinking of what I was saying and I was indeed asleep in my prime body state in my real bed but teleported and saying these things. Penn came at me and came at me hitting grabbing my body screaming came at me with a knife slashing into my face and body they also had slashes on my skin in the teleported situation and surrounded by white nazi shit laughing and mocking and etc. //all of that because I fought back after they first began to hit me and hit me and hit me until I reacted, then because I reacted dirty sleazy ugly penn began this ultra violence and purportedly not only for white supremacy but also to try to oppress me completely, which has been the goal of dirty stupid blank noem although unbelievably she was governor of a State she is a calculating lying parasite that is the reason why nazi america put her into power this is the trend for maga and nothing more-- a lying slew of money-grabbing parasites sexual predator leeches and dirty life-sucking abuser psychopaths.

  Finally after 12 hours of torture beatings abuse sexual harassment and torture I told ugly penn that he deserved at least a nomination in ...