Sunday, July 4, 2021

What would Meyer Lansky DO if he knew....?

 MEYER LANSKY INTERVIEW 1971.




LANSKY (TRAILER) 2021.




I'm watching the movie Lanksy (2021) right now (downloaded). An interesting quote or maybe the scriptwriter made this up:

Paraphrasing from the movie (too lazy to look it up and write verbatim):

Reporter to Lansky: What do you remember about your childhood in Russia?

Lansky: I remember only one thing: my uncle and I were walking on the way to a market (or from a farm or from farming). A pair of Cossacks approached us and told my uncle, holding out a sword, to throw one of the potatoes up in the air or he would attack my uncle with his brandished sword. So my uncle did what he was told to do. He threw the potato up in the air just as the Cossack had told him to do. The Cossack was a touch guy and was trying to pretend he was going to cut the potato in half in midair. Instead he cut my uncles hand off. I will never remember that and this: the Cossacks had swords and we did not. I decided that the next time it would be me who had the sword and did the cutting. I would like to find that Cossack now and show him. I learned to not be the victim but the attacker.

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I had this discussion with the German man who is trying to drag me/force me to live in Germany with him where I will have a billion enemies at all times surrounding me (as opposed to the US where I always have only a million enemies surrounding me at all times) and no protection--just like in the US. My response to him in this scenario, under a fantasy, sleeping state after he opened up my emotional center and tried to brainwash me was: I will need a gun. His eyes opened wide in almost disbelief and then narrowed once more in the usual beady-eyed glaring to see how best to get into my inner depths/needs and exploit and control. I laughed, "I must be absolutely harmless at all times, right?" but he did not laugh at all.

Well, I have much more in common with Maier Lansky than being a victim in Germany, America or Phuket or anywhere else in the known universe.

However, people who have guns don't necessarily survive any kind of attack and the guns they hold could be and are used as pretext for their own murder by the assailants. What is worse? It's best to just strike first and ask questions later.

From the trailer, it looks like Lansky beats or kills a lot of American Nazis. I have determined that America truly needs more people like Lansky and I volunteer myself to be something like him if at all possible. I wonder what Lansky would say to the fact that I am being targeted by a US Nazi organization and most "jews" at highest levels of sellout society in the US and elsewhere are FULLY supporting the Nazis and their rape and torture of me?

But yeah, those Nazis really want me harmless, put into various types of constraints, tortured in view of the public but it's all hidden using modern technology--everyone watches no one interferes with the nazis no one supports me openly. What would Lansky say about this if he were alive now? p.s. Israelis are also pawns of the Nazi empire and there are German roots established in Israel as well as Nazi groups which control both sides of all conflicts to keep the hate and wars going on and on. The German man currently torturing and teleporting me asked me about my opinion of Israel and he has brought me to new heights of awareness of how necessary people like Lansky truly are in this modern 4th Reich of hate and lies and deception.
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I just looked the bio of Mayer Lansky (spelled it wrong somewhere above) and ironically today is his birthday! July 4. How odd that I download this movie today and quote him as an advocate of FREEDOM through DEFENSE.

I have to wonder what Lansky would do if he knew:

That "Italian-Ameican" Nancy Pelosi the mafia daughter of anti-Semitic Mafia from Brooklyn is participating in this torture attack and murder contract out on me with full collaboration with Arnie the bodybuilder former Governor of California who is from Austia and is a most nasty and racist bigot Nazi?

I wonder why Chuck Schumer, friend and fellow so-called Democrat (instead of just pure fake jewish fascist of the 4th Reich) does nothing to defend me when if Pelosi knows, he must surely know but like all Jews, he does NOTHING to stop this or defend me.

I wonder what Meyer Lanski would do if he knew
that famous "jewish" celebrities were not only involved in this hate crime against me but partnering with every despotic German, French, English and every other international bigot in this 4th Reich Nazi slave/sex slave murder victim abuse teleportation target that this heinous organization has forced upon me, blocking all my opportunities and stealing ideas I have studied and thought of so empty and meaningless bigot Nazis who can only follow orders can appear as if they are original and nothing like the sleazy and hate-filled fasco-nazis that they really are and what their ever movie and output is really advocating with subliminal technologies and behavior modification techniques?

I have to wonder about this that people who desperately came to the United States within the last century have rotten-to-the-core children who then spawned even more rotten-at-heart selfish and greedy children who obey and bow down because the level of comfort and blind ignorance and stupidity on a basic level of defense and strategy has been so compromised.

I have to wonder what Lansky would say about how German and Europ-a children of the generations who bowed their heads in faked "shame" about their genocide are now absolutely violent while men of the age who heard first-hand about death camp experiences are participating in a Nazi contract and assisting in attacking me so they can be promoted into their safe enclaves of respectability that they have been subtly handed by those who wish to tear their throats out at first chance once the fascists have destroyed the society that has sheltered ignorant and rotten people like those I just described who are now fattened (but thin after exercise with all their millions and billions of dollars).

What would Lansky do if he knew
that Hillary Clinton (and by extension Billary)
had participated in torturing and attacking me, possibly trying to have my feet mutilated or my toes slowly cut off, which I have barely been able to defend myself as the attacks continue night-after-night with these mechanical arms poisoning and mutilating my body and destroying my home? This mutilation began after Hillary assaulted me with the Brooklyn "Italian-American" mafia. The attacks could have been from any or all of the above-mentioned or the plethora of others involved just in the "A-list" celebrity clique, which grows in size almost daily I think. Certainly it grows every few months to accommodate a new Europ-a abuser would-be "master" of rape and abuse and mind control over me, with intentions to infiltrate and take over America and turn it into a fascist colonized destroyed 3rd world colony. What would Lansky do about this if he knew?




I sound so negative on Germany and I don't intend to be...

 the cheese is okay and the buildings are old and the people--well.....disappointment in almost every meeting I have ever had and nazi culture remains as the underlying theme in almost every transaction I have had. What a terrible shame that the US both embraced the Holocaust, held Nazi rallies during and prior to WWII but now this is an open and "domestic terror" threat.


How many people realize how much "in bed" the H-wood scene really is with these cartels and organizations?

I do not think that David Garrett is so horrible but he has been brought up in this culture and it is a huge cultural gap between us. Rather than having fights with him when he teleports me I am writing this now on this page. I just want to relax and enjoy life. Please, goddamn I can't change your upbringing or mentality I do not want to criticize you or your culture but this is the reality I have had to face nearly to death for over a decade or longer (or all my life) and I just do not want to have to deal with it "forever" or any longer at all. I just want this group to be forced off me, I can never accept the H-wood racist scene I can't approve of their movies and I have been trained as an English Lit professors daughter (my step-father) to analyze for content which these people ask me about while I am under hypnosis and because I include elements of analysis that do not coincide with their fascist and racist program they both torture (literal torture leading to slow death) me after I write or think or explain these concepts while in hypnosis and teleported, and then they STEAL the ideas and adapt them to further mind control to actually reverse the analysis and turn it into more mind control Nazi brainwashing propaganda movie/media fodder. I blame the rise in Neo-Nazi culture in part and all the hate and mafia and crime is connected to the continuous output of these violent movies which these disguised racists/Nazis and their minions constantly put out. The minorities put out films and shows that correlate to the steroetypes of racism that are supposed to not be revealed and are kept out of mainstream criticism and fully embraced as being "cool" or whatever term you want to us.

If they could only leave me alone to just think about these things and live in peace by myself with money that they should be forced to give me for years of stealing ideas and torturing me I could live in peace ALONE with my cat(s) returned and in some peaceful and hopefully happy way without fearing poisoning or more attacks.

Can anyone please try to help me to this? I can't live in Germany or in or around these people who have teleported or attacked me nor anything or anyone of that ilk ever.

Saturday, July 3, 2021

The residual dregs of fights/arguments and conversations while in the teleported state with Xponential teleporter (white male). I will not go into the sexism and racism of pornographic imagination today but it was also a point of argument "discussion" which was just me screaming and hitting him in rage from years of being put into a sex slave/porno image that has been superimposed upon me, while these "men" and their women are being paid to be prostitutes who pile filth and garbage upon me and my property as "proof" of their social-engineering "supremacy". I have to scream at one of them after the next that it is they who are the filthy whores and not me. They just continue to be paid to try to force this socialized stigma upon me as the US Government continues to fully embrace, finance and support this global but fascist Nazi/Imperialist structure even when the US is being infiltrated and colonized into Nazism, fascism, Totalitarianism and other forms destroying "Democracy" and Freedom. I also won't go into the fact that today is Independence Day for the United States and I'm writing about this because people seem to just let it go on and on. They are all going to be "celebrating" Independence while they are fully fostering in this contract out upon me and in every other way the imprisonment of the country and the subjugation to fascist, Nazi and other Mafia and Europ-a Imperialistic overtake. There is another factor I have related to my mind programming tormentors, which is that the years of torture, violence, every kind of terror act towards me has not "programmed" me to accept this system but has instead radicalized me, not to the point of being an anarchist willing to create carnage on a huge and deadly level but nevertheless, all the people who were shouting about injustice have now taken precedence in my information and media consumption over the mainstream blotting out of injustice that permeates media and cultural awareness (up until this last few years of the cancel culture and woke culture, which does not mean that I "embrace" it fully but a heightened awareness has arisen out of these cultural phenomenon).

POSTS PUBLISHED ON MY FACEBOOK PAGE TODAY WHICH HAVE SOME BEARING TO MIND CONTROL PROGRAMMING AND SOCIALIZATION. 


1. Gender and Race and Art.


SAINT SAENS--THE SWAN--violin version with piano accompaniment. 




How I choose the violin as my instrument: at a University of Illinois Youth musical competition held at one of the Halls of the deep underground buildings of that institution, my mother held me by my 7-year old hand and drifted me past doorways where other children, up to age 15 or so, were performing recitals and being judged and awarded. I passed by flutes, cellos, pianos and children playing but as I got past a door with a packed little room, a "Black" African-American female, around 12 years old, was playing The Swan and I stopped and stood nearly mesmerized.

First, it was the very best performance of that piece I have ever heard. I was hypnotized immediately by the sweetness and the capabilities of the violin in that one performance and I never knew who that woman/girl was and don't know where she has gone.

I began playing violin the next year when my mother took me to get my instructor, James Star, who played 1st Violin and was the First Chair of the University of Illinois Symphony. His compassion and lack of racism brought me to a point where I was then transferred to a European-based immigrant who taught me the hate and hostility of racist-based European traditions as the Germans who were part of the symphony I later played with at age 13 worked to use mind control to eliminate me as competition with the usual "I'm better than you" hissing with violence at me that Germans so love to use as their tactic of intimidation.

I can't express how badly I was drugged (and still am). I then quit playing violin because also some of the adult male orchestral leaders were giving me sort of sexualized nudges to one another and despite the fact that I was a virgin I understood that there was something seriously amiss.

Since that time I have not focused on any performer in that genre but instead I focus on the composer and the conductor and the orchestra and always have listened to studio recordings, absolutely avoiding the various performers except for a very few, who later I realized I did not actually like. Until David Garrett, that has been the case. He is an exceptional performer and I am grateful to him for "turning me on" to that world again but those politics remain which drove me from that world.

As for finding any video on YouTube that is not either an "Asian" performer or a white male or female--I cannot find any Black performers playing this but I owe my entire gratitude to that "black" female and how I would like to see many other races being put into lead position.

for some reason I never was turned on to the various famous Jewish violinists--I don't know why. Perhaps an emotional or psychological block.

This has been my very personal and opinionated post for the day.

I have therefore chosen the piece The Swan which only shows the musical score and not any performer as this is as gender and racial neutral as I can get when listening to and enjoying classical music. I cannot listen to any music and not find some kind of element of programming or racism or think of these issues and try to ascertain if the piece is racist or just a great piece of music with only artistic merit and intention. Not all music is racist not all musicians of course I am just referring to this most classical mode of expression which is rooted in the cultural theft of identity like so many other concepts and places of consumer and cultural misappropriation.

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Sorry if this opinion makes people angry or offended. (lol).

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...Then I took up drumming in Junior High school and discovered that the cock rock n roll scene is even MORE RACIST AND SEXIST. not lol because that is a predominant cultural institution and milieu that reinforces racism and sexism in world culture, or it has been infiltrated and taken over as such by fascists and racists who steal and rob all alternative scenes so any real alternative movement is quickly absorbed into fascist, sexist and racist conglomerate opportunism--that is the state of culture and art--or lack thereof.

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Kyrie Eleison/God Have Mercy God Have Compassion.


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2. "Good" Jewish "slaves" of the 4th Reich/my family members and much (not all but very many) of the entire diaspora that I have had contact with in all these years of being targeted.

This subject has been broached only in very vague and slight reference in the below little set of paragraphs I wrote earlier. There only the most nascent of references to this acceptance of operating under the orders of the larger criminal organization that controls so much of the planet, which appears to be an absolute Nazi system with other versions of autocratic/Totalitarian and other 'isms" thrown in--call it what you will the meaning is essentially the same, for my purpose since they want to traumatize me then endless references to Nazis are used as psychological weapons but I think for any target any other branch of this organization will be used to terrorize based upon the endless variations of violence imposed on various groups by other groups--too many to mention. The psychology of victimization is a broad mini-universe of association.
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"Central Florida had deadly condo building collapse in 1981 that killed 11 people." Orlando Sentinal. June 24, 2021.









This building collapse in Cocoa Beach, Florida in 1981 is either THE building my father was partially in control over as a kind of financial officer/lawyer for the firm out of Milwaukee who also participated in this new boom in construction in Florida--or it was some other project that collapsed while under construction but there are no others listed on the search engine I scoured to find information on.

I was either a Senior or Junior in high school and not very close to my father in terms of having contact as he was often in Florida and I was also occupied elsewhere as well. I would meet with him and he explained to me that this building in Florida he was the lawyer representing the financial company which financed this construction had ordered him to appear in court to justify the case for his firm. He explained to me personally as I sat mute because I knew nothing about such matters, that the real problem was that the concrete company had used different strength of concrete instead of paying for the more expensive concrete they chose a cheaper brand and at lower cost and different strength than that which had been laid out in the construction planning. My father had to sue the people responsible for this problem or they reached an out-of-court settlement. He never told me exactly what happened in this situation he only explained to me personally what had really happened. It was absolutely not the fault of my father or his company but of the CHEAP and COST-CUTTING grift of the construction and other personnel responsible for paying for the construction materials. Again, as I have almost no knowledge of this kind of construction and the terms associated with all the enterprise of these forms of building, I can't detail this in a precise way. The FACT that the concrete had been wrongly swapped for cheaper materials has NEVER come out to the light of public scrutiny probably to hide the cascade of lawsuits that would have overwhelmed the companies actually responsible, plus Manslaughter or even murder charges as well. it was all covered-up in other words, which is probably why my father never told me the outcome and when I asked he shrugged my question off and changed the subject.

The people who would know more about this subject are my two brothers and they probably would not divulge this information because they are good followers of this hate organization/terrorist conglomeration which has awarded them for their services of participation in every crime possible they could commit for their promotion.

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I could add a lot more to this post about my father and his targeting by this Nazi/fascist organization where, like Weisselberg, he had to bear the brunt of responsibility and deal with the foibles of others, which I think could be related to racism and targeting but I won't. Just a little hint, my father then quit this firm and began working for the U S government and was targeted in a very similar way although what could have been a catastrophe he personally averted by taking the US Government to court and winning a land case against their own version of the same kind of corruption and incompetence.

Terrorist Report July 3, 2021. I AM BEING POISONED TO DEATH. This is "sensitive" information I am going to write of today: I am being poisoned to death nightly with horrific dead meat substances inserted into cavities of my body while I sleep (via the mechanical arms breaking into my room from the terrorists in the rooms next to mine).

 This has been going on for a month every night: I have been covering up every single part of my body with either clothing which I seal on one end and/or parts of my body exposed I cover with packaging tape and objects wound around my hair to stop the absolute fungus and stinking chemical mess they have sprayed on it nightly--or when the terrorists broke into my room and raped and made sure most of my hair was falling out, my gums where they smashed my teeth nearly knocking them out--the gum tissue sliced to the bone--nightly


now they are inserting dead meat and horrific diseases into my vagina every single night. I hate to "entertain" the sadists and freaks out there reading this, I could be "sensitive" but I am going to put it point-blank: this is being done nightly and I know this because every day I put alcohol and anti-fungal and take 4 anti-biotics and by nightime the area has been cleaned out. I wake up and it's stinking with nearly inserted filthy disgusting substances that reek like death and rotten foul meat. This is being absorbed into my internal cavities and organs. Already huge liver spots are popping up all over my arms because the content is so toxic my body is breaking down and this if from years of fungus being sprayed into my living space while I must close all windows and seal them to stop the mechanical arms as much as I can. In addition to breathing in foul toxins all night the food I eat is also poisoned non-stop, my clothing and sheets are sprayed with stinking toxic sprays on a routine basis (daily/nightly). The floor is sprinkled with debris the walls are sprayed with greasy brown substances that won't come off and they must be deluged with poisons and toxins.


This newest attack is potentially killing me in a slow but covert but dangerous way. I wear tie-around pants with an elastic waistband. I tie the string as tightly as possible into five different knots and put the tied area into the interior of my pants but these mechanical arms can get through something like this very easily. This is the one area of my body besides areas of my skin which are doused with destructive chemicals as well--nightly--and I have tried and tried to protect my walls from these intrusions by the terrorists with their mechanical arms but they have made parts of the wall impossible to seal or connect with hooks pounded into the areas. The plaster that was put up is so frail that pounding a small nail creates plaster falling off and these areas are in parts of the wall where the panels are being lifted away from the wall area.

I have tried for 2+ years to protect myself in this studio.

This is very deadly and it's more than disgusting. It's really killing me I see my skin and body breaking down very quickly now from this poison. I need money to move they have forced me into dire poverty. Brad Pitt and his wives who have had me attacked non-stop for over 8 years should be forced to pay me so I can move and live in peace without being poisoned to death--as they may be responsible for this next attack since through the years they have had me hit by cars which nearly killed me--my body has been injected with fungus in my hair, ears, food, vagina and into my toenails and stinking fluids that make my skin appear to curdle have been put on my arms and chest area for years nightly plus the chemicals they put into my hair after sheering it off at the scalp in various places and it has become the texture of straw because of these attacks.

I am trying to protect every inch of my body but I cannot find any way to stop things from being inserted into my vagina and this is a form of absolute murder.


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This morning I woke up and turned on my laptop and on YouTube front page of the "recommended for you" section was a frozen pic of Brad Pitt in his Kalifornia movie with the subtitle, "Skank bitch". The creep has been ordering these nasty minions to rape, disfigure, poison, maim, cut parts of my body off, break my teeth, hit me by cars, kill animals I am taking care of, steal my cat La Moux, and torture me on non-stop 24 hour schedules for at least the last 8 years--with his wives and friends--Depp is another one and I almost was murdered by his former wife in accidents that became absolute murder attempts when they were going through their domestic violence claims--

they have stolen ideas from me after torturing me for over a decade--the people like Danny Moynihan, their English Monarchy contact who was doing this to me prior to the contract being handed out to the half-English wife of Pitt--now I need them to pay me to live in a decent place and I need this immediately as they are murdering me at this point by having their terrorists insert dead meat and infections into my vagina and I really cannot defend myself whatsoever any longer. I have managed barely to stop the rape and the other dismemberments but this is one place I can't put a lock or tape over. 

They have made millions not only off this contract out of me, obtained endless awards and promotions and that is an exclusive window of their endless yearly awards during this time frame of attacking me-not prior to having done so but year-after-year since they latched on and they refuse to stop sucking and destroying everything out of me. As for the myriad of others who are billionaires like Oprah who also participated in a movie that was obtained from a post I wrote (this is the contract out on me, I am not "delusional" and) there are others such as Steven Spielberg who has also stolen an idea from me and in typical fashion the "Jew" does nothing but placate Nazis in this Nazi-dominated conglomerate that all the people terrorizing me fully are members of--despite their superficial appearances--literally all the most famous ones in H-wood are Nazis or part of the global Nazi cartel with Mafia of course as their counterpart organization.

They have so much money I need only something like $1000 per month to try to not get killed

to see that in one day alone huge liver spots have emerged as the toxic death they are inserting into my body is killing me NOW and I NEED SUPPORT AND FOR THIS TO BE STOPPED NOW.

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The fault could also lay with David Garrett as this began when he began teleporting me night-after-night one month+ ago. I have no idea, they are all operating as one unit against me so if one of them has ordered this, they are all responsible for this murderous attack.


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Otherwise, this group (Pitt, his wives, other celebrities that list too long to be mentioned I could go on and on listing names but it's been pitt for many, many years either personally or with others attacking me--he's always with his divorced wife and they are absolutely operating as a pair despite media claims of their bitter divorce disputes they operate to torture me together like a married pair) every night psychological, sexual, physical, emotional violence and abuse in these teleported sleeping states. While my consciousness is teleported away to their abuse, my body is sliced, cut into, raped, disfigured, etc and I feel nothing upon waking. Whenever part of my body has been cut into I believe something has been shot into my body to dull or eliminate the pain of endless insertions into my and under fingernails--tissue cut to the bone in my fingers and toes nightly for YEARS. I now have a new series of blemishes, liver spots are now huge just from one day of detox because my system has been so attacked for so many years my immune system is shot my levels of energy are drained daily by this endless series of hate abuses that they inflict. this is years of arguing and screaming and hitting men after they teleport and rape me who then ask me what their buddies who have done the same have asked me for years: "Why don't you like this/ Why don't you love me? " and they never stop asking these questions day after day when they teleport me. I have to then relive the abuse and "trauma" they have created while they get promoted and also energized sexually and psychologically as this makes them feel powerful and hormonally excited, the torture aids in a sense of power as well. They have passed me around from one hater to the next. They have hit, slapped, punched, urinated on, spat on, raped and raped and raped

the current abuser David Garrett is using some extremely powerful technology and mind control techniques along with extreme abuse and hate--threats galore--power trips and violence upon me. Every rape act is met before and after with slaps, insults and the sex itself is of a nasty pornographic nature while my vagina is being inserted with stinking rotting meat substances that feel like they have been chemically treated--whatever is being inserted into my body is not wholly organic whether dead or not--it is a greasy substance that is insoluble and won't wash away--they put this also on objects--a kind of brownish, stinking greasy substance with brown goo in it that literally stains whatever object they put it on (it's sprayed all over the walls, into the refrigerator, on all panels and spattered everywhere there is a flat surface. It doesn't come off completely no matter what I use to clean it (vinegar, bleach, etc).

Garrett is also demanding that I go live in his town of Aachen, Germany and have a baby with him. I know that this contract out on me is a huge prize for whomever can force this out of me. All of these people are programmed to hate me, and no matter what I do even if I submitted they would still be murdering me in one way or another or would have plans to eventually do this if they could. There is nothing I can do about it and no amount of loving submission stops this violence upon me. I have experienced this all my life and I do know that this is the case 100% of the time in all these instances of forced MK ULTRA rape and abuse.

This has been forced upon me all my life, can't anyone in the United States every advocate for me to stop this as I have no protection and no advocacy anywhere on the planet that I can find and I have tried endlessly.

Now I remain paralyzed from the poison that is a hard shell embedded into my spine and hips, extending into my feet and going up into my skull at the apex of the crown of my skull. I have been stuck as a torture perpetual victim for over a decade just due to the poison being inserted with a hardening agent and I have done nothing to ever "deserve" this kind of slow torture to death.

I have fought to defend myself after finally understanding what I am up against, which is people drugging and using technology to force a "love" reaction out of me while they return it with hate, derision--they all have girlfriends and wives who participate and join in glad as possible to see this happening to me.

*This post above was as usual hacked, partially rewritten, parts deleted, grammar deleted, etc etc.


Thursday, July 1, 2021

Censorship and fascism in the current era of American Freedom clouded by bipartisan convolution. That is to say: all I am writing about in this post is due to an American State-sponsored version of an emerging fascist, Totalitarian technocracy.

 BERLIN ALEXANDERPLATZ. Film critique expressed by a white male who I listen to in the angst of knowing that if I write any such critique or think of such things I will experience a rain of attack and violence on many, various covertly ordered attack by my American Totalitarian-organized Big Daddy organization. Alexanderplatz is a movie multi-dimensional drama of Rainer Werner Fassbinder's tale of the lowest common denominator rising. It is now at the level that the United States has likewise risen to and is nearly full-fledged and full-blown. Let it be known that femicide is also a key factor in the film and can be on a similar plateau of fascist mentality.


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Censorship and fascism in the current era of American Freedom clouded by bipartisan convolution. That is to say: all I am writing about in this post is due to an American State-sponsored version of an emerging fascist, Totalitarian technocracy.

As I am being literally tortured through all these invisible covert technologies and terrorist stalking groups--if I write any kind of critical review that in any way examines or paints any revelation about negative aspects of the prevailing culture I am tortured and attacked and maimed and brutalized. How apt then to put a white male's perspective who has been allowed to write any kind of negative review of the German culture alongside this movie review as my corollary cathartic which I cannot begin to either write due to hacking interference or due to brain attacks pulsed out or meted out to my brain's critical thinking capabilities. As I type the keyboard is becoming non-functional as I must stop writing and rewrite and backspace and my brain is always blocked ot the extent that I can only remember what I had wanted to write when I get away from the laptop or turn the system off. This critical revie of Fassbinder's Alexanderplatz is of a tone and level I could potentially write if all these attacks, threats and blocks were removed. This movie is an apt source to pit against my current situation and should be included in any analysis of what forces are being pitted against me.

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BERLINALEXANDERPLATZ--Misanthropic Humanism.



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JOY DIVISION. She's Lost Control.



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A SPECIAL DAY--UNA GIORNATA PARTICOLARE. Sophia Loren & Marcello Mastroianni (plus Adolf Hitler plays a cameo role). 1977.





The traditional housewife--dying slowly as her husband is out frolicking around she's burdened with children and cleaning. Under fascism she must breed and bleed for country and big Daddy hovering over her to beat her down if she so much as says or thinks the wrong thing. Happy to be cleaning and breeding and obeying and under the protection of Big Daddy in His House. Dying, dying and looking for Mr. Goodbar. After years of teleportation and MK ULTRA rape, which is tantamount to being gang raped repeatedly for years in this technocratic "experiment" of the most base elements of human existence put into highest promotional level: Just for one day I would like my dream man to sweep me off the next phase which they plan on forcing upon me in the fascist "new world" Old World order: glorified, underpaid, abused and mortified mommyhood and obeying, cleaning, loving and being silent as the man goes off screwing around!  

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A SPECIAL DAY--The Quiet Victims of Fascism (Film review).




Here is yet another review that a white male is presenting regarding the white male domain of dominance and domination (which I would be tortured and maimed and threatened for writing or speaking or uttering or thinking due to this wonderful new world of new world technology bringing back the old world.)


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oH, oh 

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AS FOR THE women involved, the fascist women of all races and smiling, suave and conniving varieties of all the flavors that men have mashed-up into their pockets for poker night picks and Bingo bonanzas --passing one to the next in drawings for highest bidder at lowest cost possible except for the candy arm which obtains the highest front row seat of all the rape and torture of the demoralized victimized targeted woman (i.e. MOI) and the children of these fascists learn and watch and perform and are involved


Oh, the story of OH

how I could go into the woe

the way they repeat what they sow

but that is another story

BUT THIS IS WHY WHITE MEN CAN ONLY BE THE ONES TO TRULY CRITICIZE THE WHITE MALE STRUCTURE

because for a woman like me, truly in the pit the mosh pit of this freak circus

would be to also examine his woman and her offspring

instead of always vilifying the male, as so often is the case

the focus I would make instead would be on the compliance of the woman

in the rape circus that her man delights in

technology now fulfilled long suppressed dreams

 of domination and conquerance.

Thus the white male is the only true source of critique

except for a few discarded feminists who sometimes

also play the abuser and rapist enabler

to keep the silence of the role of other women in the plots

and devices 

that men create--now a universal technological femicide culture

has sprung up, is silenced, the women who yearn to be free of their cultural role as fascist doormat

are thrilled

to see this oh spectacle they and their rapist violent men

have forced upon me

and STEALING IDEAS from me so they can appear as if they actually 

care

ABOUT any issue that they can't wipe away with a tissue

after the intercourse of discourse is not being recorded for cinematic posterity

Thus the men write about the other men in the club

the women remain as kind victims and sometimes caring and concerned onlookers who never participate

according to the male reviews

unless the subject is exclusively focused-upon in the male-created movie and cinematic and cultural expositions 

that dominate .


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Last anthem for the night on the subject of women breaking free from the Old World prisons--some people have claimed no affiliation to Patti Smith after they once hung her photo on their punk strip-tease calendars on their hipster art-patched parched walls of photos of celebrities and other cool items such as dollar bills that could also be used to entertain at those 80's parties once they abandoned former chic hippie pre-punk Smith and turned instead to Blondie.


PATTI SMITH--ROCK N' ROLL NIGGER



  NATURAL BORN American Rebel (killer)" I'm in love with the valley of pleasure, I'm in love with the infinite sea."


NATURAL BORN KILLERS NATURAL BORN AMERICAN REBEL 


OUTSIDE IN SOCIETY THEY'RE WAITING FOR ME

(gang stalking zombie robots who obey and do what they are told, and look what they wear look how much they don't care

about anything not even about their own lair

(global warming criminals

love virgin rape orgy criminals

ritualistic sacrificial criminals)



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I was born on Friday the 13th, at 3 minutes before the end of the witching hour. I have a pentagram figure in my palm where the life and other lines cross. I am a mind control witch hunt target and a hated female figure of no reconciliation of both sexes and a much-desired contractual obsession-possession-compulsion item and therefore..."I was born to be Bad." 

Put in a technological prison. After being poisoned nearly to death, fighting and dodging terrorist cars hitting me in the streets, beaten, raped and everything but burned at the stake. 


JULIET LEWIS SINGS "I WAS BORN TO BE BAD"--NATURAL BORN KILLERS.