Saturday, July 3, 2021

The residual dregs of fights/arguments and conversations while in the teleported state with Xponential teleporter (white male). I will not go into the sexism and racism of pornographic imagination today but it was also a point of argument "discussion" which was just me screaming and hitting him in rage from years of being put into a sex slave/porno image that has been superimposed upon me, while these "men" and their women are being paid to be prostitutes who pile filth and garbage upon me and my property as "proof" of their social-engineering "supremacy". I have to scream at one of them after the next that it is they who are the filthy whores and not me. They just continue to be paid to try to force this socialized stigma upon me as the US Government continues to fully embrace, finance and support this global but fascist Nazi/Imperialist structure even when the US is being infiltrated and colonized into Nazism, fascism, Totalitarianism and other forms destroying "Democracy" and Freedom. I also won't go into the fact that today is Independence Day for the United States and I'm writing about this because people seem to just let it go on and on. They are all going to be "celebrating" Independence while they are fully fostering in this contract out upon me and in every other way the imprisonment of the country and the subjugation to fascist, Nazi and other Mafia and Europ-a Imperialistic overtake. There is another factor I have related to my mind programming tormentors, which is that the years of torture, violence, every kind of terror act towards me has not "programmed" me to accept this system but has instead radicalized me, not to the point of being an anarchist willing to create carnage on a huge and deadly level but nevertheless, all the people who were shouting about injustice have now taken precedence in my information and media consumption over the mainstream blotting out of injustice that permeates media and cultural awareness (up until this last few years of the cancel culture and woke culture, which does not mean that I "embrace" it fully but a heightened awareness has arisen out of these cultural phenomenon).

POSTS PUBLISHED ON MY FACEBOOK PAGE TODAY WHICH HAVE SOME BEARING TO MIND CONTROL PROGRAMMING AND SOCIALIZATION. 


1. Gender and Race and Art.


SAINT SAENS--THE SWAN--violin version with piano accompaniment. 




How I choose the violin as my instrument: at a University of Illinois Youth musical competition held at one of the Halls of the deep underground buildings of that institution, my mother held me by my 7-year old hand and drifted me past doorways where other children, up to age 15 or so, were performing recitals and being judged and awarded. I passed by flutes, cellos, pianos and children playing but as I got past a door with a packed little room, a "Black" African-American female, around 12 years old, was playing The Swan and I stopped and stood nearly mesmerized.

First, it was the very best performance of that piece I have ever heard. I was hypnotized immediately by the sweetness and the capabilities of the violin in that one performance and I never knew who that woman/girl was and don't know where she has gone.

I began playing violin the next year when my mother took me to get my instructor, James Star, who played 1st Violin and was the First Chair of the University of Illinois Symphony. His compassion and lack of racism brought me to a point where I was then transferred to a European-based immigrant who taught me the hate and hostility of racist-based European traditions as the Germans who were part of the symphony I later played with at age 13 worked to use mind control to eliminate me as competition with the usual "I'm better than you" hissing with violence at me that Germans so love to use as their tactic of intimidation.

I can't express how badly I was drugged (and still am). I then quit playing violin because also some of the adult male orchestral leaders were giving me sort of sexualized nudges to one another and despite the fact that I was a virgin I understood that there was something seriously amiss.

Since that time I have not focused on any performer in that genre but instead I focus on the composer and the conductor and the orchestra and always have listened to studio recordings, absolutely avoiding the various performers except for a very few, who later I realized I did not actually like. Until David Garrett, that has been the case. He is an exceptional performer and I am grateful to him for "turning me on" to that world again but those politics remain which drove me from that world.

As for finding any video on YouTube that is not either an "Asian" performer or a white male or female--I cannot find any Black performers playing this but I owe my entire gratitude to that "black" female and how I would like to see many other races being put into lead position.

for some reason I never was turned on to the various famous Jewish violinists--I don't know why. Perhaps an emotional or psychological block.

This has been my very personal and opinionated post for the day.

I have therefore chosen the piece The Swan which only shows the musical score and not any performer as this is as gender and racial neutral as I can get when listening to and enjoying classical music. I cannot listen to any music and not find some kind of element of programming or racism or think of these issues and try to ascertain if the piece is racist or just a great piece of music with only artistic merit and intention. Not all music is racist not all musicians of course I am just referring to this most classical mode of expression which is rooted in the cultural theft of identity like so many other concepts and places of consumer and cultural misappropriation.

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Sorry if this opinion makes people angry or offended. (lol).

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...Then I took up drumming in Junior High school and discovered that the cock rock n roll scene is even MORE RACIST AND SEXIST. not lol because that is a predominant cultural institution and milieu that reinforces racism and sexism in world culture, or it has been infiltrated and taken over as such by fascists and racists who steal and rob all alternative scenes so any real alternative movement is quickly absorbed into fascist, sexist and racist conglomerate opportunism--that is the state of culture and art--or lack thereof.

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Kyrie Eleison/God Have Mercy God Have Compassion.


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2. "Good" Jewish "slaves" of the 4th Reich/my family members and much (not all but very many) of the entire diaspora that I have had contact with in all these years of being targeted.

This subject has been broached only in very vague and slight reference in the below little set of paragraphs I wrote earlier. There only the most nascent of references to this acceptance of operating under the orders of the larger criminal organization that controls so much of the planet, which appears to be an absolute Nazi system with other versions of autocratic/Totalitarian and other 'isms" thrown in--call it what you will the meaning is essentially the same, for my purpose since they want to traumatize me then endless references to Nazis are used as psychological weapons but I think for any target any other branch of this organization will be used to terrorize based upon the endless variations of violence imposed on various groups by other groups--too many to mention. The psychology of victimization is a broad mini-universe of association.
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"Central Florida had deadly condo building collapse in 1981 that killed 11 people." Orlando Sentinal. June 24, 2021.









This building collapse in Cocoa Beach, Florida in 1981 is either THE building my father was partially in control over as a kind of financial officer/lawyer for the firm out of Milwaukee who also participated in this new boom in construction in Florida--or it was some other project that collapsed while under construction but there are no others listed on the search engine I scoured to find information on.

I was either a Senior or Junior in high school and not very close to my father in terms of having contact as he was often in Florida and I was also occupied elsewhere as well. I would meet with him and he explained to me that this building in Florida he was the lawyer representing the financial company which financed this construction had ordered him to appear in court to justify the case for his firm. He explained to me personally as I sat mute because I knew nothing about such matters, that the real problem was that the concrete company had used different strength of concrete instead of paying for the more expensive concrete they chose a cheaper brand and at lower cost and different strength than that which had been laid out in the construction planning. My father had to sue the people responsible for this problem or they reached an out-of-court settlement. He never told me exactly what happened in this situation he only explained to me personally what had really happened. It was absolutely not the fault of my father or his company but of the CHEAP and COST-CUTTING grift of the construction and other personnel responsible for paying for the construction materials. Again, as I have almost no knowledge of this kind of construction and the terms associated with all the enterprise of these forms of building, I can't detail this in a precise way. The FACT that the concrete had been wrongly swapped for cheaper materials has NEVER come out to the light of public scrutiny probably to hide the cascade of lawsuits that would have overwhelmed the companies actually responsible, plus Manslaughter or even murder charges as well. it was all covered-up in other words, which is probably why my father never told me the outcome and when I asked he shrugged my question off and changed the subject.

The people who would know more about this subject are my two brothers and they probably would not divulge this information because they are good followers of this hate organization/terrorist conglomeration which has awarded them for their services of participation in every crime possible they could commit for their promotion.

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I could add a lot more to this post about my father and his targeting by this Nazi/fascist organization where, like Weisselberg, he had to bear the brunt of responsibility and deal with the foibles of others, which I think could be related to racism and targeting but I won't. Just a little hint, my father then quit this firm and began working for the U S government and was targeted in a very similar way although what could have been a catastrophe he personally averted by taking the US Government to court and winning a land case against their own version of the same kind of corruption and incompetence.

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Social Security Fraud/crime against me: it's not exactly a "one-way street" but it's more akin to a bicycle lane without barriers next to a 6-lane one-way expressway and Tesla Trucks veering into the bicycle lane I am solitarily peddling as fast with flat tires on to save my life.//(Muck had trucks nearly hit and smash me to death just as he was handed this tech with Amber Heard once she and Depp finished their 2+years of teleportation rape and torture of me, the spawn included--afterwards, after stealing my ideas I wrote endlessly about Domestic violence which Heard stole but fumbled, of course, like them all, turning "woke into a joke" she returned to assault me 2 years later after a month of near-hits by cars---and more cars hitting me under the last Trump administration obviously under muck et al//now they have used Social Security to destroy me (literal threat to my life and survivability with serious life-threatening threats looming due to this well-planned and executed attack using my SSI Disability, my one and only anchor on this planet they have taken away but it was criminal in how they conducted the situation which CAN BE REVERSED IF ONLY PEOPLE WOULD DEFEND ME AND GIVE SOME RELIEF TO THIS AND ALL THESE SITUATIONS TO STOP MORE OF THE TERRORISTS FROM COMING TO POWER--but to continue--Listening to "live" Senator Cory Booker on the tube---he's mentioning how SSI recipients (I am one) give permission for that agency, in Field Office interviews, to access the bank account where payments are direct deposited. I only gave permission for the agent to gain access that one account, after he asked me if I gave permission to access the direct deposit account. A few days later screaming on the phone he yelled that he saw my other account and boy, I had gone over yelling as I was "frozen" by mind control and also his behavior, for any sort of response that defended myself against his railing yelling abuse, warranted more abuse and threats which he could have done. I did not give him permission to access any other accounts. This is why he sent me a letter 2 weeks later stating my benefits are reinstated and my "overpayment" was due to a 2002 situation I had resolved in another interview 20 years ago. Adding $400 to the overpayment from 2002 and then stating my benefits are reinstated (deducting $10 per month from the already $10 deduction) I had to check on the SSA website to see if my benefits had been reinstated. They had not. I waited for another letter as Mr. Melle told me that he would send a letter, screaming with violence and then sneering with absolute hate and contempt to "have a nice day" like a schoolyard kid screaming and making fun of that ubiquitous use of pleasantry that Americans use (Mr. Melle is "Latino"). He sent nothing else, and still there is no other information about how to reinstate the benefits. But firstly, Cory Booker stated in the speech on the Senate Floor regarding the Muck Dog cutting of Social Security that people in interviews only give permission to access the direct deposit account. With all the lies, did they have any legal right or entitlement to access ALL my records with the bank when I had only given access to one single account? Furthermore, besides that discrepancy, there is nothing in writing about this. He told me to come in person (he "suggested" using a sneering contemptuously expressed example of coming to the Field Office direct in person to pay with Cashier's Check or Money order ALL MONEY IN MY BANK ACCOUNT to him personally, made-out to the Social Security Administration. Yelling that he would send me a letter detailing what to do before my benefits would be reinstated. //2 more weeks went by and now a month later no letter only benefits cut off. I phoned 2 weeks ago, was told that Mr. Melle is "in the wrong department he was not supposed to give the interview you have to have another interview". Mr. Melle sent me the paperwork on the interview, the phone call I was supposed to receive never came. I phoned the office on the day of interview (Feb. 27) and reached for the 2nd time of phoning that field office the same person (the answering is in rotation for whomever is available in a random answering ciruclation) and Mr. Melle told me he could "do the interview" and thusly, it turned into what is some kind of extortion but---no way to resolve this only to have another interfview where they could really screw more up. My situation is not a "normal" situation I am a gang stalking target of multiple murder attempts torture rape using these technologies--no one will help me so no one can help me provide evidence thusly no one cares to help me provide evidence because "everyone" is benefitting from this 4th Reich system being promoted gets a huge free deal gets to get their sleazy hormonal release from torturing and beating abusing stealing ideas life force energy they are just sucking in all they can get out of me, this contract no one will intervene. I am stuck with no way to have any incoming money as a result. The internet is continuously hacked and blocked earning is impossible. My family is involved. The U.S. Government is involved. Most governments around the world are involved where I am now is absolutely involved. So, I told the Field Office after they tried to force another interview on me, the woman on the phone was so rushed she was stumbling over her breathless words trying to force another phone appointment on me. I told her for the 3rd time that the interview had been conducted but I need a letter stating what I have to do to have benefits reinstated. She told me Mr. Melle is on "2-week" vacation will send a message to him to complete the interview. //They have forced me to have to flee my life in one place in order to survive life on this planet and everywhere i go the same poison is poured injected and pumped into my body from one vehicle of transmission or another. The same death system of attack is the same, performed with MURDEROUS violence by groups of "normal" citizens every single place on the planet. I am stuck with no way to have any money coming in. If I leave this place I have learned to barely barricade myself into so they can't put my hips and spine out of alignment any longer after raping me, putting semen and fungus into my body, hair and fungus and mold into my food my furniture my clothing destroying clothing shoes backpacks on a routine basis making my jackets I drive in stinking so the smell never comes off (using laboratory-created staining/absorption substances laced with putrid other expulsion substances--muck and filth) and ec. I need to retain an income I deserve the sub-poverty disability and much more from the group from Whorewood just from years of them stealing my ideas and trying to paralyze and kill me and then destroying my life my chances to earn money so they can just latch on forever, literally forever onto abusing me as a life sentence of slow abuse, rape sex slavery to death-- a situation that scores of Congressional leaders have rushed to join in, screaming with murderous violence because I am fighting for my life and not just willingly allowing these murder operations to o on for their mutual profit--all of them together everyone gets some free deal out of it plus dumping their hate on someone else and feeding off it and then hormonal highs of he addiction to violence and torture they all have.//With the Muck Dog-Redrum group feeding off Social Security, now all the lies are just part of a huge outcry of desperation from the "losers" who are not life-screwing operators feeding off lies and violence in order to obtain the positions in the "leadership" which is now openly criminal but so many are screaming and as usual no one ever stops them or helps me. I am thusly in a life-threatening situation. A team of people who have poisoned and followed me around the planet, literally, to continue to make as many people abuse, attack and poison rape abuse with extreme violence in every living situation with the exact same protocols followed around the planet--they are there waiting for me to have absolutely no self-defense as the SSI was all I could do. SIX YEARS of graduate studies and they just poisoned me with creeps pumping the poison into my body through both teleportation and poisoning drugging of my body and food while the terrorists broke into my home every day and night while I was drugged sleeping and fighting their MURDER DEATH from poisoning and torture--doing whatever they wanted, making my body broken down as he are still doing--and I will have no way to protect myself from murder any longer if I have to move and have zero way to have money coming in. Members of my family whose children have not abused and tortured me all my life but are waiting to profit off it rushed to join in, with the Whorewood group recently as they have all coordinated to cut my money off so my family can join in as they always do, now openly that Muck and T-rump have made fascist Nazism open and not disguised as it has been for so many decades under the "Democrat liberals" but at least I could rely on my monthly benefits which I do deserve and much more from this endless death threat and theft and attacks--considered a CRIME I HAVE COMMITTED TO DEFEND MYSELF by top politicians in Congress treated like a fun game by Whorewood scumbag inc and treated like a mental disorder by police considered an extortion bonanza by the Little River Social Security Field Office and considered a "fun game" by dirty Muck who had cars hitting me when he and Trump first obtained the teleportation equipment and this contract out on me, putting them in the powerful positions but they are still under the control and imperatives of a collective of fascist Nazism around the globe (America is not first on their agenda, trust me)..

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