Tuesday, July 6, 2021

More problems explicated more thoughts expurgated. My large left toe, which has been broken 2x in the last few years by this group attacking me, and has been pulled out of the socket--is now worse after a detox my bones are adjusting and it's now very hard to walk on it.

 Not one, not a single one of these millionaires who has stolen concepts from me, raped me and sucked my life force out and then damaged my body has paid me for anything or helped me to heal and in fact they all torture me so my immune system and nervous system are in a continuous hate and negative mode so the healing is exacerbated and my body is breaking down and I greatly need health care. I cannot afford it as they all block my finances and all attempts to earn money have been blacklisted all my life unless people can sexually abuse me while I am working--i.e. managers. I can't get health care without the fear of more damage being created by doctors as this has been the constant situation for many decades with almost in exceptions. These millionaire/billionaires refuse not only to pay me for the ideas, sex or whatever they steal and order to be broken but they order more damage to be inflicted while I sit here writing begging for my life as the slow murder never ends.

Each one of these rapists and abusers teleporting me has been handed, as their contractual award for performing these anti-Semitic and hate stunts upon me with the concentric circles of terrorists spanning the globe and acting as proxy rapists and domestic violence abusers for them--all appear continuously after attacking me in show after performance after celebrity status after promotion after exemption from criminal liability to being able to torture, rape and mutilate me if I say no to more rape, more theft of my concepts which I can never get out as my ideas--the hacking and brain-altering mind control tech make producing anything impossible (writing this is fraught with interruptions and hacking obstructions and brain-operating hindrances). Just writing a few sentences and paragraphs is nearly impossible to get out without endlessly having to rewrite what hackers block and delete and retype.


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I need health care and these people who are so wealthy will do absolutely not an iota of compensation for YEARS of stealing ideas, rape and sucking out my life force (in isolation and pain, sometimes I make "love" while in this sleeping state just because I am a human being not because I am a prostitute or sex slave--and the sex is always of this fellatio insult and I am stuck in this situation while they are free to actually either pay for these services for very cheap prices in most of the deprived world--which they help to create and they fully keep the system of master-slave going on in this technocratic torture system they all fully are thrilled with engaging in.

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I have to ask again for some kind of leniency because I just wanted to be beautiful, successful and compete and win and did so and was. Poisoned into a huge, crooked bloated state put in accidents my body scarred up on every single inch of my body due to these nighttime attacks. Raped and abused my entire sexual life without one single real love relationship my entire life. All of these people raping me have been married or are in love with someone else or really only can admire Nazi women and I just want someone to stop this for once and for all. To just be left alone to live in my own house that they must all be forced to pay me compensation for all these years of this violence that is never stopped. 


They are trying to force some contract out on me whereby I provide men who have abused and insulted me and maimed broken my body had me gang raped hit by cars poisoned destroyed on every single level--with a "baby" so they and their lover Nazi women or boyfriends can obtain some HUGE DEAL out of this torture and hate Anti-Semitic crime so many including many of the most famous Jews in media are likewise participating in. I just ask for my own home in my name, my cat returned and this hate crime stopped and me provided with financial compensation so I can live in peace for decades around people who protect me and care, in a place I love, without these people or this system being allowed to bother or attack me in any way ever again.


By now that is my only dream is to be left alone, celibate, with my cat La Moux returned alive, healthy and happy my other cats as well in my own beautiful home in a place where no one attacks me and I am provided for due to all these tortures and this situation stopped and this terror operation actually not allowed to continue to ruin and rape and mob and torture people again. 

I see how the Republicans are turning the next election cycle into an absolute fiasco and the situation is already dire under and has been the Democrats who have also and likewise allowed and participated in this system flourishing.

People have to start and begin to actually care about the real ramifications of allowing such a system like this to go on and on indefinitely without exposing it or stopping it, as you all are doing.


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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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