Friday, July 16, 2021

Update on drugging/poisoning operations as part of the huge multi-pronged system--the endless ordeal of terrorist "gang stalking" obstruction of my Fed Ex/my US mailing service which is ripping me off and lying and refusing to answer questions and overcharging me and not alerting me of mail I receive but charging me the highest prices for service.

*I just tried reading this entire post after publishing it and discovered how badly hacker terrorists had deleted commas particularly in one paragraph below where there are zero commas or periods and the entire thing has been rewritten so it's almost incomprehensible. Words have been partially deleted and misspelled and etc. the usual in other words. I must write this as a kind of caveat as I am not going to spend more time writing this. It comes out as a barrage of non-sensical string-on sentences near the lower portion of this post. I can't change it now just let it be known that this is not my writing or my fault or laziness or lack of competence. 


I wrote of this yesterday: my mailing service in Orlando gave me the highest price for the slowest service yesterday. I just phoned Fed Ex and I may have been transferred to a terrorists "stalking" agent who also continued the lies I was forced to accept for  cost and delivry options. I asked this service--my fault for trusting them in any capacity but I have been too stressed out from rape and torture and abuse from the German and the years of terror and torture going on 24/7 in combination with being partially paralyzed from poisoning, with constant mind control bombardment of my brain which enervates and drains me and makes me incapable of moving --my nervous system is shot my body is always fatigued--I see the change in my body energy once I get out of this tiny cramped torture chamber studio where I am under continuous bombardment of electronic energies and attacks rending me nearly in a non-moving physical state and always with subliminal abuse that I can often "hear" as hissing curse words and insults being pumped and "instructions" and etc--it's a very faint hissing noise but it's not "imaginary".

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They charged me for Economy class shipping which is taking 7 business days to arrive *sent out today, Friday the 16th, delivered next Friday by 6 pm on the 23rd in Phuket. The price I was charged for 0.15 pounds (two plastic cards and a few pieces of paper) was $140 for a 7-day international shipment. The Priority class would have been delivered on Tuesday the 20th at a cost of $87 (with tax). The Fed Ex customer service agent I phoned told me that the price is higher for economy because the package remains for a longer time at delivery stations and thus Fed Ex has to charge me more for the handling of the package at these slower destinations. As if the package sitting in a sorting area has to be charged for taking up space, in other words. that was the rationale that I was told, and it was complete lies from the mail service to the Fed Ex service agent I spoke with telling me that because it was a slower delivery that Fed Ex is charging me more for the packing being handled at the various sorting locations. A quite asinine explanation. Maybe she was not lying but it's completely asinine anyway, if this is correct but I seriously doubt it as that goes against all logic and any professional service of such an international nature to charge more for the lower delivery price but charging more because the package has to be charged for being handed at a slower pace. It is ridiculous. I am again stymied and stuck. I cannot change the status of the package once it has gone out. The Orlando mail service lied to me repeatedly throughout this process.

I really do not take blame for not having phoned Fed Ex prior to ordering the shipment because I am not able to function in any business capacity under drugging and rape and torture conditions, with sickness of poisons that have fermented into my body pouring out after I do detoxes and the abuse that never ends. My brain is always under an attack mode and the longer I sit in this studio the more pressure the continuous attacks make on my cognitive abilities--the longer I sit in this place the worse my brain functioning becomes the less I can manage.

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The mail service lied to me by telling me they never received two emails with instructions on where to deliver the package. I am 12 hours ahead of their business hours, which means that when they claim they never got the emails, it takes two days to send emails with further instruction. Because they are so nasty in tone in emails I can't phone them and deal with the passive-aggressive nature of their concealed attacks. I don't want to be transferred to a lying hate agent, and in Orlando the attackers are vicious and very violently nasty. I have been in Orlando and I can assure anyone that this is a very hostile racist environment--much worse than Miami. Less hostile than Gainesville but not by much.

I thus have to try to deal with my landlord and try to get the cards before my bank miles away (the one and only branch which I can use to obtain banking services in the entire island--the stalking terror group has ensured that ALL BANKS refuse me services they routinely provide to everyone else--there are always white Europ-a's sitting in their smug positions as the Thais smile black-eyed smiles of hate and thrilling excitement to be participating in attacking someone else--so empowered these terrorists are to be able to get away with screwing someone over and then to be promoted for it!

If the package can arrive, as it did the last time, by morning I can get the money and then drive more miles to deposit it into my landlord's bank account, thus making me two weeks overdue in rent.

All my ability to function is basically gone from the torture, stress, poisoning and above all the drugging that remains as a force of absolute physical, mental and emotional submersion into a non-functioning state. 

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On this theme--this morning after having left this studio yesterday to buy food--returned to see layers of caked-on brown filth plastered into the water bin that I keep the water bottles in. The entire bottom was so caked in brown filthy greasy stuff that it took me 7 paper towels, 5 times scrubbing off each successive layer--scratching out parts that had nearly plastered onto the plastic--the white tissues were all coated with brown grease. I can only assume that the large gallon water bottles are doused with drugs and poisons that are clear and tasteless.

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At the store yesterday, there were no items marked down on sale. The German man has begun a tactic of stopping the items that are marked down on sale, as the more "compassionate" American abusers out of H-wood had done all these years. Instead prices are marked extremely high. The products I had bought are now taken off the shelves and the only items marked down were pieces of meat that were a bit warm to the touch. The packages didn't smell bad, but that was because the terrorists at the "World Class" store at Central Festival shopping mall inserted fungus into the meat just prior to making sure they were the only packages on sale with huge pieces of meat at prices I can afford--taking them home the fungus had begun to spread, the meat was already very warm because they had put the meat out to grow fungus or to enhance the fungus they sprayed into the meat just before they wrapped the meat in cellophane and then put them out for me to buy on sale--the only items. I had to throw all the meat away. I have no money to throw away like this. I need meat to heal my tissue from the poisons that are constantly being "ripped" out of my body and intestines as I fight to heal from this deadly poisoning ordeal that is now over 10 years of fighting to get this poison out while being abused and tortured, poisoned drugged raped in both teleportation and in my own paid-for home (not that that matters what I pay for or not) and then maimed on a continuous basis as the abuse is so awful so these men and their wives and children and friends can all get as many free deals as possible by demonstrating how violently abusive they are towards me.

All while I am fighting without enough money to eat or get health care to get poison out of my body that was supposed to have killed me probably 20 years ago.

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As I drove back to this huge emptied out condominium complex, the white pair of Europ-a terrorists who probably had gone into my room while I was out buying fungus-coated meat on sale-while all real options had been taken off the shelves--this only began this month since the onset of the terror regime of the Nazi German man who still won't leave me alone he must grab and glob on and latch on to get as many deals as possible for as long as possible. It takes me years to get some of them off me they never stop grabbing on to abusing and raping me, even when they can't get any sexual reaction and I begin to yell that I want them dead, they won't ever stop they continue to get free deals they are also addicted to violence and abuse and they are truly all hateful personalities.

But, the pair of fascist Nazi white Europ-a's were blocking the entrance of the steep entrance into the condo, at the bottom of a very steep hill. The terrorists had put metal gratings over the drainage area just at the bottom of the hill where the entrance and the road intersect. The terrorists then made sure that the metal grates that you drive over to get over the steep and dangerous huge rut where water trickles in a kind of small stream--that only three are not broken and most of the entrance is impossible to drive into. They then make sure that while I am carrying huge bundles of packages on this small motorbike that as I need to turn the 90-degree angle someone is blocking my path. The pair of them were posturing in Nazi poses--the female riding on the back seat standing up in a posture that I barely noticed but observed from the corner of my eye as I tried to swerve to the one spot I could drive up while they slowed down to try to make me fall over or have to stop and fight this huge laden motorbike. The road is normally very empty it's not a main road by any means but a side road for the hillside community. 

I also was confronted with Europ-a's in the store who waited until I was walking up to a cash register to nearly run with their carts just at the exact moment that would require for me to have gone too far to the empty register at the back end of the rows but just at the precise moment I either had to make a 360-turn with the cart that was huge and overflowing with all the bags I carry so the few items I have that I can't have destroyed while I am out of this room, that I hide under my couch in many layers of tied bags so they can't be sprayed and destroyed--I carry at least 4 bags around with me at all times to try to protect various items that are sprayed with stinking substances or damaged or broken if I leave them in my room and go out. Before I finally managed to block the rapists and the terrorists who came into my room and dyed parts of my hair grey (that has stopped since I have finally been able to block out people coming into my room, as well as my hips being put out of balance and etc--and not being raped as well--just to have figured out how to do that has taken me 2 years of fighting--the thought-reading capabilities is astounding. If you think of one protection they can "hear" it and use ways to make it seem as if your actions are "successful" in blocking the terrorists out when in fact it hasn't worked, the conceal their attacks more slyly.

this is a very long post--I had not intended to write it I need to get other things done. As I wrote yesterday I am too stressed out by now to keep this hate and ugliness within myself I need to vent it one way or another and exercise or going out is impossible.

I now have a room of filth that I have to clean due to the white Nazis who are filthy and greasy and rotten who spray their ugliness out on me and then feel light and happy as they posture in their glorified Nazi postures. I can't express how disgusted I am that the US Government has sponsored this and continues to allow this system to fester and these greasebag creeps to be allowed to continue to pour their ugliness and hate and death accidents and poisoning so I can't function or compete as I just sit here fighting to clean and heal and get things done and the stress has accumulated to the point that I can't get anything done any longer except just a few basic chores of cleaning per day and I just sit here in a daze writing about this WAITING FOR MY COUNTRY TO STOP THIS CRIME by writing all these posts about it.


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One more thing: I wrote an email to my landlord, something I never do. I explained to him that I want no email contact due to hackers rewriting or blocking content. I send him physical letters to his home address. He complains about this and demands internet communication. I sent him the first email I have ever sent and the hackers rewrote many of the words and included stupid filler words that water down the communication. It was full of incomprehensible words and sentences and commas had been deleted. I then wrote him another email explaining that the message had been hacked and the mistakes were not mine. He is a terrorist 100% part of the violence, rape and torture of me in this room and according to the protocols that these filthy creeps (all of them, including the "leaders you all worship and love as your fascist Nazi celebrities and leaders and politicians who partake in this crime against me and this system you all are members of) but, he tells me that I am crazy and etc and that it's not happening. I thus have to go through all kinds of hell just to obtain plastic cards. I am a thoroughly clean person (I would not be living in a greasy brown-sprayed studio where brown grease has been sprayed onto the floors, walls, all furniture and clothing and any closets are all stinking and most of my clothing smells rotten and rancid===clothing I have just cleaned, clothing I have never worn is shrunk and filthy and stinking--etc etc.

I am just stuck living like this. I know my government, president after president for many decades have completely endorsed this project of torture, gang stalking terrorism and mind control. 

I just sit here writing about it, waiting for some shift in paradigm for anyone to actually care. I do know that the people who defended me and then had to recede died in weird and before-their-time ways (weird creepy laboratory created and injected cancers is one of the most oft-used government sponsored forms of covert assassination--I believe).

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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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