Thursday, July 15, 2021

My posts have been very angry and bitter -sounding in recent weeks. The increasing hate and ugliness of my tone is due to being raped constantly and then tortured after my body and sexuality is pried open by this German man who returns it with more violence as he goes off partying and laughing over it all. I can't look him up on the internet any longer to see how many new tours and gigs he's obtained in just the last few weeks. The protective barrier I had formerly for my spirit to remain in some kind of decent state is being breached as he's opening up my emotions only to dig in as much hate and insult and physical assault and emotional and sexual abuse as possible. I can't stop the technology nor him. He's determined to obtain his every contract sucked out of abusing me for I have no idea how long. I am thus writing in a very bitter and nasty tone; it doesn't help with the celebrities who have raped and tortured me for years laughing and thrilled about this violence and rape being inflicted upon me by my "enemy" a German as they surround him with awards and praise and invitations. He's so thrilled to be part of the Whorewood gang he's probably on some 7th heaven by now. I am here embittered and tired and feeling absolutely drained. I reacted in a most disreputable way when I was attacked in public because my nerves are distraught over this rape and endless exploitation and lovelessness and abuse and the sick situation that people are just laughing and thrilled to read and watch as I fight constantl for over a decade to get one rapist abuser after the next off me and they just are taking turns congratulating each other at their billionaire parties as I sit fighting to stop from being over-charged for a shipment of my credit cards because they have poisoned, drugged, raped and abused me nightly and daily for years and I can't cope with financial and any kind of business any longer. All phone calls are blocked all transactions are met with abuse or lies or discrimination. No one still intervenes. I wait for the flooding and hope that I will survive whatever comes and that this organization is destroyed and actual caring people put into power instead. But for now it's dumbass whores who I must deal with and the do-nothing followers who adore them. I feel like I am the only person who has this mentality but I know there must be others I can't even get around anyone to discover who they are, much less try to find some sympathetic group--all targets are left without any support system people always just turn away. In this state then I must say I can't wait for Europe to sink and for America to have that shift of power so people who care are put into positions of power. Generally though when there are crises only the worst fascists obtain power. I hope this will change. Otherwise I am stuck writing these posts and feeling like I sound bitter and nasty. I really don't want to do this. I really want my cat returned and for this group to be forced to pay me for my own house that is decent and not attacked and clean and around people who won't bother me in a place I really love. I don't know why this is so impossible for anyone to simply try to fight for me to obtain as I am blocked in every attempt at self-sufficiency.

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Beware thee the smooth-talking serpent taking it's place in the "sun".//The "Sun" of "God" in Nazi terms is LUCIFER (aka Satan by some) & The Nazi sun symbolism translated into Progressive and Democrat cohesion with the 4th Reich--brown-skinned melonin minorities rushing to prove their every antisemitic cohesion with white nazi bigots they are invited to heap hate and abuse upon me in teleportation---never ending the most insidious racist slurs are made by the "victims of racism" as they are made out to be. Put in highest positions they are the mouthpieces for white nazi bigot society and they attack me in order to get their names written in this blog which turns into a promotional stepping stone for who can perform the most blatant acts and statements of overt stupid racism sexism and death sort of crimes against me; thusly for the furtherance of the nazi regime fascist hate control technofeudalism machine being built and coordinated. The black and brown and minorities of the 4th Reich are currently poised in great leverage position to 'win" big in upcoming elections (rigged without doubt anyway) but the main criteria for which they hack their incessant smooth-talking lying onto my channel which appear while I am blocking out the violent rapist death threatening white nazi europigape trash---Every attacker yearns for me to write about their exploits into overt racism sexism rape and abuse to gain applause and promotions; as they all do, every single one. Whether I write about them or not, but deliberately they work to induce a state of rage and hate so I expel it into this blog to vent the frustration of one sick slime filth creep after the next all poised as "elegant" well-versed leaders. the slime that they convey and the utter stupidity basic thug and racist sexist hate is astounding compared to the "modernity" of their adaptation to mind control programming to the contrary. they would never speak like this to a blonde (natural( white nazi trash creep female (unless ordered to do so but with this group, so many brown and black women to destroy it will never happen until the oppressed groups are wiped out--or maybe not) anyway not to theorize--because this slime hateful creep Mandami out of NYC HACKED his bs interviews while I had "autoplay' on in order to try to drown out the hate yapping abuse death threats of the white nazi trash hate cartel . As each europigapeland scumbag or american yearning to become an aristocrat plantation owner nazi in america and abroad --they convene to assault, insult abuse hit and rape me in front of rows of chairs of former rapist abusers who are taking turns. Mandami hacked and hacked his videos I had ascertained from his acceptance speech weeks ago in which he made his customized cliche speech which included the symbolism of "Illuminati/Freemason" referencese (in short, the references are to Luciferian worship, literally if the break-down of the symbolism is elaborated upon for further reference listen to the series "Mystery Babylon" by William Cooper) and thusly to continue: I knew he was just a brown plant put in like AOC to push for a totalitarian style pretense at eradicating racism and inequality in fiscal terms, etc etc bhlah blah etc etc. //But the fervor surrounding his nomination to Mayor of NYC, in combination with the obvious threat to survival for many Americans slated for eradiation via financial severing of all the safety net structure possible for the upper wealth aspiring to be nazi mafia aristocrat entitled plantation owners (in effect). This push for "Socialism" is just a facet of the overall 4th Reich Nazification of the planet. I am not condemning Socialism nor Communism in the elegant pursuit of justice for people regardless of race and gender which is the warm and fuzzy feel-good sales pitch that has lead to enormous adherence in many populations and countries. I do not denounce any effort that is of an egalitarian and humane nature. However the Nazi/Mafia criminal racist sexist organizations infiltrate any attempt to thwart their overall power in all it's nefarious tentacles and thusly---I had to learn as usual that I must control every single video that is hacked into my youtube channel despite being in such a stressed out literally life-threatening mode to block out non-stop abuse as my nervous system is "tweaked' by the microchip string embedded into the hard poison through surgical implantation along my spine, into my brain and in my throat and etc. using the drugging and tech interface the "boys" dig into my body psyche and brain in all penetration modes possible as I fight literally the abuse and hate they deluge upon me every single day (moment). By now I just view them as bots in a cog machine replication of hate system with greedy sleazy lying slime scum greasing their way into power using this hate-programming "system" in which they also are "variables" of mind programming. The truly awful part is that Mandami, just like the other "minority" in the forefront of the "fight against racism and injustice" Roland Martin used the most obvious racial slurs against me in such stupidity--and as usual again sat the white male rape cheerleader "opposition" to racism and Nazi culture out of Germany who I had just been fighting off me yesterday. In the background was the english violent rapist abuser who I have been fighrting literally to get off me for the past 7 months. Next to them all, whether in person or through video conference capability is the politician responsible for manipulating my survival monetary disability and in pushing for the furtherance of the california nazi mafia power cartel to which he owes allegiance and me being turned into a rape sex slave submissive abused and compliant bot for them to use as the proof that society will trend in that direction once musk continues to build neuralink and all will be a happy plantation don't worry be happy for THEM. Mandami thusly began using stupid racial antisemitic slurs as I verbally fought back, trying before the breaking point (2 hours of abuse prior in which I tried to sing, hum, ignore them, do other things, but my concentration and the drugging in my morning imbibing ritual (i.e. I drink to wake up and have various food stuff which is all drugged or saturated, I contest this is the daily routine they force upon me) and once the drugs are fresh in my nervous system, they can breach my defenses psychological "silent mode" not able to "ignore' them. They all say and utter hiss with hate and such obvious stupid lying accusations that are worse than elementary ignorant little bully children so ridiculous in nature. but this is the tragic component of the programming for which "they" are being rewarded.

  Watch, or indeed listen to the Mandami acceptance speech once he had "won" the nomination to run for Mayor from his "black ...