Thursday, July 15, 2021

My posts have been very angry and bitter -sounding in recent weeks. The increasing hate and ugliness of my tone is due to being raped constantly and then tortured after my body and sexuality is pried open by this German man who returns it with more violence as he goes off partying and laughing over it all. I can't look him up on the internet any longer to see how many new tours and gigs he's obtained in just the last few weeks. The protective barrier I had formerly for my spirit to remain in some kind of decent state is being breached as he's opening up my emotions only to dig in as much hate and insult and physical assault and emotional and sexual abuse as possible. I can't stop the technology nor him. He's determined to obtain his every contract sucked out of abusing me for I have no idea how long. I am thus writing in a very bitter and nasty tone; it doesn't help with the celebrities who have raped and tortured me for years laughing and thrilled about this violence and rape being inflicted upon me by my "enemy" a German as they surround him with awards and praise and invitations. He's so thrilled to be part of the Whorewood gang he's probably on some 7th heaven by now. I am here embittered and tired and feeling absolutely drained. I reacted in a most disreputable way when I was attacked in public because my nerves are distraught over this rape and endless exploitation and lovelessness and abuse and the sick situation that people are just laughing and thrilled to read and watch as I fight constantl for over a decade to get one rapist abuser after the next off me and they just are taking turns congratulating each other at their billionaire parties as I sit fighting to stop from being over-charged for a shipment of my credit cards because they have poisoned, drugged, raped and abused me nightly and daily for years and I can't cope with financial and any kind of business any longer. All phone calls are blocked all transactions are met with abuse or lies or discrimination. No one still intervenes. I wait for the flooding and hope that I will survive whatever comes and that this organization is destroyed and actual caring people put into power instead. But for now it's dumbass whores who I must deal with and the do-nothing followers who adore them. I feel like I am the only person who has this mentality but I know there must be others I can't even get around anyone to discover who they are, much less try to find some sympathetic group--all targets are left without any support system people always just turn away. In this state then I must say I can't wait for Europe to sink and for America to have that shift of power so people who care are put into positions of power. Generally though when there are crises only the worst fascists obtain power. I hope this will change. Otherwise I am stuck writing these posts and feeling like I sound bitter and nasty. I really don't want to do this. I really want my cat returned and for this group to be forced to pay me for my own house that is decent and not attacked and clean and around people who won't bother me in a place I really love. I don't know why this is so impossible for anyone to simply try to fight for me to obtain as I am blocked in every attempt at self-sufficiency.

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Nazi Hooligan D. Beckham---extremely subdued in his directives to have me viciously violently raped and tortured by thugs like tom hardy and arnold s-ne88er---always behind them is the ENGLISH CROWN i.e. Prince Charles and his crew influencing the true control over the United States through Whorewood--shitalina always there through her mommy's connection to the Crown through this acting crew of hateful bigots masquerading as righteous and benevolent concerned citizens only working for the welfare of the blessed poor, disenfranchised and the discriminated against. In reality, the quiet influence gets his athletic sports nazi hools to inflict deadly violence upon me and laugh for the cameras of promotion---watched by the hateful beckham who abused, attacked me I had tried another strategy t o fight them off instantly rather than wait for the inevitable escalation of abuse once the parasites are acclimated to torture the addicts (in this case, perhaps his former adrenaline addiction or meth addiction---I think he is a person who may have artificially pumped up his system in the past got past drugging tests and screenings--regardless, a murderously violent but behind the violent operation scenes telling them what to do. In exchange hardy has obtained a glowing look on his formerly run-down and aged face. I got a swatch of grey hair from 16 hours of abuse and rape per day (abuse, rape a few times every time violent as this thug was awarded. Beckham returns with heather graham, who said she had no idea that her partner danny moynihan, out of London, had tortured or poisoned me. In truth serum and extreme duress mode as I am rendered every day, but these soulless and loveless parasitic users and abusers have no concern they "blame" me with more torture murder it truly is in reality---for reacting instead of allowing them to abuse me to death "with permission" rather than fighting for my life and screaming in rage to racist cliches these rotten scumbags spew on me and glaring with hate when I fight in my defense--as no one else will I thusly must do all myself, every day an dnight, day after day, night after night. I therefore call this sleazy scum bend-over-butt-ham becuase of his influence on rotten gavin old boy scum who after months of being influenced by butt-ham, when hegseth turned me over to groups of engilsh because baryshnikov probably offered him a deal courtesy of the KGB and Russian dark money pipeline for whatever prizes he obtained--or whatever behind it is always rump the dump trump-=--i can't call them anything serious but immature names wish them destruction to every aspect of their lives rather than writing these posts making up silly names. He is a most fanatical racist the equivalent of a slaver beating and killing anyone questioning his 'entitlement" to inflict extreme racism. The sports world of England and Germany and in fact all around the world, this soccar hooligan culture thrives and hides nazi secret clubs from inside these rancid yelling violent racist mobs in the guise of being sports fans. Thusly, beware that filthy sleazy creep who is relying on white boy entitlement and English imperialism--the white americans like gavin old boy and heather graham are determined to have this influence in America for their own racist agenda, partnering with the endlessly disguiesd euro-hateland nazi bigots who wear costumes of "punk" and "businessman" like bend-over b-ham and his cheerleader rape nazi wife and that "pop music' cartel appearance of "respectability". While most of you reading my posts are full-on white mediocrity "supremacists" but have very little to display of superiority--and this lout kicking a ball around and being turned into a celebrity for it bypassing the black and brown players who probably exceed him in that field but regardless, a white boy doing that makes the headlines (you can call it the "Elvis Effect" a white boy excelling supposedly in a mostly black domain) they are so extremely violently racist it's almost inconceivable because of the placid composure this filthy ugly sleazy thing has but he's a seething hateful anti-american bigot. I say this to the white mediocrities calling themselves superiority that this pig ape scum is out to overtake america. The americans just want "minorities" like me so-called to not have a chance to compete against them and win. Thusly they are duped they obtain warm hugs and smiles and invites they don't feel "trapped" in an American "equal opportunity" white "discrimination" trap any longer of the dread fear that if they compete without drugging and discriminatory practice which is rampant in America and throughout the world; because there is not a single city, town or village on this planet that the nazis have not penetrated to create some version of this endless discrimination--they get the minorities to turn against their own, in particular women. Thusly every time that filth creep is in the vicinity of wanna be king emperor gavin striving to be next imperialistic president of the united states, the word "bitch" is issued with slaps and violence when I verbally respond to their abuse and insults dehumanizing nazi insults and derogatory abuse endlessly for hours. Under severe drugging and this is injected into my brain so I can't ignore it it's louder in my brain than music blasting on earphones they attack my nervous system and then drug me and when I react in rage after trying to ignore them for hours every morning as they begin the moment I wake up, literally--Noise terrorism ordered by the nosey terrorists out of whorewood, californication, rump-land plantation society death squad, USA (conttrolled by bend-over-butt-ham and a bunch of Amreican nazi racists feigning working against racism and sexism--the prostituted men and women of whorewood and their euro-hateland partners. All expecting a paradise of plantation mansions in europe forever with their children for this sell-out of AMerica--just by abusing me without end, to prove that europigapes can turn every single per son in Amreica into an antisemite nazi including, and esxpecially Jews.