Thursday, July 15, 2021

My posts have been very angry and bitter -sounding in recent weeks. The increasing hate and ugliness of my tone is due to being raped constantly and then tortured after my body and sexuality is pried open by this German man who returns it with more violence as he goes off partying and laughing over it all. I can't look him up on the internet any longer to see how many new tours and gigs he's obtained in just the last few weeks. The protective barrier I had formerly for my spirit to remain in some kind of decent state is being breached as he's opening up my emotions only to dig in as much hate and insult and physical assault and emotional and sexual abuse as possible. I can't stop the technology nor him. He's determined to obtain his every contract sucked out of abusing me for I have no idea how long. I am thus writing in a very bitter and nasty tone; it doesn't help with the celebrities who have raped and tortured me for years laughing and thrilled about this violence and rape being inflicted upon me by my "enemy" a German as they surround him with awards and praise and invitations. He's so thrilled to be part of the Whorewood gang he's probably on some 7th heaven by now. I am here embittered and tired and feeling absolutely drained. I reacted in a most disreputable way when I was attacked in public because my nerves are distraught over this rape and endless exploitation and lovelessness and abuse and the sick situation that people are just laughing and thrilled to read and watch as I fight constantl for over a decade to get one rapist abuser after the next off me and they just are taking turns congratulating each other at their billionaire parties as I sit fighting to stop from being over-charged for a shipment of my credit cards because they have poisoned, drugged, raped and abused me nightly and daily for years and I can't cope with financial and any kind of business any longer. All phone calls are blocked all transactions are met with abuse or lies or discrimination. No one still intervenes. I wait for the flooding and hope that I will survive whatever comes and that this organization is destroyed and actual caring people put into power instead. But for now it's dumbass whores who I must deal with and the do-nothing followers who adore them. I feel like I am the only person who has this mentality but I know there must be others I can't even get around anyone to discover who they are, much less try to find some sympathetic group--all targets are left without any support system people always just turn away. In this state then I must say I can't wait for Europe to sink and for America to have that shift of power so people who care are put into positions of power. Generally though when there are crises only the worst fascists obtain power. I hope this will change. Otherwise I am stuck writing these posts and feeling like I sound bitter and nasty. I really don't want to do this. I really want my cat returned and for this group to be forced to pay me for my own house that is decent and not attacked and clean and around people who won't bother me in a place I really love. I don't know why this is so impossible for anyone to simply try to fight for me to obtain as I am blocked in every attempt at self-sufficiency.

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Terrorist mutilation report: the endless tears welling up in my eyes--especially if I begin laughing tears begin to stream due to literal micorchip implant mutilation enforcement of destruction of my eyes and skin around my eyes, my cheeks damaged needing something akin tolastic surgery or just some kind of miracle cure by now. Since 2011 they began forcing tears out of my eyues literally streaming down for hours per day, every day, months, then years and it's ongoing to this moment. Teh skin is like sandpaper my skin on my cheeks os completely corrugated ravaged just another part of my body permanently destroyed and they KEEP doin this. Newsom is really into forcing mucus out of my nose and eyes so I am streaming tears, in pain and then the dirpping of mucus and that resuls in the inevitable "clumping" formations of hard embedded pieces of mucus which just using a tissue will not dislodge. I have been contiuously blowing out huge reams of mucis as the creeps then laugh and make noises--this in addition to my body expelling "wind" as traditional chinese medicine practitioners would say due to pockets of hard poison latched into my body cavities and intestines---trying to internally break this immobile shelf structure. Tears are in my eyes right now writing this, newsom is there with his torture and disfigurement and pelosi with s-negtger the hateful nasty nazi out of austria, the former governor the endless conduit of nazi p rogramming into america from his nazi network channels also piping sentences into his brain as they do to mine to destroy my consciousness and unconsciousness every day--to mutilate my psyche with their endless onslaught of rape, hate and abuse while in the shower always while naked insults about my bod ywhich they spent years being promoted for having ordered their teams surrouunding me to inject poison into food sources, sitting on shelves instores while they block through their other fracturous arms of injustice global reach financial disruption money stolen all attempts to earn money blocked--. Just writing about it once again to write about the injustice endlessly heaped upon me for not allowing them to poison and rape poison int me so they could have a thrill rapign and murdering me in this creep way. That is their filth but they get minorities to clean for them especially in their wwealth tiers, the more vicious nazi they become the more minorities they have to clean for them; in particular women. They pierced my hands last night with mechanical arms on the hand that had a slight less amount of threat material roped around my wrist to stop the mechanical arms from breaching the layers of gloves, and creations I have sewn to stop the endless smearing of horrific chemicals on myh skin-forearms and hands they are huge, withered, veins out, and more slashing under cuticles from the layera nd layers my other hand so bundled up I could not tie a slip knot on theo other wrist--they literally ahve their night vision "goggles' or seeing surveillance apparatus to see exactly which hand to gauge because I have tried to secure wrist watches to try to stop the mechanical arms from breaching the 4 layers of gloves of various lengths and sizes (first layer is opera gloves, I hand sew elongated sleeves on the sleep gown which also had a mouth piece hand-sewn to sop them from continuing to pierce into my gum tissue if my body is left exposed while collapsing from toxic shock from more detox of poison I can never get out just years and years of fighting to stop the poisoning writing daily that they are killing me. All of them obtaining oscars for ideas they stole from me. Now their intended media and political cross-dress party of political entertainment is reaching a huge gallery of rogues who are viciously screaming yelling threatening to kill me because enslaving me with my "permission (due to m disability money having been cut off with yelling lies and abuse from social security admin on every phone call afer the musk doge slashed all the former professionalism and only remaining are soviet style nazi agents, of all races--).