Tuesday, July 13, 2021

I am giving up now. I must write when it's too dangerous to do nothing. The abusers keep me in a state of perpetual attack and they need a reaction. I will do what I can to not react. I just saw that filthy pigalina the whore who has laughed joyously for over 8 years and attacked me is called a producer and has been handed not only awards for ideas she obtained from torturing me but is out being glamorized and has fed completely like a hateful parasite on violence and abuse.

 I am utterly disgusted at the ugliness of this situation and how no one ever stops this filthalina whore and pit that pig who tortured me with her a pair of shit feeding off abusing me for over 8 years using gang stalking and MK ULTRA mind control and teleportation.

Smiling, with plastic surgery and awards and millions and millions of dollars that this pig whore has obtained not just from movies but from the years of abusing me to get promoted into higher positions in whorewood. I am left with no money living on the brink of homelessness all access to even publishing this are blocked by US Government forces operating in secret to really destroy me in every way every day. 

I was curious and I see that t his filthy criminal whore has completely fed off this. Lovingly embracing the filthy German pig ape whore creep who has tortured, slapped, beaten suck h is filthy dirty pig penis in my mouth nearly every night--I react like a "sex slave" calling him all kinds of slavish names and giving him 100% love while this pig has urine and filthy fungus and rotting meat substances inserted into my vagina using these mechanical arms operated by the gang stalking terrorists. The pig did it again last night and no matter what I do, they are using technology to enhance sexual desire although this pig is rotten and ugly and disgusting towards me so that is all I can ever see of him. He is an extremely ugly and violent Nazi German pig ape and filthalina the whore who was married to pig pit the rapist violent abuser is adoring this pig raping me. I have been trying to fight filthalina off me for years. Pig pit the blonde Nazi American tried to have my teeth knocked out when I wrote on my Facebook page that they should not be allowed to be handed awards and steal ideas from my writings and I was asking for justice. That is all I did after--at that time it was more than FIVE YEARS of them jointly attacking me, passing me around to Depp, then the Brooklyn mafia which is an evil and foul group headed by Robert DeNiro and Joe Pesci with Victoria Gotti and her rapist son--filth and crap continuously was sprayed into m ybody and room and then they began slicing into my body every night. My hair has been targeted for years under all o fthem so it's been falling out continuously. filthy pigalina has obtained idea after idea from my writing and I have been blocked from being able to think or write without mind control blocking my thoughts and making me sick from exertion. They have not stopped  having me drugged and poisoned so I do nothing but lay in bed with hard poisons needing health care, which they have blocked from me while inflicting daily injuries and stress upon me then calling me ugly, bitch, stupid and to shut up and etc. Urinating on me when I am telling them they are filthy whores, punching at me, hitting me, spitting on me, raping me, and now this disgusting pig ape form Germany is endlessly slapping my face and forcing fellatio on me and then afterwards inserting fungus and urine and rotting meat into my body as he like filthalina goes off partying and elated and feeding off it all. 


years of writing about this to nothing and no one ever doing anything. 

i thus give up on American society it is a failing country and that is not just because of the filth that these whores are in whorewood but because of you people who never did anything to stop this situation occurring to me, and so Trump was handed the teleportation technology so he could then get promoted and after raping me, he too got the attention of this Nazi organization and was put into President position partially for his crime against me. Then 4 more years of his torture with his Nazi europigape wives, and children, and then this is STILL GOING ON. and People are wondering how America is turning into a fascist Nazi state. The pigs responsible for helping in great part to create this huge problem of division in America are filthy pigalina and pit the couple of rotten whores who have been handed every plastic surgery expert and have been allowed to feed off torturing me to obtain ideas and having me raped without end. 


I now am fighting another Nazi this one a German fucking psychopathic sick fuck who disgusts me yet I am forced into a "humiliating" sexual act because I am stuck in poverty and have been tortured and physically assaulted, all I love taken from me, all opportunities blocked from me, abused by pit and shitalina for over 8 years non-stop as they have been boosted into higher and higher positions while they glow from the joy of torture, rape and violence that they have fed off inflicting upon me, with this teleportation hell that is still being used as a torture instrument at me it's now over 10 years of this going on and on. I am now trying to hypnotize myself to bite the rotten pig penis off this German piece of shit if he sticks his filthy pig ape whore penis in my mouth and slaps my face again as he did last night and now every single night for over 8 weeks. I truly wish him death and I hope to god someone out there who does not support fascist Nazis endlessly being allowed to beat, rape, torture steal ideas and abuse and torture someone to death with US Government position will begin to eliminate these pig whores I wish them death.

I am giving up you people reading this are allowing the country to be destroyed. Your need for entertainment is unbelievable and  your trust in filth is unparalleled in stupidity.

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Newsom-trump-musk social security gang-land theft of my money to render me homeless, hopeless and disabled with non-stop torture rape and poisoning while fighting to heal and stop the poisoning; that was just the beginning of the Obama-handed-prize-for-more promotions out of this contract out on me (not sure what Bush did, he has remained only as a very light cyber youtube hacker but the people out in front have been obama, trump, musk and then newsom---all have risen out of this contract out on me both presidents out of this contract out on me. They can't get enough millions and billions of dollars and just let m me heal and live in peace they must continue the contract out on me so all their family friends and their business partnerships (oh,I forgot the clintons, oh yes, big time nasty sarcastic hate out of hillary all profiteering off my torture) I can't really state why I am this most endlessly attacked person. there are people who are assaulted non-stop but my crime has been to fight being a torture sex rape abused object without fighting back that is my "crime" due to this nazification of america. They want "jews" to be absolutely a$$-groveling legal attorney lawyers defending the criminals as my family has done as jamie ratskin is doing in this contract (he is looking endlessly for more media interviews his yapping about the constitution has turned him into one of the biggest nazi frauds of the demo-rat party elizabeth warren as well they are such "pristine" human rights advocates infront of cameras--all former professors thusly their higher intellectual savvy has turned them into formidable lying foes of actual real democracy and integrity the corruption is rot underneath the huge warm orchestrated perfect human compassion lectures they give are the most nasty and ugly in teleportation; they all are it's a hoard of what appear to be brainless hateful protocol-following bots gone crazy like on the same crack drug high on instant money and fame and promotion). They cut my disability benefits; they are trying to make me homeless. They have told me by phone when I tried to change address to get the nasty dirty disgusting grip of newsoms endless murderous violent torture (the "slow murder" contract of abuse 16 hours per day using this tech, drugging poisoning so I am shitting liquid diarrhea and objects out of my body --i.e. gall stones becuase my digestion is blocked sufficating internally but mybody has been poisoned all my life so it has adjusted still being killed) while fighting to block the poisoning and to heal they abuse yell at punch slap abuse insult and yell at me literally day and night taking turns all day all night every day after day--newsom was slapping my face for eating the most cheap steaks from non-hormone injected animals so the meat was very hard--I had to hold the very small pieces of tough steak by hand and eat like that--newsom would slap my face for eating wiith my hands--this was constant just an example of daily being hit and then he had germans and english rape and torture me--his feminist so-called feminist wife has gotten her promotions for puting out her "feminist" and "women" documentaries--she just came at me last night calling me a "prostitute" for having worked at the Lusty Lady when I was being murdered by my Nazi-conttrolled family but it was a murder ordered by the nazi 4th Reich--people just like newsom and his wife, or the newsoms I should say I consider him to be a bisexual at best but so woman-hating I just think he's completely gay not to denounce homosexuality but only to say his version of it is hate cloaked as his "feminist" wife is another nazi programmed woman-hater using "feminism" as her "political" relevancy at having anything to "say" otherwise, she's just nazi in drag like her husband. They all have turned Social Security into a tribunal of political ousting of people not complying with their nazi 4th Reich system--thusly slowly murdering people rendering them homeless. While this group has indeed made me disabled they are trying to STEAL MY COVID MONEY because I saved it. They are trying to take it all away from me even when it was determined that I am able to save it by one of their collection agencies (from social security) by phone the terrorists who I am diverted to by all phone call hacking, whether they work for social security or not they turned a simple address change into hate harassment lying abusing accusing and threats. Demanding that i go in person to a field office to change my address correctly--they refuse to write my correct address and all mail is being blocked by newsom and trump the mail system I use is monitored they are blocking mail. They routinely block all emails so I receive not a single friendly email from anybody I write and get no response all. It doesn't matter as my entire life has been spent surrounded by abusers and attackers thusly it really makes no diffrence but all my outreach to people who had been friendly but under mind control I disassociated myself (they use subliminals to push people who are loving and kind away, on both sides they input hissing hate phrases about people to block all real love and support so people I try to reach who have never harmed me I get no response from but can't find their phone numbers or am not able to find them anywhere to double-check if they did receive my email or message and if they actually had or had not replied. I am only stating this as pertinent mail is blocked likewise--mail from government sources they should have sent me a letter weeks ago for my address change out of the newsom torture rape and abuse murder coven out of whorewood and california but all is blocked. Phoning social security is met by a type of harassment abuse interrogation which is loosely turned into what is called a "review" of your case--this is done by appointment and by phone, the rules have changed you do these reviews of your situation by phone. Now they are demanding that I go into a field office to request an address change and to get information on why my benefits are not being reinstated, nor any information on what conditions I must meet such as the amount of money in my account I must spend from my savings of covid relief and student loans before they reinstate my benefits. They, under instruction by musk, trump and newsom have yelled that all the covid money must be spent although social security deemed I am able to retain that money. I submitted an economic hardship request which was supposed to have been replied to by mail--no mail, no resonses and every request in the California area have been met by the field office agents HANGING UP ON ME in the middle of questions, abusive, nasty and lying to me. In Miami they sent me a letter of reinstatement on April Fool's Day, 2025 which was of course a "joke". It was an official letter from the Miami social security field office. Now I have moved to another State and by phone on the main phone line, a woman lied yelled abused me and yelled that her trick questions (which they never asked, she asked me extremely specific questions that I answered slighly wrong, giving the wrong month of the block of my money it was February but I said March because in my mind from memory of over a year ago the money was cut after the Feb payment so my mind connected March. She then yelled that she did not believe me could not confirm my identity--I had phoned because they wrote the wrong address and I was phoning to correct it. She then lied to me and told me to change my address online. If she did work for social security she would have known that SSI disability is not able to change online only SSA recipients such as retirees can change online. My family arranged for me to have this "freak accident" which was them having this metal rod popped out of the hook latched under my spine to stabilize the scoliosis fusion surgery which was created by my family having me poisoned and my body put out of alignment, a crime and murderous violent act the whorewood group shitalina and pig ape pitt and shitnigger and nancy piglousy and then newscum, in the background until I moved out of florida to california but they did this as well-to keep me crooked, injured bedridden disabled. But they forced this on me 3 months after I graduated college and then denied me all health care, hoping I would die from a metal rod literally coming out of my spine while they abused and tried to create a lie that I had stolen something (had not absolutely and obviously they are the thieves and criminal but with law degrees and they protect nazis and work for nazis, performing as much hate upon me as possible to get more deals and they are addicted to abusing me by now their entire lives revolve around it). To make this a bit shorter, not to endlessly emphasize the "victim" narrative but if there is any example of victimization my story is it this has been a lifetime of this endless hate attack to my body and finances and life. They then had her screaming at me to go in person to a field office and I told her that I am just changing my address, that I cannot change my address online because I am on the SSI program not the SSA --she was supposed to know this without reservation or instructing me to do this--I told her that I was merely changing address that had been wrongly written by the last yelling and abusive social security white female (all my years of being on SSI I have never once obtained a white person by phone for that agency, as far as I recall it's at least 95% formerly before musk got his filthy nazi paws on it for nazi culling of anyone they want exterminated) but always black women or men--mostly women. Always polite, helpful and professional always reliable and always correct. Now under musk who came to assault me at the beginnning of his doge committee assignment before the country realized he is a nazi f88ck abuser hateful exploiter and destroyer of america as I had written about him for years but people are always so beguiled by a fake greasy smile by a seeming "liberal" california tech dude (which newsom has been playing that same hand, his Hillary-emulting "feminist' blonde nazi wife as sinister as hillary but less intelligent, by far).//Therefore, not a single piece of mail which details how much money I must have for reinstatement. I kept sending faxes to a higher office within social security and newsom as he had done when I changed address out of the florida nazi trump dumpster they turned social security into--yellin abuse at me at offices by phone, then in california I was so drugged my online phone would not work newsom and trump had my computer blocked so badly I could not use it for a week while trying to change address from florida to california. I phoned the california field office after they played more rush-and-wait games--long story but I phoned the computer was so hacked I could not get a ring tone could not establish the call spent hours trying to make one phone call; once I finally got someone after 3 hours of trying tom ake one phone call, I was under severe drugging I was in a flustered "traumatized" state they inserted the mind control I asked the man if they had recieved my faxes he said yes and I began to explain before the connection was disconnected again that I had sent the fax for this particular reason (x.y.z etc) he interrupted me with a sneering hate tone, "you aren't letting me finish" as he slowly lumbered t hrough looking for the fax information. I was in a dazed drugged sort of hyper meth speed zone of drugging and stress I kept interrupting him although I could not control myself I could not stop speaking--they can screw the nervous system the brain and subliminal content along with traumatizing because I am fighting for my life now to not become homeless. He hung up on me. Months later after more rape and hours of torure per day, shitnigger just raped me last week endless violence from that filth bucket of sick stupidity endlessly asking me for ideas to claim as his filthy robot stupid self a lying manipulating ugly sick filth crap they adore in shit californication and newsom is a slick slime dirty ignorant fuck his endless repeat lectures so stupid and blank yet they love this shit in that state--and throughout america the level of intelligence is so low now in america. Thusly, I need a physical letter and I am unable to go into their field offices to get abused and yelled at without any real legal written form. If I go in and they lie to me, which they will, without written evidence I will be screwed completely. They are refusing to send me written information I must now use strategy to not be completely screwed by this group of rotten sick fuck "men" who have taken over social security. With the new ruling by the supreme court today to create a new jim crow era of voting redistricting against all black and minority representation (the apathy of these populations in not supporting stupid rancid cock rock rapper krap gangster rap LA sick frauds, the fake angry and fake black ghetto accents they put on for their black audiences is so unconvincing but the black population looks to these rotten dirty stupid fakes as their heroes of fighting racism--they are like the rancid minions of the wicked nazi witch obeying orders giggling like kamala hyena over having me raped and turned into a plantation "slave" so they can become the controller, perhaps controlled but that is the extent of their activism, pure rancidity. Otherwise,