Tuesday, July 13, 2021

I am giving up now. I must write when it's too dangerous to do nothing. The abusers keep me in a state of perpetual attack and they need a reaction. I will do what I can to not react. I just saw that filthy pigalina the whore who has laughed joyously for over 8 years and attacked me is called a producer and has been handed not only awards for ideas she obtained from torturing me but is out being glamorized and has fed completely like a hateful parasite on violence and abuse.

 I am utterly disgusted at the ugliness of this situation and how no one ever stops this filthalina whore and pit that pig who tortured me with her a pair of shit feeding off abusing me for over 8 years using gang stalking and MK ULTRA mind control and teleportation.

Smiling, with plastic surgery and awards and millions and millions of dollars that this pig whore has obtained not just from movies but from the years of abusing me to get promoted into higher positions in whorewood. I am left with no money living on the brink of homelessness all access to even publishing this are blocked by US Government forces operating in secret to really destroy me in every way every day. 

I was curious and I see that t his filthy criminal whore has completely fed off this. Lovingly embracing the filthy German pig ape whore creep who has tortured, slapped, beaten suck h is filthy dirty pig penis in my mouth nearly every night--I react like a "sex slave" calling him all kinds of slavish names and giving him 100% love while this pig has urine and filthy fungus and rotting meat substances inserted into my vagina using these mechanical arms operated by the gang stalking terrorists. The pig did it again last night and no matter what I do, they are using technology to enhance sexual desire although this pig is rotten and ugly and disgusting towards me so that is all I can ever see of him. He is an extremely ugly and violent Nazi German pig ape and filthalina the whore who was married to pig pit the rapist violent abuser is adoring this pig raping me. I have been trying to fight filthalina off me for years. Pig pit the blonde Nazi American tried to have my teeth knocked out when I wrote on my Facebook page that they should not be allowed to be handed awards and steal ideas from my writings and I was asking for justice. That is all I did after--at that time it was more than FIVE YEARS of them jointly attacking me, passing me around to Depp, then the Brooklyn mafia which is an evil and foul group headed by Robert DeNiro and Joe Pesci with Victoria Gotti and her rapist son--filth and crap continuously was sprayed into m ybody and room and then they began slicing into my body every night. My hair has been targeted for years under all o fthem so it's been falling out continuously. filthy pigalina has obtained idea after idea from my writing and I have been blocked from being able to think or write without mind control blocking my thoughts and making me sick from exertion. They have not stopped  having me drugged and poisoned so I do nothing but lay in bed with hard poisons needing health care, which they have blocked from me while inflicting daily injuries and stress upon me then calling me ugly, bitch, stupid and to shut up and etc. Urinating on me when I am telling them they are filthy whores, punching at me, hitting me, spitting on me, raping me, and now this disgusting pig ape form Germany is endlessly slapping my face and forcing fellatio on me and then afterwards inserting fungus and urine and rotting meat into my body as he like filthalina goes off partying and elated and feeding off it all. 


years of writing about this to nothing and no one ever doing anything. 

i thus give up on American society it is a failing country and that is not just because of the filth that these whores are in whorewood but because of you people who never did anything to stop this situation occurring to me, and so Trump was handed the teleportation technology so he could then get promoted and after raping me, he too got the attention of this Nazi organization and was put into President position partially for his crime against me. Then 4 more years of his torture with his Nazi europigape wives, and children, and then this is STILL GOING ON. and People are wondering how America is turning into a fascist Nazi state. The pigs responsible for helping in great part to create this huge problem of division in America are filthy pigalina and pit the couple of rotten whores who have been handed every plastic surgery expert and have been allowed to feed off torturing me to obtain ideas and having me raped without end. 


I now am fighting another Nazi this one a German fucking psychopathic sick fuck who disgusts me yet I am forced into a "humiliating" sexual act because I am stuck in poverty and have been tortured and physically assaulted, all I love taken from me, all opportunities blocked from me, abused by pit and shitalina for over 8 years non-stop as they have been boosted into higher and higher positions while they glow from the joy of torture, rape and violence that they have fed off inflicting upon me, with this teleportation hell that is still being used as a torture instrument at me it's now over 10 years of this going on and on. I am now trying to hypnotize myself to bite the rotten pig penis off this German piece of shit if he sticks his filthy pig ape whore penis in my mouth and slaps my face again as he did last night and now every single night for over 8 weeks. I truly wish him death and I hope to god someone out there who does not support fascist Nazis endlessly being allowed to beat, rape, torture steal ideas and abuse and torture someone to death with US Government position will begin to eliminate these pig whores I wish them death.

I am giving up you people reading this are allowing the country to be destroyed. Your need for entertainment is unbelievable and  your trust in filth is unparalleled in stupidity.

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. 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They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. 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My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. 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They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. 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My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. 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Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.