Tuesday, July 6, 2021

I am stating the obvious but I thought I would write it out clearly anyway: These neo-Nazis terrorists who are always portrayed as being anti-Nazi and anti-racist and anti-sexist and they all don alternative clothing which their Neo-Nazi group has usurped from the real radicals and then kicked the originals out or had them killed--these celebrities, musicians, politicians and feminist anti-racist anti-sexist leaders of American and Europ-a society whose names I have listed to their promotion--they are never kicked out or arrested or stopped they become even more promoted after I write out their names as they attack so viciously I have to beg online for this to be stopped as they rotate the endless circle of them encircling me to gain their next promotion but they all remain in one solid level of celebrity status--another even more openly racist Neo-Nazi out of Germany just joined in the group because I watched one movie with him starring in the lead role last month--it feels like at least half a year has gone by of screaming in hate and rage to stop and then being teleported and raped by him and reacting under mind control technology that is BLASTING my body and brain in a way I can't control in this state of vulnerability--but the situation has become even more extreme and the celebrities are now more violent due to this Nazi joining in as they all strive to be as fascist and Nazi as they can for their endless more promotions---are all really trying to re-create concentration camp "Joy Division" prostitution using MK ULTRA, teleportation and microchip implants and other torture situations such as "gang stalking" and etc of course all of you reading this know all about this by now from my years of writing about it and begging for help online as the help never arrives. I want to add that I thought that my left large toe was more injured due to my body realigning after another detox but I fear that the German man teleporting me is ordering this instead of having rotting meat and fungus substances inserted into my vagina while I sleep and he's teleporting and raping and/or abusing me in some nasty way in these horrid skits they all enact and force upon my sleeping/healing state. He has to break or destroy some part of my body, that has been the contractual obligation and all of these celebrities all fully get into playing these roles of torturing and mutilating abuser and rapist, usurper stealing of my thoughts ideas and concepts while giving nothing but more violence in return and blocking all my potentials. The attack upon my brain as I fight to think and write and type is yet another attack that has rendered me incapable of producing anything and finding any means of employment or earning money is impossible due to all the terrorist covert attacks and hacks and poisoning. This post is now very rambling I cannot construct cohesive sentences and my brain is under heavy fire from pulsating attacks or however it is being done. I am being very badly injured by this German man and he's really attacking me and threatening me in serious ways physically. I have done nothing but actually give this man absolute energy which he returns with badly injuring me and demanding that I go live with him and his friends in Germany where he will beat, rape and pass me around to be gang raped, probably eventually murdered or very seriously physically injured as well as sexuually and psychologically, emotionally destroyed as well as financially dependent and or just very badly and horribly destroyed. That brings me to the subject that I have not wanted to ever investigate because I never associated myself with victimization and now I must look the beast openly and examine the hate that it is:

"GENDER AND GENOCIDE: SEXUAL VIOLATION OF WOMEN DURING THE HOLOCAUST AND OTHER ATROCITIES." Brooklyn Museum. November 23, 2011.



 

What I can't understand but really intrinsically know is that Hillary Clinton is mentioned in this video as a feminist proponent and her words uttered in a speech in front of a Chinese crowd resonate in the hall of this lecture and yet when it came for her to get involved and teleport me with the Brooklyn mafia the result was that this rape and anti-Semitic crime (all of the famous celebrities including famous Jews openly participate in anti-Semitic crimes, the names are extremely famous and I have written all or most of them out throughout all the years of writing my posts in desperation for someone to really and truly intervene and protect me and it still has not happened). When H. Clinton got involved she offered me a home to live in somewhere in Connecticut and I was terrorized by any involvement and assumed that her husband might get involved as well. I was not impolite but she began violently yelling at me until I told her to calm down because she sounded like she was going to have an explosion that would erupt some blood vessel she was screaming at me so violently when I declined in the fear that she would also attack me or someone near her would. This was all done in a teleported and hypnotized state as I could not really react in a purely politically-correct manner and I never can in this state (or almost in any other state at this time as a decade of torture from people while I have not harmed anyone is really an injustice that is unbelievable to me at this point that it's never stopped and these people are so disgusting I have no respect for them and can't even be polite or think of them as anything but expletives unleashed). I can't understand but I do understand what H. Clinton was doing but I can't understand why she still has done nothing to stop this or defend me despite her years of being involved in the feminist movement. It is as if this is not a crime against me, and in real terms, that means the acceptance of genocidal Holocaust sex slavery and torture of women ("Jewish" although that is a loose term and I do not belong to that diaspora and I think because I do not conform to their imagery or want to accept inferior status and I do want to compete without groveling to bigot fascists or Nazis this endless decade of attack is going on and on with the full permission of people like H. Clinton because racism unfortunately is of more serious an embedded interior motivation than the need for equality or sexist oppression to be stopped.

I have not listened to this lecture but I already probably know all about it. I am now experiencing a German trying to recreate the fantasies he's been trained to pretend to care deeply about and the great pretense that these "people" are not racist or nazi in this modern era is daily being absolutely ripped away as the falsity that is always has been since the concentration camps were invaded by troops of Russians who then gang raped the Jewish women prisoners and/or killed them before or after the Americans came with the Red Cross to finally try to put them into shelter but now America has become a Neo-nazi genocidal country emulating the conditions of death camps and rape and sex trafficking slavery using all the means and modes I have briefly described above. Like the Holocaust, there are Jewish traitors who are really Jewish Nazis fully operating with the Nazis to imprison or help to rape and destroy other Jews, with most people doing nothing as the genocidal behavior is allowed to continue--which is also a component of what happened during the Holocaust. Now I remain seeing that all the conditions of the Genocidal aka The Holocaust/Shoah are being emulated almost precisely when it comes to this teleportation rape and torture, mutilation bodily disfigurement and attempted murder and sex trafficking of me in this situation and the SILENCE AND COMPLICITY that goes along with it which goes across all boards all organizations all groups all liberal organizations all people and all places of sanctuary which do not exist.


All I want is to be left alone by this hate group and for the chance to be around people who support and care for me instead of people abusing, insulting, raping and dismembering and stealing all I have ever worked for: how hard can it be for a modern society to begin to stop this crime against me? I can't understand how this is impossible to attain? I only can strive to realize a time when I can be free of the sickness that this organization has forced upon me and for the Nazis attacking me to be destroyed and for people to stop the Holocaust once and for all instead of allowing it to continue. The mentality I see now from this German rapist abuser hater racist is that he believes he is a Nazi and I am a prisoner in some replication of a concentration camp.

With complete support from the A-list group in H-wood which includes blacks, jews, Latinos and feminists and anti-racists. I think that is what happened during the Holocaust as well there were many Jews who sold other Jews out and helped to massacre them but the situation has morphed into a horrendous situation of betrayal.
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* all of this has been written under strenuous mind control interference with cognitive abilities and hacking which is making the keyboard hard to write on and get sentences out on. I can feel that my brain is like "stuck" and can't flow with words or concepts and much of this is put in very simplistic terms because my brain is under so much attack as the keyboard is as well.
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(later): the computer is so blocked that opening a single page requires waiting for a minimum of one minute. Every click on any site is met with a spinning cursor symbol as the page or browser is frozen and inoperable. I know that many of the sentences above were written in something of a neural-firing block by remote tech or the microchip implants. My thoughts are jumbled and it's as if spaces or gaps were inserted between what I was thinking and could barely type out with the hacking interference. The multi-pronged system of attack is always part of the silencing and discrediting campaign against me. Meanwhile the thieves in H-wood and their partners continue to scour my writing (I believe they still are doing this) to steal concepts or ideas and permutate them into their own modified concepts which fit more neatly into their subliminal fascist/Nazi/Mafia programming while they remain appearing superficially as liberal, alternative and "hipster" but are bastions of fascist conservativism beneath the posturing costumed and coated facades and performances.

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.