Thursday, July 8, 2021

Update from my previous posts: one hour later +.

 I peruse my YouTube page to find details, clips, etc that are not included in my subscriptions. My YouTube page is replete with the celebrities, musicians and politicians who have formed the promotional scheme of technology/teleportation torture of me. Like any criminal, they are gloating. They not only get turned on and "high" from being able to rape, torture, dismember and then get promoted for it. Their racism is absolutely confirmed, the minorities of the business continue to flatter and console and obey their every attack command to hit, slap and abuse me or insults that are endless.

The English woman I mentioned earlier, whose rotten name I have blocked out of my memory--who is thrilled, thrilled and putting this video of herself laughing with a gaggle of equally bigoted English skank whore racist rapist enabling women of the thesbian variety---I could look  her rotten skank ugly whore name up on some search engine--I can only remember one movie role she played that I watched with any interest and it wasn't because of her or her "acting"" it was Bend it Like Beckham. This skank racist bigot rapist racist whore played the evil racist character. A slew of her movies also appeared on my cable channels before I got rid of the tv's that these landlords had specifically altered to create a mind control blanket of brainwashing--under orders from the bigot filth that has polluted once beautiful Phuket (I have seen this place deteriorate into ghettos of box-structures and watched as animals are dying and starving because their habitats have been wiped away by layers of cement, steal and glass and whatever else is put into this hideous Nazi box structures).


Whatever her nasty name is, another movie she had put on my tv when I was so ill and literally detoxing piles of stinking liquid poisons every single day (which I did every day for 6 years, now into year 10 the poison is hard and latched onto my bones, right now I can't walk because the poisons seeped into the left large toe that was broken and into the bone structure of my feet--I am in too much pain to go out and buy medicine I can't put weight on my foot, there is NO ONE who will do anything to assist me here or anywhere.)

The movies she put on my tv were items such as, when the pig ape Depp began raping me in early 2013, within two weeks of the beginning of this hate crime, with the Europigapes laughing like this ugly whore skank English actress, rotten foul Depp had my cat La Moux stolen from me. She was my very last loving sentient being to which I had any real connection to. First they created a situation where she was gasping for air, as they used the microchip implants or remote tech to force her lungs to constrict. She was heaving for air as filthy sleazy ugly Depp kept up the rape (of course, fellatio without end, which I responded to with absolute "love" while writing furiously on his Facebook and Twitter accounts to get off me and calling him names). Of course, with his international contacts, the Europigape whores such as this ugly crap actor who ALWAYS is portrayed as "defending womens' rights" but laughs about me being teleported and raped with her brown-skinned minority fake "peace and love" white supremacist puppet viciously attacking me for her. The movie this pig ape put into my tv was of her as some sexualized Victorian (Edwardian) skank whose baby was stolen from her. The next shit movie (or previously she had this put on) was of her playing a 'Jewish" woman who was "treated" by Carl Jung (played by a half English, Half-German scum actor who threatened me with his fist in the air at me, and is fully glad about this racist Nazi contract out on me. That is before and after playing his "anti-Nazi" roles for the movies that Tarantino who has stolen concepts from my writing, asked me for more, when I told him to stop he then used Holocaust references of shipping me off to get killed in a concentration camp. 


But to continue: the movie was of an Austrian Jewish woman, based on a real story, who was treated for "hysteria" while the German Nazi thief Carl Jung then raped and beat her to "cure her" of her sexual abuse problems. The stupid looks on their stupid faces while the rape and beatings and abuse took place for the camera were absolutely mirthful and mocking of the characters, in particular of the Jewish woman who later on was murdered by Nazis when she attempted alternative schooling pedagogic methods for children in Russia. This is of course the Nazi attempt to destroy the intellect of the Jews who brought so many radical and alternative concepts into Europe but to then integrate them into Nazi culture as if they created it but like what they are doing to me now: stealing through torture or murder and adapting to Nazi culture.

However in this stupid and insulting anti-Semitic movie there was no honoring of the radical work that this "traumatized" jewish woman raped at the hands of a pre-Nazi advocate Carl Jung. And thus the actor is thrilled, turned on, has been fed with a sense of entitlement and "supremacy". 


I want to note again as usual that I was a concert violinist, I was straight A student and wrote stories with intention of becoming a writer from the age of 9. I have been so badly poisoned and attacked I now sit here begging for my life repetitively for these apes to be stopped. Their endless admonition of me is that I am impoverished and they have maimed, broken my vertebra my foot my toes my fingers poured filth on my skin into my hair into my food into my furnishings every day while I sit here alone breathing it in and fighting to protect myself. They then call me "loser" who has never accomplished anything and that they are beautiful and I am not--adn etc etc etc...every attack they make on me to stop and break and destroy--with full permission by the Nazi shit that has been put into power in politics--and thus I write this because her shitty laughing face was put on my YouTube page although I did not write her skanky name out because I have just blocked the name out and can't even "remember" it. 


It is the smiling glee of the psychopath who has been allowed to get away with deadly crimes and a murder attempt who feels entitled, racially "superior" and has been handed weapons of murder and torture, disfigurement and of making me so drugged up and poisoned I can't move, think or produce anything while I fight to just get my hair to grow back and to heal my skin and my bones. I remain in absolute poverty unable to get out of it due to the terrorist organization blacklisting and blocking all attempts to get out of the rut pigs like that rotten Eurotrash skank whore has helped to create while they gloat with satisfaction and are told they are incredible and indeed, oh so superior. As I sit here alone writing yet another post in vain for someone to force these apes to pay me restitution and for this situation to be stopped, they remain being told they are entitled, superior, glorified and the system goes on as more and more of them get promoted as more and more of them join in on this gang of thug shit which is sponsored by everything from the Trump Family (don't forget his nasty Europigape whore wives in the equation they are the role models of fascism that that family has been molded by).

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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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