Friday, July 16, 2021

More on my current abuser teleporting me and why I have been writing these posts enraged and in fury as of late, an increase in number almost daily, , which is connected in part to :Phoning Fed Ex in Phuket--a mini hell that is a repeat of the phone calls I have made that are met by terrorists doing exactly the same things. I have no options except to drive a long distance to speak to this person at the Fed Ex location. Instead I have to try to phone the office. First three times I got a fax buzzing, then the call was disconnected three times. Then I phoned the Bangkok Customer service line and went through all the prompts only to get voice messages in Thai stating I pressed the wrong option. I then phoned the Fed Ex Phuket branch again and reached a terrorist who did the things that all the terrorists on phones everywhere around the world did:

 First he said he could not hear me and I had to shout as my throat was tweaked by the microchip implant so I was choking and screaming to get him to answer this basic question. Since this is an issue of obtaining my money from my account, as meager as it is, it is critical to get this information. Because I am so stuck in pain and paralysis that drive long distances to speak in person is difficult, and phoning is the most convenient, I had to bear through this ordeal.

Screaming the tracking number as in the background a group of at least 5 Thai people were shouting at the top of their throats in the background. It sounded like people screaming in a crowded bus stop. I kept screaming the numbers as my voice was cracking and choking while terrorists blocked and constricted the sphincter muscles of my throat to a choking level. This terrorist operating the phone could not "Understand" or "hear" me screaming the number 2 or 0 and I used both Thai and English repeatedly. I screamed out the 10-digit number (or how many digits the tracking # is) and he kept getting confused. In America for example I could never use either my name spelled endlessly in screaming accentuation of my last name with the f and s together of my last name too confusing for Walgreens staff answering the phone. They also could not understand my customer id number and I would shout and scream into phones as they claimed they could not hear or understand what I was saying or got confused and kept repeating the wrong name and numbers until I finally had to walk more than one mile to get to the store and then wait for 30 minutes for them to fill the prescription. That happened 100% of the time, and here in Phuket I got an answer to a simple question that the mail service would not answer and I had to go through this screaming harassment attack with this guy ignoring my screaming questions as I c hoked and yelled while he had a nearly laughter gaiety in his nasty voice--he kept interrupting me and repeating information I didn't need, of course knowing why I was phoning as they were prepared to get a group of people into the store as they kept hanging up on me and transferring the number to this fax machine so by the time I finally got them to pick up the store--which is a tiny space, was a screaming zoo as I had to scream to get an answer. Otherwise I would have to spend an hour driving to this location (back and forth) risking being hit by cars (it's on a dangerous busy street where previously cars darted out from behind parked trucks and nearly hit me, continuously as part of the attack).

I then finally got the answer I needed and hung up after having to repeat the tracking number 6 times, then repeating a question 4 times, then telling him that he was answering the wrong question and interrupting him to get him to stop 5 times because he was going into details that had nothing to do with answering the question I asked him already 4 times. 

I knew this was going to happen and that it would be difficult--but that doesn't make it easier to deal with. As I am still bereft of stress release and always under attack by this very energized German man trying his best to get every ounce of everything possible out of me and this contract combined while destroying me and my home and everything else, I need my energy to deal with finding a way to combat the tech that is literally too overpowering for me in this state of isolation.

But I am writing now about every detail wishing that someone would take a bit of compassion and think that this is outrageous and criminal and someone should help me and then actually go about doing something to alleviate this slow torture to death situation that my government and society has fully forced upon me with compliance by everyone it seems.

I am particularly stressed-out about money as I am really in a very hard situation that has been forced upon me in so many ways. The blocks to earning money have made me completely vulnerable and helpless without any support or real sanctuary to turn to.

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I am writing about every attack, at least recently I have been writing like "crazy" about these attacks that otherwise I normally can bear to a slight degree and not write of every attack. I write to get rid of much of the stress as I have no exercise, no companionship, my cats have been killed and taken away, I have no home almost no money am on the brink of every disaster I need health care and they won't leave me alone for one moment and not for one night and never....


This German man is particularly intent on obtaining whatever he can and is going about it with a fury of attacks and emotional roller coaster cycles of abuse that are enervating to say the very least. Life force sucking and draining is more apt and appropriate. He gives nothing back according to contract never says a kind thing after forcing extreme energy out of me using this tech and his playboy tricks--which I think are sleazy and he's just abusive, pornographic and demeaning insulting and violent towards me. I am not some masochist in love with an abuser I am asleep and teleported and drugged up and under hypnosis and he's using extremely powerful technology upon me. I warn readers of the future of people having access to this technology and the damage and perhaps murder they will inflict upon those they rape and abuse and possibly murder afterwards using this tech and the subliminal messaging.

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Assaulted, almost physically in the teleported state for having made the drugged-up mistake of analyzing a German punk band song which I heard back in 1989, using AI as my aid in translation and poetic interpretation.. The other male involved came months ago to threaten to kill me for not allowing him to exploit me so nazis can further be welcomed into America through every administration which brings them all in. It's not the current it's all administrations and their wives vying for office and power money and clout. As usual I can't type without great stressful exertion hacking to the keyboard makes it impossible to type correectly or even at all. //I said no just for having analyzed this song about a "house of lies" which every floor had some deception built into the structure of the building. I analyzed it in terms of Nazi history in Germany. Then more of his songs along the same theme were hacked onto my youtube but the analysis of the word "silent" in conjunction with "silent approval" of status quo-I am writing in cryptic fashion mostly due to the severity of blocks to tying and thinking clearly. I am under multiple layers of attack both brain and writing implement fully under assault. //The point was in silent stealth of creating a goddless system , perhaps luciferian (aka Satanic) of living in the lowest state possible and other interpretations are of mommy coddling you (the State under National Socialism which in modern terms is just "socialism" but under Hitler it was National Socialism--the State provides you shut your mind and obey and feed off the blood of the womb giving you warm comfort as all the other floors of the edifice of society are built on lies which come crashing down. The poetry goes along those lines. The song itself was written 40-45 years ago this person has transmuted into a more corporate personality since then. Mind control is also aimed at former alternative people. Especially in Germany but also especially in the United States or really anywhere it is a manufactured form of silencing by blocking brain function awareness and a "sleeping" mode and then total envelopment and corruption of the person ensues. If they don't comply they are just eliminated in constructed accidents, poisoning and cancers and the like.//HJe came with this violent rapist who is a LIAR about his anti-nazi stance and is part of a spuport column of the Nazi German state waiting to emerge from it's 80 years post nazi era into it's regaining of taking over the world. America being a prime target for overtake and propagandized nazi envelopment as well. Mind control was an experimental system as I have read but cannot quote in concentration camps. This is the inevitable result. //The question while I was cleaning stinking filth sprayed on my patio--debris grime soot and clothing that was white and beautiful marred, black stains and yellow=brown permanently staining substances smeared on my blue silk blanket which I sleep on nightly and the white teeshirt which I have only worn a few times, cleaned the one black stain they put on it 2 days ago and it was hanging outside and is now covered with brown and yellow stains and black marks which were absolutel not there when I was cleaning it or hung it outside. The entire patio filthy as they make it efvery single day. Any time I hang wet clothing to dry they dump clumps of hair, debris which sticks and is coated with something and etc. My living space filthy broken and stinking nasty dirty and it's continuously being atatcked to make it filthy in a most disgusting way. The german rat scum who is adored, welcomed by the equally repugnant or even worse depp family, the "male" had formerly appeared as "alternative" with his hair spiked in semi-punk fashion and clothing of subculture but a fastidious fascist bigot with zero anything related to anything but his greedy grasping and dirty use of his filthy rat daughter to get endlessly more and more and this empire they all envisiokn out of raping and torturing me into "submission" to be a slave tortured and abused and telling them they are "great"-that is trump's plan so they cut my money off and abuse me without end. //I told this man who has not attacked me and I had been about 20 feet away from him back in 1994 in a concert n Germany but that is a different story but it was a contact not hostile not close but still an awareness. //I just analyzed this song because it coincided with my chat with ai about the lying hate of h-wood which brought me to this house of lies song and poetry. Must I delve into the utter irony and hypocrisy of this all? I believe the poet and artist stopped the other German scum filth ape from physically assaulting me and as opposed to the nmormal routine, the attack stopped after my 6th time of repeating that I will not be with any of them and that all the nice people are dead and they have been killed off by this group. The ugly rat ape parasite who has beaten raped tortured me until huge lines of grey hair appeared and went on and on with kristti noem for months with the drpp stinking dirty rat they all gather around these nasty dirty rape enabling nazi women who gloat in a sense of "superiority" that they are pushing "other women" to be the bearers of the hate of these filthy dirty "men" who formerly had to take it out on their shitty stupid gold digger wives who bore the brunt but now...oh happy day for the nazi scum with this system. It is so far worse than anything I have ever heard of regarding the abuse of girls and women in the Epstein files or the accounts of rape and being lured in (some trying to testify "committing suicide" which is obviously a lie in the house of lies the whorewood house of lies with lying whorewood-congress and every single president and their nasty dirty wife as well). //

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