Friday, July 16, 2021

More on my current abuser teleporting me and why I have been writing these posts enraged and in fury as of late, an increase in number almost daily, , which is connected in part to :Phoning Fed Ex in Phuket--a mini hell that is a repeat of the phone calls I have made that are met by terrorists doing exactly the same things. I have no options except to drive a long distance to speak to this person at the Fed Ex location. Instead I have to try to phone the office. First three times I got a fax buzzing, then the call was disconnected three times. Then I phoned the Bangkok Customer service line and went through all the prompts only to get voice messages in Thai stating I pressed the wrong option. I then phoned the Fed Ex Phuket branch again and reached a terrorist who did the things that all the terrorists on phones everywhere around the world did:

 First he said he could not hear me and I had to shout as my throat was tweaked by the microchip implant so I was choking and screaming to get him to answer this basic question. Since this is an issue of obtaining my money from my account, as meager as it is, it is critical to get this information. Because I am so stuck in pain and paralysis that drive long distances to speak in person is difficult, and phoning is the most convenient, I had to bear through this ordeal.

Screaming the tracking number as in the background a group of at least 5 Thai people were shouting at the top of their throats in the background. It sounded like people screaming in a crowded bus stop. I kept screaming the numbers as my voice was cracking and choking while terrorists blocked and constricted the sphincter muscles of my throat to a choking level. This terrorist operating the phone could not "Understand" or "hear" me screaming the number 2 or 0 and I used both Thai and English repeatedly. I screamed out the 10-digit number (or how many digits the tracking # is) and he kept getting confused. In America for example I could never use either my name spelled endlessly in screaming accentuation of my last name with the f and s together of my last name too confusing for Walgreens staff answering the phone. They also could not understand my customer id number and I would shout and scream into phones as they claimed they could not hear or understand what I was saying or got confused and kept repeating the wrong name and numbers until I finally had to walk more than one mile to get to the store and then wait for 30 minutes for them to fill the prescription. That happened 100% of the time, and here in Phuket I got an answer to a simple question that the mail service would not answer and I had to go through this screaming harassment attack with this guy ignoring my screaming questions as I c hoked and yelled while he had a nearly laughter gaiety in his nasty voice--he kept interrupting me and repeating information I didn't need, of course knowing why I was phoning as they were prepared to get a group of people into the store as they kept hanging up on me and transferring the number to this fax machine so by the time I finally got them to pick up the store--which is a tiny space, was a screaming zoo as I had to scream to get an answer. Otherwise I would have to spend an hour driving to this location (back and forth) risking being hit by cars (it's on a dangerous busy street where previously cars darted out from behind parked trucks and nearly hit me, continuously as part of the attack).

I then finally got the answer I needed and hung up after having to repeat the tracking number 6 times, then repeating a question 4 times, then telling him that he was answering the wrong question and interrupting him to get him to stop 5 times because he was going into details that had nothing to do with answering the question I asked him already 4 times. 

I knew this was going to happen and that it would be difficult--but that doesn't make it easier to deal with. As I am still bereft of stress release and always under attack by this very energized German man trying his best to get every ounce of everything possible out of me and this contract combined while destroying me and my home and everything else, I need my energy to deal with finding a way to combat the tech that is literally too overpowering for me in this state of isolation.

But I am writing now about every detail wishing that someone would take a bit of compassion and think that this is outrageous and criminal and someone should help me and then actually go about doing something to alleviate this slow torture to death situation that my government and society has fully forced upon me with compliance by everyone it seems.

I am particularly stressed-out about money as I am really in a very hard situation that has been forced upon me in so many ways. The blocks to earning money have made me completely vulnerable and helpless without any support or real sanctuary to turn to.

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I am writing about every attack, at least recently I have been writing like "crazy" about these attacks that otherwise I normally can bear to a slight degree and not write of every attack. I write to get rid of much of the stress as I have no exercise, no companionship, my cats have been killed and taken away, I have no home almost no money am on the brink of every disaster I need health care and they won't leave me alone for one moment and not for one night and never....


This German man is particularly intent on obtaining whatever he can and is going about it with a fury of attacks and emotional roller coaster cycles of abuse that are enervating to say the very least. Life force sucking and draining is more apt and appropriate. He gives nothing back according to contract never says a kind thing after forcing extreme energy out of me using this tech and his playboy tricks--which I think are sleazy and he's just abusive, pornographic and demeaning insulting and violent towards me. I am not some masochist in love with an abuser I am asleep and teleported and drugged up and under hypnosis and he's using extremely powerful technology upon me. I warn readers of the future of people having access to this technology and the damage and perhaps murder they will inflict upon those they rape and abuse and possibly murder afterwards using this tech and the subliminal messaging.

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America rotted from within by Nazi-KGB agents in drag disguise as entertainers turned politician or their beautified ugly assistants in the overlapping overtake of America, turned vassal state of Nazi europigapeland and Russian KGB aspirations to divide and conquer and "destroy you from within" "We will bury you"--Khrushchev said regarding how they would destroy America from within back in the 50's, when most of the rotten dinos in power were born around this time influenced by their temporarily thwarted nazi parents, tutored in Nazi subterfuge until the time for coming out of the Nazi closet was ripe and now is the time for them and in Whorewood positioning for media coverage to every corrupt and lying politicians turned Nazi spewing out "Democracy" tropes and cliches and platitudes. "Democracy is indispensable for Socialism"--Vladimir Lenin. "Lenin further clarified that 'Whoever wants to reach socialism by any other path than that of political democracy will inevitably arrive at conclusions that are absurd and reactionary both in the economic and the political sense.” He saw democracy not as an end in itself, but as a strategic means to advance the revolutionary movement and prepare the working class for the dictatorship of the proletariat, which would then expand democracy for the oppressed while suppressing the exploiters.'" (quote derived from Wikipedia, link below for further reference). //KGB-tutored, and controlled Whorewood-Congress Amerikkka emulating fascist nazi dictatorship with a Russian KGB "flair" you should all be putting flares out as warnings to stay away from this cesspool pit and just boycott Whorewood and establish alternative media in various centers around America not in Nazified Californication: Tyranny of media muck: any video, podcast, news clip, podcaster, any comment therein is turned into a terror torture rape murder situation which I barely avert but can never get out of . EAch terrorist celebrity, podcaster, news anchor, et al is a seriously sinister bigot, racists blacks so adamant about transferring their sense of victimization onto me as nazi bigot whitey controller hands them more lucrative media contracts, in which they play hero rescuing their black "brothers and sisters" from the plague of racism. How, by becoming nazi anti-semites, and rushing to hit abuse help rape torture and (murder) me as symbol. Jews abound in this as does every other race on the planet. What is almost the most predictable is the "half" white nazi bigot mixed race plague heaped upon me as I watch their stuff on the tube in utter sickness form poisoning and drugging. They are so repetitive in their zeal to appear as nazi collaborators while displaying to the world heroic semblances of serious accountability towards ethical humanity and the rights of people to rise from the depths of squalor racism's filth. Heaping their filth pent-up on me and being told what to say and by their former colonialist enslaver masters, they become the very icon of racist hate a la minority minion transported by telpeortation into a bully prize fighter force amplifier bot dumb a$$.//Otherwise, hijacking youtube and any media outlet I click on to gain information on how to heal my completely scarred up body (last night more mutilation of my completely severed cuticles off all hands and toes, for years and years slicing under cuticles. Over 6 layers per appendage and I still am unable to stop the slicing under cuticles which are mostly off, green mold and black areas are surrounding my nails which are mostly hanging off from the nail bed being slice dinto literally every night while in deep, comatose sleep being abused and tortured and raped in deep sleep teleportation by your huge hulk plastic surgery hormone growth and glorified nazi converts. I realize that most have some sense of self-loathing and this provides the opportunity to fly like a deranged and rabid eagle by inflicting deepest self-loathing onto me and then calling me a "loser' after they make millions off my ideas then strangle my abiilty to even type much less surf, get a single thing done. My emails even to basic busines sinformation centers are being half deleted the hacking for every single thing is ubiquitous. The movie and new and government and youtube podcast universes are plagued by evil entities disguised as celebrity heroes saying exacty what the audience yearns to hear, in particular the liberal the republican at this time wants to hear about the destruction their icons have eeked upon the world and upon everything and everybody they hate---me being some symbol of it all it seems for all involved.//First amendment gone. Cannot entertain freedom of speech because clicking on a youtube video is my freedom of speech to be able to access ideas, information. They have turned it literally into a torture and near-death rape and ause entrapment scheme these psycho scumbag hate whores you all love and adore. Their sleazy sick scheme is that I am "supposed to be delusional" if I report that sleazy dirty sick and stupid celebrities, politicians their ilk from youtube planet of hell hack their filthy crap into my youtube, I click on it, even a trailer for movies that are long dead and gone; once having done that for a news clip, a commentary, a political podcast (which I watch because the mainstream news does not provide all the angles that these personalized podcasters have) and also I am endlessly drugged every day and night surreptitiously so I am dazed and sick. The rationale is that if i click on their bs crap shit on any media forum it's open season hunting, raping and torturing beatring me in teleportaiton with the group of filth, shit, stupid sickness posing as intellectual ethical heroes for society my ideas furnish their stupid antics performed poorly so the actual sentiment is so weakened and so ridiculous in transmission that the reverse effect on society is the outcome--trending towards fascism despotism and just outright bulling leading to witch hunting and kkk nazi lynch mobs and worse.//It happens every day, I am sick stuck can't get information healing from the scum who rush to "help" me hey remain plastered on chairs monopolizing my healing as they hack crap onto my channel which bypasses information I really need. It is extremely ha rd for me to bypass their hacking my internet is completely "controlled' by this group of rancid shit. Has-beens and wanna be nepo-scum some very old. All lies and blank hate and grasping leeching parasitic. But the point is that freedom of speech is being the next thing taken away form me. They have literally turned my access of intormation into a torture and deadly situation by just watching videos to gain information the shit whore scum rush to abuse me endlessly . IF they are seemingly outraged about the state of the terrorist shit who preceded them, there are so many of these especially in the demo-rat party, then it turns into outright collusion with the aforementioned as they all partner to abuse me using nazi protocols. one of them just lost it's bid for political ascension it stole my concepts, used it to project itself as exceptional which it's "oppressed group" then all centered around. See, my ideas have been stolen by white nazi trash celebrities but this person from a different but same group, just a splinter of the nazi 4th Reich really partners with it...and so, it lost but the premise is that it's the wrong gender and race and that is why no one is "ready" for this blathering lying con criminal. No they want the usual and standard white boy in power, so they say. Meanwhile, it rushed (not the white boy) but the "victim" stealing my ideas about how the crap attacking me are "mediocrity" as they truly are but sexualized hormonal pschopaths transmitting decency through scripted movies and plots and lectures--truly learned some of them in the art of deception. Grasping nasty petty tyrants waiting for the 4th Reich to topple american jurisprudence so they can inflcit a neanderthal version of "democracy" but alas they can't stop the apes from taking over. Anyway, mediocrity lost it's campaign in the lone star state the concepts it stole from me have become it's rallying cry amongst it's other black stalker nazis all colluding to be a part of the 4th Reich estate so they can enjoy this wealth abundance for becoming gestapo force amplifiers. The crock-a has-been is just an example stole my ideas turned it into black nazi rectification that it is not mediocre, not, it's not a yapping hateful lying con criminal no, in private with me as nazis watch on yes, but for public it's the helpful ever-fighting advocate for black rights but just that the voters aren't "ready" for a woman, or black, that is the excuse. //But it goes on. today a half nazi white with olive skin and black hair like so many half nazi half white half victim bullied or coming out of white nazi trash poverty perhaps even 2nd generation--if they spawn with europigape nazis who want all that money whorewood and america has to loot, then they feel emboldened by turning sheer nazi terror gestaspo fascist concealing their ugly dirty sick stupidity with grandiose postures and plastic surgery make-overs. Suddenly once they form a square jaw and appear like hardened cold and gleeming nazis in appearance with or without plastic surgery they are now ready for the next phase which is to push others down so they yell "loser" at me viciously cloying for what the sleazy dirty crap of whroewood hands them in the endless incentive-based snowballing effect of a global take-over by offering the delights of whoorewood celebrity gleen if they attack me they get their podcasts put into higher orbit then they are not "losers" any longer. they get their movies and podcasts in more algorithms in higher attention they are celebrities and this ruse of feeling "important" and then "wealthy" is truly all that this global society is based on, apparently. With all the genocidal purchasing power backing the bigot empty and blank politicians and celebrities. They continue to ask me for ideas or just kekep torturing me to obtain ideas if I watch their filthy shit and try to get information, know-how as I am lied to perpetually denied health care information is blocked. They turn youtube and all movies into tortrure rape and abuse portals for promotion for shit and scum. Every oscar year is packed with shit and scum who "win" awards. This year my ideas were not put into movie concept by the usual team of scum and rot and stupi blank nothingness endlessly promoted as being heroes of society sometimes using my concepts. B ut AI am tortured called a "loser" and beaten abused death threats abuse being slammed tgorture by shit and scum is a daiily ritual as they all sit bemused. My disability now cut off so I am financially ruined with zero money coming in, from this group of shit and scum. Still working on healing from the poison they put in my body which acts like literal internal cement near impossible to get out--more than 20 years fighting this alone. They remain screaming "loser" people whose shit videos are hacked into my youtube are portals of instant abuse--politicians demo-rats rushing to join in under trump the money illicit is flowing no more pretense. Freedom of speech will be turned into a torture and rape portal for these despicable scum stupid apes and rats you had better believe that my terms are accurate and not ranting delusional. Hacking is preventing me from typing and my brain is under assault. As always, all of you are fully promoting all of this so when iran destroys america you will be able to better take over america with your europigape fascist scum actors turned polticians to bring in really truly facsist nazi despots from ole europigapeland. Terminators with no concepts no soul histories of despotism and yoiu all still worship them for their acting put into politics. Every day some next scumbag whiel I am drugged endlessly my food intake while sleeping being mutilated drugged every nght atortured by sick aND STUPID ape telpeortation skits by these filth and yes,...they truly are the losers but you are all losing because of the sinking ship you turned not merely america but the world into by following these stupid ignorat rat apes they are disgusting. You are disgusting for having allowed them to get away with this for years. They put trump and his ilk in power so they could monopolize the internet and media with their lying nazi bullshit poised as liberal helpers of society. evil and rotten blank and stupid sick and psychopathic stpuid empty blank and leading everyone and everything into destruction but you all keep cheering them on they entertain you. Today's dirty ugly sick piece of shit hacked endless healing videos which I desperately need for my body which has been put out of alignemnt because the put a microchp in my brain rendering me incapable of waking consciousness while the fracture my spine, which they ahve done. Making me literally chronically disabled due to such attacks while unconscious, they have since cut off disability. I was watching videos on sacral cranial healing techniques and the loser scum who altered his facial structure through some exercises has the "model" jawline now and thusly with some exercises has gone from flabby and soft to nazi square jaw and is now screaming loser at me because he joined this team of filth and shit to attack me. That is the bulk of them all; they have risen from the ashes of mainstream into celebrity had jobs as menial as mainstream as not spectacular, got body building got plastic surgery got hormonal therapy sucked and scraped their way abused others and now they can finally push me down seeing me helpless being teleportd to them in my waking state while in the shower while on the toilet while getting dressed or undressed trying to "help me by giving little body building tips as they essentialy do not provide much more than a few basic pointers then demanding my entire life and enslavement. I fight them off me as they teleport me for hours, my body iwithered broken down every day my body is mutilated by their sleazy shitty teams of slaves and white trash who are laughing and dancing little demons overjoyed to be dumping their own ugly shit on me. Watching youtube to try to get their ugly and stupid rotten shit death hissing hate out of my brain through the voice-to-skull tech and I try to find ways to heal.They hack more bullshit con artists who then join in completely different from the friendly and helpful con scum that they make themselves out to be. Once they obtain celebrity approval they become fantatical abusers dumping their self-hate on me their former selves as menial and not famous is now on a higher dopamine dope level. I remain fighting them off exlaining to them that they are just deflecting their own self-hate on me, despite all their self-healing videos and their caring for society bullshit public persona con artist for one nazi world order personalities.

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