Friday, July 16, 2021

More on my current abuser teleporting me and why I have been writing these posts enraged and in fury as of late, an increase in number almost daily, , which is connected in part to :Phoning Fed Ex in Phuket--a mini hell that is a repeat of the phone calls I have made that are met by terrorists doing exactly the same things. I have no options except to drive a long distance to speak to this person at the Fed Ex location. Instead I have to try to phone the office. First three times I got a fax buzzing, then the call was disconnected three times. Then I phoned the Bangkok Customer service line and went through all the prompts only to get voice messages in Thai stating I pressed the wrong option. I then phoned the Fed Ex Phuket branch again and reached a terrorist who did the things that all the terrorists on phones everywhere around the world did:

 First he said he could not hear me and I had to shout as my throat was tweaked by the microchip implant so I was choking and screaming to get him to answer this basic question. Since this is an issue of obtaining my money from my account, as meager as it is, it is critical to get this information. Because I am so stuck in pain and paralysis that drive long distances to speak in person is difficult, and phoning is the most convenient, I had to bear through this ordeal.

Screaming the tracking number as in the background a group of at least 5 Thai people were shouting at the top of their throats in the background. It sounded like people screaming in a crowded bus stop. I kept screaming the numbers as my voice was cracking and choking while terrorists blocked and constricted the sphincter muscles of my throat to a choking level. This terrorist operating the phone could not "Understand" or "hear" me screaming the number 2 or 0 and I used both Thai and English repeatedly. I screamed out the 10-digit number (or how many digits the tracking # is) and he kept getting confused. In America for example I could never use either my name spelled endlessly in screaming accentuation of my last name with the f and s together of my last name too confusing for Walgreens staff answering the phone. They also could not understand my customer id number and I would shout and scream into phones as they claimed they could not hear or understand what I was saying or got confused and kept repeating the wrong name and numbers until I finally had to walk more than one mile to get to the store and then wait for 30 minutes for them to fill the prescription. That happened 100% of the time, and here in Phuket I got an answer to a simple question that the mail service would not answer and I had to go through this screaming harassment attack with this guy ignoring my screaming questions as I c hoked and yelled while he had a nearly laughter gaiety in his nasty voice--he kept interrupting me and repeating information I didn't need, of course knowing why I was phoning as they were prepared to get a group of people into the store as they kept hanging up on me and transferring the number to this fax machine so by the time I finally got them to pick up the store--which is a tiny space, was a screaming zoo as I had to scream to get an answer. Otherwise I would have to spend an hour driving to this location (back and forth) risking being hit by cars (it's on a dangerous busy street where previously cars darted out from behind parked trucks and nearly hit me, continuously as part of the attack).

I then finally got the answer I needed and hung up after having to repeat the tracking number 6 times, then repeating a question 4 times, then telling him that he was answering the wrong question and interrupting him to get him to stop 5 times because he was going into details that had nothing to do with answering the question I asked him already 4 times. 

I knew this was going to happen and that it would be difficult--but that doesn't make it easier to deal with. As I am still bereft of stress release and always under attack by this very energized German man trying his best to get every ounce of everything possible out of me and this contract combined while destroying me and my home and everything else, I need my energy to deal with finding a way to combat the tech that is literally too overpowering for me in this state of isolation.

But I am writing now about every detail wishing that someone would take a bit of compassion and think that this is outrageous and criminal and someone should help me and then actually go about doing something to alleviate this slow torture to death situation that my government and society has fully forced upon me with compliance by everyone it seems.

I am particularly stressed-out about money as I am really in a very hard situation that has been forced upon me in so many ways. The blocks to earning money have made me completely vulnerable and helpless without any support or real sanctuary to turn to.

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I am writing about every attack, at least recently I have been writing like "crazy" about these attacks that otherwise I normally can bear to a slight degree and not write of every attack. I write to get rid of much of the stress as I have no exercise, no companionship, my cats have been killed and taken away, I have no home almost no money am on the brink of every disaster I need health care and they won't leave me alone for one moment and not for one night and never....


This German man is particularly intent on obtaining whatever he can and is going about it with a fury of attacks and emotional roller coaster cycles of abuse that are enervating to say the very least. Life force sucking and draining is more apt and appropriate. He gives nothing back according to contract never says a kind thing after forcing extreme energy out of me using this tech and his playboy tricks--which I think are sleazy and he's just abusive, pornographic and demeaning insulting and violent towards me. I am not some masochist in love with an abuser I am asleep and teleported and drugged up and under hypnosis and he's using extremely powerful technology upon me. I warn readers of the future of people having access to this technology and the damage and perhaps murder they will inflict upon those they rape and abuse and possibly murder afterwards using this tech and the subliminal messaging.

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Hours of attacks beginning the moment I was about to fall asleep from yet another nazi demo-rat senator--part of the "new exciting blue wave" but he's been in his State's senate for a decade (seems to be a trump-era pick since red his state has been through-and-through they all use "controlled opposition" and what a sleazy scum crap parasitic whore he is and undoubtedly has been, if not always then at the tender young age he is now, calling him a dirty sleazy sex trafficking old man is more apt than a young freshman senator). Seasoned in prostitution he is, and the german nazi filth scum who have rushed to get into that whorewood money, handed to the most brutal, u gly sleazy sick crap who forced their filthy selves on me whileI was drugged, so vulnerable and the mind control is far more insidious than the sleazy ignoramus celebrities and politicians will even take account for. The ignorance of the technology and it's application are extensive from the presidents to the lower ranks, they have absolutely no concern to study or learn ANYTHING much less how this technology operates only the extent that they get paid and promoted and how to act like thieving prostituted stupid sick trash that is all they do, repeatedly. I tell them that my mind and brain are not in "normal" mode but they blame me for the concepts they hack into my subconscious so when I repeat them, they have their excuse to literally hit, rape slap and abuse me without end for having "said" something innocently, and nicely they respond to get that money with rage, violence and hate wthout end and they never stop exhibiting hate for the concepts they hack or extract while I am in this deep hypnosis state. I have become so cryptic in my inability to elaborate verbally due to, as is happening right now, the endless blockage to typing making me truncate all I write out of necessity to not pound and pound on keys with painful arches of my hands and wrist the tension they hack into the keyboard makes me have to litearlly write in extreme short form (for me). I repeat something in cryptic manner such as, the hateful bigots deflecting their racist attack on me endlessly inserting that it's ME who is "racist". thus they hack "nigger' into my brain while I am watching election coverage and a black Georgia man is speaking in front of a camera about the process. I think "that's you" which they have technology "hack" so they hear to my accusations of me "thinking" their hacked verbal stink attack into my brain, "nigger uncle tom" while I am trying to glean electoral coverage information. I say very cryptically quickly , "That's you" as I continue to try to listen. I was not able to formulate the complete sentence firstly this was in my thought process while I was watching the election, in rapt attention and never invited the f0-ing obamas to insert their ugly death and violent exploitation upon me to get ideas to try to pin false labels on me as to exonerate their crimes against me (ongoing for 17 years or longer, without end every year every election every day they are part of this nazi hate white supremacy team attacking me in waves and waves of nazi-emoting German nazi-backed with german nazi filth rapists assaulting me as the obamas smile lovingly at them after I had become enraged after-what was it, the 15 th year, year year year of their murder violence endlessly aimed atme so their filthy posturing can have some bounce in their step that sensation of power in having someone to abuse they can't get enough; none of them can. It emboldens that sparkly celebrity glow of sexualized power and cheerful chirpy psychopathic "charm" which brings in all the more fans, feeding vicariously off the torture gleen of sexualized power consumption of my life force. //I had to then enunciate and stop listening to what was absorbing my real and desired attention: the election not the f-ing obama hate crime wave family. I enunciated "your articulations" in that "That's you in what you articulated which my brain picked up and then repeated in my thoughts as you blamed me for 'thinking' those hateful racist terms--I could not elaborate on that level just only saying that I was articulating what they had forced into my brain, which is processed and repeated. I repeated it, and they became enraged and it turned into vioelnce but smug b was staring smiling as his m was assaulting me with vicious gnarls and hissing hate. All for me writing after SEVENTEEN YEARS of them obtaining the presidency twice and endless years of campaigning interviews and etc out of assaultingme--they all never stop. Today and last night, for the grave mistake I had made in sending a message in a drugged and torrtured state from the shit creep out of germany who had me gang raped and he claims he fractured my spine, rendering me disabled adn then this group had my disability cut off for not agreeing to having poison pounded into my body with fractured vertebrae on many parts of my spine from prick scum ape whore piece of shit after the next with its' filthy family and wife and whatever rushing to get this contract and to render me fractured for fighting to get date rape drugging scum ape filth off me as I was always drugged and poisoned and saturated with my nervous system put into an instant hightened sexual fake "desire"mode with all the poisoning and problems with my spine I also needed some kind of "physical therapy" as of course, I was given NOTHING and massages I desperately needed to save my life but instead I was repeatedly poisoned and tortured and attacked while sleeping and awake both. This next senator who has been in his State senate since Trump came into office is more foul and nasty than maga nazi bigots---just sick creep filth it is typical for those who expound on the "purity of their christian faith" to be the most dangerous and filthy sick rapist pornographic sex trafficking ugly dirty filth of the bunch. Trump named him correctly when he added "freako" as a suffix to his nasty last name which sounds like a nabisco dog treat anyway. This filthy man who is sitting next to two german ignorant ape scum rapist nazi bigots of stupidity that is alarming considering the level of importance this group continuously offers to all the dirty germanic nazi scum apes like termini88er and the rest. they are so enraged that I am intellectually capable of more than the low and base level they are at, and have been accustomed in my life to be around real artists not contrived nazi props to sell off antifascism in germany so nazism can rise in the shadows of their fake wiles and script-written k-rap bs they are selling. It's bought up completely everyone wants this deception. I wanted it as well. I always never believe in the creeps but desperation and drugging, subliminal messaging and NO HELP from tortrure at least from years of it so deadly and endless I actually need much more 'support" than perhaps someone abating the hate and violence for half a day, which is the best I ever get after 17 years of trying to alert the public that this situation is enveloping the country in a fascist smothering and tragic downfall of all social values leading to equinimity and peace and prosperity and freedom. this crap person whose administration is so close to the sex trafficking borders with "brown women and boys and girls and men" trafficked in all dimensions. Obviously he is part of this trafficking endeavor much to his campaign funding I would also suggest, clandestine as it all is. His degenerate sleazy hateful and violent (murderous) sex trafficking pornographic probable snuff film type sleaze combined with a smooth-talking exterior endlessly mentioning God, Jesus and god bless the white folk who support him (and die and go to hell to me, all stereotypes are there hovering over his brooding black energy as he leans towards teh german rapists who have caused deformity in my body, as they partner with the yapping ugly sick rat from depp who is a filthy stupid ape dropping but they love the plastic surgery nazi shit that she is because of course, behind her is france the partner to german nazism partnering with them all to overtake california, america and america gives them all. They so want me destroyed with no opportunities for a single thing. they have all obtained their spotlight and career out of having me poisoned tortured raped and mutilated but decades of doing that is never enough they must go until I am broken and dead while I fight litearlly non-stop for my life every single day to not get dragged into their drugging mind control skits but I can't handle all this abuse on all levels all the time day and night plus shitting murder poisons out literallye very day and endlessly sick and stuck in this poison trap while they cut my money off and have me raped beaten and abused endlessly asking jfor ideas and I have to "stop thinking" in order to not allow these stupid ape whorews to steal more. That is what trump called the "freako" and now I see why. Trump would know, trump was part of the nazi bigot team putting that freako into power in the first place. Most of the demo-rats were put inj power in the reagan or bush era and the more current house and senate members of this hate gang were put in power under trump or the other fasco nazi presidents and the demo-rats are no exception to that rule. So it's deplorable once more the do-nothing and allow fascism to destroy the country for sleazy filth profiteering off it remains. The nazi europigape scum trash are still welcome to inflict a colony banana republic but the top tiers of the crap-de-la-crap get mansions multi-billion dollars and everything handed ot them. In turn they feel "special" and endowed with high skill and told they are the supremes. They believe it but they torture me because they can't formulate a single original idea. So I remain as I waas over a decade ago the situation remains the fucking sick shit of congress are still fomenting this nazi system but with a few sleazy dirty sick evil lying sex trafficking scumbags like talarico the prico scum he's so dirty and sick. He's not stupid just a lying sob. He's not truly highly intelligent either just a conniving theatrical bullshit operator with a smooth what you wanjt to hear fake deal. Texas is truly a deplorable place the demo-rat nazis are even more suppressed sick fucks than the repugs who they have replaced.