Friday, July 16, 2021

More on my current abuser teleporting me and why I have been writing these posts enraged and in fury as of late, an increase in number almost daily, , which is connected in part to :Phoning Fed Ex in Phuket--a mini hell that is a repeat of the phone calls I have made that are met by terrorists doing exactly the same things. I have no options except to drive a long distance to speak to this person at the Fed Ex location. Instead I have to try to phone the office. First three times I got a fax buzzing, then the call was disconnected three times. Then I phoned the Bangkok Customer service line and went through all the prompts only to get voice messages in Thai stating I pressed the wrong option. I then phoned the Fed Ex Phuket branch again and reached a terrorist who did the things that all the terrorists on phones everywhere around the world did:

 First he said he could not hear me and I had to shout as my throat was tweaked by the microchip implant so I was choking and screaming to get him to answer this basic question. Since this is an issue of obtaining my money from my account, as meager as it is, it is critical to get this information. Because I am so stuck in pain and paralysis that drive long distances to speak in person is difficult, and phoning is the most convenient, I had to bear through this ordeal.

Screaming the tracking number as in the background a group of at least 5 Thai people were shouting at the top of their throats in the background. It sounded like people screaming in a crowded bus stop. I kept screaming the numbers as my voice was cracking and choking while terrorists blocked and constricted the sphincter muscles of my throat to a choking level. This terrorist operating the phone could not "Understand" or "hear" me screaming the number 2 or 0 and I used both Thai and English repeatedly. I screamed out the 10-digit number (or how many digits the tracking # is) and he kept getting confused. In America for example I could never use either my name spelled endlessly in screaming accentuation of my last name with the f and s together of my last name too confusing for Walgreens staff answering the phone. They also could not understand my customer id number and I would shout and scream into phones as they claimed they could not hear or understand what I was saying or got confused and kept repeating the wrong name and numbers until I finally had to walk more than one mile to get to the store and then wait for 30 minutes for them to fill the prescription. That happened 100% of the time, and here in Phuket I got an answer to a simple question that the mail service would not answer and I had to go through this screaming harassment attack with this guy ignoring my screaming questions as I c hoked and yelled while he had a nearly laughter gaiety in his nasty voice--he kept interrupting me and repeating information I didn't need, of course knowing why I was phoning as they were prepared to get a group of people into the store as they kept hanging up on me and transferring the number to this fax machine so by the time I finally got them to pick up the store--which is a tiny space, was a screaming zoo as I had to scream to get an answer. Otherwise I would have to spend an hour driving to this location (back and forth) risking being hit by cars (it's on a dangerous busy street where previously cars darted out from behind parked trucks and nearly hit me, continuously as part of the attack).

I then finally got the answer I needed and hung up after having to repeat the tracking number 6 times, then repeating a question 4 times, then telling him that he was answering the wrong question and interrupting him to get him to stop 5 times because he was going into details that had nothing to do with answering the question I asked him already 4 times. 

I knew this was going to happen and that it would be difficult--but that doesn't make it easier to deal with. As I am still bereft of stress release and always under attack by this very energized German man trying his best to get every ounce of everything possible out of me and this contract combined while destroying me and my home and everything else, I need my energy to deal with finding a way to combat the tech that is literally too overpowering for me in this state of isolation.

But I am writing now about every detail wishing that someone would take a bit of compassion and think that this is outrageous and criminal and someone should help me and then actually go about doing something to alleviate this slow torture to death situation that my government and society has fully forced upon me with compliance by everyone it seems.

I am particularly stressed-out about money as I am really in a very hard situation that has been forced upon me in so many ways. The blocks to earning money have made me completely vulnerable and helpless without any support or real sanctuary to turn to.

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I am writing about every attack, at least recently I have been writing like "crazy" about these attacks that otherwise I normally can bear to a slight degree and not write of every attack. I write to get rid of much of the stress as I have no exercise, no companionship, my cats have been killed and taken away, I have no home almost no money am on the brink of every disaster I need health care and they won't leave me alone for one moment and not for one night and never....


This German man is particularly intent on obtaining whatever he can and is going about it with a fury of attacks and emotional roller coaster cycles of abuse that are enervating to say the very least. Life force sucking and draining is more apt and appropriate. He gives nothing back according to contract never says a kind thing after forcing extreme energy out of me using this tech and his playboy tricks--which I think are sleazy and he's just abusive, pornographic and demeaning insulting and violent towards me. I am not some masochist in love with an abuser I am asleep and teleported and drugged up and under hypnosis and he's using extremely powerful technology upon me. I warn readers of the future of people having access to this technology and the damage and perhaps murder they will inflict upon those they rape and abuse and possibly murder afterwards using this tech and the subliminal messaging.

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Extreme drugging of my body while in deep, comatose MK ULTRA brain microchip induced non-senstaion, non-reactive state. Drugged so severely that I wake up feeling sick and drugged and in this state, a non-stop, daily onslaught of government abusers of the constitution, law and all ethical and moral codes rush in their sloth-like vulture-vicious gnawing into my psyche, body, spirit and brain all they can steal, suck and destroy in me they all cumulatively work to suck out and destroy. As I have been writing of for years and years to no avail only more politicians rushing in each admin to have me raped, tortured poisoned abused and endless information-gathering for them to steal to feign being "democracy" pundits working for "the ameriacn people" all euro-nazis sitting in the ensemble making sure that america has no blacks, jews and gays who will not instantly get down and blow them off for all they can derive from exploitation done with a loving smile of servitude and then in return, they get to "represent". The blonde nazi women rush to have minorities put into worse slave positions with no chance unless they fully worship and provide sex slave gyration open-leg and huge sloppy smiles to all white boys who rush to attack me as they are awarded for their so-called music and political tirades about defending minority rights. Sitting in rows of chairs, the hate leeches who have stolen my ideas after having me so badly poisoned that 13 years of literal dying paralysis and a huge,misshappen body is their delight to mock and make fun of--in thechairs after rushing to abuse spit on me have me raped by yet another white nazi hate boy who wants to be involved in overtaking america--the politicians rushing to get their quid-pro-quo deals of mansions in france, germany and england in exchange for their"expertise" in hate-themed moral deconstruction of society movies and endless nazi-themed movies disguised as entertainment spectacles of murder, blood gore and blonde nazi worship disguised as hero movies. Politicians rush to abuse me and the more creative in their hate attacks upon me the more leverage in the upcoming elections and positions of powerless "power' they will receive. Most or all of the current line-up have fully welcomed the trump fascist nazi maga profit endless theft of the economy, covertly stealing and insider-trading deals galore for their participation in coercing all of congress to comply and never question their criminal consolidation of power with fascist 4th reich trump and euro-nazi zone world which control them all. Not a single person "dares" to question this contract out on me and the impending disaster it entails, rather they rely on the defunct politicians to say the most stupid and nasty sleazy ugly dirty things to me in their stead so they all can jump into the next level of grift and graft of the economy in the guise of "not able to do anything" which has resulted in this upcoming year before the mid-terms of the people who watched me get poisoned, raped and tortured my ideas furnishing rows of celebrities and trump and many others with phrases, words which I write which are stolen so instantly and then regurgitated and hacked back onto my internet service so I see as part of the "rubbing" insult to injury that this group has endlessly derived great mirth in forcing their minions to do, which they all happily indulge in the extra jab at the end of assisting in slowly murdering me through stress and mutilation and poisoning they want to add as much sadistic insult to injury as possible. The upcoming election means that those who put trump into power albeit appearing as the "Cemodracy-loving" Democrats are now viciously and violently threatening my life having me rapedand abused and nazis are all welcome to abuse me; in particular those who have for 30 years, 50 years, 13 ydars, all spent their entire lives for their career s to be put into orbit by having me hit by cars, poisoned nearly to death paralyzed my spine fractured as they laugh and go off to partying on their sucess; and rushing to abuse me as often as possible for the next upcoming role and tour they rush to abuse rape beat and laugh and make jokes smug and smirking as politicians threaten my life tell me to obey these worthless dirty vile parasites and the rest is pure silence and complicity. I cannot "Just ignore" them due to the drugs they have inserted into my body, probably through my vagina inserted by tube into my bladder or my food--I am always forced to get up to use the toilet in the black middle of the night (this is not due to water retention this is nothing that happened before I began to block my front door and prevent the endless human break-in into my rom while sleeping because people went in, had my body put out of alignment poisoned and drugged my food stole my body destroyed clothing shoes and then raped me and stuck semen and fungus into my hair and vagina smeared mutilating poisons on my skin until it appears like scaled reptile in texture injected silicone bulbs under my skin, etc. I finally managed to block out human break-ins so after this happened I must urinate every single night a huge amount and instantly afterward (as in, once I return to bed and fall asleep in sickness which is so continuous because of daily drugging) I am then teleported (never happening before this nightly urination) and then I am abused, put into homeless situations abused by sick dirty filth creeps partners of this group of your revered celebrities and politicians and podcasters and etc. I am surrounded by the expletives who I can barely "see" there are always at least 8 of the directors actors politicains and then inn the rows behind them are many unseen as my vision is really controlled in this state I can only see a few people but they make comments from the back rows. The abuse is so endless and I respond instantly to every question and insult and abuse. It is impossible to control as I try to meditate,breathe deeply and etc. I finally begin to rush at them hitting them as they ask me using voice to skull inaudible technology about how and why the expletives have abused and are bothersome after my endless fight for my life to heal and get poison out while they are abusing and torturing me literally every single moment, day and night, for over 15 years non-stop icnreasing in non-stop violence rape and torture every day rapists and filth who have been propelled into international stardom who have had my body made putrid stinking bloated sothey can get plastic surgery by the nazi euro-hate nazi scum who sit completely surrounded by near worship by the americans so absorbed in having nazi culture glorified into american politics and society. they ask me endlessly how and why they are disgusting, and through the endless truth serum drugging hours of abuse and questioning the nazi "punk" german is obtaining every new idea and the celebrities and politician as well. they then sneer in hate and contempt as I spend hours fighting to clear my energy from their toxic death hate life-sucking energy abuse drain which I cannot block, fight or get anyone to stop ever the entire government has fully promoted every sick and dirty creep who has participated and they are glorified. All euronazis welecomed the celebrities who you see in the movies are absolute nazis part of the international nazi leagues--and you can believe me when I say that every single german is a nazi at this point, the former "alternative" are fully frauds and even more nazi then the mainstream germans you may meet if you happen to find one who is authentic human and personable who is white, which is rare but possible still. ///and so, it goes on. death, old age and torture to death.

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