Friday, July 16, 2021

More on my current abuser teleporting me and why I have been writing these posts enraged and in fury as of late, an increase in number almost daily, , which is connected in part to :Phoning Fed Ex in Phuket--a mini hell that is a repeat of the phone calls I have made that are met by terrorists doing exactly the same things. I have no options except to drive a long distance to speak to this person at the Fed Ex location. Instead I have to try to phone the office. First three times I got a fax buzzing, then the call was disconnected three times. Then I phoned the Bangkok Customer service line and went through all the prompts only to get voice messages in Thai stating I pressed the wrong option. I then phoned the Fed Ex Phuket branch again and reached a terrorist who did the things that all the terrorists on phones everywhere around the world did:

 First he said he could not hear me and I had to shout as my throat was tweaked by the microchip implant so I was choking and screaming to get him to answer this basic question. Since this is an issue of obtaining my money from my account, as meager as it is, it is critical to get this information. Because I am so stuck in pain and paralysis that drive long distances to speak in person is difficult, and phoning is the most convenient, I had to bear through this ordeal.

Screaming the tracking number as in the background a group of at least 5 Thai people were shouting at the top of their throats in the background. It sounded like people screaming in a crowded bus stop. I kept screaming the numbers as my voice was cracking and choking while terrorists blocked and constricted the sphincter muscles of my throat to a choking level. This terrorist operating the phone could not "Understand" or "hear" me screaming the number 2 or 0 and I used both Thai and English repeatedly. I screamed out the 10-digit number (or how many digits the tracking # is) and he kept getting confused. In America for example I could never use either my name spelled endlessly in screaming accentuation of my last name with the f and s together of my last name too confusing for Walgreens staff answering the phone. They also could not understand my customer id number and I would shout and scream into phones as they claimed they could not hear or understand what I was saying or got confused and kept repeating the wrong name and numbers until I finally had to walk more than one mile to get to the store and then wait for 30 minutes for them to fill the prescription. That happened 100% of the time, and here in Phuket I got an answer to a simple question that the mail service would not answer and I had to go through this screaming harassment attack with this guy ignoring my screaming questions as I c hoked and yelled while he had a nearly laughter gaiety in his nasty voice--he kept interrupting me and repeating information I didn't need, of course knowing why I was phoning as they were prepared to get a group of people into the store as they kept hanging up on me and transferring the number to this fax machine so by the time I finally got them to pick up the store--which is a tiny space, was a screaming zoo as I had to scream to get an answer. Otherwise I would have to spend an hour driving to this location (back and forth) risking being hit by cars (it's on a dangerous busy street where previously cars darted out from behind parked trucks and nearly hit me, continuously as part of the attack).

I then finally got the answer I needed and hung up after having to repeat the tracking number 6 times, then repeating a question 4 times, then telling him that he was answering the wrong question and interrupting him to get him to stop 5 times because he was going into details that had nothing to do with answering the question I asked him already 4 times. 

I knew this was going to happen and that it would be difficult--but that doesn't make it easier to deal with. As I am still bereft of stress release and always under attack by this very energized German man trying his best to get every ounce of everything possible out of me and this contract combined while destroying me and my home and everything else, I need my energy to deal with finding a way to combat the tech that is literally too overpowering for me in this state of isolation.

But I am writing now about every detail wishing that someone would take a bit of compassion and think that this is outrageous and criminal and someone should help me and then actually go about doing something to alleviate this slow torture to death situation that my government and society has fully forced upon me with compliance by everyone it seems.

I am particularly stressed-out about money as I am really in a very hard situation that has been forced upon me in so many ways. The blocks to earning money have made me completely vulnerable and helpless without any support or real sanctuary to turn to.

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I am writing about every attack, at least recently I have been writing like "crazy" about these attacks that otherwise I normally can bear to a slight degree and not write of every attack. I write to get rid of much of the stress as I have no exercise, no companionship, my cats have been killed and taken away, I have no home almost no money am on the brink of every disaster I need health care and they won't leave me alone for one moment and not for one night and never....


This German man is particularly intent on obtaining whatever he can and is going about it with a fury of attacks and emotional roller coaster cycles of abuse that are enervating to say the very least. Life force sucking and draining is more apt and appropriate. He gives nothing back according to contract never says a kind thing after forcing extreme energy out of me using this tech and his playboy tricks--which I think are sleazy and he's just abusive, pornographic and demeaning insulting and violent towards me. I am not some masochist in love with an abuser I am asleep and teleported and drugged up and under hypnosis and he's using extremely powerful technology upon me. I warn readers of the future of people having access to this technology and the damage and perhaps murder they will inflict upon those they rape and abuse and possibly murder afterwards using this tech and the subliminal messaging.

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State-sponsored financial, living and telecommunication blocks, diversions and then terror violence murder attempts and rape once more to let you dear readers know that the government is kinda not ok and it's endemic not a few swamp creatures---the one which just met it's croc maker brought the brownies and blackies of the demo-rat "opposition" all claiming to be devout christians during the BBB bill the last tragic dismemberment of the July 4th commemoration of liberty, justice for all and the pursuit of happiness as the declaration entailed--last year. Came yelling with old lady bugger sitting smirking as the blacks, jews and gays came to kick me out of existence complying with nazi genocidal policy not quite yet enacted on a grandiose scale but every day getting closer; all celebrity scum being paid in millions to portray a happy blond plantation, Euro-centric Nazi joy and change society and hope, oh, how they sell hope.//The endless hate, obstruction and parasitic life-force drain of the celebrity-political structure. Why is America failing? A few rogue politicians of the "swamp"? //Endless obstruction in a dire business dealing I am fighting for my life to resolve. Everything from endless blocks to my internet service (DOS attacks, which just happened at this very moment as they do. The second I begin to write about internet hacking DOS and blocks, rewrites, discrediting revisions of my every business and personal email and everything I do is sullied made dirty incompetent in the electronic telecommunications sphere so as I was typing a black page popped out to cover this blog). Non-stop freezing to my system while I am clicking on sites, etc to type the 20th email in 24 hours to get my very basic address change in my mail system which is lying and has OPENLY DISCRIMINATED AGAINST ME as has SOCIAL SECURITY and any and all other business dealings.//Hours every morning the filth of the celebrity descends to pour their ugliness, hate and misery that their careers are not in top spotlight thusly it's my "fault" for not providing them with my life for them to use endlessly for their profit----so they do it anyway using the tech. They abuse and torture me until I come out with more epiphanies about how stupid sick and tawdry they are. The blank and ugly demons sit in silence taking notes to steal for their song lyrics, podcast themes and stolen phrases from what I have either spoken in the torture hours-long daily sessions, freshly drugged upon waking unable to think clearly ni a drugged daze of pain--telling the ugly parasites I am in pain (really agony) from the poisons THEY POURED AND RAPED VIA THEIR HORMONE DIRTY CELEBRITY SICK SCUM MALE NAZI BIGOTS pounding the poison via rape injecting sewage water into my vagina and into my bladder along with MURDER poisons which harden literally along all bones, into every crevice and every joint. Years of sitting in bed and in pain shitting liquid filth out as they aabuse and torture me beginning literally the moment I wake up; only after a night time of deep sleep teleportation to rape, homelessness scenarios, people playing discrediting scenarios on me, etc. Then hours of abuser I finally scream out ideas the ape pigs then tell me that when I scream they are energy-sucking stupid dirty nazi parasites dumping their ugliness and misery out on me destroying my happy beautiful good mood every single morning for hours until I "break" in rage because I am too weak to brace against endless yelling of "loser bitch stupid" every single thought I have they comment on disparaaging insulting and finally I can't take it. The combination of my nervous system being attacked my brain under attack my body chemistry under attack immobility from hard poisons that are rancid literally like twine rope, hardened into serpentine structures hard as rock never coming out coursing down into my legs into my ankles--right now as usual limping in pain the chunk of hard poison lodged in my right ankle keeps me from doing anything but cleaning stinking filth sprayed on my bed linens when I need to rest. Yelling ugly rat of Depp this stupid dirty filth scum whose entire life has been spent in having me raped poisoned mutilated so her nazi plastic surgery "french" lookalike her dirty stupid ugly blonde french "model" skank gold-digger mommy with the psychopath rapist hateful drug alcoholic daddy from white trash. No ideas nothing but ingrained redneck entitlement coupled with an elaboarte euro-nazi entitlement to take over america and reestablish the conditions of genocide against jews instead of america being the one and only country providing haven for jews. Everyone goes along with this however the jews especially.//thusly, sitting here fighting to get the most simple thing done with my BANK LYING TO ME SOCIAL SECURITY LYING TO ME THE M AIL SERVICE PERPETUALLY OPENLY DISCRIMINATING AGAINST ME IN A MOST OPEN AND EGREGIOSU MANNER. Of course they are from North Carolina, the nazi South plantation system. The white nazi bigot who owns the company, which is the ONLY mail provider which allows a debit card for their services the others demand a credit card. They refuse to change my address to a normal apt-based number but they did it in my former location. THey never answer the live chat but only get in 1-2 hours afterwards. They lie they actually alter the template of the webpage so I can't access the information--and this is not exaggeration or "neurotic" fear on my part they take time zones out of teleconference meeting pages with time zones I can just easily click on, literally no times for the U.S. only for Euro-asia etc and then lying by phone, keeping me waiting, circular reasoning lying about services cutting off service refusing to answer. This is a company SPECIALIZING in overseas correspondence thusly they know that I can't go and sue them and they know, too, that I can't obtain this service from a similar company which will accept a debit card. Changing my address with my bank, the bank lied to me saying they cannot input STE into the apartment line, which is a goddamn lie. The mail service which had allowed this in the california location now will not honor that returns messages using AI after I request a live agent, only to be given endless AI messages asking me if I had tried using STE or PMB in the lines while I had explained my bank will not allow it only to request to the processing station that they know my bank will be mailing out bank letters using the apt format. Like it's impossible for them to understand and comply with and 24 hours later after 15 emails, sending messages to the one person who responded in live chat 2 hours after I had requested a live agent--they just kept me waiting in limbo. They always never pick up live chat I have gotten live humans twice in over one year of dealing with them. They just leave the chat blank and tell me to phone their office. Phoning their office I get a terse hateful almost yapping/yelling person lying to me, trying to get me to click on a repay for a subscription I had canceled and they only put "cancel" for the fax service of their functionality which is separate from the main account--on the actual template of the webpage. They replaced "downgrade" with cancel. Their policy states that if you accidentally cancel or change your mind you may reinstate your account within 2 weeks or something like that of having clicked on cancel. They told me it was impossible they lied and continue this circular "do you want an agent" with no agent responding for over 2 hours phoning they yell and lie to me and I spend hours just trying to get ONE SIMPLE THING DONE for my life, to save my life from the lying abuse they forced on me due to social security administration which I am also fighting to resolve. Lied to, hung up on in that office as well when having a phone conference after having been literally lied to openly by their agents at ALL LOCATIONS including the main SS number, repeatedly like policy to lie to me at every single juncture. Then literally 24/7 the celebrity shit featuring the ugly rat of depp, who has been showered with protection by nazi repugs and shit progressive nazis like elizabeth warren and bernie sanders, both endorsing nazi shit like plattner and then the first ones to rat run away claiming they had no idea---they are putting nazi agents into all oppositional stations thusly they are coveted by the Steve Bannons of the Nazi regime in "power" (happened under Dem presidents as well preceding this openly "fascist" regime).

I can't listen to punk music any longer and if I click and download a punk bank surely the next day the white boy angry scumbags will pa...