Friday, July 16, 2021

More on my current abuser teleporting me and why I have been writing these posts enraged and in fury as of late, an increase in number almost daily, , which is connected in part to :Phoning Fed Ex in Phuket--a mini hell that is a repeat of the phone calls I have made that are met by terrorists doing exactly the same things. I have no options except to drive a long distance to speak to this person at the Fed Ex location. Instead I have to try to phone the office. First three times I got a fax buzzing, then the call was disconnected three times. Then I phoned the Bangkok Customer service line and went through all the prompts only to get voice messages in Thai stating I pressed the wrong option. I then phoned the Fed Ex Phuket branch again and reached a terrorist who did the things that all the terrorists on phones everywhere around the world did:

 First he said he could not hear me and I had to shout as my throat was tweaked by the microchip implant so I was choking and screaming to get him to answer this basic question. Since this is an issue of obtaining my money from my account, as meager as it is, it is critical to get this information. Because I am so stuck in pain and paralysis that drive long distances to speak in person is difficult, and phoning is the most convenient, I had to bear through this ordeal.

Screaming the tracking number as in the background a group of at least 5 Thai people were shouting at the top of their throats in the background. It sounded like people screaming in a crowded bus stop. I kept screaming the numbers as my voice was cracking and choking while terrorists blocked and constricted the sphincter muscles of my throat to a choking level. This terrorist operating the phone could not "Understand" or "hear" me screaming the number 2 or 0 and I used both Thai and English repeatedly. I screamed out the 10-digit number (or how many digits the tracking # is) and he kept getting confused. In America for example I could never use either my name spelled endlessly in screaming accentuation of my last name with the f and s together of my last name too confusing for Walgreens staff answering the phone. They also could not understand my customer id number and I would shout and scream into phones as they claimed they could not hear or understand what I was saying or got confused and kept repeating the wrong name and numbers until I finally had to walk more than one mile to get to the store and then wait for 30 minutes for them to fill the prescription. That happened 100% of the time, and here in Phuket I got an answer to a simple question that the mail service would not answer and I had to go through this screaming harassment attack with this guy ignoring my screaming questions as I c hoked and yelled while he had a nearly laughter gaiety in his nasty voice--he kept interrupting me and repeating information I didn't need, of course knowing why I was phoning as they were prepared to get a group of people into the store as they kept hanging up on me and transferring the number to this fax machine so by the time I finally got them to pick up the store--which is a tiny space, was a screaming zoo as I had to scream to get an answer. Otherwise I would have to spend an hour driving to this location (back and forth) risking being hit by cars (it's on a dangerous busy street where previously cars darted out from behind parked trucks and nearly hit me, continuously as part of the attack).

I then finally got the answer I needed and hung up after having to repeat the tracking number 6 times, then repeating a question 4 times, then telling him that he was answering the wrong question and interrupting him to get him to stop 5 times because he was going into details that had nothing to do with answering the question I asked him already 4 times. 

I knew this was going to happen and that it would be difficult--but that doesn't make it easier to deal with. As I am still bereft of stress release and always under attack by this very energized German man trying his best to get every ounce of everything possible out of me and this contract combined while destroying me and my home and everything else, I need my energy to deal with finding a way to combat the tech that is literally too overpowering for me in this state of isolation.

But I am writing now about every detail wishing that someone would take a bit of compassion and think that this is outrageous and criminal and someone should help me and then actually go about doing something to alleviate this slow torture to death situation that my government and society has fully forced upon me with compliance by everyone it seems.

I am particularly stressed-out about money as I am really in a very hard situation that has been forced upon me in so many ways. The blocks to earning money have made me completely vulnerable and helpless without any support or real sanctuary to turn to.

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I am writing about every attack, at least recently I have been writing like "crazy" about these attacks that otherwise I normally can bear to a slight degree and not write of every attack. I write to get rid of much of the stress as I have no exercise, no companionship, my cats have been killed and taken away, I have no home almost no money am on the brink of every disaster I need health care and they won't leave me alone for one moment and not for one night and never....


This German man is particularly intent on obtaining whatever he can and is going about it with a fury of attacks and emotional roller coaster cycles of abuse that are enervating to say the very least. Life force sucking and draining is more apt and appropriate. He gives nothing back according to contract never says a kind thing after forcing extreme energy out of me using this tech and his playboy tricks--which I think are sleazy and he's just abusive, pornographic and demeaning insulting and violent towards me. I am not some masochist in love with an abuser I am asleep and teleported and drugged up and under hypnosis and he's using extremely powerful technology upon me. I warn readers of the future of people having access to this technology and the damage and perhaps murder they will inflict upon those they rape and abuse and possibly murder afterwards using this tech and the subliminal messaging.

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Don't put more rancid euro-trash nazis into power in California and anywhere else: California Elections a stinking take-over by the Euro-filth of arnold shittrash nigger slime filth and the Euro-ape Hilton----another Nazi bigot partnering with that filth crap. In interview (below) Hilton describes how his "good friend" ugly sleazy sick shitnigger arnold is "going back into entertainment" OUT OF TORTURING ME the ugly stupid slime filth has been given permission to put his filth into whorewood once more. Years of that stupid ugly rat ape trash excrement doing nothing because he is talented and creative as a rat's dropping and is a hateful nazi bigot but beloved by the stupid trash shit of whroewood because he is so violent and so nazi that all the groveling followers rely on him to abuse me nearly to death so they can get this contract. The ugly sick filth has been raping, torturing, beating, threatening me with death endless hours of abuse until I am unable to stop "ignoring" them from HOURS AND HOURS and when I do, the ugly rat ape screams "I'm sick of your reaction" and rushes to hit, lift me up hitting me, threatening to kill me, and then he brings on MORE GROUPS of shit and scum to abuse, hit punch and rape me for HOURS PER DAY until I react, then the death threats to just say nothing recede and allow the humiliation and abuse to continue. He's so ugly and rancid but so adored by the stupid shit of whroewood and congress it shows the absolute decline of all cultural intelligence in America. The rancid filth group of a$$=groveling obsequious dumb scum put in control over whroewood were chosen deliberately to muck everything up with horrid movies stupid nazi superhero marvel crap endless stupid and fake "woke" scripts played by rancid endlessly boring A$$=level "actors" who take turns annually to get lead roles along with the rancid directions so there is NEVER fresh talent and if there are 'NEW FACES' they are just replicas but so blank and boring and horrid that there's almost nothing left. Now that as Hilton the next nazi eurtrash maga election denier nazi comes into power with the beckoning of rancid ugly arnold the trash that you stupid fucks reading this can never detect, you only see the handouts the money the feeling of redemption if you are black or jewish to be smiled at by the crock ugly sleaze that this fraud scum really is---everything he does is under instruction by his central committee nazis out of euro-hateland transmitted globally via satellite or in their other modalities. He has almost not creative ideas is just a prick on steroids which have imploded in his rancid ugly body and his mentality matches the rot and sick stench. This filth creep has been placed into entertainment "leadership" due to MONTHS AND MONTHS AND YEARS AND YEARS OF organizing MURDER of me and he's disappointed that I am fighting to heal so under the pretext of "helping" me to heal he's abusing me to death but so slyly. This is his real personality his real modus operandi but the sick fucks in "power" can't discern this only the money this filth nazi scum ugly trash hands out and the next tv show the next gyrating black pu$$y show they gyrate and hate upon me with ferocity that is almost murderous if only they were allowed they would--(j-lo, cardi b with kamala for example with yet another rapist dirty german dumb scum they worship as the brainwashed minority minion sleazy prostituted "icons" of plantation sex slavery they are used for by the white nazi trash of whorewood and congress as well (as they just partner with every sleazy sick fuck from whorewood to get the nazi pipeline funding through that endless carnal orifice of rape and sexual violence and white male entitlement to all, which this filthy ape shitnigger epitomizes. The Demo-rat sex scandal with whatever his name was who dropped out, the Demo-rat who sexually abused women; this is what shitnigger arnold the trash sick stupid fuck encourages because it DEMORALIZES america and turns it into more of a controllable banana republic for his group to take over. The bs of this Hilton scumbag is obvious to me and the code he is using to pronounce that "change" is needed in whoerwood means the inevitable NAZI TAKEOVER of eurotrash shit over h-wood because they put, deliberately, such talentless scum in power after kicking weinstein out--and I am defending wesinstein what the accounts of sexual mischief he did are NOTHING compared to the stinking ugly sickness of arnold and the shit of californication and whorewood and the government who rush to joyfully laugh at my situation while they get endless kudos for their careers--i.e. amy klobuchar now deemed such a wonderful and reliable politician in minnesota a reliable nazi racist who "fights' for blonde women as the nazi strategy goes but laughed openly at me and smiled lovingly at a stupid as fuck german slime actor who like them all is handed the nazi money pipeline to buy off politicians and the filth celebrities who increasingly hand everything over to nazi eurotraswh to take over--their racism and sexism excluding blonde nazi trash american shit skanks (supposedly, for now at least inevitably they want all white male complete domination with eurotrash blonde nazi women controlling what few slots are left for appearances---). //Stinking sprays on my bedsheets and the pillows I use to prop up my very damaged body--the expletive who had me poisoned so I am in this condition is ordering this--his ugly stench from his psychic filth is endlessly being dumped on me. The United States government in all it's racist and misogynist hate is allowing every male nazi black, white jewish asian latino et al hateful bigot vying for women "like me" to be so oppressed I can't ever get anything done except to clean their stench which they order sprayed on everything, day and night. This began not with this ugly pile of rancid disgusting austrian filth, but he's just endlessly a stench pot of hate and stupidity. He asked me what I would do if I were not attacked any longer with a tremor in his stupid ugly ape voice--which was his trepidation and fear that I could ever accomplish anything of more worthiness than that stupid ugly sick ape who has been handed everything for his body building ape nazi programming--voice-to-skull into his stupid brain for every governor decision and statement---all handed to that ugly sick crap filth parasite. You all just love the bs movie allure of the fake altruism of the murder nazi bigot otherwise a stench hateful stupid idiot sick filth cesspool of stupid hate nazi programming. Americans love this stink filth. All I have seen is a blank and incompetent scum not capable of controlling whorewood except to crank out more thug nazi violent murder and fake altruism bs--that's how the nazis have risen to power using all the ideas they steal from the actual benevolent people fighting shit like them while these same people get tortured to death and poisoned and abused to death using this system that SHIT like elizabeth warren a truly despicable and sinister ugly fraud embraces. It's disgusting how Americans also "believe" that the "demo-rats" who were put in power under rump regime 1.666 rather than the 2.666 the country is suffering through right now--are puppets installed under that rump umbrella raining s**t in fake "liberal" disguise (i.e. jamie ratskin a most perfidous fraud as wel). In short, the demorats are as fascist and nazis and controlled frauds also being told what to say and do. The whole country is a shambles the gang stalking system ensures that people get state-sponsored death with silence and all is protected. Now that rancid filth like elizabeth warren and her fraudulent bs squad bs crap partners have sucked as much crypo-scam money out of the rump admin corruption schemes using filth like my attorney brother scum (not my brother a parasitic ugly sinister nazi puppet completely brainwashed as so many are into nazi programming for both self-destruction as well as annihilation of anyone like me who actually has any dignity for race and self awareness--they defer they bow and scrape but get to live with nazi abusive partners in the suburbs around other nazis that has been their only goal in life; obviously AIPAC suported and my murder they have all rushed to once more participate in under the ugly sickness stench of shitalina that stupid dirty sick filth trash and pig ape pitt--always welcoming in people i avoid ignore who had drugged and exploited me who I finally realized after decades of no one ever warning me about the system I was embroiled in thanks to this shit government and sick society). They bring them in to torture me. They bring in every sick loser scum who got over on me by drugging and having my sleazy dirty family attack me as their proxy. So ugly shitnegger that dirty stupid but conniving and lying (but all instrsuctions are given him by the central nazi committee out of euro-hate pig land---and all the Nazi influencer money handed to these filth rat german and austrian sick sleaze slime creeps bbeing put into "ambassador" position to pay off every goddamn black wanna be approve-of by white supremacy pawn violence and murder enforcement---thusly America is a sick joke it's sickness is now apparent it's a joke around the world but the world paid to have america infiltrated so the nazi mode would crush and destroy america from within. Trying to explain to all the minority women how this most bigoted and ugly sick trash filth like arnold this dirrty stupid and incompetent ape--with rancid sold-out crap like spielberg just gravitating to that ugly sinister crap because the money and oscar pipeline has been put into the ugly hands of the dirty nazi germanic shit like arnold that rancid filth and every german who gets involved in this contract out on me is elevated into having money go through them so they are just welcomed like sweet-smelling trash that they become to he groveling desperation of the endless cloying grabbing greasy greedy sick fucks of american culture. Trying to tell the black women that this filth ape who raped me had me raped mutilated and is training the stupid shit like shitalina and ape pitt on how to be fascist for a complete nazi overtake of entertainment (it has already been accomplished under rump 1.666 but now they are consolidating power) how shit like ugly arnold that rancid pile of shit and his english bigots and italian fascists and french sleazy slime fucks will kick black brown women out first, if not already and will steal ideas rape and abuse without end anybody trying to display their talents if it comes close to competing with this group of hateful mediocrity. The wool over the perception of americans in worshipping this shit is tantamount to worshipping the health benefits of eating mcdonalds every day--fast trashy feel-good welcome to white supremacy bullshit crap they worship it. Whatever is fast and easy with the promise of satiation for their sense of inferiority, a "high" on power.

  as america always does exactly the opposite of what I have warned of, all these years warning about the rise of nazis the rise of death sq...