Thursday, October 17, 2019

written October 17, 2019:

Back again, backspacing within the first word I wrote. (I am now re-reading and i see that in the paragraphs below, hackers have as usual deleted words and rewrote sentences to make nonsense.) I won't rewrite it because I need to do many other things in this short time that I have paid for the last time I can use the internet until next month.
Yeah, can't get the bugs off me. When I tried to access posts from the previous years, becuz my blog* is supposed to carry ranting hysterically-induced drugged up posts from years before and I wanted to post random posts from years ago, last Tuesday, and so forth. I am not able to access any posts from years before unless I scroll down my personal page, which is slowed down of course by hackers, and I get posts from last week and after 5 minutes, from last month, and I can't just click on a year as anyone else can. Many of the posts from years ago name names, and such types of incriminating information. AS I am without a laptop any longer, the re-editing and deletion of my former posts is a sure thing, I believe. All the years before when I wrote in hysterical rage, using mostly cursing words describing the disgusting things these stalkers teleporting me have done. Hideous but the wealthy consider this to be a stigmatic elitism of perversion ranging from pedophilia to rape, and all part of entitlement. The more violent and disgusting they operate "in private" (for cameras for the entertainment of this entrainment group) the more they are considered elite, demonstrating their untouchable legal status of being allowed to get away with all crimes possible with no social blemishes but, in reverse, promotions galore. I wanted to access those posts I wrote before I began to realize that I was drugged up to the max and that someone else was instilling words and phrases into my besieged brain.
I was not able to access posts from years back due to hacking DOS. The stalkers know what I am going to do, listening to every thought, and every action under non-stop surveillance. Usually I can access years of posts by clicking on the appropriate page on fb Timeline. Usually the years are listed and you can click on the year to access the posts. Alas not for me, as with the Paypal site also blocked and other sites blocked for access. I think the stalkers are going to delete many damaging posts and/or just delete many of what I wrote, while also re-writing as they always do.
When I tried to access the PayPal link, I have a whopping $10 in my account. I tried to get a "donation" link and since I signed into a "business" account, years ago when I paid for a website hosting service and never used it, due to drugging and hysteria and incapacitation from drugging and the stalkers putting my body out-of-alignment every single day, so I just lay in a stupor daily while writing in hysteria for "help" which of course, all I can ever do it try to rescue myself against a myriad of millions of sickening creepy stalkers.
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A "light" day of terror murder abuse: not hours of verbal violence and death threats, only the endless repeat of the Gotti family system and NYC hate crew from sopranos and all the mafia movies rushing to impose street-level intimidation of death threats sent directly into my brain from a dude whose career, like most of the people assaulting me, needs a bit of a perk(the sopranos has not been his fame fortune cookie for many years, and now cracking open my life is the only way it appears for his resurgence). It is followed by the smug and smiling face of hegseth who after his physical violence at me once I reacted after 5 hours of verbal abuse from him and the next aspiring politician "christian" who is racist and filled with smug "elitism" that I had better talk to her with polite worship rather than annoyance of torture from hours and years and decades of t hem torrturing me, (her family member had done it years ago, since that time they brought in a "foreigner" who has brought in gangs and groups of foreign men to rape, yell at and abuse me for his promotion but the list of this is so endless by now. Sitting all together, the two looking for instant promotion by violently and murderously assaulting me with their "I'm Italian American" nazi bigot mafia teams out of NYC but now replenished with Oscars after years of abusing me daily with hate, poisoning to death, violence and rape and endless interrogation as to creative idea sucking draining and violence a "soft murder" which they are thrilled to partake in, brought exclusively in by hillary clinton and then revisisted by the clinton campaign "advisor' never-ending james carville for the "democrat" news outlet interviews on how to "do nothing until the midterms" once they established the trump money-raking apparatus for years and using me, in part, as a vehicle to obtain movie, tv show deals and of course, shopping in London with their English partners for luxury items, more mansions and more instructions on how they can aid the foreign element into infiltrating America through the mind programming portal of h-wood into congress (a direct line by now of power-grasping and opportunism for promotion). Hegseth and this woman replacing by personal selection by trump, very similar to the special election of termini88er and the flukes of how they evade recall elections for their slips in exposing how callous they are to the "people" they otherwise claim they only care about. // I am not able to really type and think so excuse the lack of cohesion in this "rant". The Italian-American as he calls himself or probably just narrows the limit to "Italian" as New Yorkers and their lineage who live in Miami and Florida all say they are simply "Italian" bypassing "America" completely. He is extremely violent in verbal threat and it appears has either training and experience in such activities of murder, torture, beatings, abuse, theft and not sure about his sexual proclivities he doesn't appear to be sexually too violent compared with most of the "men" in the audiences observing me screaming after having been raped for either reacting to having been raped and beaten, tortured and poisoned nearly to death as I remain too ill to move most of my life for over 30 years by this group en masse. He threatened to drag me by the hair as I was so ill I could not exercise, stretch or do anything I was in front of the laptop drinking coffee trying to not be too ill from the poisons trying to release from my abdomen where the poisons remain like a "pot belly" just stuck above a huge, hard "shelf" structure of intertwined hard-as-cement (literally) bloating, paralysis poisons this group had ordered their neighbor minion murder/death squad crews to pump, rape and inject into my body and/or poison into my food plus never-ending drugging also a murder weapons as kidney and liver corrosion and decay is the murder weapon disguised as "we must drug her to get our next promotion and get her to react" otherwise I might be able to more stoically "ignore" them but they "must" drug me perpetually to obtain my instant "thought-reading" reaction which they plug into daily every morning freshly awake after the deep sleep torture skits trauma mutilations of my body literally physically via their mechanical arms and then the death threats which the "Italians" love to dump on me as they smirk and laugh or are smug. Behind them is the Democrat Party leadership ranging from Hillary to Carville (not sure who else, the obamas as inheritors of this system they do not balk at it whatseover when it is imposed on me and they can get more tv shows, book tours, more hegemony over the Dem party decades of leading the next democrat presidential campaign as highlighted speakers urging people vote. It's usually the same people invited either on the "democrat" news shows and always the same in "power' over the DNC and all the presidential campaigns as the eternal "icons" of hope and change which they promise they will enact the next time after they were left agape silently obeying carville who lamented in interviews to "do nothing" under the initial siege by the trump admin when the dems appeared so "weak" and did what some consider to be "nothing" to stop the carnage against "the people". I personally have experienced top demo party leaders like warren rushing to use german nazis to point rifles at me for criticizing her under the first month of the trump admin overtake as the violence aimed at me was escalated at least 50% 6 months prior to the official take-over (violent rape by a german man whose movie, partnering with the gotti family "Jewish" actor who plays in tarantino movies often, his name is always vacant from my brain while I am under this mind control fog territory of brain attacks and memory loss and hacking and obstruction to typing---but the tattoist of auschwitz was the movie, I watched it after this "Jewish" man who plays often a Jewish man in movies fighting against nazism, brought his german nazi "friend" to violently rape me when I asked him why he was partnering with nazis but playing an anti-nazi in movies. Sitting next to every blonde nazi possible featured in media from the endless sleaze-alina and pitt laughing after he violently raped me, and the gotti family had done everything from hours per day of pesce and deniro making sleazy sick comments about my huge, deformed (by their poisoning) body and the body mutilations their partners who got into my room, physically to rape and put my hips and spine out of alignment, smear fungus and semen into my hair, injecting sewage stinking liquid stinking fluids into my vagina along with murder bloating poisons and then laughing as I had to run to the toilet to spew out this stinking mess plus reams of putrid diarrhea while I was being murdered by them as they abused and insulted me for hours pe day using this teleportation combined with voice to skull technology. Pesce and deniro always emphasized to "wash your dirty " genitals while I was cleaning my body. Shouting "shut up" finally after the months and months of this ongoing as they took their "turn" because their movie about another mafia drama which went to the oscars--can't remember the title but it was around the same time that the joker movie also went to the oscars---(I was just attacked seriously in a shopping mall by people wearing those old "joker" teeshirts featuring the movie character played by the man whose partner in the 3rd installment of that film, which was a "flop" came to violently assault me with the nazi mafia gottis and their ilk just 2 weeks ago or even last week--I never click on any of their stuff but because I watched the movie or watched the hacked clips that the pop singer had formerly hacked, they have full permission to violently assault me in teleportation or using their proxy agents to openly discriminate me in technical matters such as obtaining any computer professionalism so I am completely blocked from all computer security from all the technicians in my area due to their network (they use white euro-=haters who get instant worship from the technicians and the programmers, all "brown" people lovingly servicging them and most hatefully attacking me after they don the joker teeshirts). But to continue, pesce was continuously assaulting me along with the gottis who sicced a dog on me snarling as they instructed it to "almost" attack me (and would have it done if they had not been restrained and are always in a restraint mode by others as they verbalize the violence that they order others to commit against me)., When I would wash my underwear after going out and hang it to dry, pesce had brown stains in perfect linear formation sprayed on the genital area and I had to throw the underwear away every time--something I truly can't afford as they break and destroy my property on a non-stop basis--just the appliances. On a financial budget of $0 money coming in because through their agents they had social security cut my money off, abuse me intimidate lie to me and I am working on my survival every day and moment to have it restored and they are trying to have it blocked using a global network. Anyway, 2 weeks ago after YEARS of this I called joe pesce "pesce bottom" and this Imperioli guy "Imperioli ravioli" and laughed as a stress relief mechanism. Along with that, I had stopped reading the really popularized but part entertainment "news" source huffpost which is rife with celebrity news. On the front page was a section that one of the Soprano's stars had died at age 88 or around that age. years of that group hacking their death scenes and the Orthodox jew scenes out of NYC where they always "get over" on the Jews, never really watch too closely but my feeling upon observation is that it is, in nature, an antisemitic attempt to destroy Jews and claim that only "Italians" own Brooklyn or New Jersey or that they are in "control". the actor who also played in a spike lee movie approached me after yelling "good" when I would tell them that I am extremely sick and to shut up and leave me alone (for months, days, years that is all I do every single day, and every day I am extremely ill from the poison they injected raped pounded poured and stuffed into my body while I have fought since 2011 to stop the poisoning. I can't stop the poisoning without outside intervention the poisoning and drugging is done while I am sleeping by mechanical arms I can't stop from penetrating into my room. And by the way, they are forcing me to move out of this room by the end of february and I have nowhere to live and no income. The open access to murdering me via gang stalking, having people rape me physically not in teleportation but they always use both systems to ahve me raped both while sleeping in prime physical state #1--my real body in this location--and then raped in teleportaiton or abused while being raped. the rapists smear fungus into my hair, cut parts of my body out of slice and mutilate, they go into my backpack and spray permanently stinking substances on my passport and steal my money --usually about $100 per month as i live on sub-sub poverty most of the time but now living on $0 since march 2025 due to the hate and abuse from their connections and from hegseth who also threatened me to submit or they would cut my money off and thusly they have. Threatened with death every day by this imperioli guy who really wants me to write about him so now I am doing so. It means his promotion. I wrote about hegseth abusing me and he is now on a caompaign circuit in hopes of running for president, 2028 alongside newsom who had me raped and sexually abused me while having social security continue the lies and abuse (hanging up on me, screaming yelling abusing me by phone from his california offices but they do this in every location now, on the main telephone line but my calls are diverted to their terror agents perpetually).