Thursday, October 17, 2019

written October 17, 2019:

Back again, backspacing within the first word I wrote. (I am now re-reading and i see that in the paragraphs below, hackers have as usual deleted words and rewrote sentences to make nonsense.) I won't rewrite it because I need to do many other things in this short time that I have paid for the last time I can use the internet until next month.
Yeah, can't get the bugs off me. When I tried to access posts from the previous years, becuz my blog* is supposed to carry ranting hysterically-induced drugged up posts from years before and I wanted to post random posts from years ago, last Tuesday, and so forth. I am not able to access any posts from years before unless I scroll down my personal page, which is slowed down of course by hackers, and I get posts from last week and after 5 minutes, from last month, and I can't just click on a year as anyone else can. Many of the posts from years ago name names, and such types of incriminating information. AS I am without a laptop any longer, the re-editing and deletion of my former posts is a sure thing, I believe. All the years before when I wrote in hysterical rage, using mostly cursing words describing the disgusting things these stalkers teleporting me have done. Hideous but the wealthy consider this to be a stigmatic elitism of perversion ranging from pedophilia to rape, and all part of entitlement. The more violent and disgusting they operate "in private" (for cameras for the entertainment of this entrainment group) the more they are considered elite, demonstrating their untouchable legal status of being allowed to get away with all crimes possible with no social blemishes but, in reverse, promotions galore. I wanted to access those posts I wrote before I began to realize that I was drugged up to the max and that someone else was instilling words and phrases into my besieged brain.
I was not able to access posts from years back due to hacking DOS. The stalkers know what I am going to do, listening to every thought, and every action under non-stop surveillance. Usually I can access years of posts by clicking on the appropriate page on fb Timeline. Usually the years are listed and you can click on the year to access the posts. Alas not for me, as with the Paypal site also blocked and other sites blocked for access. I think the stalkers are going to delete many damaging posts and/or just delete many of what I wrote, while also re-writing as they always do.
When I tried to access the PayPal link, I have a whopping $10 in my account. I tried to get a "donation" link and since I signed into a "business" account, years ago when I paid for a website hosting service and never used it, due to drugging and hysteria and incapacitation from drugging and the stalkers putting my body out-of-alignment every single day, so I just lay in a stupor daily while writing in hysteria for "help" which of course, all I can ever do it try to rescue myself against a myriad of millions of sickening creepy stalkers.

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More discriminatory horrid service from another delivery company. I had been so attacked by a delivery company I have used for years and I complained and complained was met by silence since all my communication is met by the stalking agency rather than customer service. Or agents of chaos within the companies. Every business without exception complies to this mafia-nazi structure organization. Sometimes some of the less-than enthusiastic employees make soothing words of comfort, but very softly but still proud to be doing that tiny bit of rebellion. //However, today it happened again. I won't go into detail but it's a systematic attack of repeat pattern so it turned from being a 1--minute exchange to waiting while the driver got change as the terrorists went into my living space (I had to go to the lobby of this building) and poured more black soot on the floor, greasy stinking fluids near my bed on the table next to my bed so the area smells like used cooking grease and other parts of my room are saturated with that stink, and that is just a tiny component of the overall systems of stinking filth they use many on all parts varied stinnking substances and black sprayed filth on all objects which have a black soot coating. I ordered also packaged dried goods and they sent them with hairs mixed into the dried packaged products---another system of hacks plus clumps of hair on the floor and patio always afterI have to hang dry sopping wet clothing (I must hand wash all clothing and bedsheets in the sink) and they are spraying clothing continuously with stinking rancid substances like stinking mold saturated with fungus and dead meat stench smells--they make concoctions paired with embedding agents in the chemicals and filthy stink consolidation of ooze they spray on my clothing--every day, on almost all I own and have and wear rip threads out rip holes and use sandpaper to destroy the fabric if the item is nice. All light colored beautiful clothing pieces are stained before, sometimes,i have any chance to wear them. Sometimes people flick staining never-removed black ink on my clothing from behind and spray fungus into my hair and destroying chemicals into my hair from behind while i am paying or shopping. No one ever interferes. Nothing from congress ever interferes. The years of warning about the rise of fascism have been met by death threats from the heroic rescuers who spent months and every single major election cycle ranting on stages about rescuing america from all the evils (they put in power so they can infinitely play heroic rescuer, the role they hope will put their offspring into highest political power so nepotism will partner with despotism).//The rancid group of celebrity ugly sick stupid filth is still screaming and yelling murder names insults at every moemnt possible into my brain. the rat from depp has spent more than half her filthy stupid ignorant life having me poisoned and raped and drugged in collusion with stinking u gly sick stupid trashalina the nazi-nig88er filth who has been coated with hormones of sadistic torture over my life all her filthy life since her parents partnered with my family in 1974 she is about a decade younger than me so I was given to her family to feed off for celebrity endorsement,my family got a meager little jump up in status almost nothing and had to work for just a tiny bit of recognition for much higher evolved intellect and capability than the entire spectrum of the shitalina trash-nazi-nig88er family group altogether and one year of my family's achievements and intellect span the shitalina ugly trash-ni88er group in its' entirety for all the 60 years they have been latched onto this contract out on me. Despite that, all the fascism the yelling about trump, the filth who put him inpower so they could leech, steal and rob infinitely and get the same tax-free deals that trump promised t hem from the beginning plus endless billions for them from nazi euro-trash nazi hate rushing through these stupid ape whores to infiltrate america. It is clear to me from this vantage that america has been sold off to euro-trash nazi groups like the English royalty and crown (the prince harry and markel jaunt to californication to buy and purchase more stupid sleazy ignorant ape trash prostituted filth out of america in whorewood to buy out hollywood for overtake) but, the filth are still allowed to go on and on because of the lush deals shit like elizabeth warren made with nazi central while still playing heroic rescuer of american society for poor whites and black and brown---poor disenfranchised now they are the heroes lecturing with fake pity and solidarity but what murderous hateful lying evil bigots they are--warren, hilary, the obamas they have decades more to promise the return to the "blissful" days of the system which they got a hold of and destroyed but it was seminally intact when they got into power so people mythologize about how wonderous their administrations had been and yearn for a past fantasy which never was the reality and people knew it back then but in the trauma based mind control which has pervaded they can only grasp now at entertaining jokes and fantasy allure of the spectacle of hope joy and bullshit feminism brought back--so the shit from whoewood goes on and on despite all the years of people suffering and dying the obamas must keep abusing me to retain the deals they got which made them president with the aid of stallone through my accessibility in Miami when I lived there from 2006-2008---and was the recipient of the weekend wall street journal featuring obama's promise to wall street every wsj weekend edition he was featured double-paged and promising to protect the bankers; it was advertised in partnershp with murdoch back then and with the nazi hate stalking contract out on me he's been playing that game ever since. So they absolutely refuse to do anything but attack me to remain as the heros putting america into a death spiral but laughing and joking all the way down as they ascend into nazi plush luxury living and their children get to run for office upcoming soon to a theater near you. so it's rather disgusting that NOTHING will prick the consciousness of the Democrat or Republican Party to stop this tyrannic mind control rape enslavement contract out on me they all rush to not just "admonish" but violently issue death threats for not complying to be slowly murdered by these filthy worthless so way overpaid meaningless pieces of rancid filth out of whorewood being trained to further train more politicians in how to screw your mind into believing fantasy fictitious mythology about how they are bringing simple litle stupid one-word campaign slogans to a truly dumbed-down public.