Thursday, October 17, 2019

written October 17, 2019:

Back again, backspacing within the first word I wrote. (I am now re-reading and i see that in the paragraphs below, hackers have as usual deleted words and rewrote sentences to make nonsense.) I won't rewrite it because I need to do many other things in this short time that I have paid for the last time I can use the internet until next month.
Yeah, can't get the bugs off me. When I tried to access posts from the previous years, becuz my blog* is supposed to carry ranting hysterically-induced drugged up posts from years before and I wanted to post random posts from years ago, last Tuesday, and so forth. I am not able to access any posts from years before unless I scroll down my personal page, which is slowed down of course by hackers, and I get posts from last week and after 5 minutes, from last month, and I can't just click on a year as anyone else can. Many of the posts from years ago name names, and such types of incriminating information. AS I am without a laptop any longer, the re-editing and deletion of my former posts is a sure thing, I believe. All the years before when I wrote in hysterical rage, using mostly cursing words describing the disgusting things these stalkers teleporting me have done. Hideous but the wealthy consider this to be a stigmatic elitism of perversion ranging from pedophilia to rape, and all part of entitlement. The more violent and disgusting they operate "in private" (for cameras for the entertainment of this entrainment group) the more they are considered elite, demonstrating their untouchable legal status of being allowed to get away with all crimes possible with no social blemishes but, in reverse, promotions galore. I wanted to access those posts I wrote before I began to realize that I was drugged up to the max and that someone else was instilling words and phrases into my besieged brain.
I was not able to access posts from years back due to hacking DOS. The stalkers know what I am going to do, listening to every thought, and every action under non-stop surveillance. Usually I can access years of posts by clicking on the appropriate page on fb Timeline. Usually the years are listed and you can click on the year to access the posts. Alas not for me, as with the Paypal site also blocked and other sites blocked for access. I think the stalkers are going to delete many damaging posts and/or just delete many of what I wrote, while also re-writing as they always do.
When I tried to access the PayPal link, I have a whopping $10 in my account. I tried to get a "donation" link and since I signed into a "business" account, years ago when I paid for a website hosting service and never used it, due to drugging and hysteria and incapacitation from drugging and the stalkers putting my body out-of-alignment every single day, so I just lay in a stupor daily while writing in hysteria for "help" which of course, all I can ever do it try to rescue myself against a myriad of millions of sickening creepy stalkers.
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~~Same Day as earlier post about heart palpitation murder-torture but hours later: still ongoing but reduced so it's just pressure on my heart, feeling like my chest is being compressed it's a sickly artificdial sensation but still murder. reduced only slightly but still deadly. they must torture me every moment to continue to try to torture me into clickin on more europigape nazi and american nazi youtube podcasts to get more "entitlted" closet drag nazi bigots into this shitnigger sleazy cartel--the older dino english are even worse than the german nazis of the same age element--not having gone through "re-education" of anti-nazi fakery by the troops stationed in Germany, in England nazism has been underground and sponsored by the English monarchy since it was sheltered during the Hitler partnership but kept in the closet even back then. The ugly squinty narrow eyes of ...this creep who has starred in some movies, one I really liked but NOT for his acting I was sorely disappointed by as usual, lin the production and OTHER ACTORS but this creep jackoby has played in many movies but his face and demeanor are endlessly narrowed like his ugly eyes narrow with compression of hate, squeezed out all love and light a product of nazi programming--perhaps he has been mind programmed undoubtedly most of "them" are. They are so happy to accept it as long as their talentless lack of heart and soul is met by endless recurring lead roles; now without any display of acting quality of superiority but just being a dirty ugly sick bigot nazi---doesn't america deserve any thing better than this filthy shit? My ideas yes but turned into their nazi programming bullshit meaningless crap---and the same actors every single year can't america even begin to understand what bullshit the whole whorewood situation is and how it created the rot of the ru mp regime and care about the destruction of the country and of these nazi eu ropigapes just taking over? Can't anyone begin to goddamn care before it's so far gone downhill that's it's far too late as these rancid ugly dirty has-beens just are handed every access to hollywood grab em by the pussy is the motto that these fith pigs are using in theory against me--and for anybody microchip implanted with elon muski the nazi political producer just creating as many brain-destroyed people as possible--they even destroyed the oversight for his brain iimplant factory the guardrails for even defending human rights are all gone so this group can have brain implanted zombie slaves to be abused--but ashaming and ab using jews into accepting abuse is the old nazi programming which created the hololcaust of su bmissive jews walking silently without protest onto death trains. When will the "Jews" of whorewood and in america stop goddamn giving shitnigger any respect for his abuse towards me? That includes stupid rancid ben shapiro a most rotten dumb creep yapping wwith his harvard educated bullshit the Jews who have asaulted me inclucing first and foremost my "feamily" I left at age 15 are just disghsting in their groveling handing of me over to be murdered for their endless profiterrig of tihs contarct--they are fixated into helping nazis rise to power so they can profit off it as compliant nazified jews handing people like me over to be brutally kliled as their sacrifice. This goes for the jewish community at large as well--the most nasty and giggly of slave mentality subjugated nazi enablers.