Thursday, October 17, 2019

written October 17, 2019:

Back again, backspacing within the first word I wrote. (I am now re-reading and i see that in the paragraphs below, hackers have as usual deleted words and rewrote sentences to make nonsense.) I won't rewrite it because I need to do many other things in this short time that I have paid for the last time I can use the internet until next month.
Yeah, can't get the bugs off me. When I tried to access posts from the previous years, becuz my blog* is supposed to carry ranting hysterically-induced drugged up posts from years before and I wanted to post random posts from years ago, last Tuesday, and so forth. I am not able to access any posts from years before unless I scroll down my personal page, which is slowed down of course by hackers, and I get posts from last week and after 5 minutes, from last month, and I can't just click on a year as anyone else can. Many of the posts from years ago name names, and such types of incriminating information. AS I am without a laptop any longer, the re-editing and deletion of my former posts is a sure thing, I believe. All the years before when I wrote in hysterical rage, using mostly cursing words describing the disgusting things these stalkers teleporting me have done. Hideous but the wealthy consider this to be a stigmatic elitism of perversion ranging from pedophilia to rape, and all part of entitlement. The more violent and disgusting they operate "in private" (for cameras for the entertainment of this entrainment group) the more they are considered elite, demonstrating their untouchable legal status of being allowed to get away with all crimes possible with no social blemishes but, in reverse, promotions galore. I wanted to access those posts I wrote before I began to realize that I was drugged up to the max and that someone else was instilling words and phrases into my besieged brain.
I was not able to access posts from years back due to hacking DOS. The stalkers know what I am going to do, listening to every thought, and every action under non-stop surveillance. Usually I can access years of posts by clicking on the appropriate page on fb Timeline. Usually the years are listed and you can click on the year to access the posts. Alas not for me, as with the Paypal site also blocked and other sites blocked for access. I think the stalkers are going to delete many damaging posts and/or just delete many of what I wrote, while also re-writing as they always do.
When I tried to access the PayPal link, I have a whopping $10 in my account. I tried to get a "donation" link and since I signed into a "business" account, years ago when I paid for a website hosting service and never used it, due to drugging and hysteria and incapacitation from drugging and the stalkers putting my body out-of-alignment every single day, so I just lay in a stupor daily while writing in hysteria for "help" which of course, all I can ever do it try to rescue myself against a myriad of millions of sickening creepy stalkers.
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Landlord attack, obviously coordinated with central committee orders. Or should I say slime slum-lord son-of-former landlord calling himself by a different name? He even had his name changed so he could present himself as a different owner, purchasing the unit the month I resigned for another contract and could not get out. Was too sick from endless hours of shouting screaming abuse detoxifying poisons sick bedridden abused to exhaustion and near-dying states of enervation depletion of life force to the edge of body function while fighting murder poisons my body needs 100% energy to battle interal poisoning on a deadly scale and pulling poisons out of my spine every day on top of it all. Landlord had the electricity turned off for one week almost 4 weeks ago, for one week while social security demanded within 4 days 3 years of financial records downloaded and sent "today" but deadline graciously offered in 4-days time. going to a cafe near my abode and hackers poured malware onto my laptop so it was unusable and had to go to a shop. The rest is never-ending disruption to get me to miss the deadline so all money cut off for the review of my case still pending. today internet turned off. The new landlord who hacks into my phone so when I sms him a message regarding the attacks he is being paid to coordinate (my room stinking filthy, things literally stolen from my room via mechanical arms while I am in the room--they just stole a telephone charger set which I had on my bed yesterday, and walked into anothe room came back it was all gone. The day before something had been stolen but returned that night on my bed. And today internet turned off. Feeling the stress of social security alerting me to respond immediately (they gave me less than one day for a phone appointment which would determine my life and if missed, I would miss all chances for review and money cut off or a lengthy wait (i.e. 1-2 months) for a new appointment. Letter arriving the day before the appointment rather than the 7-14 days prior notice that is normal--somehow the mail delivered the day before the meeting but mailed out days earlier (like 7 -10 days earlier arriving over one week later as part of the global attack system). The internet off. The landlord deletes my sms messages which I "send" to his phone but are deleted from my "sent" box within 2 minutes because he deletes them It happens with no one else I can sms and the message remains in the sent box. I sent him the sms and it was "gone" but I could not understand that it was being deleted due to so much hacking I could not eliminate the source from all the multitudinous attacks simultaneously aimed at me in every tech setting and situation. //I sent three messages because he never responds so I assume he has not gotten the message. This is a mind screw operator filled with open lies which are extremely nasty at the core of the premise but done endlessly while my brain is under attack so I am susceptible to the lies. One example is yesterday I had to purchase something and the recipient had only a higher designation of money to repay me with and I could not subtract a simple number I was lost with basic math skills which I know instantly otherwise. My brain is so muddled under this brain assault system they permeate my brain with this "energy" so I am lost in a miasma of unfounded credibility for liars and users which surround me to screw me over, lie and make me appear I have no clue about what I am doing.//He did not respond and I felt the fear and dread of social security sending me another message via their portal to contact them immediately "or else" and they have done this for the 16 month duration of keeping me waiting and waiting and then they send letters demanding contact instantly or they will cut off or deny me. I panicked that the connection might be lost for a similar event and last month I so badly harmed my back from all the stress and I wrote this monmth of this group who ordered all this physical violence via exertion my body could not handle along with the stress while they began to really murder me via non-stop yelling abuse death threats while I was eliminating black poisons because, although it never comes out of my body so this hell is finally over of trying to rid my body of this compression block of poisons which never leaves it has taken 50 years or longer for this amount of compressed poison to accumulate to this point (much of which the same peole abusing me in teleportation had jammed pounded and otherwise pumped, injected and then dousing my food poured into my food. I sent him a message and no response, the "sent box" literally had shown the message being sent then the message disappered, as has happened with this lying male who "bought" the unit the 2nd week after I signed another year contract. //And this hate group organization has done this same thing repeatedly for decades--a "new owner" arrives to buy the place I just rented almost immediately after I sign the lease. Droves of abusers rushing to observe me proably for the endless rape contract while I am in deep penetrating sleep state unable to wake up so they have every place "for sale" so they can inspect how to attack me and it's probably what has been happening for decades. //this dude is however feeding off the rewards for having my home stinking filthy broken down amazingly more than they have been pouring breaking spraying and pounding into the physical space and all furniture and objects literally filth everywhere under everything layers of black and brown filth even a week after I clean. //he answered the phone because he did not respond to the third sms which also disappeared. He answered with hate and open annoyance I merrily told him that the internet was off, obviously I knew he had turned it off but however, the lurking doubt kept me trying to be analytical rather than assumptive. He played more lies. I told him I could not understsand how I could sms him and the message not showing up after I sent, he instantly told me he had another call and to hold one moment, please and then hung up on me. Finally the internet is on again but anothe abuser got to play his game.

  I forgot to write, how turned on these filthy creeps get by using mechanical arms to literally slice skin tissue, make my hair fall out us...