Thursday, October 17, 2019

written on: March 27, 2019

Again, they want ("they" the universal stalking organization) me to write about the misery these evil robot zombie haters create so they can feel rejuvenated and alive and energized with the "power" alloted to every vice and scam and murder plot possible while they are absolutely allowed to steal all possible on the planet (and destroying the planet in their greed and stupidity and ignorance in the process, while believing they are creating some kind of global "paradise" for their ultimate exploitation and luxury plantation slave master paradise hell)
and so
the Fed Ex package of my passport has been "delayed" with information not listed on the website as to exactly where the package now is laying in wait. The delivery date was scheduled to be today. I was ripped off by $40 by the endlessly lying and deliberately incompetant mail service out of Orlando which is one of at least 5 mailing services out of either Orlando or Miami that have endlessly lied and ripped me off and denied/discriminated against me to the point that I must fight to find another service just to have a mail service that operates at least tangibly. They charged me $187 for a 1 lb document package using Priority service (not the highest price delivery service). The cost listed on the FedEx site was $142. I wrote an email asking them to list why the cost was over $40 more than the price on the site, but I'm not going to read their lying response because I can't take them to court and they aren't going to give me service and I am so besieged by endless attacks and nearly killed while driving (cars driving literally directly into me while I'm[ driving around 45 mph on busy 3-lane very heavy traffic roads as they approach from the center line and drive into me as if they are making a U-turn, or from the other side of the road, regardless of which lane I am in, they drive INTO me and I am always surrounded by cars.
At the Phuket station as I entered the dirty and messy tiny box station, after nearly being kiled but in a good mood, the man who had helped me previously was surrounded by children and the ubiquitous stalker organizer behind the counter. There were toys and drinks and crap littering the counter and the woman was glowering at me with the black-eyed look of the usual hate-filled stalker being promoted and paid and doing her "job" of making the children scream and yell and they surrounded me from behind so I had to make sure they weren't going to rip my bags as I stood there, while this man pretended, obviously, that he was checking the status of the package. It was so obvious that all was a contrived lie,a nd I just stood there waiting as I could also tell that my brain was under attack as was my nervous system. I began to talk and I had to struggle to find words because my brain was not operating. I felt suddenly an altercated surge of rage and hate, all done with technology to alter my state-of-consciousness. This has been the usual procedure everywhere I go, and all month attempting to get a check made out in dollars, with lies and denials of service universal in Phuket (no bank would issue a check for $148 in dollars, all told me there was no service, they could not issue checks, lying and making stalking gestures as my brain was rendered nearly comatose from the technology, my mood altered into an exaggerated hate mode and unable to think of words, abnd once they began to really attack me with subtlty I began to giggle and laugh as if it were a party and it was all fun. I could not control my reactions and words came out there were not my thoughts or had not been formulated in my mind prior to the words and sentences just pouring out. The usual, everywhere I go, for every serivice. the usual is that the Thais claim they can't understand English, in every service which is supposed to professionally cater to tourists all speaking the universal language of English.
And thus, I write again hoping that some day there will be more than apathy and the vicious rapacious rapists and their female wives and children and partners waiting with baited an ticipation to see which one of these hateful rapist abuser , most of them have already tried to murder me, I am now into nearly the 8th year of detox while they have sponsored their stalkers to continuously re-poison me so I remain bedridden, going nowhere, surroudned non-stop by their hate groups and stsalkers, and fighting to heal my body while they block my internet and block my ability to earn any money whatsoever
my laptop has been broken
the air conditioner was broken last week. The stalkers have been pouring fungus into the coolant anyway so it's dangerous to breath in the air conditioning air, but the stalkers also cook my body at night and all day with microwave tech
what else?
There is a Thai man who walks into the hallway wearing just a towel loosely around his waist when I walk down to get out of the torture studio they have put me into: he slams his door repeatedly 6 times in a row at least 5 times a day, as if his door is jammed. He slams it so loudly that the entire hallway reverberates. The stalkers simultaneously zap my body so the implants/microchips exert a shockwave throughout my body. The poison that has hardened along my spine also acts as a conduit for electrical currents. Thus, when he slams the door so loudly everything is nearly shaking, it also operates as a shock while the stalkers zap my body's nervous system
there is an endless array of attacks I could describe but I so endlessly write about this because of this worldwide police state surveillance situation and this is my only recourse. I cna't undersatnd how such an evil and ugly system has taken over the planet to the degree that all I can do is entertain sadists paying the rapist haters who are teleporting me for forcing me to write like this so they will be promoted or get more deals out of me describing how revolting and disgusting they ALL are. babies and peole with shitty crappy stalker children continue to surround me, and the idea and concept of a baby with some rotten creep who has tried to kill me and has teleported and raped me, or any of these so-called "men" who have attacked me si so disgusting I can't describe it.
The hacking is nowa t the stage of a lag time for words appearing--30 seconds later the words I type apear (mistakes everywhere)
when will anyone or anything ever stop this sickness forcing this ugly group of revolting crap on me everywhere I go, while I sleep, every thing every moment surrounded by creeple I consider absolutely revolting, ugly, stupid, filthy and vile and nothing I cxoule ever have any association w3ith let alone a baby or any romentic interest, forced on me with men I loathed and nearly ran away from, rotten and dirty and ignorant to the core, regardless of their criminally-obtained wealth and status. The actors are no artists they are scam artists and con scumbags and their females have gloated that my body has been smeared with acid so my skin is broken dow, they have poured acid into my hair every day so my hair is mostly fallen out, my body remains huge and disfigured and I have been tortured non-stop for decsadesa by now rwith only writing about it on facebook as a pathetic recourse to obtaining any sort of lull in the endless torture. The filthy creeps who are being paid and promoted for this get more businesses and ar elected into highest positions, I get a temporary reduction of absolutely murderous torture aonly if I continue to write about thsir filth and crap and attakcs, which they depend on to get their endless dirty filthy deals out of.
It's now nearly impossible to type any longer.
will anyone out there every stop this crime against me and why not why must I have only facewbook writing in this pathetic situation askign for help to fuckers reading this?

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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

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