Thursday, October 17, 2019

written on: February 3 2019

The stalker pig parasites operating for the scum whores who are paying these filthy whores to go into my room--are still going into my room despite every single crack, tile, panel, floorboard, everything has been glued with something to at least display a break-in. All is flimsy material from dollar stores that I've wasted on fighting this endless violation of my body and home while I'm in a drugged up nearly comatose MK ULTRA "alter" sleeping state, as the pigs then teleport and torment and rape and assault me and get promoted into highest positions for this sick and stupid shit, which is what these pigs are.
They are still getting into my room. My passport gets sprayed with a rancid stinking spray like all that they spray on my clothing, linens, towels, books, etc endlessly for years and years (for a few years I had to inhale this deadly toxic substance due to having to literally hermetically seal up my living tiny room with tape because all landlords refuse all screening for all windows--I am forced into subpoverty income thus unable to afford FOOD every month,plus always having to replace fans and cooking appliances, which are necessities as all these most cheap places have no cooking appliances whasoever (except for microwaves,which are used and grimy and dirty, and potential murder tools. Definitely used for microwave torture and possible murder.I always have to refuse microwaves from these crap landlords as they refuse to put in screens. I have to seal up all windows and I had to breathe in this toxic substance as they sprayed it on every blanket, every bag, I kept items in plastic bags to try to stop the smell from ruining every single thing I had--they would spray all plastic bags--before ripping, tearing and making all look shabby and bright colors faded and like sandpaper had been rubbed on the fabric.
But...digressing. I can't focus or type due to the usual pervasive endless multi-pronged attack system while I fight to type and think on this fucking destroyed laptop that hackers have made filthy--parts have been broken off--they put stains on the screen, like droplets stained into the display. Parts of the laptop have been broken off and no keyboard anywhere I go operates and works without me having to backspace nearly every other word or even every word sometimes.
But I've been writing about this for years, still not a single fucker out there reading this will intervene. At this point I am still no misanthrope because I know that beautiful and soulful people have been killed off and the true trash remains to pollute the world. I consider myself the beautiful people of course. You pigs think you are some kind of trashy appealing entity and it's just shit that you are.
I can't say this enough becaust probably 99.6% of you rucking pigs reading this have been entertained for years reading my desperate posts begging for my life to not be tortured and murdered and run over smashed in accidents poisoned and tortured to death, as you sneer and laugh and are smug and masturbating over my endless posts.
My crime: not wanting to be fucked and abused and poisoned and drugged and raped and then murdered because I wanted to compete, was healhty and talented and beautiful so they poisoned and raped and torrtured me and stole ideas so empty sleazy fucking bitch whores can have original concepts turned into the same formulaic shit and crap with Nazi bigot undertones and subliminals you are all programmed into belivieing is the only reality. YOu kill anything that challenges your fake myopic worldview which you are forcing on the world with this media blitz of shit
and now the cursing is endless.
The pigs are still getting into my room. They have been disfiguring my beautiful body most f my life. I have part of my uterus cut out by them; my toe has been broken---oh yeah, I am "disabled" because they fractured my vertebrae in two critical junctions--not just one vertebrae or two, but an entire area. They then poisoned me with hardening poison so my body is encased in hard chemicals--and I've been passed from one sleazy sick fuck rape whore "A-list" pig actor to the next, getting promoted into highest position for this shit, and all treating me with hate and disdain afterwards although I have done nothing but defend myself and nothign to harm you fucking pigs reading this

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The pigs reading this are smug and laughing about it. As I tried to post this endless display of utter frustration and chagrin that no one does anything, the pigs haven't stopped attacking me on a 24 hour schedule for years--and as I posted there was some photo of a blonde Nazi bitch pig on a rubber swimming pool floaty thing--my brain can't remember words while I'm in this drugged up technologically binding state: but as I kept trying to post my last rant, the page kept popping to her filthy dirty pig body on this lounge thing--in a posturing model pose, the usual type of Nazi bitch and as I tried to make the post not highlighted--as the hackers kept it highlighted, which is what they do before they delete the entire post, I kept clicking on my post to stop the blue highlighting and her fucking posturing ape body kept popping up as the page kept jumping to her on this rubber mat thing--like posturing for a photo shoot. As I was just describing how they have deformed and scarred up my beautiful body, they put a blonde Nazi pig on my page and it popped up as what i was posting just disappeared and her filthy pig body in this fucking pose kept appearing. I had to literally have a key duel with the hacker to stop this, as I kept punching in the cursor to my post, they kept making it pop up to her photo until it was literally every second me clicking and them blocking and this bitch's photo appearing. They have also made my hair extremely damaged (in addition to putting chemicals on my skin to age and break it down, youcan see spalsh marks on my forearms where they poured chemicals to disfigure my skin) and my hair has been so severely damaged for over a decade every night. For almost all my life they put damaging chemicals on my knees so they have been perpetually cracked and feel like sand paper. My hair and body have been stinking like putrid semen and fungus for years--with the stink of the putrid chemicals I have to breathe in all night because i can't open a window due to stalkers, and Iam still fighting to keep these fucking pigs out. I have to tie up a block to the bathroom door if I water plants. They have been getting in while I'm just on the patio watering plants with my back turned to MY FUCKING RENTED ROOM and they pour a stinking horrid fungus mold into the ONE AND ONLY PAIR OF SHOES i HAVE. If I buy any shoes and leave them unattended the stalkers break and rip the souls, have men put on my shoes and stretech them before they put in some kind of rotten foot odor crap that NEVER COMES OUT. I have been cooking the shoes in the burning sun and the smell is gone. I put the shoes in an area away from the patio sliding door and when I go out to water plants, the shoes stink when Ireturn, which means that the fuckers are getting in either from the bathroom or from some cabinet panel or through the floorboards--the floor is completely covered with posters and pieces of colored artistic paper and glued to the floor and taped with packaging tape. It is the only thing I can do to try to prevent this. I still am unable to assesswhere these fucking whores are getting in and how, every single thing appears covered it would be impossible but they are still getting in. Goddamn you fuckers reading this for not stoppig this most unjust situation and for allowing this shit to go on andon and on and I hope your lives are completely destroyed by your hate system that you are now laughing and smug and gloating about . What I have described above is by no means comprehensive in the amount of attack and the damages to every single thing I have done or have worked for all my life. Goddamn you sick creeps reading this for doing nothing and allowing such a system to flourish with these incompetent scumbags taking more and more power as you all think it’s just a fun game and you are all going to enjoy living in luxury as you bow down and serve these whores and are whores orchestrating this. What a disgusting group how sick this entire shit is. How many other people are out there begging for their lives that these pigs also are torturing to death. May you fucking whores out there reading this get tortured and murdered by the same system you are laughing about righ
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Throat-induced (non-consensual) microchip torture forcing tears, throat constriction while eating, and the endless hate of this group of just extremely hateful celebrities and politicians remains as the daily hours of abuse per morning. Amazing that in this afternoon they are not still abusing me in rows of chairs staring like starved rats and leeches devouring my energy, life force and sucking out ideas which I spill out continuously for hours after their torture and abuse without end (18 years by now on a non-stop daily basis, leading to 16 hours per day and night ore more over the past 2 years but almost the same under the biden hellscape period and endless torture under trump 1st term and endless near-death poisoning and abuse (under all) but under obamas which remain as steadfast abuser-for-profit black nazi terrorists working with all their good white nazi supremacists in whorewood and congress whorewood. Aspiring politicians are rushing to join in, as they torture me and remain silent as they abuse ideas out of me. The former governor and soon-to-be former governor of that golden state cali are now a cali cartel of violent rape abusers and hateful exploiters of me with their throngs of minorities, has been celebrities and already established but not quite on the non-stop tier of non-stop top awards as the bulk of those who have spent 18 years torturing me day and night remain after their careers were faltering until they leeched latched onto abusing me nearly to death. They remain despite my months of writing about them, only handing this torture apparatus to their "friends" who need this career-enhancement so they take turns all obrtaining lead roles oscars awards and asking me non-stop all morning for ideas. Ignoring them is impossible. The amount of energy required would take up litearlly all of my life force to ignore their violence since they augment it non-stop with physical torture such as tears pouring out of my eyes. My skin is thoroughly damaged my eyesight permanently deteriorated to a degree I can no longer read without glasses, the prescription is increasing and increasing. My face looking so foreign to me from not only tears forced out of my eyes hour and hours per day, for literally years on end without end daily (this had stopped for a while until newsom obtained pemission by trump to inflict this torture after I endorsed newsom's prop 50 in california--the redistricting plan. Under drugging and extreme violent torture I wrote a message to his facebook page, and like depp back in 2012 he began violence, rape torture and increased it to non-stop terrorism when I said "no" to being his willing "sex slave" abuse victim and substitute for his domestic violence problems, which all the people involved are heavily invested in transference onto the stalking target so it appears they are all by-products of domestic violence or extreme racist policy alteriing the possibility of people in the United States elevating above racist cliches that only the white nazis are the "most beautiful". The horrific endless physical torture for mutilation and destruction of the face has been ongoing since this plastic surgery rife hate group out of h-wood began clutching at destroying my lief in every way possible. Before that it was "Just" poisoning jme into a huge, football shaped poisoned and dying drugged into near comatose levels of incoherency victim to be exploited (ideas without end beginining with the English wealthy "art dealer" I met for circa 4 hours total back in 1987 during a summer vacation trip to London with a Eurail pass. I was put into a little "bedsit" studio across the street from him in Chelsea (the Engllish creep who has spent 16 hours pe day yelling non-stop abuse and death threat yelled "that's what you get for trying to live in Chelsea" when I had written in my blog that I was put there by a real estate agent when I asked for a little room on my budget (they raised the price for me it went lower after I stopped renting I had asked afterwards) and I had no actual "choice" in the matter I had no idea where to go and this agent told me there was '"one bedsit" which fit my request (in all of London) conveniently across the street in a "posh" area from a man connected to the contract my family had made with the English in connection to the movie Deliverance, back in 1974). Back to today: tears pouring out again as I sat yelling my tirade of "leave me alone" type "get off me" endless daily repetition of this theme. They sit like statues adorned with the promise that respecting any single thing about me is FORBIDDEN they happily comply. They remain sitting and digging into my psyche to obtain ideas. They never say thank you there never any interesting reply except for the ugly hissing of the dirty hate spawn of Depp yelling her daily non-stop "loser" at me after they obtain ideas (my ideas have furnished her movies, the only ones that made any significant headlines in her entire career and her modeling came about as part of this scheme to use h-wood to bring in nazi infiltrators via h-wood into controlling american politics using nazi and english crown money handed out and distributed like candy to drooling addicts Americans they call "stupid" behind their backs---they say it openly at me whenever they can, these nasty English in particular but it is echoed throughout the Euro-diaspora of nazi persuasion. But AFTER they torture me to obtain ideas and use tears torture in part to obtain ideas. The pain is now reaching agony misery stages of torture from over 15 years of tears being forced out of my eyes. Additionally as usual the russian ballet exploiter who operates a sly strategy of claiming to be "helping" me and adds a few tips, which are beneficial but only after I think of the tips myself first--thusly only repeating my thoughts and adding a few to adjust the endless onslaught of English, French,; Austrian and German rapists and abusers he partners with, as his proxy abuse squads groups of euro-haters screaming murder, all kinds of insults. The body builder out of Austria the former gov of that dread state which used to be some kind of "open-minded" paradise of developers and cereative potential is now torturing me non-stop for years to obtain original ideas which the English crown furnishes with millions of dollars in funding for huge grand set design and costume grandeur to bolster the scripts which have, in part my ideas derived out of torture and then the usual nazi platform propaganda scripts which are essential copies of paradigms of such platitudes which echoes the platitudes the politicians use, who also observe my screaming responses to "why is this bad" and then tears torture, everything broken, stinking and more damage to my body, my property what is left of it with endless death threats and abuse going on and on for hours per day. //Never once even a basic "thank you" or any kind of money or support just abuse and then they finally just vanish and they obtain the ideas, taking notes on how they can use the ideas, and then threatening me with death having their hateful expletive scream "loser" or they just say how "stupid" the ideas are and then I see my ideas used in their movies which I deem to be a lessening of extreme originality of my original concept and turned into yet another formula nazi propagandized movie which "wins' an award and then is forgotten evermore since the movies leave no lasting mark on anybody's minds except perhaps for the mental masturbation of watching their skank rape nazi women or men gyrating or heaving around with sexual allure supposedly (years of plastic surgery and modeling with all kinds of subliminals, I believe, to enhance this effect on the viewer). //The script to "help" me while I am exercising has been used by two foreign men coming out of the near former soviet and nazi encampments which Americans have "forgotten" were once dedicated to destroying American and infiltrating and taking it over. As if it was never a threat American nazi celebrities rally around the extremely violent abusers in their ploys and schemes of torture, obtained from Stasi and Nazi administrators of mind control operations. Tested in Nazi concentration camps, by CIA LSD drug lords posing as experimenting on mind control MK ULTRA upon the unwitting prostitutes and politicians who could be bribed thus the mind control was easily ascertained upon both the wealthy and eduated as well as the desperate and possibly less well-educated simultaneously. Their mind control operates always the same: I am exercising to try to break the "internal shelf structure" of hard posions jutting out of my back, blocking movement along with the fractured vertebrae along my entire spine, performed in the span of years to inflict total disability and then denying me health care, even when I obtained it after years of struggle and applying for disability--which they have had cut off and have tried in the past month to block all attempts for me to have it reinstated by infecting my laptop so badly infected it's unusable, turning electricity off completely where I live for days and days and then increasing the abuse from people in all tech shops to the point of near physical fights because I am under mind control in such spaces and unable to contain the rage they use brainwave and subliminal phrases and literal body functions to obtain (affecting thoughts and emotions into hyperbolic knee-jerk instant reaction of rage, combined with life-threat to my existence on levels of extreme stress and drugging abuse and all avenues of producing the hundred or so downloads this agency required for them to assess my case after 16 months of no response and non-stop abuse and torrture rape from one trump politician who partners with the usual obama and clinton teams and the old biden-era abusers from the dem party are sitting next to their "opponents on the other side" all working to abuse me into "submission" for their co-joint partnership in a total entropic overtake leading America into a non-stop fascist dictatorship but "benevolent" when the dems take power.

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