Thursday, October 17, 2019

written on: OCTOBER 17, 2019

Backspacing continuously with hacking very bad by now.
I am going to write about a physical form of attack, combined as an interface with tech that the stalkers used on me yesterday at this prostitute ladyboy prostitute motorbike rental joint where I have been attacked by the tech every month.
First, a bit about how this operates from my perspective of having it swamping my brain while I"m in these situations, observing my reactions and how these stalkers operate:
I know that brain-mapping with this tech causes reactions of blank numbness in cognitive capability, while other aspects of the brain are either enhanced or made dominant by the tech. Thus, I can appear "normal" while laughing as people attack me, while I can't fight back.
Thus, the motorbike place I rent this dangerous bike (brakes are remotely blocked when cars drive directly into me and handlebars are continuously being joggled by remote attacks). But this place, with all the hate for all these years, I return to because these parasites provide me with the least expensive service in Phuket I have seen for foreigners (the prices are often doubled when it comes to foreigners here in Phuket. The "Thai price" is far different...). This woman who is "controlled" by a French pimp literally imitates his facial gestures and tone of voice so completely I feel like I am talking to him when I talk to her. Her nastiness is also a product of her brainwashed conditioning and the money handed out for participating in this torture and abuse situation.
But these prostituted Thais are getting free new businesses and her daughter "won" a beauty contest and they just keep going on with the attacks, so I assume they keep getting free new everything for attacking me. The greed of these people attacking me is bottomless, while I always think they are the bottom the bottom is never low enough for them and they just go on and on attacking me--years and years they all go on as long as they can get free everything outof this. They are all prostitutes (so it appears, and they really act like prostitutes or what I imagine they would act like. I am no prostitute myself and even though these whores try to put me into that category, I am a tortured "electronic" trafficking victim, if that could be one description for this. These creeps who I assume are prostitutes--the whites with diamonds and the cheapest Thais and other "minorities"--callous, sleazy nasty and dirty while the white bigot scumbag whores--the "people" who provide the cheaper, Minority brown minions with the filthy lucre for the filthy services, in this case the whites, have created the atmosphere to inculcate the Thais into these behaviors, which really are what the bigot white Nazis are without all their indoctrinated social posturing that appears "refined" but is just learned behavior. From what I have seen of Europigs, the "culture" that is supposed to be "classy" and refined is a learned behavior that has been handed down, while the Europeans who were the epitome of graciousness and intellectual and artistic sensitivity have been "culled"/killed by their fascist Nazi societies--thus they have to torture people likek me and discredit me to get any kind of sympathetic concept to steal as their idea. The real "class" of Europe was killed by the Nazis and in the ensuing years, more of the left-over sensitive people have been pushed down or killed. I have no respect for the majority of the Europigs, but the sleazy and dirty behavior of the Thais like the creeps I deal with every month, subdued and threatened subliminally by the tech and the groups of violent Nazis surrounding me in every aspect everywhere, all the time. There is no class or style I have seen of the Europigs, all that is left are people who feign social graces and are swine when they come to places like Thailand to exploit what become bowing slaves who do filthy disgusting things for almost free. They completely imitate the gestures of the Europigs and are just the couterpart of the Europigs in all the disgusting, sleazy aspects.
I am now backspacing continuously due to hacking
This Thai woman, Porn, began grabbing at me (I am now almost out of money and I began to write this below, hacking has blocked so much). She began to grab and touch me and I could not tell her to stop, because I felt the words expressed subliminally in a hostile verbal, albeit "subliminal" threat that they would cancel the service or seriously injure me if I told her to stop. This is mind control at it's more dangerous, as I sat numb and silent because part of my brain was shut down, and the threat was expressed by the teams of Euro-p's in the "stores" next door and surrounding this tiny little bar/motorbike rental prostitute joint. After enduring all the grabbing with greasy and nasty hands of this woman, who also told me she would help me to order something I need online, but of course she won't they always tell me they will do something and then nothing happens--but Europigs dancing in front of the stores nearby--from my experience of these greasebag creeps, they only dance around in joy like this after they use the tech to attack me. They are so enthralled by being able to exert this kind of wide-encompassing form of attack, with zero protection for me anywhere, and all sanctioned and paid for by every government around the globe that I have ever gone to (around the globe 4 times trying to get this crap off me, these filthy nasty creeps). and
I am trying to get this out and the hacking is now getting bad and my brain is going into diversions due to the tech attack.
She grabbed me yesterday, touching my shirt (a nicer more "designer" type of higher "quality" shirt I got at a very nice price, the Thai price. I still try to look at least, for my personal standards, somewhat decent despite the huge disfiguration of my body and the scars and I can't ever wear anything revealing my legs any longer
and going off into tangents, my brain is now a kind of mush due to this tech attack
she grabbed my shirt and (later on I saw, after I returned from paying her) smear marks of grease where she had grabbed me. My first impulse was to tell her to stop, and I "felt" the subliminal threat of violence and they would discontinue the service if I tried to get her off me. It is very hard to describe since these types of attacks are not common knowledge--people can't imagine how much they are really being controlled at this time by the tech and most don't care because they just don't think it's a problem for them
In essence, she began swiping her nose and rubbing her hand on my shirt and touching me continuously with greasy and nasty hands--all under the direction of her Euro-p controllers who were telling her instructions (either with ear buds or through the "voice-to-skull" tech, but she and most of theThais who participate (and the people teleporting me as well) are all following instructions from someone else while they attack me.
I COULD NOT TALK, as I tried to describe above in this post or the last--the brain-mapping makes it appear as if I'm functioning "normally", talking, laughing (I am always "laughing" while people are grabbing and attacking me, or not able to look at them or speak while they approach me with violence or some physical form of attack, which is what this "bar girl" turned into local stalking leader of the Thais in Rawai was doing--with at least 30 people in the immediate vicinity participating in the mind control and physical attack.
I could not tell her to stop. I "felt" this threat of stopping the service--a threat that could really be very serious for me. I can't afford to pay the higher prices any longer for other rentals--all prices are going up in PHuket---some of them at over 200% in the last few years (some items over 200% in one year alone). The US dollar is weakening all the time. But they also, in addition to charging $10 less than other rentals, provide oil change and cleaning every month. For this cheap and inexpensive reduction in price and service, I am grabbed, asbused and the mind control tech plasters my brain with electronic goo I can't move or think while this prostituted hateful woman is grabbing and insulting me. I tried to tell her to stop as she would swipe her nose and touch my shirt (my new very nice shirt I have worn twice, had to clean 4 times because of the spraying of stinking fluids by the stalkers, and now greasy snot on the shirt from this hateful creepy woman and her lady boy)
I wanted to write something else but the hackers are deleting letters and my hands can't go to the letters I want to type any longer. The keyboard is very stiff and every time I write letters appear in lagging stagnant typo

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I could not tell her to stop, because I felt the threat that they would cancel the service and I am by now very dependent on the price and the oil change and cleaning service. Since I spend most of my money of buying cheap dollar store objects to try to stop the stalking groups from opening the panels and tiles on all sides and bathroom while I sleep (the bathroom is always stinking in the morning from stalkers spraying crap through what they can open of the tiles--all tiles have been covered from floor to ceiling with all kinds of objects leaning against the walls and the floor is covered with silicone over two inches thick). It's disgusting. All my money month-after-month spent on this almost vain attempt to stop my body from being completely destroyed and poisoned and raped and fungus poured into my hair and body and my gums cut into and skin burned to the bone between my toes, and etc. They have broken bones and raped and disfigured me non-stop for years doing this. Thus I have no more money for anything. Meanwhile I am helping this putrid woman to get more businesses just by writing about this. But in this vain attempt to try to get someone to stop this violence, I write about it.
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Clumps of hair continuously falling out when I brush my damaged destroyed hair, what is left of it from years of fungus semen and hair-follicle destruction chemicals slathered into my scalp by the whorewood group STILL welcomed to inflict death upon me in covert, slow mechanisms of undetectable torture, information extraction and violence. Once more Gavin Newsom literally under threat of continuous torture-to-death by his ally Tom Hardy asked me for a tarot reading about whatever--his premise to run for president. I instantly told him to stop the near-death torture that he and hardy have been giggly and sexually completely turned on with derision rape and torture sexual emotional and physical abuse leveling my body hormone levels combined with endless murder poisons I am shitting out from decades of them pent-up inside layers of hard-as-rock poisons that were integrated with mind control drugs and other poisons to kill me undetectable--every day fighting to stretch and exercise while a panel of men who have raped tortured abused my cats insulted me with hate and derision then destruction when I defend myself--politicians rushing to threaten to have me killed for defending myself all sitting there urging me to hurry up and get the poisons out so they can achieve their agenda of forcing a baby out of me for next generation mind control experimentation and studies---forced out of me in a system of life-threat abuse rape and racist violence that is akin to lynch mob covert murder and destruction of american independence of racial equality which is enforced with malice and malevolent murderous violence by English Imperialists--Hardy a staunch Royalist and today after his endless hissing death threats while I was going to the toilet while I held any object his abuse that goes on literally every moment all day into the night then in deep sleep; now maybe 7 months of him after years of endless euro-apes rushing to do the same with shitalina and ugly dirty pig ape pitt using this contract to steal MY IDEAS so they appear as if they are not stupid dirty mediocrity prostituted nazi iconography ape scumbags----bringing in non-stop europigape shit whores who rush violently at me beating raping having me on my knees as they sexually torture and abuse me when I fight back shit like nancy pelosi (with newsom as part of her cartel plantation backed by italian fascist and brooklyn mafia genocidal murdering bigots---) and thusly, I collapsed in the past 10 days from huge chunks of poison that have been embedded and latched into my spine and hips into my skull extending into my entire skeleton in a labyrinth of complexity twisting tubes of the hard poison with pockets of stinking foul black poison pouring into my blood stream and literally ripping cellular muscle tissue and internal skin out of my body---I collapse very often on my bed unable to keep my head up in a sinking drugged sickness often they gouge the cuticles cut them out (hardy had this done at the onset of his terrorism and rape and beatings and non-stop death threats for the first few months---actually, more than half a year of daily and nightly torture from this odious thug completely welcomed to abuse me into fractured mental states of sobbing and crying to stop raping me get off me shut up screaming as ugly shitalina sits watching smiling and laughing ugly dirty pig ape pitt smug and determined that his years of going to the oscars for the ideas his group of shit stole from me--from Once upon a time in whorewood to spotlight to blonde to babylon and tv shows he has producted (i.e. about bob marley) and just for having inflicted mutilation tortrure abuse and rape upon me his dirty trashy mediocre partner shitalina has gone to the oscars for stealing ideas verbatim that i wrote maria malificent another movie about cambodia and multiple movie themes and concepts she has stolen from my writing--using my words verbatim as her "feminist" pitch for the United Nations during the Nazi regime ousting jewsw from whorewood such as weinstein, etc etc. I fell asleep because huge hardened chunks of death and murder poisons I had twisted out of the sides of my back into the lateral framework of the sagittal plane---and I literally could not move I could not wrap the layers of protection around my head as I do every night; I began wrapping my head for the past 2 days but not having taken a shower for over 5 days I finally was able to wash the tell-tale greasy stink that was sprayed and rubbed into my scalp which they do every time I cannot protect my body. My hands are huge and ugly from chemicals slathered on my hands, the cuticles having been literally cut out of multiple fingers and toes my hands and feet are completely deformed the skin hideously scaly from the moisture being completely destroyed---the months of working every day to heal are just reverted back to the horrific state my hair and scalp and body has been for years of not being able to defend or protect myself while I was so bloated and paralyzed with poisons latched onto my spine in every single possible contortion combination pulling in every direction simultaneously so drugged I could not understand movie plots and etc. Every day being tortured for more creative ideas so the dirty filth of europigapeland can use my ideas as their own to infiltrate the American market. Policitians rushing to join in making every kind of death threat at me as they profit and join into the endlessly corrupted media empire that the europigapes have either bought out and control from behind the scenes or have actually purchased or play controller roles therein. the Nazi network also demands that all obey all the dictates of their control. Thusly Hardy went at me today and it is instant energy-draining hate for this vile and filthy thug who appears only to be a mediocre mindless bigot with boxing training using it upon me. They smeared my hair so badly that the barely thin layer of hair covering the huge bald spot from years of my hair being so damaged for a few months after I fought off a german rapist who was especially violent and abusive and I called him a pig--dirty filthy arnold shit-negtger rushed to hug him openly in front of me putting his snake arm around the german stupid ape creep--who had been trained in the art of passionate violin playing by a wheel-chair bound Israeli Jew very famous--who happily gave this german lout lessons because Jews are supposed to service nazis, didn't you know? Instantly the Jewish man poured his videos onto my youtube channel but my hair began to fall out in clumps my scape was knobby from the hair follicles literally having been pulled out--hair removal technology was used on my scalp to literally pull hair follicles out. There is nothing I can do to regrow in these 80% bald patches on my hair but extremely thin 1/8 inch sprouts of hair have grown back after putting everything I can think of and purchase on the scalp. Gone---5 days of such sickness that as usual I was writing FURIOUSLY BEGGING FOR MY LIFE TO GET HARDY OFF FROM ABUSING ME TO DEATH while poisons were literally ripping out of my central nervous system, taking bits of nervous system cellular structure and muscle and flesh out and dumping murder toxins congealed into my body for over 40 years--this is what was done to me decades ago from multiple surgeries, just by the way. Somehow as a miracle someone got hardy from abusing me to death by making him stop for one day--the ape has returned because behind him are the English crown members of the wealthy "elite" pig ape cartel, who have proven to be stupid ugly dirty racist bigots with very little behind their assumption of intellectual superiority. They claim is bolstered by having me drugged into near comatose inability to understand, being manipulated by them mentally while I am in deep sleep state teleported to their houses where they play lying skits so I presume the situation is relevant to one concept but instead they are using word plays on the meanings as if I am consenting to their abuse and degradation skits. Little beyond power grabbing machiavellian mental mind screw mentality has ever been demonstrated by the english "elite" who rush to have their violent lower classes inflict the street fighting thuggery upon me in my vulnerable state while ugly shitalin and pig ape pitt sit smug because for over 16 years I have told them NO that I can't stand them by now it's in every subconscious state declaring how odious and repulsive and dirty and what parasites they are---still they persist because like hardy they are mostly mediocrity their pumped-up body images trained and coached NOT POISONED with hardening and bloating chemicals and not infected with racist bias intending to crush the spirit and pride of the groups they want to exploit (to death) such as Jews, blacks, etc (amplifying gays as long as they are mostly white or service them if they are otherwise--the one group that the Nazis abhored is now seminally welcomed into the 4th Reich which is homosexuality but only as long as it is in the private enclaves of the wealth orgy estates and private, not as any potential power group in society).//so, telling hardy with seething hate that he is disgusting--but i was watching something that was hacked into my youtube channel with Prince Charles and his spouse riding in some carriage to greet trump & frau nazi wife---and I said trying to be friendly trying to say something honestly positive that, yes that was beautiful and if I were english I would be proud of such a display. Instantly as if I had exposed a weakness or vulnerability hardy punched my breasts with violent hate saying "damn right" blah blah about english superiority and that I had belittled his culture previously--but I have never said that the beautiful buildings and the displays are inferior I have stated that their overtake of america using death squads and utmost racism and minorities who are blank and dumb control victims of racism fighting for a "piece of the pie" are their dumbed-down pawns; apparently america is comletely controlled by this group. The whites are in-training for the lessons to be learned in the psychological destruction of groups which pose a threat to their centuries of millennia of racist overtake of other cultures and societies (along with the rest of europe, basing much on Roman history and fascist and Imperialism the entire continent was the precursor to american slaughter and genocide of the Indigenous Indian tribes and everything else they could depose and steal from--which is the prevailing norm now regarding "minority" groups in America a similar pan-euro model of genocide is being trained through these mind control skits and Hardy is like the masses of the working class "soldiers" and for Hardy it is his huge chance to get out of playing thug roles and have the elite mark of distinction he is reveling in the money and profits and awards generated he is fixated into abusing me (to death) if he could. //NOthing can get him off me. The politicians are determined to get this contract, the democrats are working with the republicans in this private mind control hate scheme so they all "share" in the power structure and share dividends alike and no amount of change or resistance is possible even with the changing of horses the guard remains something of violent armies protecting the monarchy's interests (america now as a vassal colonized state of english imperialism german nazism french haute fascist fashion and italian mafia programming). I just have to add that Scorsese "won" some award for his movie about an American indigenous tribe of wealthy indian women who had inherited massive amounts of wealth due to oil being discovered on their native tribal lands--or those lands meted out to the tribes after the Euro-=colonists decimated slaughtered and destroyed and left them with nothing. This same principle of stealing all and giving nothing in return is the operating priincipal of this contract out on me. Besides that, the movie about some tribe with the actors who have rushed to assault me for decades (even before their open inclusion in this semi-closed circuit of terrorism absolutely controllked by fascist nazi groups mafia and organized criminality operating in smooth criminality with politicians who espouse every kind of benevolent concern about their sales-pitch group they are defending in public--screwing in private unless they can play or go along and play plantation subordinate). //The movie is based on the reality of this program into training Americans into the "Manifest Destiny" mentality of genocide of Indians (now people like me, the "tribes" they want to steal all from and destroy afterwards, sometimes intermarrying to gain acceptance and then slowly poisoning the victim to death, as the movie detailed it was another Nazi programming bs whorewood movie detailing the methodology of what is so benignly called "gang stalking" and "gaslighting". They use the same methods as were detailed in the movie of drugging and poisoning and mind controlling with "love" and then stealing the loot the land the oil the money and for me, it's ideas. Nothing but torture to death afterwards and having people moved out moved off eliminated silenced dis-empowered and then shot in the head if they fight back (one of the indigenous women was killed in such fashion because she began hitting her white tormentor abuser husband and thusly the white nazi cowboy network told the husband to prove his worth for white man's burden and so he shot her in the head in front of his buddies but that is like the token symbol of approval and that he never gave a damn in the first place, was always using her for usurpation of the oil and land for the "good Christian" men and women who went out to the rodeo after they slaughtered and took all over. This movie "won" but it was a programming device with Scorsese and the brooklyn mafia thugs like deniro all hailing back to Italy constantly with the gottis only stating that they are italian and etc--the same principle applies to shitalina with her english mommy aligned with the english crown, and hardy sits next to them all--newsom with "I'm Italian" pelosi, and etc etc the list is endless, the situation is never ending. I am writing this today just to detail their modus operandi in case one day people are fed up with how badly the country is falling apart perhaps they might recall how they used entertainment and worship of plastic-created mediocrity sleazy sexualized psychopaths in order to put in power a government that sold out for haute luxury for politicians in france and italy as their quid-pro-quo. treating americans like the indians the former euro colonizers so easily slaughtered and in american fashion justifying it all with hailing Jesus as "good Christians". Hardy never mentions Christianity he only references the English Empire constantly as his main focus of justification. Right now he has hacked a photo of Big Ben in London as the photo for my microsoft page which is hacked so badly that they are turning everything on and off so constantly it's about every 3 minutes. I watch and peruse the utter destruction going on every day not only in the U.S. but in terms of surveillance they are clamping down absolutely. They want an IMPERIAL control system of despotism. Therefore, they can barely get Hardy off me for even more than one day the awards and prizes he is obtaining for endless life-threatening abuse and hate has pushed his career into a huge spot I suggest--as with shitalina and pit ape pitt and anniston the dirty wife of pitt and the group of whorewood Reagan-era plants into that system to penetrate and bring in as much euro-centric facsist nazi imperialistic smug posturing sexulized and then never-ending in the headlines and sequels but MY IDEAS they have used as if they are not hateful life-screwming mediocrities while they have destroyed for over 16 years and much longer my every life-work for my success stolen and destroyed broken and killed off everything that was beautiful. My patio is lined with dead plants that had been gloriously flowering beauty plants slowly killed after months of me fighting to keep them alive as they are slowly killed, plant-after-plant. Dirty sleazy hardy yelling "you can have plants and your own garden" (If you just provide me with this endless award as all the men who rape and abuse me are all trying to abuse me into "submission" after the abuse is so violent and life-threatening their every word and action is so ugly dirty filthy and abominable that htere is nothing but me praying daily for their deaths).

In the past 10 days, I have written essentially screaming online begging to this this foul and disgusting oaf scumbag hardy off me--for mont...