Terrorist hacker/censorship report. March 6, 2021. Crass Systematic Death.

 

The hacking is worsening. I am unable to reach this blog site any longer, but after going through circuitous routes of trying to entre my own blog site, I just circumvented the block put on my browser by using an URL "shortcut" to access this blog. I don't know if the same trick will work more than once as hackers and terrorists always block every attempt I make to defend myself against the non-stop series of attacks (on every level and in every facet of life and artificial intelligence such as computing).

The hacking of my laptop and the block to publishing my material has prevented me from even receiving anything but this closed circle of terrorists who hack and read my posts but no real public gateway to my blog is available so I get no real public traffic on this site on Google analytics my post appears as being "active" but when I type any search for this blog nothing appears except for lurid sites unrelated to my content but definitely related to the people attacking me and their mentality : porn sites appear, in other words.

The block of my content and the hacking/mind control attacks to prevent me from being able to physically and intellectually get my content out except for extremely hacked/mostly deleted and partially rewritten discrediting hacks, plus the ensuing hate crimes committed against me when I do write, have forced near silencing of my situation and my writing (while celebrities torture me to effect the "mind control" reaction of me writing, and thus glean ideas to steal as their content derived out of torture and assault--to generate ideas out of injustice so they can endlessly play the faux hero roles for which they are then copied and pasted into public consciousness as being salvation rescuers from but actually are helping to create and perpetuate the very problems!)

okay..and, my content is blocked. I am being silenced. I am being tortured for what I write. What I do write is often stolen by one celebrity and sometimes politician after the next--for years, on and on this has not stopped. The celebrities and people who have attacked me remain to this very day, after years of me writing about their individual and collective behaviors, writing their names, which then become blown up a few months later in absolute frontline media attention and I remain so silenced and attacked that it's far too enervating to endlessly fight just to type to basically describe what is going the daily situation, much less writing or creating any attempt at any form of commercially viable writing. Meanwhile, it seems that after nearly a decade of writing about this situation. no one will ever stop this situation and more and more influencers in politics and in the media join on in to get their free promotions out of attacking me (which I consider to be a general contract and not solely aimed at me personally--but because these people cannot judge in any rational or reasonable way, they are told to hate "me" but they have no idea who I am they are just told to hate someone and they do--after years of torture without end, I finally respond to them by trying to kill them and wishing them death and I try to attack them because they are vile and disgusting and unworthy of this huge celebrity/political status--but they attack "me" because they are only followers put into leadership position, and so they "hate" what they are told is "me" and I see only blank and stupid rotten idiots who are completely incompetent being put into endless leadership roles. I write these posts and they continue the same formula but now the restrictions are worsening as hacking is blocking more of what I am attempting to write which obviously is onl being read anyway by a very small coterie of terrorists, which means you who are reading this now, today.

However, I think these people attacking me are too brainwashed themselves to understand that they are not attacking me but are just acting like the programmed robotic haters that they have been programmed into, and turning that sublimated hate upon me as a reflection of their own self-loathing and hate. Other people might call their attacks upon me as being "racist" but because they utilize the energies of so many "minorities" I think they are really attacking me only because I am fighting their insidious system, which is inherently racist or, if you will, "systematic".

They are performers programmed to attack me by using this new technological system of mind control, to be more exact as I consider this to be an exercise in the programming of these celebrities and politicians at this point moreso than in programming ME--it's really THEY who are being programmed and are under mind control and in training for behavior modification).

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I am exhausted from struggling to type. I have ideas I would like to write for creative fiction but I need support and help to block hackers and to stop the theft of every word I write if someone can steal it they will (as part of the general contract to stop my attempt to have a career--which has been so successful all I have done is write basic hate rants for a decade and when I have written any creative idea, even in short paragraphs, what little I write is stolen as well for these very basic pop singers who then get famous for the lines that i have written that they steal)

and, it's not like I am self-glorifying but what is being stolen from me is due to the terms of this contract in order to absolutely crush me on every level, and in this sense, to let me know that this system enables any personality who wants to create something outside their normal comfort/conformity zone is allowed to steal, rape and rob and torture, dismember and order my disfigurement and non-stop poisoning and drugging so they can feel both elated, "high" on hormones from violence and the power thrill that ensues, and then receive top awards from having done so with all credit for the ideas being showered upon them while I get tortured for writing any concept against this most sinister system--but tortured in order to obtain the ideas, the ideas then being stolen, I am tortured for having written them, but drugged and under torture to force me to write them also as part of the mind control "experimentation" in political suppression of any dissenting voice.

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I had to rewrite this post 3 times due to hackers deleting parts of sentences after I published or wrote a sentence and then reviewed it. The censorship goes on as I am writing, in the process of writing. Once I publish or click on the update tab, the page is nearly unreadable. There are so many gaps in meaning that have been deleted, while my brain is under an effect by the technological "mind control" so that I skip concepts because I am fighting so hard to backspace and correct what hackers are literally making impossible to physically type out--I must now pound down on every key to get anything to print out and there is some function that makes the keys I do pound out get mixed up so letters I press appear after the next letter I press--juxtaposed in other words.

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I have been attacked recently by a politician who is almost vehemently opposed to me. She has been seeking a HUGE amount of money from the state where my celebrity terrorists make their HUTE amounts of wasteful monies received in contracts from these celluloid productions for which they are regurgitated into the public consciousness year after year. Their hero roles and savior status due to these movies, for which they are torturing me in order to obtain more ideas so they can play more hero rescue operations in these films, talk shows and political ploys--in order to obtain more political power

and this politician who I associate with Mafia interests from her background (my conspiracy theory, I am sure there is no official reference made in this respect that has been made public) and thus, I see or I saw a great hate and hostility coming from her when she teleported me alongside this actor who has shown every kind of hate and threat to me that is permitted under the boundaries of acceptable violence directed at me by this organization controlling the amount of hate and violence being endlessly aimed at me.

HUGE amounts of money in collaboration with these California actors, a huge confiscation of wealth obtained by this hate politician who is always claiming she is rescuing America from the ills of the unrighteous opposing political faction. "The American People" is her endless motif, and the actors are always spouting the same sort of rhetoric as they all join in this hate crime against me in order to obtain ideas, funding, and whatever power thrills and self-glorification they feel they are entitled to from their endless lies which have put them into these top positions and roles in this attack upon America and Democracy that they are really employed in, by their employers who are destroyers of Democracy and America.

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The struggle to retain a CRASS system of SYSTEMATIC DEATH but portraying a caring, warm, humanitarian heroic rescuing society as a trap, a lurid vacation into fantasy and political greasy-vaseline-coated paradise. You can thank these celebrities and politicians I have written of for years (on my Facebook page for years on end, using their names and then trying to not promote them by writing their real names and then creating this blog and only referring to them as the hate memes I created and finally--SILENCED AND SILENCED until I just make vague reference to them because I try so hard to not exhibit hate or enraged chagrin at their stupidity, hate and the crimes they are being programmed to commit in order to foment more chaos, death and destruction.

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It was these people who helped bring Trump into power. It was these very people who are the most vociferous about fighting rape culture in H-wood and for fighting against racism who support the worst, most fake racists who bring about the most despair around the planet. They are simply and merely the fake opposition of the forces that they claim they are "fighting" against.

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I am silenced from even trying to write anything about this, and what I can barely type out and think out, always rewritten afterwards, remains constricted and restricted access and accessible only to those who are being told to hate me for these ideas and what I am and who I am and what they think i should be and am not.

I have an entire spectrum of concepts, stories and writing I can't get out due to these endless series of blocks to typing, thinking and then access to real public accessibility for recognition of my own writing or concepts.

All of this has been completely reinforced by leaders of the Democratic Party of the United States and it's being done wth absolute RACISM, APPROVAL OF RAPE AND TORUTRE OF ME, and funded obviously by their covert operations and associations. I have to wonder how much of a role the Republicans are playing in this at this point, as so many "liberals" have attacked me for so many years in order to get promoted by their false oppositional opponents so they can continue to disseminate the farcical distortion that America is actually a country that is fighting against these hateful policies (which I always refer to as being "Nazi" but there is a dearth of other philosophical and political tracks that this system relies upon other than a purely "Nazi" ideology or mode of attack and propagandized hate programming).

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I do not consider myself to necessarily be a victim of racism as much as a victim of other victims who need victims in order to assuage their own sense of having been victimized.

Other people who are treated in the same way as I am are not of any particular race or creed and could be white people with blue/blond configurations of appearance.

The perspective of being a victim of racism is something that I believe is part of this behavior modification torture exercise in power that these terrorists are inflicting upon me. If you observe the types of movies that the already highly programmed minority minions put out, being victims of racism is nearly the entire theme that they focus upon. This is a calculated self-imprisonment that this kind of brainwashing/programming instils into the target so they learn self-depreciating behaviors, combined with automatic hate towards those they are instructed to "hate" which they then pour out onto the targets as surrogates for their own sense of victimization.

Terrorist hacker report: March 4, 2021. It has taken 2 whole minutes to open a page on my browser. Every time I click on any function whatsoever, i.e. for a hard drive file, the cursor spins and spins while I wait and wait and finally, after maybe one minute, the file can be clicked on to open it, where I must wait for the cursor to spin for another 30 seconds. That is just to try to access a file, not even to open it. Every single click, search or action on the computer requires sitting and staring at the screen, waiting for the frozen screen to be unblocked by remote hackers. The keyboard of course is always inoperable but I can use it with effort. My brain of course is always attacked by mind control tech.

A political diatribe against the silence. If you do not want a fascist, Nazi/Mafia overtake of the United States you must stop being silent about the promotional scheme for Nazi/fascist technocratic mind control programming that surrounds you but you remain silent about.

 "Rep. Swalwell: March 4th Warning "Aligns" With What We've Heard Before And After Capitol Riots."  (You Tube title).

"Why are no Republicans condemning Rep. Paul Gosar for cozying up to white nationalists?" (Laurie Roberts, Arizona Republic. March 1, 2021).

https://www.azcentral.com/story/opinion/op-ed/laurieroberts/2021/03/01/paul-gosar-cozying-up-afpac-bad-what-happened-next-worse/6873068002/

*Please note that hackers are disrupting my communications and are deleting and redacting my posts, and this post will be no exception. 

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The journalist (Laurie Roberts) for this AZ Central article poses a rhetorical set of questions: why is there silence from the Republican Party when Gosar is speaking at an Arizona white supremacist rally?

I have answered this in my usual hate diatribe tone due to drugging and years of silence surrounding this contract of torture, rape and dismemberment and every other kind of block to my life by president after president and members of Congress and H-wood/Whorewood and the media at large, but only continued by "society" at large which fully endorses these actions and carries the hate crimes out to the infinite detail with endless thousands and millions of sick creeple attacking me worldwide (using mostly minority minions to do the nasty jobs). The silence remains for me, and thus, the silence remains for everything else as this is an extremely inter-connected situation but there is very little difference between my situation and what is happening right now with "The RIght". It is "wrong" to claim that this situation is only a product of "The Right". The silence remains and I write below my usual hate/drugged up/tortured theme as to WHY. The Why section is extremely brief as hacking makes typing impossible and the attack on my brain is comparable to the hacking intervention to my writing capabilities.

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"...he then posed for pictures with the event organizer, a guy who lamented the loss of the country’s “white demographic core” and proclaimed the events leading up to the Jan. 6 riot at the nation’s Capitol as “awesome.”

It’s the silence pouring forth from the Arizona Republican Party that is absolutely stunning.

Gosar has long been known for living out there on what used to be the party’s fringe. Used to be....

He’s the congressman who told us the 2017 “Unite the Right” white supremacist rally in Charlottesville, Va., was really a left-wing plot masterminded by an Obama sympathizer to make Donald Trump look bad....It's a grade A opportunity to proclaim that the Holocaust deniers and Confederate flag carriers and white nationalists who laid siege to the nation’s Capitol will not similarly run riot over the Republican Party.

Here we have a sitting United States congressman keynoting a conference organized by a white nationalist.

And the silence? It’s pretty loud about right now...."

Where are the actors who tortured me in all the years of their White Supremacy/fascist/Nazi training into genocidal hate programming using technology--who spout every "liberal" concept possible for their endorsements as the fakes who sell snake oil for the public which is so disgusted by the parade of lying sleazy fakes that they have become everything that these so-called "actors" actually embrace when they are not posing as the heroes rescuing society from all the ills of Nazism and racism? Where are they when things like Gosar speaking at a Nazi rally and someone has to put a spotlight on the emerging fascism that these actors so fully embrace but are so protected from all public scrutiny by--the US Government and it's Democrat and Republicrat leaders in Congress and in other higher branches of the government. Thus, silence on all accounts. Silence for their every crime. Silence as the cheers of the dumbed down crowds award them for their tears shed about charity and inhumanity when they are handed awards for participating in hate crimes against me--as this supposed "symbol" I suppose of racist hate (for blacks, whites, jews, latinos, asians and everything else to attack for a promotional scheme so they can continue to crank out the Big set of Lies that they truly are "fighting" against racism and Nazism).

The silence is complete but the blathering crap is deafening that these media fascist whores put out continuously.

Disenchanted movie review of Mrs. America and The Trial of the Chicago 7 (Mr. Sondheim, you did a pretty good job of writing but nevertheless, you neglected to mention the anti-war sentiments of the time).

Ms. Steinem is happy she has been put into two film productions in the last year! However, as a bystander, I am not happy about Mrs. America which, like the actors out of England and Australia who play lead roles in this rendition of American feminism and I should add the opposition (the Australian played the role of Schlafly, badly done, because like the others I mention, she has no clue whatsoever as to what she is portraying and that is the point of her being put in this lead role). Like all I mention in this post regarding these foreign actors playing American radicals: she, he, they, completely got it wrong to the point that I am offended greatly not just by the actors' performances but by the production companies and the film industry in general. This sentiment I write of today is Nothing new here today.  The many years of me writing about my experience of being teleported to "A-list" celebrities in this "experimental" teleportation torture situation, the entire spectacle of the movies they come out with after torturing me or stealing my ideas and adapting them to their fascist/Nazi controlled perspective,  to my perspective is a very ugly macabre distortion of the real beauty that these highly intellectual and sensitive real-life American radicals possessed who were also self-possessed in character and were not sloppy clowns or stoic but vacuous antagonists. These foreign-controlled (ostensibly, with foreign actors playing lead roles portraying Americans)  productions with their elaborate costumes and make-up and fake acting (horrid acting in my opinion) can't begin to try to portray the stark reality of the real era, the real people and thus, completely castrating the effect of the radicalization that these fighters engaged in.

Really serious American maverick activist versus status quo English clown performer (but good actor in some instances).

Horrid acting, horrid portrayal, horrid accent, otherwise good actor in one film I have watched--horrid example of the English co-opting America and the radical elements as they put their mushy and weak (political) actors in lead roles for highly controversial American political agitators and activists. Here is one example I wrote of last week, and I made a prediction that this actor Kaluuya would probably win some award based on the fact that he's English and this movie was a theft of American culture and that the rigged Golden Showers Awards is an foreign press theft and domination of American culture (and politics). 

Badly performed, horrible accent, inauthentic, a complete watered down version BUT WON BEST ACTOR and voted in by fascist Nazis and their black nazi minority minions posing as art critics, called "governors" of this awards voting. This English actor re-killing the real activist in his portrayal is also connected to another black male who has been a part of this attack system on me--who stole an idea, modified it to his movie theme, and then with other blacks in Whorewood participated in this crime against me. This actor as far as I know has not personally been present in the teleportation hate attacks, but then again, he may have as there are rows of these people observing while I am assaulted in every way by these "actors" and their producers, assistants, children, spouses, lovers and other wanna-be's participating. The circuitous route of one predator attacking me to the next is an endless loop of who-is-connected-to-whom in this never-ending concentric set of circles that have attacked me out of this Whorewood throng. That they are stealing the identities of people whose concepts they are actually anathema towards in real life further insults the spirit of the revolutionary people and their concepts.

As for the legitimacy of the acting when it comes to victimization, anyone can pull some memory of having been slighted to portray a victim or racism, sexism or any other "ism" (this can also apply to whites who believe they are supreme). 

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BUT THIS IS WHAT IT WAS ALL ABOUT, BABY, BACK IN THE 60's. These actors I made mention of above (and many others throughout all these years of me writing about my H-wood experiences of being teleported to thugs who are put into multi-million dollar lead roles year after year, who are pawns of the fascist, Nazi take-over of the United States) they have no clue as to the mentality, the urgency and the death facing these activists they portray in these dumb, glossy movies. The actors: they sport around in sports cars and in mansions and are corrupted, bigoted sleazy prostituted essentially (for many) underqualified for any elevated spiritual, intellectual or radical role. With all their blown-out-of-proportion wealth from all these royalties, and their endless deals they are offered,  they are fat (metaphorically speaking), contented and winning million dollar contracts and they are supporting further racism in these watered down roles, written by white males who are fully a part of the fascist nazi circus mind control circuit.

 

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I have just re-edited for the fourth time. My brain feels like I'm spinning around--the same sensation of being spun around while trying to type is what I experience and with the hacking blocking keys and output and my brain under other motor skills blocks, this has come out like a scattered attempt to write. I realize that hackers continue to delete parts of sentences and that, just from the paragraph above, huge gaps are left in meaning due to these hacker rewrites and deletions. At this point I feel ill from all the attacks upon my body and cannot go further rewriting and deleting and fighting the hacking and rewrites so I will leave the rest as is below. Any gaps in meaning and typing and grammar are due to this terrorist attack upon my brain and laptop.

I will copy paste the ideas I wrote earlier from my Facebook page (it's posted on this page below)--I had intended to write a very short statement but it diverted into a relative theme on mind control. I also got the name of the movie wrong, as I  had juxtaposed Mrs. America with The Glorias. I am under strict mind control every time I write and my brain is being hindered to having maybe 30% or more reduction in memory and cognitive ability to think clearly or write. The hacking remains absolutely a hindrance preventing even relatively quick typing speed. My hands/brain are under attack so I can't move my hands and the keyboard is dysfunctional due to hacking. All these factors contribute to this post not being at the level I truly would like to access from my real capabilities. I have no idea how badly hackers are going to delete/redact or otherwise rewrite my post after I publish. I doubt I will re-read and go back to find out. This is so hard just to pound out and backspace and correct constantly that I am not going to rewrite the incorrect reference to The Glorias--but every time that show is mentioned (I never watched it, I only saw a review of it--but I have loved Julie Taymor's work in the past so I can only say it is probably much more aligned with what I appreciate than the movie Mrs. America---).

Under so much surveillance and subsequent torture by this organization, I have to walk on "egg shells" when I write, and thus that stymies my ability to really write (and hacking blocks the rest).

This is thus a very short and unelaborate sense of the frustration with what I deem to be the Imperialistic enterprise of the Monarchy inserting it's big foot into the brains of the American viewers. To inject their CLUELESS actors into roles that so weaken the force of the movements as to nullify them completely. The wardrobe departments from these films complete the jocular account as these horrid renditions of 60's fashion make the already badly informed actors look and appear so clownish that the entire spectacle, for anyone who is familiar with this time, area and the politics involved cringe with disgust at what an insult these movies are to the real, serious efforts and the seriousness to which these personalities applied the force of their lives into serious political change.

The very forces that these activists were aiming to eliminate have since taken over the movie constructs and revised according to a very cheap but effective form of reconstructing the narrative into a meaningless, shoddy fashion movie mind control exercise in completely obfuscating the intention of the revolutionary ideas that had been such a threat to these fascist, Nazi Imperialist bigot, fascist woman-hating (including the women involved in the effort) thuggery which has dominated the entertainment media (I suggest also the news media) for far, far too long.

One of the American actors who always plays an "anti-racist" character has participated in teleporting me along with outright racist white celebrities--her "friends". When it comes to attacking me somehow even though the whites make absolutely open genocidal Nazi statements to my face, the blacks present who profit off receiving top lead roles in movie-after-movie if they participate and defend the whites who are attacking/raping/torturing/disfiguring me through their proxy terrorist network--and if these blacks also steal ideas from me when I write and detail how the racism operates, which they do with no hint of understanding that they are actually racist and they are assisting in a racism of a most insidious nature in H-wood--they seem to consider what they are doing absolutely their entitlement and when I point out that they are acting like slaves on a plantation serving their white, bigot racist Nazi fascist masters, they attack me most viciously. They then get absolutely endless awards and celebrity status for these roles from their "efforts" at being programmed into fascist, racist torture technology and protocols. Behaving exactly like their "masters" in the movies and the discussions where they site centuries of slavery in their enraged shows, performances and singing/dancing performances against racism, nevertheless after they steal ideas from me, they turn around using the exact same system of racism but absolutely lie and deny everything they are doing. One of these has been featured in the Glorias movie, and that is also just the same thing as writing about a European as I truly would bet that this actor spends much of her time in Europe shopping and partying and living on the Riviera if possible--the golden arches of paradise all these Americans yearn to cross over the threshold of their American "low brow" status of not having fashion or grace of Europigapes they adore and worship who then hand them lead roles in movies if they learn to use technology to create an absolutely LETHAL RACIST DEATH SYSTEM using this technology upon me as the prototype for future hate crimes and genocides and brainwashing and mind control operations to completely STOP ALL ACTIVISM AND TURN IT ALL AROUND INTO A SHODDY CLOWNISH FASHION STATEMENT.

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That one of them won top actor award for his portrayal of a black activist out of America--when I watched a few minutes of this English actor I had to stop watching the movie in disgust for reasons stated above: it watered down the meaning, the actor had the wrong accent (as did the other English in the Trial of the Chicago 7--who played this Jewish activist--his fake accent was more like a Boston dialect of wealthy privilege more than how the real personality both spoke and also how he wore his clothing, which was not comical nor was his demeanor or speech--but this English actor turned all into a farce and disrespect for this now-deceased leader--who is supposed to have committed suicide but others who knew him believe it was another COINTELPRO ASSASSINATION.

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What I wrote today on Facebook:

In the last year I have been--not surpised, and unsurpisingly dismayed--that three actors out of England (one comes from a colony of England) who have been selected as representing American POLITICAL ACTIVISTS in movies that have either won awards or high esteem by, either people who have no clue and thus put other people who have no clue about these types of personalities and the time and it's zeitgeist--or they are deliberately co-opting and watering down, making comical and much weak and ineffectual the movements. All of these movies involve the Chicago and Illinois region, where I grew up (two hours drive South of Chicago, at the University of Illinois where I met and encountered many a Chicagoan and was friends--best friends--with people from that city).

Not a single actor who portrayed these political mavericks from the 60's-70's even remotely portrayed the energy, the personality or demeanor or even ACCENT and definitely missed the mark FAR AND WIDE for the POLITICAL CONTENT which was gone, like plastic vegetables dressed up with comical clown outfits supposedly representing the time fashion as well. They wore everything wrong, spoke wrong, acted wrong, their accents were horrible and they won awards for this.

Australia and England, this is where these ersatz actors hail from.

My theme for years has been the absolute take-over of America by these foreign powers through this very mind-controlling portal of H-wood and it's multi-national conglomerate interests, which range from purely fiscal policy to every kind of mind programming manipulation possible over the mentality of the United States, and thus, panned out to the rest of the planet that has access to these then turned-into streaming movies for more consumption.

I was there--my parents were activists--were part of the academic "hippie" anti-war movement. I was at demonstrations against the Vietnam War, in my baby stroller. I lived in a house where my professor father held student parties, very often, with people thronging to my house to listen to The Beatles and pass joints around discussing how to protest the war. My parents were filmed in front of an air force base just outside of the city with a huge group of protestors in 1968 or thereabouts (a year later or earlier).

I know the energy. I know the time frame and I was around this very set of activists who come from the Chicago region and were familiar with ALL of these movements. My mother was photographed with her arm around Gloria Steinem.

These British and Aussies who have nothing in common in any respect, either personally or their weak and ineffectual portrayal in these movies is a BETRAYAL of what actually was a pivotal era of change and counter-culture thought and political action. It is no wonder that me and my family are victims of targeting and mind control.

However, to have to remain silent in the face of more actors who are all "friends" with these other so-called "actors" is more of the tyrannical fascism that these real activists who were supposed to be portrayed were descrying in their pre-post arrest/assassination (through these covert murder operations such as what I am writing about aimed at me) and all that was being fought for, these actors are in fact enabling because I know that they are familiar with what is going down with me.

The "Jewish" actors in the movie about the Trial of Chicago were dressed like CLOWNS because they wore the costumes like dopey clowns to begin with. This is because one of the actors essentially IS a clown in his acting and his smutty movie material belies any real depth in terms of political or meaningful content.

As for the women who played Steinem, they were likewise a JOKE and INSULT to the movement, the personality of Steinem, and the utter SERIOUSNESS that these real activists carried with them in their lectures and their actions.

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I want to add after having gotten off the internet for 30 minutes, that in this interim I have "remembered" the ideas I was writing and literally got lost fighting to correct and backspace while my brain was under a severe "mind control" attack so I stopped writing the thoughts in mid-sentence while fighting to correct and pound out letters which were being blocked. (as my hands would not move to keys, and the attacks are going on right now as well).

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This year has been a most dramatic example of the "conspiracy theory" that I have posited for years, that H-wood has been over-run by Imperialists (as in the English man connected to the English Monarchy who has stolen verbatim ideas, sentences and concepts from me and then tried to murder me and has endless subliminals of "shut up stupid bitch" and poisoning and my brain is rendered blank while terrorist agents in stores assault and insult me and I can't "understand" what is going on. I lose at least 30% of my higher cognitive functioning during these attacks, which also occurs while I write. The hackers do the rest of making my attempts to convey very much obsolete.

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I have written for years that these actors sit with clipboards in their laps when they teleport me, asking me for concept after concept which later they hand over to the English or their foreign promoters or endorsers, who then back the productions for these movies using ideas they have stolen from me--while having me mutilated, raped, disfigured, poisoned to the point of disability and nearly paralyzed state both physically and mentally. They then call me "stupid" and in public all I can do is fight to not succumb to the endless slurs, insults and attacks by terrorist sales agents while my brain is rendered mostly incognizant of how the attacks are continuously going on around me and directed at me. However, as I am trying to write, while I write this block is going on. My ideas are still stolen because I think them but then, as my thoughts can be read and documented by these brain hackers, the ideas remain intact for purposes of theft, but I cannot then convey them. The ideas materialize as movie themes, concepts and literal quotes from what I have either written or even thought.

This ties into the English (and other country Imperialist, fascist Nazi and Mafia goons) who have taken over these awards ceremonies, award those who are the most adept at performing racist hate acts (especially blacks who identify with elitist culture and that also includes every other "minority" but in my case, it's especially prominent with blacks as they are being tested to continue a most racist program but become leaders by manipulating people into thinking that racism is being fought by these ersatz "actors" and people of their industry levels.

The overtake of the United States is not a "home-grown" terrorism, thus, but it stems from a very wealthy and powerful international cartel. These awards are more awarding for stealing revolutionary ideas and then rendering them mute in terms of political activism. Taking over these movements, the trend backwards into a more staid and entrenched Imperialism can thus continue unscathed but appearing as if radical change and liberal concern for humanitarianism has prevailed instead.

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Terrorist Report: March 2, 2021. There is Drilling going on in the patio right below (either the room directly beneath mine or the room two floors down. I am on the 4th floor but the 1st floor is a parking garage. The noise is so loud you can hear it everywhere. my tiny studio. It is a warm day, the terrorists have broken my air conditioning so I must keep the one sliding patio door open all day (plus there is so much fungus in this room that I must keep the doors open so I am not poisoned to death by inhalation of this rancid stink the terrorists spray into my room on a daily basis, plus fungus and mold. It sounds like they are boring holes or cutting wood, it's very loud machinery. Months and months of pounding and drilling on the walls for hours per day, in this room which is the same tiny space as the size of this room I have been forced into. As usual, this is an obvious terrorist "sound" attack. The terrorists pounded and drilled into the walls beneath this studio for over 6 months in the 2 1/2 years I have lived here. For over 4 months I had no internet and I could only afford to write at an internet shop (because my money was being stolen in this room by terrorists) so whenever I would write for the 2-3 times per month at an internet cafe, I had to fight to get words out as hacking was horrific, and then I "forgot" to mention the noise terror campaign because of the brain-altering tech always aimed at me when I write. Thus I lived with the noise, which the terrorist "landlord" told me was not happening and that the management and the people beneath me also lied and said it never happened (pounding into the walls and drilling for 8 hours per day, 6 days per week for 4 months).

Terrorist Report: February 28, 2021. I am being poisoned through my furniture. Yes, a covert stealth form of toxicity sprayed on furniture that I inhale.

 This terrorist operation/organization/global conglomerate entity with it's multifarious tentacles of Power extending and grasping onto everything possible it can steal, rob and destroy and then claim all as it's natural right of entitlement: they are stealth, theft, lies, obfuscation and underhanded ploys glorified.

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The poisoning of my furniture has been ongoing for at least a decade. My body is too injured from so many attacks (nightly for years and years) to actually continuously clean and bed and fight and pay to repair these damages and buy and pay for items that are quickly destroyed so that all I do is clean and clean and pay and fight every single day to not be submerged in fungus, mold and toxic substance poisoning. I have not been able to defend myself to 7/8 of what is required for years simply due to the effect of poisoning making me paralyzed with hardening poisons that I must literally "rip" out of my cells and my viscerae every day that I am finally able to detox just a small bit that expands and leaves me absolutely too ill to think, move or accomplish anything for hours upon end, day after day, month after month, year after year.

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Thus, yesterday I realized that that furniture that I have in this tiny studio--one couch, a huge bed (Queen size) that takes up 1/6 of the room or even a bit more than that. I also have one table and on the patio what had been a new set of wicker chairs and a small plastic-glass table is all broken, substances have been poured so the metal frames of the chairs are all broken and the table has been eroded by this substance. If I touch these items my hands stink of rotting metal that is eroding due to these chemicals. However, in doors, the "bed" that I have is actually a stinking box spring with holes cut into the sides with fungus, mold and other horrific stinking substances that never erode, never fade (but are always resprayed once I leave this room and the terrorists rush into spray stinking filth all over my home--clothing, furniture and put filth on the floors, grime and grease on the walls and into the refrigerator and every single place is corroded with stains, smears, grease, stinking substances that don't come off using any means.

The box spring (with no mattress) I salvaged a little by putting a thick plastic tarp over--(really a huge table cloth that has a dark sort of slip-proof backing). The material is very thick and solid and is of a double thickness with the top plastic coat and the bottom anti-slip almost corrugated bottom. On this bed I also obtained a foam padding that has the appearance of a sponge in texture. It of course absorbs like a sponge any nasty odors that the terrorists spray on it. The terrorists thus slashed a huge knife cut into the plastic--an elongated slash that was one yard in length--into the plastic--and the stinking box spring that I have sprayed so repeatedly with every kind of bleach and cleaning substance--stinks so absolutely because it is continuously resprayed with fungus by these terrorists who rush into my room to obtain their nasty and dirty promotions by being a part of this nasty and dirty terrorist operation. I only saw this yesterday because I was strong enough to spend, literally, 10 hours cleaning the blankets and sheets I placed over this plastic area to try to have some kind of padding that I could also take off and wash. I have to wash separately all these layers of blankets which have been sprayed but the odors that seeped out of the slash in the plastic was absorbed by the foam padding (a huge, very thick and dense material but the entire thing stank which means it was sprayed and didn't just absorb the toxins and poisons in just one area). I had to spray the foam with three different cleaning substances, tape up the slash and then spend the entire day cleaning the blankets because the washing machine that I was given by this landlord has been broken and will not operate on the spin cycle and barely operates at all. It worked perfectly when I moved in two and a half years ago. I have used it rarely because I mostly hand wash clothing (endlessly, day after day so much clothing is stinking from having been sprayed with disgusting and foul substances, every day over an dover and that is all I have been doing for YEARS is cleaning up their filth from my clothing, furniture and my body which remains corroded with their filthy poisons which act absolutely on stealth to penetrate the body and it is 100% unrecognizable --thus you smug people out there reading this should be aware that many of you could so easily be poisoned unaware by your beloved fascist Nazi and mafia "friends" who you obey, follow and laugh and gloat as you participate in these actions).

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Like wise the rotten couch that has been sprayed so many times the disgusting material covering these couches is rancid. I have put two layers of plastic over these pieces of furniture and just three days ago, before I went shopping, the plastic piece just covering the top layer of the couch was pliable and there was a knife slash in it that I patched up. This morning I had to readjust the upper piece and it was had been doused with a damaging chemical so it's brittle and cracks upon any slight touch--having to spend more money for tape to patch this up and then repairing. I write this now because this is a deliberate murder attempt albeit slow and unrecognizable because it takes so long for the corrosive effect to be visible and it's very stealth and done in such ways that my very injured body can't continuously recheck endlessly for these hidden attack areas while I'm fighting to clean and clean the more visible stinking items that I must spend all day every day cleaning--and that still won't cover the areas that are made filthy and in all this cleaning I can't actually clean things that are dirty like dusting and things like that--my body can only take so much my entire spine is coated with poisons that are so hard you can pound a fist upon it (lightly) and it is hard, unflexible "shell" that has also pulled my body completely out -of-alignment.

T-rump did not have to utter a single word in order to give attack commands on the Capital. Welcome to the wonderful world of Microwave Audio technology--beaming nasty hate words or commands into your inner ear--guaranteed to be a blast if you are on the perpetrator side of the microphone! As the infamous "gang stalking/MK ULTRA/microchipped/teleportation victim" et al that I am with four years' experience of being tortured by T-rump and his Nazi/Mafia associates and their minority minions doing the filthy work of terrorist filth upon me, et al, I can only say this about the Capital riots. T-rump did not have to utter a single word of instruction in order to give verbal instruction to create carnage. VOICE-TO-SKULL technology.

"The device – dubbed MEDUSA (Mob Excess Deterrent Using Silent Audio) – exploits the microwave audio effect, in which short microwave pulses rapidly heat tissue, causing a shockwave inside the skull that can be detected by the ears. A series of pulses can be transmitted to produce recognisable sounds.

The device is aimed for military or crowd-control applications, but may have other uses."

https://www.newscientist.com/article/dn14250-microwave-ray-gun-controls-crowds-with-noise/

T-rump didn't have to utter a single command to his mob at the Capital on January 6, 2021. He's had 4 years of utilizing this technology to torture me, and has been trained in this technological covert warfare system of Voice-to-Skull technology. Plus a myriad of other very deadly attack drug/technology/stalking interface methodologies. Briefed no doubt by highly-trained intelligence officers.

The video below: Am EXTREMELY  brief explanation of how Voice-to-Skull technology can "beam" verbal instructions/commands/programming into the voice-processing areas of the brain with no sound uttered at the normal hearing range for any outside listener. To give an attack command using this technology would therefore not necessitate any verbal command that could be used as EVIDENCE. Not uttering a single word, thoughts can be relayed to receptors, then passed on through people operating the technology at various distances into certain key players at the command center of the rioters. That is how the attack command could easily have been given. No evidence whatsoever remains.

Voice=to-skull technology had been posted on US Army webpages but has been removed from public knowledge or access.

"VOICE TO SKULL TECHNOLOGY NEEDS ANOTHER LOOK!" (You Tube title).

and here is a video presented by the type of negating person who would most benefit from the misuse of Voice-To-Skull technology (that I experience, which is mostly blonde Nazis attacking me so they can have covert advantage by screwing up my brain functioning but stealing all they can from me--and from many of you reading this as well). This blonde "dude" denies that the "Government" can hack into your brain, or would do so. Obviously he's one of the main beneficiaries of this technology and the attack system that keeps bigots like him in place and putting out these lying fake videos. Of course, I am actually telling the truth and I am attacked for it. he's only promoted more for putting out misinformation/disinformation about how the technology may be potentially misused but of course the government is not attacking anyone (except for me, and I'm sure this guy would love participating in this attack upon me using the Voice-to-Skull to tell his "black and brown" minions exactly what to say and do to attack me while he would then simultaneously block my brain functioning so I could not react with any kind of balance or rational stability. I would bet on it, that he would use this tech to gain an advantage and then deny it's existence. This is the typical reaction but what he is doing in this video is tantamount to criminal negligence.

"V2K: The Microwave Voice Inside Your Head – Epic Science #98"

Desecration of the spirit and soul of the Wat Chalong Buddhist Temple. Artificial electronic reality compromised by today's Computer terror report: Hackers are blocking access to my Paypal account (this has happened in the past--for years I could not log in unless I phoned the office in the US). The password I have used successfully in the past (at internet cafes, one thing hackers didn't block was access to Pay Pay, although all earnings are blocked). My password that worked quickly last year is now blocked, I insert the correct password and the site won't allow it, although it is 100% correct. While I fight to get into my account, (which has almost nothing in it anyway, because all attempts to earn money are blocked so completely I can't earn a single penny--including on this site not a single donation or any kind of internet traffic has ensued although I have checked Google analytics and I am registered as being an active account online). While I fight to try to get past the hack, the pages are blocked, the cursor is spinning DOS attacks are the usual and operating this system is almost effete. When I click on the "having problems signing in?" link, I am offered only the option to have a text message sent to my phone. There should be an option to have a password reset via email. This happens on other sites as well, where email codes are blocked and only SMS messages remain as the sole option to retrieve passwords that have not expired, work, and I have used in the past. I just phoned PayPal and was not able to access a live agent, I got a loop from the automatic service.

 It appears that there has been a policy change where you cannot retrieve your "lost" password (mine is not lost) unless you are mobile-phone trackable. There are no options for receiving an email, according to this "forum" link, however the official PayPal site has a nice cutesy video that shows directly that the option to retrieve your password sent to your email account has not been changed. When I got the bot that makes the nice customer service recorded "press key options" until you get infuriated I repeated the usual endless rotation of the same thing and got no answers. However, the bot informed me that there are many options such as receiving an email with a code you can then insert into the PayPal log-in page (if you can't log it) and....that is completely blocked and deleted for me. Or, the PayPal website AND the phone bot who tells you to press buttons, repeat what you want repeatedly, and then doesn't answer your questions, also informed me that there is an option to retrieve your password by obtaining a code via your email--(not just by phone message). 

Thus, I am being hacked and blocked from getting into my Paypal account. For a few years I would phone PayPal and I got a terrorist agent telling me that there was no toll-free customer service number, that my account was blocked, etc etc (as always, my inquiries are diverted to terrorist agents who lie and lead me in circles where I get almost nowhere in every attempt to seriously conduct any business, pay for anything, ask a question, receive any kind of a straight answer and etc etc.

It is impossible for me to function in any semblance of reasonable fluidity in society with these constraints. 

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I want to write about politics and my observations but I cannot do this at this time. Oh I have so many opinions about the $1.9 trillion Covid Relief bill and my thoughts on my experiences with teleportation and the famous personalities therein...yet I cannot write (I am now continuously fighting hacker obstruction and my hands are blocked from moving as my brain is also under attack so my motor skills are being stymied--i.e. my hands just won't move where I am fighting to pound out letters on the keyboard--like my hand is frozen in mid-air because I just can't move. The attacks upon my brain are so horrendous due to this remote neural warfare or microchip implant or the combinations of all these various modalities to just screw someone over, which is all this is about. 

I can't write my thoughts on politics because it is just to upsetting to the people who are connected to this crime against me. Everyone else around them remains silent and even won't dare to think anything contrary to the accepted thought/action patterns that they have been programmed and inculcated into believing, obeying, and never questioning. Of course, the greed and their complacency of having so much support by belonging to this system overweighs any kind of concern about America and the system that is so famous throughout the world--that they sell out so continuously day after day and all remain silent, loving them for handing them little treats and promotions and

I can't write about my concepts they get so upset and TORTURE ME even more then decades of it going on and on with no support or protection for me. thus, I watch what is going on and today I am feeling ill from detox, and I want to just try to write and it's just endless blocks to every single thing, every day, every where, all the days of my life, watching as these people are destroying my country and indeed--the entire planet.

The Wat Chalong Temple which I drive through occasionally has a small cemetery dedicated to the Buddhist Monks who have formerly resided in that most beautiful small space, which is shrinking from it's former lush vegetative state of beautiful nature: the small cemetery which I passed has a presence that is unmistakenly spiritual. In teleportation I mentioned this to the Brooklyn mafia terrorists who were terrorizing me day and night with this technology and their terror squads. Now that very sacred area has been smothered with a cement parking lot--and the spirits of the monks cry and cry that these once peaceful grounds are now filled with buses, tourists and junk sold (elephant tourist pants with tie strings, beaded ornaments and tourist plates and flower-printed safari shirts--etc etc etc junky tourist stuff--stalls and stalls and junky food stalls--tourists focusing on the gold-plated temple architecture while the real spirit of the temple remains in the cemetery--as the living Monks have not rebelled against yet another parking lot while there is already many huge spaces for enough cars and trucks to park. The greed, the greed. The spirit has been compromised. (I can't express how difficult it is to type at this point--I am blocked from writing as usual in the multi-pronged terrorist hacking constraints--my hands can barely move and the keys are non-functioning as I must now pound down with my entire hand and arm to get anything out. My hands can't even move I am so under attack by this brain-suppressing technology.

The greed, the selfishness of these terrorists attacking me. The symbol at this time is of this Buddhist Temple that is being over-run, like some virus eating away at the corpus of this body of the spirit of the soul of Thailand: cement as this virus covering the body of the soul for the lucrative tourist buses with people who gang stalk me pouring out to block my path as I drive through. This area was the last refuge of that temple that hasn't been desecrated by cement and tourists who are filled with evil bad negativity attacking me. I could feel this sense of love and peace at this cemetery lot just at the very last exit out of the temple. Now it is covered with cement and it will be filled with people with bad designs, bad hearts, pouring out to attack me but the temple itself, the spirit of this sacred place, where the older generation of monks are buried, has been ignored where outside of the gold statues and the tourist elephant pants stalls the real temple is where the deceased are buried--the real intention of the Buddhist tradition. As for the monks who are living who also reside at a much more humble place in the back of the temple tourist grounds, they are out-of-sight and obviously have not protested nor made any kind of appeal to try to stop this most insulting desecration of the monks who made that place a most magnificent site. Now it's manicured but it's shoddy, run down because the manicuring caretakers do not care, they are being paid to make the place look like a post card. 

That is the real significance, the metaphor for what this terror group really is--with all their money and all their pomp and circumstance, they desecrate the spirit of the world. They pour it with cement, kill nature, kill the nature of the spirit, and...the terrorists attacking me knew that I loved this spot, that I had a communion with these spirits and this energy of that one particular spot. Because they have killed off so much that I love (my cat is gone, I have been writing and reaching out for anyone to have her returned, she is a precious soul and my cat was my family and all I had left) and, they have killed the animals I have connected with for so many years--they kill and kill and kill. Now they have killed the DEAD by pouring cement just in front of their sacred resting place so, like all they do, it's a square pile of cement cutting off the oxygen of nature, of the spirit of life.

As for the artificial spirit of making money online, I am now blocked from that and I can't access my Pay Pal account. It is just one more that that has been stolen from me--including this one spiritual area that I had told the nasty mafia actors who have attacked me non-stop for YEARS alongside their H-wood counterparts--but I told them in teleportation, under hypnosis, that this was a sacred place. I think they had some hand in destroying and taking away what I even enjoy passing by as it is a spiritually enlightening experience for me amidst the ugliness, hate, stupidity that these people attacking me always demonstrate with their endless years of nightly teleportation and their nasty terror agents being told to talk to me as if they are stupid but I guess it's supposed to imply that I am the stupid one  (while my brain is under so much attack I begin to always giggle or react in hyperbolic rage reactions, using words I never thought of, cursing and my vocal chords are changed and etc, all I have been writing of for years and still not a single politician or person will stop these attacks as the criminals keep being put into position of power).

Thus, the cold world of finance, which could be at least warm for me if not continuously blocked, is cold as the dead. The warmth of the spiritual energy of the temple, Wat Chalong, has been killed but remains in a sad, despairing spiritual malaise due to the hate of these terrorists. I really believe that the huge cement parking lot was the result of the Brooklyn mafia ordering this, or the former president, or any of their lackeys or minions or thugs or scruffy near-do-wells operating as their proxy terror agents. 

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When I write of these things, I want to impress upon any reader or potential reader that what is aimed at me I find later to be used as a weapon or more mass destruction upon many other targets--swaths of the population actually not just a few targeted individuals.

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I also tried to generate some money on this blog by allowing adverts to be placed on the site. I clicked on the appropriate link and got thrown into a hacker/terrorist cycle so nothing happened. I was returned to the information page with the same "click" on the link tab that I had just clicked on, which redirected me to the first page. I cannot, thus, even use the option to insert advertising in order to make even $0.10. All is blocked from me, almost all. 

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When I look at the spiritual state of the United States right now, as it is reeling from chaos and despair and death and hate and glorification of idolatry and iconography of fascism---all I see is a desecrated temple to what had been something of grand design that death-mongering black-hearted spirits from The Abyss are bringing about with huge smiles and sexualized wiles for celluloid entertrainment purposes and promises of hollow glory while sacrificing the hallowed.

Somehow in this mix, Paypal and the block to my finances (and from any potential earnings from my fighting to write on this blog with endless obstruction of terrorist hackers) is tied in some nebulous way to the spiritual malaise that the cement-makers have poured over the spiritual host of the Temple that they have do defiled, like all that is precious and truly magnificent they ultimately defile and degrade while inflating the worth with lies.

Terrorist Report: February 25, 2021. I was not nearly hit continuously while driving today. The situation improved but was still absolute attack in one store. The usual happened: I was lied to about products that I know are available, and was told absolutely nasty lies which, under the effect of the tech blasting away at my brain, I "believed" while I was so stunned I just went along and could not defend myself. I also lack legal protection here in Thailand so I have no route for any kind of defense. But the tech made me "believe" the lies I was told about a product that they have for sale and on the shelves every day, but today they told me that it was "alcohol" and not the computer cleaning fluid i was looking for. I was so stunned by the tech I just sort of dazed, and then another terrorist posing as a store employee began repeating what the smiling, lying "manager" had just said to me--black looks of mirth and negativity on his smug and most sinister facial expression. It was a most disgusting display of block to service and how the technology renders me incapable of discerning even the most obvious of lie. I responded as if they were telling me something nice and profound, I believed it and told them they were very nice and I was completely blasted with mind control tech. The technology is so detrimental to clear thought process and any kind of cognitive clarity. After i walked into the store I was suddenly surrounded by people but this store is usually empty every time I drive by (it's on the road that leads to an area I frequent). As for the rest of the day, I was only almost hit three times instead of continuously.

Terrorist report: February 25, 2021. Nearly hit by cars continuously while driving--nearly hit within a few inches by vans/trucks as cars on the opposite side lurched from side driveways, parking lots and corners so I had to swerve and was nearly hit by cars swerving into my lane from the opposite side. In each case I was nearly hit within 4-5 inches. Other psychological terror attacks aimed at me by terrorist agents assaulting me in stores--while my brain was rendered non-comprehensive but functioning at a much decreased level of awareness while, again, as the anger mounted I began to say things I was not thinking, my voice was literally altered to sound low, ugly and hoarse as my vocal chords are also affected every time I talk to anyone--(there is a microchip implant in my throat which can create everything from constriction while eating/drinking to alteration of my vocal chords). Etc etc

Near-death, barely averted car/truck accidents--all orchestrated terrorist attacks which occur in the same patterns every time I drive. I mentioned one very ubiquitous near-death attack formation while driving above--cars lurch suddenly or drive very quickly towards me from the side of the road (driveways, exits from parking lots, gas stations, they pull into the road so the road is blocked except for 4 feet in the lane where I am driving--and they lurch forward just as I am approaching the side entrance so I have no time to stop or change lanes. They drive very quickly or they are waiting and stationary and then they pull out towards me just as I am approaching--or they are waiting in the middle of the yellow dividing line in between traffic and pull into me as I am driving past--right in the middle of the road not on the side where cars can pull out. 

I live on a hill which is very steep. One side is at the bottom of a curve, and there is a large mirror so you can see what is approaching from around this corner. Because the hillside is so steep, the lowest portion of the entrance into this huge condo on top of the hill inclines so steeply at the bottom where the road intersects that you have almost no time to slow down to brake. Please note that my brakes are remotely attacked, as is my steering, so a potential murder/accident could happen at the bottom of this extremely steep hill where there is no flat area to stop before hitting the main busy road beneath--it's busy of course when I am driving down the hillside, but it's empty most of the time with random cars driving through. There is also a speed bump just before hitting the curve that is just at the bottom of this hillside, where you can't see anything that is approaching from around this curve in the road, at the bottom of this hill, unless you look in the mirror. For this reason, the terrorist organization has people on motorbike driving as far away from the mirror area, on the side of the road, coming at me at very high speed from around this corner so I can't see them in this round mirror that reflects only the larger trucks but not a smaller motorbike which is driving at the farthest extreme of the road. The drivers sped through the speed bump (it was two Thai men driving on one motorbike) and they just went at around 50 mph around this corner over the speed bump to drive right into me after I had looked both ways and was driving into the road. Within the second that I drove into the road, looking in all directions, they were driving exactly into me at the most precise moment when I was driving into the road. I was nearly hit but braked just at the last second. This same type of potentially fatal attack methodology occurs now almost every time I drive out of this condo. AT the bottom of every exit of this huge, very steep incline of this hill the moment I approach the road where, if the brakes are blocked as this group has done with my motorbike, I would be hit instantaneously and potentially killed.

The terrorists come at very high speeds from around these corners and nearly hit me. It's been going on since the most recent terrorist in H-wood began assaulting me with everything from heart compressions using this technology to--now every single day things are ripped, torn and broken in my home. I just saw that another piece of clothing has been slashed with scissors. It was hanging on my clothing rack next to the sliding glass doors of this room, and there were two holes cut with scissors in the very thin fabric. It is a shirt I have worn one time, and it was in new condition when I wore it yesterday. The shirt, by the way, has been so saturated with stinking odors and I have had to wash it so repeatedly that the fabric is deteriorated before I have ever worn it once. Due to this hanging bulge of poison and because this fabric is so sheer, I have not worn it but was waiting to wear this very beautiful light green, sheer top for a few years--(my reward for all the effort for years of detoxifying from this horrific poisoning which appears like "cottage cheese" cellulite as the poison is bulging out of my body, hardened into my back and spine, hips and extending throughout my posterior region (my legs, hips, into my skull) but on my abdomen and where there is adipose tissue, it bulges out, trapped above the hardened areas, and looks disgusting and like nasty flab and cellulite. It literally hangs off my body like I have a pot bellow and have huge reserves of cellulite. I have not been able to wear any kind of beautiful clothing that doesn't completely hang over my body for decades due to this attack. I wore this shirt yesterday and it's now destroyed. Every single day something is killed, destroyed and broken in this room due to this attack by this newest addition to this attack torture situation. The things being broken were not on a daily basis until he began his assault on me. The near-death accidents also are not new, but this new form of attack which is potentially deadly--cars and motorbikes driving into me as I begin to pull out of this condo and the roads below is new and from this newest addition to this attack situation--

Also, if I drive at night, people driving motorbike with metal cars attached to their bikes, huge metal frames with metal rods and things sticking out, drive into me from behind and the side angles as I try to change lanes. They swerve and I nearly am hit--they of course have no lights on these metal frame two-passenger contraptions (which I think are illegal but there is almost no police presence and these people are not stopped) and they are completely blackened further by dim lighting that the city of Phuket of course leaves so dim you can't see these types of death vehicles unless you are piercing the night with your eyes as motorbikes are swerving in hectic exhaustion to get home after work, just as it's dark the more deadly terrorist drivers come to attack me. I would describe more, as these types of attacks are literally continuous while I drive. 

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At one store, which has items that are reduced by 150% from "normal" higher-priced stores--but the exact same items repackaged and mostly items out of China sent to Thailand. There is one shop where there is a male who has taken the place of a female who had become too friendly towards me (she had a cat which was extremely loving and I would pet the cat). The cat is gone and so is this woman, replacing both is a Thai male who has is violent and yells at me. They place huge stacks of plastic items at the corners of every aisle so when I try to turn the corner something is knocked off. These stores are very small "hole in the wall" types of discount stores. I carry bags of my items because the terrorists destroy and rip and make stinking my personal items and I have to carry many things with me continuously just to try to save what few items I have left from being completely destroyed. These are items like my Passport which is very hard and expensive to replace. I am thus carrying with me bags from my earlier shopping as this discount store is near my condo--they put these stacks of plastic items that are nearly stacked to my height in every possible place where anyone turning around every aisle who is carrying any bags would knock them over. Anyone who is not extremely thin and agile would also knock over these huge protruding stacks of items that are placed in front of the shelves, just at the corners of this tiny shop. Other shops have done the same thing and I believe this has all been done as an attack upon me because of course this group knows how many items I carry with me at all times. I can't leave anything at the front counter because in every case these Thai people rip and destroy and put stains on my bags and break items if I leave them at any check-in counter or ask to leave things so I can walk through their tiny aisles. I thus carry huge bags around with me after hours of shopping trips being nearly hit by cars and nearly killed.

I tried to get past all the stacks of plastic items that any slight bump would knock over--and this Thai man began yelling at me in the most nasty ugly tone because he had been instructed to do this by his terrorist organization---all of this was pre-planned. Please also note that the mind control technology involves brain-hacking and all thoughts are recorded. This group knows all that I plan on doing and where I plan on going and they are prepared for the most sinister and stupid attacks. I was thus yelled at because they placed huge stacks of items that fall over with the slightest bump around each and every corner. While I was under attack I was swamped with mind control tech so I was shocked and numbed into silence--my brain was partially shut down in other words. It took me a few seconds to recollect what I was doing and then I had a confrontation with this nasty man--who was also trained to glare into my face--while the other terrorists in the store he was extremely polite and gentle and friendly towards but targeted me with absolute hate and violence. I could not think clearly while I was talking to him, telling him he is very rude--he said that it was me who was rude. I began cursing at him--which also happened at another store while I was under a similar type of attack

the basic thing is that while under assault my brain is so bombarded from near-death experiences, shock and "trauma" even though I understand what this group is doing, I am unable to counter electronic blasts coming from technology aimed into my brain so no amount of breathing, composure or mental concentration will allay these electronic blasts of electricity coursing through my brain and altering and inserting my own vocal chord responses, my real ability to deal with situations and etc. 

In another situation at a major retail store (Tesco) I was looking at an electronic appliance--and I asked if I could order a replacement filter at the store. I was surrounded by no less than 8-9 Thai people who all repeated the word filter, opened the item I was looking and said in stupid voices--filter, filter. I went to the service counter where no one in this downtown Phuket major store could speak English. I have been shopping at this store for years and there are perfect English speakers there every time. When I am in this store there is not a single person who can speak English. I began using foul language at them as my voice was altered to sound ugly, lower and hoarse--the entire register of my vocal range was remotely altered while I began to curse at them openly as they laughed, made the stalking gestures as over 9 people by the time i left had asked me what they could do for me--but "speak little English" and I finally left the store calling them names---this happens to me while I am writing as well, I go into long cursing ranting name-calling. THis is part of the discrediting that the mind control effects (with the drugging and the subliminal insertions of words that are intended to make me appear like a very hateful and cursing ranting incoherent "delusional" crazy person.)

Then there are the attacks, which also happened, where I began laughing as some Thai male at another store began talking to me repeating very simplistic terms such as--repeating the size of an item and it's color after I had looked at it for over 10 minutes. Like you would talk to an Autistic 5 year old who can't read or understand anything. In this situation I began to giggle and laugh at everything, while I said things and acted in ways that are not "me". 

I could continue to describe this, but suffice it to say that this is the general pattern. However, yesterday was a continuous assault that never stopped.

Every year at the height of "High Season" here in Phuket these near-death road accidents, or literally being hit by cars, and these assaults by very nasty people who wear the store uniforms

these attacks are so increased when the swarms of Europ-a's come for their endless free weeks of paid vacation to get serviced by the Thais--the hostility , openly discriminatory actions are endlessly and at very ugly and nasty levels especially when the increase of the Europ-a's is at it's highest peak here in Phuket. Even in the lowest point of tourism during the pandemic, the few that have made it through the quarantine operate upon large numbers of Thais who are so eager to be promoted and pour their hate upon someone else.

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I am now about to get out of t his stinking room--as I returned "home" the room was stinking from foul odors and cockroaches were running into me as I walked in from having left. I have zero food left out on my counters and I never leave anything in some garbage for any insects to eat. I put all in the freezer and I clean this countertop at least 10 times a day because there are mechanical arms that get through the tiny tiles that are over the kitchen area--I have covered all with paper and decorations but they have cut holes and etc into this decor I put to try to protect myself--I spend so much time and money buying things and fighting every inch of this studio I have no money or time or health to continuously repaste and glue over every surface that I have already covered at least twice--but the counters are routinely sprayed with brown grease and etc

I now am very busy and must go and get assaulted once more--first at the bank where I am routinely assaulted by the staff--and then at the motorbike shop which is a continuous mind control assault experience of hate and negativity--then while driving, and then I must go shopping for something else and thus I write about these attacks just hoping that someone will stop this group, that this newest addition to this terror teleportation protocol is finally pried off me as he's a very ambitious terrorist and of course attacking me is a sure and easy way to both vent hate, increase Nazi fantasies of power and control based on genocidal patterns--and of course huge promotions for the same group and it's implementation of this order of hate that they are striving to entrench into every society around the world.

**All of my posts are hacked and rewritten by hacker terrorists**as I just wrote this first sentence hackers inserted letters while I was writing so I had to correct the third word I had typed just to explain that I am being hacked and letters are inserted while I type. Entire parts of sentences are usually deleted and what remains is pasted together.** This is part of the discrediting that terrorists are forcing upon me to make me appear like I am endlessly ranting, rambling and incoherent. Also as I fight to type my anger mounts, and as it mounts that provides a "backdoor" for brain hackers to insert subliminals as the threshold for calm reserve is breached. I then begin to use words that are also discrediting--the insults and the hate rants, which are also exacerbated by drugging that is never stopped so I am always under some drug influence which completely skews brain functioning. That operates as an interface with the brain-altering technology.

Finally: an officially-sanctioned albeit limited expose of the corruption of the H-wood industry awards season. I have written of how I see absolute Europ-a influence at the Golden Globes and here is an officially recognized investigative piece on how prizes are bought and how people are sold. The awards season for the white supremacist Plantation has even eliminated the "good" blacks from being in the nomination categories because the plantation must focus on Europ-a interests. A tv show with an English actress playing a (stupid) "American" acting silly and coquettish in Paris. (I could only watch a few seconds of the show and was completely uninterested and understood implicitly that this was an endorsement of Europ-a Imperialism and overtake of Whorewood and more indoctrination of Americans into letting Europ-a's completely overtake Whorewood while "winning" every top award for their racist, Nazi ideologies put into various form (comedy, tragedy) for these banal movies and tv shows that keep getting awarded. Implicit in all are racist, sexist and Nazi Imperialist themes underlying all the fake pretenses. All is very craftily embedded into the subconscious symbolic representation and plot device(s).

 This article more or less supports my many years of writing about these awards seasons and the ways and means of less impactful shows (a nice euphemism for crappy stupid movies and tv shows)

reach top priority when it comes to especially the Golden Globes. I used to call them the Golden Shower Awards--I wrote this last year I believe it was on Facebook, before I had begun this blog.

Now there is a type of vindication of my "theory" now put in sharper focus. Still, the very top layers of this pyramid structure remain. *And now, as I re-read this post, I see that hacker terrorists have completely deleted parts of sentences and then repasted them onto other half-deleted sentences--at this point already the hacking and rewriting is very bad. I had to put a period at the end of the last sentence as hackers had deleted part of that sentence and pasted it onto this...Almost this entire post after this first paragraph is nearly unreadable and completely rewritten by hackers--it makes little sense, is completely half deleted and other half-deleted sentences pasted onto other sentences-this is disgusting and what is worse is that these people have been stealing my ideas (which they can read plainly because they are changing what is published but they actually read the correct form that I write before they alter it). At this point I am not going to rewrite any more of this--it is completely destroyed by hacker terrorists rewriting most of it and deleting at least 1/5 of the post but in segments--it is horrible I can't defend myself against this and it is never stopped by anyone--so many people know and they still do nothing. But I continue to write, although this is so completely unreadable and none of it is my fault.

...(partially deleted sentence) as my ranting posts which are hacked, rewritten, discrediting all I attempt to write (that has also been the case on my Facebook posts regarding this situation, which has lasted as nearly daily posts for over the past 8 years or so--with a time lapse of 3/4 of a year when my laptop had been broken because one of the bigot racist rapist actors was torturing me for asking for Justice and that he stop being awarded top prizes year-after-year (which began, his endless awards, when he participated in this contract out on me, and then he obtained even more awards after nearly killing me in an orchestrated car accident. He ordered his minions to attack me while I was driving where I was hit and nearly killed as my steering and brakes were remotely blocked and a car drove into me at high speed while I was in the center of a road ---surrounded on all sides by terrorists stalkers on motorbikes blocking my ability to swerve or drive without nearly being hit on all sides but they parted just at the moment this car drove into me). This man--Pitt, to be exact, then won another Academy Award for his role while he was hyped up on hormones from torturing me daily--daily--for years--after stealing my ideas, endless hate and violence and he's just out partying now in Whorewood after having obtained at least 3 years' worth of awards while participating in this crime against me--3 or 4 years every year winning Academy Awards each and every year--but "mysteriously" not winning any awards at these top levels prior to having attacked me in this contract (which is kept so secret and hidden and I can't prove anything I write of.

I need to add, as my brain is so blocked, my thoughts are so scattered due to this tech blasting into my brain to block neural firing so I really am put into this horrid blackout of my thought process by this remote tech attacking me while I type:

after I was put into this accident, I was teleported to Pitt who then physically and sexually assaulted me--in teleportation --that was one day after this near-death "accident" where my brakes stopped operating as the handlebars swung 180-degrees downward while I was driving at high speed on a busy road (surrounded by terrorist stalkers on all sides until I was hit from the side by a car and as I hit the brakes the handlebars immediately swung all the way to the right as I hit the cement on my chin from this high-speed sitting position. The man who hit me then, after I asked him for money for the damage done to my motorbike because I had to pay for an expensive Passport fee as my passport had expired and I had to pay a lot and could only save $20 per month and was always living off less than $700 a month up to that point--the bike was badly damaged--this man then took my bike and threw it by revving up the acceleration into a heavy potted plant as he then sneered at me (this was a Europigape and this was a definite near-death attack and really would have killed me if I had not been so strong--it could easily have broken my neck but instead I hit my chin). THis was Pitt who had, the year before, had a cat brutally killed after I told him I didn't want him and to leave me alone (that was after two or three years of telling him this, but after two or three years I was screaming it in hate). One year later, when writing one post on my Facebook page asking anyone reading my writing to stop awarding him and his nasty wife for their crime against me, they had this done to me, and then they had my teeth nearly knocked out and then my gum tissue was cut into every night to create permanent damage or my teeth falling out. That was in addition to his personal violence on a psychological torture level every single day for at least 8 months after that with hate and violence--that was just for asking for justice. That is what helped him to win an Oscar and of course he also was in the top category for a Golden Globe (the Europigapes control it all I believe). 

As for this article below, the end of the article describes the response by the Foreign Press, which is the usual obfuscation of reality that H-wood is so used to anyway--which is certainly aids the politicians in their performances as well.

However, at least for once there is some kind of "evidence" to back-up the claim of how these "awards" are "won" and in the end...even the blacks were excluded although they were such good ass-grubbing servants attacking me so the Nazi empire could include more good house slaves serving the white masters but even with all they have done: they have been excluded from the top awards in the Europigape awards ceremony that is supposed to represent an American awards system--in favor of the Europigapes and their crappy stupid tv shows with their actors playing lead roles--portraying Americans even. Every single thing is co-opted and stolen and the lies that remain in face of evidence is always the same excuse system that also politicians are used to using and have become almost a standard trademark.

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To continue: 

Here are two copied paragraphs from this article from Huffington Post which came out today:

‘Emily In Paris’ Treated Golden Globe Voters To Their Own Parisian Getaway

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/emily-in-paris-golden-globe-voters-corruption_n_6033bd31c5b673b19b69fb13

The investigation into the group’s inner workings revealed a “widespread perception that members can still be wheedled and swayed with special attention” come awards season. Given the relatively small number of members behind the Globes― fewer than 90 HFPA voters compared to the almost 10,000 eligible voters in the film academy ― the report claimed that it’s “far easier logistically” to curry favor with the international journalists, as they “make a nice target.”

The LA Times investigation also found that the HFPA regularly lines its own members pockets, with certain individuals receiving nearly $2 million in payments for serving on various committees and performing other tasks, a practice that experts say could violate IRS guidelines.