Time for some "Humor"? Every time I write about these creeps attacking me, I find the necessity to cover up the psychic stink with something fun or funny. Good thing that I can still accomplish finding fun things to laugh about, but it is not easy with mainstream media..

 ...and for the first time in a very long time (meaning a few months, as time speeds up while I remain in one frozen space and time frame, mentally from a paralyzed and detox healing situation stuck and glued into one spot day after day and fighting day after day to get anyone to stop this bigot Nazi hate group mafia supported Communist (perhaps) sponsored hate group, your stars and political icons to be stopped from hate crimes paid in full with endless attacks upon me on all sides perpetually day and night every moment in every space in everyplace on the planet without a second's pause) digressing now as I also fight to pound down to get this hacked and blocked keyboard to type out:

, the YouTube download video link for blogger is inoperable. I had to download this YouTube "anti-Nazi" video and am now going to insert it into this post (the blocking of the function is part of the Nazi/mafia cartel censorship operation aimed to destroy all fun, jollity, happiness, turn everything into a miserable narrow confined space of their hate paradigm aimed into my brain and body nearly every moment of existence. ) This is what I mean by them not being "fun" people. However, you can see them laughing and pumped up with hormones after they inflict murder operations and they glow from the soul and life energy they suck out from these terror torture operations. Their appearance afterwards has the facsimile to being something of a "happy" state. A parallel universe of psycho-hate turned into parasitic "fun" and "happiness". Otherwise known as Schadenfreude in German language.

This video is a slapstick spoof but very amusing and again, I have laughed once more over a non-commercial artistic video. You can see that choreography has been done well, a comedy and what feels like a feel-good relief to the real violence that football hools actually embrace in real life. In real life the "games" are a sanctuary for sublimated genocide entertainment spectacles. The video below gives the impression that there is some "fun" resistance but, however, my skepticism remains strong because in "real life" those who do want to defy Nazi culture, from within Germany itself, have to be very circumspect and cautious in doing so.

From my personal situation I see that not much is different at all not only for me as I attempt to write about hate crimes directed at me by the Americans who are  backed up by German Nazis, Italian Mafia, probably Russian Communists (of the genocidal branches of that pseudo-non-religious cult and sect) and whatever other hate groups have various other titles but belong essentially to the same global system. Systematic is the term BLM uses. Some of the BLM members attacking me are part of that very same "systematic" hate group that uses bigotry as their prime operational focus and justification for their hate crimes.

By definition, of course, a hate crime is racist, but I am just under the mind control miasma and can't think clearly while my brain is being blasted and blocked from cognitive functioning at it's own, real and natural state.

This is the fun, happy seemingly soothing and comforting fiction that people "like me" embrace as some semblance of a world that is not fully indoctrinated into hate crime mentality as the "gang stalking" is only a more technocratic form of universal hate crime methodology and operations.  The types of people I met in Germany who actually defended me in any way looked 'Normal" and did not stick out, did not advertise themselves politically in any way, dressed in very unobtrusive ways and were very subdued in their anti-Nazi activities.

When you look at this video below, the packed schweinshazen crowd thigh-to-thigh yelling like the fans at a movie premier screaming at the movie stars who are akin to a pantheon of Nazi symbols (black and white); the screaming throngs of violent, yelling zombies is akin to a political rally in the hopes that Nazism will become the New Order instead of some repressed sub-cult status and always redefined by humorous anti-Nazi skits, videos, movies, tweets and political posturing. Seeing the screeching throngs of "fans" it's like a tsunami of screaming aggressive deadly violent hooligans shouting as one surge of zombie hate aimed at this stupid game of kicking a stupid ball around into a goal. It's such a boring game it makes American football appear almost wonderfully interesting and sane in comparison.

More "not fun" creeple having "fun" by screaming hate spitting violence into the steaming stinking churning rancid air. 

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My writing in the last few paragraphs above became distorted, simplified, grammatically incorrect. I was pounding down on keys with all my hand and finger strength. The attack on my brain turns my cognitive abilities more into emotional rants than any kind of real writing. I write about this all the time in every post because the devastation to my writing and the discrediting to my character this involves always angers me and I so much want to be able to express myself without physically having to pound down on keys and then see that all I have managed to write is rewritten by terrorist hackers operating for your major celebrity hate-mongering "liberals" who are funded by Nazi mafia cartels from Europe. Fascist Nazis, genocidal Communists--and don't I sound like a "conspiracy theory" ranting schizo (that is what "they" label me if given the chance). However, years of being teleported to them and seeing who and what groups and individuals are behind these superficial pundits of "alternative" "liberal" culture has shown me that they are just the facade being operated upon by extreme death cult "Right" operators who probably are billionaires pulling al the "strings".

The masses of screaming fans for this hate game, which I know most people around the world love--as they deride American Football which, in comparison, has at least some fantastic spectacle of artistic display involved in games. There are songs, dances, cheerleaders, mascots, fans are not so fanatical, it's more fun than fanatic as a diverted tactic for Nazi aggression disguised as a "game".

The same applies to the fans who scream at their most visible Nazi icons who represent this "artistic" faction of Nazi/mafia culture. 

My point is that I try to get out of their mainstream hate cultural movies, webpages, news disinfo sites, and as I attempt to do this, these same actors plague and pollute my every search and fun site with their photos inserted almost immediately into the content, destroying the fun alternative to their not-fun attacks upon me, which are generated by the huge contracts worth millions of dollars for this "experiment" in mind control involving rape, torture, teleportation, poisoning, drugging and etc etc all that I have been barely able to pound down and type under duress, death threats for writing anything, under non-stop hate situations surrounding me while my brain simultaneously is rendered incapable of understanding the hate directed at me--as I also am "forced" to laugh like it's a fun situation while I am being insulted and ripped off and barely able to fathom what isa happening, while I appear "normal" and behaving like nothing is wrong with my immediate functioning. 

As I wrote two posts ago, this is how politicians can be turned into virtual puppets for these sinister forces. This is happening RIGHT NOW as you all are a part of this hate situation reading this, it is very hard to get past your hacking blocks to my blog or anything I attempt to be able to reach the few human beings remaining who are not part of these creeple throngs of shouting fans supporting your fake liberal fascist Nazi movies, games and political venues screaming for their masters to allow them to once more MURDER IN THE STREETS WITH IMPUNITY, as "they" are doing now in America-==some are shouting "resistance" in the streets, and the "anti-fa" is just another facet of the fake "liberal" arm of the neo-fascist Nazi systematic program. They provide the justification for retaliation and more draconian responses to the "violence" that "Antifa" represents. I have also met some of the self-proclaimed "Antifa" denizens of Germany and America and they themselves have participated in this Nazi rape contract in order to promote their music, bands, bs propaganda merchandise for sale to the public masses of creeple who want a new fashion look to portray, which people like this also steal from people "like me". As I fight to type this it's impossible to get the thread of concentration so this paragraph is completely skewed and chaotic in theme. It just meanders because my brain and the laptop are both under extreme attack.

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I always get the ideas that are being blocked by the brain-mapping tech, once I walk away from the aimed targeting of my brain while I sit in this same spot typing at this malfunctioning laptop (which has the same malfunctioning breakdowns as all computers I log onto due to a global hacking terrorist operational arm of this "systematic' group assault).

One thing is that in addition to cutting into my foot, to the bone, every single night and I mean without fail--the terrorists are spraying fungus into the shoes I wear in this room so after cleaning the shoes, and going to sleep in endless sleep drugged states that never end, because I am ALWAYS being drugged into a near stupor and sitting in a paralyzed, drugged and poisoned state---my feet stink the shoes stink upon waking. My floor is littered with grime, debris and fungus as well, after I have cleaned it, upon waking the floor is caked with nasty stuff littered all over the floor. My body is of course damaged, sprayed with horrid greasy substances, as well as my hair being cut at creepy ugly misshapen angles so it resembles some ragged, destroyed thin and balding, endlessly stinking and greasy mess after having cleaned and perfumed it before going to bed, waking up to it in shreds, stinking, greasy, cut into, and my scalp always shorn to the scalp so I am partially balding as well. My refrigerator, after cleaning it with bleach, has brown grease smeared into the crevices after I wake up. But the stinking fluids which penetrate into the shoes, whatever the laboratories have created to infest my clothing remains soiled into the fibers of all clothing and shoe material--nothing gets the odors or the greasy substances out. I can spray and spray bleach, scrub, spray perfumed chemicals and perfumes and the shoes remain stinking and toxic and the odor of stench rises up and it infects my already severed feet so as to create blood poisoning--along with the daily stress levels that are a component of stealth murder/assassination. 

I just bought a new pair of "house shoes" which have rubber soles and are durable. I opened them today, and they were clean and I slept due to detox and upon waking, the shoes STINK so badly, just as the shoes I just had to throw away do after repeated cleaning--but the same exact stink now has penetrated into the brand new shoes I just put on today, which smelled fined just a few hours ago and now have a putrid sort of fungus substance that will not get out--after just a few hours of putting the shoes on, with clean socks (which have also been sprayed but I clean them and spray them, but the rubber material I use for these house shoes is more porous and thus the substances these mechanical arms that get through all the panels I have covered so completely in multiple layers but can never stop the arms from getting through sealed and bounded hooks tied at such a tensile strength that there is no movement possible and yet I wake up every day with my clothing/body and room saturated with chemicals that cannot wash out, despite all bleaches and cleaning fluids my feet are being cut to the bone, horrid toxic poisonous substances that stink with the stench that emanates from feet away--and so I write this asking this never-ending do-nothing readership to get these sick and disgusting parasites you all revere as your media and political "leaders" off me--they have to get their free huge promotions for inducing endless misery, hate and negativity plus deforming my body so I am completely covered in scars, blemishes, my body is crooked my hair is in tatters and balding my feet are deformed my skin has red pimples that erupt daily from the chemicals they lather onto my skin so I am scarred up from head to toe literally from their attacks. I am "disabled' from vertebrae that have been fractured and broken in thus manner, rendering me incapable of movement, with poisoning that has hardened into my muscles, spine, skeleton and into my viscerae. 

They need me to endlessly react to their hate skits and attacks that are murdering me, dismembering me, so I can't even find any relief when I surf the internet to try to have some kind of access to any external "normalcy" because they must inject their poison mind screw operations into my every movement in everything I do. I keep seeing ideas stolen by them, as they ensure I can't type out due to endless hacking and brain-alterations, but I am capable of writing only a few paragraphs perhaps, which are immediately stolen and turned into their "liberal" fake but really Nazi content replete with subliminal Nazi programming; and they keep going on and on in one disgusting sleazy ignorant rotten circuit of them, one sick parasite that is "famous" after the next, imitating and copying and stealing ideas--but they NEVER have anything interesting or intelligent to say to me whatsoever. They are told not to say anything, but after a few years and a few snippets of interviews of them, I see that they truly really actually HAVE NOTHING TO SAY that is unique, that is not a programmed response, and that is not a posturing bs media propaganda piece.

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and now back to the video above, the long interview documentary about the Neo-Nazi Hooligan scene in Dortmund, a city I have never been to.

At 4 minutes into the video you can see that the camera crew and interviewer are at a train stop (a "U Bahn" stop, a street car stop). They make it known that within a few minutes they are being followed by Hooligans, or Neo-Nazis; and they film people standing observing them, peering down into their mobile phones--just as I have described on my Facebook page for years on how the "street theater" stalker terrorists operate. 

The documentary above realistically details exactly what I experience every time I go outside to do ANY SINGLE THING. Within a few minutes the stalkers show up, following and attacking the targets, which of course is me--with no one ever protecting me in any sense, anywhere, everywhere I am always alone surrounded by a few hundred people at any given large open space. The targets in this case are the film crew and the interviewer. Characteristically, the Neo-Nazi puts his hands up at the camera and violently brushes it aside, signifying violence if they continue filming. This is recurrent in American documentaries of media exposes of interviews with Nazis, this violent pushing away of cameras and threats to people who are filming these "Nazi hotspot" places. I essentially experience the exact same behavior, but more disguised as physical maneuvering of blocking my path, hitting me with elbows as they pass in crowded areas, huge groups of people walking into me from a side angle, all vector-driven software created, and blocking my path as they all stray into all areas of the space in front of me--blocking all access to getting around them. When I attempt to walk around them they block my path as if I am hitting them from behind--they stumble right in front of me so I have to hit them trying to get past them---then they begin to yell at me and etc

I am now pounding down so completely and unable to think any longer due to backspacing I cannot finish this post at this point. The keyboard is impossible to type on any longer

A call for arms, for defense, against bodily mutilation.

 This is copied and pasted from Facebook today. I had written it on FB deeming it not a mind control issue, but then again, I also wanted to stop writing about this situation until a few months from now, to stop any more promotion of any personality in that time frame. However, the seriousness to my body is of such grave import now that I must write once more asking for any humanitarian assistance for my rescue from this hate operation (meaning me living in peace, alone, in a safe and happy environment, with my cats returned, and this contract off me, in a very beautiful city--and living with the ability to type and think and write and live in peace without any more of this sick stuff encroaching upon my life). I most definitely do not want anything to do with any of these people attacking me, or as little as possible but then again, being around people I have some kind of happy collusion with that is positive and energizing instead of dissipating death slow stealth  murder operatives laughing as they have their stalking teams dismember me slowly and torture me slowly to death while they steal all they can out of me in everything possible and return the things they stole with more torture and hate, day after day, year after year.

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I am posting this on FB today because---private reasons as anything I write on any format, regardless of whether hand-written or electronic, is scrutinized for content. Any singular attempt to promote myself for money, any sincere interest in what I have to say as an open dialogue instead of a source to steal ideas from for this insidious hate contract out on me=-means I cannot describe my activities but...

I am writing this now because my toe is being slowly severed off by terrorists breaking into my room while I remain dormant in a semi-comatose zombie sort of hypnotized sleep "MK ULTRA Alter state" meaning I cannot wake up and feel nothing upon waking when my bones are broken--probably due to skin patch drug insertions, pain killers or subliminal suggestion--but the terrorists for many years now broke my left large toe. since then, they have been slicing into the skin webbing between the broken toe and the next small toe. Every night this goes on in addition to a litany of other slices, slow severing of other body parts (my gums cut to the bone on my lower jaw, and re-injured nightly by mechanical arms breaking into my room through panels on both sides of the walls (and on the ceiling) that I cannot block after more than 2 years of fighting with all monetary and physical exertion on a subpoverty income level, with poisoning that has remained glued into my spine and hips into my skull and down into my feet so any activity ilke pounding in nails and screws can rip through tissue and does.

My fingers inserted under cuticles since 2013 so the nails are broken falling out and endless blood flow loss in these areas. My scalp is balding because hair has been shaved or chemically treated out to induce balding and grease is smeared on my skin and hair every night as well.

There are many more dangerous perils and attacks: heart palpitations causing heart injury, for years this has gone on and it was deadly at high levels for almost 5 years. Tears flowing out of my eyes and always watering when I try to read or when I laugh tears are forced out of my eyes. My cheeks are so damaged=--the skin is so damaged from years of this acidic content forced onto my skin that more tears are painful, cause more skin damage and the area of skin around my eyes is damaged permanently as well.

the hacking is precluding typing and I can't go on backspacing and correcting and pounding down on keys to get anything out, as the usual attacks go every time I write.

But the damage to my toes, which increased this past week, has resulted in me not being able to walk. I can feel that a sharp metal object has been damaging bone and tissue to the extent that I can't put weight on this toe any longer. they broke my toe once more a few months ago, and it now is turned at a 75-degree angle into my other toes, which are malformed now due to the pressure the broken large toe exerts upon the rest of the structure of the left foot. I need medical attention immediately but first, I lack all financial resources for any doctor, and 2) all doctors here in Phuket are part of the Nazi mafia cartel and overcharge me, and they cause more damage to my body when I seek medical attention. I have been injected by doctors when I go (and pay huge amounts, when I was a studen they charged me huge amounts which I paid with student loans, and they inserted hardening chemicals that almost immediately caused my body to become more paralyzed and increased the situation to the point that I was not able to move or walk by the time I left that country where I was in my last year of grad school (online courses). the country was Germany, but the protocol of attack at all medical establishments remains the same--especially more pronounced murderous attacks are at established "mainstream" medical centers.

I can't type any longer the keyboard is so hard to type on I am pressing and pounding down, keys are stuck, don't print out--and of course the terrorist hackers are going to delete and change what I have written once I publish this post.

the terrorists teleporting and ordering these deadly attacks continue to PLAGUE, like an electronic virus, my internet searches with their photos injected into my every page I read, scan or open. I just opened a collective website with humorous content, and within 15 minutes one of the people involved inserted a huge photo of himself onto the formerly more pristine (but fun, "wacky" ) content. This site is fun, these people attacking me ARE NOT FUN PEOPLE at least for me. It is like a spoiling event for them to do this continuously. The initial joy at finding a fun site that I vibe to turned into an attack forum for despicable terrorists who are also "artists" and "actors" and politicians who want promotions for severing my body, inserting objects under my skin through their proxy servant slave minority minion stalkers, who have my food poisoned with fungus and mold, my home stinking with fungus and mold and grease and grime which is a stealth poisoning murder attempt--who use the mind control tech to discredit me in public paces when I do things like try to withdraw money at a bank or pay for anything in any store and have to have face-to-face contact with anyone, becomes an immediate hate attack situation. These "people" are inserting their faces into my every fun site search to continuously let me know they ah surveillance of my every thought, action and activity. They are all loathsome to me and how I wish someone or something would finally, after years of this, get this group of loathsome parasitic not-fun hate-mongering fakes off me and to stop them from torturing me to obtain any deviant idea that they can steal for their crappy media output any longer. They are literally ordering my toe to be severed slowly off--the bone is sticking out of my cartarsal area, jutting out of place from the foot because of this group breaking the bone and then re-breaking it and then stopping blood flow every day but cutting the skin tissue in the webbing between the toes literally to the bone--you can see the bone and this has been done every single day for YEARS. They continue to get top billing in politics and in the movies and in every single area they are informed by this disgusting group that is sponsoring this terrorist activity and these advocates of a terrorist mafia Nazi corrupted and destroyed State system, who are in my opinion not American citizens but more like billionaires out of Switzerland and France who are undoubtedly controlling these louts who are NOT FUN and their nasty photos on my every page makes me more ill

it is now impossible to write, the space bar is not working--my hand will not move to keys I want to write, as they are attacking my motor skills and blocking neural firing in my brain (or what ever else technologically is being done to my brain).

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and every time I write about this torture and utter devastation to my body and home, finances, my ideas thrown back at me by these hateful, nasty parasites who I find have no ideas that are outstanding, from my experiences of being attacked in teleportation by them. They keep on laughing as they order me to be disfigured now into my toe being literally sliced off and broken to the point that it is almost at a 90 degree angle pointing into my other toe, with the skin cut to the bone literally every single night. These parasites attacking me, are being rewarded for this Nazi mafia operation in so many millions of dollars and front political opportunity. People need to immediately begin to assess these personalities and stop those who are holding power over them. If anyone wants a civilization or planet remaining, after their endless construction and devouring of the land into a cement shopping mansion paradise which is really the internal scenario of a hell with animals dying off the planet and the ecosystem dead from their endless consumption--they have no soul they are not humane they are sick and evil and rotten and now the planet is dying from their excesses. I only see the excesses in their never-ending torture and destruction of my body and home and life aimed at me in perpetua by these rotten and foul life-screw operations, machinators of bs propaganda.

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 Every time I write about how evil and violent, disgusting, stupid and sick "they" are, and how many ideas they steal from me, the more promotions into higher status they obtain in their mainstream banality universe. It is astounding how blind the public is to how dangerously sick and vile and stupid these iconic representatives really are.

Is(n't) Joe Biden a microchipped persona representing "Alt-Right" interests in "diversity"? Are(n't) his verbal Meanderings externally imposed by brain-altering (with drugging) tech interface? Perhaps the connection to my situation to larger political context (silenced assiduously by "Left" and "Right" alike) is NOT a conspiracy theory after all.

 Perhaps you politically slothful politico "activists" of all sorts can't connect the situation that has been imposed upon me to larger consequences of this "fun" and "entertaining" brain-manipulating spectacle that you observe, passively always doing nothing to stave off torture for me, but never associating apparent verbal mishaps of public figures with other brain-wave attack situations that are being implemented at highest levels.

Since the "people" attacking me ARE at highest levels, it would seem commensurate with the general situation of political machination(s). Have any of "you" out there ever considered this type of association, between my brain-mapping discrediting scheme, and the inability and thus invalidation of "Sleepy Joe" as his "owners" call him, as part of a discrediting scheme aimed at by the "Right" and simultaneously part of "The Left" agenda? 

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No, it can't be happening to such a long-time "friend" of both parties out of Congress to represent a shadow government of former long-term political ally "elite" "friends who also are, and have been participating in this scheme of puppetry associated with my current predicament, that "no one" will ever expose or alleviate me so I am alive, well and having a great time in this beautiful life, living in of some semblance of "Freedom" of speech,  privacy of THOUGHT, privacy of my home and movement which I am "supposed" to have protected by the very people enforcing torture, discrediting, disfiguration of  my body, drugging, rape, non-stop violence aimed at me, threats of all kinds aimed at me, financial ruin, etc etc-- all those criminal actions that are being fomented by your favorite "Left" and "Right" fascist, Nazi bigot Communist terrorists that have been "ruling" the country into ruin for decades.

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That may sound like a rocking chair rant, and I sit here nearly paralyzed after more than 9 years of non-stop poisoning detox so this is all I can muster up. The keyboard has the customary blocks so tying is becoming increasingly impossible. My brain is likewise under severe attack as I sit here, my motor skills are declining because of the brain mapping tech that stifles hand coordination skills.

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I have many ideas I would love to write about, and my typing ability as I always write is at top level or high enough to be able to type very quickly, accurately and smoothly without endless typos and suppression that I always encounter from hacking and keyboard blocks and brain-mapping tech swamping my brain so I can't function, or think without the "emotional" centers being exacerbated to the point that I end up in hate rants, unable to focus on the realistic points I want to convey.

I suggest that a similar attack scenario is being aimed at Joe Biden, because I doubt he truly is senile or incapable of verbal expression.

And there is Joe Biden, now labeled "Sleepy Joe" by his adversaries. This current campaign has been manipulated into becoming A situation of jokes and laughs by the opponents of Biden, and even those of his "party". The real goal is opposition to any change from the entrenched power structure, which the current incumbent is only one component of, and then he only represents and is not in complete "control" over his situation, and perhaps he too is a target of mind control technology but is too brash to ponder this, although I have been asked what it is like, how one can tell--and the point is that one cannot tell that one is being mind controlled unless it happens all the time and you "lose out" on what you are working to achieve. When "the chips are down" then one must survey where the onus of the problem exists. When one is rewarded with billions of dollars, gold-plated everything handed on a "silver platter" as some of these proponents of this system are, then they have no rationale to ever dismantle such a system, even if they suspect they are also being controlled.

 There are also many other former incumbents involved in this situation, who are going to assume the mantels of power from behind the persona of their verbally deficient figurehead. They are likewise having me tortured, and using this technological platform to obtain promotions for their continuance in the media and political spheres, which I see personally in this situation and from observing the news and how much more publicity all of "them" obtain after being involved in this torture "mind control" situation that I have been writing of for years, to their gain and my utter torture, loss and still I remain tortured by the "Left" and the "Right" pundits, with their obscure "handlers" ensuring they have ever single iota of entitlement to torture me for information to crank out as their own ideas and formulas outside of their formulaic pedantic "Left" or "Right" formulaic posturing, which is essentially a contrived "bipartisan" trick to represent only one, narrow and confined mental space which they "control" with the "mind control" tech and the other propaganda devices that are endlessly utilized in repetitious formula contrivances in the media.

As "people" hacking/reading my post can assess from what I am fighting to convey, "they" (since I am being disfigured daily and I am in dire peril if I write their names literally on this blog--or perhaps I should, but I am now limping because "they" ordered their terrorist teams to inserts a metal object into the cut they slice into my foot--to the bone every single day, which is now inserted with a microchip which throbs and expands when I walk--but "they" can easily control their verbally obscure front person while operating as one singular team with their "Right" Party affiliate "friends" when they schmooze, have their rape and torture orgies upon persons like me (and this has been documented for years and testimony abounds but yet they remain in "power" because this is the "Democratic" "Will" of "The People" who endorse this situation. Plus all the covert assassinations of any real adversaries and the silencing and theft of "alternative" ideas from people "like me" and utter disenfranchisment, obscurity and silencing and block of all expression, plus torture and murder attempts after they steal and rob every single thing they can suck out and steal and break and etc  etc..other people likewise have been murdered, silenced and all stolen from these insidious parasitic liars who "represent" only the murderous death squads which are also at the forefront of defending the "Left" and the "Right" fascist Nazi Communist life-destroying representatives, always keeping the same, death course and the planet is now in flames and dying and yet, they keep retaining "control" over BOTH SIDES OF THE DISCUSSION AND THE POLITICAL DEBATE through these technologies, through murder, assassinations, silencing, and only their pundits allowed to "represent" the lies spewed out by "both sides" of the political "divide" which is essentially a seamless death organization which also is devouring the planet's resources. Probably, I suspect, they are also "depopulating" the planet and want to eliminate millions of people --and this is another "conspiracy" theory that is not so "crazy" after all, at this point in time it appears to have at least a bit of validity.

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I am now at the rambling, lack-of-coherency stage of the brain-mapping tech discrediting attack. I can't stay on the ideas I had wanted to present and I can't write or think clearly at this point. I am digressing to a more emotional stance and getting into suspicions instead of trying to stick with more rational analysis. Of course this is an intended brain-altering attack by the terrorists aiming their mind programming weapons which are always trained at me at all times.

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. The discrediting of Joe Biden is intentional, it is calculated and manipulated and I feel very strongly that he is either microchipped or drugged or under the influence of remote brain-altering technology. 

The discrediting schemes of these pernicious liars are that people are "deranged" due to old age, resulting in infirmities. As I have written for years, the poisoning, drugging, which is a real, not conspiracy theory conjecture, but a currently implemented form of not only mind/brain/tech interface "control" over the subject/target, but also of fooling the swayed public into following policies that are only part of a one-sided political operation, formatted by the media into representing some kind of dualistic interchange of "ideas".

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Oh I have more to say on this point. I just realized that I was teleported by one of the "Left" political leaders, who while I was in a drowsy, nascent sleeping state, asked me for ideas about the situation this person was encountering in it's now solidified resurgence of power, after a few years of having me tortured by it's Nazi/mafia partners (who have been winning top awards in the movie and tv sphere for at least a few years of torturing and teleporting me--and that INCLUDES the blacks and feminists who claim they are victims of the "Right" and male rape culture, while they watch their "friends" rape and torture me, all with glaring looks of hate aimed at me when I fight back, call them names under this hypnotized, suggestive sleeping state. They cannot tell the difference between the ability of a human being to cloak their real thoughts and reformat the basic drives, mature or immature, that result from torture. They simply torture me for reacting and toerture me to get promotions and torture me to get ideas and torture me because they are emotionally and intellectually handicapped by their obsessive need for power and wealth and fame and glorification. However, the millions of people stalking me as proxy terrorist agents for them have their own promotional emotional handicaps, and the levels of unjustified but realistic rationalizations for attacking me are as endless as the millions of people from all walks and levels of society who are attacking me under the "Left" and "Right" rubrics cube of society.

And now I am digressing and unable to move my hands or fingers well to type, plus the keyboard is stiff and nearly inoperable. 

The censorship continues through this hacking and brain-altering tech, which is supposed to be a form of discrediting me. The point of course has strayed to my personal near-ranting stage, but I had intended this to be a linear example of my "experimental" situation and the real deadly situation of Biden most likely being drugged, "programmed" microchipped and unable to get sentences out. As I stumble to type, I understand how this technology appears to make the target unable to think clearly, can't express words clearly, words come out unexpectedly without prior thought. I have no doubt this same situation is being foisted upon Joe Biden. I suggest that if any of you want to survive the 21st Century, to have a planet that is not being killed off by these "people" who endlessly want the next Quarter to be more profitable than the last, who want to have more plantations with slaves loving and serving them, with no opposition except for a controlled, Machiavellian "opposition" which is so stifled creatively and emotionally that they must rape me for sexual gratification, must then turn around immediately afterwards and then torture me to obtain ideas for their fake opposition output, to "represent" any alternative to the fascist tyrannical death squad murder (Nazi, bigot, fascist, mafia, Communist) system that has kept these haters in power for so many decades after they mass murdered millions to steal their money and property, level the over-population field, and then assume decades of power using the strategies that I am fighting to type about. If any of you want a planet that is not burned into a crisp, air pollution giving you cancer, rotten carcases representing the power structure who laugh and are turned on by rape, torture, murder, disfigurement, who have wrested control over every business, media outlet and etc etc, you get the point.

I also have been watching Fox News lately, for the first time. One of the anchor persons is extremely witty and "common sense" sardonic, insulting but clever like a witty attorney interrogating the "opposition" who always falter and appear to be uninformed, incapable of verbal defense. At this point it is very hard to type but I only add that this shows me absolutely that my "hypnthesis" of the "Left" being only part of the fascist, Nazi, Communist "Left/Right" facade, are put on display absolutely to be discredited but to appear like reasonable alternatives to the one-sided political point of focus. I cannot call it a spectrum by any means.

I end here only having been able to pound out a few paragraphs. When I tried to read through the post, I saw immediately that words were rewritten to discredit me. I wrote "real" in one line, and the hackers replaced that with "steal", to alter the statement irrevocably. Do not hesitate from associating what I write of with all these discrediting factors to Joe Biden's discrediting by the media, especially the "Right" pundits on YouTube and in the media, who scoff and laugh about how incapable he appears to be for the leadership position.

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On another point, which is related to this. I was teleported by a "Left" personality a few days ago (last week). In a drugged, as my food is always drugged, state, and sick from detox, and paralyzed from poisoning, and sitting here in utter isolation with every beautiful, loving thing stolen from me so all defenses have been torn down for years and years by now: thus very vulnerable and sick and sitting here under torture conditions, my body every night being cut into and severed slightly night-after-night:

I have time to assess Nazi historical policy and when this personality who is very famous, indeed very well entrenched in the power structure, and much moreso after YEARS of observing me being tortured, raped and attacked by it's "friends" and now, is endlessly in the spotlight of media and politico structure, behind the scenes of the other target who is probably being drugged, microchipped and is under the sway of this techno interface torture:

I described Ernst Rome, the former SA leader who allied with Hitler and then was assassinated by Hitler after having helped Hitler to achieve great power. I associated this with a current attack upon this personality. This person then queried why I associated "it" with this Nazi figure. I won't go into detail on this point because I delineated my ideas on this above, that there is no opposition and the "Left" are, from my experience of those who are being promoted into higher positions and winning top media awards for stealing ideas from me after they rape and torture and drug and poison and do it non-stop day after day for years upon years---discrediting me all the time and blocking any single attempt I make at having any voice, literally my throat is also microchipped as they close off my sphincter muscles when I attempt to talk in public. Right now I am struggling and fighting with the cursor, which skips to other words or lines when I try to backspace and correct the non-stop attacks on my writing--which of course will be rewritten after I publish this post as more discrediting to my written attempt to defame my character--

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Immediately, two days later, a persona on YouTube who vblogs and has a tv media politico show, wgise videos show up nearly continuously despite me having subscribed to his show, I have also subscribed to many other sites but they NEVER show up, such as home construction and tool sites because I have to repair so much that the terrorists order upon my living situation. 

Back from this brain-controlled digression: this man on air mentioned the "Night of the Long Knives", which is when Ernst Rome was assassinated (or he was put into custody and then murdered a few days later). 

And I see endlessly the "liberal" white males, and the "liberal" "feminist" white females who are all at the forefront of the media complex endlessly either having their faces put on display at inappropriate places (if I attempted to describe their triggering tactics, it would definitely be fodder for accusations of paranoid and delusion aimed at me).

This is now at the stage of impossibility to type, from hackers blocking keyboard function.

Just fighting to pound down and backspace and get the space bar to operate.

Always, my ideas stolen not only by "whites" but also by "blacks" who also represent the same power structure that they claim they are fighting against, over and over this has been repeated for years. Then there are the "feminists" and also the "Latinos" and also "The Jews" and etc etc etc the list of turncoat liars is endless, but the perpetrators are white.

The censorship of me, my ideas, but my thoughts stolen not even while I can write about them, but stolen from the nascent sleeping state of teleportation or my thoughts, which are likewise continuously under surveillance by their inaudible thought-hacking technology (see cochlear implants to assess how non-verbal communication can be circumvented by technology).

I am ending here as it is impossible to type any longer. I have completely lost my train of thought, and using correct grammar at this point is too strenuous to type out.

Only white males or their women are allowed to have a "voice" and suppression of speech is the absolute rule, that has created this one-sided dialogue that appears to be a joke and a diversity speech and a righteous bipartisan spectacle. The suppression of the First Amendment at this stage of technological advance means that literally a voice can be mechanically blocked by microchips, and thought processes can be allayed to incoherent rambling. These are facets of the breach of the FIRST AMENDMENT that are being relished by the power structure, ignored by the rest of "you" reading this and your assumptions that this is a positive and not a negative are astoundingly ignorant.

From the Blackest pit of Wien to the grimy soot of Brooklyn (and beyond the thunderdome to the halls of the Vikings to the scum-floating on the entertainment holiday paradise of lascivious playworld Phuket).

 MESSAGES FROM MY MURDERED ANCESTORS (BY YOUR ANCESTORS).  You keep the broken record going and the music is such nth generation badly decomposed. Die and go to Hell with your crappy soap opera hate formulas and paradigm.

La Comedia della Amore. Commendatore commends you to your feckless wreck reckless maelstrom.

 

Waltzing to the tune of Don Giovanni with the handsome player.....the dream come true of teleportation awakening. The Golden Dawn of Illumniation that dreams are meant for those with the Will to Power.....

Your relationshits not mine....your reality not my dreams....

VERRECK und GEHE IN DIE HOELLE, Hunden aus der Haus der scheisse.

World without pity You Don't Own me. Don't try to change me in any way. Don't try to cage me I won't stay. Just let me be myself, that's all I ask of you's. I'm free and I love to be free, to live my life any way I want, to say anything I please.

 

To remember that soul, the love of the joy of excitement, the spirit of caring and sharing. The tenderness of First love never forelorn. Never corrupted never sold never made up believe discarded by lies and pornography.

Every time I write about these attacks, the torturing terrorist bigots and their minority minions get more promotions. AS no one ever stops them, the progression of their fake opposition grows until really there is no opposition so I write and they consider this entertainment for their hate crimes to read of my pathetic begging on line, because all access to legal representation is literally blocked from not having people to defend me, help provide evidence, stop the violence and EVERYONE remains silent as I fight for my life. Hackers completely altered this blog "title"--they deleted commas and periods and strung sentences together, altered tense and rewrote words wrong. I leave it all in so readers can see how badly hackers alter what I fight to pound down and type.

 I really do not want to help them any longer by writing these posts.

I watch the YouTube videos that are craftily put on my front page, as I sit in a mind controlled daze and perform the surfing actions that are prescribed by the tech in their subliminal suggestions while the tech blasts into my brain sitting here.

I see entertainer news pundits repeating ideas I have written, whether this was intended or I just coincide with their philosophical ponderings and intellectual presentations. They are experts in these performances and there is no doubt that they are qualified to present their stuff. 

But I do know that when I express the rage (which so often is produced by the tech affecting my brain in their brain-mapping exercises.

I am at such a loss of words and ability to access my real capabilities right now, as the hackers are also blocking the keys.

I do not want to help promote them any longer. I fight to not write any longer as all I do is repeat what I have written, or I just continue to provide dull, but qualified parasites with material and fodder to steal and then regurgitate and repeat as their ideas, while I am stymied and blocked so completely my body is glued into paralysis and for years the parasites have exploited this and continued the poisoning to keep me stuck and going nowhere--they then call me all kinds of names implying what a "failure" I am but they are so superior because they enforce the racist stereotypical hierarchical roles inwhich they are exalted and I am under so much attack because I do not admire them or their roles or their pradigms and thus, I am outcast and tortured non-stop but they can't formulate original ideas. this applies so especially to the Nazi Europ-a people who have attacked me I forgot to name the English boring and nasty, endlessly making hate and snide jokes about me and people who he can't stand to see as a threat to him--his book is rife with such hate racist remarks and stereotypes but he's exalted by the anti-racist actors and feminist (oh he's extremely misogynist and a rapist but they don't care when it comes to me and not them or their group).

So I just remain quiet and not write any longer, at least not until after the next few months have proven that my theory is correct, that despite all the rhetoric they really want an autocratic system of bigot Nazis running America and the globe as well. "They" meaning the Progressives and the Liberals and the Feminists and the Anti-racist "fighters" who are fighting me with the worst bigots right behind them promoting them for endlessly and non-stop attacking me ,and as I continue to write asking this planet to defend and protect me and nothing ever stops them or this, I must remain waiting for any "change" and it's inevitable that those chosen to "represent" the alternative have of course been carefully chosen to never actually implement any threat to the worst of the worst bigot Nazi cartels operating under all these various names but with the same center of power operating to control them all some singular group al obeying and behaving like the dumb, sleazy and rotten mind-dead puppets who can formulate the words, concepts but lie and deceive to the degree that no one will ever really defend people in my position.

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And thusly: I cannot get on YouTube any longer to see any of the prolific news commentary or programs until after the rigged election puts more fake operators on the web and on YouTube to continue to crank out their fake oppositional stances. However, for now if there is the slight possibility that this new regime change, should it occur, may mean some end to this hell and torture situation (in my favor, not ending as in me dead or not fighting their muruder contract any longer, as that is what I consider this heinous situation, which most or all of you hacking in and reading this find so enjoyable as I remain fighting with no defense or support system---but I only see an eventual murder contract out on me and that is all I see this hate situation to be)

I have just done a huge laundry that wasn't even in the huge pile that was stinking so badly my closet reeks of fungus--this is the clothing I wear every day, which is just a few things that are now stained by terrorists with their mechanical arms getting through all the defenses I have spent over 2 years fighting to put on, while in pain, paralyzed and stuck drugged into a near coma situation as the parasites have not stopped torturing me with microwave and other physical tech attacks, mental and physical emotional alterations of brain/body continuum, and such other life-threatening attacks that on a daily basis for years means shock to nervous system leading in slow death/murder and other near-death situations like driving and being nearly hit or hit every time I drive--repeatedly too, for years every single time. But on and on, I go on and on 

I just did this pile of laundry that has been ripped, frayed, stained and stinking last night while I was sleeping. After washing the huge expanding pile, because everything I touched was stinking very badly, while it was clean last night before going to bed. After pouring bleach into the stinking washing machine, which has been broken so I must take sopping wet clothing and blankets out and dry them for one day or longer in some cases, the clothing was so rancid because on the patio the terrorists insert mechanical arms from the patio above . They poured stinking substances into the laundry while I was soaking it, my back was perhaps turned (I had closed the lid but how easy to just lift it up with the mechanical arms). I have had to spray almost an entire spray bottle of bleach water just to get the clothing to smell like bleach instead of like stinking putrid crap. The laundry soap is not polluted, as they sometimes do (pouring stinking powder substances into the powder laundry detergent).

And on and on, years and years and years of writing about this to no response but more parasites opting to attack me--all have new tv shows more promotions after winning top awards in every category--the list of them is enormous and for years they have converged upon me and obtained literally the highest positions in the media and elsewhere vital to the United States. Not a single human being around the world has approached me with any real assurance or support in all these years of writing about this after years of asking for help directly and being shunned, lied to endlessly and silenced non-stop.

I consider the devastation that has been killing people and destroying the country for the last year (or less) to be a product of either your inclusion in this genocide group (out of Europe and elsewhere, like China) or your silent obedience and gloating assurance that nothing will ever happen to you in regard to the upcoming Holocaust if you just participate and smile and laugh as people like me are being killed off--but you have already seen what has happened, and so many have become absolutely billionaire in status due to this group and their organizational "left" and "right" posturing.

As I write this the hackers are changing the pages and rewriting and etc etc it's crazy--they are sick and disgusting.

Rotten foul men I detest keep putting their faces on my internet searches and pages (out of ordinary news items I mean) and they disgust me, absolutely all of them (all of you).

And they are demanding a baby out of me so they and their "feminist" Nazi wives and children can continue to get free entitlement to lead positions, of course subordinataes to the bigot Nazi organization that sponsorts all these crimes and hate crimes along with the American bigots who absolutely throng and cheer the worst of the bigots attacking me into lead positions--without them, this would never have occurred.That means endless Nazi and Neo-Nazi groups in Florida, where the disgusting ignorant Italian mafioso thug creep has been handed free huge businesses after FAILING and malfeasance of his every business for yeas until he tortured me and is still coming after me along with his American "Italian-American" thug actor whose every movie has been, in my opinion, a blot on art and on culture but the disgusting bigots of America, love this boring thug macho crap and he's been going on attacking me for his promotions for 3 decades alongside this Italian thug

The English man connected to English Royalty (the Monarchy) is a nasty and mediocrity who has the "upper class" English snotty snide style, elaborate vocabulary and able to repeat what he's been taught to utter and the higher verbal expression of his "class" but a loathsome boring hateful bigot--endlessly defended by the feminists and anti-racists of H-wood

and that is is. I must remain silent from now on until at least after the fiasco is completed in a few months. 

My prediction is that one of my tormentors will not 'win" his bid for power. I have to only wonder if what might change in the realm of this attack system upon me will ever result in any real change. I consider my situation to be an absolute gauge of how corrupt the American sociopolitical situation really is  AS these criminals have no block to their violence towards me, the open pit aspect of their bottomless ugliness shows what they will do when there are no people willing to descry their hypoocritical stances. How low can they go? How much lower will this all go on the scale of morality and justice and law (for me)?

Not their brand of justice, as they all claim that I "deserve" to be raped, tortured, disfigured, my ideas stolen by them for over a decade non-stop as they poison me into hysteria and abuse me into traumatized verbose expulsions on the internet, they grab whatever they can steal from my writings and leave me begging for my life--for years. 

I must must stop writing because not only is no one doing anything to defend my human rights in any sense, but the criminals keep getting awarded for me responding, as if their ugliness is the sole consideration in how and who is to be promoted into the coveted positions of authority, of course they must remain mannequins and respond to orders and have no heart or soul. But they continue to put their rotten faces on my internet and I find them all detestable and want nothing to do with either helping any of them to obtain more power, or in giving some hateful male with his hateful wife and hateful children some 'baby" obtained out of rape and torture and death threats upon me so they can continue to put out movies and policies that are disgusting, empty, meaningless trivia to the fascist powers that have handed them these roles for their performances of behaving like genocidal filthy sick parasitic murdering pig apes.

Terrorist Report: numbed by years of it so this is not being terrorized any longer but numb from the dumbness of the stupid attacking me

 OH, of course "they" are supposed to be smart, smarter than me and oh so clever in using hacking and tech to destroy any conceivable potential I may have and to steal all I do fight to create. Yesterday I wrote while I felt like I was on a brain-crushing roller coaster ride--with no movement, it felt like I was being swayed and spun around, my head slightly being crushed inward, as I fought to type and keys I pressed once would repeat thrice due to hacking inserts.

Could only get out a few paragraphs which were done with the sensation of being spun and wrung out to dry in pouring rain, drizzling like drugs into my brain and body Unable to remember simple names and writing in a foggy confusion due to the various brain-altering tech attacks and hacking combination.

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Today there is a problem with my bank and a purchase. I wrote a letter to my mail service and as I wrote the words correctly, which always takes writing as short sentences as possible because my brain is literally so under attack I can barely concentrate. After I sent the letter the hackers had inserted wrong letters so it looked like I had written things "wrong". I had to make the choice whether to send another letter/email making a correction (but the numerical portion was correct, so my email would only have been a waste of time for them). I decided to leave it all as was incorrectly forced upon my business email, which was yet another discrediting operation.

The mail service, which just recently completed an order from my debit card on file, had no complications in processing the amount for a purchase. However this time,, they had the "wrong" set of numbers "on file" and I had to correct that, but as I just wrote, after sending the correct set of numbers for the purchase so the card could be processed (which had happened the last time with no problem) the hackers then altered what I had written andsent to them. Either the hackers changed my information on their electronic system, or they are making a sort of "attack" situation and lying to me. Either way, every single thing I do is scrutinized and attacked and anything that could be stolen from what I work for is used for some bigot Nazi part of this system to steal for their own output, while suppressing me so completely I can get nothing done whatsoever.

Right now I have piles of stinking clothing waiting to be washed--clothing I have never worn in some cases, rotting in a stinking cupboard I have to seal and lock from the inside and from the exteriors of the doors, along with padding stuffed into the open cracks of the doors which do not close without leaving large gaps--as perhaps the mechanical arms just push the padding out and then place them back in after creating endless damage to my room and body (every single night my body is cut into, my hair is made greasy, nasty and shaved off the scalp, etc objects are inserted every night under my cuticles until the nails are blackened and falling out, skin is cut to the bone between my large left toe and the 2nd toe every single night to keep blood flow gone in the area, and they never stop the attacks and just add to more attacks so they accumulate to my body being ripped apart slowly day after day like this).

But, I have to wash piles of clothing and all I do is clean up stinking toxic filth that is sprayed into my body, home and my body of course is paralyzed and bloated from poisoning to stop me from competing and winning or achieving anything. What I barely can write has been stolen fro over a decade by the same people who have profited off stealing my ideas for all these years; the same people keep coming back to get more and more out of this contract--and now they want to force a "baby" out of me too after years of also raping and disfiguring me with hate, insults and torture every single day and night for years and years, the same people over and over and then they parcel out this contract to their "friends' of all races, religious affiliations and levels of prosperity.

Thus these "people" keep me relegated to a situation of cleaning woman discredited endlessly by their repulsive behavior which is touted as being "superior" and of "elitist" stature, while me, helpless and absolutely left with no defense or support while "everyone" sees but remains "silent' and thus complicit---

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Years of writing about this and I am still waiting for this system of Democracy to stop putting people participating in what is supposed to be legally considered a crime against humanity, this "experiment' in technocratic torture, slavery, and all the sick and sleazy things that are accomplished by this group,, heinous and disgusting behaviors and crimes absolutely deemed admirable traits of the perpetrators of these crimes who hold highest positions in media and in politics. How and what will stop this if no one will ever defend me publicly or defend me openly?

If there is a change in leadership in a few months, would it "really" be a change or will this endless sleaze crime considered a technological wonder and the dream of deferring Democracy so only the same groups can hold their old formulas for racism, sexism and hate intolerance disguised by their actors portraying the shadows of "change" for the media circus?

I am now backspacing an correcting more than I am able to type.

Why don't you hand write your ideas, I can hear the silent critics say to their smug and smirking buddies as they hack and claim I am delusional or whatever: well, if I hand write, the technology aimed into my brain makes my hands shake, then my bod hurts from the exertion due to the poisoning, and then what I do finally get out must be left written on a tablet and then is stolen anyway by the terrorits who rampage my room to spray stinking substances on literally every single thing in this room, from furniture to clothing--as Imust breathe this in all night long because I must keep the one access to fresh air sealed all night long and have no open windows and even if I did, I must seal those as well.

But the terrorists steal what I hand write, and of course none of you ever do anything to stop them or help me, or not openly at least so I remain here in silence and never know what is happening or if anyone is doing anything since this never stops and the perpetrtators keep going on a;nd on and getting lead roles in blockbuster movies as they gloat and laugh and glare in hate in these horrid photos they hack and insert into my serach pages and media pages like newspapers online that I try to access (personalized photos that are "real" and not publicity photos).

It is now too hard to type any longer and my brain and emotional centers are likewise under technological attack so I cannot think and de-evolve into what is becoming an emotional writing piece instead of writing about details. Years of waiting for anyone to defend me makes writing also a bit more exaggerated as this is non-stop torture and desecration of my body and home sponsored by The State and all the public just watches on cheering them all on, or doing nothing, or being "good" and remaining silent.

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I just had to clean up a huge black stain that was put on my glittery gold money purse as I placed it on a counter for money exchange while standing at a Tesco check-out lane, putting groceries on the conveyor belt as a white male (Nazi) stood behind me to theleft, as the Thai cashier began making the stupid and disgusting "trigger" behaviors (smiping their noses, pulling up pants like cops do) which is always an ugly action, intended to make an insult to me (they also, these stalkers, when I am walking down food isles fighting to get past their hgue, spread out groups of loitering stalkers standing in y way perpetually and always in front of items I want to get) but, they bow down sticking their rotten (dirty) behinds at me in most obscene postures. They are always rude and disgusting, this is always supposed to e them implying that it is "me" who is nasty and obscene and not them by acting in this manner  I would never do something that ugly and stupid, but they do and it's supposed to imply that I am bad in some way, unworthy of respect, and not these groveling creeps who bow and scrape, even if they are the wealthy whites who have throngs of minorities surrounding them doing their disgusting and sleazy nasty attack scenarios for them.

But, in the check-out lane, because I had to try to get my money out and there ws something I had forgotten still in the metal cart, I bent to get it out for less than10 seconds, and in that time frame the very lithe Thai cashier (they are very nimble, very thin and wiry, many of these attackers and in general Thais are much stronger than they appear if they are very thin, that does not make them physically weak at all). Within less than 10 seconds she had smeared a black dot of goo on my gold glitter purse, which I cannot replace as merchandise here in Thailand is not always in stock and it's all extremely temporary when something comes in stock--or in the places I shop. I can't replace it and I have really liked this very cute little purse, and the replacements I can get are not very nice. But it was done while she was making many wiry physical movements and peering in side glances at the white bigot Nazi making sure it's minority minion was performing it's assigned stalking task. This is so evident in every check-out lane and the behavior is always exactly the same from both the whites and their slave Thai assistants in these attack situation. 

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While typing this, as I have to backspace so often to correct what hackers retype and I must pound down on keys to get anything to operate so this is just a pounding down exercise more than being able to type anything out, pages also pop up while I write from hacker intervention. Etc etc

But this attack happened within less than 30 seconds, and she was ready with sticky, disgusting goo--upon instantaneous and spontaneous opportunity, to destroy my beautiful little purse. The black spot won't come out,I have spent more than 10 minutes rubbing bleach and nail polish remover and the stain was pierced into the purse--I saw it after I walked away from the cashier and it was wet and sticking to the purse--it was a huge blot and I tried to rub it off and it smeared. Just now I have tried to get it out and it's completely embedded into the purse. When these situations happen I have no recourse to defense: but what can I do, accuse these nasty stupid rotten creeps who hand me money silently with grim frowns but smile at the bigots behind me, time after time this happens, and I can't stand there accusing them of having done this when they all pretend they "no speak English"? Not in my country, I am in a particular situation where I can't really get defense of any kind so I have absolutely no recourse to any legal action. I also have had to deal with the computer shop where I just bought this laptop, the same situation applies. I purchased a two-year complete warranty, but the receipt was written in Thai, I was told the laptop had the 2-year warranty, but when I input the serial number of the laptop into the Dell site, I see that the warranty expires in a few months, making the warranty not even one year but more like 8 months. I can'at go to a lawyer and I try to phone these major computer telephone numbers, I get someone who answers the phone and then says they can't speak English and then they stop speaking entirely and eventually just hang up the phone. This also happens when I attempt to phone the United States Dell line, in English. All my phone calls are diverted to agents and I get zero service and just hung up on. That is what I have todeal with here in "Democratic" Thailand. Controlled by European and other foreign investors.

Which brings me to the H-wood actors who are just a short hop and skip away from the Thai cashiers when it comes to behaving and performing their attack skits for the bigot Nazis out of Europe, who are their "handlers" and "controllers". The exact same situation applies, and of course, they all act alike too, in their respective roles and conditions of conformity to how they are "supposed" to treat me. There is no deviation whatsoever and never from one apparent "feminist" or "black anti-racist" to the worst of the white "liberals" who are part of this scheme to use everything and steal and rob every single thingout of me and replace it with deformity, disgrace, discrediting,, deformation, and deterioration. Plus a "baby" so they can get endless promotions after years of me fighting to stop their violence and hate and yelling and fighting to get them off me. The same Europ-a's who have attacked me, poisoned me nearly to death, for years fighting to get them off me too ,are behind these actors the same exact people who are endlessly protected and put into highest position. One of them is affilitated directly with English royalty, the other is Italian mafia who never appears to be threatened with any legal sanction and is "allowed" every single crime andis promoted endlessly for his crimes against me. His actor American partner, calling himself an "Italian-American" is a heinous personality I detest who is still, after almost 3 decades, going after me to obtain this contract so his horrid movies and studio and productions will always be put into mainstream endless production and frontline appearances. He is always, likewise, supported by the not-famous bigot networks who form the basis of the stalking enterprise and terror operations, supporting their mainstream icons and also formatting the alternative" fake opposition that keeps the one-sided hate structure going on into this genocidal autocratic rule always enforced by this comedy of the media circus backiing up both "sides" of the debates.

While I struggle and fight to pound down on the keys, as I fight to insert the cursor to change the hacked typos, the cursor moves to another spot just as I begin to type. I can feel the space bar loose like it's being pulled up by some remote attack system. I feel my brain and mind heavy and unable to focus. My eyesight, I always forget to write this, is forced into a blurry state by the technology--this happens when I fight to read and type-if I do fight to read, they also force tears to continuously spring out of my eyes so reading is literally made physically impossible, plus in addition to the drugging and the microchips which force hormones to be released, so it also is impossible to concentrate for more than a few minutes, at best.

And thus, I remain writing about these attacks to the glee and shcadenfreude of the creeps attacking me, who want me begging for my life for years while no one will intervene in any sense to defend me in any real tangible way, to their utter delight that the planet is obeying their filthy and vile orders so they can claim they are the "superior race" whilethey are murdering and blocking any opposition. Killing off and drugging, mind controlling, using technology to blank out brains and stop interference and programming and propganda--the technology has now enabled them to create all false illusions of alternative thought but disguised as such.

But back to the terror report: all I see are stupid and sick parasites I have not yet seen much of higher real intellectual quota--some are verbally excellent but emotionally obscene and immature and disgusting--and I can't go more into detail on this but they are all happy to see me raped and disfigured with technology cloaking their participating and their surveillance of all these activities.

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Either way, this is the typical situation I must face from literally every angle surrounding me when I am in these aisles and check-out counters. The Thai women, and all cashiers and all people who are all agents sent to attack me--I walk into a store and the woman at the front cashier is gone after less than one minute after I walk in I turn around and someone else entirely different is sitting in the same spot. All very hateful, ugly and nasty while the person who was sitting there when I walked in was smiling and warm and friendly--"Thai style". So when I write this about 'Thai" people I refer to the huge throngs of Thai people who participate in these attack and deformation and disfiguration and discrediting actions against me. That means "most" of the Thai population by the way.

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Hackers inserted the word, "But," in the front of a few paragraphs above. Instead of what I had written. I also feel extremely confused and I can't move the page up or down, as it freezes to stop writing or correcting or getting this out in some kind of decent shape.

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I feel absolutely dizzy and unable to concentrate or get anything done as this tech is blasting away at my brain and body while I fight to type--as I always write, this is so extremely that all I attempt is thwarted to a degree that i can't perform, get anything done, have no money, all finances are blocked, what I do have is stolen...

I open my passport and my Visa Debit card, and the terrorists where I lvie had opened all the bags and sprayed stinking awful substances onto my passport. This happens every time I open he passport, which I need every month at the bank to process transactions. I have sprayed perfume, bleach, baking soda. The passport smells okay and then immediately after I go to sleep after having gone out and used the passport, I open my purse and it's stinking again. Sprayed with rotten and stinking substances that also, as the accumulation of the putrid odors and the oils of this substance remain since I can't literally wash the passport, it's impossible to get out now. My clothing also stinks no matter what I do the night before going out, if I have something in my closet it is sprayed, if I have it hanging out to put on the next day, it's stinking in the morning. My one pair of shoes are deformed, scratehed up completely, put out of shape with men with huge, broad feet putting on my boots and waering them and making them stinking and dirty Anything of value that I leave in this room when I go out is damaged, thus I have only one pair of shoes because so many yearsthe soals of boots and shores are ripped off, literally peeling off or scratched completely. 

This is too hard to pound down any longer to fight to write this while my brain is under so much attack.

Highway 88 666 Revisited---Minnesota and it's long-gone residents. All along the Watchtower the thieves they do roam, going home but never arriving.

 

And then there's the (murdered) death of Prince--as I believe now in "conspiracy theories" from years of observing how these stealth deadly operations operate--seeing people close to me get slowly murdered with poisoning and attacks but always disguised as "normal" accidents and diseases.

Prince....I can't type due to hacking but I can express how bigoted and racist Minneapolis and Minnesota really is. However, this is no different from any other place on the planet, but the opportunities are a bit more available, or were, only briefly,, when Prince made his debut on the Minneapolis scene.

Reviled by the Nazi-adherents that I was "forced" to be around, who had copies of Mein Kampf in their bedroom bookshelves, and attended "German" camp and were often traveling to-and-fro from Berlin back to Minnapolis, but never had money on a personal level or so they seemed.

Anyways.....

Prince, so beloved, but so hated by the whites who were plentiful in their hate organizations and their circuits. Widespread now with technology to the point that there are no regional differences any longer, in essence but perhaps a few slight alterations in dress code or accent.

Murdered. White hate groups behind the police investigation. The police with extremely bad karma. The city of Minneapolis now a dead zone of hate and crime, where it once was a creative bastion of new ideas, fashion, fun, parties....

Like everything wound down and sank into this horrid ugly abyss, and moreso after Prince was (Murdered) died of an "accidental" overdose due to a mistake he could not recognize....

Even he could sense his own demise that was looming over his iconographic stance in Minneapolis---the death squads were lurking back when he was reaching his peak and zenith. I could feel it and I left decades ago. Now time has shown me that I was correct. 

Always the suburbs will be clean and white in Minnesota and they remain a safe haven for white supremacist to thrive and plot and scheme on how to drive out the unwanted from surpassing them in style or music or art any longer....death squads of Minnesota orriginate not from police but the "good" suburban white demographic, spanning the entire state. The deeper you dig into this white rabbit hole, the more racist and Nazi supremacist the reality plunge into the cold and death waters of reality drown out the fiction of this once thriving "multicultural" artistic city. Now it's just homeless and people protesting blacks being killed in the streets as the streets curl up and die.

From Bob Dylan, who used to live in Minneapolis. All Along the Watchtower. Watch out for your just desserts golden shower.

 Minneapolis was never, slightly remotely like this when I was at the university back in 1982-1987. It is now a completely horrible war zone. Because I was attacked in that city by the Gang stalking circuit, to me there is no surprise that the situation has become visible where it once was cloaked in superficial polite sophistication. Degraded due to the lack of spiritual connection to what is right and correct has determined this downward spiral. The real ugliness has surfaced and boils like a diseased carcinogen in the bright brilliant glow of yellow snow. This is not a spiteful sentiment, but rather a realization that the permeation of terror groups and acceptance of their criminal activity eventually cascades into a death spiral of decay. Be warned you do-nothing gloaters laughing about my plight. Yes, believe it or not, corruption and violence on a subterfuge level does eventually rise to the apparent level that was formerly concealed by haughty determination to have power and push others down. Eventually there is a reverberation of regression and destruction. The question is how long does it take for this to occur in most cases people think it may never happen.

Homelessness of horrors in what used to be shopping mall hang-out hipster fun spot with money and comfort (and mostly "invisible" homeless).

People are going insane, violent, scared, mentally ill, homeless, looting, and leaving (but for where?).

Most/all of my posts below have been partially rewritten, revised and turned into a farce of what I tried to write. Deletions are scattered through almost every sentence.

 

Upon going into many of my recent posts I discover immediately that some or much content has been either rewritten or deleted or parts deleted and then strung together. Much is akin to a hole structure with vital grammar, words and links deleted from sentences. Some of the posts are completely rewritten in parts.

How I wait for any people in this world to protect me from this endless crime. Years of waiting. Only the criminals participating in this crime are allowed to react, and that is always punitive and disgusting behavior touted as "superiority" and it's more than the word "disgusting" can convey.

This blog is perhaps at 70% of what  had originally written, cumulatively. 

It's very horrible to read what has been published after hackers got throuh with damaging and in almost every case, destroying what I had written.

Please note this in your perusal of my blog, all you haters who will do your best to destroy all I am and have worked for, anyway.

I am absolutely blocked intellectually by the technology embedded into my brain, my body and from the array of tech aimed into my body when I fight to type and think and write.

"Bourgeois society stands at a crossroads"--Luxemburg wrote prior to the pre-Gestapo assassination of "Freikorps" which equates essentially to our Free (to assassinate people in the street protesting and rioting and looting) because that means freedom) Militia in our parlance---to shut her up (silencing, outright gruesome murder at a time without silent weapons at their disposal).

 I watched the movie that Fassbinder was supposed to make, but died in front of a line of cocaine, as the story goes, --this movie about Rosa Luxemburg which is starring a very German woman (it was going to be Jane Fonda--thus,, perhaps as I supposed and made a gross error in conceiving that Fassbinder's movie was going to expose some kind of cover-up or lie).

WHY these movies with "Jewish" female stars, which are hailed as being "great", always feature a very NOT JEWISH actress who has no resemblance in any form, substance or mannerism to the real biopic personality nor shares any of the beliefs, ideas or concerns (as far as I can tell, from my armchair position sitting watching this stuff).

I saw this movie in Germany without the ease of English subtitles. The only thing that really impressed me as being authentic acting were the German soldiers who shot the character of Luxemburg in the head. they definitely appeared to play the roles with the best acting in the film. If only Fassbinder would have been able to make this film.....he would have made Fonda appear authentically caring about "Jews" and their oppression as well perhaps....Iif he had done this, how long would that sensation have lasted in her brief clasping of a popularized theme for the zeitgeist in which to be hailed as some alternative liberal for the media profiteering?)

Her tv show about being a "handler" for a very "Jewish-looking" oppositional character that her character is forever pushing down with physical restraints, grabbing, clutching and blocking the silly jabbering incompetent behavior of this "Jewish-appearing" woman, her dark shadow who makes her look oh so capable and outstanding (in the tv show).Add the strength of her voice, which comes out as a stern and definitive bark almost makes for a great media representation of "feminist" strength. However, as usual, racism intrudes as the Nazi bigot "feminist" has to and must have dominance over the dark and hated Jews (according to the endless stereotyping that goes alongside all the pretenses that the media and our cultural cliches always enforce--through force in my case through death threats and from poisoning and accidents and torture and disfigurement and drugging and poisoning and targeting and discrimination and millions of people gang stalking and "terrorizing' with attacks that are on a non-stop basis for years. "Ms>" Fonda has put endless videos of herself on my internet searches but that has stopped after I wrote a few posts about how I found her tv show distasteful for the reasons I have just elaborated. this means that she covertly supports and has profited off this exploitation rape and torture situation over me. Her good friend who created the Sundance movie circuit has also participated--at the moment the usual series of multi-pronged attacks is rending typing and writing and thinking nearly impossible.

There appears to be a sort of algorithm that the longer I attempt to type the worse the blocks become. 

I realize this sounds "bitter" but and however, in light and context of any conceivable Fassbinder movie I have to realize that my adulation of Fassbinder is perhaps due more to the fact that I have not watched him degenerate and "sell out" but I can clearly see it with so many from that generation of actors and filmmakers. I have to wonder how much influence this brainwashing and mind control oganization has been on these individuals and their public appearances and affinities. They sway with the current and backtrack on their former convictions like snorting lines of cocaine as one addiction and surplus dries up, the go on to the next like animals feeding at a trough.

My theory about Ms. Fondu is not due to conjecture but as I have no evidence to support my claim, I have to remain saying that her endless media performances plagued my internet for a long time just like the people also teleporting me. Perhaps she stood in the backdrop observing or watching the vieos of these actors raping and assaulting me while I was helpless, asleep and teleported drugged up so badly it is impossible to relate in just a few hacked and brainwave attacked sentences.

So much for Nazi feminists. But as for Rosa Luxemburg, there is no doubt she really was a threat and perhaps would have been more successful than her male counterparts in diffusing the appeal of National Socialism in Germany, if she had lived that long to fight the growing sensationalist organization of the NAZIS.

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Society stands at the crossroads, and now in the USA the SAME GROUPS are vying for power as in her day (but not named as such back then). Now they must rely on brainwashing in the media, and the drugging of the population, combined with greed, selfishness and a total lack of concern about equality and freedom as expressed in the Constitution of the United States. Along with the openness of the media is the way that those fighting for "freedom" against racism, fascism and Totalitarianism can also use the media, but THEY ARE NOT IN CONTROL OF THE MEDIA AND THE "LIBERAL" ACTORS WHO ARE AT THE TOP OF THE PYRAMID ARE PART OF THE SCHEMATA OF THE FASCIST NAZIS WHO CONTROL THEM AND PLAY YOUR BRAIN INTO A POLARIZED FICTION OF BALANCE IN THE US (and indeed around the world).