Saturday, September 12, 2020

Every time I write about these attacks, the torturing terrorist bigots and their minority minions get more promotions. AS no one ever stops them, the progression of their fake opposition grows until really there is no opposition so I write and they consider this entertainment for their hate crimes to read of my pathetic begging on line, because all access to legal representation is literally blocked from not having people to defend me, help provide evidence, stop the violence and EVERYONE remains silent as I fight for my life. Hackers completely altered this blog "title"--they deleted commas and periods and strung sentences together, altered tense and rewrote words wrong. I leave it all in so readers can see how badly hackers alter what I fight to pound down and type.

 I really do not want to help them any longer by writing these posts.


I watch the YouTube videos that are craftily put on my front page, as I sit in a mind controlled daze and perform the surfing actions that are prescribed by the tech in their subliminal suggestions while the tech blasts into my brain sitting here.


I see entertainer news pundits repeating ideas I have written, whether this was intended or I just coincide with their philosophical ponderings and intellectual presentations. They are experts in these performances and there is no doubt that they are qualified to present their stuff. 

But I do know that when I express the rage (which so often is produced by the tech affecting my brain in their brain-mapping exercises.


I am at such a loss of words and ability to access my real capabilities right now, as the hackers are also blocking the keys.


I do not want to help promote them any longer. I fight to not write any longer as all I do is repeat what I have written, or I just continue to provide dull, but qualified parasites with material and fodder to steal and then regurgitate and repeat as their ideas, while I am stymied and blocked so completely my body is glued into paralysis and for years the parasites have exploited this and continued the poisoning to keep me stuck and going nowhere--they then call me all kinds of names implying what a "failure" I am but they are so superior because they enforce the racist stereotypical hierarchical roles inwhich they are exalted and I am under so much attack because I do not admire them or their roles or their pradigms and thus, I am outcast and tortured non-stop but they can't formulate original ideas. this applies so especially to the Nazi Europ-a people who have attacked me I forgot to name the English boring and nasty, endlessly making hate and snide jokes about me and people who he can't stand to see as a threat to him--his book is rife with such hate racist remarks and stereotypes but he's exalted by the anti-racist actors and feminist (oh he's extremely misogynist and a rapist but they don't care when it comes to me and not them or their group).


So I just remain quiet and not write any longer, at least not until after the next few months have proven that my theory is correct, that despite all the rhetoric they really want an autocratic system of bigot Nazis running America and the globe as well. "They" meaning the Progressives and the Liberals and the Feminists and the Anti-racist "fighters" who are fighting me with the worst bigots right behind them promoting them for endlessly and non-stop attacking me ,and as I continue to write asking this planet to defend and protect me and nothing ever stops them or this, I must remain waiting for any "change" and it's inevitable that those chosen to "represent" the alternative have of course been carefully chosen to never actually implement any threat to the worst of the worst bigot Nazi cartels operating under all these various names but with the same center of power operating to control them all some singular group al obeying and behaving like the dumb, sleazy and rotten mind-dead puppets who can formulate the words, concepts but lie and deceive to the degree that no one will ever really defend people in my position.


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And thusly: I cannot get on YouTube any longer to see any of the prolific news commentary or programs until after the rigged election puts more fake operators on the web and on YouTube to continue to crank out their fake oppositional stances. However, for now if there is the slight possibility that this new regime change, should it occur, may mean some end to this hell and torture situation (in my favor, not ending as in me dead or not fighting their muruder contract any longer, as that is what I consider this heinous situation, which most or all of you hacking in and reading this find so enjoyable as I remain fighting with no defense or support system---but I only see an eventual murder contract out on me and that is all I see this hate situation to be)


I have just done a huge laundry that wasn't even in the huge pile that was stinking so badly my closet reeks of fungus--this is the clothing I wear every day, which is just a few things that are now stained by terrorists with their mechanical arms getting through all the defenses I have spent over 2 years fighting to put on, while in pain, paralyzed and stuck drugged into a near coma situation as the parasites have not stopped torturing me with microwave and other physical tech attacks, mental and physical emotional alterations of brain/body continuum, and such other life-threatening attacks that on a daily basis for years means shock to nervous system leading in slow death/murder and other near-death situations like driving and being nearly hit or hit every time I drive--repeatedly too, for years every single time. But on and on, I go on and on 


I just did this pile of laundry that has been ripped, frayed, stained and stinking last night while I was sleeping. After washing the huge expanding pile, because everything I touched was stinking very badly, while it was clean last night before going to bed. After pouring bleach into the stinking washing machine, which has been broken so I must take sopping wet clothing and blankets out and dry them for one day or longer in some cases, the clothing was so rancid because on the patio the terrorists insert mechanical arms from the patio above . They poured stinking substances into the laundry while I was soaking it, my back was perhaps turned (I had closed the lid but how easy to just lift it up with the mechanical arms). I have had to spray almost an entire spray bottle of bleach water just to get the clothing to smell like bleach instead of like stinking putrid crap. The laundry soap is not polluted, as they sometimes do (pouring stinking powder substances into the powder laundry detergent).


And on and on, years and years and years of writing about this to no response but more parasites opting to attack me--all have new tv shows more promotions after winning top awards in every category--the list of them is enormous and for years they have converged upon me and obtained literally the highest positions in the media and elsewhere vital to the United States. Not a single human being around the world has approached me with any real assurance or support in all these years of writing about this after years of asking for help directly and being shunned, lied to endlessly and silenced non-stop.

I consider the devastation that has been killing people and destroying the country for the last year (or less) to be a product of either your inclusion in this genocide group (out of Europe and elsewhere, like China) or your silent obedience and gloating assurance that nothing will ever happen to you in regard to the upcoming Holocaust if you just participate and smile and laugh as people like me are being killed off--but you have already seen what has happened, and so many have become absolutely billionaire in status due to this group and their organizational "left" and "right" posturing.


As I write this the hackers are changing the pages and rewriting and etc etc it's crazy--they are sick and disgusting.


Rotten foul men I detest keep putting their faces on my internet searches and pages (out of ordinary news items I mean) and they disgust me, absolutely all of them (all of you).


And they are demanding a baby out of me so they and their "feminist" Nazi wives and children can continue to get free entitlement to lead positions, of course subordinataes to the bigot Nazi organization that sponsorts all these crimes and hate crimes along with the American bigots who absolutely throng and cheer the worst of the bigots attacking me into lead positions--without them, this would never have occurred.That means endless Nazi and Neo-Nazi groups in Florida, where the disgusting ignorant Italian mafioso thug creep has been handed free huge businesses after FAILING and malfeasance of his every business for yeas until he tortured me and is still coming after me along with his American "Italian-American" thug actor whose every movie has been, in my opinion, a blot on art and on culture but the disgusting bigots of America, love this boring thug macho crap and he's been going on attacking me for his promotions for 3 decades alongside this Italian thug


The English man connected to English Royalty (the Monarchy) is a nasty and mediocrity who has the "upper class" English snotty snide style, elaborate vocabulary and able to repeat what he's been taught to utter and the higher verbal expression of his "class" but a loathsome boring hateful bigot--endlessly defended by the feminists and anti-racists of H-wood


and that is is. I must remain silent from now on until at least after the fiasco is completed in a few months. 


My prediction is that one of my tormentors will not 'win" his bid for power. I have to only wonder if what might change in the realm of this attack system upon me will ever result in any real change. I consider my situation to be an absolute gauge of how corrupt the American sociopolitical situation really is  AS these criminals have no block to their violence towards me, the open pit aspect of their bottomless ugliness shows what they will do when there are no people willing to descry their hypoocritical stances. How low can they go? How much lower will this all go on the scale of morality and justice and law (for me)?


Not their brand of justice, as they all claim that I "deserve" to be raped, tortured, disfigured, my ideas stolen by them for over a decade non-stop as they poison me into hysteria and abuse me into traumatized verbose expulsions on the internet, they grab whatever they can steal from my writings and leave me begging for my life--for years. 


I must must stop writing because not only is no one doing anything to defend my human rights in any sense, but the criminals keep getting awarded for me responding, as if their ugliness is the sole consideration in how and who is to be promoted into the coveted positions of authority, of course they must remain mannequins and respond to orders and have no heart or soul. But they continue to put their rotten faces on my internet and I find them all detestable and want nothing to do with either helping any of them to obtain more power, or in giving some hateful male with his hateful wife and hateful children some 'baby" obtained out of rape and torture and death threats upon me so they can continue to put out movies and policies that are disgusting, empty, meaningless trivia to the fascist powers that have handed them these roles for their performances of behaving like genocidal filthy sick parasitic murdering pig apes.

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Rancid spray substances on my clothing---my baseball hat I just wore to fend off weather---stinking but had no time to remove it because my nasal passages are clogged from throat microchip mucus exacerbation into my nose, throat and tears pouring out of my eyes today as has been continuous (daily but for the first 15 years, this year included up to very recently but still attacking my tear ducts and nasal passages) to destroy my face,which is what ugly shitalinaj the rancid stupid skank and ugly rat filth from depp gloat about continuously the damage they have ordered inflicted on my body so they can hell with their nazi friends and partners about my appearance versus theirs--how many hundreds of thousands of dollars poured into their plastic coating and etc but mostly the gleen from torture they all glisten with hormones they are addicted to torture also for that power high and sense of control. So, tears today while I was thinking about how disgusting they are, after having to wash by hand, of course, another article of clothing I spent days working on (hand sewing) into an artistic design, completely original. They always spray filth on clothing I make by hand to destroy it, slathering stains, rips and tears into the fabric then yelling about how ugly the clothing I am forced to wear in order to not ruin the clothing by cleaning black gunk sprayed on the floor, on my clothing and etc---so, having to clean the 2nd object today which was cleaned not long ago and I wore it yesterday it was clean (but I was not as congested as I am today they did another tear pouring out of one eye attack--they can restrict the tears to one single eye--to brimming with tears but not rolling out--to making weird globs affect vision , to making my throat constrict while I am sleeping to produce a kind of semi-"snorting" noise because i am in deep theta sleep, unprepared to clench my throat muscles--it's done suddenly and it wakes me up. They can force my jaws to snap shut while I am in deep sleep. They can force bile to eject out of my stomach or perhaps gall bladder but digestive substances are ejected. Because of the many times they forced my jaws to snap shut while in deep sleep--hoping I would bite my tongue--their intention--I learned to control my mouth so I would not bite my tongue and as a result, I staved off totally ejecting highly acidic bile onto my protective gear mask I wear while sleeping to try to stave off the slicing into my gum tissue--to the jawbone---while also in deep sleep. Absolutely incapable of waking up during these mutilation nightly episodes. I am currently working on healing the endlessly sliced tissue between my toes, on the entire sides of all toes every toe, both large toes are broken and mutilated --the left large toe put out of socket it's not a bunion---as projected by the stalkers but on the other hand, the attacks on the left side of my body have been calculated to make me not only crooked but totally paralyzed with hard poison extending to both sides--I caan't stand straight I can't balance my body my hips are cemented into a crooked shape. This group the ugly dirty skank from depp and dirty ugly sick shitalina not jolie---have ordered russian men to break into my room--removing from the inside the locks, the latches I tie shut with ropes and strings but all undone in the most highly proficient engineering mechanical arms proficiency so these are tied shut after the objects placed in the door cracks, the objects which are loaded against the door-are put back almost perfectly the way i had tightly tightened them before going to sleep. My hips put out of alignment, while being raped (in black visual unconsciousness inchoate and also teleported to abuse and homelessness skits or being raped by the celebrities who then assault me violently when I am unconscious they come at me from the side forcing me into consciouenss as they are hitting me, a tactic they use continuously except for arnold the body governor of california with his shrewd former kennedy wife they formed a team---he truly was her surrogate as politician. On a stray topic at the moment. Just writing of a few obstacles I face on a daily basis all day they have attack vectors of deeply penetrating technological assault which are murderous but in the aggregate the means of murder without touch--touchless murder, torture and then with brain function continuously under surveillance--they attack more severely while I am sick and after having detoxed more of the hard poisons I have spent my life fighting to stop, the poisoning and now fighting to heal they assault me without end while I am sick from the poisons having emitted into my nervous system, blood stream, and afflicting my brain and mentality of course. This is every day and it's almost as if I must (not almost, it isj) that I must wager healing with having the strength and ability to not become absolutely enmeshed in hateful reaction--the drugging lowers or destroys all boundaries to not reacting, the stoicism is gone utterly especially in first morning waking state after they inject or pump poison into my bladder while sleeping--or however it is being done. I never had to urgently "eliminate" liquids as I have had to do since this group began years ago their assaults on me---all night, all day. My post is just recounting of only a fraction of a small percent of the totality on a daily basis. So the 2nd article of clothing which I wore yesterday was fine. The shirt I had made they made ugly stupid comments about how ugly it was (and me, and always insulting how I look while i sit here or the other activity I make when am able to, which used to be impossible the fractures the manipulation of my hips and spine and then the poisoning drugging made it impossible for me to clean the endless really toxic stinking filth they spray every night so I wake up with muck and black filth sprayed on the floor in little sort of "pebble"-like shapes--tiny but like tiny pellets of black filth which absorb into the floor--which has been ripped up in portions and then sprayed with black paint-like substances so they are literally black with huge gouges and they pour stinking black tiny "pebbles' on these areas and then every day, regardless, spray stinking nasty filth on my bedlinens, my sleep wear, into my hair when I am sitting in a drugged detox stupor in front of this laptop trying to blot out their screaming "bitch loser" insults and "stupid ugly" mostly from the hateful yelling ugly mouth of this depp filth creep--I had been too attacked while writing an earlier post about how they stole, abducted my cat in a murder-like situation of having her thrown in the swimming pool nearby. The took a photo of her with a grimmace while she was fighting drowning. They had for 3 days prior to this episode had her breathing manipulated so she was choking and heaving for oxygen. She had never done that ever, and it happened so she would be weakened for them to abduct her without great resistance on her part. //Underneath this mobile phone photo was a caption like one of those "meme" internet things which are spread around regarding some aphorism or statement about politics, in one-word sentences. They wrote with sick psychopathic smug hate positing whether she was a cat or a crocodile and how funny that a cat smiled like a croc? She was fighting for her life as the people who had thrown her in the swimming pool took photos of her just to hack into my facebook feed. I did not save the photo (this happened during the first 2 weeks of the depp years of rape, culminating in this day of his filthy spawn daughter yelling loser at me while I was eliminating chunks of poison I barely manage to break into pieces with exercises and stretches, which are so minimal for any real exercise regimen my body is saturated in every joint and crevice with this poison which they added a hardening agent so the formerly semi-flexible poisons, which felt like cartilage or just natural soft tissue so I never had a single iota of a perception that I had been poisoned all my life. They began pouring injecting pounding raping this new agent into the mix when they began the murder regimen of poisoning--happeninng pre-depp but amplified at that time by the stallone manager of bar none (last name I can provide if anybody is ever concerned with actual lawful justice for me and advocacy for basic legal rights). The same level of sick stupidity sleazy violence is continuously the rallying centerpiece of all the "righteous fighters" in the "woke" spectrum with their nazi--outwardly nazi--partners who are not as vocal about their hate they sit back more silently smug and m aking a few "crush her" comments because the most offensively violent "liberal" partners must exhibit great proclivity to Nazi genocidal murder capabilites to prove they really are "in" the gang not any question and no holds barred they are the most vociferous and nasty openly within this range of protected and sheltered criminality in that L.A. domain of promotion (with politicians coming to laugh and smile looking like Nazis smug and smiling as their victims are tortured--the greasy sadistic smile I have seen on faces of elizabeth warren and amy klobuchar but warren is openly violently active in assaulting me in various ways in this group--but has openly presented herself to me only once--the first time when she partnered with my brother John, she assumed I was unconscious and in a black visual state (which I was, they can alter my range of visual perception while teleported) and also she assumed I was unconscious in my prime body sleep state, in deep theta sleep or delta, but then I had no mistake in her voice and had listened for years to her videos (not seeking her out for 95% of all the times I listened) but she elicits so much fake optimism with her yelling tirades and my desperate grasping for any support or help, this was at the beginning of the trump 2 era---my brother and family had rushed to join in like creeps they were so and always are very disgusting in this context and smug and smiling about being nazi colluders. That they helped put nazis in power is the same reaction as what oprah had done, (she very much helped put nazis in power and I yelled this at her for the nth time of her demands to explain my statement calling her a plantation icon aunt jemima for her endless smug and exploitation participation in having me poisoned raped she stole my idea for a wrinkle in time--to not let an autocratic techno-terror governance system override love and human compassion. She used the tech to monitor my thoughts and then when I associated her with the Malcolm X lecture on house v field slave and the terms uncle tom and aunt jemima were presented by Malcolm X as derivatives of the plantation slave system---she "heard" it through the monitoring tech and then in my deep sleep state, she asked me calmly "what do you think of me?" . At that point, it had been roughly 2 years of her gladly smiling hgging shitalina in a photo which was hacked on my system--the utter joy in participarting in a witch hunt lynch mob nazi group has always beeen the

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