Saturday, September 12, 2020

Every time I write about these attacks, the torturing terrorist bigots and their minority minions get more promotions. AS no one ever stops them, the progression of their fake opposition grows until really there is no opposition so I write and they consider this entertainment for their hate crimes to read of my pathetic begging on line, because all access to legal representation is literally blocked from not having people to defend me, help provide evidence, stop the violence and EVERYONE remains silent as I fight for my life. Hackers completely altered this blog "title"--they deleted commas and periods and strung sentences together, altered tense and rewrote words wrong. I leave it all in so readers can see how badly hackers alter what I fight to pound down and type.

 I really do not want to help them any longer by writing these posts.


I watch the YouTube videos that are craftily put on my front page, as I sit in a mind controlled daze and perform the surfing actions that are prescribed by the tech in their subliminal suggestions while the tech blasts into my brain sitting here.


I see entertainer news pundits repeating ideas I have written, whether this was intended or I just coincide with their philosophical ponderings and intellectual presentations. They are experts in these performances and there is no doubt that they are qualified to present their stuff. 

But I do know that when I express the rage (which so often is produced by the tech affecting my brain in their brain-mapping exercises.


I am at such a loss of words and ability to access my real capabilities right now, as the hackers are also blocking the keys.


I do not want to help promote them any longer. I fight to not write any longer as all I do is repeat what I have written, or I just continue to provide dull, but qualified parasites with material and fodder to steal and then regurgitate and repeat as their ideas, while I am stymied and blocked so completely my body is glued into paralysis and for years the parasites have exploited this and continued the poisoning to keep me stuck and going nowhere--they then call me all kinds of names implying what a "failure" I am but they are so superior because they enforce the racist stereotypical hierarchical roles inwhich they are exalted and I am under so much attack because I do not admire them or their roles or their pradigms and thus, I am outcast and tortured non-stop but they can't formulate original ideas. this applies so especially to the Nazi Europ-a people who have attacked me I forgot to name the English boring and nasty, endlessly making hate and snide jokes about me and people who he can't stand to see as a threat to him--his book is rife with such hate racist remarks and stereotypes but he's exalted by the anti-racist actors and feminist (oh he's extremely misogynist and a rapist but they don't care when it comes to me and not them or their group).


So I just remain quiet and not write any longer, at least not until after the next few months have proven that my theory is correct, that despite all the rhetoric they really want an autocratic system of bigot Nazis running America and the globe as well. "They" meaning the Progressives and the Liberals and the Feminists and the Anti-racist "fighters" who are fighting me with the worst bigots right behind them promoting them for endlessly and non-stop attacking me ,and as I continue to write asking this planet to defend and protect me and nothing ever stops them or this, I must remain waiting for any "change" and it's inevitable that those chosen to "represent" the alternative have of course been carefully chosen to never actually implement any threat to the worst of the worst bigot Nazi cartels operating under all these various names but with the same center of power operating to control them all some singular group al obeying and behaving like the dumb, sleazy and rotten mind-dead puppets who can formulate the words, concepts but lie and deceive to the degree that no one will ever really defend people in my position.


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And thusly: I cannot get on YouTube any longer to see any of the prolific news commentary or programs until after the rigged election puts more fake operators on the web and on YouTube to continue to crank out their fake oppositional stances. However, for now if there is the slight possibility that this new regime change, should it occur, may mean some end to this hell and torture situation (in my favor, not ending as in me dead or not fighting their muruder contract any longer, as that is what I consider this heinous situation, which most or all of you hacking in and reading this find so enjoyable as I remain fighting with no defense or support system---but I only see an eventual murder contract out on me and that is all I see this hate situation to be)


I have just done a huge laundry that wasn't even in the huge pile that was stinking so badly my closet reeks of fungus--this is the clothing I wear every day, which is just a few things that are now stained by terrorists with their mechanical arms getting through all the defenses I have spent over 2 years fighting to put on, while in pain, paralyzed and stuck drugged into a near coma situation as the parasites have not stopped torturing me with microwave and other physical tech attacks, mental and physical emotional alterations of brain/body continuum, and such other life-threatening attacks that on a daily basis for years means shock to nervous system leading in slow death/murder and other near-death situations like driving and being nearly hit or hit every time I drive--repeatedly too, for years every single time. But on and on, I go on and on 


I just did this pile of laundry that has been ripped, frayed, stained and stinking last night while I was sleeping. After washing the huge expanding pile, because everything I touched was stinking very badly, while it was clean last night before going to bed. After pouring bleach into the stinking washing machine, which has been broken so I must take sopping wet clothing and blankets out and dry them for one day or longer in some cases, the clothing was so rancid because on the patio the terrorists insert mechanical arms from the patio above . They poured stinking substances into the laundry while I was soaking it, my back was perhaps turned (I had closed the lid but how easy to just lift it up with the mechanical arms). I have had to spray almost an entire spray bottle of bleach water just to get the clothing to smell like bleach instead of like stinking putrid crap. The laundry soap is not polluted, as they sometimes do (pouring stinking powder substances into the powder laundry detergent).


And on and on, years and years and years of writing about this to no response but more parasites opting to attack me--all have new tv shows more promotions after winning top awards in every category--the list of them is enormous and for years they have converged upon me and obtained literally the highest positions in the media and elsewhere vital to the United States. Not a single human being around the world has approached me with any real assurance or support in all these years of writing about this after years of asking for help directly and being shunned, lied to endlessly and silenced non-stop.

I consider the devastation that has been killing people and destroying the country for the last year (or less) to be a product of either your inclusion in this genocide group (out of Europe and elsewhere, like China) or your silent obedience and gloating assurance that nothing will ever happen to you in regard to the upcoming Holocaust if you just participate and smile and laugh as people like me are being killed off--but you have already seen what has happened, and so many have become absolutely billionaire in status due to this group and their organizational "left" and "right" posturing.


As I write this the hackers are changing the pages and rewriting and etc etc it's crazy--they are sick and disgusting.


Rotten foul men I detest keep putting their faces on my internet searches and pages (out of ordinary news items I mean) and they disgust me, absolutely all of them (all of you).


And they are demanding a baby out of me so they and their "feminist" Nazi wives and children can continue to get free entitlement to lead positions, of course subordinataes to the bigot Nazi organization that sponsorts all these crimes and hate crimes along with the American bigots who absolutely throng and cheer the worst of the bigots attacking me into lead positions--without them, this would never have occurred.That means endless Nazi and Neo-Nazi groups in Florida, where the disgusting ignorant Italian mafioso thug creep has been handed free huge businesses after FAILING and malfeasance of his every business for yeas until he tortured me and is still coming after me along with his American "Italian-American" thug actor whose every movie has been, in my opinion, a blot on art and on culture but the disgusting bigots of America, love this boring thug macho crap and he's been going on attacking me for his promotions for 3 decades alongside this Italian thug


The English man connected to English Royalty (the Monarchy) is a nasty and mediocrity who has the "upper class" English snotty snide style, elaborate vocabulary and able to repeat what he's been taught to utter and the higher verbal expression of his "class" but a loathsome boring hateful bigot--endlessly defended by the feminists and anti-racists of H-wood


and that is is. I must remain silent from now on until at least after the fiasco is completed in a few months. 


My prediction is that one of my tormentors will not 'win" his bid for power. I have to only wonder if what might change in the realm of this attack system upon me will ever result in any real change. I consider my situation to be an absolute gauge of how corrupt the American sociopolitical situation really is  AS these criminals have no block to their violence towards me, the open pit aspect of their bottomless ugliness shows what they will do when there are no people willing to descry their hypoocritical stances. How low can they go? How much lower will this all go on the scale of morality and justice and law (for me)?


Not their brand of justice, as they all claim that I "deserve" to be raped, tortured, disfigured, my ideas stolen by them for over a decade non-stop as they poison me into hysteria and abuse me into traumatized verbose expulsions on the internet, they grab whatever they can steal from my writings and leave me begging for my life--for years. 


I must must stop writing because not only is no one doing anything to defend my human rights in any sense, but the criminals keep getting awarded for me responding, as if their ugliness is the sole consideration in how and who is to be promoted into the coveted positions of authority, of course they must remain mannequins and respond to orders and have no heart or soul. But they continue to put their rotten faces on my internet and I find them all detestable and want nothing to do with either helping any of them to obtain more power, or in giving some hateful male with his hateful wife and hateful children some 'baby" obtained out of rape and torture and death threats upon me so they can continue to put out movies and policies that are disgusting, empty, meaningless trivia to the fascist powers that have handed them these roles for their performances of behaving like genocidal filthy sick parasitic murdering pig apes.

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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...