Friday, September 25, 2020

Once again today, at a place where I pay rent for something, where I am psychologically viciously attacked every single month (going on years paying monthly for a motorbike rental at the same "business") I experienced the ravages of severe "mind control" and the psychological ploys to lure the target. Today you read about me as the target. Today you don't know that YOU are a target too. I could not fend off the brain-altering and mood/emotional shift brought on and the inserted subliminal words that I could not stop saying to hostile enemies as I laughed and my actions were entirely not my own my words were forced and I could not discern that it was happening while it was happening. Even though I knew beforehand, the thought that I had to be cautious literally was wiped out of my brain/mind. You may think this is happening to me and not to you in this case, many of you are too brazen in thinking that you are secure. I repeat that I could not begin to "think" about how I was being controlled even though I knew it was going to happen beforehand, and I could not stop the attack or my reaction or the forced words or behaviorisms brought upon by this tech/drugging interface. How many of you, with all circumspect awareness blocked out by your lack of caution, are being even more controlled than I am in seriously dangerous situations where you feel comfortable and relaxed , artificially so, around seriously deadly predators out to steal, rob, rape or destroy you?

 Since this keyboard is nearly inoperable, and I have had to buy so many items that were destroyed by terrorist stalkers this month (and every month) I have no more money until next month. I rewrote  the title which is almost like a mini-paragraph. My brain right now is under heavy fire from their tech. The keyboard of course is like pounding down on cement.


If I write anything it is going to be stolen, even some vocabulary words I use that are not part of the more common dialogue can be stolen.  


Writing about how my ideas or phrases, words and concepts are stolen puts me at jeopardy of being labeled negatively and thus it would be self-incriminating until there is some system put in place to help targets corroborate their claims.  It is too hard to write now. I have injured my thumb pounding down as hard as I can on this plastic key. 


How many years longer must I wait for any system to be put in place where I can get assistance in providing evidence for what has been foisted on me with this pernicious tech and these terrorists who are fighting now for a power grab of supremacy. I am searching for posts or videos on the actions that adversaries of this current "crisis of Democracy" which has been a stealth and fully supported action by the population at large for most of my life. Suddenly people are shouting that there is something wrong. .They never shouted this when they saw me under attack by "stalking" terrorists and their organization. 

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Stinking filth sprayed into areas I just cleaned. Hackers just froze the desktop for the 8th time in less than 2 hours. Every time I begin to write about their crimes they block all functionality in the midst of writing a potent senntence.//cleaning stinking dirty debris scattered all over my patio, with clumps of hair, little pieces of decorations I pasted onto objects, clumps of dirt after nothing happens but me being inside after having cleaned earlier. Then cleaning stinking filthy clothing which I have never worn, but was new when I got it--stinking sprayed while I as out of this room or while I was in it and sleeping and incognizant of their mechanical arm sabotage of my every item in my vicinity they can spray, make stinking, broken and ugly while mutilating ;my body without end so it's coated and covered with sliced blemished destroyed corrugated skin broken bones most hair gone etc etc tears streaming out of my eyes perpetually day and night for 20 years which newsom recalled in his administration of nazi rancid injustice towards me and he is still there profiting and exploiting abusing having me tortured he gets his next interview for presidency out of it his wife gets another "feminist" blonde nazi heroic christian vanity project to augment the nazi rise to power of the demo-rat party candidate making jokes as his campaign platform plus a repeat of slogans.//Another area I had cleaned earlier bestrewn with sticky mess that adheres to my skin along with hair pieces which were scattered in the oily and greasy sticky stuff but sprayed finely into the area, which is black underneath the ground which I had decorated after they slashed and made the floor dirty they then sprayed literally with black paint substance stuff which of course nothing gets out, it won't even begin to rub off. This is all over the completely mauled floor. Oh, while I must fight to get any words out as hacking to the keyboard makes typing without typos impossible, literally---they underline with spell check more "sophisticated" vocabulary I use so any higher elevation of my verbal skills is daunted or stopped as much as possible. //My body STILL bloated with a hard, literal bulge of poisons on my left side but extending all over my back to form a shelf structure that NEVER comes out just fighting it daily for 20 years and fighting to stop the bloating poisoning for over 30 years and fighting to get health care for over 40 years and fighting to not be attacked, whether conscious of the attack or not but getting away from pigs who exploited me using drugging and mind control obfuscation of wary consternation of threats to my environment--all is blanked out so stinking and dirty creeps can inflict and pour their hate and racist animosity at me including women of course whoa re also rapist nazis even when they are jewish, black or whatever skin color, shape or nationality.//THe filthy sick dirty celebrities NONE OF WHOM I ever, ever ever wanted any proximity to just in drugged malleable state I watch the crap they hack onto my youtube while I sit in utter sickness detoxing from the poison they and everybody else had dumped poured pounded injected and otherwise inflicted upon me without my awareness as they smiled and handed me plates of poison and drinks of rape. //

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