Thursday, September 10, 2020

Terrorist report: September 11, 2020.

 Every day is a day of terrorism aimed at my body, home and brain, mind, soul and spirit and finances and everything I love and have obtained through my effort.


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Returning to this torture studio/surveillance rape and violence slow murder place I have been forced to live in, with absolutely no other alternative possible. All searches are confined to one or two responses from vicious and deadly attackers posing as landlords . If legitimate landlords, they have their current tenants move out immediately, ostensibly to higher levels of living standards as this group has unlimited finances for these terrorist activities. No expense is denied those who perform the domestic terror attacks.


The area of the cabinet under the "kitchen" sink which is merely a tiny space in this tiny room with a built-in sink, a disgusting and marred countertop that has been damaged, chipped and stained by the terrorists after I moved in, as I am supposed to be responsible for all damages, the entire space has been damaged and is broken and stinking, spattered with stains that won't come out, plus filthy grime that I must scour with bleach to get out--all white surfaces are sprayed with black and brown greasy substances that leave a brown slime residue on any white tissue.


Every place I have lived in for years has been attacked in the kitchen pipe system. Leaking water dripping non-stop for years from one place I have been forced into to the next. For years in this one place I now reside, the people on the other side are inserting their mechanical arms and spraying a stinking substance that permeates through the cracks of the cabinet doors that don't close properly because they have been cut for the purpose of being crooked and leaving spaces.  I have had to plaste paper, glued onto the walls from the center of the back of the cabinets to the front doors, taped and then of course prior to all that I sealed silicone around all edges. Then, I have pounded in hooks on all corners and into all the middle spaces. Not enough. For at least 8 months the terrorist have been pouring stinking black water into the area, after I have had to stuff rubber matting into the open cracks, which means almost the entire top and middle areas of the cabinet doors have rubber matting pressed down into the cabinet doors that are almost open spaces of nearly one inch in some places.  Huge holes cut into the door frame of the cabinet doors. I have put plastic trays to create a space where the water can drip down--the area of the pipes I have plastered over and taped over so the water won't drip down (it's being inserted when I lieave and from the other side anyway) stinking fungus emits from the doros and a small pool of black-flecked water is stagnating on the trays. i have so many other areas of this tiny, miniscule studio to try to block other areas of entry that this is the area that I dread having to open I have to wait until at least the next day after finally having the strength to leave this room as detosx from hard poisoning has left me unable to move, paralyzed, for nearly 10 years now and they keep putting this poison in my food and body and drugging me into near comatose levels of inertia.


I have to clean this, every time stinking puddles of fungus and the entire area of the cabinets stinks of mold and fungus. 


The floor is littered with debris and grime and dirt to a level that after I cleaned it I am replacing what the terrorists have ripped off the floorboards that I spent a few months fighting to pay for and put on, absolutely damaged and destroyed and turned into a disgusting filthy and ripped up stinking mass of broken ripped shredded pieces of huge poster material I covered twice, made beautiful and covered with layers of packaging tape so it looked like a beautiful mosaic--cut every day by the mechanical arms that I absolutely cannot stop from entering this room, every single night. Filth smeared into the cut and shredded areas so the room literally was stinking and I could not clean, bend or remove all of it until recently. More time hurting my body bending and removing the endless shredded and stinking material. Only to return and sweeping one time the dust pan is filled nearly 1/3 with dirt, debris an;d I just cleaned it two days ago, before having left the room yesterday.


My boots, my one and only pair of shoes. Pouring rain yesterday forced me to have to get soaked in the rain. I usually put my boots in a plastic bag, tied and then in a corner. For some reason, the terrorists either can't reach my shoes in this position or they are too busy cutting into my body every night--my teeth are continuously being cut into as they terrorists want me to lose my loser teeth which they have broken and keep cutting gum tissue out of. They also keep cutting into my foot where they broke my toe, to cause blood flow loss and make my toes broken and damaged--they just re-broke my toe a few months ago after I began to fight back against one of the outspoken "liberal" fascist Nazi bigots out of Europe (England in this case) or his fellow bigot a real Nazi out of Denmark, but this was their attack upon me with these terrorists in the rooms next to mine, on all sides, on all floors the entire building has been relegated for this sole purpose of this terror operation against me (as most rooms are vacant in the entire area--floors are deserted,, etc).  I have been writing about these attacks for years, but alas, no one can do anything because of course you are all too comfortable in your luxury and repose to do anything drastic like care about every crime being committed against me. Just look at all the prisons and by now you are all numbed and pacified by your entitlements and your promotions and inertia derived therein.


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My boots which I had to hang on my clothing rack are now covered with fungus, stinking in the interior and scratched, the leather has been damaged. Last night the boots had only been soaked iwth water, have been sitting in front of a 16" fan blowing at high speed all night, with the opening of the boots directly a few inches from the fan's air blast--they are dry but covered with scratches, stink of fungus, and are damaged. I have only one pair of shoes, mostly due to how hard it is to find women's shoes here in Thailand that are my size, and also because I need more flat shoes due to the injuries on my spine. I also cannot afford to pay for anything, and all I do with my money is replace what the terrorist  break and destroy, and every single month the list of items I must replace in addition to materials I have not stopped buying with all the extra money I may be able to save, for fighting to stop the mechanical arms from getting into my home--on the $700 the terrorists have forced me to fight to survive on.(I takeout less than that every month, to try to save money as well--as the terrorist operation has forced me into a dangerously precarious financial and otherwise serious threatening situation but I cannot elaborate on this, they know and threaten me with the damages they have forced upon me as part of the trump card game they always play of coercion, threat of death and torture homelessness murder of me or my cat(s) and etc etc it never ends.



I am pounding down on keys and fighting to write. And to think, it's like my head is spinning. As I type, the hackers are absolutely blocking the space bar, stopping letters from appearing, and they keep on rewriting what I publish to discredit me.


This is my reward for sticking up for my human rights and no one ever caring to stop them or help me. I fight also for any future people who will be forced into prostituted sex slavery using these microchips and th8is hate system (with all it's superficial trappings of pseudo-religious affiliation). But no one can defend me obviously I must sit here begging for years for anyone to care enough to get me into a safe living space. Perhaps the absolute destruction of the world and the economic crashes along with the wealthy becoming billionaires overnight from the pandemic might convince some of you that something foul is amiss and that the technocrats are devious and do not care about you, the minions they rely on for their genocide and hate operations--


Perhaps you should care and do a bit more to protect human rights. 


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Without going through the post and then seeing hacker rewrites and then spending half an hour to simply pound down and rewrite what has been destroyed in this discrediting operation: I have also pounded hooks onto all the outsides of all cupboard doors, making even the slightest of movement impossible. All cabinets have huge open wide spces at the bottom, in the center and on top of all of the doors so these one-millimeter mechanical arms can break through the wooden panels (laser wood cutters simply cutting around the secured/hooked areas) and then with extremely clever means, inserting these arms through the openings from behind the panels--the other room--the flimsy superficialmaterial that covers the panels on my side--which resemble the cheap wood painted coverings-I believe the panels are being removed from the other side and these tiny, most professional perhaps DARPA conceived (or private contractors? The group attacking me has obtained all the ownership of all businesses or they use the mafia influence to coerce the owners to participate--I have seen this happen in some of the "mom & pop" stores here in Phuket where the owners are unwilling to attack me. They sit with grim frowns while the groups of attackers assault me in their "covert" operations. I know they are rooting for me  and sometimes they offer me free items and a slight, hidden smile of support. They never appear again when I return to the same shop. 


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ALl the cabinets are likewise hooked on the exteriors of the doors, with the huge cracks along all the sides and tops and bottoms, stuffed with rubber matting All other areas of entry are blocked off and this is my summarization of how I am endlessly being maimed and disfigured nightly. I have not listed or even begun to list how many attacks there are on my body every single night in this manner of break-in. I have to sleep with a head cap to try to stop them from shredding my hair any longer. I wear thin light-weight gloves with socks over my hands, and the terrorists still manage to insert objects under my middle finger cuticles. I am losing, completely a nail on my right hand from over 6 years of this going on and on, every single night. There is much more


too hard to write. Any discrepancy in this post or any post, spelling or grammar typo or mistake is mostly due to hackers. Impatience with pounding down and fighting to get keys to operate or function makes me neglect to use proper grammar such as inserting comas or pounding down and backspacing on the capital letter tab or etc etc etc


the list of deformations of my body I have in no way begun to express in this post. 


When will anyone defend me and stop this crime against me? They want to force a baby out of me I ask this world to stop this crime and let me live in peace, my cats returned, this stalking stopped, and my finances in some way reimbursed from years of financial devastation and discrimination from tis global enterprise attacking me.


I want to live ALONE and not have a BABY as some generator of some experiment where the abusers are allowed to torture, ,rape and disfigure me, steal allI work for and claim it as their own and their "right" and "entitlement" to do so. Sneering at me in contempt, destroying my home and body and then raping, torturing and attempting to murder me when I fight back. 


This is the future of your Brave New World Technocracy for many people, Ibeleive I am not the only one or ever will be.


Please have a bit more compassion for the human race and the future than doing nothing and watching all of this unfold, secure in your protected status, as that might fail when the people controlling you want more "lebensraum" and your home or property or land or money or ideas or children to rape.



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Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. 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They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. 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They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.