Thursday, September 10, 2020

Me as the symbol; Israel as the goal. British Israelism aka Christian Identity. Many a murdering bigot belongs to this group. My English attackers are anti-Semitic to the core (I mean those who are attacking me and have teleported and tortured and tried to murder me, who are STILL stealing ideas from me because they are mainstream mediocrity and hatemongering bigots with no imagination and really are SATANISTS underneath all their posturing).


 

Please note that this post is written while I am very under "Mind control" attack. I realize it reads like a hate rant. The unproven but factual theorizing (yes, a truism) is due to years of personal and direct experience of attackers and their lies and threats and then later seeing how they steal and rob what they first claim they "hate". I only am a "representative" of their object of hate. I do not claim any affiliation with the Jewish sect or it's community but I am labeled as such, and thus, I must analyze the content of the attackers. The emotional content is due to murder attempts backed by racist ideology 


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From the title of this post, to continue:

And I mean SATANISTS and I do know for sure, because of their symbolism aimed at me perpetually for years completely are what is called "Black Magick" operational death curses and stifling and silencing omens.


But that would be for a short story or something if I ever am not blocked from typing to any real extent by hackers. They keep me (these bigots who are associated with the English MONARCHY who are part of the infiltration of the Hollywood "A-list" group, offering endless prizes in Europe in exchange for being a part of this cartel. This includes those at highest levels of the power structure outside of the Hollywood gang bang rape culture milieu. 


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As my attackers are--many are--from England, and have attacked me most viciously (barely survived being poisoned to death, killed in accidents, and tortured so my immune system would fail for over 10 years without an end) as ideas are stolen by mediocrities posing as"alternative". Even a hair dye color was stolen as they have made my hair fall out for years.

The same applies in a direct parallel with the concept of a spiritual hegemony that "Israel" represents as "The Promised Land" for the "God's Chosen People" myth. All a direct tie to the same operation of usurpation and destruction of the originator.

I have met a few (like maybe more than 100,000) of these Christian Identity adherents in my lifetime (maybe more like 500,000). The ones who openly espoused this pseudo-religiopolitical (mafia Nazi bigot no-justification lynch mob rule global lobby) have also most viciously attacked me. In Gainesville, Florida I was put into contact, of course by "chance' when looking for an apartment (so many attack situations have occurred in housing situations, or searching for housing). Prior to the death order of poisoning me to death with bloating poisons, the family of this "Christian Identity" female,who poisoned me directly at her home in a "family" Sunday gathering, told me that, "We're gonna fatten you up!!!" and a month later,I began to pour on weight after being thin, active but still bloated and poisoned but I was always dieting and exercising--which began the final phase of poisoning to death. I put on 20 pounds in two months after having met with them, until bloating so badly I could barely walk until I finally had to leave the country altogether.

Now I am living in not-posturing Christian Thailand where the bigot mafia Nazi former Christians are relieved of their Sunday ordeals (or those who leave their "Christian" countries to come on "holiday" from their posturing exertions.) The "demand" for bars, massage "Happy ending" services and outdoor activities far outweigh any fiscal consideration of religious services, especially in the Christian domain. After years of living here, and driving around, I admit due to this poisoning illness leaving me dehabilitated, I have driven all over the island but have stuck mostly with the central and southern parts of Phuket--you can barely find an open church here. There is one single church I have seen in Phuket town that is never open, no people go in or out--no services that are open I cannot find any--(there may be some but not in the densely packed areas where I have lived on the Southernmost areas of this Island--the other areas, I am loathe to find a single operational Church anywhere.) In other words, they are either openly something akin to being Satanists, or they lie to themselves but mostly they put up a lying front that they care about these "Christian" values but are hiding their real, absolutely Imperialist, Colonialist, Nazi and all those other titles, and "they"--the masses and waves of tourists out of Europe I have been endlessly attacked by, the "ex-pats" who live here and are entrenched in plantation slave-ownership mentality. "They" are keen on quietly, through these media representatives that "they" are assisting by attacking me, in their goals of global domination through genocide, death, theft of all, endless glorification of obtaining slave plantations disguised as wealth and privilege with death as their main modus operandi; and they want to devour Israel and claim it as their own identification with "God" and taking over the "Holy Land"--however, they are evil and Satanic and demonic GENOCIDAL bigots, Nazis, Mafia and whatever else they claim they are openly but secretly really belong to the same group, operating in a seamless terror death squad operation to eliminate any intelligent life outside of their mediocrity and banality, hate and usurpation of all resources for their endless plantations springing up worldwide.

Please note my brain and laptop are under extreme attack and I cannot write with the clarity I would otherwise be able to at least vaguely be able to express. What appears as bigoted blanket statements on my part is also due to the fact that I cannot type with hacking making it impossible, and my brain is under attack so I get "lost' fighting to keep on the same thought for more than 5 seconds...etc etc the attacks are numerous. As always, this is what always is the case when I fight to pound down on keys and express this crime in these posts that are hacked and blocked from public appraisal or response.

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When "they" take over Israel, in it's newly fomented headquarters in Jerusalem,, you can bet the assassinations will not cease until the real "Jews" are eliminated. As with the rest of the plan for the Mideast area, it will resemble Florida after the genocide of the Indians with blonde Nazis claiming they "own" the Holy Land.

THAT IS THE PLAN, as I see it. As with all this group does to me, the micro and the macro: first they "hate" the originator, insulting and (murdering) and then they usurp and steal what they first claim they "hate" after they eliminate it as a threat to the lie that they are "SUPERIOR" AND in fact, they really want to "own" the title of being "God's Chosen" but their GOD IS THE LORD OF THE FLIES.


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Now: I got off the laptop and returned and tried to read the first few paragraphs and saw that as usual, words had been both changed and deleted. I also got lost in backspacing and correcting and "forgot' to include other ideas that I had wanted to write, such as I cannot write at any length but all I am capable of pounding out due to hacking constraints are basic very short-worded concepts, which are then stolen by these mediocre megadoners who finance the operations which keep them in the holiday camps of genocide, torture,theft, slavery, death and  all that they are on a micro scale demonstrating to me every single time I leave this room to go shopping I see their real intentions. 


IN good old Europe, there are churches blazing the Hell out of the silence of the post-Nazi security of the mediocrities. I posted a few Fassbinder movies (the cool one, not the bigot Nazi actor who is famous now,but the assassinated Reiner Werner Fassbinder who I believe was poisoned and appeared bloated and confused prior to his final blow, through a "drug overdose" just as he was going to make another genius rendition of the hypocrisy and lies of the German State, which he recognized as becoming full-fledged Nazism once more--a movie about the JEWISH ACTIVIST who was also assassinated by the German State (the apparatus prior to the Gestapo)--ROSA LUXEMBERG, who was a huge proponent of Socialism that the Germans stole (as the bigots always do ) as their own concept, as Germany is a huge Socialist State nowadays, and the Nazis claimed this facet of Socialism, took the pundits who had perhaps once supported someone like Luxemberg, and as these bigots always do, killed her and then stole the idea and claim it as their own. What I see is colonialization with all it's corresponding genocidal murder apparatus disguised as holiday fun in Thailand and "investment" in SE Asia. 


And this is too hard to type any longer. My fingers (motor skills from brain attacks) won't move to keys, the keys are being juxtaposed by hackers, and my brain and head and body feel like I am being spun around and am dizzy and can't concentrate any longer to fight to pound down and backspace.


Meanwhile the people who have been stealing everything  from me, from my cat to my ideas to my body to my home to everything, welcomed with top prizes for participating--including Jews or those who call themselves these terms---the same applies to "Jews" or any other religion who participate in this crime, as really for many people, especially those who participate in this hate crime I experience every moment of my life, they have no connection to any "higher" spiritual source,and their religious lobbies are social groups aimed at cohesion of power and influence. I can't pound down any longer and fight to think with all these attacks upon me any longer....

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.