Monday, September 28, 2020

It's really a gumdrop-coated creep(le), not a sweet fun A-list celebrity warm (check conniving) sympathetic clown. The effect of drug/brain-altering tech/subliminals on how perception of malevolent media icons creates a murderous regime.

 *Please note that hacking will infringe on this post and alter content and delivery. The keyboard is so blocked it is impossible for me to really elaborate on my meaning, and the words I finally am able to type out will be rewritten by hackers and/or deleted after I publish the comment**


Yesterday, on Facebook, while I was searching for clips on Mozart's Die Zauberfloete (The Magic Flute) the search results became hacked to include, as my internet is always hacked to perform this function, of inserting clips from movies or "progressive" commentary or faces from creeple who have attacked me in teleportation (along with the enormous throng of the ever-expanding list, now including YouTube "Progressive" commentators, who I have deemed to be more violent and sinister than some of the open advocates for those who they claim they are hissing at in hate in their lengthy and daily hate videos about how defunct their IDOLS who are paying them--are). I posted a clip of a movie that showed up on a YouTube search result which had not been in the previous list before I clicked on a video on the list, opened a video, then clicked "back" and this new movie insert, with the actress who has, not many times but viciously enough, attacked me in concert with the team of racists, rapists, "feminists", "fighting against racism" entertainers. All "friends" and all winning award after award and handed new top roles and tv shows, top prizes and top everything after they teleport and attack me. This is not to say that their artistic efforts in many respects are unworthy, only that there appears to be a much greater chance of being handed awards if they participate, either openly towards me or from behind the scenes, as I suspect there are many, many others who are winning but give orders, advice on how to dismember, attack, rape or steal ideas for their insidious promotions.  I don't know how many others who do not visually appear to me in these hate teleportation attacks have also been approved and promoted in like manner, but have never made it known to me that they are participants, observing perhaps in the background shadows and/or giving torture/mutilation and Nazi torture methodology (add Russian, and whatever other violent oppressive regime using standard torture methodology these "compassionate" "Liberal" actors/musicians/writers/directors are being trained in by their "handler" and more established controller puppet masters.)


Here was the gooey, soft-spoken actress who, in my unbiased (although it would seem otherwise) conviction that she played her most convincing role as a fashion fascist manager of a designer company--absolutely aiming at foreign fashion as the epicenter of the universe. This sentiment of having Paris as a fashion and cultural Mecca is one of the main reasons why these celebrity clowns so adamantly adhere to the Nazi fascist paradigm. In "real life" they pay absolute obsequious deference to their Cannes and Parisian infiltrator partners who they defer all to, so it appears to me in this torture and European-based torture system. That one of the main torturing bigot rapist intellectual property thieves who has stolen idea after idea from me for over 20 years by now, is intimately connected to English royalty as his father was one of the Royal painters (using the old style classical portrait style), and the other who has gone after me non-stop, in allegiance with a H-wood creeple actor whose movies I could never stand and I only "thought" the first of his never-ending series of boxing idiots and the other super-violent movies about vets slashing and killing as the "Underdog" theme pervades his every movie, while he is the most vicious parasitic usurper and parasitic user and predatorial abuser possible. This other one comes from Italian mafia, who also has tortured me to obtain ideas. 


These are the "leaders" of these "actor" clown abusers, users, parasites and haters.


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To add to everything else, such as decades of poisoning with toxins that harden into the cells, muscles, bones,  vertebrae, skull, and feet, viscerae, and block  movement, stuff up my internal organs, produce a stifling effect on thought, movement and behavior that I am fighting and have been for 20 years to detox from, heal from, the insidious parasites do everything possible to first rape and then turn around and insult, abuse and torture me after hypnotizing me into "believing" that I am "deeply in love" with rotten creeps who, upon waking from these disgusting sleazy men raping me as I respond, absolutely shunned by society, drugged and paralyzed so I have remained inert, bedridden for 2 decades (increasingly as they Nazi group increased the hardening chemicals into the bloating and mind control drug mixture--the last stage of murder in other words)

after I began to concentrate and fight them off me in this sleeping, hypnotized state--

I would write posts about things that made me happy, under extreme drugging while bedridden. This happened with MOZART Arias and some other music that I love and played as a child,  which greatly influenced me and turned me on to playing classical violin. One song created this desire to play violin, and that was Saint Saens "The Swan". I also posted video clips of Mozazt's Queen of the Night aria "Der Hoelle Rache". These two songs were prominently included in the movie,  from this actress who made the starring role, but I posted these classical pieces in chronology at least one year before this movie came out. As the contract on me has appeared all these years: for some reason these European and American fascist Nazi white pig ape males, who I "met" (created meetings, absolutely orchestrated by them, and never by me I would never approach creeps like this, and I ran from them when I did meet them, which made them more determined to grasp and suck out every single thing possible from me in their hate, ugliness and mediocrity--but they are WEALTHY EUROPIG APE at the apex of their power structure, but due to the mediocrity but trained in classical art educations back in Europigapeland Nazi-post art world, they are keen to infiltrate America and usurp it's talent, wealth and the American pig apes like the ending list of them that I have made vague reference to lately, or directly throughout all these years, pay absolute homage to these meticulously boring and essentially in creative terms inept Europigape rapist murdering bigot leaders who have been expressly put into these positions to infiltrate and manipulate the American media towards the direction of this Nazi overtake of the United States, The media being one of the main forefronts of this effort, a unified and global effort indeed.

That ties into this movie which I will only give the clip, copied and pasted here, which I wrote yesterday but woke up this morning, after a night of being tortured by their mechanical arms because I write these angry posts about their theft of my writing, which is only stolen in brief part and turned into their hate-propaganda but disguised, like this actor appears (this female American blonde bigot, of course one of the leaders of the A-list celebrity Nazi establishment installment going on decades now--). I have watched very few of her movies, because the first one I saw made me slightly nauseous, as she played some "jewish" woman or something like that in a concentration camp. Even back then, when it came out in the 80's, I found her so pathetically weak and offensive in her characterization and role, it was insulting to the real victims--and I have met some of them. That this creep, and her last name rhymes with Creep so this is my "immature" connection but it truly actually fits into her inter-personal hate attack personality that I encounter every time she teleports me (as do they all behave like creeps. She is one of the more benign of the lot, which is not saying very much in favor whatsoever).


She made: Two other movies making absolute deference to Europeans and their "cultural" "hegemony", (according to these sell-out pig ape whores, bought by foreign powers and brainwashed themselves, probably drugged up and under mind control with their own "handlers" perhaps even their agents telling them what to do and say and think, which of course they obey wholeheartedly as they are paid in millions for this behavioral performance which becomes fully embedded into their psyches).

WHILE I SIT IN FRONT OF THIS LAPTOP I AM BEING ATTACKED BY SOME TECH WHICH EITHER FORCES MY BRAIN TO EMIT HORMONES, OR THERE IS A DRUG/TECHNOLOGY INTERFACE WHICH INSERTS SUBLIMINAL "SUGGESTIONS" COMBINED WITH THE DRUGGING AND OTHER BRAIN-MAPPING TECH which completely alters my decision-making capabilities. It's like being smothered mentally with a blanket and in a kind of lethargic daze watching movies I never want to watch, clicking on the links of crud actors (on a personal level) who I do not want to endorse in any way. There was her video, and while drugged up, EXTREMELY SICK yesterday as clumps of hard poison came out from my over 10 years of detox, sitting in a daze literally unable to move due to stagnant hardening bloating chemicals coming out yesterday and the residue of their trapped poisons coming out all day long as well--toxic bloodstream elimination--not trying to sound scatological here but the REALITY is that this keeps me in one stagnant position--so sick but aware and awake enough to need to divert the sickness into some kind of mesmerizing activity to block the sickness, but literally unable to move and get anything else done. Also too sick to concentrate so I can only watch the equivalent of dumbed down media brainwashing dumbing-down movie fodder. I have many files downloaded of extremely necessary and important and educational matter, but I am literally too drugged up (also  drugged up daily with food content). 

I had decided long ago not to click on these videos with the actors who perform in these roles who also PROFIT off teleporting and torturing and participating in murder operations, dismemberment and absolute destruction of  my home and body and life and finances and they have even stolen my one loving sentient being companion--my cat.

But to continue: I clicked ANYWAY and then wrote a positive review but ONLY IN TERMS OF THE COMEDIC CONTENT of this clip, where she plays a "society" female in the 40's-50's or maybe the 1930's, I did not look up the time-reference. She lives in the movie in some upper class neighborhood like Park Ave., or 5th Ave===the cherished goal. Her husband, in the movie and in real life, is English and of course, in the film he  cheats on her, has an English lover. This is a real-life trend I have seen with these Europigapes who come over and marry into American citizenship and money and then poison, divorce or murder the wealthy, get established into American society, and then once they either kill off, cheat on, or divorce their American target they revert back to their real love, their fellow Europigape infiltrators. I have seen this same scenario in stark  real-life situations many times on South Beach, because I was around so many perpetrator stalkers who became very established by targeting me (the Europigapes) some of them already had their citizenship papers, but all of them had droves of Europigape hater backing and obtained leadership positions on South Beach after attacking me. This was when I sold cigars as an "independent" vendor along Ocean Drive and in clubs--which restricted my sales to only being "allowed" to operate for the American-owned but Italian mafia backed tiny little club--which after a few decades of attacking me, is now the Italian mafia and French mafia-controlled area with the former American owners killed, kicked out, and pushed down in the hierarchical scale of ownership and leadership. One of the main ways of achieving this goal is to penetrate sexually and "romantically", the bs "romance" of these murdering bigots out of Europigapeland is amazing. 

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I became engrossed with her clown performance mocking Mozart's aria. The movie itself, after watching the first 20 minutes or so, made me come to the "unbacked" realization that this was another example of these actors, musicians, writers, et al who hack or are handed these concepts that I write of, because the Europigapes who control the media and also POLITICS can't stand me or to see me be "allowed" to have an iota of opportunity to have any semblance of a career. They have of course relegated me through poisoning and torture to cleaning incessantly to stop sepia and blood poisoning death, fighting endlessly to eliminate hard poisoning from my body (a decade of effort with all economic capability for earning completely blocked from me by them) while detoxing under non-stop electronic torture and violence from every angle, every minute of every single day and night) and etc etc all I write of daily for years which "no one" can ever stop or defend me from or stop them in any way. Gloating and disgusting and sleazy that they really are. Back to the "point" of this post regarding this movie about the socialite attempting to become a concert classical music performer but who screeches and the audience laughs like it's a cute, fun but acceptable performance. 

The actress herself appear, as I alluded to above,  like a sugar-coated sweet, gooey and pleasant gumdrop. She so tender and placid in her interviews that I have seen. Absolutely nasty when she teleports me. A creep behind the gumdrop coating of soft, pliable warmth. Thus my title of this blog. The various tricks and guises these creeple actors and performers and especially the blathering Progressive and Democrat politicians employ as their concealment strategies are far more reprehensible and much more deadly than the mere  clownish silly facades of charitable humanitarian intellectual performances these media pigape-controlled clowns perform to entice viewers into "believing" that they are warm and wonderful human beings. This also is an absolute mirror repetition in the movie I have not literally named but which I allude to here. This gumdrop coated extremely wealthy socialite, with the very nice, and wonderful English husband who actually is in love with his daughter-aged English partner in another apartment somewhere  else (in the movie)--all loving, kind, warm, but just a tiny bit fractious when it comes to defending their titles that they automatically expect to be revered, which are in the movie. The establishment of wealth and privilege without having to bare snarling teeth and attitude is made evident in this movie. The wanna-be's scrambling for power and money on the lower ranks of society are only the more VISIBLE paradigm that these "wealthy" entitled "leaders" of society conceal in their warm, gumdrop coated society attire performances. In this film, this society leader who was involved in numerous society groups, mostly concerned with emulating as best as possible all things "romantaic" European (classical music being one such thing to copy and imitate)--but because MY FAMILY is of New York descent, and they were the imitators of this fashion, Europigape fashion elite wanna be crowd (of course blocked unless they became the minority minion obsequious supporters of those who would steal, rape, rob and murder them when they were "finished" using and exploiting them) but---I am aware of this fashion, socialite crowd and the extreme NASTINESS that is embedded into such titles of power and wealth. The facade that some woman at the pinnacle of this very aggressive, and nasty power-grabbing financial aristocracy is warm, kind of stupid, dopey, not grasping not conniving not a gossiping goose in her fight for power and supremacy....? No, this is a completely false representation on the part of this creep actor who embodies this very dualistic contradiction.


I am waiting to (not) see the videos created by these other creeps who pose as "Progressives" but are immature, spiteful "defenders" of freedom, Democracy and human rights who have attacked me extremely viciously who are going to steal my vocabulary because they can only made insults, refer to Politico analysis of how the politicians are operating and then regurgitate this information into their "infomercial" vidoes which are so publicized in a way in the "news" spectrum for representing the "liberal" and "Progressive" and so unfortunately the absolutely fascist Nazi-controlled "Democratic" party. And people wonder how America can be so imbued with fascist Nazi mentality?


I have not written in any way at the capability I am naturally possessing, the keyboard has been turned into something like an adversary to pound words out. I get tired of exerting so much effort on my fingers to pound all this down. I am going to try to continue just a bit>

I was drugged and brainwashed into viewing this clip by this actorcreep I had vowed to never pay any attention to. She or her agents had her movie clip inserted into my search results, and then I was drugged, subliminally "programmed" to watch this movie clip. I laughed  and said that this performance was "well done". I downloaded the movie and began to watch it until I got to the point of understanding that I personally had posted clips of at least two classical pieces that were most prominently displayed in this movie. The contract out on me, as I must try to re-establish, is to steal my ideas and regurgitate them back into Nazi and fascist ideological brainwashing media content, and then to put it all hacked prominently on my every search or news information site so I am then subliminally guided to click on it. Once I react in anger to the theft, I write about it on Facebook or here, and the actors or writers or politicians begin a slew of physical hate crimes, teleportation to abuse, hate, yelling insults, being grabbed, tortured, my home made more stinking (but this is done every single day non-stop regardless). The attacks increase and they smear my internet  with their  faces afterwards. They then win top awards and get new deals which are evident a few weeks or months later. As I had begun to write above, but was mind controlled to digress from, this is due to the hate of the racist Nazi bigots who have completely controlled the US media and political sphere for an undetermined (by me) number of DECADES. The endless idolatry of all things European (Europigape Nazis really) is revolting to me because I have lived in post-genocidal Europe for maybe 10 years of my life (or many only 8 years). I believe that when these celebrities and politicians are invited to own castles and mansions in Europe, they are treated to endless gumdrop smiles and romantic  wiles which they devour like greedy pigs at a trough of never-ending tantalizing goodies that are really hate-stricken death candies but they believe they are imbibing gumdrop coated Manna.

They then emulate these behaviors and of course undermine all that is really "American" like Freedom of Speech, Freedom of Expression, a Bipartisan Republican "Democracy" and etc etc. These gumdrop coated crap movies completely brainwash people into viewing the wealthy as being warm and kindly, and everything Europigape like classical music as being the example of the epitome of music and culture.


My family, the larger scope not just my immediate family members but most out of the original NYC area, who rose to prominence, (in their circles, not in the bigot Nazi circles which this bigot Nazi actor represents in her bigot Nazi-sponsored movie portraying absolute lies and distortions of this upper class culture as being benevolent and silly with happy social groups that never viciously gossip and backstab to gain power and prominence and leadership within--as my family as the wanna-ba's aspired so endlessly and emulated so incessantly)-- aspired so badly to be a part of this system that they sold me as a torture and experiment victim so they would not be absolutely shunned by this level of society. Only included into these Nazi societal circles, the upper middle class or on the edge of wealthy suburbs like Great Neck, NY, by completely adhering to these standardized sets of behaviors. The obsession with classical music as one form of social posturing of course Iw was personally trained into which my aspiring family also adopted as their own entrance into society. My mother studied classical piano at Vassar College before dropping out to marry the Yale graduate attorney. Always one or many steps short of being truly accepted into the ranks of this upper crust very vicious, extremely racist society that this actor creep and her ilk bow down to and represent, and in this movie I have since deleted and will not continue to watch--I can only state that her performance as a clown mimicking an historical personality figure of NYC, was well done in terms of a clown performance in singing.It was really hilarious and I  was laughing during that. The rest of the movie was a media sham and I realized almost immediately that this gumdrop coated superficial actor who has been very nasty in attacking me in teleportation is involved in stealing the ideas of the two songs that were almost displayed within 20 minutes into the movie. I have not watched nor will I watch the rest of the movie, which I assume only continues to portray this English actor who has also infiltrated the US media and California H-wood scene with his commentary on pop music, is established, and embodies this critical analysis that I write of here (at least in the film, he may be one of the silent observers offering suggestions on how to torture, rape, exploit and steal the ideas to incorporate these ideas into further promoting Eurocentric media propaganda aimed at installing a fascist, Nazi style regime in the United States. All operated through the media arm of the global corporate conglomerate system, orchestrating all these increasingly successful efforts to do so, so far. That I believe and know I was chemically and with it's interface technologically induced into "believing" without question the underlying and subliminal content which is brainwashing political social engineering is what people should be taking much more seriously in the public debate and awareness than they are now. This has all been relegated to "conspiracy theory" so far.


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The bare-teethed and snarling wanna-be aristocrat living in Beverly Hills with yachts,  stables of lovers (whores, serving obeying sucking cleaning and f*ing, just as the Europigapes have here in Thailand through all their genocides, IMF and World Bank fiasco Developing World politics, and infiltration, brainwashing, and the tantalizing handouts of rewards (with death and complete take-over of the Country, now hidden behind the leadership "indigenous leadership but with the shadow Nazis controlling all, as I see every day training these minority minion "actors" in genocidal behaviors and torture/stalking methodology and protocol:

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the hacking is now much worse than before. Too hard to write, really.

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Before posting the series of posts I put on Facebook yesterday, because I had not intended to include this movie clip into the post, and did so under extreme sickness from detox and recurrent drugging/poisoning and including the effect of this vile tech on my brain and mental state. The TERRORIST REPORT: I have begun to put cotton tabs, taped into the severed tissue of the area between the left large toe and the other toes, which has been cut to the bone, I can feel a huge gouge and see my bone and this has been cut in this manner EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR OVER 6 YEARS. There are other dangerous incisions made EVERY  SINGLE DAY to my fingers, poisons smeared on my skin and hair, and my food poisoned and drugged EVERY SINGLE DAY. The mechanical arms are the tools through which these terrorists are inflicting all these attacks, plus my home and all fabrics sprayed with toxic and foul stinking substances every single day.

I am now literally fighting to pound this out it is near impossible due to hacking.

I have begun to tape cotton tabs and tape around the afffected areas which they have worsened. Some of the tissue is finally growing back. Now the mechanical arms are crushing the taped areas to cut off blood flow. I wake up with the tape so tightly compressed into the affected area that there is no blood flow and the area is being cut by the tape, they are exerting so much pressure on this taped area to literally cut through my skin using the strength of the packaging tape, which I wrap around in three layers because through the socks I put over all of this, the mechanical arms get through one and then two layers, so I have to crisscross the tape into something very hard to peel off and then re-glue on, as they were doing. I then, in the middle of sleep, am "hypnotized" to remove the bandage and tape so they can sever and cut the area once again. They do this with my teeth as well. I have begun to put tape over my mouth and around my face in a few layers, and so under hypnosis, while in a very deep sleep, the programmers instruct subliminally to remove the tape as they literally force huge amounts of saliva to pour out of my mouth.. These implants create nasal and sinus flows streaming down my eyes and nose, blocking all breathing passages. 

I am thus, in this way, forced to understand how I have been manipulated into performing disgusting actions while asleep but under this subliminal or direct programming. I respond like a zombie automatically. This entire situation is absolutely vile. I cannot begin to express how many sleazy and sick creeple there are in the world who have eagerly without hesitation jumped at attacking me, either to destroy me but more to "rape" me while I respond with "love" to sleaze scum ugly  dirty foul pig apes who I would never look at or talk to and who disgust me on every personal level.

All of these gumdrop bs operator creep actors, the leading "feminist" bigot blonde Nazi "Democratic" "feminist" who is selling off the "woman's vote" for her male-dominated, Nazi endless decade-long tenure as the leading "feminist" ranking member of the "Democratic ' party not only endorsees this disgusting system of rape, but fully supports it's continuance as all these "leaders" do now. 

The public and legal policy changes such as the now inevitable looming threat to Roe-v-Wade, or abortion rights, is not some coincidental "accident" despite all the strenuous efforts of women such as these bigot, blonde Nazi gumdrop coated BS operators and the people worst affected are the anti-racist fighters who are being financially disenfranchized so they cannot afford to fly off to Europe to get an abortion as their fascist Nazi American oppressors posing as their rescuing "heroes" all can do. Most of these former "feminist" "activists" are incapable of bearing or conceiving anyway so it's all okay for THEM if they get more deals, promotions and awards for their posturing antics. Like bad opera screeching Banshees who are not clowns but sinister forces screeching out their europhile aspirations but singing out of tune to their American "Democratic" oaths and superficial allegiances.

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The very very creepy males I have written of recently who are the "Progressive" representatives, mostly males, one is Turkish and has in a most disgusting and puerile way, had me attacked in teleportation and in my home. The nasty hate jokes and insults they aim at Trump continuously reverberates in the lower emotional and teeth-baring form of attack they aim at me to get noticed by the fascist Nazi owners who they really are employed by and operate as false opposition to. 


The wanna-be's are so often more openly vicious in their attacks but emulate the more concealed hate of their now bemused genocidal handlers. This has created virtually armies of "minority" black and brown-skinned wanna be Nazi rich and powerful MURDERING RACISTS who are being trained en masse to hate and attack "jews". Those who are in league with these creeple who are a part of that diaspora, the Jews, which they are trying to foist the label upon me, although I have had almost zero and nothing to do with that group my entire life--thus they want so desperately to force the trauma-based inferiority  complexes that the Jews I meet who attack me, who are promoted, conform to (you can see this self-depreciating behavior so clearly in the Jerry Lewis movies and his personality therein--as well as the real-life trauma of his failed marriage with a bigot Nazi woman who of course probably screwed him over and broke him as much emotionally as possible).

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I'm stopping pounding down on this hacked board now-----

the space bar won't even work I must pound down with my entire hand to get this outj.

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From yesterday, as reference to today.

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Her vocal range is nearly out of this modern sphere outherwordly--

What an eternal composition of heavenly and burning hell inferno duets

(I posted this yesterday as a very concealed reference to the comparison of the crappy pop singers who have attacked me in this system and their awful voices, mediocre creative capabilities, and their horrid lack of singing ability).I did not write this openly I just included it with these thoughts in mind. Immediately upon clicking the "back" button the former list of Mozart Die Zauberfloete clips were replaced by the clown performance from this movie. Being under drugging and mind control programming, and so ill and sick from detox I wrote a positive review which I today, after sleeping off the sickness and waking up refreshed realizing that I had been controlled into "liking" something that I have sworn to myself to avoid and not "click" on or "like" or comment upon:


Whenever I start to laugh the terrorist technology operators force tears out of my eyes. Weeellll...right now the tears of laughter are STREAMING as this streaming hilarity is an example of extraordinary singing capability!!! Very well done absolutely ...I believe Mozart would have approved!



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I finished the Facebook post with this conclusion (yesterday):

I find lately that the most entertaining movies are plots concerning the situations of women. The male-dominated dramas revolve around power and conquest too often and it's BORING.

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which of course is another theme for another post on mind control in the media relating to power grabs in Congress and the inculcating of "non-Democratic" values into the mindset of the viewers who "love" these movies and are very likely being brainwashed into "loving" them and not understanding that they are being controlled into a political machine program.


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A last memo on what the implant microchips forcing "behavior modification" does to my defenses against the daily MUTILATION of my body, ordered by the rotten sleazy and stupid Progressie males and the Democrat leader females and feminists and liberals in the media and in politics as I fight to get them off me and to stop this crime and to defend my UNALIENABLE RIGHTS and to stop them from teleporting, raping, extracting energy, ideas and a sense of power out of attcking and torturing me with full financial and legal protection of the United States at top levels of the three-branches and the rest of the violence-created  leadership of the American society that is "supposed" to have checks and balances against these forms of desecration of the Constitution and "The Rights of Man" which includes WOMEN.

They are using mechanical arms inserted through the 30+ panels in this room to nearly puncture the layers of cotton and tape I use as bandages to stop them from literally , on a very slow calculated attack to sever my right toe off--cutting blood flow after breaking the toe out of joint twice and probably daily attacks on the joint as well to reinforce the slippage of bone out of the socket--they are pressing down on the multi-layered tape areas so the tape is compressed and cutting into the tissue, and cutting off blood flow. I wake up in a druggy state unable to do more than rip the entire protective bandaged area completely off, exposing the skin to more damaging and mutilating attacks. They are also cutting into my lower jaw gumline, where they also broke the teeth loose form the jaw after they forced an accident on me--my teeth were fine afterwards but two days later the nighttime terrorists broke the teeth--100% correct, not a "theory" on my part. Every night since February 2019 they have been incrementally slicing tissue out of this lower gumline area. I have begun to fight to save my jaw and teeth, where there is now a breathable gap in the tissue that was covering the gumline is now completely cut out--slivered every single night EVERY SINGLE night.  I have taped my mouth closed and put tape in various patterns around the cheek area. For the first few days nothing bad happened because the terrorists had not yet formulated a strategy to counteract my maneuver. Now they are forcing saliva to pour out of my mouth so the tape is easily lifted up, and also my skin is being damaged by the acidic content of my saliva and I am being hypnotically programmed to tear this off as well. They also can force my jaws to snap shut while I am sleeping as well as slightly open as they also can force saliva or mucus to pour out. Once I remove all the protection they easily slice into my tissue as they have been doing for YEARS EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. I discover that I am literally unable to move and wake up to defend myself. I am artificially awoken just long enough to remove the tape and protection, and then what remains of my consciousness warns me not to fall asleep but I am literally unable to move--my body is like drugged and completely incapable of any movement, of waking myself up to defend myself, and I "float" because my brain is being put into this semi-conscious but nascent sleeping state while the terrorists with their mechanical arms are DISMEMBERING ME EVER=SO=SLIGHTLY every single night without fail. No matter what I write or not write if I remain silent or not.


Right now my BICEPTS are in pain from pounding with all my hand and arm strength to pound this out. I am blocked from really writing to my capacity this is 40% of what I am really capable of in detail or expression--or maybe 30%.

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.